Sheleanedherforeheadonthecoolpane,andstoodhalfhiddenbythecurtains,nevermindingthatherfavoritewaltzhadbegun,tillsomeonetouchedher,andturning,shesawLaurie,lookingpenitent,ashesaid,withhisverybestbowandhishandout……
  “Pleaseforgivemyrudeness,andcomeanddancewithme。“
  “I’mafraiditwillbetodisagreeabletoyou,“saidMeg,tryingtolookoffendedandfailingentirely。
  “Notabitofit,I’mdyingtodoit。Come,I’llbegood。
  Idon’tlikeyourgown,butIdothinkyouarejustsplendid。“
  Andhewavedhishands,asifwordsfailedtoexpresshisadmiration。
  Megsmiledandrelented,andwhisperedastheystoodwaitingtocatchthetime,“Takecaremyskirtdoesn’ttripyouup。It’stheplagueofmylifeandIwasagoosetowearit。“
  “Pinitroundyourneck,andthenitwillbeuseful,“saidLaurie,lookingdownatthelittleblueboots,whichheevidentlyapprovedof。
  Awaytheywentfleetlyandgracefully,forhavingpracticedathome,theywerewellmatched,andtheblitheyoungcouplewereapleasantsighttosee,astheytwirledmerrilyroundandround,feelingmorefriendlythaneveraftertheirsmalltiff。
  “Laurie,Iwantyoutodomeafavor,willyou?’saidMeg,ashestoodfanningherwhenherbreathgaveout,whichitdidverysoonthoughshewouldnotownwhy。
  “Won’tI!“saidLaurie,withalacrity。
  “Pleasedon’ttellthemathomeaboutmydresstonight。
  Theywon’tunderstandthejoke,anditwillworryMother。’
  “Thenwhydidyoudoit?“saidLaurie’seyes,soplainlythatMeghastilyadded……
  “Ishalltellthemmyselfallaboutit,and`fess’toMotherhowsillyI’vebeen。ButI’dratherdoitmyself。Soyou’llnottell,willyou?“
  “IgiveyoumywordIwon’t,onlywhatshallIsaywhentheyaskme?“
  “JustsayIlookedprettywellandwashavingagoodtime。“
  “I’llsaythefirstwithallmyheart,buthowabouttheother?Youdon’tlookasifyouwerehavingagoodtime。
  Areyou?’AndLaurielookedatherwithanexpressionwhichmadeheranswerinawhisper……
  “No,notjustnow。Don’tthinkI’mhorrid。Ionlywantedalittlefun,butthissortdoesn’tpay,Ifind,andI’mgettingtiredofit。“
  “HerecomesNedMoffat。Whatdoeshewant?“saidLaurie,knittinghisblackbrowsasifhedidnotregardhisyounghostinthelightofapleasantadditiontotheparty。
  “Heputhisnamedownforthreedances,andIsupposehe’scomingforthem。Whatabore!“saidMeg,assumingalanguidairwhichamusedLaurieimmensely。
  Hedidnotspeaktoheragaintillsuppertime,whenhesawherdrinkingchampagnewithNedandhisfriendFisher,whowerebehaving`likeapairoffools’,asLauriesaidtohimself,forhefeltabrotherlysortofrighttowatchovertheMarchesandfighttheirbattleswheneveradefenderwasneeded。
  “You’llhaveasplittingheadachetomorrow,ifyoudrinkmuchofthat。Iwouldn’t,Meg,yourmotherdoesn’tlikeit,youknow,“hewhispered,leaningoverherchair,asNedturnedtorefillherglassandFisherstoopedtopickupherfan。
  “I’mnotMegtonight,I’m`adoll’whodoesallsortsofcrazythings。TomorrowIshallputawaymy`fussandfeathers’
  andbedesperatelygoodagain,“seansweredwithanaffectedlittlelaugh。
  “Wishtomorrowwashere,then,“mutteredLaurie,walkingoff,ill-pleasedatthechangehesawinher。
