Ifsheeverworkedastroke,nooneknewit。Alldaylongshesatintheparlour,theverybestone,everyday;oronbenchesunderthetreeswithembroideryframesorbooks,someofthemfearful,big,difficultlookingones,orrodeoverthecountry。
Sherodeinsunshineandsherodeinstorm,untilyouwouldthinkshecouldn’tseeherwaythroughhertangledblackhair。Sherodethroughsnowandinpouringrain,whenshecouldhavestayedoutofit,ifshehadwantedto。Shedidn’tseemtobeafraidofanythingonearthorinHeaven。Everyonethoughtshewaslikeherfatheranddidn’tbelievetherewasanyGod;sowhenshecameamongusatchurchoranypublicgathering,asshesometimesdid,peoplewereinnohurrytobefriendly,whileshelookedstraightaheadandneverspokeuntilshewasspokento,andthenshewaspreciseandcold,Itellyou。
Mentookofftheirhats,gotoutoftheroadwhenshecamepoundingalong,andstaredafterherlike“be-addledmummies,“mymothersaid。Butthatwasallshe,oranyoneelse,couldsay。
Theyoungfellowswerewildabouther,andiftheytriedtosidleuptoherinthehopethattheymightleadherhorseorgettoholdherfootwhenshemounted,theyalwayssawwhentheyreachedher,thatshewasn’tthere。
Butshewashere!Ihadseenheronlyafewtimes,butthiswasthePryorgirl,justassureasIwouldhaveknownifithadbeenSally。WhatdazedmewasthatsheansweredineveryparticularthedescriptionLaddiehadgivenmeoftheQueen’sdaughter。Andworstofall,fromthedayshefirstcameamongus,movingsoproudandcold,blabbingoldHannahDoversaidshecarriedherselflikeaPrincess——asifHannahDoverknewHOWaPrincesscarriedherself!——everylivingsoul,myfathereven,hadcalledherthePrincess。AtfirstitwasbecauseshewasliketheythoughtaPrincesswouldbe,butlatertheydiditinmeanness,tomakefun。Aftertheyknewhername,theywereusedtocallingherthePrincess,sotheykeptitup,butsomeofthemweresecretlyproudofher;becauseshecouldlook,anddo,andbewhattheywouldhavegivenanythingto,andknewtheycouldn’ttosavethem。
Iwasneverinsuchafixinallmylife。ShelookedmoreasLaddiehadsaidthePrincesswouldthanyouwouldhavethoughtanywomancould,butshewasPamelaPryor,nevertheless。EveryonecalledherthePrincess,butshecouldn’tmakerealityoutofthat。Shejustcouldn’tbetheFairyQueen’sdaughter;sothelettercouldn’tpossiblybeforher。
Shehadnobusinessinourwoods;youcouldseethattheyhadplentyoftheirown。Shewentstraighttothedoorofthewillowroomandwalkedinasifshebelongedthere。WhatifshefoundthehollowandtookLaddie’sletter!FastasIcouldslipovertheleaves,Iwentback。Shewasonthemosscarpet,onherknees,andtheletterwasinherfingers。It’sagoodthingtohaveyourmannerssoundlythrashedintoyou。You’vegottobescaredstiffbeforeyouforgetthem。Iwasn’tsoafraidofherasIwouldhavebeenifIhadknownsheWAStheprincess,andhaveLaddiesletter,sheshouldnot。Whathadthekindofgirlshewas,fromahomelikehers,toteachanyonefromourhouseaboutmakingsunshine?Iwasatthewillowwallbythattimepeeringthrough,soIjustparteditalittleandsaid:“Pleaseputbackthatletterwhereyougotit。Itisn’tforyou。“
Shekneltonthemosses,theletterinherhand,andherface,assheturnedtome,wasratherstartled;butwhenshesawmeshelaughed,andsaidinthesweetestvoiceIeverheard:“Areyousoverysureofthat?“
“WellIoughttobe,“Isaid。“Iputitthere。“
“MightIinquireforwhomyouputitthere?“
“Noma’am!That’sasecret。“
Youshouldhaveseenthelightflameinhereyes,thereddeepenonhercheeks,andthelittlecurloflaughterthatcurvedherlips。
“Howinteresting!“shecried。“IwondernowifyouarenotLittleSister。“
“IamtoLaddieandourfolks,“Isaid。“Youareastranger。“
