Whatevermightbeitseffect,however,shemuststandthebruntofitagainthatveryday。
  Thefirstregularrehearsalofthethreefirstactswascertainlytotakeplaceintheevening:Mrs。GrantandtheCrawfordswereengagedtoreturnforthatpurposeassoonastheycouldafterdinner;andeveryoneconcernedwaslookingforwardwitheagerness。Thereseemedageneraldiffusionofcheerfulnessontheoccasion。
  Tomwasenjoyingsuchanadvancetowardstheend;
  Edmundwasinspiritsfromthemorning’srehearsal,andlittlevexationsseemedeverywheresmoothedaway。
  Allwerealertandimpatient;theladiesmovedsoon,thegentlemensoonfollowedthem,andwiththeexceptionofLadyBertram,Mrs。Norris,andJulia,everybodywasinthetheatreatanearlyhour;andhavinglighteditupaswellasitsunfinishedstateadmitted,werewaitingonlythearrivalofMrs。GrantandtheCrawfordstobegin。
  TheydidnotwaitlongfortheCrawfords,buttherewasnoMrs。Grant。Shecouldnotcome。Dr。Grant,professinganindisposition,forwhichhehadlittlecreditwithhisfairsister-in-law,couldnotsparehiswife。
  “Dr。Grantisill,“saidshe,withmocksolemnity。
  “Hehasbeenilleversincehedidnoteatanyofthepheasanttoday。Hefanciedittough,sentawayhisplate,andhasbeensufferingeversince“。
  Herewasdisappointment!Mrs。Grant’snon-attendancewassadindeed。Herpleasantmannersandcheerfulconformitymadeheralwaysvaluableamongstthem;
  but_now_shewasabsolutelynecessary。Theycouldnotact,theycouldnotrehearsewithanysatisfactionwithouther。
  Thecomfortofthewholeeveningwasdestroyed。
  Whatwastobedone?Tom,asCottager,wasindespair。
  Afterapauseofperplexity,someeyesbegantobeturnedtowardsFanny,andavoiceortwotosay,“IfMissPricewouldbesogoodasto_read_thepart。“
  Shewasimmediatelysurroundedbysupplications;
  everybodyaskedit;evenEdmundsaid,“Do,Fanny,ifitisnot_very_disagreeabletoyou。“
  ButFannystillhungback。Shecouldnotenduretheideaofit。WhywasnotMissCrawfordtobeappliedtoaswell?
  Orwhyhadnotsherathergonetoherownroom,asshehadfelttobesafest,insteadofattendingtherehearsalatall?Shehadknownitwouldirritateanddistressher;shehadknownitherdutytokeepaway。
  Shewasproperlypunished。
  “Youhaveonlyto_read_thepart,“saidHenryCrawford,withrenewedentreaty。
  “AndIdobelieveshecansayeverywordofit,“
  addedMaria,“forshecouldputMrs。Grantrighttheotherdayintwentyplaces。Fanny,Iamsureyouknowthepart。“
  Fannycouldnotsayshedid_not_;andastheyallpersevered,asEdmundrepeatedhiswish,andwithalookofevenfonddependenceonhergood-nature,shemustyield。
  Shewoulddoherbest。Everybodywassatisfied;andshewaslefttothetremorsofamostpalpitatingheart,whiletheotherspreparedtobegin。
  They_did_begin;andbeingtoomuchengagedintheirownnoisetobestruckbyanunusualnoiseintheotherpartofthehouse,hadproceededsomewaywhenthedooroftheroomwasthrownopen,andJulia,appearingatit,withafaceallaghast,exclaimed,“Myfatheriscome!
  Heisinthehallatthismoment。“
  Howistheconsternationofthepartytobedescribed?
  Tothegreaternumberitwasamomentofabsolutehorror。
  SirThomasinthehouse!Allfelttheinstantaneousconviction。
  Notahopeofimpositionormistakewasharbouredanywhere。
  Julia’slookswereanevidenceofthefactthatmadeitindisputable;andafterthefirststartsandexclamations,notawordwasspokenforhalfaminute:eachwithanalteredcountenancewaslookingatsomeother,andalmosteachwasfeelingitastrokethemostunwelcome,mostill-timed,mostappalling!Mr。Yatesmightconsideritonlyasavexatiousinterruptionfortheevening,andMr。Rushworthmightimagineitablessing;buteveryotherheartwassinkingundersomedegreeofself-condemnationorundefinedalarm,everyotherheartwassuggesting,“Whatwillbecomeofus?whatistobedonenow?“
  Itwasaterriblepause;andterribletoeveryearwerethecorroboratingsoundsofopeningdoorsandpassingfootsteps。
  Juliawasthefirsttomoveandspeakagain。Jealousyandbitternesshadbeensuspended:selfishnesswaslostinthecommoncause;butatthemomentofherappearance,FrederickwaslisteningwithlooksofdevotiontoAgatha’snarrative,andpressingherhandtohisheart;
  andassoonasshecouldnoticethis,andseethat,inspiteoftheshockofherwords,hestillkepthisstationandretainedhersister’shand,herwoundedheartswelledagainwithinjury,andlookingasredasshehadbeenwhitebefore,sheturnedoutoftheroom,saying,“_I_neednotbeafraidofappearingbeforehim。“
  Hergoingrousedtherest;andatthesamemomentthetwobrotherssteppedforward,feelingthenecessityofdoingsomething。Averyfewwordsbetweenthemweresufficient。Thecaseadmittednodifferenceofopinion:theymustgotothedrawing-roomdirectly。
