“I’llwait,andinthemeantime,youcouldbelearningtolikeme。Woulditbeaveryhardlesson,dear?“
“NotifIchosetolearnit,but……“
“Pleasechoosetolearn,Meg。Iloveyoutoteach,andthisiseasierthanGerman,“brokeinJohn,gettingpossessionoftheotherhand,sothatshehadnowayofhidingherfaceashebenttolookintoit。
Histonewasproperlybeseeching,butstealingashylookathim,Megsawthathiseyesweremerryaswellastender,andthatheworethesatisfiedsmileofonewhohadnodoubtofhissuccess。Thisnettledher。AnnieMoffat’sfoolishlessonsincoquetrycameintohermind,andtheloveofpower,whichsleepsinthebosomsofthebestoflittlewomen,wokeupallofasuddenandtookpossessionofher。Shefeltexcitedandstrange,andnotknowingwhatelsetodo,followedacapriciousimpulse,and,withdrawingherhands,saidpetulantly,“Idon’tchoose。Pleasegoawayandletmebe!“
PoorMr。Brookelookedasifhislovelycastleintheairwastumblingabouthisears,forhehadneverseenMeginsuchamoodbefore,anditratherbewilderedhim。
“Doyoureallymeanthat?“heaskedanxiously,followingherasshewalkedaway。
“Yes,Ido。Idon’twanttobeworriedaboutsuchthings。
FathersaysIneedn’t,it’stoosoonandI’drathernot。“
“Mayn’tIhopeyou’llchangeyourmindby-and-by?I’llwaitandsaynothingtillyouhavehadmoretime。Don’tplaywithme,Meg。Ididn’tthinkthatofyou。“
“Don’tthinkofmeatall。I’dratheryouwouldn’t,“saidMeg,takinganaughtysatisfactionintryingherlover’spatienceandherownpower。
Hewasgraveandpalenow,andlookeddecidedlymorelikethenovelheroeswhomsheadmired,butheneitherslappedhisforeheadnortrampedabouttheroomastheydid。Hejuststoodlookingathersowistfully,sotenderly,thatshefoundherheartrelentinginspiteofherself。WhatwouldhavehappenednextIcannotsay,ifAuntMarchhadnotcomehobblinginatthisinterestingminute。
Theoldladycouldn’tresistherlongingtoseehernephew,forshehadmetLaurieasshetookherairing,andhearingofMr。March’sarrival,drovestraightouttoseehim。Thefamilywereallbusyinthebackpartofthehouse,andshehadmadeherwayquietlyin,hopingtosurprisethem。ShedidsurprisetwoofthemsomuchthatMegstartedasifshehadseenaghost,andMr。Brookevanishedintothestudy。
“Blessme,what’sallthis?“criedtheoldladywitharapofhercaneassheglancedfromthepaleyounggentlemantothescarletyounglady。
“It’sFather’sfriend。I’msosurprisedtoseeyou!“stammeredMeg,feelingthatshewasinforalecturenow。
“That’sevident,“returnedAuntMarch,sittingdown。“ButwhatisFather’sfriendsayingtomakeyoulooklikeapeony?
