’Thankyou,John。I——ha——I’llwriteit,John。’
Hishandshooksothathewasalongtimewritingit,andwroteitinatremulousscrawlatlast。Itwasachequeforonehundredpounds。Hefoldeditup,putitinYoungjohn’shand,andpressedthehandinhis。
’Ihopeyou’ll——ha——overlook——hum——whathaspassed,John。’
’Don’tspeakofit,sir,onanyaccounts。Idon’tinanywaysbearmalice,I’msure。’
ButnothingwhileJohnwastherecouldchangeJohn’sfacetoitsnaturalcolourandexpression,orrestoreJohn’snaturalmanner。
’And,John,’saidMrDorrit,givinghishandafinalpressure,andreleasingit,’Ihopewe——ha——agreethatwehavespokentogetherinconfidence;andthatyouwillabstain,ingoingout,fromsayinganythingtoanyonethatmight——hum——suggestthat——ha——onceI——’
’Oh!Iassureyou,sir,’returnedJohnChivery,’inmypoorhumbleway,sir,I’mtooproudandhonourabletodoit,sir。’
MrDorritwasnottooproudandhonourabletolistenatthedoorthathemightascertainforhimselfwhetherJohnreallywentstraightout,orlingeredtohaveanytalkwithanyone。Therewasnodoubtthathewentdirectoutatthedoor,andawaydownthestreetwithaquickstep。Afterremainingaloneforanhour,MrDorritrangfortheCourier,whofoundhimwithhischaironthehearth-rug,sittingwithhisbacktowardshimandhisfacetothefire。’Youcantakethatbundleofcigarstosmokeonthejourney,ifyoulike,’saidMrDorrit,withacarelesswaveofhishand。
’Ha——broughtby——hum——littleofferingfrom——ha——sonofoldtenantofmine。’
Nextmorning’ssunsawMrDorrit’sequipageupontheDoverroad,whereeveryred-jacketedpostilionwasthesignofacruelhouse,establishedfortheunmercifulplunderingoftravellers。Thewholebusinessofthehumanrace,betweenLondonandDover,beingspoliation,MrDorritwaswaylaidatDartford,pillagedatGravesend,rifledatRochester,fleecedatSittingbourne,andsackedatCanterbury。However,itbeingtheCourier’sbusinesstogethimoutofthehandsofthebanditti,theCourierbroughthimoffateverystage;andsothered-jacketswentgleamingmerrilyalongthespringlandscape,risingandfallingtoaregularmeasure,betweenMrDorritinhissnugcornerandthenextchalkyriseinthedustyhighway。
Anotherday’ssunsawhimatCalais。AndhavingnowgottheChannelbetweenhimselfandJohnChivery,hebegantofeelsafe,andtofindthattheforeignairwaslightertobreathethantheairofEngland。
OnagainbytheheavyFrenchroadsforParis。Havingnowquiterecoveredhisequanimity,MrDorrit,inhissnugcorner,felltocastle-buildingasherodealong。Itwasevidentthathehadaverylargecastleinhand。Alldaylonghewasrunningtowersup,takingtowersdown,addingawinghere,puttingonabattlementthere,lookingtothewalls,strengtheningthedefences,givingornamentaltouchestotheinterior,makinginallrespectsasuperbcastleofit。Hispreoccupiedfacesoclearlydenotedthepursuitinwhichhewasengaged,thateverycrippleatthepost-houses,notblind,whoshovedhislittlebatteredtin-boxinatthecarriagewindowforCharityinthenameofHeaven,CharityinthenameofourLady,CharityinthenameofalltheSaints,knewaswellwhatworkhewasat,astheircountrymanLeBruncouldhaveknownithimself,thoughhehadmadethatEnglishtravellerthesubjectofaspecialphysiognomicaltreatise。
ArrivedatParis,andrestingtherethreedays,MrDorritstrolledmuchaboutthestreetsalone,lookinginattheshop-windows,andparticularlythejewellers’windows。Ultimately,hewentintothemostfamousjeweller’s,andsaidhewantedtobuyalittlegiftforalady。
Itwasacharminglittlewomantowhomhesaidit——asprightlylittlewoman,dressedinperfecttaste,whocameoutofagreenvelvetbowertoattenduponhim,frompostingupsomedaintylittlebooksofaccountwhichonecouldhardlysupposetoberuledfortheentryofanyarticlesmorecommercialthankisses,atadaintylittleshiningdeskwhichlookedinitselflikeasweetmeat。
Forexample,then,saidthelittlewoman,whatspeciesofgiftdidMonsieurdesire?Alove-gift?
