“OnlyifBrookeisgoingtobeathermometer,Imustmindandhavefairweatherforhimtoreport。“
“Pleasedon’tbeoffended。Ididn’tmeanttopreachortelltalesorbesilly。IonlythoughtJowasencouragingyouinafeelingwhichyou’dbesorryforby-and-by。Youaresokindtous,wefeelasifyouwereourbrotherandsayjustwhatwethink。
Forgiveme,Imeantitkindly。“AndMegofferedherhandwithagesturebothaffectionateandtimid。
Ashamedofhismomentarypique,Lauriesqueezedthekindlittlehand,andsaidfrankly,“I’mtheonetobeforgiven。I’mcrossandhavebeenoutofsortsallday。Iliketohaveyoutellmemyfaultsandbesisterly,sodon’tmindifIamgrumpysometimes。Ithankyouallthesame。“
Bentonshowingthathewasnotoffended,hemadehimselfasagreeableaspossible,woundcottonforMeg,recitedpoetrytopleaseJo,shookdownconesforBeth,andhelpedAmywithherferns,provinghimselfafitpersontobelongtothe`BusyBeeSociety’。Inthemidstofananimateddiscussiononthedomestichabitsofturtlesoneofthoseamiablecreatureshavingstrolledupfromtheriver,thefaintsoundofabellwarnedthemthatHannahhadputthetea`todraw’,andtheywouldjusthavetimetogethometosupper。
“MayIcomeagain?“askedLaurie。
“Yes,ifyouraregood,andloveyourbook,astheboysintheprimeraretoldtodo,“saidMeg,smiling。
“i’lltry。“
“Thenyoumaycome,andI’llteachyoutoknitastheScotchmendo。
There’sademandforsocksjustnow,“addedJo,wavingherslikeabigblueworstedbannerastheypartedatthegate。
Thatnight,whenBethplayedtoMr。Laurenceinthetwilight,Laurie,standingintheshadowofthecurtain,listenedtothelittleDavid,whosesimplemusicalwaysquietedhismoodyspirit,andwatchedtheoldman,whosatwithhisgrayheadonhishand,thinkingtenderthoughtsofthedeadchildhehadlovedsomuch。
Rememberingtheconversationoftheafternoon,theboysaidtohimself,withtheresolvetomakethesacrificecheerfully,“I’llletmycastlego,andstaywiththedearoldgentlemanwhileheneedsme,forIamallhehas。“
Chapter14CHAPTERFOURTEEN
Jowasverybusyinthegarret,fortheOctoberdaysbegantogrowchilly,andtheafternoonswereshort。Fortwoorthreehoursthesunlaywarmlyinthehighwindow,showingJoseatedontheoldsofa,writingbusily,withherpapersspreadoutuponatrunkbeforeher,whileScrabble,thepetrat,promenadedthebeamsoverhead,accompaniedbyhisoldestson,afineyoungfellow,whowasevidentlyveryproudofhiswhiskers。
Quiteabsorbedinherwork,Joscribbledawaytillthelastpagewasfilled,whenshesignedhernamewithaflourishandthrewdownherpen,exclaiming……
“There,I’vedonemybest!Ifthiswon’tsuitIshallhavetowaittillIcandobetter。“
Lyingbackonthesofa,shereadthemanuscriptcarefullythrough,makingdasheshereandthere,andputtinginmanyexclamationpoints,whichlookedlikelittleballoons。Thenshetieditupwithasmartredribbon,andsataminutelookingatitwithasober,wistfulexpression,whichplainlyshowedhowernestherworkhadbeen。Jo’sdeskupherewasanoldtinkitchenwhichhungagainstthewall。Ititshekeptherpapers,andafewbooks,safelyshutawayfromScrabble,who,beinglikewiseofaliteraryturn,wasfondofmakingacirculatinglibraryofsuchbooksaswereleftinhiswaybyeatingtheleaves。FromthistinreceptacleJoproducedanothermanuscript,andputtingbothinherpocket,creptquietlydownstairs,leavingherfriendstonibbleonherpensandtasteherink。
Sheputonherhatandjacketasnoiselesslyaspossible,andgoingtothebackentrywindow,gotoutupontheroofofalowporch,swungherselfdowntothegrassybank,andtookaroundaboutwaytotheroad。Oncethere,shecomposedherself,hailedapassingomnibus,androlledawaytotown,lookingverymerryandmysterious。
Ifanyonehadbeenwatchingher,hewouldhavethoughthermovementsdecidedlypeculiar,foronalighting,shewentoffatagreatpacetillshereachedacertainnumberinacertainbusystreet。Havingfoundtheplacewithsomedifficulty,shewentintothedoorway,lookedupthedirtystairs,andafterstandingstockstillaminute,suddenlydivedintothestreetandwalkedawayasrapidlyasshecame。Thismaneuversherepeatedseveraltimes,tothegreatamusementofablack-eyedyounggentlemanlounginginthewindowofabuildingopposite。Onreturningforthethirdtime,Jogaveherselfashake,pulledherhatoverhereyes,andwalkedupthestairs,lookingasifsheweregoingtohaveallherteethout。
