Thenhekissedme,andTHATwassettled。SoIwonderedwhenyoulongedforanythingsohardyoureallyfeltitwasworthbotheringGodabout,whetherthequickestwaytogetitwastoaskHimforit,ortotrytoputalotofloveintotheheartofsomepersonwhocoulddowhatyouwanted。IdecideditallwentbacktoGodthough,formostofthetimeprobablywewouldn’tknowwhotherightonewastotrytoawakenlovein。IwasmightysurenoneofuseverdreamedLaddiecouldwalkovertoPryors’,andcomebackwiththathorse,inawayperfectlysatisfactorytoeveryone,slickasaneel。
YoushouldhaveseenLeonfollowingaroundafterLaddie,tryingtodothingsforhim,takingonhisworktogivehimmoretimewiththehorses,gettingupearlytofinishhisownstunts,sohecouldgoovertoPryors’andhelp。Mothersaidithaddonemoretomakeamanofhimthananythingthateverhappened。IthelpedShelley,too。Somethingseemedtobreakinher,whenshecriedsowithLeon,becausehewasintrouble。ThenhewassocrazytoshowoffhishorsehehadShelleyrideupanddownthelane,whileheranalongandled,soshegotalotofexercise,anditmadehergoodandhungry。Ifyoudon’tthinkbythistimethatmymotherwasthebeatenestwomanalive,I’llproveittoyou。
Whenthesupperbellrangtherewasstrawberrypreservesinsteadoftheapplebutter,biscuit,friedchicken,andmashedpotatoes。
Shemusthaveslappedthosechickensintotheskilletbeforetheyknewtheirheadswereoff。WhenShelleycametothetable,forthefirsttimesinceshe’dbeenhome,hadpinkinhercheeks,andtalkedsome,andatetoo,motherforgotherownsupper。Shefumbledoverherplate,butscarcelytouchedeventhelivers,andthosedeliciouslittlekidneysinthetailpiecelikeLeonandI
hadatSally’swedding。Whenwefinished,anditwastimeforhertogivethesignaltoarise,noonehadaskedtobeexcused,shesaid:“LetushaveawordwiththeMostHigh。“Thenshebowedherhead,soallofusdidtoo。“OLord,wepraiseTheeforallThytendermercies,andallThylovingkindness。Amen!“
Ofcoursefatheralwaysaskedtheblessingtobeginwith,andmostlyitwasthesameone,andthatwasallatmealtime,butthiswasalittleextrathatmothercouldn’tevenwaituntilnighttotelltheAlmighty,shewassopleasedwithHim。MaybeI
haven’ttoldeverythingabouther,afterall。Fathermusthavethoughtthatwaslovelyofher;hesurelyfeltashappyasshedid,toseeShelleybetter,forhehuggedandkissedheroverandover,finishingathernecklikehealwaysdid,andthenIbe-
hanged,ifhedidn’thugandkisseverylastoneofus——tight,eventheboys。Shelleyheheldlongandclose,andpattedheralittlewhenhelethergo。Itmademewonderiftherestofusdidn’tgetours,sohe’dhaveachanceatherwithouthernoticingit。Onethingwasperfectlyclear。Ifshamecametous,theyweregoingtoloveher,andsticktighttoherrightstraightthroughit。
Nowthateverythingwasclearedupso,Shelleyseemedalittlemorelikeherselfeveryday,althoughitwasbadenoughyet;I
thoughtImightaswellhurryuptheendalittle,andstopthetroublecompletely,soIbeganwatchingforachancetoaskher。
ButIwantedtogetherawayoffalone,sonoonewouldseeifsheslappedme。Ididn’tknowhowlongI’dhavetowait。I
triedcoaxinghertotheorchardtoseeabluebird’snest,butsheaskedifbluebirdswerebuildinganydifferentthatyear,andIhadtoadmittheywerenot。ThenItriedtheblue-eyedMarybed,butshesaidshesupposeditwasstillundertheclingpeachtree,andtheflower,twowhitepetalsup,twobluedown,andsoitwas。JustasIwasbeginningtothinkI’dhavetotakethattotheLordinprayer,Igotmychancebyaccident。