  Megdancedandflirted,chatteredandgiggled,astheothergirlsdid。AftersuppersheundertooktheGerman,andblunderedthroughit,nearlyupsettingherpartnerwithherlongskirt,andrompinginawaythatscandalizedLaurie,wholookedonandmeditatedalecture。Buthegotnochancetodeliverit,forMegkeptawayfromhimtillhecametosaygoodnight。
  “Remember!“shesaid,tryingtosmile,forthesplittingheadachehadalreadybegun。
  “Silencea`lamort,“repliedLaurie,withamelodramaticflourish,ashewentaway。
  ThislittlebitofbyplayexcitedAnnie’scuriosity,butMegwastootiredforgossipandwenttobed,feelingasifshehadbeentoamasqueradeandhadn’tenjoyedherselfasmuchassheexpected。Shewassickallthenextday,andonSaturdaywenthome,quiteusedupwithherfortnight’sfunandfeelingthatshehad`satinthelapofluxury’longenough。
  “Itdoesseempleasanttobequiet,andnothavecompanymannersonallthetime。Homeisaniceplace,thoughitisn’tsplendid,“saidMeg,lookingaboutherwitharestfulexpression,asshesatwithhermotherandJoontheSundayevening。
  “I’mgladtohearyousayso,dear,forIwasafraidhomewouldseemdullandpoortoyouafteryourfinequarters,“repliedhermother,whohadgivenhermanyanxiouslooksthatday。Formotherlyeyesarequicktoseeanychangeinchildren’sfaces。
  Meghadtoldheradventuresgaylyandsaidoverandoverwhatacharmingtimeshehadhad,butsomethingstillseemedtoweighuponherspirits,andwhentheyoungergirlsweregonetobed,shesatthoughtfullystaringatthefire,sayinglittleandlookingworried。AstheclockstrucknineandJoproposedbed,Megsuddenlyleftherchairand,takingBeth’sstool,leanedherelbowsonhermother’sknee,sayingbravely……
  “Marmee,Iwantto`fess’。“
  “Ithoughtso。Whatisit,dear?“
  “ShallIgoaway?“askedJodiscreetly。
  “Ofcoursenot。Don’tIalwaystellyoueverything?Iwasashamedtospeakofitbeforetheyoungerchildren,butIwantyoutoknowallthedreadfulthingsIdidattheMoffats’。“
  “Weareprepared,“saidMrs。March,smilingbutlookingalittleanxious。
  “Itoldyoutheydressedmeup,butIdidn’ttellyouthattheypowderedandsqueezedandfrizzled,andmademelooklikeafashionplate。LauriethoughtIwasn’tproper。Iknowhedid,thoughhedidn’tsayso,andonemancalledme`adoll’。Iknewitwassilly,buttheyflatteredmeandsaidIwasabeauty,andquantitiesofnonsense,soIletthemmakeafoolofme。“
  “Isthatall?“askedJo,asMrs。Marchlookedsilentlyatthedowncastfaceofherprettydaughter,andcouldnotfinditinherhearttoblameherlittlefollies。
  “No,Idrankchampagneandrompedandtriedtoflirt,andwasaltogetherabominable,“saidMegself-reproachfully。
  “Thereissomethingmore,Ithink。“AndMrs。Marchsmoothedthesoftcheek,whichsuddenlygrewrosyasMegansweredslowly……
  “Yes。It’sverysilly,butIwanttotellit,becauseIhatetohavepeoplesayandthinksuchthingsaboutusandLaurie。“
  ThenshetoldthevariousbitsofgossipshehadheardattheMoffats’,andasshespoke,Josawhermotherfoldherlipstightly,asifillpleasedthatsuchideasshouldbeputintoMeg’sinnocentmind。
  “Well,ifthatisn’tthegreatestrubbishIeverheard,“criedJoindignantly。“Whydidn’tyoupopoutandtellthemsoonthespot?’
