“Ifanyonefacultyofournaturemaybecalled_more_
wonderfulthantherest,Idothinkitismemory。
Thereseemssomethingmorespeakinglyincomprehensibleinthepowers,thefailures,theinequalitiesofmemory,thaninanyotherofourintelligences。
Thememoryissometimessoretentive,soserviceable,soobedient;atothers,sobewilderedandsoweak;
andatothersagain,sotyrannic,sobeyondcontrol!
Weare,tobesure,amiracleeveryway;butourpowersofrecollectingandofforgettingdoseempeculiarlypastfindingout。“
MissCrawford,untouchedandinattentive,hadnothingtosay;andFanny,perceivingit,broughtbackherownmindtowhatshethoughtmustinterest。
“Itmayseemimpertinentin_me_topraise,butImustadmirethetasteMrs。Granthasshewninallthis。
Thereissuchaquietsimplicityintheplanofthewalk!
Nottoomuchattempted!“
“Yes,“repliedMissCrawfordcarelessly,“itdoesverywellforaplaceofthissort。Onedoesnotthinkofextent_here_;andbetweenourselves,tillIcametoMansfield,Ihadnotimaginedacountryparsoneveraspiredtoashrubbery,oranythingofthekind。“
“Iamsogladtoseetheevergreensthrive!“saidFanny,inreply。“Myuncle’sgardeneralwayssaysthesoilhereisbetterthanhisown,andsoitappearsfromthegrowthofthelaurelsandevergreensingeneral。Theevergreen!
Howbeautiful,howwelcome,howwonderfultheevergreen!
Whenonethinksofit,howastonishingavarietyofnature!
Insomecountriesweknowthetreethatshedsitsleafisthevariety,butthatdoesnotmakeitlessamazingthatthesamesoilandthesamesunshouldnurtureplantsdifferinginthefirstruleandlawoftheirexistence。
Youwillthinkmerhapsodising;butwhenIamoutofdoors,especiallywhenIamsittingoutofdoors,Iamveryapttogetintothissortofwonderingstrain。Onecannotfixone’seyesonthecommonestnaturalproductionwithoutfindingfoodforaramblingfancy。“
“Tosaythetruth,“repliedMissCrawford,“IamsomethinglikethefamousDogeatthecourtofLewisXIV。;
andmaydeclarethatIseenowonderinthisshrubberyequaltoseeingmyselfinit。Ifanybodyhadtoldmeayearagothatthisplacewouldbemyhome,thatIshouldbespendingmonthaftermonthhere,asI
havedone,Icertainlyshouldnothavebelievedthem。
Ihavenowbeenherenearlyfivemonths;and,moreover,thequietestfivemonthsIeverpassed。“
“_Too_quietforyou,Ibelieve。“
“Ishouldhavethoughtso_theoretically_myself,but,“
andhereyesbrightenedasshespoke,“takeitallandall,Ineverspentsohappyasummer。Butthen,“
withamorethoughtfulairandloweredvoice,“thereisnosayingwhatitmayleadto。“
Fanny’sheartbeatquick,andshefeltquiteunequaltosurmisingorsolicitinganythingmore。MissCrawford,however,withrenewedanimation,soonwenton——
“IamconsciousofbeingfarbetterreconciledtoacountryresidencethanIhadeverexpectedtobe。Icanevensupposeitpleasanttospend_half_theyearinthecountry,undercertaincircumstances,verypleasant。Anelegant,moderate-sizedhouseinthecentreoffamilyconnexions;
continualengagementsamongthem;commandingthefirstsocietyintheneighbourhood;lookedupto,perhaps,asleadingitevenmorethanthoseoflargerfortune,andturningfromthecheerfulroundofsuchamusementstonothingworsethana_tete-a-tete_withthepersononefeelsmostagreeableintheworld。Thereisnothingfrightfulinsuchapicture,isthere,MissPrice?OneneednotenvythenewMrs。Rushworthwithsuchahomeas_that_。“
“EnvyMrs。Rushworth!“wasallthatFannyattemptedtosay。
“Come,come,itwouldbeveryun-handsomeinustobesevereonMrs。Rushworth,forIlookforwardtoourowingheragreatmanygay,brilliant,happyhours。IexpectweshallbeallverymuchatSothertonanotheryear。
SuchamatchasMissBertramhasmadeisapublicblessing;
forthefirstpleasuresofMr。Rushworth’swifemustbetofillherhouse,andgivethebestballsinthecountry。“
Fannywassilent,andMissCrawfordrelapsedintothoughtfulness,tillsuddenlylookingupattheendofafewminutes,sheexclaimed,“Ah!hereheis。“
ItwasnotMr。Rushworth,however,butEdmund,whothenappearedwalkingtowardsthemwithMrs。Grant。
“MysisterandMr。Bertram。Iamsogladyoureldestcousinisgone,thathemaybeMr。Bertramagain。ThereissomethinginthesoundofMr。_Edmund_Bertramsoformal,sopitiful,soyounger-brother-like,thatIdetestit。“
