Edmundmight,inthecommonphrase,dothedutyofThornton,thatis,hemightreadprayersandpreach,withoutgivingupMansfieldPark:hemightrideovereverySunday,toahousenominallyinhabited,andgothroughdivineservice;
hemightbetheclergymanofThorntonLaceyeveryseventhday,forthreeorfourhours,ifthatwouldcontenthim。
Butitwillnot。Heknowsthathumannatureneedsmorelessonsthanaweeklysermoncanconvey;andthatifhedoesnotliveamonghisparishioners,andprovehimself,byconstantattention,theirwell-wisherandfriend,hedoesverylittleeitherfortheirgoodorhisown。“
Mr。Crawfordbowedhisacquiescence。
“Irepeatagain,“addedSirThomas,“thatThorntonLaceyistheonlyhouseintheneighbourhoodinwhichIshould_not_behappytowaitonMr。Crawfordasoccupier。“
Mr。Crawfordbowedhisthanks。
“SirThomas,“saidEdmund,“undoubtedlyunderstandsthedutyofaparishpriest。Wemusthopehissonmayprovethat_he_knowsittoo。“
WhatevereffectSirThomas’slittleharanguemightreallyproduceonMr。Crawford,itraisedsomeawkwardsensationsintwooftheothers,twoofhismostattentivelisteners——
MissCrawfordandFanny。Oneofwhom,havingneverbeforeunderstoodthatThorntonwassosoonandsocompletelytobehishome,wasponderingwithdowncasteyesonwhatitwouldbe_not_toseeEdmundeveryday;andtheother,startledfromtheagreeablefanciesshehadbeenpreviouslyindulgingonthestrengthofherbrother’sdescription,nolongerable,inthepictureshehadbeenformingofafutureThornton,toshutoutthechurch,sinktheclergyman,andseeonlytherespectable,elegant,modernised,andoccasionalresidenceofamanofindependentfortune,wasconsideringSirThomas,withdecidedill-will,asthedestroyerofallthis,andsufferingthemorefromthatinvoluntaryforbearancewhichhischaracterandmannercommanded,andfromnotdaringtorelieveherselfbyasingleattemptatthrowingridiculeonhiscause。
Alltheagreeableof_her_speculationwasoverforthathour。
Itwastimetohavedonewithcards,ifsermonsprevailed;
andshewasgladtofinditnecessarytocometoaconclusion,andbeabletorefreshherspiritsbyachangeofplaceandneighbour。
Thechiefofthepartywerenowcollectedirregularlyroundthefire,andwaitingthefinalbreak-up。WilliamandFannywerethemostdetached。Theyremainedtogetherattheotherwisedesertedcard-table,talkingverycomfortably,andnotthinkingoftherest,tillsomeoftherestbegantothinkofthem。HenryCrawford’schairwasthefirsttobegivenadirectiontowardsthem,andhesatsilentlyobservingthemforafewminutes;
himself,inthemeanwhile,observedbySirThomas,whowasstandinginchatwithDr。Grant。
“Thisistheassemblynight,“saidWilliam。“IfIwereatPortsmouthIshouldbeatit,perhaps。“
“ButyoudonotwishyourselfatPortsmouth,William?“
“No,Fanny,thatIdonot。IshallhaveenoughofPortsmouthandofdancingtoo,whenIcannothaveyou。AndIdonotknowthattherewouldbeanygoodingoingtotheassembly,forImightnotgetapartner。ThePortsmouthgirlsturnuptheirnosesatanybodywhohasnotacommission。
Onemightaswellbenothingasamidshipman。
One_is_nothing,indeed。YouremembertheGregorys;
theyaregrownupamazingfinegirls,buttheywillhardlyspeakto_me_,becauseLucyiscourtedbyalieutenant。“
“Oh!shame,shame!Butnevermindit,William“herowncheeksinaglowofindignationasshespoke。“Itisnotworthminding。Itisnoreflectionon_you_;itisnomorethanwhatthegreatestadmiralshaveallexperienced,moreorless,intheirtime。Youmustthinkofthat,youmusttrytomakeupyourmindtoitasoneofthehardshipswhichfalltoeverysailor’sshare,likebadweatherandhardliving,onlywiththisadvantage,thattherewillbeanendtoit,thattherewillcomeatimewhenyouwillhavenothingofthatsorttoendure。
Whenyouarealieutenant!onlythink,William,whenyouarealieutenant,howlittleyouwillcareforanynonsenseofthiskind。“
“IbegintothinkIshallneverbealieutenant,Fanny。
Everybodygetsmadebutme。“
“Oh!mydearWilliam,donottalkso;donotbesodesponding。
Myunclesaysnothing,butIamsurehewilldoeverythinginhispowertogetyoumade。Heknows,aswellasyoudo,ofwhatconsequenceitis。“
Shewascheckedbythesightofherunclemuchnearertothemthanshehadanysuspicionof,andeachfounditnecessarytotalkofsomethingelse。
“Areyoufondofdancing,Fanny?“
“Yes,very;onlyIamsoontired。“
“Ishouldliketogotoaballwithyouandseeyoudance。HaveyouneveranyballsatNorthampton?
