`Sillyfools-liketwochildren!’Arabellawhisperedtoherselfmorosely,assherejoinedhercompanions,withwhomshepreservedapreoccupiedsilence。
  AnnymeanwhilehadjokinglyremarkedtoVilbertonArabella’shankeringinterestinherfirsthusband。
  `Now,’saidthephysiciantoArabella,apart;`doyouwantanythingsuchasthis,Mrs。Cartlett?Itisnotcompoundedoutofmyregularpharmacopoeia,butIamsometimesaskedforsuchathing。’Heproducedasmallphialofclearliquid。`Alove-philtre,suchaswasusedbytheancientswithgreateffect。Ifounditoutbystudyoftheirwritings,andhaveneverknownittofail。’
  `Whatisitmadeof?’askedArabellacuriously。
  `Well-adistillationofthejuicesofdoves’hearts-otherwisepigeons’-isoneoftheingredients。Ittooknearlyahundredheartstoproducethatsmallbottlefull。’
  `Howdoyougetpigeonsenough?’
  `Totellasecret,Igetapieceofrock-salt,ofwhichpigeonsareinordinatelyfond,andplaceitinadovecotonmyroof。Inafewhoursthebirdscometoitfromallpointsofthecompass-east,west,north,andsouth-andthusIsecureasmanyasIrequire。Youusetheliquidbycontrivingthatthedesiredmanshalltakeabouttendropsofitinhisdrink。Butremember,allthisistoldyoubecauseIgatherfromyourquestionsthatyoumeantobeapurchaser。Youmustkeepfaithwithme?’
  `Verywell-Idon’tmindabottle-togivesomefriendorothertotryitonheryoungman。’Sheproducedfiveshillings,thepriceasked,andslippedthephialinhercapaciousbosom。Sayingpresentlythatshewasdueatanappointmentwithherhusbandshesaunteredawaytowardstherefreshmentbar,Jude,hiscompanion,andthechildhavinggoneontothehorticulturaltent,whereArabellacaughtaglimpseofthemstandingbeforeagroupofrosesinbloom。
  Shewaitedafewminutesobservingthem,andthenproceededtojoinherspousewithnoveryamiablesentiments。Shefoundhimseatedonastoolbythebar,talkingtooneofthegailydressedmaidswhohadservedhimwithspirits。
  `Ishouldthinkyouhadenoughofthisbusinessathome!’Arabellaremarkedgloomily。`Surelyyoudidn’tcomefiftymilesfromyourownbartostickinanother?Come,takemeroundtheshow,asothermendotheirwives!Dammy,onewouldthinkyouwereayoungbachelor,withnobodytolookafterbutyourself!’
  `Butweagreedtomeethere;andwhatcouldIdobutwait?’
  `Well,nowwehavemet,comealong,’shereturned,readytoquarrelwiththesunforshiningonher。Andtheyleftthetenttogether,thispot-belliedmanandfloridwoman,intheantipathetic,recriminatorymoodoftheaveragehusbandandwifeofChristendom。
  Inthemeantimethemoreexceptionalcoupleandtheboystilllingeredinthepavilionofflowers-anenchantedpalacetotheirappreciativetaste-Sue’susuallypalecheeksreflectingthepinkofthetintedrosesatwhichshegazed;forthegaysights,theair,themusic,andtheexcitementofaday’soutingwithJudehadquickenedherbloodandmadehereyessparklewithvivacity。Sheadoredroses,andwhatArabellahadwitnessedwasSuedetainingJudealmostagainsthiswillwhileshelearntthenamesofthisvarietyandthat,andputherfacewithinaninchoftheirbloomstosmellthem。
  `Ishouldliketopushmyfacequiteintothem-thedears!’shehadsaid。`ButIsupposeitisagainsttherulestotouchthem-isn’tit,Jude?’
  `Yes,youbaby,’saidhe:andthenplayfullygaveheralittlepush,sothathernosewentamongthepetals。
  `Thepolicemanwillbedownonus,andIshallsayitwasmyhusband’sfault!’
  Thenshelookedupathim,andsmiledinawaythattoldsomuchtoArabella。
  `Happy?’hemurmured。
  Shenodded。
  `Why?BecauseyouhavecometothegreatWessexAgriculturalShow-orbecausewehavecome?’
