Butfartheron,acrosstheyellowwatersofthebay,beyondGoatIsland,laySanFrancisco,abluelineofhills,ruggedwithroofsandspires。FartothewestwardopenedtheGoldenGate,ableakcuttinginthesand-hills,throughwhichonecaughtaglimpseoftheopenPacific。
  ThestationatBStreetwassolitary;notrainspassedatthishour;exceptthedistantrag-pickers,notasoulwasinsight。Thewindblewstrong,carryingwithitthemingledsmellofsalt,oftar,ofdeadseaweed,andofbilge。Theskyhunglowandbrown;atlongintervalsafewdropsofrainfell。
  NearthestationTrinaandMcTeaguesatontheroadbedofthetracks,attheedgeofthemudbank,makingthemostoutofthelandscape,enjoyingtheopenair,thesaltmarshes,andthesightofthedistantwater。FromtimetotimeMcTeagueplayedhissixmournfulairsuponhisconcertina。
  Afterawhiletheybeganwalkingupanddownthetracks,McTeaguetalkingabouthisprofession,Trinalistening,veryinterestedandabsorbed,tryingtounderstand。
  “Forpullingtherootsoftheuppermolarsweusethecow-
  hornforceps,“continuedthedentist,monotonously。“Wegettheinsidebeakoverthepalatalrootsandthecow-hornbeakoverthebuccalroots——that’stherootsontheoutside,yousee。Thenweclosetheforceps,andthatbreaksrightthroughthealveolus——that’sthepartofthesocketinthejaw,youunderstand。“
  Atanothermomenthetoldherofhisoneunsatisfieddesire。
  “SomedayI’mgoingtohaveabiggildedtoothoutsidemywindowforasign。Thosebiggoldteetharebeautiful,beautiful——onlytheycostsomuch,Ican’taffordonejustnow。“
  “Oh,it’sraining,“suddenlyexclaimedTrina,holdingoutherpalm。Theyturnedbackandreachedthestationinadrizzle。Theafternoonwasclosingindarkandrainy。Thetidewascomingback,talkingandlappingformilesalongthemudbank。Faroffacrosstheflats,attheedgeofthetown,anelectriccarwentby,stringingoutalongrowofdiamondsparksontheoverheadwires。
  “Say,MissTrina,“saidMcTeague,afterawhile,“what’sthegoodofwaitinganylonger?Whycan’tustwogetmarried?“
  Trinastillshookherhead,saying“No“instinctively,inspiteofherself。
  “Whynot?“persistedMcTeague。“Don’tyoulikemewellenough?“
  “Yes。“
  “Thenwhynot?“
  “Because。“
  “Ah,comeon,“hesaid,butTrinastillshookherhead。
  “Ah,comeon,“urgedMcTeague。Hecouldthinkofnothingelsetosay,repeatingthesamephraseoverandoveragaintoallherrefusals。
  “Ah,comeon!Ah,comeon!“
  Suddenlyhetookherinhisenormousarms,crushingdownherstrugglewithhisimmensestrength。ThenTrinagaveup,allinaninstant,turningherheadtohis。Theykissedeachother,grossly,fullinthemouth。
  Aroarandajarringoftheearthsuddenlygrewnearandpassedtheminareekofsteamandhotair。ItwastheOverland,withitsflamingheadlight,onitswayacrossthecontinent。
  Thepassageofthetrainstartledthemboth。TrinastruggledtofreeherselffromMcTeague。“Oh,please!
  please!“shepleaded,onthepointoftears。McTeaguereleasedher,butinthatmomentaslight,abarelyperceptible,revulsionoffeelinghadtakenplaceinhim。
  TheinstantthatTrinagaveup,theinstantsheallowedhimtokissher,hethoughtlessofher。Shewasnotsodesirable,afterall。Butthisreactionwassofaint,sosubtle,sointangible,thatinanothermomenthehaddoubteditsoccurrence。Yetafterwarditreturned。WastherenotsomethinggonefromTrinanow?Washenotdisappointedinherfordoingthatverythingforwhichhehadlonged?WasTrinathesubmissive,thecompliant,theattainablejustthesame,justasdelicateandadorableasTrinatheinaccessible?Perhapshedimlysawthatthismustbeso,thatitbelongedtothechangelessorderofthings——themandesiringthewomanonlyforwhatshewithholds;thewomanworshippingthemanforthatwhichsheyieldsuptohim。
  Witheachconcessiongainedtheman’sdesirecools;witheverysurrendermadethewoman’sadorationincreases。Butwhyshoulditbeso?
