Dartiewaslyingonthebedinhisdressing-room,fullyredressedinabluesergesuitandpumps;hisarmswerecrossedbehindhishead,andanextinctcigarettedroopedfromhismouth。
Winifredrememberedridiculouslytheflowersinherwindow-boxesafterablazingsummerday;thewaytheylay,orratherstood——
parched,yetrestedbythesun’sretreat。Itwasasifalittledewhadcomealreadyonherburnt-uphusband。
Hesaidapathetically:”Isupposeyou’vebeentoParkLane。How’stheoldman?”
Winifredcouldnothelpthebitteranswer:”Notdead。”
Hewinced,actuallyhewinced。”Understand,Monty,”shesaid,”Iwillnothavehimworried。Ifyouaren’tgoingtobehaveyourself,youmaygoback,youmaygoanywhere。Haveyouhaddinner?”
No。”Wouldyoulikesome?”
Heshruggedhisshoulders。”Imogenofferedmesome。Ididn’twantany。”
Imogen!IntheplenitudeofemotionWinifredhadforgottenher。”Soyou’veseenher?Whatdidshesay?””Shegavemeakiss。”
WithmortificationWinifredsawhisdarksardonicfacerelaxed。
’Yes!’shethought,’hecaresforher,notformeabit。’
Dartie’seyesweremovingfromsidetoside。”Doessheknowaboutme?”hesaid。
ItflashedthroughWinifredthatherewastheweaponsheneeded。
Hemindedtheirknowing!”No。Valknows。Theothersdon’t;theyonlyknowyouwentaway。”
Sheheardhimsighwithrelief。”Buttheyshallknow,”shesaidfirmly,”ifyougivemecause。””Allright!”hemuttered,”hitme!I’mdown!”
Winifredwentuptothebed。”Lookhere,Monty!Idon’twanttohityou。Idon’twanttohurtyou。Ishan’talludetoanything。
I’mnotgoingtoworry。What’stheuse?”Shewassilentamoment。”Ican’tstandanymore,though,andIwon’t!You’dbetterknow。
You’vemademesuffer。ButIusedtobefondofyou。Forthesakeofthat……”Shemettheheavy-liddedgazeofhisbrowneyeswiththedownwardstareofhergreen-greyeyes;touchedhishandsuddenly,turnedherback,andwentintoherroom。
Shesattherealongtimebeforeherglass,fingeringherrings,thinkingofthissubdueddarkman,almostastrangertoher,onthebedintheotherroom;resolutelynot’worrying,’butgnawedbyjealousyofwhathehadbeenthrough,andnowandagainjustvisitedbypity。
CHAPTERXIV
OUTLANDISHNIGHT
Soamesdoggedlyletthespringcome——noeasytaskforoneconsciousthattimewasflying,hisbirdsinthebushnonearerthehand,noissuefromthewebanywherevisible。Mr。Polteedreportednothing,exceptthathiswatchwenton——costingalotofmoney。Valandhiscousinweregonetothewar,whencecamenewsmorefavourable;
Dartiewasbehavinghimselfsofar;Jameshadretainedhishealth;
businessprosperedalmostterribly——therewasnothingtoworrySoamesexceptthathewas’heldup,’couldmakenostepinanydirection。
HedidnotexactlyavoidSoho,forhecouldnotaffordtoletthemthinkthathehad’pipedoff,’asJameswouldhaveputit——hemightwantto’pipeon’againatanyminute。ButhehadtobesorestrainedandcautiousthathewouldoftenpassthedooroftheRestaurantBretagnewithoutgoingin,andwanderoutofthepurlieusofthatregionwhichalwaysgavehimthefeelingofhavingbeenpossessivelyirregular。
HewanderedthusoneMaynightintoRegentStreetandthemostamazingcrowdhehadeverseen;ashrieking,whistling,dancing,jostling,grotesqueandformidablyjovialcrowd,withfalsenosesandmouth-organs,pennywhistlesandlongfeathers,everyappanageofidiocy,asitseemedtohim。Mafeking!Ofcourse,ithadbeenrelieved!Good!Butwasthatanexcuse?Whowerethesepeople,whatwerethey,wherehadtheycomefromintotheWestEnd?Hisfacewastickled,hisearswhistledinto。Girlscried:’Keepyourhairon,stucco!’Ayouthsoknockedoffhistop-hatthatherecovereditwithdifficulty。Crackerswereexplodingbeneathhisnose,betweenhisfeet。Hewasbewildered,exasperated,offended。
Thisstreamofpeoplecamefromeveryquarter,asifimpulsehadunlockedflood-gates,letflowwatersofwhoseexistencehehadheard,perhaps,butbelievedinnever。This,then,wasthepopulace,theinnumerablelivingnegationofgentilityandForsyteism。Thiswas——egad!——Democracy!Itstank,yelled,washideous!IntheEastEnd,orevenSoho,perhaps——buthereinRegentStreet,inPiccadilly!Whatwere,thepoliceabout!In1900,Soames,withhisForsytethousands,hadneverseenthecauldronwiththelidoff;andnowlookingintoit,couldhardlybelievehisscorchingeyes。Thewholethingwasunspeakable!
Thesepeoplehadnorestraint,theyseemedtothinkhimfunny;suchswarmsofthem,rude,coarse,laughing——andwhatlaughter!
