Billyshookherhead。
Iknow;butAuntHannahsaidthatevenifIneverexpectedtocook,myself,Ioughttoknowhowitwasdone,sotoproperlyoverseeit。Shesaidthat——thatnowoman,whodidn’tknowhowtocookandkeephouseproperly,hadanybusinesstobeawife。And,Bertram,Ididtry,honestly,allthisweek。Itriedsohardtorememberwhenyouspongedbreadandwhenyoukneadedit。’
Idon’teverneed——_yours_,’cutinBertram,shamelessly;buthegotonlyadeservedlysternglanceinreturn。
AndIrepeatedoverandoveragainhowmanycupfulsofflourandpinchesofsaltandspoonfulsofbaking-powderwentintothings;
but,Bertram,Isimplycouldnotkeepmymindonit。Everything,everywherewassingingtome。AndhowdoyousupposeIcouldrememberhowmanypinchesofflourandspoonfulsofsaltandcupfulsofbaking-powderwentintoaloafofcakewhenallthewhiletheveryteakettleonthestovewassinging:`It’sallright——Bertramlovesme——I’mgoingtomarryBertram!’?’
Youdarling!’InspiteofthemanacrosstheaisleBertramdidalmostkissherthistime。
Asifanybodycaredhowmanycupfulsofbaking-powderwentanywhere——withthatinyourheart!’
AuntHannahsaysyouwill——whenyou’rehungry。AndKatesaid——’
Bertramutteredasharpwordbehindhisteeth。
Billy,forheaven’ssakedon’ttellmewhatKatesaid,ifyouwantmetostaysane,andnotattempttofightsomebody——brokenarm,andall。Kate_thinks_she’skind,andIsupposeshemeanswell;but——well,she’smadetroubleenoughbetweenusalready。I’vegotyounow,sweetheart。You’remine——allmine——’hisvoiceshook,anddroppedtoatenderwhisper——
`tilldeathusdopart。’’
Yes;`tilldeathusdopart,’’breathedBilly。
Andthen,foratime,theyfellsilent。
`I,Bertram,takethee,Billy,’’sangthewhirringwheelsbeneaththem,toone。
`I,Billy,takethee,Bertram,’’sangthewhirringwheelsbeneaththem,totheother。
Whilestraightaheadbeforethemboth,stretchedfairandbeautifulintheireyes,thewondrouspathoflifewhichtheyweretotreadtogether。
OnthefirstSundayaftertheweddingPetecameup-stairstotellhismaster,William,thatMrs。Stetsonwantedtoseehiminthedrawing-
room。
Williamwentdownatonce。
Well,AuntHannah,’hebegan,reachingoutacordialhand。Why,what’sthematter?’hebrokeoffconcernedly,ashecaughtaclearerviewofthelittleoldlady’sdrawnfaceandtroubledeyes。
William,it’ssilly,ofcourse,’criedAuntHannah,tremulously,butIsimplyhadtogotosomeone。I——Ifeelsonervousandunsettled!Did——didBillysayanythingtoyou——
whatshewasgoingtodo?’
Whatshewasgoingtodo?Aboutwhat?
Whatdoyoumean?’
Aboutthehouse——sellingit,’falteredAuntHannah,sinkingwearilybackintoherchair。
Williamfrownedthoughtfully。
Why,no,’heanswered。Itwasallsohurriedatthelast,youknow。Therewasreallyverylittlechancetomakeplansforanything——
exceptthewedding,’hefinished,withasmile。
Yes,Iknow,’sighedAuntHannah。Everythingwasinsuchconfusion!Still,Ididn’tknowbutshemighthavesaidsomething——toyou。’
No,shedidn’t。ButIimagineitwon’tbehardtoguesswhatshe’lldo。WhentheygetbackfromtheirtripIfancyshewon’tlosemuchtimeinhavingwhatthingsshewantsbroughtdownhere。Thenshe’llselltherestandputthehouseonthemarket。’
Yes,of——ofcourse,’stammeredAuntHannah,pullingherselfhastilytoamoreerectposition。
That’swhatIthought,too。Thendon’tyouthinkwe’dbetterdismissRosaandclosethehouseatonce?’
Why——yes,perhapsso。Whynot?Thenyou’dbeallsettledherewhenshecomeshome。
I’msure,thesooneryoucome,thebetterI’llbepleased,’hesmiled。
AuntHannahturnedsharply。
Here!’sheejaculated。WilliamHenshaw,youdidn’tsupposeIwascoming_here_tolive,didyou?’
