“Iamgoingoutbyandby。IamgoingtodineandspendtheeveningwithBarbaraHowe。ButIamnotgoingyet。Won’tyousitdown?“
  “Iwillifyou’resureyoucansparethetime。Ihopeyoucan,because——well,becauseIdowanttotalktoyou。I’vehadbadnewsfromhome。Myfatherisill——andinthedoctor’scare。“
  “Oh,I’msosorry。Ihopeitisn’tserious。“
  “Idon’tknowwhetheritisornot。Itcan’tbedesperatelyserious,becausehewrotetheletterhimself。Butatanyrateit’sseriousenoughforme。HewantsmetogiveupmyworkhereattheHarvardMedicalandcomeWest。“
  Marygasped。“Giveitup!“sherepeated。“Giveupyourstudies?
  Giveupmedicine?Surelyhedoesn’twantyoutodothat!“
  Crawfordshookhishead。“No,notquitethat,“hereplied。“I
  wouldn’tdothat,evenforhim。Buthewritesthatheisnotwellandisnotlikelytobebetterforagoodwhile,ifever,andhewouldbeverymuchhappierifIwerenearerathand。HewantsmetogiveuphereattheHarvardMed。andtakeupmyworkagainatDenverorSaltLakeCityorsomewhereoutthere。EvenChicagowouldseemmuchnearer,hesays。It’sapitifulsortofletter。Theoldchapseemsdreadfullydowninthedumps。Hewantsme,that’splainenough,andheseemstothinkheneedsme。SaysifIwereatDenverIcouldcomehomeeverylittlewhile,whereashereIcan’t。WhatoughtItodo?Ihatetosayno,andIhatejustasmuchtosayyes。“
  Maryconsidered。
  “Ithinkyoumustdecideforyourself,“shesaidafteramoment。
  “Youhaveyourcareertoconsider,ofcourse。“
  “Yes,Ihave。But,tobeperfectlyhonest,IsupposemycareerwouldnotbeinfluencedgreatlyifIwent。ThereareplentyofgoodmedicalcollegesintheWest。ItisonlythatIamaHarvardmanandIhopedtofinishattheHarvardschool,thatisall。ButI
  COULDgo。Whatdoyouadvise?“
  AgainMarytooktimeforconsideration。Herfacenowwasasgraveashis。Atlastshesaid,withoutraisinghereyes:“Ithinkyououghttogo。“
  Hegroaned。“Iwasafraidyouwouldsaythat,“headmitted。“AndI
  supposeyouareright。“
  “Yes,IthinkIam。Ifyourfatherneedsyouandwantsyou,andifyourcareerwillnotbeinfluencedforharm,I——well,Ithinkyoushoulddoashewishes。“
  “Andmyownwishesshouldn’tcount,Isuppose?“
  “Why,no,notinthiscase;notmuch,atanyrate。Doyouthinktheyshould?“
  “Perhapsnot。But——butyours?“
  “Mine?“
  “Yes。DoYOUwantmetogoaway?“Heleanedforwardinhischairandrepeatedearnestly:“Doyou,Mary?“
  Shelookedathimandhereyesfellbeforethelookinhis。Herheartbegantobeatquicklyandsheglancedapprehensivelytowardthepartlyopeneddoor。Heroseandclosedit。Thenhecameclosetoher。
  “Mary,“hesaid,earnestly,“doyouknowwhythisappealofDad’shashitmesoveryhard?Whyitisgoingtobesomightydifficulttosayyesandleavehere?Itisn’tbecauseIhatetogiveupHarvard。Idohatethat,ofcourse,butI’ddoitinaminuteforDad。Itisn’tthat。It’sbecauseIcan’t——Ijustcan’tthinkofleavingyou。Youhavecometobe——“
  Sheinterrupted。“Pleasedon’t,“shebegged。“Please!“
  Hewenton,unheeding:
  “Youhavecometomeanaboutallthereisinlifeforme,“hedeclared。“Itisn’tmoneyorsuccessorreputationI’vebeenworkingandpluggingfortheselastfewmonths;it’sjustyou。I
  didn’tthinksoonce——Iusedtothinksuchthingswerejustinbooks——butnowIknow。Iloveyou,Mary。“
  Againsheprotested。“Oh,Crawford,“shebegged,“please!“
  “No;you’vegottohearme。It’strue;Iloveyou,andifyoucancareforme,Iamgoingtomarryyou。Notnow,ofcourse;I’vegotmywaytomakefirst;butsomeday,ifIlive。“
  Histeethsetinthedeterminedfashionshehadlearnedtoknowmeantunswervingpurpose。Shelookedup,sawtheexpressionofhisface,andfortheinstantforgoteverythingexceptherprideinhimandherjoythatsheshouldhaveawakenedsuchfeelings。Thensherememberedotherthings,thingswhichshehadspentmanyhoursofmanynightsindebatingandconsidering。Ashebenttowardhersheevadedhimandrose。
  “Don’t,Crawford!Please!“shesaidagain。“Youmustn’tsaysuchthingstome。Itisn’trightthatyoushould。“
  Helookedpuzzled。“Whynot?“heasked。“Atanyrate,rightorwrong,Imustsaythem,Mary。I’vebeenholdingtheminformonthsandnowI’vejustgottosaythem。IloveyouandIwanttomarryyou。MayI?“
  “Oh,no,Crawford!No!Itisimpossible。“
  “Impossible!Why?Isit——isitbecauseyoudon’tcareforme?