MrDorritsmiled,andsaid,Eh,well!Perhaps。Whatdidheknow?
Itwasalwayspossible;thesexbeingsocharming。Wouldsheshowhimsome?
Mostwillingly,saidthelittlewoman。Flatteredandenchantedtoshowhimmany。Butpardon!Tobeginwith,hewouldhavethegreatgoodnesstoobservethattherewerelove-gifts,andtherewerenuptialgifts。Forexample,theseravishingear-ringsandthisnecklacesosuperbtocorrespond,werewhatonecalledalove-
gift。Thesebroochesandtheserings,ofabeautysograciousandcelestial,werewhatonecalled,withthepermissionofMonsieur,nuptialgifts。
Perhapsitwouldbeagoodarrangement,MrDorrithinted,smiling,topurchaseboth,andtopresentthelove-giftfirst,andtofinishwiththenuptialoffering?
AhHeaven!saidthelittlewoman,layingthetipsofthefingersofhertwolittlehandsagainsteachother,thatwouldbegenerousindeed,thatwouldbeaspecialgallantry!Andwithoutdoubttheladysocrushedwithgiftswouldfindthemirresistible。
MrDorritwasnotsureofthat。But,forexample,thesprightlylittlewomanwasverysureofit,shesaid。SoMrDorritboughtagiftofeachsort,andpaidhandsomelyforit。Ashestrolledbacktohishotelafterwards,hecarriedhisheadhigh:havingplainlygotuphiscastlenowtoamuchloftieraltitudethanthetwosquaretowersofNotreDame。
Buildingawaywithallhismight,butreservingtheplansofhiscastleexclusivelyforhisowneye,MrDorritpostedawayforMarseilles。Buildingon,buildingon,busily,busily,frommorningtonight。Fallingasleep,andleavinggreatblocksofbuildingmaterialsdanglingintheair;wakingagain,toresumeworkandgetthemintotheirplaces。WhattimetheCourierintherumble,smokingYoungjohn’sbestcigars,leftalittlethreadofthinlightsmokebehind——perhapsashebuiltacastleortwowithstraypiecesofMrDorrit’smoney。
Notafortifiedtownthattheypassedinalltheirjourneywasasstrong,notaCathedralsummitwasashigh,asMrDorrit’scastle。
NeithertheSaonenortheRhonespedwiththeswiftnessofthatpeerlessbuilding;norwastheMediterraneandeeperthanitsfoundations;norwerethedistantlandscapesontheCorniceroad,northehillsandbayofGenoatheSuperb,morebeautiful。MrDorritandhismatchlesscastleweredisembarkedamongthedirtywhitehousesanddirtierfelonsofCivitaVecchia,andthencescrambledontoRomeastheycould,throughthefilththatfesteredontheway。
TheStormingoftheCastleintheAirThesunhadgonedownfullfourhours,anditwaslaterthanmosttravellerswouldlikeittobeforfindingthemselvesoutsidethewallsofRome,whenMrDorrit’scarriage,stillonitslastwearisomestage,rattledoverthesolitaryCampagna。Thesavageherdsmenandthefierce-lookingpeasantswhohadchequeredthewaywhilethelightlasted,hadallgonedownwiththesun,andleftthewildernessblank。Atsometurnsoftheroad,apaleflareonthehorizon,likeanexhalationfromtheruin-sownland,showedthatthecitywasyetfaroff;butthispoorreliefwasrareandshort-lived。Thecarriagedippeddownagainintoahollowoftheblackdrysea,andforalongtimetherewasnothingvisiblesaveitspetrifiedswellandthegloomysky。
MrDorrit,thoughhehadhiscastle-buildingtoengagehismind,couldnotbequiteeasyinthatdesolateplace。Hewasfarmorecurious,ineveryswerveofthecarriage,andeverycryofthepostilions,thanhehadbeensincehequittedLondon。Thevaletontheboxevidentlyquaked。TheCourierintherumblewasnotaltogethercomfortableinhismind。AsoftenasMrDorritletdowntheglassandlookedbackathimwhichwasveryoften,hesawhimsmokingJohnChiveryout,itistrue,butstillgenerallystandingupthewhileandlookingabouthim,likeamanwhohadhissuspicions,andkeptuponhisguard。ThenwouldMrDorrit,pullinguptheglassagain,reflectthatthosepostilionswerecut-throatlookingfellows,andthathewouldhavedonebettertohavesleptatCivitaVecchia,andhavestartedbetimesinthemorning。But,forallthis,heworkedathiscastleintheintervals。