MayandCandacewereforevergoingsnakehunting。Youwouldthinkanyonewithcommonsensewouldleavethemaloneandbegladofthechance,butnoindeed!Theywentnearlyeverydayassoonasthenoonworkwasfinished,andstayeduntiltimetogetsupper。Theydidhaveheapsoffunandwildexcitement。Maywasgentle,andtenderwitheverythingelseonearth;soI’sposeshehadarighttobruisetheserpentwithherheel——reallysheusedsticksandstones——ifshewantedto。IaskedherhowsheCOULD,andshesaidtherewasaplaceintheBiblethattoldhowasnakecoaxedEvetoeatanapple,thattheLordhadtoldhershemustn’ttouch;andsoshegotusintomostofthetroubletherewasintheworld。MaysaiditwasallthefaultoftheSNAKEtobeginwith,andshemeanttopayupeveryoneshecouldfind,becauseshehadnoneoftheapple,andlotsofthetrouble。
CandacecriedsomuchbecauseFrederickSwartzhadbeenlaidinthetomb,thatmotherwaspleasedtohavehercheerup,evenenoughtogosnakehunting。
ThatafternoonMehitabelHeastyhadcometovisitMay,soshewentalong,andIfollowed。Theypokedaroundthedriftwoodatthefloodgatebehindthebarn,andweregivinguptheplace。
Candacehadcrossedthecreekandwascomingback,andMayhadstarted,whenshesawatinylittleoneandchasedit。Wedidn’tknowthenthatitwasagoodthingtohavesnakestoeatmoles,fieldmice,andotherpeststhatbotheryourcrops;theBiblehadnomercyonthematall,sowewerenotsavingoursnakes;andanywaywehadmorethanweneeded,whilesomeofthemweretoobigtobesafetokeep,andafewpoisonascouldbe。Maybegantobruisetheserpent,whenoutofthedriftwoodwheretheyhadn’tfoundanythingcameitsmammy,agreatbigblacksnake,maddestyoueversaw,withitspappyrightafterher,madasevertoo。CandacescreamedatMaytolookbehindher,butMaywasbusywiththesnakeanddidn’tlookquickenough,sotheoldmammystruckrightinherback。ShejustcaughtinthehemofMay’sskirt,andherteethstuckinthegoods——youknowhowasnake’steethturnback——soshecouldn’tletgo。Maytookonelookandraceddownthebanktothecrossing,throughthewater,andtowardus,withthesnakedraggingandtwisting,andtryingherbesttogetaway。MaywasscreamingateveryjumpforCandace,andMehitabelwasflyingupanddowncrying:“Ohthere’ssnakesinmyshoes!There’ssnakesinmyshoes!“
ThatwasafairsampleofhowmuchsenseaHeastyeverhad。IttookallMehitabel’sshoescoulddotoholdherfeet,forafteronewentbarefootallweek,andneverputonshoesexceptonSundayorforavisit,thefeetbecamesospreadout,shoeshadalltheycoulddotomanagethem,andthenmostlytheypincheduntiltheymadeonesquirm。Butshejumpedandsaidthat,whileMayranandscreamed,andCandacegrippedherbighickorystickandtoldMaytostandstill。Thenshebruisedthatserpentwithherwholefoot,forshestoodonit,andswattedituntilshebrokeitsneck。Thensheturnedreadyfortheotherone,butwhenitsawwhathappenedtoitsmate,itdecidedtogoback。
Evensnakes,itdoesn’tseemrighttobreakupfamilieslikethat;sobythetimeCandacegotthemammykilled,loosefromMay’shem,andstretchedoutwiththebackup,soshewouldn’tmakeitrain,whenCandacewasn’tsurethatfatherwantedrain,I
hadenough。IwentdownthecreekuntilIwasbelowtheorchard,thenIcrossed,passedthecowslipbed,climbedthehillandfence,andstoppedtothinkwhatIwoulddofirst;andthereonlyafewfeetawaywasShelley。Shewassittingintheshade,herkneesdrawnup,herhandsclaspedaroundthem,staringstraightbeforeheracrossthemeadowatnothinginparticular,thatI
