TheinstantshewasoutofthehospitalTrinahadbeguntosaveagain,butnowitwaswithaneagernessthatamountedattimestoaveritablefrenzy。Sheevendeniedherselflightsandfuelinordertoputbyaquarterorso,grudgingeverypennyshewasobligedtospend。Shedidherownwashingandcooking。Finallyshesoldherweddingdress,thathadhithertolaininthebottomofhertrunk。
ThedayshemovedfromZerkow’soldhouse,shecamesuddenlyuponthedentist’sconcertinaunderaheapofoldclothesinthecloset。Withintwentyminutesshehadsoldittothedealerinsecond-handfurniture,returningtoherroomwithsevendollarsinherpocket,happyforthefirsttimesinceMcTeaguehadlefther。
Butforallthatthematch-boxandthebagrefusedtofillup;afterthreeweeksofthemostrigideconomytheycontainedbuteighteendollarsandsomesmallchange。Whatwasthatcomparedwithfourhundred?Trinatoldherselfthatshemusthavehermoneyinhand。Shelongedtoseeagaintheheapofituponherwork-table,whereshecouldplungeherhandsintoit,herfaceintoit,feelingthecool,smoothmetaluponhercheeks。Atsuchmomentsshewouldseeinherimaginationherwonderfulfivethousanddollarspiledincolumns,shiningandgleamingsomewhereatthebottomofUncleOelbermann’svault。ShewouldlookatthepaperthatUncleOelbermannhadgivenher,andtellherselfthatitrepresentedfivethousanddollars。Butintheendthisceasedtosatisfyher,shemusthavethemoneyitself。Shemusthaveherfourhundreddollarsbackagain,thereinhertrunk,inherbagandhermatch-box,whereshecouldtouchitandseeitwhenevershedesired。
Atlengthshecouldstanditnolonger,andonedaypresentedherselfbeforeUncleOelbermannashesatinhisofficeinthewholesaletoystore,andtoldhimshewantedtohavefourhundreddollarsofhermoney。
“Butthisisveryirregular,youknow,Mrs。McTeague,“saidthegreatman。“Notbusiness-likeatall。“
Buthisniece’smisfortunesandthesightofherpoormaimedhandappealedtohim。Heopenedhischeck-book。“Youunderstand,ofcourse,“hesaid,“thatthiswillreducetheamountofyourinterestbyjustsomuch。“
“Iknow,Iknow。I’vethoughtofthat,“saidTrina。
“Fourhundred,didyousay?“remarkedUncleOelbermann,takingthecapfromhisfountainpen。
“Yes,fourhundred,“exclaimedTrina,quickly,hereyesglistening。
Trinacashedthecheckandreturnedhomewiththemoney——allintwenty-dollarpiecesasshehaddesired——inanecstasyofdelight。Forhalfofthatnightshesatupplayingwithhermoney,countingitandrecountingit,polishingthedullerpiecesuntiltheyshone。Altogetherthereweretwentytwenty-dollargoldpieces。
“Oh-h,youbeauties!“murmuredTrina,runningherpalmsoverthem,fairlyquiveringwithpleasure。“Youbeauties!
ISthereanythingprettierthanatwenty-dollargoldpiece?