  “Icouldn’t,itwassoembarrassingforme。Icouldn’thelphearingatfirst,andthenIwassoangryandashamed,Ididn’trememberthatIoughttogoaway。“
  “JustwaittillIseeAnnieMoffat,andI’llshowyouhowtosettlesuchridiculousstuff。Theideaofhaving`plans’andbeingkindtoLauriebecausehe’srichandmaymarryusby-and-by!Won’theshoutwhenItellhimwhatthosesillythingssayaboutuspoorchildren?“AndJolaughed,asifonsecondthoughtsthethingstruckherasagoodjoke。
  “IfyoutellLaurie,I’llneverforgiveyou!Shemustn’t,mustshe,Mother?“saidMeg,lookingdistressed。
  “No,neverrepeatthatfoolishgossip,andforgetitassoonasyoucan,“saidMrs。Marchgravely。“IwasveryunwisetoletyougoamongpeopleofwhomIknowsolittle,kind,Idaresay,butworldly,ill-bred,andfullofthesevulgarideasaboutyoungpeople。IammoresorrythanIcanexpressforthemischiefthisvisitmayhavedoneyou,Meg。“
  “Don’tbesorry,Iwon’tletithurtme。I’llforgetallthebadandrememberonlythegood,forIdidenjoyagreatdeal,andthankyouverymuchforlettingmego。I’llnotbesentimentalordissatisfied,Mother。IknowI’masillylittlegirl,andI’llstaywithyoutillI’mfittotakecareofmyself。Butitisnicetobepraisedandadmired,andIcan’thelpsayingIlikeit,“saidMeg,lookinghalfashamedoftheconfession。
  “Thatisperfectlynatural,andquiteharmless,ifthelikingdoesnotbecomeapassionandleadonetodofoolishorunmaidenlythings。Learntoknowandvaluethepraisewhichisworthhaving,andtoexcitetheadmirationofexcellentpeoplebybeingmodestaswellaspretty,Meg。“
  Margaretsatthinkingamoment,whileJostoodwithherhandsbehindher,lookingbothinterestedandalittleperplexed,foritwasanewthingtoseeMegblushingandtalkingaboutadmiration,lovers,andthingsofthatsort。AndJofeltasifduringthatfortnighthersisterhadgrownupamazingly,andwasdriftingawayfromherintoaworldwhereshecouldnotfollow。
  “Mother,doyouhave`plans’,asMrs。Moffatsaid?“askedMegbashfully。
  “Yes,mydear,Ihaveagreatmany,allmothersdo,butminediffersomewhatfromMrs。Moffat’s,Isuspect。Iwilltellyousomeofthem,forthetimehascomewhenawordmaysetthisromanticlittleheadandheartofyoursright,onaveryserioussubject。Youareyoung,Meg,butnottooyoungtounderstandme,andmothers’lipsarethefittesttospeakofsuchthingstogirlslikeyou。Jo,yourturnwillcomeintime,perhaps,solistentomy`plans’andhelpmecarrythemout,iftheyaregood。“
  Jowentandsatononearmofthechair,lookingasifshethoughttheywereabouttojoininsomeverysolemnaffair。
  Holdingahandofeach,andwatchingthetwoyoungfaceswistfully,Mrs。Marchsaid,inherseriousyetcheeryway……
  “Iwantmydaughterstobebeautiful,accomplished,andgood。
  Tobeadmired,loved,andrespected。Tohaveahappyyouth,tobewellandwiselymarried,andtoleaduseful,pleasantlives,withaslittlecareandsorrowtotrythemasGodseesfittosend。
  Tobelovedandchosenbyagoodmanisthebestandsweetestthingwhichcanhappentoawoman,andIsincerelyhopemygirlsmayknowthisbeautifulexperience。Itisnaturaltothinkofit,Meg,righttohopeandwaitforit,andwisetoprepareforit,sothatwhenthehappytimecomes,youmayfeelreadyforthedutiesandworthyofthejoy。Mydeargirls,Iamambitiousforyou,butnottohaveyoumakeadashintheworld,marryrichmenmerelybecausetheyarerich,orhavesplendidhouses,whicharenothomesbecauseloveiswanting。Moneyisaneedfulandpreciousthing,andwhenwellused,anoblething,butIneverwantyoutothinkitisthefirstoronlyprizetostrivefor。I’dratherseeyoupoormen’swives,ifyouwerehappy,beloved,contented,thanqueensonthrones,withoutself-respectandpeace。“
  “Poorgirlsdon’tstandanychance,Bellesays,unlesstheyputthemselvesforward,“sighedMeg。
  “Thenwe’llbeoldmaids,“saidJostoutly。