“Exactly!“saidmother。“They’llhavetofindoutwearerunningourownbusiness;butI’msorryitfelltoLaddietoshowthem。
Youcouldhavedoneitbetter。Itwillcomeoutallright。ThePrincessisnotgoingtoloseamanlikeLaddieonaccountofhowhemakeshismoney。“
“Don’tbetooconfident,“saidfather。“Withpeopleoftheirstripe,howmuchmoneyamancanearn,andatwhatoccupation,constitutethewholeoflife。“
Shewasn’ttooconfident。Yesterdayshehadbeensohappyshealmostflew。To-dayshekeptthingsgoing,andsangalot,butnearlyeverytimeyoulookedatheryoucouldseeherlipsdrawtight,afrowncrossherforehead,andherheadshake。Prettysoonweheardaracketontheroad,sowewentout。TherewasLaddiewiththematchedteamofcarriagehorsesandaplow。Now,indreadfullybusytimes,fatherletNedandJoworkalittle,butnotverymuch。Theywerenotplowhorses;theywereroadsters。Theylikedtoprance,andbowtheirnecksanddancetothecarriage。Itshamedthemtobehitchedtoaplow。Theydroopedtheirheadsandslunkalonglikedogscaughtsuckingeggs。Buttheywereasightonthelandscape。Theywereleanandslenderandyetroundtoo,matcheddapplegrayonflankandside,withlongsnow-whitemanesandtails。Nowondermotherdidn’twantthemtowork。Laddiehadreachedthroughthegardenfenceandhookedabunchofredtulipsandyellowdaffodils。TheredwasatJo’sear,andtheyellowatNed’s,andtheydidlookfine。Sodidhe!Big,strong,clean,aredflowerinhisfloppystrawhatband;andafterhedrovethroughthegate,hebeganashrill,fifelikewhistleyoucouldhaveheardahalfmile:
“Seethemerryfarmerboy,trampthemeadowsthrough,Swinghishoeincarelessjoy,whiledashingoffthedew。
Bobolinkinmaplehigh,trillsanoteofglee,Farmerboyingayreplynowwhistlescheerily。“
Thechoruswasallwhistle,anditwaswrittenforfolkswhocould。Itwentupuntilitalmostsplittheechoes,andLaddiecouldeasilysailameasureabovethenotes。Hedidittoo。Asforme,Ikeptfromsight。ForaweekLaddiewhistledandplowed。Heworethattunethreadbare,andgotanalmostcontinuouspuckeronhislips。Leonsaidifhedidn’tstopwhistling,andsingmore,thegirlswouldthinkhewasdoingaprunesandprismsstunt。Soafterthathesangthewords,andwhistledthechorus。Buthemadenoexcusetogo,andhedidn’tgo,toPryors’。WhenSundaycame,hewenttoWestchestertoseeElizabeth,andstayeduntilMondaymorning。NotoncethatweekdidthePrincessridepastourhouse,orherfathereither。BynoonMondayLaddiewasbackinthefield,andIhadallIcouldbear。Hewasneitherwhistlingnorsingingsomuchnow,becausehewasawayatthesouthend,wherehecouldn’tbeseenorheardatPryors’。Healmostscouredtheskinfromhim,andheworehisglovesmorecarefullythanusual。Ifhesoiledhisclothingintheleast,anditlookedasifhewouldmakemorethanhisshareofwork,hewashedtheextrapiecesatnight。
TuesdaymorningIhurriedwithallmymight,andthenIrantothefieldwherehewas。Iclimbedonthefence,satthereuntilhecameup,andthenIgavehimsomecookies。Hestoppedthehorses,climbedbesidemeandatethem。Thenheputhisarmsaroundmeandhuggedmetight。
“Laddie,doyouknowIdidit?“Iwailed。
“Didyounow?“saidLaddie。“No,Ididn’tknowforsure,butI
hadsuspicions。Youalwayshavehadsuchafondnessforthatparticularpieceoftinware。“
“ButLaddie,itmeanssomuch!“
“Doesn’tit?“saidLaddie。“Afewdaysagonoonecouldhaveconvincedmethatitmeantanythingatalltome,orevercould。
Justlookatmenow!“
“Don’tjoke,Laddie!Somethingmustbedone。“
“Well,ain’tIdoingit?“askedLaddie。“LookatalltheseacresandacresofJim-dandyplowing!“
“Don’t!“Ibegged。“Whydon’tyougooverthere?“
