Iwasjustperfectlyamazedatgrownpeople!Afterallthethingsourfolkshadsaid!You’dhavesupposedthatLaddiewouldhavebeenlockedinthebarn;fatherreadingthethirtysecondPsalmtothePrincess,andmotheronherkneesaskingGodtoopenhereyeslikeSaul’swhenhetriedtokickagainstthepricks,andmakehertosee,ashedid,thatGodwasnotamyth,Well,therewasnooneinthesitting-roomortheparlour,buttherewerevoicesfartheron;soIslippedin。Ireallyhadtoslip,fortherewasnootherplacetheycouldbeexcepttheparlourbedroom,andSally’sweddingthingswerelockedupthere,andwewerenottoseeuntileverythingwasfinished,likeItoldyou。
Well,thiswaswhatIsaw:ourbedroomhadbeenaporchonce,andwhenwehadbeencrowdedonaccountofallofuscoming,fatherencloseditandmadearoom。Butheneverhadtakenoutthewindowinthewall。SoallIhadtodowhenIwantedtoknowhowfastthedresseswerebeingmade,wastoshoveupthewindowabovemybed,pushbacktheblind,andlookin。Ididn’tcarewhatshehad。Ijustwantedtogetaheadofherandseebeforeshewasready,topayherforbeatingme。Iknewwhatshehad,andImeanttotellher,andwalkawaywithmynoseintheairwhensheofferedtoshowme;butthiswasdifferent。IwaswildtoseewhatwasgoingonbecausethePrincesswasthere。Theroomwassmall,andthebigcherryfour-posterwasverylarge,andallofthemweretalking,sonoonepaidtheslightestattentiontome。
Mothersatinthebigrockingchair,withSallyononeofitsarms,leaningagainsthershoulder。ShelleyandMayandthesewingwomanwerecrowdedbetweenthewallandthefootboard,andtheotherslinedagainstthewall。Thebedwasheapedinatumbleofeverythingawomaneverwore。Seemedtometherewasmorestufftherethanalltherestofushad,puttogether。Theworkingdressesandapronshadbeenmadeonthemachine,buttherewereheapsandstacksofhand-madeunderclothes。Icouldseethelovelychemisemotherembroideredlyingontopofapileofbedding,andoverandoverSallyhadsaidthateverystitchintheweddinggownmustbetakenbyhand。ThePrincessstoodbesidethebed。Afunnylittletighthatlikeaman’sandaridingwhiplayonachaircloseby。Icouldn’tseewhatshewore——herusualridingclothesprobably——forshehadanipineachshoulderofadressshewasholdingtoherchinandlookingdownat。Afterall,Ihadn’tseeneverything!NeverbeforeorsincehaveIseenalovelierdressthanthat。ItwaswhatalwayshadbeenwrappedinthesheetonthefootofthebedandIhadn’tgotapeepatit。Thepalegreensilkwithtinypinkmossrosesinit,thatIhadbeenthinkingwastheweddingdress,lookedaboutrighttowashthedishesin,comparedwiththis。
Thiswasaweddingdress。Youdidn’tneedanyonetotellyou。
ThePrincesshadasmuchredasIeverhadseeninhercheeks,hereyeswerebright,andshewashalf-laughingandhalf-crying。
“Ohyoulucky,luckygirl!“shewassaying。“Whataperfectlybeautifulbrideyouwillbe!NeverhaveIseenamorewonderfuldress!Wheredidyougetthematerial?“
Nowwehadbeentrainedalwaystowaitformothertoansweravisitorasshethoughtsuitable,oratleasttospeakoneatatimeandnotinterrupt;butaboutsixofthosegrownpeopletoldthePrincessallatthesametimehowouroldestsisterElizabethwasmarriedtoamerchantwhohadastoreatWestchesterandhowhegotthedressinNewYork,andgaveittoSallyforherweddingpresent,orshenevercouldhavehadit。
ThePrincesslifteditandsetitdownsoftly。“Ohlook!“shecried。“Look!Itwillstandalone!“
Thereitstood!Silkstiffenoughtostandbyitself,madeintoalittleroundwaist,cutwitharoundneckandsleeveselbowlengthandflowingalmosttowhereSally’skneeswouldcome。Itwasapalepearl-graysilkcrossedinbarsfourinchessquare,madeupofadimyellowlinealmostaswideasawheatstraw,withathreadofblackoneachsideofit,andallover,verywideapart,werelittlefaintsplashesofblackasiftheyhadbeenlightlypaintedon。Theskirtwassowideitalmostfilledtheroom。Everyinchofthatdresswaslinedwithsoft,whitesilk。Therewasexquisitelacemadeintoaflatcollararoundtheneck,andruffledfromsightuptheinsideofthewidesleeves。Thatwasthebeginning。Thefinishwassomethingyouneversawanythinglikebefore。Itwasatrimmingmadeofwhiteandyellowbeads。Therewasalittleheadingofwhitebeadssewedintoapattern,thenalacyfringethatwaspaleyellowbeads,whiteinside,eachaninchlong,thatdangled,andeverybeadendedwiththreetinywhiteones。Thatwentaroundtheneck,theoutsideofthesleeves,andinapatternlikeabigletterVallthewayaroundtheskirt。Andthereitstood——
alone!