  Mariajoinedthemwiththesameintent,justthenthestoutestofthethree;fortheverycircumstancewhichhaddrivenJuliaawaywastoherthesweetestsupport。
  HenryCrawford’sretainingherhandatsuchamoment,amomentofsuchpeculiarproofandimportance,wasworthagesofdoubtandanxiety。Shehaileditasanearnestofthemostseriousdetermination,andwasequaleventoencounterherfather。Theywalkedoff,utterlyheedlessofMr。Rushworth’srepeatedquestionof,“ShallIgotoo?HadnotIbettergotoo?Willnotitberightformetogotoo?“buttheywerenosoonerthroughthedoorthanHenryCrawfordundertooktoanswertheanxiousinquiry,and,encouraginghimbyallmeanstopayhisrespectstoSirThomaswithoutdelay,senthimaftertheotherswithdelightedhaste。
  FannywasleftwithonlytheCrawfordsandMr。Yates。
  Shehadbeenquiteoverlookedbyhercousins;andasherownopinionofherclaimsonSirThomas’saffectionwasmuchtoohumbletogiveheranyideaofclassingherselfwithhischildren,shewasgladtoremainbehindandgainalittlebreathing-time。Heragitationandalarmexceededallthatwasenduredbytherest,bytherightofadispositionwhichnoteveninnocencecouldkeepfromsuffering。Shewasnearlyfainting:
  allherformerhabitualdreadofherunclewasreturning,andwithitcompassionforhimandforalmosteveryoneofthepartyonthedevelopmentbeforehim,withsolicitudeonEdmund’saccountindescribable。Shehadfoundaseat,whereinexcessivetremblingshewasenduringallthesefearfulthoughts,whiletheotherthree,nolongerunderanyrestraint,weregivingventtotheirfeelingsofvexation,lamentingoversuchanunlooked-forprematurearrivalasamostuntowardevent,andwithoutmercywishingpoorSirThomashadbeentwiceaslongonhispassage,orwerestillinAntigua。
  TheCrawfordsweremorewarmonthesubjectthanMr。Yates,frombetterunderstandingthefamily,andjudgingmoreclearlyofthemischiefthatmustensue。Theruinoftheplaywastothemacertainty:theyfeltthetotaldestructionoftheschemetobeinevitablyathand;
  whileMr。Yatesconsidereditonlyasatemporaryinterruption,adisasterfortheevening,andcouldevensuggestthepossibilityoftherehearsalbeingrenewedaftertea,whenthebustleofreceivingSirThomaswereover,andhemightbeatleisuretobeamusedbyit。
  TheCrawfordslaughedattheidea;andhavingsoonagreedontheproprietyoftheirwalkingquietlyhomeandleavingthefamilytothemselves,proposedMr。Yates’saccompanyingthemandspendingtheeveningattheParsonage。
  ButMr。Yates,havingneverbeenwiththosewhothoughtmuchofparentalclaims,orfamilyconfidence,couldnotperceivethatanythingofthekindwasnecessary;andtherefore,thankingthem,said,“hepreferredremainingwherehewas,thathemightpayhisrespectstotheoldgentlemanhandsomelysincehe_was_come;andbesides,hedidnotthinkitwouldbefairbytheotherstohaveeverybodyrunaway。“
  Fannywasjustbeginningtocollectherself,andtofeelthatifshestaidlongerbehinditmightseemdisrespectful,whenthispointwassettled,andbeingcommissionedwiththebrotherandsister’sapology,sawthempreparingtogoasshequittedtheroomherselftoperformthedreadfuldutyofappearingbeforeheruncle。
  Toosoondidshefindherselfatthedrawing-roomdoor;
  andafterpausingamomentforwhatsheknewwouldnotcome,foracouragewhichtheoutsideofnodoorhadeversuppliedtoher,sheturnedthelockindesperation,andthelightsofthedrawing-room,andallthecollectedfamily,werebeforeher。Assheentered,herownnamecaughtherear。SirThomaswasatthatmomentlookingroundhim,andsaying,“ButwhereisFanny?WhydonotIseemylittleFanny?“——andonperceivingher,cameforwardwithakindnesswhichastonishedandpenetratedher,callingherhisdearFanny,kissingheraffectionately,andobservingwithdecidedpleasurehowmuchshewasgrown!
  Fannyknewnothowtofeel,norwheretolook。Shewasquiteoppressed。Hehadneverbeensokind,so_very_
  kindtoherinhislife。Hismannerseemedchanged,hisvoicewasquickfromtheagitationofjoy;andallthathadbeenawfulinhisdignityseemedlostintenderness。
  Heledhernearerthelightandlookedatheragain——
  inquiredparticularlyafterherhealth,andthen,correctinghimself,observedthatheneednotinquire,forherappearancespokesufficientlyonthatpoint。Afineblushhavingsucceededthepreviouspalenessofherface,hewasjustifiedinhisbeliefofherequalimprovementinhealthandbeauty。Heinquirednextafterherfamily,especiallyWilliam:andhiskindnessaltogetherwassuchasmadeherreproachherselfforlovinghimsolittle,andthinkinghisreturnamisfortune;andwhen,onhavingcouragetolifthereyestohisface,shesawthathewasgrownthinner,andhadtheburnt,fagged,wornlookoffatigueandahotclimate,everytenderfeelingwasincreased,andshewasmiserableinconsideringhowmuchunsuspectedvexationwasprobablyreadytoburstonhim。