shallIsaymypersonaldignity?Ladiesandgentlemen,Godblessyouall!’
  Bythistime,theexceedingmortificationundergonebytheBosomhadoccasionedthewithdrawalofthegreaterpartofthecompanyintootherrooms。Thefewwhohadlingeredthuslongfollowedtherest,andLittleDorritandherfatherwerelefttotheservantsandthemselves。Dearestandmostprecioustoher,hewouldcomewithhernow,wouldhenot?Herepliedtoherfervidentreaties,thathewouldneverbeabletogetupthenarrowstairswithoutBob;wherewasBob,wouldnobodyfetchBob?UnderpretenceoflookingforBob,shegothimoutagainstthestreamofgaycompanynowpouringinfortheeveningassembly,andgothimintoacoachthathadjustsetdownitsload,andgothimhome。
  ThebroadstairsofhisRomanpalacewerecontractedinhisfailingsighttothenarrowstairsofhisLondonprison;andhewouldsuffernoonebuthertotouchhim,hisbrotherexcepted。Theygothimuptohisroomwithouthelp,andlaidhimdownonhisbed。Andfromthathourhispoormaimedspirit,onlyrememberingtheplacewhereithadbrokenitswings,cancelledthedreamthroughwhichithadsincegroped,andknewofnothingbeyondtheMarshalsea。Whenheheardfootstepsinthestreet,hetookthemfortheoldwearytreadintheyards。Whenthehourcameforlockingup,hesupposedallstrangerstobeexcludedforthenight。Whenthetimeforopeningcameagain,hewassoanxioustoseeBob,thattheywerefaintopatchupanarrativehowthatBob——manyayeardeadthen,gentleturnkey——hadtakencold,buthopedtobeoutto-morrow,orthenextday,orthenextatfurthest。
  Hefellawayintoaweaknesssoextremethathecouldnotraisehishand。Buthestillprotectedhisbrotheraccordingtohislongusage;andwouldsaywithsomecomplacency,fiftytimesaday,whenhesawhimstandingbyhisbed,’MygoodFrederick,sitdown。Youareveryfeebleindeed。’
  TheytriedhimwithMrsGeneral,buthehadnotthefaintestknowledgeofher。Someinjurioussuspicionlodgeditselfinhisbrain,thatshewantedtosupplantMrsBangham,andthatshewasgiventodrinking。Hechargedherwithitinnomeasuredterms;
  andwassourgentwithhisdaughtertogoroundtotheMarshalandentreathimtoturnherout,thatshewasneverreproducedafterthefirstfailure。
  Savingthatheonceasked’ifTiphadgoneoutside?’theremembranceofhistwochildrennotpresentseemedtohavedepartedfromhim。Butthechildwhohaddonesomuchforhimandhadbeensopoorlyrepaid,wasneveroutofhismind。Notthathesparedher,orwasfearfulofherbeingspentbywatchingandfatigue;hewasnotmoretroubledonthatscorethanhehadusuallybeen。No;
  helovedherinhisoldway。Theywereinthejailagain,andshetendedhim,andhehadconstantneedofher,andcouldnotturnwithouther;andheeventoldher,sometimes,thathewascontenttohaveundergoneagreatdealforhersake。Astoher,shebentoverhisbedwithherquietfaceagainsthis,andwouldhavelaiddownherownlifetorestorehim。
  Whenhehadbeensinkinginthispainlesswayfortwoorthreedays,sheobservedhimtobetroubledbythetickingofhiswatch——
  apompousgoldwatchthatmadeasgreatato-doaboutitsgoingasifnothingelsewentbutitselfandTime。Shesufferedittorundown;buthewasstilluneasy,andshowedthatwasnotwhathewanted。Atlengthherousedhimselftoexplainthathewantedmoneytoberaisedonthiswatch。Hewasquitepleasedwhenshepretendedtotakeitawayforthepurpose,andafterwardshadarelishforhislittletastesofwineandjelly,thathehadnothadbefore。
  Hesoonmadeitplainthatthiswasso;for,inanotherdayortwohesentoffhissleeve-buttonsandfinger-rings。Hehadanamazingsatisfactioninentrustingherwiththeseerrands,andappearedtoconsideritequivalenttomakingthemostmethodicalandprovidentarrangements。Afterhistrinkets,orsuchofthemashehadbeenabletoseeabouthim,weregone,hisclothesengagedhisattention;anditisaslikelyasnotthathewaskeptaliveforsomedaysbythesatisfactionofsendingthem,piecebypiece,toanimaginarypawnbroker’s。
  ThusfortendaysLittleDorritbentoverhispillow,layinghercheekagainsthis。Sometimesshewassowornoutthatforafewminutestheywouldslumbertogether。Thenshewouldawake;torecollectwithfast-flowingsilenttearswhatitwasthattouchedherface,andtosee,stealingoverthecherishedfaceuponthepillow,adeepershadowthantheshadowoftheMarshalseaWall。
  Quietly,quietly,allthelinesoftheplanofthegreatCastlemeltedoneafteranother。Quietly,quietly,theruledandcross-
  ruledcountenanceonwhichtheyweretraced,becamefairandblank。
  Quietly,quietly,thereflectedmarksoftheprisonbarsandofthezig-zagirononthewall-top,fadedaway。Quietly,quietly,thefacesubsidedintoafaryoungerlikenessofherownthanshehadeverseenunderthegreyhair,andsanktorest。
  Atfirstherunclewasstarkdistracted。’Omybrother!O
  William,William!Youtogobeforeme;youtogoalone;youtogo,andItoremain!You,sofarsuperior,sodistinguished,sonoble;
  I,apooruselesscreaturefitfornothing,andwhomnoonewouldhavemissed!’