There’smischiefgoingon,andIinsistuponknowingwhatitis,“withanotherrap。
“Wewereonlytalking。Mr。Brookecameforhisumbrella,“
beganMeg,wishingthatMr。Brookeandtheumbrellaweresafelyoutofthehouse。
“Brooke?Thatboy’stutor?Ah!Iunderstandnow。I
knowallaboutit。JoblunderedintoawrongmessageinoneofyourFather’sletters,andImadehertellme。Youhaven’tgoneandacceptedhim,child?“criedAuntMarch,lookingscandalized。
“Hush!He’llhear。Shan’tIcallMother?“saidMeg,muchtroubled。
“Notyet。I’vesomethingtosaytoyou,andImustfreemymindatonce。Tellme,doyoumeantomarrythisCook?Ifyoudo,notonepennyofmymoneyevergoestoyou。Rememberthat,andbeasensiblegirl,“saidtheoldladyimpressively。
NowAuntMarchpossessedinperfectiontheartofrousingthespiritofoppositioninthegentlestpeople,andenjoyeddoingit。Thebestofushaveaspiceofperversityinus,especiallywhenweareyoungandinlove。IfAuntMarchhadbeggedMegtoacceptJohnBrooke,shewouldprobablyhavedeclaredshecouldn’tthinkofit,butasshewaspreemptorilyorderednottolikehim,sheimmediatelymadeuphermindthatshewould。Inclinationaswellasperversitymadethedecisioneasy,andbeingalreadymuchexcited,Megopposedtheoldladywithunusualspirit。
“IshallmarrywhomIplease,AuntMarch,andyoucanleaveyourmoneytoanyoneyoulike,“shesaid,noddingherheadwitharesoluteair。
“Highty-tighty!Isthatthewayyoutakemyadvice,Miss?
You’llbesorryforitby-and-by,whenyou’vetriedloveinacottageandfounditafailure。“
“Itcan’tbeaworseonethansomepeoplefindinbighouses,“retortedMeg。
AuntMarchputonherglassesandtookalookatthegirl,forshedidnotknowherinthisnewmood。Meghardlyknewherself,shefeltsobraveandindependent,sogladtodefendJohnandassertherrighttolovehim,ifsheliked。AuntMarchsawthatshehadbegunwrong,andafteralittlepause,madeafreshstart,sayingasmildlyasshecould,“Now,Meg,mydear,bereasonableandtakemyadvice。Imeanitkindly,anddon’twantyoutospoilyourwholelifebymakingamistakeatthebeginning。Yououghttomarrywellandhelpyourfamily。
It’syourdutytomakearichmatchanditoughttobeimpresseduponyou。“
“FatherandMotherdon’tthinkso。TheylikeJohnthoughheispoor。“
“Yourparents,mydear,havenomoreworldlywisdomthanapairofbabies。“
“I’mgladofit,“criedMegstoutly。
AuntMarchtooknonotice,butwentonwithherlecture。
“ThisRookispoorandhasn’tgotanyrichrelations,hashe?“
“No,buthehasmanywarmfriends。“
“Youcan’tliveonfriends,tryitandseehowcoolthey’llgrow。Hehasn’tanybusiness,hashe?“
“Notyet。Mr。Laurenceisgoingtohelphim。“
“Thatwon’tlastlong。JamesLaurenceisacrotchetyoldfellowandnottobedependedon。Soyouintendtomarryamanwithoutmoney,position,orbusiness,andgoonworkingharderthanyoudonow,whenyoumightbecomfortableallyourdaysbymindingmeanddoingbetter?Ithoughtyouhadmoresense,Meg。“
“Icouldn’tdobetterifIwaitedhalfmylife!Johnisgoodandwise,he’sgotheapsoftalent,he’swillingtoworkandsuretogeton,he’ssoenergeticandbrave。Everyonelikesandrespectshim,andI’mproudtothinkhecaresforme,thoughI’msopoorandyoungandsilly,“saidMeg,lookingprettierthaneverinherearnestness。
“Heknowsyouhavegotrichrelations,child。That’sthesecretofhisliking,Isuspect。“
“AuntMarch,howdareyousaysuchathing?Johnisabovesuchmeanness,andIwon’tlistentoyouaminuteifyoutalkso,“
criedMegindignantly,forgettingeverythingbuttheinjusticeoftheoldlady’ssuspicions。“MyJohnwouldn’tmarryformoney,anymorethanIwould。Wearewillingtoworkandwemeantowait。
I’mnotafraidofbeingpoor,forI’vebeenhappysofar,andIknowI
shallbewithhimbecausehelovesme,andI……“
Megstoppedthere,rememberingallofasuddenthatshehadn’tmadeuphermind,thatshehadtold`herJohn’togoaway,andthathemightbeoverhearingherinconsistentremarks。
AuntMarchwasveryangry,forshehadsetherheartonhavingherprettyniecemakeafinematch,andsomethinginthegirl’shappyyoungfacemadethelonelyoldwomanfeelbothsadandsour。
