InthisstateofaffairsitoccurredtoMrsGeneral,thatshemight’formthemind,’andekethemannersofsomeyoungladyofdistinction。Or,thatshemightharnesstheproprietiestothecarriageofsomerichyoungheiressorwidow,andbecomeatoncethedriverandguardofsuchvehiclethroughthesocialmazes。MrsGeneral’scommunicationofthisideatoherclericalandcommissariatconnectionwassowarmlyapplaudedthat,butforthelady’sundoubtedmerit,itmighthaveappearedasthoughtheywantedtogetridofher。TestimonialsrepresentingMrsGeneralasaprodigyofpiety,learning,virtue,andgentility,werelavishlycontributedfrominfluentialquarters;andonevenerablearchdeaconevenshedtearsinrecordinghistestimonytoherperfectionsdescribedtohimbypersonsonwhomhecouldrely,thoughhehadneverhadthehonourandmoralgratificationofsettingeyesonMrsGeneralinallhislife。
Thusdelegatedonhermission,asitwerebyChurchandState,MrsGeneral,whohadalwaysoccupiedhighground,feltinaconditiontokeepit,andbeganbyputtingherselfupataveryhighfigure。
Anintervalofsomedurationelapsed,inwhichtherewasnobidforMrsGeneral。Atlengthacounty-widower,withadaughteroffourteen,openednegotiationswiththelady;andasitwasaparteitherofthenativedignityoroftheartificialpolicyofMrsGeneralbutcertainlyoneortheothertocomportherselfasifsheweremuchmoresoughtthanseeking,thewidowerpursuedMrsGeneraluntilheprevaileduponhertoformhisdaughter’smindandmanners。
TheexecutionofthistrustoccupiedMrsGeneralaboutsevenyears,inthecourseofwhichtimeshemadethetourofEurope,andsawmostofthatextensivemiscellanyofobjectswhichitisessentialthatallpersonsofpolitecultivationshouldseewithotherpeople’seyes,andneverwiththeirown。Whenherchargewasatlengthformed,themarriage,notonlyoftheyounglady,butlikewiseofherfather,thewidower,wasresolvedon。ThewidowerthenfindingMrsGeneralbothinconvenientandexpensive,becameofasuddenalmostasmuchaffectedbyhermeritsasthearchdeaconhadbeen,andcirculatedsuchpraisesofhersurpassingworth,inallquarterswherehethoughtanopportunitymightariseoftransferringtheblessingtosomebodyelse,thatMrsGeneralwasanamemorehonourablethanever。
Thephoenixwastolet,onthiselevatedperch,whenMrDorrit,whohadlatelysucceededtohisproperty,mentionedtohisbankersthathewishedtodiscoveralady,well-bred,accomplished,wellconnected,wellaccustomedtogoodsociety,whowasqualifiedatoncetocompletetheeducationofhisdaughters,andtobetheirmatronorchaperon。MrDorrit’sbankers,asbankersofthecounty-
widower,instantlysaid,’MrsGeneral。’
Pursuingthelightsofortunatelyhitupon,andfindingtheconcurrenttestimonyofthewholeofMrsGeneral’sacquaintancetobeofthepatheticnaturealreadyrecorded,MrDorrittookthetroubleofgoingdowntothecountyofthecounty-widowertoseeMrsGeneral,inwhomhefoundaladyofaqualitysuperiortohishighestexpectations。
’MightIbeexcused,’saidMrDorrit,’ifIinquired——ha——whatremune——’
’Why,indeed,’returnedMrsGeneral,stoppingtheword,’itisasubjectonwhichIprefertoavoidentering。Ihaveneverenteredonitwithmyfriendshere;andIcannotovercomethedelicacy,MrDorrit,withwhichIhavealwaysregardedit。Iamnot,asIhopeyouareaware,agoverness——’
’Odearno!’saidMrDorrit。’Pray,madam,donotimagineforamomentthatIthinkso。’Hereallyblushedtobesuspectedofit。
MrsGeneralgravelyinclinedherhead。’Icannot,therefore,putapriceuponserviceswhichitisapleasuretometorenderifI
canrenderthemspontaneously,butwhichIcouldnotrenderinmerereturnforanyconsideration。NeitherdoIknowhow,orwhere,tofindacaseparalleltomyown。Itispeculiar。’
Nodoubt。ButhowthenMrDorritnotunnaturallyhintedcouldthesubjectbeapproached。
’Icannotobject,’saidMrsGeneral——’thougheventhatisdisagreeabletome——toMrDorrit’sinquiring,inconfidenceofmyfriendshere,whatamounttheyhavebeenaccustomed,atquarterlyintervals,topaytomycreditatmybankers’。’
MrDorritbowedhisacknowledgements。
’Permitmetoadd,’saidMrsGeneral,’thatbeyondthis,Icanneverresumethetopic。AlsothatIcanacceptnosecondorinferiorposition。IfthehonourwereproposedtomeofbecomingknowntoMrDorrit’sfamily——Ithinktwodaughterswerementioned?——’
’Twodaughters。’
’Icouldonlyacceptitontermsofperfectequality,asacompanion,protector,Mentor,andfriend。’
MrDorrit,inspiteofhissenseofhisimportance,feltasifitwouldbequiteakindnessinhertoacceptitonanyconditions。
Healmostsaidasmuch。
’Ithink,’repeatedMrsGeneral,’twodaughterswerementioned?’
