IfithadnotbeenforLaurie,andoldEsther,themaid,shefeltthatshenevercouldhavegotthroughthatdreadfultime。Theparrotalonewasenoughtodriveherdistracted,forhesoonfeltthatshedidnotadmirehim,andrevengedhimselfbybeingasmischievousaspossible。Hepulledherhairwhenevershecamenearhim,upsethisbreadandmilktoplagueherwhenshehadnewlycleanedhiscage,madeMopbarkbypeckingathimwhileMadamdozed,calledhernamesbeforecompany,andbehavedinallrespectslikeanreprehensibleoldbird。Thenshecouldnotendurethedog,afat,crossbeastwhosnarledandyelpedatherwhenshemadehistoilet,andwholayonhisbackwithallhislegsintheairandamostidioticexpressionofcountenancewhenhewantedsomethingtoeat,whichwasaboutadozentimesaday。Thecookwasbad-tempered,theoldcoachmanwasdeaf,andEsthertheonlyonewhoevertookanynoticeoftheyounglady。
  EstherwasaFrenchwoman,whohadlivedwith`Madame’,asshecalledhermistress,formanyyears,andwhorathertyrannizedovertheoldlady,whocouldnotgetalongwithouther。
  HerrealnamewasEstelle,butAuntMarchorderedhertochangeit,andsheobeyed,onconditionthatshewasneveraskedtochangeherreligion。ShetookafancytoMademoiselle,andamusedherverymuchwithoddstoriesofherlifeinFrance,whenAmysatwithherwhileshegotupMadam’slaces。Shealsoallowedhertoroamaboutthegreathouse,andexaminethecuriousandprettythingsstoredawayinthebigwardrobesandtheancientchests,forAuntMarchhoardedlikeamagpie。Amy’schiefdelightwasanIndiancabinet,fullofqueerdrawers,littlepigeonholes,andsecretplaces,inwhichwerekeptallsortsofornaments,someprecious,somemerelycurious,allmoreorlessantique。
  ToexamineandarrangethesethingsgaveAmygreatsatisfaction,especiallythejewelcases,inwhichonvelvetcushionsreposedtheornamentswhichhadadornedabellefortyyearsago。TherewasthegarnetsetwhichAuntMarchworewhenshecameout,thepearlsherfathergaveheronherweddingday,herlover’sdiamonds,thejetmourningringsandpins,thequeerlockets,withportraitsofdeadfriendsandweepingwillowsmadeofhairinside,thebabybraceletsheronelittledaughterhadworn,UncleMarch’sbigwatch,withtheredsealsomanychildishhandshadplayedwith,andinaboxallbyitselflayAuntMarch’sweddingring,toosmallnowforherfatfinger,butputcarefullyawaylikethemostpreciousjewelofthemall。
  “WhichwouldMademoisellechooseifshehadherwill?“askedEsther,woalwayssatneartowatchoverandlockupthevaluables。
  “Ilikethediamondsbest,butthereisnonecklaceamongthem,andI’mfondofnecklaces,theyaresobecoming。IshouldchoosethisifImight,“repliedAmy,lookingwithgreatadmirationatastringofgoldandebonybeadsfromwhichhungaheavycrossofthesame。
  “I,too,covetthat,butnotasanecklace。Ah,no!Tomeitisarosary,andassuchIshoulduseitlikeagoodcatholic,“saidEsther,eyeingthehandsomethingwistfully。
  “Isitmeanttouseasyouusethestringofgood-smellingwoodenbeadshangingoveryourglass?“askedAmy。
  “Truly,yes,topraywith。Itwouldbepleasingtothesaintsifoneusedsofinearosaryasthis,insteadofwearingitasavainbijou。“
