SoonafterthistimeDr。JohnsonhadthemortificationofbeinginformedbyMrs。Thrale,that,’whatshesupposedheneverbelieved,’wastrue;namely,thatshewasactuallygoingtomarrySignorPiozzi,anItalianmusick-master。Heendeavouredtopreventit;butinvain。IfshewouldpublishthewholeofthecorrespondencethatpassedbetweenDr。Johnsonandheronthesubject,weshouldhaveafullviewofhisrealsentiments。Asitis,ourjudgementmustbebiassedbythatcharacteristickspecimenwhichSirJohnHawkinshasgivenus:’PoorThrale!Ithoughtthateitherhervirtueorhervicewouldhaverestrainedherfromsuchamarriage。Sheisnowbecomeasubjectforherenemiestoexultover;andforherfriends,ifshehasanyleft,toforget,orpity。’
ItmustbeadmittedthatJohnsonderivedaconsiderableportionofhappinessfromthecomfortsandelegancieswhichheenjoyedinMr。
Thrale’sfamily;butMrs。Thraleassuresushewasindebtedforthesetoherhusbandalone,whocertainlyrespectedhimsincerely。
HavingleftthePIOUSNEGOCIATION,asIcalledit,inthebesthands,Ishallhereinsertwhatrelatestoit。JohnsonwrotetoSirJoshuaReynoldsonJuly6,asfollows:——
’Iamgoing,Ihope,inafewdays,totrytheairofDerbyshire,buthopetoseeyoubeforeIgo。Letme,however,mentiontoyouwhatIhavemuchatheart。IftheChancellorshouldcontinuehisattentiontoMr。Boswell’srequest,andconferwithyouonthemeansofrelievingmylanguidstate,Iamverydesiroustoavoidtheappearanceofaskingmoneyuponfalsepretences。IdesireyoutorepresenttohisLordship,what,assoonasitissuggested,hewillperceivetobereasonable,——That,ifIgrowmuchworse,I
shallbeafraidtoleavemyphysicians,tosuffertheinconveniencesoftravel,andpineinthesolitudeofaforeigncountry;That,ifIgrowmuchbetter,ofwhichindeedthereisnowlittleappearance,Ishallnotwishtoleavemyfriendsandmydomestickcomforts;forIdonottravel,forpleasureorcuriosity;
yetifIshouldrecover,curiositywouldrevive。Inmypresentstate,Iamdesiroustomakeastruggleforalittlelongerlife,andhopetoobtainsomehelpfromasofterclimate。Doformewhatyoucan。’
ByaletterfromSirJoshuaReynoldsIwasinformed,thattheLordChancellorhadcalledonhim,andacquaintedhimthattheapplicationhadnotbeensuccessful;butthathisLordship,afterspeakinghighlyinpraiseofJohnson,asamanwhowasanhonourtohiscountry,desiredSirJoshuatolethimknow,thatongrantingamortgageofhispension,heshoulddrawonhisLordshiptotheamountoffiveorsixhundredpounds;andthathisLordshipexplainedthemeaningofthemortgagetobe,thathewishedthebusinesstobeconductedinsuchamanner,thatDr。Johnsonshouldappeartobeundertheleastpossibleobligation。SirJoshuamentioned,thathehadbythesamepostcommunicatedallthistoDr。Johnson。
HowJohnsonwasaffectedupontheoccasionwillappearfromwhathewrotetoSirJoshuaReynolds:——
’Ashbourne,Sept。9。ManywordsIhopearenotnecessarybetweenyouandme,toconvinceyouwhatgratitudeisexcitedinmyheartbytheChancellor’sliberality,andyourkindoffices……
’IhaveenclosedalettertotheChancellor,which,whenyouhavereadit,youwillbepleasedtosealwithahead,oranyothergeneralseal,andconveyittohim:hadIsentitdirectlytohim,Ishouldhaveseemedtooverlookthefavourofyourintervention。’
’TOTHELORDHIGHCHANCELLOR。
