Bertram,Iamgoinghome。’
  Billy!’
  Iam。’
  Billy,forheaven’ssakedon’tbeasillygoose!
  Theplay’shalfoveralready。We’llsoonbegoing,anyway。’
  Billy’slipscametogetherinathinlittledeterminedline。
  Bertram,Iamgoinghomenow,please,’shesaid。Youneedn’tcomewithme;Icangoalone。’
  Bertramsaidtwowordsunderhisbreathwhichitwasjustaswell,perhaps,thatBilly——andtheneighbors——didnothear;thenhegathereduptheirwrapsand,withBilly,stalkedoutofthetheater。
  Athomeeverythingwasfoundtobeabsolutelyasitshouldbe。Bertram,Jr。,waspeacefullysleeping,andDelia,whohadcomeupfromdownstairs,wassewinginthenextroom。
  There,yousee,’observedBertram,alittlesourly。
  Billydrewalong,contentedsigh。
  Yes,Isee;everythingisallright。Butthat’sexactlywhatIwantedtodo,Bertram,youknow——to_seeformyself_,’shefinishedhappily。
  AndBertram,lookingatherraptfaceasshehoveredoverthebaby’scrib,calledhimselfabruteandabeasttomind_anything_thatcouldmakeBillylooklikethat。
  CHAPTERXXV
  SHOULDAULDACQUAINTANCEBEFORGOT’
  BertramdidnotaskBillyverysoonagaintogotothetheater。Forsomedays,indeed,hedidnotaskhertodoanything。Then,oneevening,hedidbegforsomemusic。
  Billy,youhaven’tplayedtomeorsungtomesinceIcouldremember,’hecomplained。I
  wantsomemusic。’
  Billygaveamerrylaughandwriggledherfingersexperimentally。
  Mercy,Bertram!Idon’tbelieveIcouldplayanote。YouknowI’malloutofpractice。’
  Butwhy_don’t_youpractice?’
  Why,Bertram,Ican’t。InthefirstplaceI
  don’tseemtohaveanytimeexceptwhenBaby’sasleep;andIcan’tplaythen-I’dwakehimup。’
  Bertramsighedirritably,rosetohisfeet,andbegantowalkupanddowntheroom。Hecametoapauseatlast,hiseyesbentatrifledisapprovinglyonhiswife。
  Billy,dear,_don’t_youwearanythingbutthosewrapperthingsnowadays?’heaskedplaintively。
  AgainBillylaughed。Butthistimeatroubledfrownfollowedthelaugh。
  Iknow,Bertram,Isupposetheydolookdowdy,sometimes,’sheconfessed;but,yousee,Ihatetowearareallygooddress——Babyrumplesthemupso;andI’musuallyinahurrytogettohimmornings,andthesearesoeasytoslipinto,andsomuchmorecomfortableformetohandlehimin!’
  Yes,ofcourse,ofcourse;Isee,’mumbledBertram,listlesslytakinguphiswalkagain。
  Billy,afteramoment’ssilence,begantotalkanimatedly。Babyhaddoneawonderfullycunningthingthatmorning,andBillyhadnothadachanceyettotellBertram。Babywasgrowingmoreandmorecunninganyway,thesedays,andtherewereseveralthingsshebelievedshehadnottoldhim;soshetoldthemnow。
  Bertramlistenedpolitely,interestedly。Hetoldhimselfthathe_was_interested,too。Ofcoursehewasinterestedinthedoingsofhisownchild!Buthestillwalkedupanddowntheroomalittlerestlessly,comingtoahaltatlastbythewindow,acrosswhichtheshadehadnotbeendrawn。
  Billy,’hecriedsuddenly,withhisoldboyisheagerness,there’sagloriousmoon。Comeon!Let’stakealittlewalk——arealfellow-and-
  his-best-girlwalk!Willyou?’
