”ThebestflowerIcanshowyou,”hesaid,withasortoftriumph,”ismylittlesweet。She’llbebackfromChurchdirectly。There’ssomethingaboutherwhichremindsmealittleofyou,”anditdidnotseemtohimpeculiarthathehadputitthus,insteadofsaying:”There’ssomethingaboutyouwhichremindsmealittleofher。”Ah!Andhereshewas!Holly,followedcloselybyherelderlyFrenchgoverness,whosedigestionhadbeenruinedtwenty-twoyearsagointhesiegeofStrasbourg,camerushingtowardsthemfromundertheoaktree。Shestoppedaboutadozenyardsaway,topatBalthasarandpretendthatthiswasallshehadinhermind。OldJolyonwhoknewbetter,said:”Well,mydarling,here’stheladyingreyIpromisedyou。”
Hollyraisedherselfandlookedup。Hewatchedthetwoofthemwithatwinkle,Irenesmiling,Hollybeginningwithgraveinquiry,passingintoashysmiletoo,andthentosomethingdeeper。Shehadasenseofbeauty,thatchild——knewwhatwaswhat!Heenjoyedthesightofthekissbetweenthem。”Mrs。Heron,Mam’zelleBeauce。Well,Mam’zelle——goodsermon?”
For,nowthathehadnotmuchmoretimebeforehim,theonlypartoftheserviceconnectedwiththisworldabsorbedwhatinterestinchurchremainedtohim。Mam’zelleBeaucestretchedoutaspideryhandcladinablackkidglove——shehadbeeninthebestfamilies——
andtherathersadeyesofherleanyellowishfaceseemedtoask:”Areyouwell-brrred?”WheneverHollyorJollydidanythingunpleasingtoher——anotuncommonoccurrencehewouldsaytothem:”ThelittleTayleursneverdidthat——theyweresuchwell-brrredlittlechildren。”JollyhatedthelittleTayleurs;Hollywondereddreadfullyhowitwasshefellsoshortofthem。’Athinrumlittlesoul,’oldJolyonthoughther——Mam’zelleBeauce。
Luncheonwasasuccessfulmeal,themushroomswhichhehimselfhadpickedinthemushroomhouse,hischosenstrawberries,andanotherbottleoftheSteinbergcabinetfilledhimwithacertainaromaticspirituality,andaconvictionthathewouldhaveatouchofeczemato-morrow。
AfterlunchtheysatundertheoaktreedrinkingTurkishcoffee。
ItwasnomatterofgrieftohimwhenMademoiselleBeaucewithdrewtowriteherSundaylettertohersister,whosefuturehadbeenendangeredinthepastbyswallowingapin——aneventheldupdailyinwarningtothechildrentoeatslowlyanddigestwhattheyhadeaten。Atthefootofthebank,onacarriagerug,HollyandthedogBalthasarteasedandlovedeachother,andintheshadeoldJolyonwithhislegscrossedandhiscigarluxuriouslysavoured,gazedatIrenesittingintheswing。Alight,vaguelyswaying,greyfigurewithafleckofsunlighthereandthereuponit,lipsjustopened,eyesdarkandsoftunderlidsalittledrooped。Shelookedcontent;surelyitdidhergoodtocomeandseehim!Theselfishnessofagehadnotsetitspropergriponhim,forhecouldstillfeelpleasureinthepleasureofothers,realisingthatwhathewanted,thoughmuch,wasnotquiteallthatmattered。”It’squiethere,”hesaid;”youmustn’tcomedownifyoufinditdull。Butit’sapleasuretoseeyou。Mylittlesweet’sistheonlyfacewhichgivesmeanypleasure,exceptyours。”
>Fromhersmileheknewthatshewasnotbeyondlikingtobeappreciated,andthisreassuredhim。”That’snothumbug,”hesaid。”InevertoldawomanIadmiredherwhenIdidn’t。InfactI
don’tknowwhenI’vetoldawomanIadmiredher,exceptmywifeintheolddays;andwivesarefunny。”Hewassilent,butresumedabruptly:”SheusedtoexpectmetosayitmoreoftenthanIfeltit,andtherewewere。”Herfacelookedmysteriouslytroubled,and,afraidthathehadsaidsomethingpainful,hehurriedon:”Whenmylittlesweetmarries,Ihopeshe’llfindsomeonewhoknowswhatwomenfeel。Ishan’tbeheretoseeit,butthere’stoomuchtopsy-turvydominmarriage;Idon’twanthertopitchupagainstthat。”And,awarethathehadmadebadworse,headded:”Thatdogwillscratch。”
Asilencefollowed。Ofwhatwasshethinking,thisprettycreaturewhoselifewasspoiled;whohaddonewithlove,andyetwasmadeforlove?Somedaywhenhewasgone,perhaps,shewouldfindanothermate——notsodisorderlyasthatyoungfellowwhohadgothimselfrunover。Ah!butherhusband?”DoesSoamesnevertroubleyou?”heasked。
Sheshookherhead。Herfacehadclosedupsuddenly。Forallhersoftnesstherewassomethingirreconcilableabouther。Andaglimpseoflightontheinexorablenatureofsexantipathiesstrayedintoabrainwhich,belongingtoearlyVictoriancivil-
isation——somucholderthanthisofhisoldage——hadneverthoughtaboutsuchprimitivethings。”That’sacomfort,”hesaid。”YoucanseetheGrandStandto-day。
Shallwetakeaturnround?”