’MYLORD,——Afteralongandnotinattentiveobservationofmankind,thegenerosityofyourLordship’sofferraisesinmenotlesswonderthangratitude。Bounty,soliberallybestowed,Ishouldgladlyreceive,ifmyconditionmadeitnecessary;for,tosuchamind,whowouldnotbeproudtoownhisobligations?ButithaspleasedGODtorestoremetosogreatameasureofhealth,thatifIshouldnowappropriatesomuchofafortunedestinedtodogood,Icouldnotescapefrommyselfthechargeofadvancingafalseclaim。Myjourneytothecontinent,thoughIoncethoughtitnecessary,wasnevermuchencouragedbymyphysicians;andIwasverydesirousthatyourLordshipshouldbetoldofitbySirJoshuaReynolds,asaneventveryuncertain;forifIgrewmuchbetter,I
shouldnotbewilling,ifmuchworse,notable,tomigrate。YourLordshipwasfirstsolicitedwithoutmyknowledge;but,whenIwastoldthatyouwerepleasedtohonourmewithyourpatronage,Ididnotexpecttohearofarefusal;yet,asIhavehadnolongtimetobroodhope,andhavenotriotedinimaginaryopulence,thiscoldreceptionhasbeenscarceadisappointment;and,fromyourLordship’skindness,Ihavereceivedabenefit,whichonlymenlikeyouareabletobestow。Ishallnowlivemihicarior,withahigheropinionofmyownmerit。Iam,myLord,yourLordship’smostobliged,mostgrateful,andmosthumbleservant,’September,1784。’
’SAM。JOHNSON。’
UponthisunexpectedfailureIabstainfrompresumingtomakeanyremarks,ortoofferanyconjectures。
LetusnowcontemplateJohnsonthirtyyearsafterthedeathofhiswife,stillretainingforherallthetendernessofaffection。
’TOTHEREVERENDMR。BAGSHAW,ATBROMLEY。
’SIR,——Perhapsyoumayremember,thatintheyear1753,youcommittedtothegroundmydearwife。Inowentreatyourpermissiontolayastoneuponher;andhavesenttheinscription,that,ifyoufinditproper,youmaysignifyyourallowance。
’Youwilldomeagreatfavourbyshowingtheplacewhereshelies,thatthestonemayprotectherremains。
’Mr。Rylandwillwaitonyoufortheinscription,andprocureittobeengraved。YouwilleasilybelievethatIshrinkfromthismournfuloffice。Whenitisdone,ifIhavestrengthremaining,I
willvisitBromleyonceagain,andpayyoupartoftherespecttowhichyouhavearightfrom,ReverendSir,yourmosthumbleservant,’July12,1784。’
’SAM。JOHNSON。’
NextdayhesetoutonajaunttoStaffordshireandDerbyshire,flatteringhimselfthathemightbeinsomedegreerelieved。
DuringhisabsencefromLondonhekeptupacorrespondencewithseveralofhisfriends,fromwhichIshallselectwhatappearstomeproperforpublication,withoutattendingnicelytochronologicalorder。
TODR。BROCKLESBY,hewrites,Ashbourne,Sept。9:——
’DoyouknowtheDukeandDuchessofDevonshire?AndhaveyoueverseenChatsworth?IwasatChatsworthonMonday:Ihadindeedseenitbefore,butneverwhenitsownerswereathome;Iwasverykindlyreceived,andhonestlypressedtostay:butItoldthemthatasickmanisnotafitinmateofagreathouse。ButIhopetogoagainsometime。’
Sept。11。’Ithinknothinggrowsworse,butallratherbetter,exceptsleep,andthatoflatehasbeenatitsoldpranks。Lastevening,IfeltwhatIhadnotknownforalongtime,aninclinationtowalkforamusement;Itookashortwalk,andcamebackagainneitherbreathlessnorfatigued。Thishasbeenagloomy,frigid,ungenialsummer,butoflateitseemstomend;I
heartheheatsometimesmentioned,butIdonotfeelit:
“PraetereaminimusgelidojamincorporesanguisFebrecaletsola——“
Ihope,however,withgoodhelp,tofindmeansofsupportingawinterathome,andtohearandtellattheClubwhatisdoing,andwhatoughttobedoingintheworld。Ihavenocompanyhere,andshallnaturallycomehomehungryforconversation。Towishyou,dearSir,moreleisure,wouldnotbekind;butwhatleisureyouhave,youmustbestowuponme。’
Lichfield,Sept。29。’OnonedayIhadthreelettersabouttheair-balloon:yourswasfarthebest,andhasenabledmetoimparttomyfriendsinthecountryanideaofthisspeciesofamusement。