’Twodaughters,’saidMrDorritagain。
’Itwouldtherefore,’saidMrsGeneral,’benecessarytoaddathirdmoretothepaymentwhateveritsamountmayprovetobe,whichmyfriendsherehavebeenaccustomedtomaketomybankers’。’
MrDorritlostnotimeinreferringthedelicatequestiontothecounty-widower,andfindingthathehadbeenaccustomedtopaythreehundredpoundsa-yeartothecreditofMrsGeneral,arrived,withoutanyseverestrainonhisarithmetic,attheconclusionthathehimselfmustpayfour。MrsGeneralbeinganarticleofthatlustroussurfacewhichsuggeststhatitisworthanymoney,hemadeaformalproposaltobeallowedtohavethehonourandpleasureofregardingherasamemberofhisfamily。MrsGeneralconcededthathighprivilege,andhereshewas。
Inperson,MrsGeneral,includingherskirtswhichhadmuchtodowithit,wasofadignifiedandimposingappearance;ample,rustling,gravelyvoluminous;alwaysuprightbehindtheproprieties。Shemighthavebeentaken——hadbeentaken——tothetopoftheAlpsandthebottomofHerculaneum,withoutdisarrangingafoldinherdress,ordisplacingapin。Ifhercountenanceandhairhadratheraflouryappearance,asthoughfromlivinginsometranscendentlygenteelMill,itwasratherbecauseshewasachalkycreationaltogether,thanbecauseshemendedhercomplexionwithvioletpowder,orhadturnedgrey。Ifhereyeshadnoexpression,itwasprobablybecausetheyhadnothingtoexpress。Ifshehadfewwrinkles,itwasbecausehermindhadnevertraceditsnameoranyotherinscriptiononherface。Acool,waxy,blown-outwoman,whohadneverlightedwell。
MrsGeneralhadnoopinions。Herwayofformingamindwastopreventitfromformingopinions。Shehadalittlecircularsetofmentalgroovesorrailsonwhichshestartedlittletrainsofotherpeople’sopinions,whichneverovertookoneanother,andnevergotanywhere。Evenherproprietycouldnotdisputethattherewasimproprietyintheworld;butMrsGeneral’swayofgettingridofitwastoputitoutofsight,andmakebelievethattherewasnosuchthing。Thiswasanotherofherwaysofformingamind——tocramallarticlesofdifficultyintocupboards,lockthemup,andsaytheyhadnoexistence。Itwastheeasiestway,and,beyondallcomparison,theproperest。
MrsGeneralwasnottobetoldofanythingshocking。Accidents,miseries,andoffences,werenevertobementionedbeforeher。
PassionwastogotosleepinthepresenceofMrsGeneral,andbloodwastochangetomilkandwater。Thelittlethatwasleftintheworld,whenallthesedeductionsweremade,itwasMrsGeneral’sprovincetovarnish。Inthatformationprocessofhers,shedippedthesmallestofbrushesintothelargestofpots,andvarnishedthesurfaceofeveryobjectthatcameunderconsideration。Themorecrackeditwas,themoreMrsGeneralvarnishedit。
TherewasvarnishinMrsGeneral’svoice,varnishinMrsGeneral’stouch,anatmosphereofvarnishroundMrsGeneral’sfigure。MrsGeneral’sdreamsoughttohavebeenvarnished——ifshehadany——
lyingasleepinthearmsofthegoodSaintBernard,withthefeatherysnowfallingonhishouse-top。