Allthedancinglightswentfromherface。Shelookedasifsheweregoingtocryunlessshehurriedupandswalloweditdownhardandfast。
“Thatisquitetrue,“shesaid。“Iamastranger。Doyouknowthatbeingastrangeristhehardestthingthatcanhappentoanyoneinallthisworld?“
“Thenwhydon’tyouopenyourdoors,inviteyourneighboursin,gotoseethem,andstopyourfatherfromsayingsuchdreadfulthings?“
“Theyarenotmydoors,“shesaid,“andcouldyoukeepyourfatherfromsayinganythinghechooses?“
Istoodandblinkedather。OfcourseIwouldn’tevendaretrythat。
“I’msosorry,“wasallIcouldthinktosay。
Icouldn’taskhertocometoourhouse。Iknewnoonewantedher。ButifIcouldn’tspeakfortheothers,surelyImightformyself。Iletgothewillowsandwenttothedoor。ThePrincessaroseandsatontheseatLaddiehadmadefortheQueen’sdaughter。Itwasanawfulpitytotellhersheshouldn’tsitthere,forIhadmydoubtsifthereal,truePrincesswouldbehalfaslovelywhenshecame——ifsheeverdid。SomewaythePrincess,whowasnotaPrincess,appearedsoreal,Icouldn’tkeepfrombecomingconfusedandforgettingthatshewasonlyjustPamelaPryor。AlreadythelovelylightshadgonefromherfaceuntilitmademesosadIwantedtocry,andIwasnoeasycry-
babyeither。IfIcouldn’tofferfriendshipformyfamilyI
wouldformyself。
“YoumaycallmeLittleSister,ifyoulike,“Isaid。“Iwon’tbeastranger。“
“Whyhowlovely!“criedthePrincess。
Youshouldhaveseenthedancinglightsflybacktohereyes。
Probablyyouwon’tbelievethis,butthefirstthingIknewIwasbesideheronthethrone,herarmwasaroundme,andit’sthegospeltruththatshehuggedmetight。IjusthadsenseenoughtoreachoverandpickLaddie’sletterfromherfingers,andthenIwasonherside。Idon’tknowwhatshedidtome,butallatonceIknewthatshewasdreadfullylonely;thatshehatedbeingastranger;thatshewassorryenoughtocrybecausetheirhousewasoneofmystery,andthatshewouldopenthedoorifshecould。
“Ilikeyou,“Isaid,reachinguptotouchhercurls。
IneverhadseenherthatIdidnotwantto。TheywerelikeI
thoughttheywouldbe。FatherandLaddieandsomeofushadwavyhair,butherswascrisp——anditclungtoyourfingers,andwrappedaroundthemandseemedtotugatyourheartlikeitdoeswhenababygripsyou。Idrewawaymyhand,andthehairstretchedoutuntilitwaslongasanyofours,andthencurledupagain,andyoucouldseethatnotinshadstabbedintoherheadtomakethosecurls。Ibegantryingtosingleoutonehair。
“Whatareyoudoing?“sheasked。
“Iwanttoknowifonlyonehairisstrongenoughtodrawadrowningmanfromthewaterorstrangleanunhappyone,“Isaid。
“Believeme,no!“criedthePrincess。“ItwouldtakeallIhave,wovenintoarope,todothat。“
“Laddieknowscurlsthatjustonehairofthemisstrongenough,“
Iboasted。
“Iwondernow!“saidthePrincess。“IthinkhemusthavebeenmakingpoetryortellingFairytales。“
“Hewastellingthetruth,“Iassuredher。“Fatherdoesn’tbelieveinFairies,andmotherlaughs,butLaddieandIknow。DoyoubelieveinFairies?“
“OfcourseIdo!“shesaid。
“ThenyouknowthatthisCOULDbeanEnchantedWood?“
“Ihavefounditso,“saidthePrincess。
“AndMAYBEthisisaMagicCarpet?“
“ItsurelyisaMagicCarpet。“
“AndyoumightbethedaughteroftheQueen?Youreyesare`moonlitpoolsofdarkness。’Ifonlyyourhairwerestronger,andyouknewaboutmakingsunshine!“
“MaybeitisstrongerthanIthink。Itneverhasbeentested。
PerhapsIdoknowaboutmakingsunshine。PossiblyIamastrueasthewoodandthecarpet。“
