Itoldhimandhesaid:“Well,Idon’tknowbutthisisthegladdesthourofmylife。Gostraightandrepeattoyourmotherexactlywhatyou’vesaidtome。Takeherawayallalone,andthenforgetaboutit,youlittleblessing。“
“Father,haveyougottoomanychildren?“
“No!“hesaid。“IwishIhadadozenmore,ifthey’dbelikeyou。“
WhenIwentupthelaneIwassopuffedupwithimportanceIfelttoodignifiedtorun。Istruttedlikeourbiggestturkeygobbler。Theonlyreasonyoucouldn’thearmywingsscrape,wasbecausethroughmistaketheygrewontheturkey。IfI’dhadthem,Iwouldhavedraggedthemsure,andcried“Ge-hobble-
hobble!“ateverystep。
Itookmotherawayaloneandtoldher,andsheaskedmanymorequestionsthanfather,butshewasevengladderthanhe。Shealmosthuggedthebreathoutofme。SometimesIgetthingsRIGHT,anyway!ThenItookthecombandranbacktoShelley。
“Ithoughtyou’dforgottenme,“shesaid。
Shehadwipedupandwaslookingbetter。IfeverIcombedcarefullyIdidthen。JustwhenIhadallthetanglesout,therecamemother。Shehadnotwalkedthatfarinalongtime。I
thoughtmaybeshecouldcomfortShelley,soIlaidthecombinherlapandwenttoseehowthesnakehunterswerecomingon。Itmustbeallright,whentheBiblesaysso,buttheAfricanJunglewilldoforme,andapopgunisnotgoingtoscatterfamilies。I
neverfeltsostronglyaboutbreakinghometiesinmylifeasI
didthen。Therewasnothingworse。ItwasnotwhereIwantedtobe,soIthoughtI’dgobacktothebarn,andhangaroundfather,hopingmaybehe’dbragonmesomemore。GoingupthelaneIsawawagonpassingwiththebiggestboxIeverhadseen,andIrantothegatetowatchwhereitwent。ItstoppedatourhouseandFrankcametowardmeasIhurrieduptheroad。
“Wherearethefolks?“heasked,withoutpayingtheleastattentiontomyaskinghimoverandoverwhatwasinthebox。
“MayandCandacearekillingeverysnakeinthedriftwoodbehindthebarn,Shelleyandmotheraredownintheorchard,andfatherandtheboysarehaulingcorn。“
“Gotelltheboystocomequicklyandkeepquiet,“hesaid。“Butdon’tletanyoneelseknowI’mhere。“
ThatwassoexcitingIalmostfellovermyfeetrunning,andallthreeofthemcamequiteasfast。Istoodbackandwatched,andIjustdancedasteadyhopfromonefoottotheotherwhilethosemengotthebigboxoffthewagonandopenedit。OnthesideI
spelledPiano,soofcourseitwasforShelley。Itwassoheavyittookallsixofthem,fatherandthethreeboys,thedriverandanotherverystylishlookingmantocarryit。Theyputitintheparlour,screwedalegoneachcorner,andaqueerharpinthemiddle,thentheylifteditupandsetitonitsfeet,underthewhatnot,anditseemedasifitfilledhalftheroom。ThenFrankspreadabeauteouswinecolouredcoverallembroideredinpinkroseswithgreenleavesoverit,andthestylishmanopenedalid,satdownandspreadouthishands。Franksaid:“Softpedal!Mightysoft!“Sohesmothereditdown,andtriedonlyenoughtofindthatithadnotbeenhurtcoming,andthenhewentawayonthewagon。Fatherandtheboysgatheredupeveryscrap,sweptthewalk,andputallthethingstheyhadusedbackwheretheygotthem,likewealwaysdid。
ThenFranktookacardfromhispocketandtiedittothemusicrack,anditread:“ForShelley,fromherbrothersinfact,andinlaw。“Toacornerofthecoverhepinnedanothercardthatread:“FromPeter。“
“Whatisthat?“askedfather。
“That’sfromPeter,“saidFrank。“Peterisgreatonfinishingtouches。Hehadtooutdotherestofusthatmuchorbust。Factis,noneofusthoughtofacoverexcepthim。“
“Howaboutthis?“askedfather,staringatitasifitwereananimalthatwouldbite。
“Well,“saidFrank,“itwasapparentthatpractisingherfingerstothebonewouldn’tdoShelleymuchgoodunlessshecouldkeepitupinsummer,andyouandmotheralwayshavedonesomuchfortherestofus,andnowmotherisn’tsostrongandtheexpensesgoonthesamewiththeseyoungsters;weknowyouwerefiguringonit,butwebeatyou。Putyoursinthebank,andtrythefeelofasurplusoncemore。Haven’thadmuchlately,haveyou,father?“
“Well,nottospeakof,“saidfather。
“Nowlet’sshuteverythingup,ringthebelltocallthem,andgetShelleyinhereandsurpriseher。“
“She’snotverywell,“saidfather。“Motherthinkssheworkedtoohard。“
“She’sallrightnow,father,“Isaid。“Sheisgettingpinkagainandrounder,andthiswillfixhergrand。“
