Whatgownareyougoingin,Mary?““Oh,Idon’tknowanddon’tcare,“exclaimedMary,sickandwearyofhervisitor。“Well,then!takemyadvice,andgointhatbluemerino。It’soldtobesure,andabitwornatelbows,butfolkwon’tnoticethat,andth’coloursuitsyou。Nowmind,Mary。AndI’lllendyoumyblack-wateredscarf,“addedshe,reallygood-naturedly,accordingtohersenseofthings,andwithal,alittlebitpleasedattheideaofherpetarticleofdressfiguringawayonthepersonofawitnessatatrialformurder。“I’llbringitto-morrowbeforeyoustart。““No,don’t!“saidMary;“thankyou,butIdon’twantit。““Why,whatcanyouwear?IknowallyourclothesaswellasIdomown,andwhatisthereyoucanwear?Notyouroldplaidshawl,Idohope?YouwouldnotfancythisIhaveon,morenorthe。scarf,wouldyou?“saidshe,brighteningupatthethought,andwillingtolendit,oranythingelse。“Oh,Sally!don’tgoontalkinga-that-ns;howcanIthinkondressatsuchatime?Whenit’samatteroflifeanddeathtoJem?““Blessthegirl!It’sJem,isit?Well,nowIthoughttherewassomesweetheartintheback-ground,whenyouflewoffsowithMrCarson。Thenwhat,inthenameofgoodness,madehimshootMrHarry?Afteryouhadgivenupgoingwithhim,Imean?Washeafraidyou’dbeonagain?““HowdareyousayheshotMrHarry?“askedMary,firingupfromthestateoflanguidindifferenceintowhichshehadsunkwhileSallyhadbeensettlingaboutherdress。“Butit’snomatterwhatyouthink,asdidnotknowhim。
  Whatgrievesmeis,thatpeopleshouldgoonthinkinghimguiltyasdidknowhim,“shesaid,sinkingbackintoherformerdepressedtoneandmanner。“Anddon’tyouthinkhedidit?“askedSally。Marypaused;shewasgoingontoofastwithonesocuriousandsounscrupulous。
  Besidessherememberedhowevensheherselfhad,atfirst,believedhimguilty;andshefeltitwasnotforhertocaststonesatthosewho,onsimilarevidence,inclinedtothesamebelief。Nonehadgivenhimmuchbenefitofadoubt。Nonehadfaithinhisinnocence。Nonebuthismother;
  andtheretheheartlovedmorethantheheadreasoned,andheryearningaffectionhadneverforaninstantentertainedtheideathatherJemwasamurderer。ButMarydislikedthewholeconversation;thesubject,themannerinwhichitwastreated,wereallpainful,andshehadarepugnancetothepersonwithwhomshespoke。Shewasthankful,therefore,whenJobLegh’svoicewasheardatthedoor,ashestoodwiththelatchinhishand,talkingtoaneighbour,andwhenSallyjumpedupinvexationandsaid,“There’sthatoldfogeycominginhere,asI’malive!Didyourfathersethimtolookafteryouwhilehewasaway?orwhatbringstheoldchaphere?However,I’moff;Inevercouldabideeitherhimorhisprimgrand-daughter。Good-bye,Mary。“Sofarinawhisper,thenlouder,“Ifyouthinkbetterofmyofferaboutthescarf,Mary,juststepinto-morrowbeforenine,andyou’requitewelcometoit。“SheandJobpassedeachotheratthedoor,withmutuallooksofdislike,whichneithertookanypainstoconceal。“Yon’sabold,badgirl,“saidJobtoMary“She’sverygood-natured,“repliedMary,toohonourabletoabuseavisitorwhohadonlythatinstantcrossedherthreshold,andgladlydwellingonthegoodqualitymostapparentinSally’scharacter。“Aye,aye!good-natured,generous,jolly,fulloffun;thereareanumberofothernamesforthegoodqualitiesthedevilleaveshischildren,asbaitstocatchgudgeonswith。D’yethinkfolkcouldbeledastraybyonewhowaseverywaybad?Howe’er,that’snotwhatIcametotalkabout。I’veseenMrBridgenorth,andheisinamannerofthesamemindaswe;hethinksitwouldhaveanawkwardlook,andmighttellagainstthepoorladonhistrial;stillifshe’sillshe’sill,anditcan’tbehelped。““Idon’tknowifshe’ssobadasallthat,“saidMary,whobegantodreadherpartindoinganythingwhichmighttellagainstherpoorlover。“Willyoucomeandseeher,Job?ThedoctorseemedtosayasIliked,notashethought。““That’sbecausehehadnogreatthoughtonthesubject,eitheronewayort’other,“repliedJob,whosecontemptformedicalmenprettynearlyequalledhisrespectforlawyers。