’Tisdoneandpast;’twasright,myinstinctsaid;
  Toolivethelifegrew,goldenandnotgray:
  AndI’mtheweak-eyedbatnosunshouldtemptOutofthegrangewhosefourwallsmakehisworld。[170]
  Howcoulditendinanyotherway?
  Youcalledme,andIcamehometoyourheart。
  Thetriumphwas,tohaveendedthere;then,ifIreachediterethetriumph,whatislost?
  Letmyhandsframeyourfaceinyourhair’sgold,YoubeautifulLucreziathataremine!”Rafaeldidthis,Andreapaintedthat;
  TheRoman’sisthebetterwhenyoupray,Butstilltheother’sVirginwashiswife”——
  Menwillexcuseme。Iamgladtojudge[180]
  Bothpicturesinyourpresence;clearergrowsMybetterfortune,Iresolvetothink。
  For,doyouknow,Lucrezia,asGodlives,SaidonedayAgnolo,hisveryself,ToRafael……Ihaveknownitalltheseyears……
  WhentheyoungmanwasflamingouthisthoughtsUponapalace-wallforRometosee,Tooliftedupinheartbecauseofit”Friend,there’sacertainsorrylittlescrubGoesupanddownourFlorence,nonecareshow,[190]
  Who,werehesettoplanandexecuteAsyouare,prickedonbyyourpopesandkings,Wouldbringthesweatintothatbrowofyours!”
  ToRafael’s!——Andindeedthearmiswrong。
  Ihardlydare……yet,onlyyoutosee,Givethechalkhere——quick,thusthelineshouldgo!
  Ay,butthesoul!he’sRafael!rubitout!
  Still,allIcarefor,ifhespokethetruth,Whathe?why,whobutMichelAgnolo?
  Doyouforgetalreadywordslikethose?[200]
  Ifreallytherewassuchachancesolost,——
  Is,whetheryou’re——notgrateful——butmorepleased。
  Well,letmethinkso。Andyousmileindeed!
  Thishourhasbeenanhour!Anothersmile?
  IfyouwouldsitthusbymeeverynightIshouldworkbetter,doyoucomprehend?
  ImeanthatIshouldearnmore,giveyoumore。
  See,itissettleddusknow;there’sastar;
  Morello’sgone,thewatch-lightsshowthewall,Thecue-owlsspeakthenamewecallthemby。[210]
  Comefromthewindow,love,——comein,atlast,InsidethemelancholylittlehouseWebuilttobesogaywith。Godisjust。
  KingFrancismayforgiveme:oftatnightsWhenIlookupfrompainting,eyestiredout,Thewallsbecomeillumined,brickfrombrickDistinct,insteadofmortar,fiercebrightgold,ThatgoldofhisIdidcementthemwith!
  Letusbutloveeachother。Mustyougo?
  Thatcousinhereagain?hewaitsoutside?[220]
  Mustseeyou——you,andnotwithme?Thoseloans?
  Moregamingdebtstopay?yousmiledforthat?
  Well,letsmilesbuyme!haveyoumoretospend?
  WhilehandandeyeandsomethingofaheartAreleftme,work’smyware,andwhat’sitworth?
  I’llpaymyfancy。OnlyletmesitThegrayremainderoftheeveningout,Idle,youcallit,andmuseperfectlyHowIcouldpaint,wereIbutbackinFrance,Onepicture,justonemore——theVirgin’sface,[230]
  Notyour’sthistime!IwantyouatmysideTohearthem——thatis,MichelAgnolo——
  JudgeallIdoandtellyouofitsworth。
  Willyou?To-morrow,satisfyyourfriend。
  Itakethesubjectsforhiscorridor,Finishthepotraitoutofhand——there,there,AndthrowhiminanotherthingortwoIfhedemurs;thewholeshouldproveenoughTopayforthissamecousin’sfreak。Beside,What’sbetterandwhat’sallIcareabout,[240]
  Getyouthethirteenscudifortheruff!
  Love,doesthatpleaseyou?Ah,butwhatdoeshe,Thecousin!whatdoeshetopleaseyoumore?
  Iamgrownpeacefulasoldageto-night。
  Iregretlittle,Iwouldchangestillless。
  Sincetheremypastlifelies,whyalterit?
  TheverywrongtoFrancis!——itistrueItookhiscoin,wastemptedandcomplied,Andbuiltthishouseandsinned,andallissaid。
  Myfatherandmymotherdiedofwant。[250]
  Well,hadIrichesofmyown?youseeHowonegetsrich!Leteachonebearhislot。
  Theywerebornpoor,livedpoor,andpoortheydied:
  AndIhavelaboredsomewhatinmytimeAndnotbeenpaidprofusely。SomegoodsonPaintmytwohundredpictures——lethimtry!
  Nodoubt,there’ssomethingstrikesabalance。Yes,Youlovedmequiteenough,itseemsto-night。
  Thismustsufficemehere。Whatwouldonehave?