Wouldn’titthough!Therewasn’toneanywhere,shortofthecity。EventhePrincesshadnone。Fatherhuntedupasongbook,openeditandsetitontherack。Thenallofuswentout。
“We’llwritetotheboys,motherandI,andShelleyalso,“saidfather。“Ican’texpressmyselfjustnow。Thisisafinethingforallofyoutodo。“
Frankseemedtothinksotoo,andlookedratherpuffedup,untilLeonbegantellingabouthishorse。WhenFrankfoundoutthatLaddie,whohadnotyetbranchedoutforhimself,hadgivenLeonmuchmorethananyoneofthemhadShelley,helookedalittledisappointed。Heexplainedhowthepianocosteighthundreddollars,butbypayingcashallatonce,themantooksevenhundredandfifty,soitonlycostthemonehundredandfiftyapiece,andnoneofthemfeltitatall。
“Sometimesthecloudsloomupprettyblack,andmotherandI
scarcelyknowhowtogoon,saveforthehelpoftheLord,butwecertainlyareblestwithgoodchildren,childrenwecanbeproudof。YourmotherwilllikethatinstrumentaswellasShelley,son,“saidfather。
Frankwentoutandrangthebell,tolledit,andmadeabignoiselikehealwaysdidwhenhecameunexpectedly,andthensatonthebackfenceuntilhesawthemcoming,andwenttomeetthem。HewalkedbetweenmotherandShelley,withanarmaroundeachone。
IfhethoughtShelleylookedbadly,hedidn’tmentionit。Whathedidsaywasthathewasstarved,andtoflyaroundandgetsupper。IthoughtI’dburst。Theybegantocook,andtheboyswenttofeedandseeLeon’shorse,andthenwehadsupper。I
justsatandstaredatFrankandgrinned。Icouldn’teat。
“Dofinishyoursupper,“saidmother。“Ineversawanythingtakeyourappetitelikeseeingyourbrother。You’llbewantingapiecebeforebedtime。“
Ididn’tsayaword,becauseIwasafraidto,butIkeptlookingatLeonandhesmiledback,andwehadgreatfun。Secretsarelovely。Mothercouldn’thaveeatenabiteifshe’dknownaboutthatgreatshiningthing,allfullofwonderfulsound,standinginourparlour。Whenthelastslowpersonhadfinished,fathersaid:“Shelley,won’tyoustepintothefrontroomandbringmethatbookIborrowedfromFrankon`Taxation。’Iwanttotalkoverafewpoints。“
Allofusheardherlittlebreathlesscry,andmothersaid,“There!“asifshe’dbeenlisteningforsomething,andshebeatallofustothedoor。Thenshecriedouttoo,andsuchatimeaswedidhave。Atlastafterallofushadgrownsensibleenoughtobehave,Shelleysatonthestool,spreadherfingersoverthekeysandplayedattheplacefatherhadselected,andallofussangashardaswecould:“Beiteversohumble,There’snoplacelikehome;“andthereWASnoplacelikeours,ofTHATI’mquitesure。
CHAPTERXVII
InFaithBelieving“NorcouldthebrightgreenworldaroundAjoytoherimpart,ForstillshemissedtheeyesthatmadeThesummerofherheart。“
Soonasshehadthepiano,ShelleyneededonlythePagetmantomakeherhappyasagirlcouldbe;andhavingfaithinthatprayer,Idecidedtotryitrightaway。SoIgotLaddietopromisesurelythathe’dwakemewhenhegotupthenextmorning。
Ilaidmyclothesoutallready;hemerelytouchedmyfoot,andI
cameto,slippedoutwithhim,andhehelpedmedress。Wewenttothebarnwhenthemorningwasallgray。
“Whatthedickenshaveyougotinyourheadnow,Chicken?“heasked。“IsitbusinesswiththeFairies?“
“No,thisiswiththeMostHigh,“Isaidsolemnly,likefather。
“Goawayandleavemealone。“
“Wellofallthequeerchickens!“hesaid,buthekissedmeandwent。
Iclimbedthestairstothethreshingfloor,thentheladdertothemow,walkedabeamtothewall,therefollowedonetotheeastend,andanothertothelittle,high-upventilatorwindow。
ThereIstoodlookingatthetopoftheworld。Agraymistwasrisinglikesteamfromtheearth,therewasacuriouscolourintheeast,stripesoforangeandflamesofred,wherethesunwascoming。Ifoldedmyhandsonthesill,facedthesky,andstoodstaring。Juststood,andstood,nevermovingamuscle。ByandbyIbegantothinkhowmuchwelovedShelley,howhappyshehadbeenatChristmasthewayshewasnow,andhowmuchallofuswouldgiveinmoney,ortime,orlove,tomakehersparkling,bubbling,happyagain;soIthoughtandthought,gazingatthesky,whicheverysecondbecameagrandersight。Littlecoldchillsbegangoingupmyback,andsoonIwastalkingtotheLordexactlyasifHestoodbeforemeonthereddestraythattoppedourappletrees。
