’IsaidIwashurt。SoIam。SoI——ha——amdeterminedtobe,whateverisadvancedtothecontrary。Iamhurtthatmydaughter,seatedinthe——hum——lapoffortune,shouldmopeandretireandproclaimherselfunequaltoherdestiny。Iamhurtthatsheshould——ha——systematicallyreproducewhattherestofusblotout;andseem——hum——Ihadalmostsaidpositivelyanxious——toannouncetowealthyanddistinguishedsocietythatshewasbornandbredin——hahum——aplacethatImyselfdeclinetoname。Butthereisnoinconsistency——ha——nottheleast,inmyfeelinghurt,andyetcomplainingprincipallyforyoursake,Amy。Ido;Isayagain,I
do。ItisforyoursakethatIwishyou,undertheauspicesofMrsGeneral,toforma——hum——asurface。ItisforyoursakethatI
wishyoutohavea——ha——trulyrefinedmind,andinthestrikingwordsofMrsGeneraltobeignorantofeverythingthatisnotperfectlyproper,placid,andpleasant。’
Hehadbeenrunningdownbyjerks,duringhislastspeech,likeasortofill-adjustedalarum。Thetouchwasstilluponhisarm。Hefellsilent;andafterlookingabouttheceilingagainforalittlewhile,lookeddownather。Herheaddrooped,andhecouldnotseeherface;buthertouchwastenderandquiet,andintheexpressionofherdejectedfiguretherewasnoblame——nothingbutlove。Hebegantowhimper,justashehaddonethatnightintheprisonwhensheafterwardssatathisbedsidetillmorning;exclaimedthathewasapoorruinandapoorwretchinthemidstofhiswealth;andclaspedherinhisarms。’Hush,hush,myowndear!Kissme!’wasallshesaidtohim。Histearsweresoondried,muchsoonerthanontheformeroccasion;andhewaspresentlyafterwardsveryhighwithhisvalet,asawayofrightinghimselfforhavingshedany。
Withoneremarkableexception,toberecordedinitsplace,thiswastheonlytime,inhislifeoffreedomandfortune,whenhespoketohisdaughterAmyoftheolddays。
But,now,thebreakfasthourarrived;andwithitMissFannyfromherapartment,andMrEdwardfromhisapartment。Boththeseyoungpersonsofdistinctionweresomethingtheworseforlatehours。AstoMissFanny,shehadbecomethevictimofaninsatiatemaniaforwhatshecalled’goingintosociety;’andwouldhavegoneintoithead-foremostfiftytimesbetweensunsetandsunrise,ifsomanyopportunitieshadbeenatherdisposal。AstoMrEdward,he,too,hadalargeacquaintance,andwasgenerallyengagedforthemostpart,indiceingcircles,orothersofakindrednature,duringthegreaterpartofeverynight。Forthisgentleman,whenhisfortuneschanged,hadstoodatthegreatadvantageofbeingalreadypreparedforthehighestassociates,andhavinglittletolearn:somuchwasheindebtedtothehappyaccidentswhichhadmadehimacquaintedwithhorse-dealingandbilliard-marking。
Atbreakfast,MrFrederickDorritlikewiseappeared。Astheoldgentlemaninhabitedthehigheststoryofthepalace,wherehemighthavepractisedpistol-shootingwithoutmuchchanceofdiscoverybytheotherinmates,hisyoungerniecehadtakencouragetoproposetherestorationtohimofhisclarionet,whichMrDorrithadorderedtobeconfiscated,butwhichshehadventuredtopreserve。
NotwithstandingsomeobjectionsfromMissFanny,thatitwasalowinstrument,andthatshedetestedthesoundofit,theconcessionhadbeenmade。Butitwasthendiscoveredthathehadhadenoughofit,andneverplayedit,nowthatitwasnolongerhismeansofgettingbread。Hehadinsensiblyacquiredanewhabitofshufflingintothepicture-galleries,alwayswithhistwistedpaperofsnuffinhishandmuchtotheindignationofMissFanny,whohadproposedthepurchaseofagoldboxforhimthatthefamilymightnotbediscredited,whichhehadabsolutelyrefusedtocarrywhenitwasbought;andofpassinghoursandhoursbeforetheportraitsofrenownedVenetians。Itwasnevermadeoutwhathisdazedeyessawinthem;whetherhehadaninterestinthemmerelyaspictures,orwhetherheconfusedlyidentifiedthemwithaglorythatwasdeparted,likethestrengthofhisownmind。Buthepaidhiscourttothemwithgreatexactness,andclearlyderivedpleasurefromthepursuit。Afterthefirstfewdays,LittleDorrithappenedonemorningtoassistattheseattentions。Itsoevidentlyheightenedhisgratificationthatsheoftenaccompaniedhimafterwards,andthegreatestdelightofwhichtheoldmanhadshownhimselfsusceptiblesincehisruin,aroseoutoftheseexcursions,whenhewouldcarryachairaboutforherfrompicturetopicture,andstandbehindit,inspiteofallherremonstrances,silentlypresentinghertothenobleVenetians。
Itfelloutthat,atthisfamilybreakfast,hereferredtotheirhavingseeninagallery,onthepreviousday,theladyandgentlemanwhomtheyhadencounteredontheGreatSaintBernard,’I
forgetthename,’saidhe。’Idaresayyourememberthem,William?