  Inheaven,perhaps,newchances,onemorechance——[260]
  FourgreatwallsintheNewJerusalem,Metedoneachsidebytheangel’sreed,ForLeonard,Rafael,Agnolo,andmeTocover——thethreefirstwithoutawife,WhileIhavemine!So——stilltheyovercomeBecausethere’sstillLucrezia,——asIchoose。
  Againthecousin’swhistle!Go,mylove——
  29。Myface,mymoon:”Once,likethemoon,ImadeTheever-shiftingcurrentsofthebloodAccordingtomyhumorebbandflow。”——
  Cleopatra,inTennyson’s`ADreamofFairWomen’。”Youarethepowerfulmoonofmyblood’ssea,TomakeitebborflowintomyfaceAsyourlookschange。”——
  FordandDecker’s`WitchofEdmonton’。
  35。Acommongrayness:AndreadelSartowasdistinguishedforhisskillinchiaro-oscuro。
  82。low-pulsedforthrightcraftsman’shand:”AndreadelSarto’swas,afterall,butthe`low-pulsedforthrightcraftsman’shand’,andthereforehisperfectartdoesnottouchourheartslikethatofFraBartolommeo,whooccupiesaboutthesamepositionwithregardtothegreatmastersofthecenturyasAndreadelSarto。FraBartolommeospokefromhisheart。Hewasmovedbythespirit,sotospeak,toexpresshispureandholythoughtsinbeautifullanguage,andtheidealthatpresenteditselftohismind,andfromwhichhe,equallywithRaphael,worked,approachedalmostascloselyasRaphael’stothatabstractbeautyafterwhichtheybothlonged。AndreadelSartohadnosuchlonging:hewascontentwiththelovelinessofearth。
  Thishecouldunderstandandimitateinitsfullestperfection,andthereforehetroubledhimselfbutlittleaboutthe`wondrouspaterne’laidupinheaven。ManyofhisMadonnashavegreaterbeauty,strictlyspeaking,thanthoseofBartolommeo,orevenofRaphael;butwemissinthemthatmysteriousspirituallovelinessthatgivesthelattertheirchiefcharm。”——
  Heaton’sHistoryofPainting。
  93。Morello:thehighestofthespursoftheApenninestothenorthofFlorence。
  96。Speakastheyplease,whatdoesthemountaincare?:it’sbeyondtheircriticism。
  105。TheUrbinate:RaphaelSanti,born1483,inUrbino。
  AndreaseesinRaphael,whosetechniquewasinferiortohisown,hissuperior,ashereachedaboveandthroughhisart——
  foritgivesway。
  106。GeorgeVasari:seenoteunderSt。9of`OldPicturesinFlorence’。
  120。Nay,Love,youdidgiveallIasked:itmustbeunderstoodthathiswifehasrepliedwithpique,towhathesaidinthetwoprecedinglines。
  129。bythefuture:whenplacedby,incomparisonwith,thefuture。
  130。Agnolo:MichaelAngelomorecorrectly,AgnoloBuonarotti。
  SeenoteunderSt。30of`OldPicturesinFlorence’。
  146。ForfearofchancingontheParislords:byreasonofhisbreakingthefaithhehadpledgedtoFrancisI。ofFrance,andusingforhisownpurposes,orhiswife’s,themoneywithwhichthekinghadentrustedhimtopurchaseworksofartinItaly。
  149-165。ThatFrancis,thatfirsttime:hethinkswithregretofthekingandofhishonoredandinspiringstayathiscourt。
  161。bythosehearts:alongwith,bytheaidof。
  173。Thetriumphwas……there:i。e。,inyourheart。
  174。erethetriumph:inFrance。
  177。Rafaeldidthis,……washiswife:aremarkascribedtosomecritic。
  198。Ifhespokethetruth:i。e。,abouthimself。
  199。Whathe:doyouask?
  202。allIcarefor……iswhetheryou’re。
  209。Morello’sgone:itsoutlinesarelostinthedusk。Seev。93。
  218。Thatgoldofhis:seenotetov。146。
  220。Thatcousinhereagain?:oneofLucrezia’sgallantsisreferredto,topaywhosegamingdebts,itappears,shehasobtainedmoneyofherhusband。Itmustbeunderstoodthatthisgallantwhistleshere。Seelastverseofthemonologue。
  263。Leonard:LeonardodaVinci。
  FraLippoLippi。
  IampoorbrotherLippo,byyourleave!
  Youneednotclapyourtorchestomyface。
  Zooks,what’stoblame?youthinkyouseeamonk!
  What,’tispastmidnight,andyougotherounds,Andhereyoucatchmeatanalley’sendWheresportiveladiesleavetheirdoorsajar?
  TheCarmine’smycloister:huntitup,Do,——harryout,ifyoumustshowyourzeal,Whateverrat,there,hapsonhiswronghole,Andnipeachsoftlingofaweewhitemouse,[10]
  `Weke,weke’,that’screpttokeephimcompany!
  Aha!youknowyourbetters?Then,you’lltakeYourhandawaythat’sfiddlingonmythroat,Andpleasetoknowmelikewise。WhoamI?
  Why,one,sir,whoislodgingwithafriendThreestreetsoff——he’sacertain……howd’yecall?