  `Youarealwaystryingtomakemeconfesstoallsortsofabsurdities。
  BecauseIamimprovingmymind,ofcourse,byseeingallthesesteam-ploughs,andthreshing-machines,andchaff-cutters,andcows,andpigs,andsheep。’
  Judewasquitecontentwithabafflefromhiseverevasivecompanion。
  Butwhenhehadforgottenthathehadputthequestion,andbecausehenolongerwishedforananswer,shewenton:`IfeelthatwehavereturnedtoGreekjoyousness,andhaveblindedourselvestosicknessandsorrow,andhaveforgottenwhattwenty-fivecenturieshavetaughttheracesincetheirtime,asoneofyourChristminsterluminariessays……Thereisoneimmediateshadow,however-onlyone。’Andshelookedattheagedchild,whom,thoughtheyhadtakenhimtoeverythinglikelytoattractayoungintelligence,theyhadutterlyfailedtointerest。
  Heknewwhattheyweresayingandthinking。`Iamvery,verysorry,FatherandMother,’hesaid。`Butpleasedon’tmind!-Ican’thelpit。
  Ishouldliketheflowersveryverymuch,ifIdidn’tkeeponthinkingthey’dbeallwitheredinafewdays!’
  JudetheObscureChapter40V-viTheunnoticedlivesthatthepairhadhithertoledbegan,fromthedayofthesuspendedweddingonwards,tobeobservedanddiscussedbyotherpersonsthanArabella。ThesocietyofSpringStreetandtheneighbourhoodgenerallydidnotunderstand,andprobablycouldnothavebeenmadetounderstand,SueandJude’sprivateminds,emotions,positions,andfears。
  Thecuriousfactsofachildcomingtothemunexpectedly,whocalledJude`Father,’andSue`Mother,’andahitchinamarriageceremonyintendedforquietnesstobeperformedataregistrar’soffice,togetherwithrumoursoftheundefendedcasesinthelaw-courts,boreonlyonetranslationtoplainminds。
  LittleTime-forthoughhewasformallyturnedinto`Jude,’theaptnicknamestucktohim-wouldcomehomefromschoolintheevening,andrepeatinquiriesandremarksthathadbeenmadetohimbytheotherboys;andcauseSue,andJudewhenheheardthem,agreatdealofpainandsadness。
  Theresultwasthatshortlyaftertheattemptattheregistrar’sthepairwentoff-toLondonitwasbelieved-forseveraldays,hiringsomebodytolooktotheboy。Whentheycamebacktheyletitbeunderstoodindirectly,andwithtotalindifferenceandwearinessofmien,thattheywerelegallymarriedatlast。Sue,whohadpreviouslybeencalledMrs。
  BrideheadnowopenlyadoptedthenameofMrs。Fawley。Herdull,cowed,andlistlessmannerfordaysseemedtosubstantiateallthis。
  Butthemistakeasitwascalledoftheirgoingawaysosecretlytodothebusiness,keptupmuchofthemysteryoftheirlives;andtheyfoundthattheymadenotsuchadvanceswiththeirneighboursastheyhadexpectedtodothereby。Alivingmysterywasnotmuchlessinterestingthanadeadscandal。
  Thebaker’sladandthegrocer’sboy,whoatfirsthadusedtolifttheirhatsgallantlytoSuewhentheycametoexecutetheirerrands,inthesedaysnolongertookthetroubletorenderherthathomage,andtheneighbouringartizans’wiveslookedstraightalongthepavementwhentheyencounteredher。
  Nobodymolestedthem,itistrue;butanoppressiveatmospherebegantoencircletheirsouls,particularlyaftertheirexcursiontotheshow,asifthatvisithadbroughtsomeevilinfluencetobearonthem。
  Andtheirtemperamentswerepreciselyofakindtosufferfromthisatmosphere,andtobeindisposedtolightenitbyvigorousandopenstatements。Theirapparentattemptatreparationhadcometoolatetobeeffective。
  Theheadstoneandepitaphordersfelloff:andtwoorthreemonthslater,whenautumncame,Judeperceivedthathewouldhavetoreturntojourney-workagain,acourseallthemoreunfortunatejustnow,inthathehadnotasyetclearedoffthedebthehadunavoidablyincurredinthepaymentofthelaw-costsofthepreviousyear。
  OneeveninghesatdowntosharethecommonmealwithSueandthechildasusual。`Iamthinking,’hesaidtoher,`thatI’llholdonherenolonger。Thelifesuitsus,certainly;butifwecouldgetawaytoaplacewhereweareunknown,weshouldbelighterhearted,andhaveabetterchance。AndsoIamafraidwemustbreakituphere,howeverawkwardforyou,poordear!’
  Suewasalwaysmuchaffectedatapictureofherselfasanobjectofpity,andshesaddened。
  `Well-Iamnotsorry,’saidshepresently。`Iammuchdepressedbythewaytheylookatmehere。Andyouhavebeenkeepingonthishouseandfurnitureentirelyformeandtheboy!Youdon’twantityourself,andtheexpenseisunnecessary。Butwhateverwedo,whereverwego,youwon’ttakehimawayfromme,Judedear?Icouldnotlethimgonow!Theclouduponhisyoungmindmakeshimsopathetictome;Idohopetoliftitsomeday!Andhelovesmeso。Youwon’ttakehimawayfromme?’