“Nouse,Chicken,“saidLaddie。“YouseeherexactstipulationwasthatImustCHANGEMYOCCUPATIONbeforeIcameagain。“
“Whatdoesshewantyoutodo?“
“Law,Ithink。Unfortunately,IshowedheraletterfromJerryaskingmetoenterhisofficethisfall。“
“Hadn’tyoubetterdoit,Laddie?“
“Howwouldyouliketobeshutinlittle,stuffyrooms,andsettodroningoverbooksandpaperseveryhouroftheday,allyourlife,andtospendthebestofyourbrainandbodilystrengthstraighteningoutothermen’squarrels?“
“OhLaddie,youjustcouldn’t!“Icried。
“Precisely!“saidLaddie。“Ijustcouldn’t,andIjustwon’t!“
“Whatcanyoudo?“
“Imightcompromiseonstock,“hesaid。“Icouldfollowthesameoccupationasherfather,andwithbettersuccess。Neitherhenorhismengetthebestresultsfromhorses。Theydon’tunderstandthem,especiallythebreedstheyareattemptingtohandle。MostArabhorsemenaretentdwellers。Theytravelfromoneoasistoanotherwiththeirstock。Atnighttheirherdsaregatheredaroundthemaschildren。Aschildrentheylovethem,petthem,feedthem。Eachisnamedforadivinity,aplanetorafamousruler,andtheunderstandingbetweenmasterandbeastisperfect。Honestly,LittleSister,IthinkyouhavegottobelieveintheGodofIsrael,inordertosaytherightwordtoanArabianhorse;andIknowyoumustbelieveintheGodoflove。
Abeastofthatbreed,jerked,kicked,andscoldedisafinehorseruined。IfIownedhalfthestockMr。Pryorhasoverthere,IcouldputitinsuchshapeformarketthatIcouldgettwicefromitwhathismenwill。“
“AreThomasandJamesroughwiththehorses?“
“`Likemaster,likeman,’“quotedLaddie。“Theyare!TheyarefoolishwiththeKentuckystrain,andfoolswiththeArab;andyet,thatcombinationbeatstheworld。ButImustgetonwiththeP。C。job。“
Heslidfromthefence,tookadrinkfromhiswaterjug,andpulledahandfulofgrassforeachhorse。Ashestoodfeedingthem,Ialmostfellfromthetoprail。
“Laddie!“Iwhispered。“Look!Mr。PryorishalfwayacrossthefieldonRanger。“
“So?“saidLaddie。“NowIwonder——“
“ShallIgo?“
“Noindeed!“saidLaddie。“Stayrightwhereyouare。Itcan’tbeanythingofmuchimportance。“
Atfirstitdidn’tseemtobe。Theytalkedabouttheweather,thesoil,theteam。Laddiescoopedahandfulofblackearth,andholdingitout,toldMr。Pryorallabouthowgooditwas,andwhy,andheseemedinterested。Thentheytalkedabouteverything;untilifhehadbeenJacobHood,hewouldhavegoneaway。ButjustatthetimewhenIexpectedhimtostart,helookedatLaddiestraightandhard。
“ImissedyouSabbathevening,“hesaid。
ThenIlookedathim。Hehadchanged,someway。Heseemedmorehuman,morelikeourfolks,lesscoldandstern。
“Isincerelyhopeitwasunanimous,“saidLaddie。
Mr。Pryorhadtolaugh。
“Itwasamajority,atanyrate。“
Laddiestareddazed。Youseethatwaskindofajoke。Aneasyone,becauseIcaughtit;butwewerenotaccustomedtoexpectingajestfromMr。Pryor。Notoneofusdreamedtherewasajokebetweenhishatcrownandhisbootsoles。ThenLaddielaughed;
buthesoberedquickly。
“I’mmightysorryifMrs。Pryormissedme,“hesaid。“Ithoughtofher。Ihavegrowntobeherdevotedslave,andIhopedshelikedme。“
“Youputitmildly,“saidMr。Pryor。“Sinceyoudidn’tcomewhensheexpectedyou,we’vehadtheworsttimewithherthatwehavehadsincewereachedthisda——ah——er——um——thiscountry。“
“Couldyoumakeanysuggestion?“askedLaddie。
“Icould!IwouldsuggestthatyouactlikethesensiblefellowIknowyoutobe,andcomeasusual,atyouraccustomedtimes。“
“ButI’mforbidden,man!“criedLaddie。
Ugh!SuchawfulthingsasMr。Pryorsaid。
“Forbidden!“hecried。“Isaman’sroofhisown,orisitnot?
