”Iftheproprietorhadeyes,”hesaid,”hewouldshowyouthedoor;youhavebrokenthroughhisdecorations。”Thuslightlyhesmotheredupanemotionalmoment。Havingeatencoldbeef,pickledwalnut,gooseberrytart,anddrunkstone-bottleginger-beer,theywalkedintothePark,andlighttalkwassucceededbythesilenceJolyonhaddreaded。”Youhaven’ttoldmeaboutParis,”hesaidatlast。”No。I’vebeenshadowedforalongtime;onegetsusedtothat。
ButthenSoamescame。BythelittleNiobe——thesamestory;wouldI
gobacktohim?””Incredible!”
Shehadspokenwithoutraisinghereyes,butshelookedupnow。
Thosedarkeyesclingingtohissaidasnowordscouldhave:’I
havecometoanend;ifyouwantme,hereIam。’
Forsheeremotionalintensityhadheever——oldashewas——passedthroughsuchamoment?
Thewords:’Irene,Iadoreyou!’almostescapedhim。Then,withaclearnessofwhichhewouldnothavebelievedmentalvisioncapable,hesawJollylyingwithawhitefaceturnedtoawhitewall。”Myboyisveryilloutthere,”hesaidquietly。
Ireneslippedherarmthroughhis。”Let’swalkon;Iunderstand。”
Nomiserableexplanationtoattempt!Shehadunderstood!Andtheywalkedonamongthebracken,knee-highalready,betweentherabbitholesandtheoak-trees,talkingofJolly。HelefthertwohourslaterattheRichmondHillGate,andturnedtowardshome。
’Sheknowsofmyfeelingforher,then,’hethought。Ofcourse!
Onecouldnotkeepknowledgeofthatfromsuchawoman!
CHAPTERIV
OVERTHERIVER
Jollywastiredtodeathofdreams。Theyhadlefthimnowtoowanandweaktodreamagain;lefthimtolietorpid,faintlyrememberingfar-offthings;justabletoturnhiseyesandgazethroughthewindownearhiscotatthetrickleofriverrunningbyinthesands,atthestragglingmilk-bushoftheKaroobeyond。HeknewwhattheKaroowasnow,evenifhehadnotseenaBoerrolloverlikearabbit,orheardthewhineofflyingbullets。Thispestilencehadsneakedonhimbeforehehadsmelledpowder。A
thirstydayandarashdrink,orperhapsataintedfruit——whoknew?
Nothe,whohadnotevenstrengthlefttogrudgetheevilthingitsvictory——justenoughtoknowthatthereweremanylyingherewithhim,thathewassorewithfrenzieddreaming;justenoughtowatchthatthreadofriverandbeabletorememberfaintlythosefar-awaythings……
Thesunwasnearlydown。Itwouldbecoolersoon。Hewouldhavelikedtoknowthetime——tofeelhisoldwatch,sobutter-smooth,toheartherepeaterstrike。Itwouldhavebeenfriendly,home-like。
Hehadnotevenstrengthtorememberthattheoldwatchwaslastwoundthedayhebegantoliehere。Thepulseofhisbrainbeatsofeeblythatfaceswhichcameandwent,nurse’s,doctor’s,orderly’s,wereindistinguishable,justoneindifferentface;andthewordsspokenabouthimmeantallthesamething,andthatalmostnothing。Thosethingsheusedtodo,thoughfarandfaint,weremoredistinct——walkingpastthefootoftheoldstepsatHarrow’bill’——’Here,sir!Here,sir!’——wrappingbootsintheWestminsterGazette,greenishpaper,shiningboots——grandfathercomingfromsomewheredark——asmellofearth——themushroomhouse!
RobinHill!BuryingpooroldBalthasarintheleaves!Dad!
Home……
Consciousnesscameagainwithnoticingthattheriverhadnowaterinit——someonewasspeakingtoo。Wantanything?No。Whatcouldonewant?Tooweaktowant——onlytohearhiswatchstrike……
Holly!Shewouldn’tbowlproperly。Oh!Pitchthemup!Notsneaks!……’Backher,TwoandBow!’HewasTwo!……Consciousnesscameoncemorewithasenseofthevioletduskoutside,andarisingblood-redcrescentmoon。Hiseyesrestedonitfascinated;
inthelongminutesofbrain-nothingnessitwentmovingupandup……”He’sgoing,doctor!”Notpackbootsagain?Never?’Mindyourform,Two!’Don’tcry!Goquietly-overtheriver——sleep!……
Dark?Ifsomebodywould——strike——his——watch!……
CHAPTERV
SOAMESACTS
AsealedletterinthehandwritingofMr。PolteedremainedunopenedinSoames’pocketthroughouttwohoursofsustainedattentiontotheaffairsofthe’NewCollieryCompany,’which,decliningalmostfromthemomentofoldJolyon’sretirementfromtheChairmanship,hadlatelyrundownsofastthattherewasnownothingforitbuta’winding-up。’HetooktheletterouttolunchathisCityClub,sacredtohimforthemealshehadeatentherewithhisfatherintheearlyseventies,whenJamesusedtolikehimtocomeandseefarhimselfthenatureofhisfuturelife。
Hereinaremotecornerbeforeaplateofroastmuttonandmashedpotato,heread:”DEARSIR,”Inaccordancewithyoursuggestionwehavedulytakenthematterupattheotherendwithgratifyingresults。Observationof47hasenabledustolocate17attheGreenHotel,Richmond。ThetwohavebeenobservedtomeetdailyduringthepastweekinRichmondPark。