ThePrincess,gracefulasabirdandglowinglikefire,dancedaroundit,andtouchedit,andliftedthesleeves,andmadethebeadfringeswing,andlaughed,andtalkedeverysecond。Sally,andmother,andallofthemhadsmiledsuchwidesmilesforsolong,theirfaceslookedalmostassetasSabethany’s,butofcoursefardifferent。Beingdeadwasonething,gettingreadyforaweddinganother。
AnditlookedtooasifGodmightbeamyth,foralltheycared,solongasthePrincesscouldmaketheweddingdressstandalone,andtalkabluestreakofthingsthatpleasedthem。Itwasnotputoneither,fortherestoodthedress,shimmeringliketheinsideofapearl-linedshell,whiteasalily,andthetinklygoldfringe。NooneCOULDhavesaidenoughaboutit,sonomatterwhatthePrincesssaid,ithadtobeallright。Shekeptstraightonshowingallofthemhowlovelyitwas,exactlyasiftheyhadn’tseenitbefore,andshehadtomakethemunderstandaboutit,asifshefeltafraidtheymighthavemissedsomeeleganttouchshehadseen。
“DolookhowthelacefallswhenIraisethissleeve!Ohhowwillyouwearthisandthinkofamanenoughtosaytherightwordsintherightplace?“
Motherlaughed,andsodidallofthem。
“Dopleaseshowmetherest,“beggedthePrincess。“Iknowthereareslippersandabonnet!“
Sallyjustoozedpride。Sheuntiedthestringsandpushedtheprettieststripedbagfromalovelypinkbandboxandtookoutadearlittlegraybonnetwithwhiteribbons,andtheyellowbeadfringe,andabunchofwhiteroseswithafewgreenleaves。
Theseshetouchedsoftly,“I’mnotquitesureabouttheleaves,“
shesaid。
ThePrincesshadthebonnet,turningandtiltingit。
“Perfect!“shecried。“Quiteperfect!Youneedthattouchofcolour,anditblendswitheverything。HowIenvyyou!Ohwhydoesn’tsomeoneaskme,soIcanhavethingslikethese?I
thinkyourbrotherisagenius。I’mgoingtoridetoWestchestertomorrowandgivehimanordertofillformethenexttimehegoestothecity。NooneshowsmesuchfabricswhenIgo,andAuntBeatricesendsnothingfromLondonIlikenearlysowell。
Oh!Oh!“
Shewasonherkneesnow,liftingtheskirttosetunderlittlewhitesatinslipperswithgoldbuckles,andwhitebeadbuttons。
Whenshehadthemarrangedtosuither,shesatonthefloorandkeptstraightonsayingthethingsmymotherandsistersseemedcrazytohear。WhenSallyshowedherthelongwhitesilkmittsthatwentwiththebonnet,thePrincesscried:“OhdoridehomewithmeandletmegiveyouahandkerchiefAuntBeatricesentme,tocarryinyourhand!“
ThenherfaceflushedandsheaddedwithoutgivingSallytimetosaywhatshewoulddo:“OrIcanbringitthenexttimeIcomepast。ItbelongswiththesethingsandIhavenouseforit。
MayI?“
“Pleasedo!I’lluseitforthethingIborrow。“
“ButImeanittobeagift,“saidthePrincess。“Itwasmadetogowiththeselacemittsandsatinslippers。Youmusttakeit!“
“Thankyouverymuch,“saidSally。“Ifyoureallywantmetohaveit,ofcourseI’dloveto。“
“I’llbringitto-morrow,“promisedthePrincess。“AndIwishyou’dletmetryawayIknowtodresshairforawedding。Yoursissobeautiful。“
“You’rekind,I’msure,“saidSally。“IhadintendedtowearitasIalwaysdo,soIwouldappearperfectlynaturaltothefolks;