Ishouldliketoseeyoudance,andI’ddancewithyouifyou_would_,fornobodywouldknowwhoIwashere,andIshouldliketobeyourpartneroncemore。
Weusedtojumpabouttogethermanyatime,didnotwe?
whenthehand-organwasinthestreet?Iamaprettygooddancerinmyway,butIdaresayyouareabetter。“
Andturningtohisuncle,whowasnowclosetothem,“IsnotFannyaverygooddancer,sir?“
Fanny,indismayatsuchanunprecedentedquestion,didnotknowwhichwaytolook,orhowtobepreparedfortheanswer。Someverygravereproof,oratleastthecoldestexpressionofindifference,mustbecomingtodistressherbrother,andsinkhertotheground。
But,onthecontrary,itwasnoworsethan,“IamsorrytosaythatIamunabletoansweryourquestion。
IhaveneverseenFannydancesinceshewasalittlegirl;
butItrustweshallboththinksheacquitsherselflikeagentlewomanwhenwedoseeher,which,perhaps,wemayhaveanopportunityofdoingerelong。“
“Ihavehadthepleasureofseeingyoursisterdance,Mr。Price,“saidHenryCrawford,leaningforward,“andwillengagetoanswereveryinquirywhichyoucanmakeonthesubject,toyourentiresatisfaction。
ButIbelieve“seeingFannylookeddistressed“itmustbeatsomeothertime。Thereis_one_personincompanywhodoesnotliketohaveMissPricespokenof。“
Trueenough,hehadonceseenFannydance;anditwasequallytruethathewouldnowhaveansweredforherglidingaboutwithquiet,lightelegance,andinadmirabletime;
but,infact,hecouldnotforthelifeofhimrecallwhatherdancinghadbeen,andrathertookitforgrantedthatshehadbeenpresentthanrememberedanythingabouther。
Hepassed,however,foranadmirerofherdancing;
andSirThomas,bynomeansdispleased,prolongedtheconversationondancingingeneral,andwassowellengagedindescribingtheballsofAntigua,andlisteningtowhathisnephewcouldrelateofthedifferentmodesofdancingwhichhadfallenwithinhisobservation,thathehadnotheardhiscarriageannounced,andwasfirstcalledtotheknowledgeofitbythebustleofMrs。Norris。
“Come,Fanny,Fanny,whatareyouabout?Wearegoing。
Donotyouseeyourauntisgoing?Quick,quick!IcannotbeartokeepgoodoldWilcoxwaiting。Youshouldalwaysrememberthecoachmanandhorses。MydearSirThomas,wehavesettleditthatthecarriageshouldcomebackforyou,andEdmundandWilliam。“
SirThomascouldnotdissent,asithadbeenhisownarrangement,previouslycommunicatedtohiswifeandsister;but_that_seemedforgottenbyMrs。Norris,whomustfancythatshesettleditallherself。
Fanny’slastfeelinginthevisitwasdisappointment:
fortheshawlwhichEdmundwasquietlytakingfromtheservanttobringandputroundhershoulderswasseizedbyMr。Crawford’squickerhand,andshewasobligedtobeindebtedtohismoreprominentattention。
William’sdesireofseeingFannydancemademorethanamomentaryimpressiononhisuncle。Thehopeofanopportunity,whichSirThomashadthengiven,wasnotgiventobethoughtofnomore。Heremainedsteadilyinclinedtogratifysoamiableafeeling;togratifyanybodyelsewhomightwishtoseeFannydance,andtogivepleasuretotheyoungpeopleingeneral;andhavingthoughtthematterover,andtakenhisresolutioninquietindependence,theresultofitappearedthenextmorningatbreakfast,when,afterrecallingandcommendingwhathisnephewhadsaid,headded,“Idonotlike,William,thatyoushouldleaveNorthamptonshirewithoutthisindulgence。
Itwouldgivemepleasuretoseeyoubothdance。
YouspokeoftheballsatNorthampton。Yourcousinshaveoccasionallyattendedthem;buttheywouldnotaltogethersuitusnow。Thefatiguewouldbetoomuchforyouraunt。
IbelievewemustnotthinkofaNorthamptonball。
Adanceathomewouldbemoreeligible;andif——“
“Ah,mydearSirThomas!“interruptedMrs。Norris,“Iknewwhatwascoming。Iknewwhatyouweregoingtosay。IfdearJuliawereathome,ordearestMrs。RushworthatSotherton,toaffordareason,anoccasionforsuchathing,youwouldbetemptedtogivetheyoungpeopleadanceatMansfield。
Iknowyouwould。If_they_wereathometogracetheball,aballyouwouldhavethisveryChristmas。
Thankyouruncle,William,thankyouruncle!“