’It’stheonlychangehetakes,’saidMrsChivery,shakingherheadafresh。’Hewon’tgoout,evenintheback-yard,whenthere’snolinen;butwhenthere’slinentokeeptheneighbours’eyesoff,he’llsitthere,hours。Hourshewill。Sayshefeelsasifitwasgroves!’MrsChiveryshookherheadagain,putheraproninamotherlywaytohereyes,andreconductedhervisitorintotheregionsofthebusiness。
  ’Pleasetotakeaseat,sir,’saidMrsChivery。’MissDorritisthematterwithOurJohn,sir;he’sabreakinghisheartforher,andIwouldwishtotakethelibertytoaskhowit’stobemadegoodtohisparentswhenbust?’
  MrsChivery,whowasacomfortable-lookingwomanmuchrespectedaboutHorsemongerLaneforherfeelingsandherconversation,utteredthisspeechwithfellcomposure,andimmediatelyafterwardsbeganagaintoshakeherheadanddryhereyes。
  ’Sir,’saidsheincontinuation,’youareacquaintedwiththefamily,andhaveinterestedyourselfwiththefamily,andareinfluentialwiththefamily。Ifyoucanpromoteviewscalculatedtomaketwoyoungpeoplehappy,letme,forOurjohn’ssake,andforboththeirsakes,imploreyousotodo!’
  ’Ihavebeensohabituated,’returnedArthur,ataloss,’duringtheshorttimeIhaveknownher,toconsiderLittle——IhavebeensohabituatedtoconsiderMissDorritinalightaltogetherremovedfromthatinwhichyoupresenthertome,thatyouquitetakemebysurprise。Doessheknowyourson?’
  ’Broughtuptogether,sir,’saidMrsChivery。’Playedtogether。’
  ’Doessheknowyoursonasheradmirer?’
  ’Oh!blessyou,sir,’saidMrsChivery,withasortoftriumphantshiver,’shenevercouldhaveseenhimonaSundaywithoutknowinghewasthat。Hiscanealonewouldhavetolditlongago,ifnothingelsehad。YoungmenlikeJohndon’ttaketoivoryhandsapinting,fornothing。HowdidIfirstknowitmyself?Similarly。’
  ’PerhapsMissDorritmaynotbesoreadyasyou,yousee。’
  ’Thensheknowsit,sir,’saidMrsChivery,’bywordofmouth。’
  ’Areyousure?’
  ’Sir,’saidMrsChivery,’sureandcertainasinthishouseIam。
  IseemysongooutwithmyowneyeswheninthishouseIwas,andIseemysoncomeinwithmyowneyeswheninthishouseIwas,andIknowhedoneit!’MrsChiveryderivedasurprisingforceofemphasisfromtheforegoingcircumstantialityandrepetition。
  ’MayIaskyouhowhecametofallintothedespondingstatewhichcausesyousomuchuneasiness?’
  ’That,’saidMrsChivery,’tookplaceonthatsamedaywhentothishouseIseethatJohnwiththeseeyesreturn。Neverbeenhimselfinthishousesince。Neverwaslikewhathehasbeensince,notfromthehourwhentothishousesevenyearagomeandhisfather,astenantsbythequarter,came!’AneffectinthenatureofanaffidavitwasgainedfromthisspeechbyMrsChivery’speculiarpowerofconstruction。
  ’MayIventuretoinquirewhatisyourversionofthematter?’
  ’Youmay,’saidMrsChivery,’andIwillgiveittoyouinhonourandinwordastrueasinthisshopIstand。OurJohnhaseveryone’sgoodwordandeveryone’sgoodwish。Heplayedwithherasachildwheninthatyardachildsheplayed。Hehasknownhereversince。HewentoutupontheSundayafternoonwheninthisveryparlourhehaddined,andmether,withappointmentorwithoutappointment;which,Idonotpretendtosay。Hemadehisoffertoher。Herbrotherandsisterishighintheirviews,andagainstOurJohn。Herfatherisallforhimselfinhisviewsandagainstsharingherwithanyone。UnderwhichcircumstancesshehasansweredOurJohn,“No,John,Icannothaveyou,Icannothaveanyhusband,itisnotmyintentionsevertobecomeawife,itismyintentionstobealwaysasacrifice,farewell,findanotherworthyofyou,andforgetme!“Thisisthewayinwhichsheisdoomedtobeaconstantslavetothemthatarenotworthythataconstantslavesheuntothemshouldbe。ThisisthewayinwhichOurJohnhascometofindnopleasurebutintakingcoldamongthelinen,andinshowinginthatyard,asinthatyardIhavemyselfshownyou,abroken-downruinthatgoeshometohismother’sheart!’