“Howdifferentlywefeel!“criedFanny。“Tome,thesoundof_Mr。_Bertramissocoldandnothing-meaning,soentirelywithoutwarmthorcharacter!Itjuststandsforagentleman,andthat’sall。ButthereisnoblenessinthenameofEdmund。Itisanameofheroismandrenown;
ofkings,princes,andknights;andseemstobreathethespiritofchivalryandwarmaffections。“
“Igrantyouthenameisgoodinitself,and_Lord_Edmundor_Sir_Edmundsounddelightfully;butsinkitunderthechill,theannihilationofaMr。,andMr。EdmundisnomorethanMr。JohnorMr。Thomas。Well,shallwejoinanddisappointthemofhalftheirlectureuponsittingdownoutofdoorsatthistimeofyear,bybeingupbeforetheycanbegin?“
Edmundmetthemwithparticularpleasure。Itwasthefirsttimeofhisseeingthemtogethersincethebeginningofthatbetteracquaintancewhichhehadbeenhearingofwithgreatsatisfaction。Afriendshipbetweentwosoverydeartohimwasexactlywhathecouldhavewished:
andtothecreditofthelover’sunderstanding,beitstated,thathedidnotbyanymeansconsiderFannyastheonly,orevenasthegreatergainerbysuchafriendship。
“Well,“saidMissCrawford,“anddoyounotscoldusforourimprudence?Whatdoyouthinkwehavebeensittingdownforbuttobetalkedtoaboutit,andentreatedandsupplicatednevertodosoagain?“
“PerhapsImighthavescolded,“saidEdmund,“ifeitherofyouhadbeensittingdownalone;butwhileyoudowrongtogether,Icanoverlookagreatdeal。“
“Theycannothavebeensittinglong,“criedMrs。Grant,“forwhenIwentupformyshawlIsawthemfromthestaircasewindow,andthentheywerewalking。“
“Andreally,“addedEdmund,“thedayissomild,thatyoursittingdownforafewminutescanbehardlythoughtimprudent。Ourweathermustnotalwaysbejudgedbythecalendar。WemaysometimestakegreaterlibertiesinNovemberthaninMay。“
“Uponmyword,“criedMissCrawford,“youaretwoofthemostdisappointingandunfeelingkindfriendsIevermetwith!
Thereisnogivingyouamoment’suneasiness。Youdonotknowhowmuchwehavebeensuffering,norwhatchillswehavefelt!ButIhavelongthoughtMr。Bertramoneoftheworstsubjectstoworkon,inanylittlemanoeuvreagainstcommonsense,thatawomancouldbeplaguedwith。
Ihadverylittlehopeof_him_fromthefirst;butyou,Mrs。Grant,mysister,myownsister,IthinkIhadarighttoalarmyoualittle。“
“Donotflatteryourself,mydearestMary。Youhavenotthesmallestchanceofmovingme。Ihavemyalarms,buttheyarequiteinadifferentquarter;andifIcouldhavealteredtheweather,youwouldhavehadagoodsharpeastwindblowingonyouthewholetime——forherearesomeofmyplantswhichRobert_will_leaveoutbecausethenightsaresomild,andIknowtheendofitwillbe,thatweshallhaveasuddenchangeofweather,ahardfrostsettinginallatonce,takingeverybodyatleastRobert
bysurprise,andIshallloseeveryone;andwhatisworse,cookhasjustbeentellingmethattheturkey,whichI
particularlywishednottobedressedtillSunday,becauseIknowhowmuchmoreDr。GrantwouldenjoyitonSundayafterthefatiguesoftheday,willnotkeepbeyondto-morrow。Thesearesomethinglikegrievances,andmakemethinktheweathermostunseasonablyclose。“
“Thesweetsofhousekeepinginacountryvillage!“
saidMissCrawfordarchly。“Commendmetothenurserymanandthepoulterer。“
“Mydearchild,commendDr。GranttothedeaneryofWestminsterorSt。Paul’s,andIshouldbeasgladofyournurserymanandpoultererasyoucouldbe。ButwehavenosuchpeopleinMansfield。Whatwouldyouhavemedo?“
“Oh!youcandonothingbutwhatyoudoalready:
beplaguedveryoften,andneverloseyourtemper。“
“Thankyou;butthereisnoescapingtheselittlevexations,Mary,livewherewemay;andwhenyouaresettledintownandIcometoseeyou,IdaresayIshallfindyouwithyours,inspiteofthenurserymanandthepoulterer,perhapsontheirveryaccount。Theirremotenessandunpunctuality,ortheirexorbitantchargesandfrauds,willbedrawingforthbitterlamentations。“
“Imeantobetoorichtolamentortofeelanythingofthesort。AlargeincomeisthebestrecipeforhappinessIeverheardof。Itcertainlymaysecureallthemyrtleandturkeypartofit。“