Idrewawayandstaredather。ThelongerIlookedthemoreuncertainIbecame。MaybehermotherwastheQueen。Perhapsthatwasthemystery。Itmightbethereasonshedidn’twantthepeopletoseeher。MaybeshewassobusymakingsunshineforthePrincesstobringtoLaddiethatshehadnotimetosewcarpetrags,andtogotoquiltings,andfunerals,andmakevisits。Itwashardtoknowwhattothink。
“Iwishyou’dtellmeplainoutifyouaretheQueen’sdaughter,“
Isaid。“It’smostimportant。Youcan’thavethisletterunlessIKNOW。It’stheveryfirsttimeLaddieevertrustedmewithaletter,andIjustcan’tgiveittothewrongperson。“
“Thenwhydon’tyouleaveitwherehetoldyou?“
“Butyouhavegoneandfoundtheplace。Youstartedtotakeitonce;youwouldagain,soonasIleft。“
“Lookmestraightintheeyes,LittleSister,“saidthePrincesssoftly。“AmIlikeapersonwhowouldtakeanythingthatdidn’tbelongtoher?“
“No!“Isaidinstantly。
“HowdoyouthinkIhappenedtocometothisplace?“
“Maybeourwoodsareprettierthanyours。“
“HowdoyouthinkIknewwheretheletterwas?“
Ishookmyhead。
“IfIshowyousomeothersexactlyliketheoneyouhavethere,thenwillyoubelievethatisforme?“
“Yes,“Ianswered。
Ibelieveditanyway。ItjustSEEMEDso,thebetteryouknewher。ThePrincessslippedherhandamongthefoldsofthetrailingpalegreenskirt,andfromahiddenpocketdrewotherlettersexactlyliketheoneIheld。SheopenedoneandranherfingeralongthetoplineandIread,“TothePrincess,“andthenshepointedtotheendinganditwasmerelysigned,“Laddie,“butallthewordswrittenbetweenwerehiswriting。SlowlyIhandedhertheletter。
“Youdon’twantmetohaveit?“sheasked。
“Yes,“Isaid。“IwantyoutohaveitifLaddiewroteitforyou——butmotherandfatherwon’t,notatall。“
“Whatmakesyouthinkso?“sheaskedgently。
“Don’tyouknowwhatpeoplesayaboutyou?“
“Someofit,perhaps。“
“Well?“
“Doyouthinkitistrue?“
“Notthatyou’restuckup,andhatefulandproud,notthatyoudon’twanttobeneighbourlywithotherpeople,no,Idon’tthinkthat。ButyourfathersaidinourhomethattherewasnoGod,andyouwouldn’tletmymotherinwhensheputonherbestdressandwentinthecarriage,andwantedtobefriends。Ihavetobelievethat。“
“Yes,youcan’thelpbelievingthat,“saidthePrincess。
“Thencan’tyouseewhyyou’llbelikelytoshowLaddiethewaytofindtrouble,insteadofsunshine?“
“Icansee,“saidthePrincess。
“OhPrincess,youwon’tdoit,willyou?“Icried。
“Don’tyouthinksuchabigmanasLaddiecantakecareofhimself?“sheasked,andthedancinglightsthathadbeguntofadecameback。“Overthere,“shepointedthroughourwoodstowardthesouthwest,“livesamanyouknow。Whatdohisneighbourscallhim?“
“Stiff-neckedJohnny,“Iansweredpromptly。
“Andthemanwholivesnexthim?“
“Pinch-fistWilliams。“
Herfingerveeredtoanotherneighbour’s。
“Thegirlsofthathouse?“
“Giggle-headSmithsons。“
“Whataboutthemanwholivesoverthere?“
“Hebeatshiswife。“
“Andthehousebeyond?“
“Motherwhispersaboutthem。Idon’tknow。“
“Andthewomanonthehill?“
“Shedoesn’tdoanythingbutgussipandmakeeveryonetrouble。“
“Exactly!“saidthePrincess。“Yetmostofthesepeoplecometoyourhouse,andyourfamilygoestotheirs。Doyousupposepeopletheyknownothingaboutaresomuchworsethantheseothers?“
“IfyourfatherwilltakeitbackaboutGod,andyourmotherwillletpeoplein——mymotherandfatherbothwantedtobefriends,youknow。“
“ThatIcan’tpossiblydo,“shesaid,“butmaybeIcouldchangetheirfeelingstowardme。“
“Doit!“Icried。“Oh,I’djustloveyoutodoit!Iwishyouwouldcometoourhouseandbefriends。Sallyisprettyasyouare,onlyadifferentway,andIknowshe’dlikeyou,andsowouldShelley。IfLaddiewritesyoulettersandcomeshereaboutsunshine,ofcoursehe’dbedelightedifmotherknewyou;becausesheloveshimbestofanyofus。Shedependsonhimmostasmuchasfather。“