WhileIlive,Iproposetobetheheadofmyfamily。Iinviteyou!Iaskyou!Mrs。PryorandIwantyou!Whatmoreisnecessary?“
“TWOthings,“saidLaddie,justasserenely。“ThatMissPryorwantsme,andthatIwanttocome。“
“D’yemeantotellmethatyouDON’Twanttocome,eh?Afterthefightyouputuptoforceyourwayin!“
Laddiestudiedthesky,awhimsysmileonhislips。
“Nowwasn’tthatagoodfight?“heinquired。“I’mmightyproudofit!Butnotnow,orever,doIwishtoenteryourhouseagain,ifMissPryordoesn’twant,andwelcomeme。“
Thenhewentover,tookMr。Pryor’shorsebythehead,andbeganworkingwithitsbridle。Itdidn’tsetrightsomeway,andMr。
Pryorhadjerked,spurred,andmauled,untiltherewasabigspacetrampedtomortar。Laddieslidhisfingersbeneaththeleather,easeditalittle,andranhishandsoverthefretfulcreature’shead。Itjuststopped,stoodstill,pusheditsnoseunderhisarm,andpressedagainsthisside。Mr。Pryoraroseinonestirrup,swungaroundandalighted。Heloopedanarmthroughthebridlerein,andwithbothhandsgrippedhiswhipstock。
“Howthedevildoyoudoit?“heasked,asifhewereprovoked。
“First,thebridlewasuncomfortable;next,yousurelyknow,Mr。
Pryor,thatamancantransferhismentalstatetohismount。“
Laddiepointedtothechurnedupearth。
“THATrepresentsyourmentalstate;THIS“——heslidhishanddowntheneckofthehorse——“portraysmine。“
Mr。Pryor’sfacereddened,butLaddiewaslaughingsoheartilyhejoinedinsortofsickly-like。
“OhIdoubtifyouaresodamnablycalm!“hecried。
“I’mCALMenough,sofarasthatgoes,“saidLaddie。“I’mnotdenyingthatI’vegotaboutalltheheartacheIcanconvenientlycarry。“
“Doyoumindtellingmehowfarthisaffairhasgone?“
“Wouldn’taright-mindedmangivethewomaninthecasethefirstchancetoanswerthatquestion?IgreatlypreferthatyouaskMissPryor。“
IfeverIfeltsorryforanyone,IdidthenforMr。Pryor。HestoodtheregrippingthewhipwithbothhandsandhelookedexactlyasiftheMaywindmightbreakhimintoathousandtinypieces,andeveryoneofthemwouldbeglass。
“Um——er——“hesaidatlast。“You’reright,ofcourse,butunfortunately,Pamelaandhermotherdidnotagreewithmymotives,ormycourseincomingtothiscountry;andwhilethereisnooutwarddemonstrationer——um——otherthanMrs。Pryor’sseclusion;yet,er——um!——IamforcedtothebeliefthatI’mNOT
intheirconfidence。“
“Isee!“saidLaddie。“Andofcourseyouloveyourdaughterasanymanwouldlovesobeautifulachild,andwhensheisallhehas——“Ithoughtthebreakwascomingrightthere,butMr。
Pryorclenchedhiswhipandputitoff;still,anyonewatchingwithhalfaneyecouldseethatitwasonlyputoff,andnotforlongatthat,——“Ithasbeenmyidea,Mr。Pryor,thatthepropercourseformewastoseeifIcouldearnanystandingwithyourdaughter。IfIcould,andshegavemepermission,thenI
intendedcomingtoyoutheinstantIknewhowshefelt。Butinsuchacaseasthis,Idon’tthinkIshallfindtheslightesthesitationintellingyouanythingyouwanttoknow,thatIamable。“
“Youdon’tknowhowyoustandwithher?“
Laddietookoffhishatandranhisfingersthroughhishair。
Hisfeetwereplantedwidelyapart,andhisfacewassoberenoughforanyfuneralnow。Atlasthespoke。
“I’vebeentryingtofigurethatout,“hesaidslowly。“I
believethesituationisasopentoyouasitistome。Shewasadesperatelylonely,homesickgirl,whenshecaughtmyeyeandheart;andIplacedmyselfonherhorizon。Inhercasethewomenwereslowinofferingfriendship,because,onaccountofMrs。