  TrinawrenchedherselffreeanddrewbackfromMcTeague,herlittlechinquivering;herface,eventothelobesofherpaleears,flushedscarlet;hernarrowblueeyesbrimming。
  Suddenlysheputherheadbetweenherhandsandbegantosob。
  “Say,say,MissTrina,listen——listenhere,MissTrina,“
  criedMcTeague,comingforwardastep。
  “Oh,don’t!“shegasped,shrinking。“Imustgohome,“shecried,springingtoherfeet。“It’slate。Imust。Imust。
  Don’tcomewithme,please。Oh,I’mso——so,“——shecouldnotfindanywords。“Letmegoalone,“shewenton。“Youmay——
  youcomeSunday。Good-by。“
  “Good-by,“saidMcTeague,hisheadinawhirlatthissudden,unaccountablechange。“Can’tIkissyouagain?“
  ButTrinawasfirmnow。Whenitcametohispleading——amerematterofwords——shewasstrongenough。
  “No,no,youmustnot!“sheexclaimed,withenergy。Shewasgoneinanotherinstant。Thedentist,stunned,bewildered,gazedstupidlyafterherassheranuptheextensionofB
  Streetthroughtherain。
  Butsuddenlyagreatjoytookpossessionofhim。Hehadwonher。Trinawastobeforhim,afterall。Anenormoussmiledistendedhisthicklips;hiseyesgrewwide,andflashed;
  andhedrewhisbreathquickly,strikinghismallet-likefistuponhisknee,andexclaimingunderhisbreath:
  “Igother,byGod!Igother,byGod!“Atthesametimehethoughtbetterofhimself;hisself-respectincreasedenormously。ThemanthatcouldwinTrinaSieppewasamanofextraordinaryability。
  Trinaburstinuponhermotherwhilethelatterwassettingamousetrapinthekitchen。
  “Oh,mamma!“
  “Eh?Trina?Ach,whathashappun?“
  Trinatoldherinabreath。
  “Sohsoon?“wasMrs。Sieppe’sfirstcomment。“Eh,well,whatyoucryfor,then?“
  “Idon’tknow,“wailedTrina,pluckingattheendofherhandkerchief。
  “Youloafderyoungedoktor?“
  “Idon’tknow。“
  “Well,whatforyoukisshim?“
  “Idon’tknow。“
  “Youdon’know,youdon’know?Wherehafyoursensusgone,Trina?Youkissderdoktor。Youcry,andyoudon’know。
  IsutMarcusden?“
  “No,it’snotCousinMark。“
  “Denutmustbederdoktor。“
  Trinamadenoanswer。
  “Eh?“
  “I——Iguessso。“
  “Youloafhim?“
  “Idon’tknow。“
  Mrs。Sieppesetdownthemousetrapwithsuchviolencethatitsprungwithasharpsnap。
  CHAPTER6
  No,Trinadidnotknow。“DoIlovehim?DoIlovehim?“A
  thousandtimessheputthequestiontoherselfduringthenexttwoorthreedays。Atnightshehardlyslept,butlaybroadawakeforhoursinherlittle,gaylypaintedbed,withitswhitenetting,torturingherselfwithdoubtsandquestions。Attimessherememberedthesceneinthestationwithaveritableagonyofshame,andatothertimesshewasashamedtorecallitwithathrillofjoy。Nothingcouldhavebeenmoresudden,moreunexpected,thanthatsurrenderofherself。ForoverayearshehadthoughtthatMarcuswouldsomedaybeherhusband。Theywouldbemarried,shesupposed,sometimeinthefuture,shedidnotknowexactlywhen;thematterdidnottakedefiniteshapeinhermind。ShelikedCousinMarkverywell。Andthensuddenlythiscross-currenthadsetin;thisblondgianthadappeared,thishuge,stolidfellow,withhisimmense,crudestrength。Shehadnotlovedhimatfirst,thatwascertain。