ButI’llgoandwelcome。Ihannotseenth’oudladiessincetheirsorrows,andit’sbutmannerstogoandaxafterthem。Comealong。“TheroomatMrsWilson’shadthatstill,changelesslookyoumusthaveoftenobservedinthehouseofsicknessandmourning。Noparticularemploymentgoingon;peoplewatchingandwaitingratherthanacting,unlessinthemoresuddenandviolentattackswhatlittlemovementisgoingon,sonoiselessandhushed;thefurnitureallarrangedandstationary,withaviewtothecomfortoftheafflicted;thewindow-blindsdrawndown,tokeepoutthedisturbingvarietyofasunbeam;thesamesaddenedseriouslookonthefacesofthein-dwellers;youfallbackintothesametrainofthoughtwithalltheseassociations,andforgetthestreet,theouterworld,inthecontemplationoftheonestationary,absorbinginterestwithin。MrsWilsonsatquietlyinherchair,withjusttilesamelookMaryhadleftonherface;MrsDavenportwentaboutwithcreakingshoeswhichmadeallthemorenoisefromhercarefulandlengthenedtreadannoyingtheearsofthosewhowerewell,inthisinstance,farmorethanthedullsensesofthesickandthesorrowful。Alice’svoicestillwasgoingoncheerfullyintheupperroomwithincessanttalkingandlittlelaughstoherself,orperhapsinsympathywithherunseencompanions;“unseen,“Isay,inpreferenceto“fancied,“forwhoknowswhetherGoddoesnotpermittheformsofthosewhoweredearestwhenliving,tohoverroundthebedofthedying?Jobspoke,andMrsWilsonanswered。Soquietlythatitwasunnaturalunderthecircumstances。Itmadeadeeperimpressionontheoldmanthananytokenofmerebodilyillnesscouldhavedone。Ifshehadravedindelirium,ormoanedinfever,hecouldhavespokenafterhiswont,andgivenhisopinion,hisadvice,andhisconsolationnowhewasawedintosilence。AtlengthhepulledMaryasideintoacornerofthehouse-place,whereMrsWilsonwassitting;andbegantotalktoher。“Yo’reright,Mary!She’snowaysfittogotoLiverpool,poorsoul。NowI’veseenherIonlywonderthedoctorcouldha’beenunsettledinhismindatth’first。Choosehowitgoeswi’poorJem,shecannotgo。Onewayoranotheritwillsoonbeover,thebesttoleaveherinthestatesheistillthen。““Iwassureyouwouldthinkso,“saidMary。Buttheywerereckoningwithouttheirhost。Theyesteemedhersensesgone,while,infact,theywereonlyinert,andcouldnotconveyimpressionsrapidlytotheover-burdened,troubledbrain。Theyhadnotnoticedthathereyeshadfollowedthemmechanicallyitseemedatfirstastheyhadmovedawaytothecorneroftheroom;thatherface,hithertosochangeless,hadbeguntoworkwithoneortwooftheoldsymptomsofimpatience。Butwhentheyweresilentshestoodup,andstartledthemalmostasifadeadpersonhadspoken,bysayingclearlyanddecidedly——“IgotoLiverpool。
  Ihearyouandyourplans;andItellyouIshallgotoLiverpool。Ifmywordsaretokillmyson,theyhavealreadygoneforthoutofmymouth,andnoughtcanbringthemback。ButIwillhavefaith。Aliceupabove
  hasoftentelledmeIwantedfaith,andnowIwillhaveit。Theycannot——theywillnotkillmychild,myonlychild。Iwillnotbeafeared。Yetoh!I
  amsosickwithterror。Butifheistodie,thinkyenotthatIwillseehimagain;ay!seehimathistrial?Whenallarehatinghim,heshallhavehispoormothernearhim,togivehimallthecomfort,eyes,andlooks,andtears,andaheartthatisdeadtoallbuthim,cangive;hispooroldmother,whoknowshowfreeheisfromsin——inthesightofmanatleast。
  They’llletmegotohim,maybe,theveryminuteit’sover;andIknowmanyScripturetextsthoughyouwouldnotthinkit,thatmaykeepuphisheart。Imissedseeinghimerehewenttoyonprison,butnoughtshallkeepmeawayagainoneminutewhenIcanseehisface;formaybetheminutesarenumbered,andthecountbutsmall。IknowIcanbeacomforttohim,poorlad。Youwouldnotthinkitnow,buthe’dalwaysspeakaskindandsofttomeasifhewerecourtingme,like。Helovedmeaboveabit;andIamtoleavehimnowtodreeallthecruelslanderthey’llputuponhim?