  Don’tyou,Mary?“
  Shedidnotanswer。
  “Don’tyou?“herepeated。“Lookatme!Can’tyoucare,Mary?“
  Shewassilent。Butwhenhetookasteptowardhersheraisedherhandsinprotest。
  “Pleasedon’t!“shepleaded。“No,youmustn’t——wemustn’tthink——
  Oh,no,itisimpossible!“
  “Itisn’timpossible。IfyoulovemeasIdoyouitistheonlypossiblethingintheworld。Listen,dear——“
  “Hush!Imustn’tlisten。Besensible,Crawford!think!Wearebothsoyoung。Youareonlybeginningyourstudies。Itwillbeyearsbeforeyoucan——beforeyoushouldconsidermarrying。“
  “Butwecanwait。Iamwillingtowaitifyouwillonlypromisetowaitforme。I’llwork——HOWI’llwork!——and——“
  “Iknow,butwebothhaveothersbesidesourselvestoconsider。I
  havemyuncles。Theyhavedoneeverythingforme。Andyouhaveyourfather。Doesheknow——aboutme——aboutwhatyouhavejustsaidtome?“
  AndnowCrawfordhesitated。Notlong,butlongenoughforMarytoknowwhattheanswerwouldbebeforeitwasspoken。
  “Hedoesn’tknow,“shesaid。“Ithoughtnot。Doyouthinkhewillapprove?“
  “Ihopehewill。Thereiseveryreasonwhyheshouldandabsolutelynonewhyheshouldn’t。Ofcoursehe’llapprove;he’ssensible。“
  “Yes,buthemayhaveplansofhisownforyou,andyourmarryinganEasterngirlmaynotbeoneofthem。YouhaveoftentoldmehowprejudicedheisagainsttheEastandEasternpeople。Hemaydisapprovestrongly。“
  Crawfordsquaredhisshoulders。Therewasnohesitationordoubtinhisnextspeech。
  “Ifhedoesitwillmakenodifference,“hedeclared。“IcareawholelotforDadandI’ddoanythingonearthforhim——anythingbuttheonething,thatis:Iwon’tgiveyouup——providedyoucareforme——forhimorforanyoneelse。That’sfinal。“
  Hecertainlylookedasifitwere。ButMaryonlyshookherhead。
  Inthenewthoughtsandnewimaginingswhichhadcometoherduringthepastwintertherehadbeenavagueforeshadowingofapossiblesituationsomewhatlikethis。Shehadheranswerready。
  “Oh,no,itisn’t,“shesaid。“Youarehisson,hisonlychild,Crawford。Hecaressomuchforyou。Youhaveoftentoldmethat,and——andIknowhemust。Andyouandhehavebeensohappytogether。DoyouthinkIwouldbethecauseofbreakingthatrelationship?“
  Hewavedthequestionasideandaskedoneofhisown。
  “Doyouloveme,Mary?“heasked。
  “Youmustn’taskme,Crawford。Writeyourfather。Tellhimeverything。Willyou?“
  “Yes,Iwill。Ishouldhavedoneit,anyway。IfIgohome,andI
  supposeImust,Ishalltellhim;itwillbebetterthanwriting。
  ButIwantyouranswerbeforeIgo。Won’tyougiveittome?“
  Helookedveryhandsomeandverymanly,ashestoodtherepleading。
  ButMaryhadmadeuphermind。
  “Ican’t,Crawford,“shesaid。“PerhapsIdon’tknow。Idoknowthatitwouldnotberightformetosaywhatyouwantmetosay——
  now。Gohometoyourfather;heneedsyou。Tellhimeverythingandthen——writeme。“
  Helookedather,along,longlook。Thenhenoddedslowly。