Pryor’sseclusion,nonewasfelttobewanted;thenMissPryorwasdifferentindressandmanner。IfoundawaytoletherseethatIwantedtobefriends,andsheacceptedmyfriendship,andatthesametimealloweditgoonlysofar。Onafewrareoccasions,I’vemetheralone,andwe’vetalkedoutvariousphasesoflifetogether;butmostofourintercoursehastakenplaceinyourhome,andinyourpresence。Youprobablyhaveseenhermeetandentertainherfriendsfrequently。IshouldthinkyouwouldbemorenearlyabletogaugemystandingwithherthanIam。“
“Youhaven’ttoldherthatyouloveher?“
“Haven’tIthough?“criedLaddie。“Manalive!WhatdoyouthinkI’mmadeof?Putty?Toldher?I’vetoldherathousandtimes。
I’vesaidit,andsungitandwhistledit,andlookedit,andlivedit。I’vewrittenit,andriddenit,andthisweekI’veplowedit!Yourdaughterknowsassheknowsnothingelse,inallthisworld,thatshehasonlytogivemeoneglance,oneword,onegestureofinvitation,tofindmebeforehersixfeetoftheworstdemoralizedbeefsteakawomaneverundertooktohandle。
Toldher?YeGods!IshouldsayI’vetoldher!“
IfanyofPryorshadbeenoutdoorstheycertainlycouldhaveheardMr。Pryor。Howhelaughed!Heshookuntilhetottered。
Laddietookhisarmandledhimtothefence。Heliftedabroadtoprail,pusheditbetweentwoothersacrossacornerandmadeanicecomfortableseatforhim。AfterawhileMr。Pryorwipedhiseyes。Laddiestoodwatchinghimwithaslowgrinonhisface。
“Andshehasn’tgiventhesignalyouarewaitingfor?“heaskedatlast。
Laddieslowlyshookhishead。
“Narytheghostofasignal!“hesaid。“NowwecometoSundaybeforelast。Ionlyintimated,vaguely,thatahintofwhereI
stoodwouldbeacomfort——andplayedJonah。Thewhaleswallowedmeatagulp,andforallmyinches,neverbattedaneye。Yousee,afewdaysbeforeIshowedheraletterfrommybrotherJerry,becauseIthoughtitmightinteresther。TherewassomethinginittowhichIhadpaidlittleornoattention,aboutmygoingtothecityandbeginningworkinhislawoffice;tocapthat,evidentlyyouhadmentionedbeforeherourprizepieceoffamilytinware。TherewasaculminationlikeathunderclapinaJanuarysky。ShesaideverythingthatwasonhermindaboutamanofmysizeandabilitydoingtheworkIam,andthenshesaidImustchangemyoccupationbeforeIcameagain。“
“Andforansweryou’vesplittheechoeswithsomeshrill,abominableair,andplowed,beforeherveryeyes,foraweek!“
ThenLaddielaughed。
“Doyouknow,“hesaid;“that’sagoodoneonme!Itneveroccurredtomethatshewouldnotbefamiliarwiththatair,andunderstanditsapplication。Doyoumeantocrushmefurtherbytellingmethatallmyperfectlylovelyvocalizingandwhistlingwaslost?“
“Itwasademirritating,challengingsortofthing,“saidMr。
Pryor。“Ilistenedtoitbythehour,myself,tryingtomakeoutexactlywhatitdidmean。Itseemedtocombinedefiancewithpleading,andthroughandoverallrananoteofgleethatwasreallyquitecharming。“
“Youhavequotedapartofit,literally,“saidLaddie。“`Anoteofglee’——thecryofagladheart,atpeacewithalltheworld,busywithcongenialwork。“
“Ishouldn’thavethoughtyou’dhavebeensoparticularlyjoyful。“
“Oh,thejoywasinthemusic,“saidLaddie。“Thatwasawhistletokeepupmycourage。Thejoywasinthesong,notinme!Lastweekwasblackenoughformetosatisfythemostexactingpessimist。“