  Itdidher,forthetime,thegoodofhavinghimtothinkofandtosuccour。
  ’Uncle,dearuncle,spareyourself,spareme!’
  Theoldmanwasnotdeaftothelastwords。Whenhedidbegintorestrainhimself,itwasthathemightspareher。Hehadnocareforhimself;but,withalltheremainingpowerofthehonestheart,stunnedsolongandnowawakingtobebroken,hehonouredandblessedher。
  ’OGod,’hecried,beforetheylefttheroom,withhiswrinkledhandsclaspedoverher。’Thouseestthisdaughterofmydeardeadbrother!AllthatIhavelookedupon,withmyhalf-blindandsinfuleyes,Thouhastdiscernedclearly,brightly。NotahairofherheadshallbeharmedbeforeThee。Thouwiltupholdherheretoherlasthour。AndIknowThouwiltrewardherhereafter!’
  Theyremainedinadimroomnear,untilitwasalmostmidnight,quietandsadtogether。Attimeshisgriefwouldseekreliefinaburstlikethatinwhichithadfounditsearliestexpression;but,besidesthathislittlestrengthwouldsoonhavebeenunequaltosuchstrains,heneverfailedtorecallherwords,andtoreproachhimselfandcalmhimself。Theonlyutterancewithwhichheindulgedhissorrow,wasthefrequentexclamationthathisbrotherwasgone,alone;thattheyhadbeentogetherintheoutsetoftheirlives,thattheyhadfallenintomisfortunetogether,thattheyhadkepttogetherthroughtheirmanyyearsofpoverty,thattheyhadremainedtogethertothatday;andthathisbrotherwasgonealone,alone!
  Theyparted,heavyandsorrowful。Shewouldnotconsenttoleavehimanywherebutinhisownroom,andshesawhimliedowninhisclothesuponhisbed,andcoveredhimwithherownhands。Thenshesankuponherownbed,andfellintoadeepsleep:thesleepofexhaustionandrest,thoughnotofcompletereleasefromapervadingconsciousnessofaffliction。Sleep,goodLittleDorrit。
  Sleepthroughthenight!
  Itwasamoonlightnight;butthemoonroselate,beinglongpastthefull。Whenitwashighinthepeacefulfirmament,itshonethroughhalf-closedlatticeblindsintothesolemnroomwherethestumblingsandwanderingsofalifehadsolatelyended。Twoquietfigureswerewithintheroom;twofigures,equallystillandimpassive,equallyremovedbyanuntraversabledistancefromtheteemingearthandallthatitcontains,thoughsoontolieinit。
  Onefigurereposeduponthebed。Theother,kneelingonthefloor,droopedoverit;thearmseasilyandpeacefullyrestingonthecoverlet;thefaceboweddown,sothatthelipstouchedthehandoverwhichwithitslastbreathithadbent。ThetwobrotherswerebeforetheirFather;farbeyondthetwilightjudgmentofthisworld;highaboveitsmistsandobscurities。
  CHAPTER20
  IntroducesthenextThepassengerswerelandingfromthepacketonthepieratCalais。
  Alow-lyingplaceandalow-spiritedplaceCalaiswas,withthetideebbingouttowardslowwater-mark。Therehadbeennomorewateronthebarthanhadsufficedtofloatthepacketin;andnowthebaritself,withashallowbreakofseaoverit,lookedlikealazymarinemonsterjustrisentothesurface,whoseformwasindistinctlyshownasitlayasleep。Themeagrelighthouseallinwhite,hauntingtheseaboardasifitweretheghostofanedificethathadoncehadcolourandrotundity,droppedmelancholytearsafteritslatebuffetingbythewaves。Thelongrowsofgauntblackpiles,slimyandwetandweather-worn,withfuneralgarlandsofseaweedtwistedaboutthembythelatetide,mighthaverepresentedanunsightlymarinecemetery。Everywave-dashed,storm-beatenobject,wassolowandsolittle,underthebroadgreysky,inthenoiseofthewindandsea,andbeforethecurlinglinesofsurf,makingatitferociously,thatthewonderwastherewasanyCalaisleft,andthatitslowgatesandlowwallandlowroofsandlowditchesandlowsand-hillsandlowrampartsandflatstreets,hadnotyieldedlongagototheunderminingandbesiegingsea,likethefortificationschildrenmakeonthesea-shore。