Nothingabsolutelycrucialhassofarbeennotified。ButinconjunctionwithwhatwehadfromParisatthebeginningoftheyear,IamconfidentwecouldnowsatisfytheCourt。Weshall,ofcourse,continuetowatchthematteruntilwehearfromyou。”Veryfaithfullyyours,”CLAUDPOLTEED。’
Soamesreaditthroughtwiceandbeckonedtothewaiter:”Takethisaway;it’scold。””ShallIbringyousomemore,sir?””No。Getmesomecoffeeintheotherroom。”
And,payingforwhathehadnoteaten,hewentout,passingtwoacquaintanceswithoutsignofrecognition。
’SatisfytheCourt!’hethought,sittingatalittleroundmarbletablewiththecoffeebeforehim。ThatfellowJolyon!Hepouredouthiscoffee,sweetenedanddrankit。Hewoulddisgracehimintheeyesofhisownchildren!Andrising,withthatresolutionhotwithinhim,hefoundforthefirsttimetheinconvenienceofbeinghisownsolicitor。Hecouldnottreatthisscandalousmatterinhisownoffice。Hemustcommitthesoulofhisprivatedignitytoastranger,someotherprofessionaldealerinfamilydishonour。
Whowastherehecouldgoto?LinkmanandLaverinBudgeRow,perhaps——reliable,nottooconspicuous,onlynoddingacquaintances。
ButbeforehesawthemhemustseePolteedagain。ButatthisthoughtSoameshadamomentofsheerweakness。Topartwithhissecret?Howfindthewords?Howsubjecthimselftocontemptandsecretlaughter?Yet,afterall,thefellowknewalready——ohyes,heknew!And,feelingthathemustfinishwithitnow,hetookacabintotheWestEnd。
InthishotweatherthewindowofMr。Polteed’sroomwaspositivelyopen,andtheonlyprecautionwasawiregauze,preventingtheintrusionofflies。Twoorthreehadtriedtocomein,andbeencaught,sothattheyseemedtobeclingingtherewiththeintentionofbeingdevouredpresently。Mr。Polteed,followingthedirectionofhisclient’seye,roseapologeticallyandclosedthewindow。
’Posingass!’thoughtSoames。Likeallwhofundamentallybelieveinthemselveshewasrisingtotheoccasion,and,withhislittlesidewaysmile,hesaid:”I’vehadyourletter。I’mgoingtoact。
Isupposeyouknowwhotheladyyou’vebeenwatchingreallyis?”
Mr。Polteed’sexpressionatthatmomentwasamasterpiece。Itsoclearlysaid:’Well,whatdoyouthink?Butmereprofessionalknowledge,Iassureyou——prayforgiveit!’Hemadealittlehalfairymovementwithhishand,aswhoshouldsay:’Suchthings——suchthingswillhappentousall!’”Verywell,then,”saidSoames,moisteninghislips:”there’snoneedtosaymore。I’minstructingLinkmanandLaverofBudgeRowtoactforme。Idon’twanttohearyourevidence,butkindlymakeyourreporttothematfiveo’clock,andcontinuetoobservetheutmostsecrecy。”
Mr。Polteedhalfclosedhiseyes,asiftocomplyatonce。”Mydearsir,”hesaid。”Areyouconvinced,”askedSoameswithsuddenenergy,”thatthereisenough?”
ThefaintestmovementoccurredtoMr。Polteed’sshoulders。”Youcanriskit,”hemurmured;”withwhatwehave,andhumannature,youcanriskit。”
Soamesrose。”YouwillaskforMr。Linkman。Thanks;don’tgetup。”HecouldnotbearMr。Polteedtoslideasusualbetweenhimandthedoor。InthesunlightofPiccadillyhewipedhisforehead。
Thishadbeentheworstofit——hecouldstandthestrangersbetter。
AndhewentbackintotheCitytodowhatstilllaybeforehim。
ThateveninginParkLane,watchinghisfatherdine,hewasoverwhelmedbyhisoldlongingforason——ason,towatchhimeatashewentdowntheyears,tobetakenonhiskneeasJamesonatimehadbeenwonttotakehim;asonofhisownbegetting,whocouldunderstandhimbecausehewasthesamefleshandblood——
understand,andcomforthim,andbecomemorerichandculturedthanhimselfbecausehewouldstartevenbetteroff。Togetold——likethatthin,greywiry-frailfiguresittingthere——andbequitealonewithpossessionsheapinguparoundhim;totakenointerestinanythingbecauseithadnofutureandmustpassawayfromhimtohandsandmouthsandeyesforwhomhecarednojot!No!Hewouldforceitthroughnow,andbefreetomarry,andhaveasontocareforhimbeforehegrewtobeliketheoldoldmanhisfather,wistfullywatchingnowhissweetbread,nowhisson。
Inthatmoodhewentuptobed。But,lyingwarmbetweenthosefinelinensheetsofEmily’sproviding,hewasvisitedbymemoriesandtorture。VisionsofIrene,almostthesolidfeelingofherbody,besethim。Whyhadheeverbeenfoolenoughtoseeheragain,andletthisfloodbackonhimsothatitwaspaintothinkofherwiththatfellow——thatstealingfellow。
CHAPTERVI
ASUMMERDAY