Idaresayyoudo,Edward?’
’_I_remember’emwellenough,’saidthelatter。
’Ishouldthinkso,’observedMissFanny,withatossofherheadandaglanceathersister。’Buttheywouldnothavebeenrecalledtoourremembrance,Isuspect,ifUnclehadn’ttumbledoverthesubject。’
’Mydear,whatacuriousphrase,’saidMrsGeneral。’Wouldnotinadvertentlylightedupon,oraccidentallyreferredto,bebetter?’
’Thankyouverymuch,MrsGeneral,’returnedtheyounglady,no
Ithinknot。OnthewholeIprefermyownexpression。’ThiswasalwaysMissFanny’swayofreceivingasuggestionfromMrsGeneral。
Butshealwaysstoreditupinhermind,andadopteditatanothertime。
’IshouldhavementionedourhavingmetMrandMrsGowan,Fanny,’
saidLittleDorrit,’evenifUnclehadnot。Ihavescarcelyseenyousince,youknow。Imeanttohavespokenofitatbreakfast;
becauseIshouldliketopayavisittoMrsGowan,andtobecomebetteracquaintedwithher,ifPapaandMrsGeneraldonotobject。’
’Well,Amy,’saidFanny,’IamsureIamgladtofindyouatlastexpressingawishtobecomebetteracquaintedwithanybodyinVenice。ThoughwhetherMrandMrsGowanaredesirableacquaintances,remainstobedetermined。’
’MrsGowanIspokeof,dear。’
’Nodoubt,’saidFanny。’Butyoucan’tseparateherfromherhusband,Ibelieve,withoutanActofParliament。’
’Doyouthink,Papa,’inquiredLittleDorrit,withdiffidenceandhesitation,’thereisanyobjectiontomymakingthisvisit?’
’Really,’hereplied,’I——ha——whatisMrsGeneral’sview?’
MrsGeneral’sviewwas,thatnothavingthehonourofanyacquaintancewiththeladyandgentlemanreferredto,shewasnotinapositiontovarnishthepresentarticle。Shecouldonlyremark,asageneralprincipleobservedinthevarnishingtrade,thatmuchdependedonthequarterfromwhichtheladyunderconsiderationwasaccreditedtoafamilysoconspicuouslynichedinthesocialtempleasthefamilyofDorrit。
AtthisremarkthefaceofMrDorritgloomedconsiderably。HewasaboutconnectingtheaccreditingwithanobtrusivepersonofthenameofClennam,whomheimperfectlyrememberedinsomeformerstateofexistencetoblack-ballthenameofGowanfinally,whenEdwardDorrit,Esquire,cameintotheconversation,withhisglassinhiseye,andthepreliminaryremarkof’Isay——youthere!Goout,willyou!’——whichwasaddressedtoacoupleofmenwhowerehandingthedishesround,asacourteousintimationthattheirservicescouldbetemporarilydispensedwith。
Thosemenialshavingobeyedthemandate,EdwardDorrit,Esquire,proceeded。
’Perhapsit’samatterofpolicytoletyouallknowthattheseGowans——inwhosefavour,oratleastthegentleman’s,Ican’tbesupposedtobemuchprepossessedmyself——areknowntopeopleofimportance,ifthatmakesanydifference。’
’That,Iwouldsay,’observedthefairvarnisher,’Makesthegreatestdifference。Theconnectioninquestion,beingreallypeopleofimportanceandconsideration——’
’Astothat,’saidEdwardDorrit,Esquire,’I’llgiveyouthemeansofjudgingforyourself。Youareacquainted,perhaps,withthefamousnameofMerdle?’