  `CertainlyIwon’t,dearlittlegirl!We’llgetnicelodgings,whereverwego。Ishallbemovingaboutprobably-gettingajobhereandajobthere。’
  `Ishalldosomethingtoo,ofcourse,till-tillWell,nowI
  can’tbeusefulintheletteringitbehovesmetoturnmyhandtosomethingelse。’
  `Don’thurryaboutgettingemployment,’hesaidregretfully。`I
  don’twantyoutodothat。Iwishyouwouldn’t,Sue。Theboyandyourselfareenoughforyoutoattendto。’
  Therewasaknockatthedoor,andJudeansweredit。Suecouldheartheconversation:
  `IsMr。Fawleyathome?……BilesandWillisthebuildingcontractorssentmetoknowifyou’llundertakethereletteringofthetencommandmentsinalittlechurchthey’vebeenrestoringlatelyinthecountrynearhere。’
  Judereflected,andsaidhecouldundertakeit。
  `Itisnotaveryartisticjob,’continuedthemessenger。`Theclergymanisaveryold-fashionedchap,andhehasrefusedtoletanythingmorebedonetothechurchthancleaningandrepairing。’
  `Excellentoldman!’saidSuetoherself,whowassentimentallyopposedtothehorrorsofover-restoration。
  `TheTenCommandmentsarefixedtotheeastend,’themessengerwenton,`andtheywantdoingupwiththerestofthewallthere,sincehewon’thavethemcartedoffasoldmaterialsbelongingtothecontractorintheusualwayofthetrade。’
  Abargainastotermswasstruck,andJudecameindoors。`There,yousee,’hesaidcheerfully。`Onemorejobyet,atanyrate,andyoucanhelpinit-atleastyoucantry。Weshallhaveallthechurchtoourselves,astherestoftheworkisfinished。’
  NextdayJudewentouttothechurch,whichwasonlytwomilesoff。Hefoundthatwhatthecontractor’sclerkhadsaidwastrue。ThetablesoftheJewishlawtoweredsternlyovertheutensilsofChristiangrace,asthechiefornamentofthechancelend,inthefinedrystyleofthelastcentury。Andastheirframeworkwasconstructedofornamentalplastertheycouldnotbetakendownforrepair。Aportion,crumbledbydamp,requiredrenewal;andwhenthishadbeendone,andthewholecleansed,hebegantorenewthelettering。OnthesecondmorningSuecametoseewhatassistanceshecouldrender,andalsobecausetheylikedtobetogether。
  Thesilenceandemptinessofthebuildinggaveherconfidence,and,standingonasafelowplatformerectedbyJude,whichshewasneverthelesstimidatmounting,shebeganpaintinginthelettersofthefirstTablewhilehesetaboutmendingaportionofthesecond。Shewasquitepleasedatherpowers;shehadacquiredtheminthedaysshepaintedilluminedtextsforthechurch-fittingshopatChristminster。Nobodyseemedlikelytodisturbthem;andthepleasanttwitterofbirds,andrustleofOctoberleafage,cameinthroughanopenwindow,andmingledwiththeirtalk。
  Theywerenot,however,tobeleftthussnugandpeacefulforlong。Abouthalf-pasttwelvetherecamefootstepsonthegravelwithout。
  Theoldvicarandhischurchwardenentered,and,cominguptoseewhatwasbeingdone,seemedsurprisedtodiscoverthatayoungwomanwasassisting。
  Theypassedonintoanaisle,atwhichtimethedooragainopened,andanotherfigureentered-asmallone,thatoflittleTime,whowascrying。
  Suehadtoldhimwherehemightfindherbetweenschool-hours,ifhewished。
  Shecamedownfromherperch,andsaid,`What’sthematter,mydear?’
  `Icouldn’tstaytoeatmydinnerinschool,becausetheysaid——`Hedescribedhowsomeboyshadtauntedhimabouthisnominalmother,andSue,grieved,expressedherindignationtoJudealoft。Thechildwentintothechurchyard,andSuereturnedtoherwork。Meanwhilethedoorhadopenedagain,andthereshuffledinwithabusinesslikeairthewhite-apronedwomanwhocleanedthechurch。SuerecognizedherasonewhohadfriendsinSpringStreet,whomshevisited。Thechurch-cleanerlookedatSue,gaped,andliftedherhands;shehadevidentlyrecognizedJude’scompanionasthelatterhadrecognizedher。Nextcametwoladies,andaftertalkingtothecharwomantheyalsomovedforward,andasSuestoodreachingupward,watchedherhandtracingtheletters,andcriticallyregardedherpersoninreliefagainstthewhitewall,tillshegrewsonervousthatshetrembledvisibly。