Inamusement,mereamusement,Iamafraiditmustend,forIdonotfindthatitscoursecanbedirectedsoasthatitshouldserveanypurposesofcommunication;anditcangivenonewintelligenceofthestateoftheairatdifferentheights,tilltheyhaveascendedabovetheheightofmountains,whichtheyseemneverlikelytodo。
Icamehitheronthe27th。HowlongIshallstayIhavenotdetermined。Mydropsyisgone,andmyasthmamuchremitted,butI
havefeltmyselfalittledecliningthesetwodays,oratleastto-
day;butsuchvicissitudesmustbeexpected。Onedaymaybeworsethananother;butthislastmonthisfarbetterthantheformer;ifthenextshouldbeasmuchbetterthanthis,Ishallrunaboutthetownonmyownlegs。’
October25。’Youwritetomewithazealthatanimates,andatendernessthatmeltsme。IamnotafraideitherofajourneytoLondon,oraresidenceinit。Icamedownwithlittlefatigue,andamnownotweaker。InthesmokyatmosphereIwasdeliveredfromthedropsy,whichIconsiderastheoriginalandradicaldisease。
Thetownismyelement*;therearemyfriends,therearemybooks,towhichIhavenotyetbidfarewell,andtherearemyamusements。
SirJoshuatoldmelongagothatmyvocationwastopublicklife,andIhopestilltokeepmystation,tillGodshallbidmeGoinpeace。’
*HisloveofLondoncontinuallyappears。InaletterfromhimtoMrs。Smart,wifeofhisfriendthePoet,whichispublishedinawell-writtenlifeofhim,prefixedtoaneditionofhisPoems,in1791,thereisthefollowingsentence:——’ToonethathaspassedsomanyyearsinthepleasuresandopulenceofLondon,therearefewplacesthatcangivemuchdelight。’
Once,uponreadingthatlineinthecuriousepitaphquotedinTheSpectator,’BorninNew-England,didinLondondie;’
helaughedandsaid,’Idonotwonderatthis。Itwouldhavebeenstrange,ifborninLondon,hehaddiedinNew-England。’——BOSWELL。
TOSIRJOSHUAREYNOLDS:——
Ashbourne,Sept。2。’……IstillcontinuebyGod’smercytomend。Mybreathiseasier,mynightsarequieter,andmylegsarelessinbulk,andstrongerinuse。Ihave,however,yetagreatdealtoovercome,beforeIcanyetattainevenanoldman’shealth。
Write,dowritetomenowandthen;wearenowoldacquaintance,andperhapsfewpeoplehavelivedsomuchandsolongtogether,withlesscauseofcomplaintoneitherside。Theretrospectionofthisisverypleasant,andIhopeweshallneverthinkoneachotherwithlesskindness。’
Sept。9。’Icouldnotansweryourletterbeforethisday,becauseIwentonthesixthtoChatsworth,anddidnotcomebacktillthepostwasgone。Manywords,Ihope,arenotnecessarybetweenyouandme,toconvinceyouwhatgratitudeisexcitedinmyheart,bytheChancellor’sliberalityandyourkindoffices。IdidnotindeedexpectthatwhatwasaskedbytheChancellorwouldhavebeenrefused,butsinceithas,wewillnottellthatanythinghasbeenasked。IhaveenclosedalettertotheChancellorwhich,whenyouhavereadit,youwillbepleasedtosealwithahead,orothergeneralseal,andconveyittohim;hadIsentitdirectlytohim,Ishouldhaveseemedtooverlookthefavourofyourintervention。
IdonotdespairofsupportinganEnglishwinter。AtChatsworth,I
metyoungMr。Burke,wholedmeverycommodiouslyintoconversationwiththeDukeandDuchess。Wehadaverygoodmorning。Thedinnerwaspublick。’
Sept。18。’Ihavethreelettersthisday,allabouttheballoon,I
couldhavebeencontentwithone。Donotwriteabouttheballoon,whateverelseyoumaythinkpropertosay。’
Itmaybeobserved,thathiswritingineveryway,whetherforthepublick,orprivatelytohisfriends,wasbyfitsandstarts;forweseefrequently,thatmanylettersarewrittenonthesameday。
Whenhehadonceovercomehisaversiontobegin,hewas,Isuppose,desiroustogoon,inordertorelievehismindfromtheuneasyreflectionofdelayingwhatheoughttodo。