  “Youseemtotakeagreatdealofcomfortinyourprayers,Esther,andalwayscomedownlookingquietandsatisfied。IwishIcould。“
  “IfMademoisellewasaCatholic,shewouldfindtruecomfort,butasthatisnottobe,itwouldbewellifyouwentaparteachdaytomeditateandpray,asdidthegoodmistresswhomIservedbeforeMadame。Shehadalittlechapel,andinitfoundsolacementformuchtrouble。“
  “Woulditberightformetodosotoo?“askedAmy,whoinherlonelinessfelttheneedofhelpofsomesort,andfoundthatshewasapttoforgetherlittlebook,nowthatBethwasnottheretoremindherofit。
  “Itwouldbeexcellentandcharming,andIshallgladlyarrangethelittledressingroomforyouifyoulikeit。SaynothingtoMadame,butwhenshesleepsgoyouandsitaloneawhiletothinkgoodthoughts,andpraythedearGodpreserveyoursister。“
  Estherwastrulypious,andquitesincereinheradvice,forshehadanaffectionateheart,andfeltmuchforthesistersintheiranxiety。Amylikedtheidea,andgaveherleavetoarrangethelightclosetnextherroom,hopingitwoulddohergood。
  “IwishIknewwherealltheseprettythingswouldgowhenAuntMarchdies,“shesaid,assheslowlyreplacedtheshiningrosaryandshutthejewelcasesonebyone。
  “Toyouandyoursisters。Iknowit,Madameconfidesinme。
  Iwitnessedherwill,anditistobeso,“whisperedEsthersmiling。
  “Hownice!ButIwishshe’dletushavethemnow。
  Procrastinationisnotagreeable,“observedAmy,takingalastlookatthediamonds。
  “Itistoosoonyetfortheyoungladiestowearthesethings。
  Thefirstonewhoisaffiancedwillhavethepearls,Madamehassaidit,andIhaveafancythatthelittleturquoiseringwillbegiventoyouwhenyougo,forMadameapprovesyourgoodbehaviorandcharmingmanners。“
  “Doyouthinkso?Oh,I’llbealamb,ifIcanonlyhavethatlovelyring!It’seversomuchprettierthanKittyBryant’s。
  IdolikeAuntMarchafterall。“AndAmytriedontheblueringwithadelightedfaceandafirmresolvetoearnit。
  Fromthatdayshewasamodelofobedience,andtheoldladycomplacentlyadmiredthesuccessofhertraining。Estherfitteduptheclosetwithalittletable,placedafootstoolbeforeit,andoveritapicturetakenfromoneoftheshut-uprooms。Shethoughtitwasofnogreatvalue,but,beingappropriate,sheborrowedit,wellknowingthatMadamewouldneverknowit,norcareifshedid。Itwas,however,averyvaluablecopyofoneofthefamouspicturesoftheworld,andAmy’sbeauty-lovingeyeswerenevertiredoflookingupatthesweetfaceoftheDivineMother,whilehertenderthoughtsofherownwerebusyatherheart。Onthetableshelaidherlittletestamentandhymnbook,keptavasealwaysfullofthebestflowersLauriebroughther,andcameeverydayto`sitalone’thinkinggoodthoughts,andprayingthedearGodtopreservehersister。Estherhadgivenherarosaryofblackbeadswithasilvercross,butAmyhungitupanddidnotuseit,feelingdoubtfulastoitsfitnessforProtestantprayers。