Andnow,fragmentsofruinousenclosure,yawningwindow-gapandcrazywall,desertedhouses,leakingwells,brokenwater-tanks,spectralcypress-trees,patchesoftangledvine,andthechangingofthetracktoalong,irregular,disorderedlanewhereeverythingwascrumblingaway,fromtheunsightlybuildingstothejoltingroad——now,theseobjectsshowedthattheywerenearingRome。Andnow,asuddentwistandstoppageofthecarriageinspiredMrDorritwiththemistrustthatthebrigandmomentwascomefortwistinghimintoaditchandrobbinghim;until,lettingdowntheglassagainandlookingout,heperceivedhimselfassailedbynothingworsethanafuneralprocession,whichcamemechanicallychauntingby,withanindistinctshowofdirtyvestments,luridtorches,swingingcensers,andagreatcrossbornebeforeapriest。Hewasanuglypriestbytorchlight;ofaloweringaspect,withanoverhangingbrow;andashiseyesmetthoseofMrDorrit,lookingbareheadedoutofthecarriage,hislips,movingastheychaunted,seemedtothreatenthatimportanttraveller;likewisetheactionofhishand,whichwasinfacthismannerofreturningthetraveller’ssalutation,seemedtocomeinaidofthatmenace。SothoughtMrDorrit,madefancifulbythewearinessofbuildingandtravelling,asthepriestdriftedpasthim,andtheprocessionstraggledaway,takingitsdeadalongwithit。Upontheirso-differentwaywentMrDorrit’scompanytoo;andsoon,withtheircoachloadofluxuriesfromthetwogreatcapitalsofEurope,theywereliketheGothsreversedbeatingatthegatesofRome。
MrDorritwasnotexpectedbyhisownpeoplethatnight。Hehadbeen;buttheyhadgivenhimupuntilto-morrow,notdoubtingthatitwaslaterthanhewouldcare,inthoseparts,tobeout。Thus,whenhisequipagestoppedathisowngate,noonebuttheporterappearedtoreceivehim。WasMissDorritfromhome?heasked。
No。Shewaswithin。Good,saidMrDorrittotheassemblingservants;letthemkeepwheretheywere;letthemhelptounloadthecarriage;hewouldfindMissDorritforhimself。
Sohewentuphisgrandstaircase,slowly,andtired,andlookedintovariouschamberswhichwereempty,untilhesawalightinasmallante-room。Itwasacurtainednook,likeatent,withintwootherrooms;anditlookedwarmandbrightincolour,asheapproacheditthroughthedarkavenuetheymade。
Therewasadrapeddoorway,butnodoor;andashestoppedhere,lookinginunseen,hefeltapang。Surelynotlikejealousy?Forwhylikejealousy?Therewasonlyhisdaughterandhisbrotherthere:he,withhischairdrawntothehearth,enjoyingthewarmthoftheeveningwoodfire;sheseatedatalittletable,busiedwithsomeembroiderywork。Allowingforthegreatdifferenceinthestill-lifeofthepicture,thefiguresweremuchthesameasofold;hisbrotherbeingsufficientlylikehimselftorepresenthimself,foramoment,inthecomposition。Sohadhesatmanyanight,overacoalfirefaraway;sohadshesat,devotedtohim。
Yetsurelytherewasnothingtobejealousofintheoldmiserablepoverty。Whence,then,thepanginhisheart?
’Doyouknow,uncle,Ithinkyouaregrowingyoungagain?’
Heruncleshookhisheadandsaid,’Sincewhen,mydear;sincewhen?’
’Ithink,’returnedLittleDorrit,plyingherneedle,’thatyouhavebeengrowingyoungerforweekspast。Socheerful,uncle,andsoready,andsointerested。’
’Mydearchild——allyou。’
’Allme,uncle!’
’Yes,yes。Youhavedonemeaworldofgood。Youhavebeensoconsiderateofme,andsotenderwithme,andsodelicateintryingtohideyourattentionsfromme,thatI——well,well,well!It’streasuredup,mydarling,treasuredup。’
’Thereisnothinginitbutyourownfreshfancy,uncle,’saidLittleDorrit,cheerfully。
’Well,well,well!’murmuredtheoldman。’ThankGod!’