  Mercy!dear,Icouldn’t,’criedBillyspringingtoherfeet。I’dloveto,though,ifIcould,’
  sheaddedhastily,asshesawdisappointmentcloudherhusband’sface。ButItoldDeliashemightgoout。Itisn’therregularevening,ofcourse,butItoldherIdidn’tmindstayingwithBabyabit。SoI’llhavetogorightupnow。
  She’llbegoingsoon。But,dear,yougoandtakeyourwalk。It’lldoyougood。Thenyoucancomebackandtellmeallaboutit——onlyyoumustcomeinquietly,sonottowakethebaby,’
  shefinished,givingherhusbandanaffectionatekiss,asshelefttheroom。
  Afteradisconsolatefiveminutesofsolitude,Bertramgothishatandcoatandwentoutforhiswalk——buthetoldhimselfhedidnotexpecttoenjoyit。
  BertramHenshawknewthattheoldrebelliousjealousyofthesummerhadhimfastinitsgrip。
  Hewasheartilyashamedofhimself,buthecouldnothelpit。HewantedBilly,andhewantedherthen。Hewantedtotalktoher。Hewantedtotellheraboutanewportraitcommissionhehadjustobtained;andhewantedtoaskherwhatshethoughtoftheideaofabrand-newFaceofaGirl’fortheBohemianTenExhibitionnextMarch。Hewanted——butthen,whatwouldbetheuse?Shewouldlisten,ofcourse,buthewouldknowbytheverylooksofherfacethatshewouldnotbereallythinkingofwhathewassaying;andhewouldbewillingtowagerhisbestcanvasthatintheveryfirstpauseshewouldtellaboutthebaby’snewesttoothorlatesttoy。Notbutthathelikedtohearaboutthelittlefellow,ofcourse;andnotbutthathewasproudasPunchofhim,too;butthathewouldlikesometimestohearBillytalkofsomethingelse。Thesweetestmelodyintheworld,ifdinnedintoone’searsdayandnight,becamesomethingtobefledfrom。
  AndBillyoughttotalkofsomethingelse,too!
  Bertram,Jr。,wonderfulashewas,reallywasnottheonlythingintheworld,oreventheonlybaby;
  andotherpeople——outsiders,theirfriends——
  hadarighttoexpectthatsometimesothermattersmightbeconsidered——theirown,forinstance。ButBillyseemedtohaveforgottenthis。
  NomatterwhetherthesubjectofconversationhadtodowiththelatestnoveloratriptoEurope,underBilly’sguidanceitinvariablyledstraighttoBaby’sJack-and-Jillbook,ortoaperambulatorjourneyinthePublicGarden。Ifithadnotbeensoserious,itwouldhavebeenreallyfunnythewayallroadsledstraighttoonegoal。Hehimself,whenalonewithBilly,hadstartedthemostunusualandforeignsubjects,sometimes,justtoseeiftherewerenotsomewherealittlebypaththatdidnotbringupinhisownnursery。
  Henever,however,foundone。
  Butitwasnotfunny;itwasserious。Wasthisgloriousgiftonparenthoodtowhichhehadlookedforwardasthecrowningjoyofhisexistence,tobenothingbutatragedythatwouldfinallywreckhisdomestichappiness?Itcouldnotbe。Itmustnotbe。Hemusthepatient,andwait。
  Billylovedhim。Hewassureshedid。Byandbythisobsessionofmotherhood,whichhadhersofastinitsgrasp,wouldrelax。Shewouldrememberthatherhusbandhadrightsaswellasherchild。Onceagainshewouldgivehimthecompanionship,love,andsympatheticinterestsodeartohim。Meanwhiletherewashiswork。
  Hemustburyhimselfinthat。Andfortunate,indeed,hewas,hetoldhimself,thathehadsomethingsoabsorbing。
  ItwasatthispointinhismeditationsthatBertramroundedacornerandcamefacetofacewithamanwhostoppedhimshortwithajovial:
  Isn’tit——byGeorge,itisBertieHenshaw!
  Well,whatdoyouthinkofthatforluck?——andmeonlytwodayshomefrom`GayParee’!’
  Oh,Seaver!Howareyou?You_are_astranger!’