Therewasadentist’ssign,amongothers,whichadornedtheentrance,andafterstaringamomentatthepairofartificialjawswhichslowlyopenedandshuttodrawattentiontoafinesetofteeth,theyounggentlemanputonhiscoat,tookhishat,andwentdowntoposthimselfintheoppositedoorway,sayingwithasmileandashiver,“It’slikehertocomealone,butifshehasabadtimeshe’llneedsomeonetohelpherhome。“
IntenminutesJocamerunningdownstairswithaveryredfaceandthegeneralappearanceofapersonwhohadjustpassedthroughatryingordealofsomesort。Whenshesawtheyounggentlemanshelookedanythingbutpleased,andpassedhimwithanod。Buthefollowed,askingwithanairofsympathy,“Didyouhaveabadtime?“
“Notvery。“
“Yougotthroughquickly。“
“Yes,thankgoodness!“
“Whydidyougoalone?“
“Didn’twantanyonetoknow。“
“You’retheoddestfellowIeversaw。Howmanydidyouhaveout?“
Jolookedatherfriendasifshedidnotunderstandhim,thenbegantolaughasifmightilyamusedatsomething。
“TherearetwowhichIwanttohavecomeout,butImustwaitaweek。“
“Whatareyoulaughingat?Youareuptosomemischief,Jo,“
saidLaurie,lookingmystified。
“Soareyou。Whatwereyoudoing,sir,upinthatbilliardsaloon?“
“Beggingyourpardon,ma’am,itwasn’tabilliardsaloon,butagymnasium,andIwastakingalessoninfencing。“
“I’mgladofthat。“
“why?“
“Youcanteachme,andthenwhenweplayHAMLET,youcanbeLaertes,andwe’llmakeafinethingofthefencingscene。“
“Laurieburstoutwithaheartyboy’slaugh,whichmadeseveralpassers-bysmileinspiteofthemselves。
“I’llteachyouwhetherweplayHAMLETornot。It’sgrandfunandwillstraightenyouupcapitally。ButIdon’tbelievethatwasyouronlyreasonforsaying`I’mglad’inthatdecidedway,wasitnow?“
“No,Iwasgladthatyouwerenotinthesaloon,becauseI
hopeyounevergotosuchplaces。Doyou?“
“Notoften。“
“Iwishyouwouldn’t。“
“It’snoharm,Jo。Ihavebilliardsathome,butit’snofununlessyouhavegoodplayers,so,asI’mfondofit,IcomesometimesandhaveagamewithNedMoffatorsomeoftheotherfellows。“
“Oh,dear,I’msosorry,foryou’llgettolikingitbetterandbetter,andwillwastetimeandmoney,andgrowlikethosedreadfulboys。Ididhopeyou’dstayrespectableandbeasatisfactiontoyourfriends,“saidJo,shakingherhead。
“Can’tafellowtakealittleinnocentamusementnowandthenwithoutlosinghisrespectability?“askedLaurie,lookingnettled。
“Thatdependsuponhowandwherehetakesit。Idon’tlikeNedandhisset,andwishyou’dkeepoutofit。Motherwon’tletushavehimatourhouse,thoughhewantstocome。Andifyougrowlikehimshewon’tbewillingtohaveusfrolictogetheraswedonow。“
“Won’tshe?“askedLaurieanxiously。
“No,shecan’tbearfashionableyoungmen,andshe’dshutusallupinbandboxesratherthanhaveusassociatewiththem。“
“Well,sheneedn’tgetoutherbandboxesyet。I’mnotafashionablepartyanddon’tmeantobe,butIdolikeharmlesslarksnowandthen,don’tyou?“
“Yes,nobodymindsthem,solarkaway,butdon’tgetwild,willyou?Ortherewillbeanendofallourgoodtimes。“
“I’llbeadoubledistilledsaint。“
“Ican’tbearsaints。Justbeasimple,honest,respectableboy,andwe’llneverdesertyou。Idon’tknowwhatIshoulddoifyouactedlikeMr。King’sson。Hehadplentyofmoney,butdidn’tknowhowtospendit,andgottipsyandgambled,andranaway,andforgedhisfather’sname,Ibelieve,andwasaltogetherhorrid。“
“YouthinkI’mlikelytodothesame?Muchobliged。“
“No,Idon’t——oh,dear,no!——butIhearpeopletalkingaboutmoneybeingsuchatemptation,andIsometimeswishyouwerepoor。
Ishouldn’tworrythen。“
“Doyouworryaboutme,Jo?“
“Alittle,whenyoulookmoodyanddiscontented,asyousometimesdo,foryou’vegotsuchastrongwill,ifyouoncegetstartedwrong,I’mafraiditwouldbehardtostopyou。“
Lauriewalkedinsilenceafewminutes,andJowatchedhim,wishingshehadheldhertongue,forhiseyeslookedangry,thoughhislipssmiledasifatherwarnings。
“Areyougoingtodeliverlecturesallthewayhome?“heaskedpresently。
“Ofcoursenot。Why?“
“Becauseifyouare,I’lltakeabus。Ifyou’renot,I’dliketowalkwithyouandtellyousomethingveryinteresting。“
“Iwon’tpreachanymore,andI’dliketohearthenewsimmensely。“
“Verywell,then,comeon。It’sasecret,andifItellyou,youmusttellmeyours。“
“Ihaven’tgotany,“beganJo,butstoppedsuddenly,rememberingthatshehad。
“Youknowyouhave——youcan’thideanything,soupandfess,orIwon’ttell,“criedLaurie。
“Isyoursecretaniceone?“
“Oh,isn’tit!Allaboutpeopleyouknow,andsuchfun!