Throughtheflowerandfruitgarden,againstwhosehighouterwallspeachtreesandnectarinesweretrainedtothesun,throughthestables,thevinery,themushroomhouse,theasparagusbeds,therosery,thesummer-house,heconductedher——evenintothekitchengardentoseethetinygreenpeaswhichHollylovedtoscoopoutoftheirpodswithherfinger,andlickupfromthepalmofherlittlebrownhand。Manydelightfulthingsheshowedher,whileHollyandthedogBalthasardancedahead,orcametothematintervalsforattention。Itwasoneofthehappiestafternoonshehadeverspent,butittiredhimandhewasgladtositdowninthemusicroomandlethergivehimtea。AspeciallittlefriendofHolly’shadcomein——afairchildwithshorthairlikeaboy’s。Andthetwosportedinthedistance,underthestairs,onthestairs,andupinthegallery。OldJolyonbeggedforChopin。Sheplayedstudies,mazurkas,waltzes,tillthetwochildren,creepingnear,stoodatthefootofthepianotheirdarkandgoldenheadsbentforward,listening。OldJolyonwatched。”Let’sseeyoudance,youtwo!”
Shyly,withafalsestart,theybegan。Bobbingandcircling,earnest,notveryadroit,theywentpastandpasthischairtothestrainsofthatwaltz。Hewatchedthemandthefaceofherwhowasplayingturnedsmilingtowardsthoselittledancersthinking:
’SweetestpictureI’veseenforages。’
Avoicesaid:”Hollee!Maisenfin——quest-cequetufaisla——danser,ledimanche!
Viens,donc!”
ButthechildrencameclosetooldJolyon,knowingthathewouldsavethem,andgazedintoafacewhichwasdecidedly’caughtout。’”Bettertheday,betterthedeed,Mam’zelle。It’sallmydoing。
Trotalong,chicks,andhaveyourtea。”
And,whentheyweregone,followedbythedogBalthasar,whotookeverymeal,helookedatIrenewithatwinkleandsaid:”Well,thereweare!Aren’ttheysweet?Haveyouanylittleonesamongyourpupils?””Yes,three——twoofthemdarlings。””Pretty?””Lovely!”
OldJolyonsighed;hehadaninsatiableappetitefortheveryyoung。”Mylittlesweet,”hesaid,”isdevotedtomusic;she’llbeamusiciansomeday。Youwouldn’tgivemeyouropinionofherplaying,Isuppose?””OfcourseIwill。””Youwouldn’tlike——”buthestifledthewords”togiveherlessons。”Theideathatshegavelessonswasunpleasanttohim;
yetitwouldmeanthathewouldseeherregularly。Sheleftthepianoandcameovertohischair。”Iwouldlike,verymuch;butthereis——June。Whenaretheycomingback?”
OldJolyonfrowned。”Nottillthemiddleofnextmonth。Whatdoesthatmatter?””YousaidJunehadforgivenme;butshecouldneverforget,UncleJolyon。”
Forget!Shemustforget,ifhewantedherto。
Butasifanswering,Ireneshookherhead。”Youknowshecouldn’t;
onedoesn’tforget。”
Alwaysthatwretchedpast!Andhesaidwithasortofvexedfinality:”Well,weshallsee。”
Hetalkedtoheranhourormore,ofthechildren,andahundredlittlethings,tillthecarriagecameroundtotakeherhome。Andwhenshehadgonehewentbacktohischair,andsattheresmoothinghisfaceandchin,dreamingovertheday。
Thateveningafterdinnerhewenttohisstudyandtookasheetofpaper。Hestayedforsomeminuteswithoutwriting,thenroseandstoodunderthemasterpiece’DutchFishingBoatsatSunset。’Hewasnotthinkingofthatpicture,butofhislife。HewasgoingtoleavehersomethinginhisWill;nothingcouldsohavestirredthestillydeepsofthoughtandmemory。Hewasgoingtoleaveheraportionofhiswealth,ofhisaspirations,deeds,qualities,work