Thepitsareworkingbadly;thisisacollierydistrictlikeTevershall。
  onlyprettier。IsometimessitintheWellingtonandtalktothemen。Theygrumblealot,butthey’renotgoingtoalteranything。Aseverybodysays,theNotts-Derbyminershavegottheirheartsintherightplace。Buttherestoftheiranatomymustbeinthewrongplace,inaworldthathasnouseforthem。Ilikethem,buttheydon’tcheermemuch:notenoughoftheoldfighting-cockinthem。Theytalkalotaboutnationalization,nationalizationofroyalties,nationalizationofthewholeindustry。Butyoucan’tnationalizecoalandleavealltheotherindustriesastheyare。Theytalkaboutputtingcoaltonewuses,likeSirCliffordistryingtodo。Itmayworkhereandthere,butnotasageneralthing。Idoubt。Whateveryoumakeyou’vegottosellit。Themenareveryapathetic。Theyfeelthewholedamnedthingisdoomed,andIbelieveitis。Andtheyaredoomedalongwithit。SomeoftheyoungonesspoutaboutaSoviet,butthere’snotmuchconvictioninthem。There’snosortofconvictionaboutanything,exceptthatit’sallamuddleandahole。EvenunderaSovietyou’vestillgottosellcoal:
  andthat’sthedifficulty。
  We’vegotthisgreatindustrialpopulation,andthey’vegottobefed,sothedamnshowhastobekeptgoingsomehow。Thewomentalkalotmorethanthemen,nowadays,andtheyareasightmorecock-sure。Themenarelimp,theyfeeladoomsomewhere,andtheygoaboutasiftherewasnothingtobedone。Anyhow,nobodyknowswhatshouldbedoneinspiteofallthetalk,theyoungonesgetmadbecausethey’venomoneytospend。Theirwholelifedependsonspendingmoney,andnowthey’vegotnonetospend。That’sourcivilizationandoureducation:bringupthemassestodependentirelyonspendingmoney,andthenthemoneygivesout。Thepitsareworkingtwodays,twoandahalfdaysaweek,andthere’snosignofbettermentevenforthewinter。Itmeansamanbringingupafamilyontwenty-fiveandthirtyshillings。Thewomenarethemaddestofall。Butthenthey’rethemaddestforspending,nowadays。
  Ifyoucouldonlytellthemthatlivingandspendingisn’tthesamething!Butit’snogood。Ifonlytheywereeducatedtoliveinsteadofearnandspend,theycouldmanageveryhappilyontwenty-fiveshillings。
  IfthemenworescarlettrousersasIsaid,theywouldn’tthinksomuchofmoney:iftheycoulddanceandhopandskip,andsingandswaggerandbehandsome,theycoulddowithverylittlecash。Andamusethewomenthemselves,andbeamusedbythewomen。Theyoughttolearntobenakedandhandsome,andtosinginamassanddancetheoldgroupdances,andcarvethestoolstheysiton,andembroidertheirownemblems。Thentheywouldn’tneedmoney。
  Andthat’stheonlywaytosolvetheindustrialproblem:trainthepeopletobeabletoliveandliveinhandsomeness,withoutneedingtospend。
  Butyoucan’tdoit。They’reallone-trackmindsnowadays。Whereasthemassofpeopleoughtn’teventotrytothink,becausetheycan’t。Theyshouldbealiveandfrisky,andacknowledgethegreatgodPan。He’stheonlygodforthemasses,forever。Thefewcangoinforhighercultsiftheylike。Butletthemassbeforeverpagan。
  Butthecolliersaren’tpagan,farfromit。They’reasadlot,adeadenedlotofmen:deadtotheirwomen,deadtolife。Theyoungonesscootaboutonmotor-bikeswithgirls,andjazzwhentheygetachance,Butthey’reverydead。Anditneedsmoney。Moneypoisonsyouwhenyou’vegotit,andstarvesyouwhenyouhaven’t。
  I’msureyou’resickofallthis。ButIdon’twanttoharponmyself,andI’venothinghappeningtome。Idon’tliketothinktoomuchaboutyou,inmyhead,thatonlymakesamessofusboth。But,ofcourse,whatIlivefornowisforyouandmetolivetogether。I’mfrightened,really。
  Ifeelthedevilintheair,andhe’lltrytogetus。Ornotthedevil,Mammon:whichIthink,afterall,isonlythemass-willofpeople,wantingmoneyandhatinglife。Anyhow,Ifeelgreatgraspingwhitehandsintheair,wantingtogetholdofthethroatofanybodywhotriestolive,tolivebeyondmoney,andsqueezethelifeout。There’sabadtimecoming。