couldsee。ShejumpedasifIhadbeenasnakewhenshesawme,thenshesaid,“Oh,isityou?“likeshewashalfgladofit。Mychancehadcome。
Iwenttoher,satclosebesideherandtriedsnugglingupalittle。Itworked。Sheputherarmaroundme,drewmetight,rubbedhercheekagainstmyheadandwesatthere。IwaswonderinghowintheworldIcouldaskher,andnotgetslapped。
Iwasgrowingmosttoobigforthatslappingbusiness,anyway。
Wesatthere;Iwaslookingacrossthemeadowasshedid,onlyI
waswatchingeverythingthatwenton,sowhenIsawagrosbeakflyfromthewildgrapewhereShelleyhadputthecrockforsap,itmademethinkofherhair。Sheusedtoliketohavemeplaywithitsowell,she’dgivemepenniesifIdid。Igotup,andbeganpullingoutherpinscarefully。IknewIwasgettingastartbecauserightawaysheputupherhandtohelpme。
“Icangetthem,“Isaidjustasflannel-mouthedaseverIcould,likeallofustalkedtohernow,soIgoteveryoneandneverpulledamite。WhenIreachedoverhershouldertodroptheminherlap,beingsocloseIkissedhercheek。ThenIshookdownherhair,spreaditout,liftedit,partedit,andheldupstrandstolettheaironherscalp。Sheshiveredandsaid:
“Mercychild,howgoodthatdoesfeel!Myheadhasachedlatelyuntilit’sawonderthere’sahairleftonit。“
SoIwaspleasingher。Ineverdidhandlehairsocarefully。I
triedeverysinglethingitfeelsgoodtoyoutohavedonewithyourhair,rubbedherheadgently,andtocheerherupItoldheraboutMayandthesnake,andwhatfoolMehitabelhadsaid,andshecouldn’thelplaughing;soIhadherfeelingaboutasgoodasshecould,forthewaysheactuallyfelt,butstillIdidn’treallygetahead。Comerighttotheplacetodoit,thatwasnoveryeasyquestiontoaskaperson,whenyouwouldn’thurttheirfeelingsforanything;IwasbeginningtowonderifIwouldlosemychance,whenallatonceawayIcouldmanagepoppedintomymind。
“Shelley,“Isaid,“theytoldyouaboutLaddieandthePrincess,didn’tthey?“
Iknewtheyhad,butIhadtomakeabeginningsomeway。
“Yes,“shesaid。“I’mgladofit!Ithinkshe’sprettyasapicture,andniceasshelooks。Laddiemayhavetohumphimselftosupporther,butifhecan’tgetherasfineclothesasshehas,herfolkscanhelphim。Theyseemtohaveplenty,andshe’stheironlychild。“
“They’regoingto。IheardMr。PryoraskLaddieifhe’dbesounkindastoobjecttothemhavingthepleasureofgivingherthings。“
“Well,thegreenhorndidn’tsayhewould!“
“No。Hedidn’twanttoputhisnosetothegrindstonequitethatclose。Hesaiditwasbetweenthem。“
“Ishouldthinkso!“
“Shelley,there’saquestionI’vebeenwantingtoasksomeoneforquiteawhile。“
“What?“
“Why,this!Youknow,LaddiewasinlovewiththePrincess,likeyouarewhenyouwanttomarryfolks,foralong,longtime,beforehecouldbesurewhethershelovedhimback。“
“Yes。“
“Well,now,’sposesheneverhadlovedhim,wouldhehavehadanythingtobeashamedof?“
“Ican’tseethathewould。Someonemuststartacourtship,ortherewouldbenomarrying,andit’sconcededtobetheplaceoftheman。No。Hemightbedisappointed,ordreadfullyhurt,buttherewouldbenoshameaboutit。“
“Well,then,supposeshelovedhim,andwantedtomarryhim,andhehadn’tlovedher,orwantedher,wouldSHEhavehadanythingtobeashamedof?“
“Idon’tthinkso!Ifshewasattractedbyhim,andthoughtshewouldlikehim,shewouldhavearighttogotoacertainextent,tofindoutifhecaredforher,andifhedidn’t,why,she’djusthavetogivehimup。Butanysensiblegirlwaitsforamantomaketheadvances,andplentyofthem,beforesheallowsherselfeventodreamoflovinghim,oratleast,Iwould。“
NowIwasgettingsomewhere!
