It’swiserbeinggoodthanbad;
It’ssaferbeingmeekthanfierce:
It’sfitterbeingsanethanmad。
Myownhopeis,asunwillpierceThethickestcloudeartheverstretched;
That,afterLast,returnstheFirst,Thoughawidecompassroundbefetched;
Thatwhatbeganbest,can’tendworst,NorwhatGodblessedonce,proveaccurst。
RabbiBenEzra。
1。
Growoldalongwithme!
Thebestisyettobe,Thelastoflife,forwhichthefirstwasmade:
OurtimesareinHishandWhosaith,”AwholeIplanned,Youthshowsbuthalf;trustGod:seeall,norbeafraid!”——
St。1。Growoldalongwithme!:IunderstandthattheagedRabbiisaddressingsomeyoungfriend。
Thebestisyettobe,thelastoflife:”Bythespirit,whenageshallo’ercomethee,thoustillshaltenjoyMoreindeed,thanatfirstwhen,unconscious,thelifeofaboy。”——
`Saul’,162,163。
2。
Notthat,amassingflowers,Youthsighed,”Whichrosemakeours,Whichlilyleaveandthenasbestrecall?”
Notthat,admiringstars,Ityearned,”NorJove,norMars;
Minebesomefiguredflamewhichblends,transcendsthemall!”
3。
NotforsuchhopesandfearsAnnullingyouth’sbriefyears,DoIremonstrate:follywidethemark!
RatherIprizethedoubtLowkindsexistwithout,Finishedandfiniteclods,untroubledbyaspark——
St。2,3。Theconstructionis,Idonotremonstratethatyouth,amassingflowers,sighed,Whichrosemakeours,whichlilyleave,etc。,northat,admiringstars,ityouthyearned,etc。
4。
Poorvauntoflifeindeed,WeremanbutformedtofeedOnjoy,tosolelyseekandfindandfeast;
Suchfeastingended,thenAssureanendtomen;
Irkscarethecrop-fullbird?Fretsdoubtthemaw-crammedbeast?——
St。4。Irkscare:doescareirk……doesdoubtfret……
5。
RejoicewearealliedToThatwhichdothprovideAndnotpartake,effectandnotreceive!
Asparkdisturbsourclod;
NearerweholdofGodWhogives,thanofHistribesthattake,Imustbelieve——
St。5。NearerweholdofGod:havetitletoanearerrelationship。
SeeWebster,s。v。Hold,v。i。def。3。{Noeditionisgiven。}
6。
Then,welcomeeachrebuffThatturnsearth’ssmoothnessrough,Eachstingthatbidsnorsitnorstandbutgo!
Beourjoysthree-partspain!
Strive,andholdcheapthestrain;
Learn,noraccountthepang;dare,nevergrudgethethroe!
7。
Forthence,——aparadoxWhichcomfortswhileitmocks,——
Shalllifesucceedinthatitseemstofail:
WhatIaspiredtobe,Andwasnot,comfortsme:
AbruteImighthavebeen,butwouldnotsinki’thescale——
St。7。WhatIaspiredtobe:”’tisnotwhatmanDoeswhichexaltshim,butwhatmanWoulddo。”——`Saul’,v。296。
8。
WhatishebutabruteWhosefleshhathsoultosuit,Whosespiritworkslestarmsandlegswantplay?
Toman,proposethistest——
Thybodyatitsbest,Howfarcanthatprojectthysoulonitsloneway?——
St。8。Thybodyatitsbest,Howfar,etc。:”Inourfleshgrowsthebranchofthislife,inoursoulitbearsfruit。”——`Saul’,v。151。
9。
Yetgiftsshouldprovetheiruse:
IownthePastprofuseOfpowereachside,perfectioneveryturn:
Eyes,earstookintheirdole,Braintreasuredupthewhole;
Shouldnottheheartbeatonce”Howgoodtoliveandlearn”?——
St。9。thePast:hemeansthepastofhisownlife。
10。
Notoncebeat”PraisebeThine!
Iseethewholedesign,I,whosawPower,seenowLoveperfecttoo:
PerfectIcallThyplan:
ThanksthatIwasaman!
Maker,remake,complete,——ItrustwhatThoushaltdo!”——
St。10。Theoriginalreadingofthe3dversewas,”I,whosawPower,SHALLseeLoveperfecttoo。”Thechangehasclearedupadifficulty。
TheAll-Greatisnowtome,inmyage,theAll-Lovingtoo。
Maker,remake,complete:thereseemstobeananticipationhereofthemetaphorofthePotter’swheel,instanzas25-32,andseeJer。18:4。
11。
Forpleasantisthisflesh;
Oursoul,initsrose-meshPulledevertotheearth,stillyearnsforrest:
WouldwesomeprizemightholdTomatchthosemanifoldPossessionsofthebrute,——gainmost,aswedidbest!
12。
Letusnotalwayssay”Spiteofthisfleshto-dayIstrove,madehead,gainedgrounduponthewhole!”
Asthebirdwingsandsings,Letuscry”AllgoodthingsAreours,norsoulhelpsfleshmore,now,thanfleshhelpssoul!”