  Thelittlegirlwasverysincereinallthis,forbeingleftaloneoutsidethesafehomenest,shefelttheneedofsomekindhandtoholdbysosorelythatsheinstinctivelyturnedtothestrongandtenderFriend,whosefatherlylovemostcloselysurroundsHislittlechildren。Shemissedhermother’shelptounderstandandruleherself,buthavingbeentaughtwheretolook,shedidherbesttofindthewayandwalkinitconfidingly。ButAmywasayoungpilgrim,andjustnowherburdenseemedveryheavy。
  Shetriedtoforgetherself,tokeepcheerful,andbesatisfiedwithdoingright,thoughnoonesaworpraisedherforit。Inherfirsteffortatbeingvery,verygood,shedecidedtomakeherwill,asAuntMarchhaddone,sothatifshedidfallillanddie,herpossessionsmightbejustlyandgenerouslydivided。Itcostherapangeventothinkofgivingupthelittletreasureswhichinhereyeswereaspreciousastheoldlady’sjewels。
  Duringoneofherplayhoursshewroteouttheimportantdocumentaswellasshecould,withsomehelpfromEstherastocertainlegalterms,andwhenthegood-naturedFrenchwomanhadsignedhername,AmyfeltrelievedandlaiditbytoshowLaurie,whomshewantedasasecondwitness。Asitwasarainyday,shewentupstairstoamuseherselfinoneofthelargechambers,andtookPollywithherforcompany。Inthisroomtherewasawardrobefullofold-fashionedcostumeswithwhichEstherallowedhertoplay,anditwasherfavoriteamusementtoarrayherselfinthefadedbrocades,andparadeupanddownbeforethelongmirror,makingstatelycurtsies,andsweepinghertrainaboutwitharustlewhichdelightedherears。SobusywassheonthisdaythatshedidnothearLaurie’sringnorseehisfacepeepinginatherasshegravelypromenadedtoandfro,flirtingherfanandtossingherhead,onwhichsheworeagreatpinkturban,contrastingoddlywithherbluebrocadedressandyellowquiltedpetticoat。Shewasobligedtowalkcarefully,forshehadonhighheeledshoes,and,asLaurietoldJoafterward,itwasacomicalsighttoseehermincealonginhergaysuit,withPollysidilngandbridlingjustbehindher,imitatingheraswellashecould,andoccasionallystoppingtolaughorexclaim,“Ain’twefine?
  Getalong,youfright!Holdyourtongue!Kissme,dear!
  Ha!Ha!“
  Havingwithdifficultyrestrainedanexplosionofmerriment,lestitshouldoffendhermajesty,Laurietappedandwasgraciouslyreceived。
  “SitdownandrestwhileIputthesethingsaway,thenIwanttoconsultyouaboutaveryseriousmatter,“saidAmy,whenshehadshownhersplendoranddrivenPollyintoacorner。“Thatbirdisthetrialofmylife,“shecontinued,removingthepinkmountainfromherhead,whileLaurieseatedhimselfastrideachair。
  “Yesterday,whenAuntwasasleepandIwastryingtobeasstillasamouse,Pollybegantosquallandflapaboutinhiscage,soIwenttolethimout,andfoundabigspiderthere。Ipokeditout,anditranunderthebookcase。Pollymarchedstraightafterit,stoopeddownandpeepedunderthebookcase,saying,inhisfunnyway,withacockofhiseye,`Comeoutandtakeawalk,mydear。’Icouldn’thelplaughing,whichmadePollswear,andAuntwokeupandscoldedusboth。“
  “Didthespideraccepttheoldfellow’sinvitation?“askedLaurie,yawning。
  “Yes,outitcame,andawayranPolly,frightenedtodeath,andscrambleduponAunt’schair,callingout,`Catchher!Catchher!