  Bertram’svoiceandhandshakewereabitmorecordialthantheywouldhavebeenhadhenotatthemomentbeenfeelingsoabusedandforlorn。IntheolddayshehadlikedthisBobSeaverwell。Seaverwasanartistlikehimself,andwasgoodcompanyalways。ButSeaverandhiscrowdwerealittletooBohemianforWilliam’staste;
  andafterBillycame,she,too,hadobjectedtowhatshecalledthathorridSeaverman。’Inhisheart,Bertramknewthattherewasgoodfoundationfortheirobjections,sohehadavoidedSeaverforatime;andforsomeyears,now,themanhadbeenabroad,somewhattoBertram’srelief。To-night,however,Seaver’sgenialsmileandheartyfriendlinesswerelikeasuddenburstofsunshineonarainyday——andBertramdetestedrainydays。Hewasfeelingnow,too,asifhehadjusthadawholeweekofthem。
  Yes,Iamsomethingofastrangerhere,’
  noddedSeaver。ButItellyouwhat,littleoldBostonlooksmightygoodtome,allthesame。
  Comeon!You’rejustthefellowwewant。I’monmywaynowtotheoldstampingground。
  Come——rightaboutface,oldchap,andcomewithme!’
  Bertramshookhishead。
  Sorry——butIguessIcan’t,to-night,’hesighed。Bothgestureandwordswereunhesitating,butthevoicecarriedthediscontentofasmallboy,who,whilethesunisstillshining,hasbeentoldtocomeintothehouse。
  Oh,rats!Yes,youcan,too。Comeon!
  Lotsoftheoldcrowdwillbethere——Griggs,Beebe,JackJenkins,andTully。Weneedyoutocompletetheshow。’
  JackJenkins?Ishehere?’AneweagernesshadcomeintoBertram’svoice。
  Sure!HecameonfromNewYorklastnight。
  Greatboy,Jenkins!JustbackfromParisfairlycoveredwithmedals,youknow。’
  Yes,soIhear。Ihaven’tseenhimforfouryears。’
  Bettercometo-nightthen。’
  No-o,’beganBertram,withobviousreluctance。It’salreadynineo’clock,and——’
  Nineo’clock!’cutinSeaver,withabroadgrin。Sincewhenhasyourlimitbeennineo’clock?I’veseenthetimewhenyoudidn’tmindnineo’clockinthemorning,Bertie!What’sgot——Oh,Iremember。ImetanotherfriendofyoursinBerlin;chapnamedArkwright——
  andsay,he’ssomesinger,youbet!You’regoingtohearofhimoneofthesedays。Well,hetoldmeallabouthowyou’dsettleddownnow——
  sonandheir,firesidebliss,prettywife,andallthefixings。But,Isay,Bertie,doesn’tsheletyouout——_any_?’
  Nonsense,Seaver!’flaredBertraminannoyedwrath。
  Well,then,whydon’tyoucometo-night?
  IfyouwanttoseeJenkinsyou’llhaveto;he’sgoingbacktoNewYorkto-morrow。’
  ForonlyabriefminutelongerdidBertramhesitate;thenheturnedsquarelyaboutwithanairoffinality。
  Ishe?Well,then,perhapsIwill,’hesaid。
  I’dhatetomissJenkinsentirely。’
  Good!’exclaimedhiscompanion,astheyfellintostep。Haveacigar?’
  Thanks。Don’tmindifIdo。’
  IfBertram’schinwasalittlehigherandhisstepalittlemoredecidedthanusual,itwasallmerelybywayofaccompanimenttohisthoughts。
  Certainlyitwasrightthatheshouldgo,anditwassensible。Indeed,itwasreallyalmostimperative——duetoBilly,asitwere——afterthatdisagreeabletauntofSeaver’s。Asifshedidnotwanthimtogowhenandwherehepleased!Asifshewouldconsentforamomenttofigureintheeyesofhisfriendsasatyrannicalwifewhoobjectedtoherhusband’spassingasocialeveningwithhisfriends!Tobesure,inthisparticularcase,shemightnotfavorSeaver’spresence,butevenshewouldnotmindthisonce——
  and,anyhow,itwasJenkinsthatwastheattraction,notSeaver。Besides,hehimselfwasnoundevelopedboynow。Hewasaman,presumedlyabletotakecareofhimself。Besides,again,hadnotBillyherselftoldhimtogooutandenjoytheeveningwithouther,asshehadtostaywiththebaby?Hewouldtelephoneher,ofcourse,thathehadmetsomeoldfriends,andthathemightbelate;thenshewouldnotworry。
  Andforthwith,havingsettledthematterinhismind,andtohiscompletesatisfaction,BertramgavehisundividedattentiontoSeaver,whohadalreadyplungedintoanaccountofarecentArtExhibitionhehadattendedinParis。