ItwasWilliam’sturntolookamazed。
Why,ofcourseyou’recominghere!Whereelseshouldyougo,pray?’
WhereIwasbefore——beforeBillycame——toyou,’returnedAuntHannahalittletremulously,butwithacertaindignity。Ishalltakearoominsomequietboarding-house,ofcourse。’
Nonsense,AuntHannah!AsifBillywouldlistentothat!Youcamebefore;whynotcomenow?’
AuntHannahliftedherchinthefractionofaninch。
Youforget。Iwasneededbefore。Billyisamarriedwomannow。Sheneedsnochaperon。’
Nonsense!’scowledWilliam,again。Billywillalwaysneedyou。’
AuntHannahshookherheadmournfully。
Iliketothink——shewantsme,William,butIknow,inmyheart,itisn’tbest。’
Whynot?’
Therewasamoment’spause;then,decisivelycametheanswer。
BecauseIthinkyoungmarriedfolksshouldnothaveoutsidersinthehome。’
Williamlaughedrelievedly。
Oh,sothat’sit!Well,AuntHannah,you’renooutsider。Come,runrightalonghomeandpackyourtrunk。’
AuntHannahwasplainlyalmostcrying;butsheheldherground。
William,Ican’t,’shereiterated。
But——Billyissuchachild,and——’
ForonceinhercircumspectlifeAuntHannahwasguiltyofaninterruption。
Pardonme,William,sheisnotachild。Sheisawomannow,andshehasawoman’sproblemstomeet。’
Well,then,whydon’tyouhelphermeetthem?’retortedWilliam,stillwithawhimsicalsmile。
ButAuntHannahdidnotsmile。Foraminuteshedidnotspeak;then,withhereyesstudiouslyaverted,shesaid:
William,thefirstfouryearsofmymarriedlifewere——werespoiledbyanoutsiderinourhome。Idon’tmeantospoilBilly’s。’
Williamrelaxedvisibly。Thesmilefledfromhisface。
Why——Aunt——Hannah!’heexclaimed。
Thelittleoldladyturnedwithawearysigh。
Yes,Iknow。Youareshocked,ofcourse。
Ishouldn’thavetoldyou。Still,itisallpastlongago,and——IwantedtomakeyouunderstandwhyIcan’tcome。Hewasmyhusband’seldestbrother——abachelor。Hewasgoodandkind,andmeantwell,Isuppose;but——heinterferedwitheverything。Iwasyoung,andprobablyheadstrong。Atallevents,therewasconstantfriction。Hewentawayonceandstayedtwowholemonths。Ishallneverforgettheutterfreedomandhappinessofthosemonthsforus,withthewholehousetoourselves。No,William,Ican’tcome。’Sheroseabruptlyandturnedtowardthedoor。Hereyeswerewistful,andherfacewasstilldrawnwithsuffering;butherwholefraillittleselfquiveredplainlywithhighresolve。JohnhasPeggyoutside。Imustgo。’
But——but,AuntHannah,’beganWilliam,helplessly。
Sheliftedaprotestinghand。
No,don’turgeme,please。Ican’tcomehere。
But——IbelieveIwon’tclosethehousetillBillygetshome,afterall,’shedeclared。Thenextmomentshewasgone,andWilliam,dazedly,fromthedoorway,waswatchingJohnhelpherintoBilly’sautomobile,calledbyBillyandhalfherfriends,Peggy,’shortforPegasus。’
StilldazedlyWilliamturnedbackintothehouseanddroppedhimselfintothenearestchair。
Whatacuriouscallithadbeen!AuntHannahhadnotactedlikeherselfatall。NotoncehadshesaidOh,mygriefandconscience!’whilethethingsshe_had_said——!Someway,hehadneverthoughtofAuntHannahasbeingyoung,andabride。Still,ofcourseshemusthavebeen——once。Andthereasonshegavefornotcomingtheretolive——thepitifulstoryofthatoutsiderinherhome!Butshewasnooutsider!ShewasnointerferingbrotherofBilly’s——
Williamcaughthisbreathsuddenly,andhelditsuspended。Thenhegavealowejaculationandhalfsprangfromhischair。
Spunkie,disturbedfromherdozebythefire,utteredapurringme-o-ow,’andlookedupinquiringly。
ForalongminuteWilliamgazeddumblyintothecat’syellow,sleepilycontentedeyes;thenhesaidwithtragicdistinctness:
Spunkie,it’strue:AuntHannahisn’tBilly’shusband’sbrother,but——Iam!Doyouhear?