  Icanprayforhimateachhardwordtheysayagainsthim,ifIcandonoughtelse;andhe’llknowwhathismotherisdoingforhim,poorlad,bythelookonmyface。Stilltheymadesomelook,orgestureofoppositiontoherwishes。SheturnedsharproundonMary,theoldobjectofherpettishattacks,andsaid,“Nowwench!onceforall,Itellyouthis。Hecouldneverguideme;andhe’dsenseenoughnottotry。Whathecouldnado,don’tyoutry。IshallgotoLiverpoolto-morrow,andfindmylad,andstaywithhimthroughthickandthin;andifhedies,why,perhaps,GodofHismercywilltakemetoo。Thegraveisasurecureforanachingheart!“Shesankbackinherchair,quiteexhaustedbythesuddeneffortshehadmade;butiftheyevenofferedtospeak,shecutthemshortwhateverthesubjectmightbe,withtherepetitionofthesamewords,“IshallgotoLiverpool。“Nomorecouldbesaid,thedoctor’sopinionhadbeensoundecided;MrBridgenorthhadgivenhislegalvoiceinfavourofhergoing,andMarywasobligedtorelinquishtheideaofpersuadinghertoremainathome,if,indeed,underallthecircumstances,itcouldbethoughtdesirable。“Bestwaywillbe,“saidJob“formetohuntoutWill,earlyto-morrowmorning,andyo,Mary,comeatafterwithJaneWilson。Iknowadecentwomanwhereyotwocanhaveabed,andwherewemaymeettogetherwhenI’vefoundWill,aforegoingtoMrBridgenorth’sattwoo’clock;for,I
  cantellhim,I’llnottrustnoneofhisclerksforhuntingupWill,ifJem’slife’stodependonit。“NowMarydislikedthisplaninexpressibly;herdislikewaspartlygroundedonreason,andpartlyonfeeling。ShecouldnotbeartheideaofdeputingtoanyonetheactivemeasuresnecessarytobetakeninordertosaveJem。
  Shefeltasiftheywereherduty,herright。Shedurstnottrusttoanyonethecompletionofherplantheymightnothaveenergy,orperseverance,ordesperationenoughtofollowouttheslightestchance;andherlovewouldendowherwithallthesequalities,independentlyoftheterriblealternativewhichawaitedherincaseallfailedandJemwascondemned。
  Noonecouldhavehermotives;andconsequentlynoonecouldhavehersharpenedbrain,herdespairingdetermination。Besideonlythatwaspurelyselfish,shecouldnotendurethesuspenseofremainingquiet,andonlyknowingtheresultwhenallwasaccomplished。SowithvehemenceandimpatiencesherebuttedeveryreasonJobadducedforhisplan;and,ofcourse,thusopposed,bywhatappearedtohimwilfulness,hebecamemoreresolute,andangrywordswereexchanged,andafeelingofestrangementroseupbetweenthem,foratime,astheywalkedhomewards。ButthencameinMargaretwithhergentleness,likeanangelofpeace,socalmandreasonable,thatbothfeltashamedoftheirirritation,andtacitlyleftthedecisiontoheronly,bytheway,IthinkMarycouldneverhavesubmittedifithadgoneagainsther,penitentandtearfulaswashermannernowtoJob,thegoodoldmanwhowashelpinghertoworkforJem,althoughtheydifferedastothemanner。“Maryhadbettergo,“saidMargarettohergrand-father,inalowtone,“Iknowwhatshe’sfeeling,anditwillbeacomforttohersoon,maybe,tothinkshedidallshecouldherself。Shewouldperhapsfancyitmighthavebeendifferent;do,grandfather,lether。“Margarethadstill,yousee,littleornobeliefinJem’sinnocence;andbesidesshethoughtifMarysawWill,andheardherselffromhimthatJemhadnotbeenwithhimthatThursdaynight,itwouldinameasurebreaktheforceoftheblowwhichwasimpending。“Letmelockuphouse,grandfather,foracoupleofdays,andgoandstaywithAlice。It’sbutlittleonelikemecando,Iknow“sheaddedsoftly;
  “but,bytheblessingo’God,I’lldoitandwelcome;andherecomesonekindlyuseo’money,IcanhirethemaswilldoforherwhatIcannot。
  MrsDavenportisawillingbody,andonewhoknowssorrowandsickness,andIcanpayherforhertime,andkeepherthereprettynearaltogether。
  Soletthatbesettled。AnyoutakeMrsWilson,deargrandad,andletMarygofindWill,andyoucanallmeettogetheratafter,andI’msureIwishyouluck。“Jobconsentedwithonlyafewdissentinggrunts;butonthewholewithaverygoodgraceforanoldmanwhohadbeensopositiveonlyafewminutesbefore。MarywasthankfulforMargaret’sinterference。Shedidnotspeak,butthrewherarmsroundMargaret’sneck,andputupherrosy-redmouthtobekissed;
  andevenJobwasattractedbytheprettychild-likegesture;andwhenshedrewnearhim,afterwardslikealittlecreaturesidlinguptosomepersonwhomitfeelstohaveoffended,hebentdownandblessedher,asifshehadbeenachildofhisown。ToMarytheoldman’sblessingcamelikewordsofpower。