“Ofcourseyouwould!“Isaid。“ThatwouldbetheWAYmotherwould,wouldn’tit?“
“Surely!“
“IfthatPagetmanyouusedtowriteabouthadseemedtobejustwhatyouliked,you’dhavewaitedtoknowifhewantedyou,beforeyoulovedhim,wouldn’tyou?“
“Icertainlywould!“answeredShelley。“Oratleast,I’dhavewaiteduntilITHOUGHTsureasdeath,Iknew。Itseemsthatsometimesyoucanbefooledaboutthosethings。“
“Butifyouthoughtsureyouknew,andthenfoundoutyouhadbeenmistaken,youwouldn’thaveanythingtobeASHAMEDof,wouldyou?“
“Not-on-your-life-I-wouldn’t!“criedShelley,hammeringeachwordintoherrightkneewithherdoubledfist。“Whatareyoudrivingat,Blatherskite?Whathaveyougotintoyourhead?“
“Ohjuststudyingaboutthings,“Isaid,whichwasexactlythetruth。“Sallygettingmarriedlastfall,andLaddiegoingtothis,juststartedmetowondering。“
Fooledher,too!
“Ohwell,there’snoharmdone,“shesaid。“Thesooneryougetthesemattersstraightenedout,thebetterableyouwillbetotakecareofyourself。Ifyouevergotoacity,you’llfindoutthatagirlneedsconsiderablecaretakenofher。“
“Youcouldlookoutforyourself,Shelley?“
“Well,Idon’tknowasImadesuchagloriousfistofit,“shesaid,“butatleast,asyousay,I’venothingtobeashamedof!“
Ialmosthuggedherheadoff。
“Ofcourseyouhaven’t!“Icried。“Ofcourseyouwouldn’thave!“
Ijustkissedheroverandoverforjoy;Iwassogladmyhearthurtforfatherandmother。Shamehadnotcometothem!
“Now,IguessI’llruntothehouseandgetacomb,“Itoldher。
“Goon,“saidShelley。“Iknowyouaretired。“
“I’mnotintheleast,“Isaid。“Don’tyourememberIalwaysuseacombwhenIfusswithyourhair?“
“Itisbetter,“saidShelley。“Gogetone。“
AsIgotuptostartItookalastlookather,andtherewassomethinginherfacethatIcouldn’tbear。Ikneltbesideher,andputbotharmsaroundherneck。
“Shelley,it’sasecret,“Isaidinabreathlesshalfwhisper。
“It’sagreat,bigsecret,butI’mgoingtotellyou。TwicenowI’vehadapowerfulprayerallreadytotry。It’sthekindwhereyougotothebarn,allalone,standonthattopbeambelowthehighestwindowandlooktowardtheeast。Youkeepperfectlystill,andjustthinkwithallyourmight,andyoulookawayoverwhereJesususedtobe,andwhentherightfeelingcomes,youpraythatprayerasifHestoodbeforeyou,anditwillcometrue。IKNOWitwillcometrue。ThereasonIknowisbecausetwicenowI’vebeenalmostreadytotryit,andwhatIintendedtoaskforhappenedbeforeIhadtime;soI’vesavedthatprayer;
butShelley,shallIprayitaboutthePagetman,foryou?“
Shegrippedme,andsheshookuntilshewasalltwistedup;youcouldhearherteethclick,shechilledso。Thetearsjustgushed,andshepulledmeupcloseandwhisperedrightinmyear:
“Yes!“
Itwasonlypretendaboutthecomb;whatIreallywantedwastogettofatherandmotherquick。Iknewhewasatthebarnandhewasgoingtobetoohappyforwordsinaminute。ButasIwentupthelane,Iwasn’tsurewhetherI’dratherprayaboutthatPagetmanorbruisehimwithmyheellikeaserpent。TheonlywayIcouldfixitwastorememberifShelleylovedhimso,hemustbemightynice。Fatherwasinthewagonshovellingcornfromittoaplatformwhereitwouldbehandytofeedthepigs,soIranandcalledhim,andputonefootonahubandraisedmyhands。Hepulledmeupandwhenhesawhowimportantitwas,hesatontheedgeofthebed,soItoldhim:“Father,youhaven’tgotathingintheworldtobeashamedofaboutShelley。“
“PraisetheLord!“saidfatherlikeIknewhewould,butyoushouldhaveseenhisface。“Tellmeaboutit!“