butifyouknowamorebecomingway,Icouldbeginitnow,andtheywouldbefamiliarwithitbythattime。“
“Ishan’ttouchit,“saidthePrincess,studyingSally’sface。
“Yourideaisright。Youdon’twanttocommenceanynew,unfamiliarstylethatwouldmakeyouseemdifferent,justatatimewheneveryoneshouldseehowlovelyyouare,asyoualwayshavebeen。Butdon’tforgettowearsomethingblue,andsomethingborrowedforluck,andohdopleaseputononeofmygarters!“
“Wellformercysake!“criedmymother。“Why?“
“Sosomeonewillproposetomebeforetheyearisout,“laughedthePrincess。“Ithinkitmustbethemostfunofall,tomakebeautifulthingsforyourveryownhome,andlovelydresses,andbesurroundedbyfriendsalleagertohelpyou,andtoarrangeahouseandlivewithamanyoulovewellenoughtomarry,andfixforlittlepeoplewhomightcome——“
“Youknowperfectlythereisn’tasinglemaninthecountywhowouldn’tproposetoyou,ifyou’dlethimcomewithinamileofyou,“saidShelley。
“WhentherightmancomesI’llgohalfthemiletomeethim?youmaybesureofthat;won’tI,Mrs。Stanton?“thePrincessturnedtomother。
“Ihaveknowngirlswhowentevenfarther,“saidmymotherratherdryly。
“Idrawthelineathalf,“laughedthePrincess。“NowImustgo;
IhavebeensolongmypeoplewillbewonderingwhatI’mdoing。“
Standinginthemiddleoftheroomsheputonherhat,pickedupherwhipandgloves,andledthewaytothehitchingrack,whileallofusfollowed。AtthegatestoodLaddieashehadcomefromthefield。Hisoldhatwasonthebackofhishead,hisfaceflushed,hiscollarloosenedsothathisstrongwhiteneckshowed,andhissleeveswererolledtotheelbow,astheyhadbeenallsummer,andhisarmswereburnedalmosttoblisters。
Whenhehearduscomingheopenedthegate,wenttotherack,untiedthePrincess’horseandleditbesidethemountingblock。
Asshecametowardhim,hetookoffhishatandpitcheditoverthefenceonthegrass。
“MissPryor,allowmetomakeyouacquaintedwithmyson,“saidmother。
IfeltasifIwouldblowup。Icouldn’tkeepmyeyesfromturningtowardthePrincess。Gee!Icouldhavesavedmyfeelings。ShemademothertheprettiestlittlecourtseyIeverseteyeson,andthenturnedandmadeadeeperonetoLaddie。
“Imetyoursoninoneofthevillagestoressometimeago,“shesaid。“Backheronestepfarther,please!“
Laddiebackedthehorse,andquickerthanyoucouldseehowitwasdone,sheflashedupthestepsandsatthesaddle;butassheleanedoverthehorse’snecktotakethereinfromLaddie,hegotonelevellookstraightintheeyesthatIwassurenoneoftheotherssaw,becausetheywerenotwatchingforit,andIwas。
Laddiebowedfromthewaist,andputthereinsinherfingersallinonemovement。Hecaughttheglanceshegavehimtoo;Icouldalmostfeelitlikeabandpassingbetweenthem。Thenshecalledalaughinggood-byetoallofusatonce,andshowedushowtorideright,assheflashedtowardtheLittleHill。Thatwasriding,youmaybelieve,andmothersighedasshewatchedher。
“IfIwereagirlagain,“shesaid,“Iwouldrideaswellasthat,orI’dnevermountahorse。“
