“Well,LadyBertram,“saidMrs。Norris,movingtogo,“Icanonlysaythatmysoledesireistobeofusetoyourfamily:andso,ifSirThomasshouldeverspeakagainaboutmytakingFanny,youwillbeabletosaythatmyhealthandspiritsputitquiteoutofthequestion;
besidesthat,Ireallyshouldnothaveabedtogiveher,forImustkeepaspareroomforafriend。“
LadyBertramrepeatedenoughofthisconversationtoherhusbandtoconvincehimhowmuchhehadmistakenhissister-in-law’sviews;andshewasfromthatmomentperfectlysafefromallexpectation,ortheslightestallusiontoitfromhim。Hecouldnotbutwonderatherrefusingtodoanythingforaniecewhomshehadbeensoforwardtoadopt;but,asshetookearlycaretomakehim,aswellasLadyBertram,understandthatwhatevershepossessedwasdesignedfortheirfamily,hesoongrewreconciledtoadistinctionwhich,atthesametimethatitwasadvantageousandcomplimentarytothem,wouldenablehimbettertoprovideforFannyhimself。
Fannysoonlearnthowunnecessaryhadbeenherfearsofaremoval;
andherspontaneous,untaughtfelicityonthediscovery,conveyedsomeconsolationtoEdmundforhisdisappointmentinwhathehadexpectedtobesoessentiallyserviceabletoher。Mrs。NorristookpossessionoftheWhiteHouse,theGrantsarrivedattheParsonage,andtheseeventsover,everythingatMansfieldwentonforsometimeasusual。
TheGrantsshowingadispositiontobefriendlyandsociable,gavegreatsatisfactioninthemainamongtheirnewacquaintance。
Theyhadtheirfaults,andMrs。Norrissoonfoundthemout。
TheDoctorwasveryfondofeating,andwouldhaveagooddinnereveryday;andMrs。Grant,insteadofcontrivingtogratifyhimatlittleexpense,gavehercookashighwagesastheydidatMansfieldPark,andwasscarcelyeverseeninheroffices。Mrs。Norriscouldnotspeakwithanytemperofsuchgrievances,norofthequantityofbutterandeggsthatwereregularlyconsumedinthehouse。
“Nobodylovedplentyandhospitalitymorethanherself;
nobodymorehatedpitifuldoings;theParsonage,shebelieved,hadneverbeenwantingincomfortsofanysort,hadneverborneabadcharacterin_her__time_,butthiswasawayofgoingonthatshecouldnotunderstand。
Afineladyinacountryparsonagewasquiteoutofplace。
_Her_store-room,shethought,mighthavebeengoodenoughforMrs。Granttogointo。Inquirewhereshewould,shecouldnotfindoutthatMrs。Granthadeverhadmorethanfivethousandpounds。“
LadyBertramlistenedwithoutmuchinteresttothissortofinvective。Shecouldnotenterintothewrongsofaneconomist,butshefeltalltheinjuriesofbeautyinMrs。Grant’sbeingsowellsettledinlifewithoutbeinghandsome,andexpressedherastonishmentonthatpointalmostasoften,thoughnotsodiffusely,asMrs。Norrisdiscussedtheother。
Theseopinionshadbeenhardlycanvassedayearbeforeanothereventaroseofsuchimportanceinthefamily,asmightfairlyclaimsomeplaceinthethoughtsandconversationoftheladies。SirThomasfounditexpedienttogotoAntiguahimself,forthebetterarrangementofhisaffairs,andhetookhiseldestsonwithhim,inthehopeofdetachinghimfromsomebadconnexionsathome。TheyleftEnglandwiththeprobabilityofbeingnearlyatwelvemonthabsent。
Thenecessityofthemeasureinapecuniarylight,andthehopeofitsutilitytohisson,reconciledSirThomastotheeffortofquittingtherestofhisfamily,andofleavinghisdaughterstothedirectionofothersattheirpresentmostinterestingtimeoflife。