Youdear,dearmoney!Oh,don’tILOVEyou!Mine,mine,mine——allofyoumine。“
Shelaidthemoutinarowontheledgeofthetable,orarrangedtheminpatterns——triangles,circles,andsquares——
orbuiltthemallupintoapyramidwhichsheafterwardoverthrewforthesakeofhearingthedeliciousclinkofthepiecestumblingagainsteachother。Thenatlastsheputthemawayinthebrassmatch-boxandchamoisbag,delightedbeyondwordsthattheywereoncemorefullandheavy。
Then,afewdaysafter,thethoughtofthemoneystillremaininginUncleOelbermann’skeepingreturnedtoher。Itwashers,allhers——allthatfourthousandsixhundred。Shecouldhaveasmuchofitoraslittleofitasshechose。
Sheonlyhadtoask。ForaweekTrinaresisted,knowingverywellthattakingfromhercapitalwasproportionatelyreducinghermonthlyincome。Thenatlastsheyielded。
“Justtomakeitanevenfivehundred,anyhow,“shetoldherself。Thatdayshedrewahundreddollarsmore,intwenty-dollargoldpiecesasbefore。FromthattimeTrinabegantodrawsteadilyuponhercapital,alittleatatime。
Itwasapassionwithher,amania,averitablementaldisease;atemptationsuchasdrunkardsonlyknow。
Itwouldcomeuponherallofasudden。Whileshewasaboutherwork,scrubbingthefloorofsomevacanthouse;orinherroom,inthemorning,asshemadehercoffeeontheoilstove,orwhenshewokeinthenight,abrusqueaccessofcupiditywouldseizeuponher。Hercheeksflushed,hereyesglistened,herbreathcameshort。Attimesshewouldleaveherworkjustasitwas,putonheroldbonnetofblackstraw,throwhershawlabouther,andgostraighttoUncleOelbermann’sstoreanddrawagainsthermoney。Nowitwouldbeahundreddollars,nowsixty;nowshewouldcontentherselfwithonlytwenty;andonce,afterafortnight’sabstinence,shepermittedherselfapositivedebauchoffivehundred。LittlebylittleshedrewhercapitalfromUncleOelbermann,andlittlebylittleheroriginalinterestoftwenty-fivedollarsamonthdwindled。
Onedayshepresentedherselfagainintheofficeofthewhole-saletoystore。
“Willyouletmehaveacheckfortwohundreddollars,UncleOelbermann?“shesaid。
Thegreatmanlaiddownhisfountainpenandleanedbackinhisswivelchairwithgreatdeliberation。
“Idon’tunderstand,Mrs。McTeague,“hesaid。“Everyweekyoucomehereanddrawoutalittleofyourmoney。I’vetoldyouthatitisnotatallregularorbusiness-likeformetoletyouhaveitthisway。Andmorethanthis,it’sagreatinconveniencetometogiveyouthesechecksatunstatedtimes。Ifyouwishtodrawoutthewholeamountlet’shavesomeunderstanding。Drawitinmonthlyinstallmentsof,say,fivehundreddollars,orelse,“headded,abruptly,“drawitallatonce,now,to-day。Iwouldevenpreferitthatway。Otherwiseit’s——it’sannoying。Come,shallI
drawyouacheckforthirty-sevenhundred,andhaveitoveranddonewith?“
“No,no,“criedTrina,withinstinctiveapprehension,refusing,shedidnotknowwhy。“No,I’llleaveitwithyou。Iwon’tdrawoutanymore。“
Shetookherdeparture,butpausedonthepavementoutsidethestore,andstoodforamomentlostinthought,hereyesbeginningtoglistenandherbreathcomingshort。Slowlysheturnedaboutandreenteredthestore;shecamebackintotheoffice,andstoodtremblingatthecornerofUncleOelbermann’sdesk。Helookedupsharply。TwiceTrinatriedtogethervoice,andwhenitdidcometoher,shecouldhardlyrecognizeit。Betweenbreathsshesaid:
“Yes,allright——I’ll——youcangiveme——willyougivemeacheckforthirty-sevenhundred?GivemeALLofmymoney。“
Afewhourslatersheenteredherlittleroomoverthekindergarten,boltedthedoorwithshakingfingers,andemptiedaheavycanvassackuponthemiddleofherbed。