  Herethegoodwomanpointedtothelittlewindow,whencehersonmightbeseensittingdisconsolateinthetunelessgroves;andagainshookherheadandwipedhereyes,andbesoughthim,fortheunitedsakesofboththeyoungpeople,toexercisehisinfluencetowardsthebrightreversalofthesedismalevents。
  Shewassoconfidentinherexpositionofthecase,anditwassoundeniablyfoundedoncorrectpremisesinsofarastherelativepositionsofLittleDorritandherfamilywereconcerned,thatClennamcouldnotfeelpositiveontheotherside。HehadcometoattachtoLittleDorritaninterestsopeculiar——aninterestthatremovedherfrom,whileitgrewoutof,thecommonandcoarsethingssurroundingher——thathefounditdisappointing,disagreeable,almostpainful,tosupposeherinlovewithyoungMrChiveryintheback-yard,oranysuchperson。Ontheotherhand,hereasonedwithhimselfthatshewasjustasgoodandjustastrueinlovewithhim,asnotinlovewithhim;andthattomakeakindofdomesticatedfairyofher,onthepenaltyofisolationatheartfromtheonlypeoplesheknew,wouldbebutaweaknessofhisownfancy,andnotakindone。Still,heryouthfulandetherealappearance,hertimidmanner,thecharmofhersensitivevoiceandeyes,theverymanyrespectsinwhichshehadinterestedhimoutofherownindividuality,andthestrongdifferencebetweenherselfandthoseabouther,werenotinunison,andweredeterminednottobeinunison,withthisnewlypresentedidea。
  HetoldtheworthyMrsChivery,afterturningthesethingsoverinhismind——hedidthat,indeed,whileshewasyetspeaking——thathemightbereliedupontodohisutmostatalltimestopromotethehappinessofMissDorrit,andtofurtherthewishesofherheartifitwereinhispowertodoso,andifhecoulddiscoverwhattheywere。Atthesametimehecautionedheragainstassumptionsandappearances;enjoinedstrictsilenceandsecrecy,lestMissDorritshouldbemadeunhappy;andparticularlyadvisedhertoendeavourtowinherson’sconfidenceandsotomakequitesureofthestateofthecase。MrsChiveryconsideredthelatterprecautionsuperfluous,butsaidshewouldtry。Sheshookherheadasifshehadnotderivedallthecomfortshehadfondlyexpectedfromthisinterview,butthankedhimneverthelessforthetroublehehadkindlytaken。Theythenpartedgoodfriends,andArthurwalkedaway。
  Thecrowdinthestreetjostlingthecrowdinhismind,andthetwocrowdsmakingaconfusion,heavoidedLondonBridge,andturnedoffinthequieterdirectionoftheIronBridge。Hehadscarcelysetfootuponit,whenhesawLittleDorritwalkingonbeforehim。Itwasapleasantday,withalightbreezeblowing,andsheseemedtohavethatminutecomethereforair。Hehadleftherinherfather’sroomwithinanhour。
  Itwasatimelychance,favourabletohiswishofobservingherfaceandmannerwhennooneelsewasby。Hequickenedhispace;
  butbeforehereachedher,sheturnedherhead。
  ’HaveIstartledyou?’heasked。
  ’IthoughtIknewthestep,’sheanswered,hesitating。
  ’Anddidyouknowit,LittleDorrit?Youcouldhardlyhaveexpectedmine。’
  ’Ididnotexpectany。ButwhenIheardastep,Ithoughtit——
  soundedlikeyours。’
  ’Areyougoingfurther?’
  ’No,sir,Iamonlywalkingherforalittlechange。’
  Theywalkedtogether,andsherecoveredherconfidingmannerwithhim,andlookedupinhisfaceasshesaid,afterglancingaround:
  ’Itissostrange。Perhapsyoucanhardlyunderstandit。I
  sometimeshaveasensationasifitwasalmostunfeelingtowalkhere。’
  ’Unfeeling?’
  ’Toseetheriver,andsomuchsky,andsomanyobjects,andsuchchangeandmotion。Thentogoback,youknow,andfindhiminthesamecrampedplace。’
  ’Ahyes!Butgoingback,youmustrememberthatyoutakewithyouthespiritandinfluenceofsuchthingstocheerhim。’
  ’DoI?IhopeImay!Iamafraidyoufancytoomuch,sir,andmakemeouttoopowerful。Ifyouwereinprison,couldIbringsuchcomforttoyou?’