  There’sabadtimecoming,boys,there’sabadtimecoming!Ifthingsgoonastheyare,there’snothingliesinthefuturebutdeathanddestruction,fortheseindustrialmasses。Ifeelmyinsideturntowatersometimes,andthereyouare,goingtohaveachildbyme。Butnevermind。Allthebadtimesthateverhavebeen,haven’tbeenabletoblowthecrocusout:
  noteventheloveofwomen。Sotheywon’tbeabletoblowoutmywantingyou,northelittleglowthereisbetweenyouandme。We’llbetogethernextyear。AndthoughI’mfrightened,Ibelieveinyourbeingwithme。
  Amanhastofendandfettleforthebest,andthentrustinsomethingbeyondhimself。Youcan’tinsureagainstthefuture,exceptbyreallybelievinginthebestbitofyou,andinthepowerbeyondit。SoIbelieveinthelittleflamebetweenus。Formenow,it’stheonlythingintheworld。
  I’vegotnofriends,notinwardfriends。Onlyyou。AndnowthelittleflameisallIcareaboutinmylife。There’sthebaby,butthatisasideissue。
  It’smyPentecost,theforkedflamebetweenmeandyou。TheoldPentecostisn’tquiteright。MeandGodisabituppish,somehow。Butthelittleforkedflamebetweenmeandyou:thereyouare!That’swhatIabideby,andwillabideby,CliffordsandBerthas,collierycompaniesandgovernmentsandthemoney-massofpeopleallnotwithstanding。
  That’swhyIdon’tliketostartthinkingaboutyouactually。Itonlytorturesme,anddoesyounogood。Idon’twantyoutobeawayfromme。
  ButifIstartfrettingitwastessomething。Patience,alwayspatience。
  Thisismyfortiethwinter。AndIcan’thelpallthewintersthathavebeen。ButthiswinterI’llsticktomylittlePentecostflame,andhavesomepeace。AndIwon’tletthebreathofpeopleblowitout。Ibelieveinahighermystery,thatdoesn’tleteventhecrocusbeblownout。Andifyou’reinScotlandandI’mintheMidlands,andIcan’tputmyarmsroundyou,andwrapmylegsroundyou,yetI’vegotsomethingofyou。MysoulsoftlyNapsinthelittlePentecostflamewithyou,likethepeaceoffucking。Wefuckedaflameintobeing。Eventheflowersarefuckedintobeingbetweenthesunandtheearth。Butit’sadelicatething,andtakespatienceandthelongpause。
  SoIlovechastitynow,becauseitisthepeacethatcomesoffucking。
  Ilovebeingchastenow。Iloveitassnowdropslovethesnow。Ilovethischastity,whichisthepauseofpeaceofourfucking,betweenusnowlikeasnowdropofforkedwhitefire。Andwhentherealspringcomes,whenthedrawingtogethercomes,thenwecanfuckthelittleflamebrilliantandyellow,brilliant。Butnotnow,notyet!Nowisthetimetobechaste,itissogoodtobechaste,likeariverofcoolwaterinmysoul。Ilovethechastitynowthatitflowsbetweenus。Itislikefreshwaterandrain。
  Howcanmenwantwearisomelytophilander。WhatamiserytobelikeDonJuan,andimpotentevertofuckoneselfintopeace,andthelittleflamealight,impotentandunabletobechasteinthecoolbetween-whiles,asbyariver。
  Well,somanywords,becauseIcan’ttouchyou。IfIcouldsleepwithmyarmsroundyou,theinkcouldstayinthebottle。Wecouldbechastetogetherjustaswecanfucktogether。Butwehavetobeseparateforawhile,andIsupposeitisreallythewiserway。Ifonlyoneweresure。
  Nevermind,nevermind,wewon’tgetworkedup。Wereallytrustinthelittleflame,andintheunnamedgodthatshieldsitfrombeingblownout。
  There’ssomuchofyouherewithme,really,thatit’sapityyouaren’tallhere。
  NevermindaboutSirClifford。Ifyoudon’thearanythingfromhim,nevermind。Hecan’treallydoanythingtoyou。Wait,hewillwanttogetridofyouatlast,tocastyouout。Andifhedoesn’t,we’llmanagetokeepclearofhim。Buthewill。Intheendhewillwanttospewyououtastheabominablething。
  NowIcan’tevenleaveoffwritingtoyou。
  Butagreatdealofusistogether,andwecanbutabidebyit,andsteerourcoursestomeetsoon。JohnThomassaysgood-nighttoLadyJane,alittledroopingly,butwithahopefulheart。