Nothingsacredtothem!Heshouldn’tbesurprisediftheybegantobreakwindows。InPallMall,pastthoseaugustdwellings,toenterwhichpeoplepaidsixtypounds,thisshrieking,whistling,dancingdervishofacrowdwasswarming。FromtheClubwindowshisownkindwerelookingoutonthemwithregulatedamusement。Theydidn’trealise!Why,thiswasserious——mightcometoanything!
Thecrowdwascheerful,butsomedaytheywouldcomeindifferentmood!Herememberedtherehadbeenamobinthelateeighties,whenhewasatBrighton;theyhadsmashedthingsandmadespeeches。
Butmorethandread,hefeltadeepsurprise。Theywerehysterical——itwasn’tEnglish!Andallaboutthereliefofalittletownasbigas——Watford,sixthousandmilesaway。Restraint,reserve!
Thosequalitiestohimmoredearalmostthanlife,thoseindispensableattributesofpropertyandculture,wherewerethey?
Itwasn’tEnglish!No,itwasn’tEnglish!SoSoamesbrooded,threadinghiswayon。Itwasasifhehadsuddenlycaughtsightofsomeonecuttingthecovenant’forquietpossession’outofhislegaldocuments;orofamonsterlurkingandstalkingoutinthefuture,castingitsshadowbefore。Theirwantofstolidity,theirwantofreverence!Itwaslikediscoveringthatnine-tenthsofthepeopleofEnglandwereforeigners。Andifthatwereso——then,anythingmighthappen!
AtHydeParkCornerheranintoGeorgeForsyte,verysunburntfromracing,holdingafalsenoseinhishand。”Hallo,Soames!”hesaid,”haveanose!”
Soamesrespondedwithapalesmile。”Gotthisfromoneofthesesportsmen,”wentonGeorge,whohadevidentlybeendining;”hadtolayhimout——fortryingtobashmyhat。Isay,oneofthesedaysweshallhavetofightthesechaps,they’regettingsodamnedcheeky——allradicalsandsocialists。
Theywantourgoods。YoutellUncleJamesthat,it’llmakehimsleep。”
’Invinoveritas,’thoughtSoames,butheonlynodded,andpassedonupHamiltonPlace。TherewasbutatrickleofroysterersinParkLane,notverynoisy。Andlookingupatthehouseshethought:’Afterall,we’rethebackboneofthecountry。Theywon’tupsetuseasily。Possession’sninepointsofthelaw。’
But,asheclosedthedoorofhisfather’shousebehindhim,allthatqueeroutlandishnightmareinthestreetspassedoutofhismindalmostascompletelyasif,havingdreamedit,hehadawakenedinthewarmcleanmorningcomfortofhisspring-mattressedbed。
Walkingintothecentreofthegreatemptydrawing-room,hestoodstill。
Awife!Somebodytotalkthingsoverwith。Onehadaright!Damnit!Onehadaright!
PARTIII
CHAPTERI
SOAMESINPARIS
Soameshadtravelledlittle。Agednineteenhehadmadethe’pettytour’withhisfather,mother,andWinifred——Brussels,theRhine,Switzerland,andhomebywayofParis。Agedtwenty-seven,justwhenhebegantotakeinterestinpictures,hehadspentfivehotweeksinItaly,lookingintotheRenaissancenotsomuchinitashehadbeenledtoexpect——andafortnightinParisonhiswayback,lookingintohimself,asbecameaForsytesurroundedbypeoplesostronglyself-centredand’foreign’astheFrench。Hisknowledgeoftheirlanguagebeingderivedfromhispublicschool,hedidnotunderstandthemwhentheyspoke。Silencehehadfoundbetterforallparties;onedidnotmakeafoolofoneself。Hehaddislikedthelookofthemen’sclothes,theclosed-incabs,thetheatreswhichlookedlikebee-hives,theGallerieswhichsmelledofbeeswax。HewastoocautiousandtooshytoexplorethatsideofParissupposedbyForsytestoconstituteitsattractionundertherose;andasforacollector’sbargain——notonetobehad!AsNicholasmighthaveputit——theywereagraspinglot。Hehadcomebackuneasy,sayingPariswasoverrated。
When,therefore,inJuneof1900hewenttoParis,itwasbuthisthirdattemptonthecentreofcivilisation。Thistime,however,themountainwasgoingtoMahomet;forhefeltbynowmoredeeplycivilisedthanParis,andperhapshereallywas。Moreover,hehadadefiniteobjective。Thiswasnomeregenuflexiontoashrineoftasteandimmorality,buttheprosecutionofhisownlegitimateaffairs。Hewent,indeed,becausethingsweregettingpastajoke。
Thewatchwentonandon,and——nothing——nothing!JolyonhadneverreturnedtoParis,andnooneelsewas’suspect!’Busywithnewandveryconfidentialmatters,Soameswasrealisingmorethaneverhowessentialreputationistoasolicitor。Butatnightandinhisleisuremomentshewasravagedbythethoughtthattimewasalwaysflyingandmoneyflowingin,andhisownfutureasmuch’inirons’asever。SinceMafekingnighthehadbecomeawarethata’youngfoolofadoctor’washangingroundAnnette。Twicehehadcomeacrosshim——acheerfulyoungfool,notmorethanthirty。
NothingannoyedSoamessomuchascheerfulness——anindecent,extravagantsortofquality,whichhadnorelationtofacts。Themixtureofhisdesiresandhopeswas,inaword,becomingtorture;