HecouldnotthinkLadyBertramquiteequaltosupplyhisplacewiththem,orrather,toperformwhatshouldhavebeenherown;but,inMrs。Norris’swatchfulattention,andinEdmund’sjudgment,hehadsufficientconfidencetomakehimgowithoutfearsfortheirconduct。
LadyBertramdidnotatallliketohaveherhusbandleaveher;
butshewasnotdisturbedbyanyalarmforhissafety,orsolicitudeforhiscomfort,beingoneofthosepersonswhothinknothingcanbedangerous,ordifficult,orfatiguingtoanybodybutthemselves。
TheMissBertramsweremuchtobepitiedontheoccasion:
notfortheirsorrow,butfortheirwantofit。
Theirfatherwasnoobjectoflovetothem;hehadneverseemedthefriendoftheirpleasures,andhisabsencewasunhappilymostwelcome。Theywererelievedbyitfromallrestraint;andwithoutaimingatonegratificationthatwouldprobablyhavebeenforbiddenbySirThomas,theyfeltthemselvesimmediatelyattheirowndisposal,andtohaveeveryindulgencewithintheirreach。
Fanny’srelief,andherconsciousnessofit,werequiteequaltohercousins’;butamoretendernaturesuggestedthatherfeelingswereungrateful,andshereallygrievedbecauseshecouldnotgrieve。“SirThomas,whohaddonesomuchforherandherbrothers,andwhowasgoneperhapsnevertoreturn!thatsheshouldseehimgowithoutatear!itwasashamefulinsensibility。“
Hehadsaidtoher,moreover,ontheverylastmorning,thathehopedshemightseeWilliamagaininthecourseoftheensuingwinter,andhadchargedhertowriteandinvitehimtoMansfieldassoonasthesquadrontowhichhebelongedshouldbeknowntobeinEngland。
“Thiswassothoughtfulandkind!“andwouldheonlyhavesmileduponher,andcalledher“mydearFanny,“
whilehesaidit,everyformerfrownorcoldaddressmighthavebeenforgotten。Buthehadendedhisspeechinawaytosinkherinsadmortification,byadding,“IfWilliamdoescometoMansfield,Ihopeyoumaybeabletoconvincehimthatthemanyyearswhichhavepassedsinceyoupartedhavenotbeenspentonyoursideentirelywithoutimprovement;though,Ifear,hemustfindhissisteratsixteeninsomerespectstoomuchlikehissisteratten。“
Shecriedbitterlyoverthisreflectionwhenherunclewasgone;andhercousins,onseeingherwithredeyes,setherdownasahypocrite。
TomBertramhadoflatespentsolittleofhistimeathomethathecouldbeonlynominallymissed;andLadyBertramwassoonastonishedtofindhowverywelltheydidevenwithouthisfather,howwellEdmundcouldsupplyhisplaceincarving,talkingtothesteward,writingtotheattorney,settlingwiththeservants,andequallysavingherfromallpossiblefatigueorexertionineveryparticularbutthatofdirectingherletters。
Theearliestintelligenceofthetravellers’safearrivalatAntigua,afterafavourablevoyage,wasreceived;
thoughnotbeforeMrs。Norrishadbeenindulginginverydreadfulfears,andtryingtomakeEdmundparticipatethemwhenevershecouldgethimalone;andasshedependedonbeingthefirstpersonmadeacquaintedwithanyfatalcatastrophe,shehadalreadyarrangedthemannerofbreakingittoalltheothers,whenSirThomas’sassurancesoftheirbothbeingaliveandwellmadeitnecessarytolaybyheragitationandaffectionatepreparatoryspeechesforawhile。
Thewintercameandpassedwithouttheirbeingcalledfor;theaccountscontinuedperfectlygood;