Thensheopenedhertrunk,andtakingthencethebrassmatch-boxandchamois-skinbagaddedtheircontentstothepile。Nextshelaidherselfuponthebedandgatheredthegleamingheapsofgoldpiecestoherwithbotharms,buryingherfaceinthemwithlongsighsofunspeakabledelight。
Itwasalittlepastnoon,andthedaywasfineandwarm。
Theleavesofthehugecherrytreesthrewoffacertainpungentaromathatenteredthroughtheopenwindow,togetherwithlongthinshaftsofgoldensunlight。Below,inthekindergarten,thechildrenweresinginggaylyandmarchingtothejanglingofthepiano。Trinaheardnothing,sawnothing。Shelayonherbed,hereyesclosed,herfaceburiedinapileofgoldthatsheencircledwithbothherarms。
Trinaeventoldherselfatlastthatshewashappyoncemore。McTeaguebecameamemory——amemorythatfadedalittleeveryday——dimandindistinctinthegoldensplendoroffivethousanddollars。
“Andyet,“Trinawouldsay,“IdidloveMac,lovedhimdearly,onlyalittlewhileago。Evenwhenhehurtme,itonlymademelovehimmore。HowisitI’vechangedsosudden?HowCOULDIforgethimsosoon?Itmustbebecausehestolemymoney。Thatisit。Icouldn’tforgiveanyonethat——no,notevenmyMOTHER。AndInever——
never——willforgivehim。“
WhathadbecomeofherhusbandTrinadidnotknow。SheneversawanyoftheoldPolkStreetpeople。Therewasnowayshecouldhavenewsofhim,evenifshehadcaredtohaveit。Shehadhermoney,thatwasthemainthing。Herpassionforitexcludedeveryothersentiment。Thereitwasinthebottomofhertrunk,inthecanvassack,thechamois-skinbag,andthelittlebrassmatch-safe。NotadaypassedthatTrinadidnothaveitoutwhereshecouldseeandtouchit。Oneeveningshehadevenspreadallthegoldpiecesbetweenthesheets,andhadthengonetobed,strippingherself,andhadsleptallnightuponthemoney,takingastrangeandecstaticpleasureinthetouchofthesmoothflatpiecesthelengthofherentirebody。
Onenight,somethreemonthsaftershehadcometoliveatthekindergarten,Trinawasawakenedbyasharptaponthepaneofthewindow。Shesatupquicklyinbed,herheartbeatingthickly,hereyesrollingwildlyinthedirectionofhertrunk。Thetapwasrepeated。Trinaroseandwentfearfullytothewindow。Thelittlecourtbelowwasbrightwithmoonlight,andstandingjustontheedgeoftheshadowthrownbyoneofthecherrytreeswasMcTeague。Abunchofhalf-ripecherrieswasinhishand。Hewaseatingthemandthrowingthepitsatthewindow。Ashecaughtsightofher,hemadeaneagersignforhertoraisethesash。Reluctantandwondering,Trinaobeyed,andthedentistcamequicklyforward。Hewaswearingapairofblueoveralls;anavy-
blueflannelshirtwithoutacravat;anoldcoat,faded,rain-washed,andrippedattheseams;andhiswoollencap。
“Say,Trina,“heexclaimed,hisheavybassvoicepitchedjustaboveawhisper,“letmein,willyou,huh?Say,willyou?I’mregularlystarving,andIhaven’tsleptinaChristianbedfortwoweeks。“
Atsightathimstandingthereinthemoonlight,Trinacouldonlythinkofhimasthemanwhohadbeatenandbittenher,haddesertedherandstolenhermoney,hadmadehersufferasshehadneversufferedbeforeinallherlife。Nowthathehadspentthemoneythathehadstolenfromher,hewaswhiningtocomeback——sothathemightstealmore,nodoubt。
Onceinherroomhecouldnothelpbutsmelloutherfivethousanddollars。Herindignationrose。
“No,“shewhisperedbackathim。“No,Iwillnotletyouin。“
“Butlistenhere,Trina,ItellyouIamstarving,regularly——“
“Hoh!“interruptedTrinascornfully。“Amancan’tstarvewithfourhundreddollars,Iguess。“
“Well——well——I——well——“falteredthedentist。“Nevermindnow。Givemesomethingtoeat,an’letmeinan’sleep。
I’vebeensleepinginthePlazaforthelasttennights,andsay,I——Damnit,Trina,Iain’thadanythingtoeatsince——“