  ’Yes,LittleDorrit,Iamsureofit。’
  Hegatheredfromatremoronherlip,andapassingshadowofgreatagitationonherface,thathermindwaswithherfather。Heremainedsilentforafewmoments,thatshemightregainhercomposure。TheLittleDorrit,tremblingonhisarm,waslessinunisonthaneverwithMrsChivery’stheory,andyetwasnotirreconcilablewithanewfancywhichsprungupwithinhim,thattheremightbesomeoneelseinthehopeless——newerfancystill——inthehopelessunattainabledistance。
  Theyturned,andClennamsaid,HerewasMaggycoming!LittleDorritlookedup,surprised,andtheyconfrontedMaggy,whobroughtherselfatsightofthemtoadeadstop。Shehadbeentrottingalong,sopreoccupiedandbusythatshehadnotrecognisedthemuntiltheyturneduponher。Shewasnowinamomentsoconscience-
  strickenthatherverybasketpartookofthechange。
  ’Maggy,youpromisedmetostopnearfather。’
  ’SoIwould,LittleMother,onlyhewouldn’tletme。IfhetakesandsendsmeoutImustgo。Ifhetakesandsays,“Maggy,youhurryawayandbackwiththatletter,andyoushallhaveasixpenceiftheanswer’sagood’un,“Imusttakeit。Lor,LittleMother,what’sapoorthingoftenyearoldtodo?AndifMrTip——ifhehappenstobeacominginasIcomeout,andifhesays“Whereareyougoing,Maggy?“andifIsays,“I’magoingSoandSo,“andifhesays,“I’llhaveaTrytoo,“andifhegoesintotheGeorgeandwritesaletterandifhegivesitmeandsays,“Takethatonetothesameplace,andiftheanswer’sagood’unI’llgiveyouashilling,“itain’tmyfault,mother!’
  Arthurread,inLittleDorrit’sdowncasteyes,towhomsheforesawthattheletterswereaddressed。
  ’I’magoingSoandSo。There!That’swhereIamagoingto,’
  saidMaggy。’I’magoingSoandSo。Itain’tyou,LittleMother,that’sgotanythingtodowithit——it’syou,youknow,’saidMaggy,addressingArthur。’You’dbettercome,SoandSo,andletmetakeandgive’emtoyou。’
  ’Wewillnotbesoparticularasthat,Maggy。Givethemmehere,’
  saidClennaminalowvoice。
  ’Well,then,comeacrosstheroad,’answeredMaggyinaveryloudwhisper。’LittleMotherwasn’ttoknownothingofit,andshewouldneverhaveknownnothingofitifyouhadonlygoneSoandSo,insteadofbotheringandloiteringabout。Itain’tmyfault。
  ImustdowhatIamtold。Theyoughttobeashamedofthemselvesfortellingme。’
  Clennamcrossedtotheotherside,andhurriedlyopenedtheletters。ThatfromthefathermentionedthatmostunexpectedlyfindinghimselfinthenovelpositionofhavingbeendisappointedofaremittancefromtheCityonwhichhehadconfidentlycounted,hetookuphispen,beingrestrainedbytheunhappycircumstanceofhisincarcerationduringthree-and-twentyyearsdoublyunderlined,fromcominghimself,ashewouldotherwisecertainlyhavedone——tookuphispentoentreatMrClennamtoadvancehimthesumofThreePoundsTenShillingsuponhisI。O。U。,whichhebeggedtoenclose。ThatfromthesonsetforththatMrClennamwould,heknew,begratifiedtohearthathehadatlengthobtainedpermanentemploymentofahighlysatisfactorynature,accompaniedwitheveryprospectofcompletesuccessinlife;butthatthetemporaryinabilityofhisemployertopayhimhisarrearsofsalarytothatdateinwhichconditionsaidemployerhadappealedtothatgenerousforbearanceinwhichhetrustedheshouldneverbewantingtowardsafellow-creature,combinedwiththefraudulentconductofafalsefriendandthepresenthighpriceofprovisions,hadreducedhimtothevergeofruin,unlesshecouldbyaquarterbeforesixthateveningraisethesumofeightpounds。Thissum,MrClennamwouldbehappytolearn,hehad,throughthepromptitudeofseveralfriendswhohadalivelyconfidenceinhisprobity,alreadyraised,withtheexceptionofatriflingbalanceofonepoundseventeenandfourpence;theloanofwhichbalance,fortheperiodofonemonth,wouldbefraughtwiththeusualbeneficentconsequences。
  TheselettersClennamansweredwiththeaidofhispencilandpocket-book,onthespot;sendingthefatherwhatheaskedfor,andexcusinghimselffromcompliancewiththedemandoftheson。HethencommissionedMaggytoreturnwithhisreplies,andgavehertheshillingofwhichthefailureofhersupplementalenterprisewouldhavedisappointedherotherwise。