“Well,Iwashmyhandsofthewholeaffair!Youareawillfulchild,andyou’velostmorethanyouknowbythispieceoffolly。
No,Iwon’tstop。I’mdisappointedinyou,andhaven’tspiritstoseeyourfathernow。Don’texpectanythingfrommewhenyouaremarried。YourMr。Book’sfriendsmusttakecareofyou。
I’mdonewithyouforever。“
AndslammingthedoorinMeg’sface,AuntMarchdroveoffinhighdudgeon。Sheseemedtotakeallthegirl’scouragewithher,forwhenleftalone,Megstoodforamoment,undecidedwhethertolaughorcry。Beforeshecouldmakeuphermind,shewastakenpossessionofbyMr。Brooke,whosaidallinonebreath,“Icouldn’thelphearing,Meg。Thankyoufordefendingme,andAuntMarchforprovingthatyoudocareformealittlebit。“
“Ididn’tknowhowmuchtillsheabusedyou,“beganMeg。
“AndIneedn’tgoaway,butmystayandbehappy,mayI,dear?“
Herewasanotherfinechancetomakethecrushingspeechandthestatelyexit,butMegneverthoughtofdoingeither,anddisgracedherselfforeverinJo’seyesbymeeklywhispering,“Yes,John,“andhidingherfaceonMr。Brooke’swaistcoat。
FifteenminutesafterAuntMarch’sdeparture,Jocamesoftlydownstairs,pausedaninstantattheparlordoor,andhearingnosoundwithin,noddedandsmiledwithasatisfiedexpression,sayingtoherself,“Shehasseenhimawayasweplanned,andthataffairissettled。I’llgoandhearthefun,andhaveagoodlaughoverit。“
ButpoorJonevergotherlaugh,forshewastransfixeduponthethresholdbyaspectaclewhichheldherthere,staringwithhermouthnearlyaswideopenashereyes。Goingintoexultoverafallenenemyandtopraiseastrong-mindedsisterforthebanishmentofanobjectionablelover,itcertainlywasashocktobeholdtheaforesaidenemyserenelysittingonthesofa,withthestrongmindedsisterenthroneduponhiskneeandwearinganexpressionofthemostabjectsubmission。Jogaveasortofgasp,asifacoldshowerbathhadsuddenlyfallenuponher,forsuchanunexpectedturningofthetablesactuallytookherbreathaway。Attheoddsoundtheloversturnedandsawher。Megjumpedup,lookingbothproudandshy,but`thatman’,asJocalledhim,actuallylaughedandsaidcoolly,ashekissedtheastonishednewcomer,“SisterJo,congratulateus!“
Thatwasaddinginsulttoinjury,itwasaltogethertoomuch,andmakingsomewilddemonstrationwithherhands,Jovanishedwithoutaword。Rushingupstairs,shestartledtheinvalidsbyexclaimingtragicallyassheburstintotheroom,“Oh,dosomebodygodownquick!JohnBrookeisactingdreadfully,andMeglikesit!“
Mr。andMrs。Marchlefttheroomwithspeed,andcastingherselfuponthebe,JocriedandscoldedtempestuouslyasshetoldtheawfulnewstoBethandAmy。Thelittlegirls,however,considereditamostagreeableandinterestingevent,andJogotlittlecomfortfromthem,soshewentuptoherrefugeinthegarret,andconfidedhertroublestotherats。
Nobodyeverknewwhatwentonintheparlorthatafternoon,butagreatdealoftalkingwasdone,andquietMr。Brookeastonishedhisfriendsbytheeloquenceandspiritwithwhichhepleadedhissuit,toldhisplans,andpersuadedthemtoarrangeeverythingjustashewantedit。
TheteabellrangbeforehehadfinisheddescribingtheparadisewhichhemeanttoearnforMeg,andheproudlytookherintosupper,bothlookingsohappythatJohadn’tthehearttobejealousordismal。
AmywasverymuchimpressedbyJohn’sdevotionandMeg’sdignity,Bethbeamedatthemfromadistance,whileMr。andMrs。MarchsurveyedtheyoungcouplewithsuchtendersatisfactionthatitwasperfectlyevidentAuntMarchwasrightincallingthemas`unworldlyasapairofbabies’。Nooneatemuch,buteveryonelookedveryhappy,andtheoldroomseemedtobrightenupamazinglywhenthefirstromanceofthefamilybeganthere。
“Youcan’tsaynothingpleasanteverhappensnow,canyou,Meg?“
saidAmy,tryingtodecidehowshewouldgrouptheloversinasketchshewasplanningtomake。
“No,I’msureIcan’t。HowmuchhashappenedsinceIsaidthat!