“She’sbeentrainedfromhercradle,andherfatherdealsinhorses。Halfthebattleinridingisathoroughbred,“saidLaddie。“Nosuchhorseasthateversteppedtheseroadsbefore。“
“Andnosuchgirlevertravelledthem,“saidmymother,foldingherhandsoneovertheotherontopofapostofthehitchingrack。“ImustsayIdon’tknowhowthisiscomingout,andittroublesme。“
“Why,what’sup?“askedLaddie,coveringherhandswithhisandlookingherintheeyes。
“Justthis,“saidmymother。“She’smorebeautifuloffaceandformthanGodoughttoallowanywomantobe,inmercytothemenwhowillbeforcedtomeether。Herspeechishighlycultured。
Hermannersareperfect,andthatisabigandunusualthinginagirlofherage。Everywordshesaid,everymoveshemadeto-
day,wasexactlyasIwouldhavebeenproudtohear,andtoseeadaughterofminespeakandmove。IfIhadonlymyselftoconsider,Iwouldmakehermyfriend,becauseI’mseasonedinthewaysoftheworld,andshecouldinfluencemeonlyasIchosetoallowher。Withyouyoungstersitisdifferent。You’llfindhercaptivating,andyoumayletherwaysswayyouwithoutevenknowingit。Alltheseoutwardthingsarenotessential;theyarepleasing,Igrant,buttheyhavenothingtodowiththeonebig,elementalfactthataGodlesslifeisnotevenhalfalife。I
neveryethaveknownanymanorwomanwhoattempteditwhodidnotwastelife’sgrandestopportunities,andthencomecrawlinganddefeatedtothefootofthecrossintheend,askingGod’smercywherenonewasdeservedorearned。Itseemstomeacravenway。Iknowallabouttheforgivenessonthecross!IknowGodisbigenoughandmercifulenoughtoacceptevendeath-bedrepentance,butwhatisthattocomparewithlayingoutyourcourseandrunningitalifetimewithoutswerving?Idetestanddistrustthisinfidelbusiness。Iwantnochildofmineunderitsinfluence,orincontactwithit。“
“Butwhenyourtimecomes,ifyousaidjustthosethingstohersandwonher,whatatriumph,littlemother!“
“`If!’“answeredmother。“That’salwaysthetrouble!Onecan’tbesure!`If’IknewIcouldaccomplishthat,IwouldgetonmykneesandwrestlewiththeLordforthesalvationofthesoulofagirllikethat,nottomentionherpoor,houseboundmother,andthatmanwiththeunhappiestfaceIeverhaveseen,herfather。
It’sworthtrying,butsupposeItryandfail,andatthesametimefindthatinbringingheramongusshehasinfluencedsomeofminetothelossoftheirimmortalsoulsthen,whatwillI
havedone?“
“Mother,“saidLaddie;“mother,haveyousuchapooropinionofthethingsyouandfatherhavetaughtus,andthelivesyou’velivedbeforeus,thatyou’rereallyafraidofaslipofagirl,almostastranger?“
“ThemostattractivegirlIeverhaveseen,andmightywillingtobenolongerastranger,Lad。“
“Well,Ican’tpromisefortheothers,“saidLaddie,“butformyselfIwillgiveyoumywordofhonourthatIwon’tbeinfluencedthebreadthofonehairbyher,inadoctrinalway。“
“Humph!“saidmymother。“AnditisforyouIfear。Ifayoungmanisgiventheslightestencouragementbyagirllikethat,evenhisGodcan’talwaysholdhim;andyouneverhavemadeaconfessionoffaith,Laddie。Itisyoushewillbemostlikelytocaptivate。“