  Afterslippingamongoozypilesandplanks,stumblingupwetstepsandencounteringmanysaltdifficulties,thepassengersenteredontheircomfortlessperegrinationalongthepier;wherealltheFrenchvagabondsandEnglishoutlawsinthetownhalfthepopulationattendedtopreventtheirrecoveryfrombewilderment。
  AfterbeingminutelyinspectedbyalltheEnglish,andclaimedandreclaimedandcounter-claimedasprizesbyalltheFrenchinahand-to-handscufflethreequartersofamilelong,theywereatlastfreetoenterthestreets,andtomakeoffintheirvariousdirections,hotlypursued。
  Clennam,harassedbymoreanxietiesthanone,wasamongthisdevotedband。Havingrescuedthemostdefencelessofhiscompatriotsfromsituationsofgreatextremity,henowwenthiswayalone,orasnearlyaloneashecouldbe,withanativegentlemaninasuitofgreaseandacapofthesamematerial,givingchaseatadistanceofsomefiftyyards,andcontinuallycallingafterhim,’Hi!Ice-say!You!Seer!Ice-say!NiceOatel!’
  Eventhishospitableperson,however,wasleftbehindatlast,andClennampursuedhisway,unmolested。TherewasatranquilairinthetownaftertheturbulenceoftheChannelandthebeach,anditsdulnessinthatcomparisonwasagreeable。Hemetnewgroupsofhiscountrymen,whohadallastragglingairofhavingatonetimeoverblownthemselves,likecertainuncomfortablekindsofflowers,andofbeingnowmereweeds。Theyhadallanair,too,ofloungingoutalimitedround,dayafterday,whichstronglyremindedhimoftheMarshalsea。But,takingnofurthernoteofthemthanwassufficienttogivebirthtothereflection,hesoughtoutacertainstreetandnumberwhichhekeptinhismind。
  ’SoPanckssaid,’hemurmuredtohimself,ashestoppedbeforeadullhouseansweringtotheaddress。’Isupposehisinformationtobecorrectandhisdiscovery,amongMrCasby’sloosepapers,indisputable;but,withoutit,Ishouldhardlyhavesupposedthistobealikelyplace。’
  Adeadsortofhouse,withadeadwalloverthewayandadeadgatewayattheside,whereapendantbell-handleproducedtwodeadtinkles,andaknockerproducedadead,flat,surface-tapping,thatseemednottohavedepthenoughinittopenetrateeventhecrackeddoor。However,thedoorjarredopenonadeadsortofspring;andhecloseditbehindhimasheenteredadullyard,soonbroughttoaclosebyanotherdeadwall,whereanattempthadbeenmadetotrainsomecreepingshrubs,whichweredead;andtomakealittlefountaininagrotto,whichwasdry;andtodecoratethatwithalittlestatue,whichwasgone。
  Theentrytothehousewasontheleft,anditwasgarnishedastheoutergatewaywas,withtwoprintedbillsinFrenchandEnglish,announcingFurnishedApartmentstolet,withimmediatepossession。
  Astrongcheerfulpeasantwoman,allstocking,petticoat,whitecap,andear-ring,stoodhereinadarkdoorway,andsaidwithapleasantshowofteeth,’Ice-say!Seer!Who?’
  Clennam,replyinginFrench,saidtheEnglishlady;hewishedtoseetheEnglishlady。’Enterthenandascend,ifyouplease,’
  returnedthepeasantwoman,inFrenchlikewise。Hedidboth,andfollowedherupadarkbarestaircasetoabackroomonthefirst-
  floor。Hence,therewasagloomyviewoftheyardthatwasdull,andoftheshrubsthatweredead,andofthefountainthatwasdry,andofthepedestalofthestatuethatwasgone。
  ’MonsieurBlandois,’saidClennam。