  Catchher!’asIchasedthespider。“
  “That’salie!Oh,lor!“criedtheparrot,peckingatLaurie’stoes。
  “I’dwringyourneckifyouweremine,youoldtorment,“criedLaurie,shakinghisfistatthebird,whoputhisheadononesideandgravelycroaked,“Allyluyer!Blessyourbuttons,dear!“
  “NowI’mready,“saidAmy,shuttingthewardrobeandtakingapieceofpaperoutofherpocket。“Iwantyoutoreadthat,please,andtellmeifitislegalandright。IfeltIoughttodoit,forlifeisuncertainandIdon’twantanyillfeelingovermytomb。“
  Lauriebithislips,andturningalittlefromthepensivespeaker,readthefollowingdocument,withpraiseworthygravity,consideringthespelling:
  MYLASTWILLANDTESTIMENT
  I,AmyCurtisMarch,beinginmysanemind,gogiveandbequeetheallmyearthlyproperty——viz。towit:——namelyTomyfather,mybestpictures,sketches,maps,andworksofart,includingframes。Alsomy$100,todowhathelikeswith。
  Tomymother,allmyclothes,excepttheblueapronwithpockets——alsomylikeness,andmymedal,withmuchlove。
  TomydearsisterMargaret,IgivemyturkquoiseringifI
  getit,alsomygreenboxwiththedovesonit,alsomy;pieceofreallaceforherneck,andmysketchofherasamemorialofher’littlegirl’。
  ToJoIleavemybreastpin,theonemendedwithsealingwax,alsomybronzeinkstand——shelostthecover——andmymostpreciousplasterrabbit,becauseIamsorryIburnedupherstory。
  ToBethifshelivesaftermeIgivemydollsandthelittlebureau,myfan,mylinencollarsandmynewslippersifshecanwearthembeingthinwhenshegetswell。AndIherewithalsoleavehermyregretthatIevermadefunofoldJoanna。
  TomyfriendandneighborTheodoreLaurenceIbequeethemypapermashayportfolio,myclaymodelofahorsethoughhedidsayithadn’tanyneck。Alsoinreturnforhisgreatkindnessinthehourofafflictionanyoneofmyartisticworkshelikes,NoterDameisthebest。
  ToourvenerablebenefactorMr。LaurenceIleavemypurpleboxwithalookingglassinthecoverwhichwillbeniceforhispensandremindhimofthedepartedgirlwhothankshimforhisfavorstoherfamily,especiallyBeth。
  IwishmyfavoriteplaymateKittyBryanttohavethebluesilkapronandmygold-beadringwithakiss。
  ToHannahIgivethebandboxshewantedandallthepatchworkIleavehopingshe`willrememberme,whenityousee’。
  AndnowhavingdisposedofmymostvaluablepropertyIhopeallwillbesatisfiedandnotblamethedead。Iforgiveeveryone,andtrustwemayallmeetwhenthetrumpshallsound。Amen。
  TothiswillandtestimentIsetmyhandandsealonthis20thdayofNov。AnniDomino1861。
  AmyCurtisMarchWitnesses:
  EstelleValnor,TheodoreLaurence。
  Thelastnamewaswritteninpencil,andAmyexplainedthathewastorewriteitininkandsealitupforherproperly。
  “Whatputitintoyourhead?DidanyonetellyouaboutBeth’sgivingawayherthings?“askedLauriesoberly,asAmylaidabitofredtape,withsealingwax,ataper,andastandishbeforehim。
  Sheexplainedandthenaskedanxiously,“WhataboutBeth?“
  “I’msorryIspoke,butasIdid,I’lltellyou。ShefeltsoillonedaythatshetoldJoshewantedtogiveherpianotoMeg,hercatstoyou,andthepoorolddolltoJo,whowouldloveitforhersake。Shewassorryshehadsolittletogive,andleftlocksofhairtotherestofus,andherbestlovetoGrandpa。Sheneverthoughtofawill。“
  Lauriewassigningandsealingashespoke,anddidnotlookuptillagreatteardroppedonthepaper。Amy’sfacewasfulloftrouble,butsheonlysaid,“Don’tpeopleputsortofpostscriptstotheirwills,sometimes?“
  “Yes,`codicils’,theycallthem。“
  “Putoneinminethen,thatIwishallmycurlscutoff,andgivenroundtomyfriends。Iforgotit,butIwantitdonethoughitwillspoilmylooks。“
  Laurieaddedit,smilingatAmy’slastandgreatestsacrifice。
  Thenheamusedherforanhour,andwasmuchinterestedinallhertrials。Butwhenhecametogo,Amyheldhimbacktowhisperwithtremblinglips,“IstherereallyanydangeraboutBeth?“
  “I’mafraidthereis,butwemusthopeforthebest,sodon’tcry,dear。“AndLaurieputhisarmaboutherwithabrotherlygesturewhichwasverycomforting。
  Whenhehadgone,shewenttoherlittlechapel,andsittinginthetwilight,prayedforBeth,withstreamingtearsandanachingheart,feelingthatamillionturquoiseringswouldnotconsoleherforthelossofhergentlelittlesister。