  Master——a……CosimooftheMedici,I’thehousethatcapsthecorner。Boh!youwerebest!
  Rememberandtellme,thedayyou’rehanged,Howyouaffectedsuchagullet’s-gripe![20]
  Butyou,sir,itconcernsyouthatyourknavesPickupamanner,nordiscredityou:
  Zooks,arewepilchards,thattheysweepthestreetsAndcountfairprizewhatcomesintotheirnet?
  He’sJudastoatittle,thatmanis!
  Justsuchaface!Why,sir,youmakeamends。
  Lord,I’mnotangry!BidyourhangdogsgoDrinkoutthisquarter-florintothehealthOfthemunificentHousethatharborsmeAndmanymorebeside,lads!morebeside![30]
  Andall’scomesquareagain。I’dlikehisface——
  His,elbowingonhiscomradeinthedoorWiththepikeandlantern,——fortheslavethatholdsJohnBaptist’sheada-danglebythehairWithonehand”Lookyou,now”,aswhoshouldsay
  Andhisweaponintheother,yetunwiped!
  It’snotyourchancetohaveabitofchalk,Awood-coalorthelike?oryoushouldsee!
  Yes,I’mthepainter,sinceyoustylemeso。
  What,brotherLippo’sdoings,upanddown,[40]
  Youknowthem,andtheytakeyou?likeenough!
  Isawthepropertwinkleinyoureye——
  ’Tellyou,Ilikedyourlooksatveryfirst。
  Let’ssitandsetthingsstraightnow,hiptohaunch。
  Here’sspringcome,andthenightsonemakesupbandsToroamthetownandsingoutcarnival,AndI’vebeenthreeweeksshutwithinmymew,A-paintingforthegreatman,saintsandsaintsAndsaintsagain。Icouldnotpaintallnight——
  Ouf!Ileanedoutofwindowforfreshair。[50]
  Therecameahurryoffeetandlittlefeet,Asweepoflute-strings,laughs,andwhiftsofsong——
  `Flowero’thebroom,Takeawaylove,andourearthisatomb!
  Flowero’thequince,IletLisago,andwhatgoodinlifesince?
  Flowero’thethyme’——andsoon。Roundtheywent。
  ScarcehadtheyturnedthecornerwhenatitterLiketheskippingofrabbitsbymoonlight,——threeslimshapes,Andafacethatlookedup……zooks,sir,fleshandblood,[60]
  That’sallI’mmadeof!Intoshredsitwent,Curtainandcounterpaneandcoverlet,Allthebed-furniture——adozenknots,Therewasaladder!DownIletmyself,Handsandfeet,scramblingsomehow,andsodropped,Andafterthem。IcameupwiththefunHardbySaintLawrence,hailfellow,wellmet,——
  `Flowero’therose,IfI’vebeenmerry,whatmatterwhoknows?’
  Andso,asIwasstealingbackagain,[70]
  TogettobedandhaveabitofsleepEreIriseupto-morrowandgoworkOnJeromeknockingathispooroldbreastWithhisgreatroundstonetosubduetheflesh,Yousnapmeofthesudden。Ah,Isee!
  Thoughyoureyetwinklesstill,youshakeyourhead——
  Mine’sshaved——amonk,yousay——thesting’sinthat!
  IfMasterCosimoannouncedhimself,Mum’sthewordnaturally;butamonk!
  Come,whatamIabeastfor?tellus,now![80]
  IwasababywhenmymotherdiedAndfatherdiedandleftmeinthestreet。
  Istarvedthere,Godknowshow,ayearortwoOnfig-skins,melon-parings,rindsandshucks,Refuseandrubbish。Onefinefrostyday,Mystomachbeingemptyasyourhat,ThewinddoubledmeupanddownIwent。
  OldauntLapacciatrussedmewithonehandItsfellowwasastinger,asIknew,Andsoalongthewall,overthebridge,[90]
  Bythestraightcuttotheconvent。Sixwordsthere,WhileIstoodmunchingmyfirstbreadthatmonth:”So,boy,you’reminded,”quoththegoodfatfatherWipinghisownmouth,’twasrefection-time,——”Toquitthisverymiserableworld?
  Willyourenounce”……”themouthfulofbread?”thoughtI;
  Bynomeans!Brief,theymadeamonkofme;
  Ididrenouncetheworld,itsprideandgreed,Palace,farm,villa,shop,andbanking-house,Trash,suchasthesepoordevilsofMedici[100]
  Havegiventheirheartsto——allateightyearsold。
  Well,sir,Ifoundintime,youmaybesure,’Twasnotfornothing——thegoodbellyful,Thewarmsergeandtheropethatgoesallround,Andday-longblessedidlenessbeside!”Let’sseewhattheurchin’sfitfor”——thatcamenext。
  Notovermuchtheirway,Imustconfess。
  Suchato-do!Theytriedmewiththeirbooks:
  Lord,they’dhavetaughtmeLatininpurewaste!
  `Flowero’theclove,[110]
  AlltheLatinIconstrueis,”Amo”Ilove!’