OntheRoadThebrightmorningsundazzledtheeyes,thesnowhadceased,themistshadvanished,themountainairwassoclearandlightthatthenewsensationofbreathingitwaslikethehavingenteredonanewexistence。Tohelpthedelusion,thesolidgrounditselfseemedgone,andthemountain,ashiningwasteofimmensewhiteheapsandmasses,tobearegionofcloudfloatingbetweentheblueskyaboveandtheearthfarbelow。
Somedarkspecksinthesnow,likeknotsuponalittlethread,beginningattheconventdoorandwindingawaydownthedescentinbrokenlengthswhichwerenotyetpiecedtogether,showedwheretheBrethrenwereatworkinseveralplacesclearingthetrack。
Alreadythesnowhadbeguntobefoot-thawedagainaboutthedoor。
Muleswerebusilybroughtout,tiedtotheringsinthewall,andladen;stringsofbellswerebuckledon,burdenswereadjusted,thevoicesofdriversandriderssoundedmusically。Someoftheearliesthadevenalreadyresumedtheirjourney;and,bothonthelevelsummitbythedarkwaterneartheconvent,andonthedownwardwayofyesterday’sascent,littlemovingfiguresofmenandmules,reducedtominiaturesbytheimmensityaround,wentwithacleartinklingofbellsandapleasantharmonyoftongues。
Inthesupper-roomoflastnight,anewfire,pileduponthefeatheryashesoftheoldone,shoneuponahomelybreakfastofloaves,butter,andmilk。ItalsoshoneonthecourieroftheDorritfamily,makingteaforhispartyfromasupplyhehadbroughtupwithhim,togetherwithseveralothersmallstoreswhichwerechieflylaidinfortheuseofthestrongbodyofinconvenience。MrGowanandBlandoisofParishadalreadybreakfasted,andwerewalkingupanddownbythelake,smokingtheircigars。
’Gowan,eh?’mutteredTip,otherwiseEdwardDorrit,Esquire,turningovertheleavesofthebook,whenthecourierhadleftthemtobreakfast。’ThenGowanisthenameofapuppy,that’sallI
havegottosay!Ifitwasworthmywhile,I’dpullhisnose。Butitisn’tworthmywhile——fortunatelyforhim。How’shiswife,Amy?
Isupposeyouknow。Yougenerallyknowthingsofthatsort。’
’Sheisbetter,Edward。Buttheyarenotgoingto-day。’
’Oh!Theyarenotgoingto-day!Fortunatelyforthatfellowtoo,’
saidTip,’orheandImighthavecomeintocollision。’
’Itisthoughtbetterherethatsheshouldliequietto-day,andnotbefatiguedandshakenbytheridedownuntilto-morrow。’
’Withallmyheart。Butyoutalkasifyouhadbeennursingher。
Youhaven’tbeenrelapsingintoMrsGeneralisnothereintooldhabits,haveyou,Amy?’
HeaskedherthequestionwithaslyglanceofobservationatMissFanny,andathisfathertoo。
’IhaveonlybeenintoaskherifIcoulddoanythingforher,Tip,’saidLittleDorrit。
’Youneedn’tcallmeTip,Amychild,’returnedthatyounggentlemanwithafrown;’becausethat’sanoldhabit,andoneyoumayaswelllayaside。’
’Ididn’tmeantosayso,Edwarddear。Iforgot。Itwassonaturalonce,thatitseemedatthemomenttherightword。’
’Ohyes!’MissFannystruckin。’Natural,andrightword,andonce,andalltherestofit!Nonsense,youlittlething!IknowperfectlywellwhyyouhavebeentakingsuchaninterestinthisMrsGowan。Youcan’tblindme。’
’Iwillnottryto,Fanny。Don’tbeangry。’