Yououghttohearit,andI’vebeenachingtotellitthislongtime。
Come,youbegin。“
“You’llnotsayanythingaboutitathome,willyou?“
“Notaword。“
“Andyouwon’tteasemeinprivate?“
“Inevertease。“
“Yes,youdo。Yougeteverythingyouwantoutofpeople。
I
don’tknowhowyoudoit,butyouareabornwheedler。“
“Thankyou。Fireaway。“
“Well,I’velefttwostorieswithanewspaperman,andhe’stogivehisanswernextweek,“whisperedJo,inherconfidant’sear。
“HurrahforMissMarch,thecelebratedAmericanauthoress!“
criedLaurie,throwinguphishatandcatchingitagain,tothegreatdelightoftwoducks,fourcats,fivehens,andhalfadozenIrishchildren,fortheywereoutofthecitynow。
“Hush!Itwon’tcometoanything,Idaresay,butIcouldn’tresttillIhadtried,andIsaidnothingaboutitbecauseIdidn’twantanyoneelsetobedisappointed。“
“Itwon’tfail。Why,Jo,yourstoriesareworksofShakespearecomparedtohalftherubbishthatispublishedeveryday。
Won’titbefuntoseetheminprint,andshan’twefeelproudofourauthoress?“
Jo’seyessparkled,foritisalwayspleasanttobebelievedin,andafriend’spraiseisalwayssweeterthanadozennewspaperpuffs。
“Where’syoursecret?Playfair,Teddy,orI’llneverbelieveyouagain,“shesaid,tryingtoextinguishthebrillianthopesthatblazedupatawordofencouragement。
“Imaygetintoascrapefortelling,butIdidn’tpromisenotto,soIwill,forIneverfeeleasyinmymindtillI’vetoldyouanyplummybitofnewsIget。IknowwhereMeg’sgloveis。“
“Isthatall?saidJo,lookingdisappointed,asLaurienoddedandtwinkledwithafacefullofmysteriousintelligence。
“It’squiteenoughforthepresent,asyou’llagreewhenI
tellyouwhereitis。“
“Tell,then。“
Lauriebent,andwhisperedthreewordsinJo’sear,whichproducedacomicalchange。Shestoodandstaredathimforaminute,lookingbothsurprisedanddispleased,thenwalkedon,sayingsharply,“Howdoyouknow?“
“Sawit。“
“Where?’
“Pocket。“
“Allthistime?“
“Yes,isn’tthatromantic?“
“No,it’shorrid。“
“Don’tyoulikeit?“
“OfcourseIdon’t。It’sridiculous,itwon’tbeallowed。
Mypatience!WhatwouldMegsay?“
“Youarenottotellanyone。Mindthat。“
“Ididn’tpromise。“
“Thatwasunderstood,andItrustedyou。“
“Well,Iwon’tforthepresent,anyway,butI’mdisgusted,andwishyouhadn’ttoldme。“
“Ithoughtyou’dbepleased。“
“AttheideaofanybodycomingtotakeMegaway?No,thankyou。“
“You’llfeelbetteraboutitwhensomebodycomestotakeyouaway。“
“I’dliketoseeanyonetryit,“criedJofiercely。
“SoshouldI!“AndLauriechuckledattheidea。
“Idon’tthinksecretsagreewithme,Ifeelrumpledupinmymindsinceyoutoldmethat,“saidJoratherungratefully。
“Racedownthishillwithme,andyou’llbeallright,“