I_am!_’
Pur-r-me-ow!’commentedSpunkie;andcurledherselfforanothernap。
TherewasnopeaceforWilliamafterthat。Invainhetoldhimselfthathewasnointerfering’
brother,andthatthiswashishomeandhadbeenallhislife;invaindidhedeclareemphaticallythathecouldnotgo,hewouldnotgo;
thatBillywouldnotwishhimtogo:alwaysbeforehiseyeswasthevisionofthatlittlebrideofyearslonggone;alwaysinhisearswastheechoofAuntHannah’sIshallneverforgettheutterfreedomandhappinessofthosemonthsforus,withthewholehousetoourselves。’Nor,turnwhichwayhewould,couldhefindanythingtocomforthim。Simplybecausehewassofearfullylookingforit,hefoundit——thethingthathadforitsthemethewretchednessthatmightbeexpectedfromthepresenceofathirdpersoninthenewhome。
PoorWilliam!Everywherehemetit——thehint,theword,thestory,thesong,even;andalwaysitaddeditsmitetothewoefulwhole。
Eventhehoariestofmother-in-lawjokeshaditsstingforhim;and,tomakehiscupquitefull,hechancedtorememberonedaywhatMariehadsaidwhenhehadsuggestedthatsheandCyrilcometotheStratatolive:No;Ithinkyoungfolksshouldbeginbythemselves。’
Unhappy,indeed,werethesedaysforWilliam。
Likealostspirithewanderedfromroomtoroom,touchingthis,fingeringthat。Forlongminuteshewouldstandbeforesomepicture,orsometreasuredbitofoldmahogany,asiftostampindeliblyuponhismindathingthatwassoontobenomore。Atothertimes,likeamanwithoutahome,hewouldgooutintotheCommonorthePublicGardenandsitforhoursonsomebench——thinking。
Allthiscouldhavebutoneending,ofcourse。
BeforethemiddleofAugustWilliamsummonedPetetohisrooms。
Oh,Pete,I’mgoingtomovenextweek,’
hebegannonchalantly。Hisvoicesoundedasifmovingwereapleasurablecircumstancethatoccurredinhisliferegularlyonceamonth。I’dlikeyoutobegintopackupthesethings,please,to-morrow。’
Theoldservant’smouthfellopen。
You’regoin’to——towhat,sir?’hestammered。
Move——_move_,Isaid。’Williamspokewithunusualharshness。
Petewethislips。
Youmeanyou’vesoldtheoldplace,sir?——
thatwe——weain’tgoin’toliveherenolonger?’
Sold?Ofcoursenot!_I’m_goingtomoveaway;notyou。’
IfPetecouldhaveknownwhatcausedthesharpnessinhismaster’svoice,hewouldnothavebeensogrieved——or,rather,hewouldhavebeengrievedforadifferentreason。Asitwashecouldonlyfaltermiserably:
_You_aregoin’tomoveawayfromhere!’
Yes,yes,man!Why,Pete,whatailsyou?
Onewouldthinkabodynevermovedbefore。’
Theydidn’t——notyou,sir。’
Williamturnedabruptly,sothathisfacecouldnotbeseen。Withsterndeliberationhepickedupanelaboratelydecoratedteapot;butthevaluablebitofLowestoftshooksoinhishandthathesetitdownatonce。Itclickedsharplyagainstitsneighbor,betrayinghisnervoushand。
Petestirred。
But,Mr。William,’hestammeredthickly;
howareyou——what’llyoudowithout——Theredoesn’tnobodybutmeknowsowellaboutyourtea,andthetwolumpsinyourcoffee;andthere’syourflannelsthatyouneverputontillI
get’emout,andthewoolensocksthatyou’dwearallsummerifIdidn’thide’em。And——
andwho’sgoin’totakecareofthese?’hefinished,withaglancethatencompassedtheoverflowingcabinetsandshelvesofcuriosallabouthim。
Hismastersmiledsadly。Anaffectionthathaditsinceptioninhisboyhooddaysshoneinhiseyes。ThehandinwhichtheLowestofthadshakenrestednowheavilyonanoldman’sbentshoulder——ashoulderthatstraighteneditselfinunconsciousloyaltyunderthetouch。
Pete,youhavespoiledme,andnomistake。
Idon’texpecttofindanotherlikeyou。ButmaybeifIwearthewoolensockstoolateyou’llcomeandhuntuptheothersforme。Eh?’