’ThegreatMerdle!’exclaimedMrsGeneral。
’THEMerdle,’saidEdwardDorrit,Esquire。’Theyareknowntohim。
MrsGowan——Imeanthedowager,mypolitefriend’smother——isintimatewithMrsMerdle,andIknowthesetwotobeontheirvisitinglist。’
’Ifso,amoreundeniableguaranteecouldnotbegiven,’saidMrsGeneraltoMrDorrit,raisingherglovesandbowingherhead,asifsheweredoinghomagetosomevisiblegravenimage。
’Ibegtoaskmyson,frommotivesof——ah——curiosity,’MrDorritobserved,withadecidedchangeinhismanner,’howhebecomespossessedofthis——hum——timelyinformation?’
’It’snotalongstory,sir,’returnedEdwardDorrit,Esquire,’andyoushallhaveitoutofhand。Tobeginwith,Mr(丁香书院小说)sMerdleistheladyyouhadtheparleywithatwhat’s-his-nameplace。’
’Martigny,’interposedMissFannywithanairofinfinitelanguor。
’Martigny,’assentedherbrother,withaslightnodandaslightwink;inacknowledgmentofwhich,MissFannylookedsurprised,andlaughedandreddened。
’Howcanthatbe,Edward?’saidMrDorrit。’Youinformedmethatthenameofthegentlemanwithwhomyouconferredwas——ha——
Sparkler。Indeed,youshowedmehiscard。Hum。Sparkler。’
’Nodoubtofit,father;butitdoesn’tfollowthathismother’snamemustbethesame。MrsMerdlewasmarriedbefore,andheisherson。SheisinRomenow;whereprobablyweshallknowmoreofher,asyoudecidetowinterthere。Sparklerisjustcomehere。
IpassedlasteveningincompanywithSparkler。Sparklerisaverygoodfellowonthewhole,thoughratheraboreononesubject,inconsequenceofbeingtremendouslysmittenwithacertainyounglady。’HereEdwardDorrit,Esquire,eyedMissFannythroughhisglassacrossthetable。’Wehappenedlastnighttocomparenotesaboutourtravels,andIhadtheinformationIhavegivenyoufromSparklerhimself。’Hereheceased;continuingtoeyeMissFannythroughhisglass,withafacemuchtwisted,andnotornamentallyso,inpartbytheactionofkeepinghisglassinhiseye,andinpartbythegreatsubtletyofhissmile。
’Underthesecircumstances,’saidMrDorrit,’IbelieveIexpressthesentimentsof——ha——MrsGeneral,nolessthanmyown,whenIsaythatthereisnoobjection,but——hahum——quitethecontrary——toyourgratifyingyourdesire,Amy。ItrustImay——ha——hail——thisdesire,’saidMrDorrit,inanencouragingandforgivingmanner,’asanauspiciousomen。Itisquiterighttoknowthesepeople。
Itisaveryproperthing。MrMerdle’sisanameof——ha——world-
widerepute。MrMerdle’sundertakingsareimmense。Theybringhiminsuchvastsumsofmoneythattheyareregardedas——hum——nationalbenefits。MrMerdleisthemanofthistime。ThenameofMerdleisthenameoftheage。PraydoeverythingonmybehalfthatisciviltoMrandMrsGowan,forwewill——ha——wewillcertainlynoticethem。’
ThismagnificentaccordanceofMrDorrit’srecognitionsettledthematter。ItwasnotobservedthatUnclehadpushedawayhisplate,andforgottenhisbreakfast;buthewasnotmuchobservedatanytime,exceptbyLittleDorrit。Theservantswererecalled,andthemealproceededtoitsconclusion。MrsGeneralroseandleftthetable。LittleDorritroseandleftthetable。WhenEdwardandFannyremainedwhisperingtogetheracrossit,andwhenMrDorritremainedeatingfigsandreadingaFrenchnewspaper,Unclesuddenlyfixedtheattentionofallthreebyrisingoutofhischair,strikinghishanduponthetable,andsaying,’Brother!Iprotestagainstit!’
Ifhehadmadeaproclamationinanunknowntongue,andgivenuptheghostimmediatelyafterwards,hecouldnothaveastoundedhisaudiencemore。ThepaperfellfromMrDorrit’shand,andhesatpetrified,withafighalfwaytohismouth。