andMrs。Norris,inpromotinggaietiesforhernieces,assistingtheirtoilets,displayingtheiraccomplishments,andlookingaboutfortheirfuturehusbands,hadsomuchtodoas,inadditiontoallherownhouseholdcares,someinterferenceinthoseofhersister,andMrs。Grant’swastefuldoingstooverlook,leftherverylittleoccasiontobeoccupiedinfearsfortheabsent。
TheMissBertramswerenowfullyestablishedamongthebellesoftheneighbourhood;andastheyjoinedtobeautyandbrilliantacquirementsamannernaturallyeasy,andcarefullyformedtogeneralcivilityandobligingness,theypossesseditsfavouraswellasitsadmiration。
Theirvanitywasinsuchgoodorderthattheyseemedtobequitefreefromit,andgavethemselvesnoairs;
whilethepraisesattendingsuchbehaviour,securedandbroughtroundbytheiraunt,servedtostrengthentheminbelievingtheyhadnofaults。
LadyBertramdidnotgointopublicwithherdaughters。
Shewastooindolenteventoacceptamother’sgratificationinwitnessingtheirsuccessandenjoymentattheexpenseofanypersonaltrouble,andthechargewasmadeovertohersister,whodesirednothingbetterthanapostofsuchhonourablerepresentation,andverythoroughlyrelishedthemeansitaffordedherofmixinginsocietywithouthavinghorsestohire。
Fannyhadnoshareinthefestivitiesoftheseason;
butsheenjoyedbeingavowedlyusefulasheraunt’scompanionwhentheycalledawaytherestofthefamily;and,asMissLeehadleftMansfield,shenaturallybecameeverythingtoLadyBertramduringthenightofaballoraparty。
Shetalkedtoher,listenedtoher,readtoher;
andthetranquillityofsuchevenings,herperfectsecurityinsucha_tete-a-tete_fromanysoundofunkindness,wasunspeakablywelcometoamindwhichhadseldomknownapauseinitsalarmsorembarrassments。Astohercousins’gaieties,shelovedtohearanaccountofthem,especiallyoftheballs,andwhomEdmundhaddancedwith;
butthoughttoolowlyofherownsituationtoimaginesheshouldeverbeadmittedtothesame,andlistened,therefore,withoutanideaofanynearerconcerninthem。
Uponthewhole,itwasacomfortablewintertoher;
forthoughitbroughtnoWilliamtoEngland,thenever-failinghopeofhisarrivalwasworthmuch。
Theensuingspringdeprivedherofhervaluedfriend,theoldgreypony;andforsometimeshewasindangeroffeelingthelossinherhealthaswellasinheraffections;
forinspiteoftheacknowledgedimportanceofherridingonhorse-back,nomeasuresweretakenformountingheragain,“because,“asitwasobservedbyheraunts,“shemightrideoneofhercousin’shorsesatanytimewhentheydidnotwantthem,“andastheMissBertramsregularlywantedtheirhorseseveryfineday,andhadnoideaofcarryingtheirobligingmannerstothesacrificeofanyrealpleasure,thattime,ofcourse,nevercame。
TheytooktheircheerfulridesinthefinemorningsofAprilandMay;andFannyeithersatathomethewholedaywithoneaunt,orwalkedbeyondherstrengthattheinstigationoftheother:LadyBertramholdingexercisetobeasunnecessaryforeverybodyasitwasunpleasanttoherself;andMrs。Norris,whowaswalkingallday,thinkingeverybodyoughttowalkasmuch。Edmundwasabsentatthistime,ortheevilwouldhavebeenearlierremedied。
Whenhereturned,tounderstandhowFannywassituated,andperceiveditsilleffects,thereseemedwithhimbutonethingtobedone;andthat“Fannymusthaveahorse“
wastheresolutedeclarationwithwhichheopposedwhatevercouldbeurgedbythesupinenessofhismother,ortheeconomyofhisaunt,tomakeitappearunimportant。