Itseemsayearago,“answeredMeg,whowasinablissfuldreamliftedfarabovesuchcommonthingsasbreadandbutter。
“Thejoyscomecloseuponthesorrowsthistime,andIratherthinkthechangeshavebegun,“saidMrs。March。“Inmostfamiliestherecomes,nowandthen,ayearfullofevents。Thishasbeensuchaone,butitendswell,afterall。“
“Hopethenextwillendbetter,“mutteredJo,whofounditveryhardtoseeMegabsorbedinastrangerbeforeherface,forJolovedafewpersonsverydearlyanddreadedtohavetheiraffectionlostorlessenedinanyway。
“Ihopethethirdyearfromthiswillendbetter。Imeanitshall,ifIlivetoworkoutmyplans,“saidMr。Brooke,smilingatMeg,asifeverythinghadbecomepossibletohimnow。
“Doesn’titseemverylongtowait?“askedAmy,whowasinahurryforthewedding。
“I’vegotsomuchtolearnbeforeIshallbeready,itseemsashorttimetome,“answeredMeg,withasweetgravityinherfaceneverseentherebefore。
“Youhaveonlytowait,Iamtodothework,“saidJohnbeginninghislaborsbypickingupMeg’snapkin,withanexpressionwhichcausedJotoshakeherhead,andthensaytoherselfwithanairofreliefasthefrontdoorbanged,“HerecomesLaurie。Nowweshallhavesomesensibleconversation。“
ButJowasmistaken,forLauriecameprancingin,overflowingwithgoodspirits,bearingagreatbridal-lookingbouquetfor`Mrs。
JohnBrooke’,andevidentlylaboringunderthedelusionthatthewholeaffairhadbeenbroughtaboutbyhisexcellentmanagement。
“IknewBrookewouldhaveitallhisownway,healwaysdoes,forwhenhemakesuphismindtoaccomplishanything,it’sdonethoughtheskyfalls,“saidLaurie,whenhehadpresentedhisofferingandhiscongratulations。
“Muchobligedforthatrecommendation。Itakeitasagoodomenforthefutureandinviteyoutomyweddingonthespot,“
answeredMr。Brooke,whofeltatpeacewithallmankind,evenhismischievouspupil。
“I’llcomeifI’mattheensoftheearth,forthesightofJo’sfacealoneonthatoccasionwouldbeworthalongjourney。
Youdon’tlookfestive,ma’am,what’sthematter?“askedLaurie,followingherintoacorneroftheparlor,whitherallhadadjournedtogreetMr。Laurence。
“Idon’tapproveofthematch,butI’vemadeupmymindtobearit,andshallnotsayawordagainstit,“saidJosolemnly。“Youcan’tknowhowharditisformetogiveupMeg,“shecontinuedwithalittlequiverinhervoice。
“Youdon’tgiveherup。Youonlygohalves,“saidLaurieconsolingly。
“Itcanneverbethesameagain。I’velostmydearestfriend,“
sighedJo。
“You’vegotme,anyhow。I’mnotgoodformuch,Iknow,butI’llstandbyyou,Jo,allthedaysofmylife。UponmywordI
will!“