Idon’tknowallIsaid。That’sfunny,forIusuallyremembertothelastword;butthistimeitwassoimportant,Iwanteditsobadly,andIwassoinearnestthatwordspouredinastream。I
beganbyremindingHimthatHekneweverything,andsoHe’dunderstandifwhatIaskedwasforthebest。ThenItoldHimhowitlookedtous,whoknewonlyapart;andthenIwentatHimandimploredandbeseeched,ifitwouldbebestforShelley,andwouldmakeherhappy,tosendherthePagetman,andtobequickaboutit。WhenIhadsaidthelastwordthatcametome,andbeggedallIthoughtbecoming——Idon’tthinkwithHisface,thatJesuswantsustogroveltoHim,atleastHelookstoodignifiedtodoitHimself——Ijuststoodthere,stillstaring。
Ididn’texpecttoseeaburningbush,orapillaroffire,oracloudofflame,oreventohearasmall,stillvoice;butI
watched,soIwouldn’tmissitifthereshouldbeanythingdifferentinthatsunrisefromanyotherIeverhadseen,andtherewasnot。Notonething!Itwassobeautiful,andIwassoinearnestmyhearthurt;butthatwaslikeanyothersunriseonafineJulymorning。Therewasn’ttheleastsignthatJesushadheardme,andwouldsendtheman;yetbeforeIknewit,Iwasamazedtofindthefeelingcreepingovermethathewascoming。
IfIhadheldtheletterinmyhandsayinghewouldarriveonthenoontrain,Icouldn’thavegrownsurer。Why,IevenlookeddownthefirsttimeImoved,toseeifIhadit;butIwascertainanyway。SoIlookedsteadilytowardtheeastoncemoreandsaid,“Thankyou,withallmyheart,LordJesus,“thenIslowlymademywaydownandbacktothehouse。
Shelleywasattheorchardgate,waiting;soIknewtheyhadmissedme,andLaddiehadtoldthemwhereIwasandnottocall。
Shehadthestrangestlookonherface,assheasked:“Wherehaveyoubeen?“
Ilookedstraightandhardatherandsaid,“It’sallright,Shelley。He’sgoingtocomesoon“;butIdidn’tthinkitwasathingtomouthover,soItwistedawayfromher,andrantothekitchentoseeifbreakfasthadallbeeneaten。IleftShelleystandingtherewithhereyeswide,alsohermouth。ShelookedaboutasintelligentasMehitabelHeasty,anditwouldn’thavesurprisedmeifshehadbeguntojumpupanddownandsaythereweresnakesinHERshoes。Nodoubtyouhaveheardofpeoplehavingbeenknockedsilly;Iknewshewas,andsoshehadaperfectrighttolookthatway,untilshecouldrememberwhatshewasdoing,andcomebacktoherself。Maybeittookherlonger,becausemotherwasn’tthere,toremindherabouthermouth,andI
didn’tproposetomentionit。
Atbreakfast,mothersaidfatherwasgoingtodriveFrankhomeinthecarriage,andifIwouldlike,Imightgoalong。Iwouldhavetositonthebackseatalone,going;butcominghomeI
couldridebesideandvisitwithfather。Ilovedthat,foryoucouldseemorefromthefrontseat,andfatherwouldstoptoexplaineverysinglething。Healwaysgavemethemoneyandletmepaythetoll。Hewouldgetmeadrinkatthespring,letmewadeafewminutesatEnyard’sriffles,wheretheircreek,withtheloveliestgravelbed,ranbesidetheroad;andhealwaysracedlikewildfireatthenarrows,whereforamiletherailroadranalongtheturnpike。
WetookFranktohisoffice,stoppedalittlewhiletovisitLucy,andgiveherthebutterandcreammothersent,wenttothestoretoseePeter,andthentothepost-office。Fromtherewecouldseethattheverandaofthehotelacrossthestreetwasfilledwithgaylydressedpeople,andfathersaidthatthesummerboardersfrombigcitiesaroundmustbepouringinfast。Whenhecameoutwiththemailhesaidhebetteraskifthelandlorddidnotwantsomeofmother’scornandmilkfedspringchickens,becauselastyearhehadpaidhermorethanthegrocer。Sohedroveacrossthestreet,stoppedatthecurb,andleftmetoholdtheteam。
MaybeyouthinkIwasn’tproud!I’vetoldyouaboutNedandJo,withtheirsharpears,dappledsides,andsilkytails,andthecarriagealmostnew,withleatherseats,patentleathertrimmings,andsidelamps,soshinyyoucouldseeyourselfinthebrass。Weneverdroveintothebarnwithonespeckofmudordustonit。Thatwashowparticularmotherwas。
Iwatchedtheteamcarefully;IhadtoifIdidn’twantmyneckbroken;butIalsokeptaneyeonthatveranda。Youcouldseeataglancethatthosewerestylishwomen。Nowmymotherlikedtobeinfashionaswellasanyonecould;soIknewshe’dbemightilypleasedifIcouldtellheranewplacetosethercomb,adifferentwaytofastenhercollar,oraboutanunusualpatternforafrock。