  “Allright,“hesaid;“Iwill。IwilltellhimthatImeantomarryyou。Ifhesaysyes——ashewill,I’msure——thenI’llwriteyouthat。Ifhesaysno,I’llwriteyouthat。Butineithercase,MaryLathrop,Ishallmarryyoujustthesame。Yourownnowillbetheonlythingthatcanpreventit。AndnowmayIcomeandseeyoutomorrowevening?“
  “Nottomorrow,Crawford。Whenwillyoustartforhome?“
  “Saturday,Ithink。MayIcomethedayaftertomorrow?Justtosaygood-by,youknow。“
  Marywastroubled。Shecouldnotdenyhimandyetshewascertainitwouldbebetterforthembothifhedidnotcome。
  “Perhaps,“shesaiddoubtfully。“Butonlytosaygood-by。Youmustpromisethat。“
  Therewasaringatthebell。ThenMaggie,themaid,appearedtoannouncethattheHowemotorcarwaswaitingatthecurb。AfewmomentslaterMarywasinherroomadjustinghernewhatbeforethemirror。Ordinarily,adjustingthathatwouldhavebeenanabsorbingandpainstakingperformance;justnowitwasdonewithscarcelyathought。HowdevoutlyshewishedthattheHowecarandtheHowedinnerwerewaitingforanyoneinthewideworldbuther!Shedidnotwishtomeetstrangers;shedidnotwishtogoanywhere,aboveallshedidnotwishtoeat。Thatevening,ofalleveningsinherlife,shewishedtobealone。However,acceptedinvitationsareimpliedobligationsandMary,havingadjustedthehat,gavehereyesafinaldabwithahandkerchiefandcoldwaterandhasteneddowntoanswerthecalltosocialmartyrdom。
  Itwasnotexcruciatingtorture,thatdinnerintheHowedining-
  room,eventoayoungladywhohadjustlistenedtoaproposalofmarriageanddesiredtothinkofnothinglessimportant。Mr。Howewasbigandjolly。Mrs。Howewasgray-hairedandgraciousandBarbarawas——Barbara。Also,therewasafriendofMr。Howe’s,anelderlygentlemannamedGreen,whoitseemedwasoneofafirmofwholesalegrocersdowntown,andwhotoldfunnystoriesand,bywayofprovingthattheywerefunny,laughedheartiestofallattheendingofeach。HesatnextMrs。Howeduringdinner,butlater,whentheywereallinthehandsomedrawing-room,hecameoverandseatedhimselfuponthesofanextMaryandenteredintoconversationwithher。
  “YouarenotabornBostonian,Iunderstand,MissLathrop,“heobserved。“Animportation,eh?Ho,ho!Yes。Well,howdoyoulikeus?“
  Marysmiled。“Oh,IlikeBostonverymuch,Mr。Green,“sheanswered。“IknowitbetterthananyotherAmericancity,perhapsthatiswhy。ItwastheonlycityIhadeverseenuntilquiterecently。Iamimported——asyoucallit——fromnotsofaraway。MyhomeisonCapeCod。“
  Mr。Greenregardedherwithinterest。
  “So?“hesaid。“FromCapeCod,eh?That’sratherpeculiar。IhavebeenverymuchinterestedintheCapeforthepastdayorso。
  SomethinghasoccurredinconnectionwithmybusinesswhichbroughttheCapetomind。Myattentionhasbeen——er——asyoumaysay,grippedbythestrongrightarmofMassachusetts。Eh?Ho,ho!“
  Hechuckledathisownjoke。Marywasratherbored,butshetriednottoshowit。
  “WhatpartoftheCapehasinterestedyou,Mr。Green?“sheinquiredforthesakeofsayingsomething。