13。
ThereforeIsummonageTograntyouth’sheritage,Life’sstrugglehavingsofarreacheditsterm:
ThenceshallIpass,approvedAman,forayeremovedFromthedevelopedbrute;aGodthoughinthegerm——
St。13。ThenceshallIpass,etc。:Itwillbeobservedthathereandinsomeofthefollowingstanzas,theRabbispeaksinthepersonofyouth;soyouthshouldsaytoitself。
14。
AndIshallthereuponTakerest,ereIbegoneOncemoreonmyadventurebraveandnew:
Fearlessandunperplexed,WhenIwagebattlenext,Whatweaponstoselect,whatarmortoindue。
15。
Youthended,IshalltryMygainorlossthereby;
Leavethefireashes,whatsurvivesisgold:
AndIshallweighthesame,Givelifeitspraiseorblame:
Young,alllayindispute;Ishallknow,beingold。
16。
For,notewheneveningshuts,AcertainmomentcutsThedeedoff,callsthegloryfromthegray:
AwhisperfromthewestShoots——”Addthistotherest,Takeitandtryitsworth:herediesanotherday。”
17。
So,stillwithinthislife,Thoughliftedo’eritsstrife,Letmediscern,compare,pronounceatlast,”Thisragewasrighti’themain,Thatacquiescencevain:
TheFutureImayfacenowIhaveprovedthePast。”
18。
FormoreisnotreservedToman,withsouljustnervedToactto-morrowwhathelearnsto-day:
Here,workenoughtowatchTheMasterwork,andcatchHintsofthepropercraft,tricksofthetool’strueplay。
19。
Asitwasbetter,youthShouldstrive,throughactsuncouth,Towardmaking,thanreposeonaughtfoundmade:
So,better,age,exemptFromstrife,shouldknow,thantemptFurther。Thouwaitedstage:waitdeath,norbeafraid!
20。
Enoughnow,iftheRightAndGoodandInfiniteBenamedhere,asthoucallestthyhandthineown,Withknowledgeabsolute,SubjecttonodisputeFromfoolsthatcrowdedyouth,norlettheefeelalone——
St。20。knowledgeabsolute:soulknowledge,whichisreachedthroughdirectassimilationbythesoulofthehiddenprinciplesofthings,asdistinguishedfromintellectualknowledge,whichisbasedonthephenominal,andmustbemoreorlesssubjecttodispute。
21。
Bethere,foronceandall,Severedgreatmindsfromsmall,AnnouncedtoeachhisstationinthePast!
WasI,theworldarraigned,Werethey,mysouldisdained,Right?Letagespeakthetruthandgiveuspeaceatlast!——
St。21,vv。4,5。Therelativesaresuppressed;——WasIwhomtheworldarraigned,orweretheywhommysouldisdained,right?
22。
Now,whoshallarbitrate?
TenmenlovewhatIhate,ShunwhatIfollow,slightwhatIreceive;
Ten,whoinearsandeyesMatchme:weallsurmise,They,thisthing,andI,that:whomshallmysoulbelieve?
23。
NotonthevulgarmassCalled”work”,mustsentencepass,Thingsdone,thattooktheeyeandhadtheprice;
O’erwhich,fromlevelstand,Thelowworldlaiditshand,Foundstraightwaytoitsmind,couldvalueinatrice:
24。
Butall,theworld’scoarsethumbAndfingerfailedtoplumb,Sopassedinmakingupthemainaccount:
Allinstinctsimmature,Allpurposesunsure,Thatweighednotashiswork,yetswelledtheman’samount:
25。
ThoughtshardlytobepackedIntoanarrowact,Fanciesthatbrokethroughlanguageandescaped:
AllIcouldneverbe,All,menignoredinme,This,IwasworthtoGod,whosewheelthepitchershaped。
26。
Ay,notethatPotter’swheel,Thatmetaphor!andfeelWhytimespinsfast,whypassiveliesourclay,——
Thou,towhomfoolspropound,Whenthewinemakesitsround,”Sincelifefleets,allischange;thePastgone,seizeto-day!”——
St。26。Potter’swheel:”Butnow,OLord,thouartourFather:
wearetheclay,andthouourPotter;andwearealltheworkofthyhand。”——Is。64:8;andseeJer。18:2-6。
27。
Fool!Allthatis,atall,Lastsever,pastrecall;
Earthchanges,butthysoulandGodstandsure:
Whatenteredintothee,THATwas,is,andshallbe:
Time’swheelrunsbackorstops:Potterandclayendure。
28。
HefixedtheemidthisdanceOfplasticcircumstance,ThisPresent,thou,forsooth,wouldstfainarrest:
MachineryjustmeantTogivethysoulitsbent,Trythee,andturntheeforthsufficientlyimpressed。
29。
WhatthoughtheearliergroovesWhichranthelaughinglovesAroundthybase,nolongerpauseandpress?
Whatthough,aboutthyrim,Skull-thingsinordergrimGrowout,ingravermood,obeythesternerstress?
30。
Looknotthoudownbutup!
Tousesofacup,Thefestalboard,lamp’sflash,andtrumpet’speal,Thenewwine’sfoamingflow,TheMaster’slipsaglow!
Thou,heaven’sconsummatecup,whatneedstthouwithearth’swheel?
31。
ButIneed,nowasthen,Thee,God,whomouldestmen!
Andsince,notevenwhilethewhirlwasworst,DidI,——tothewheeloflifeWithshapesandcolorsrife,Bounddizzily,——mistakemyend,toslakeThythirst:
32。
So,takeanduseThywork,Amendwhatflawsmaylurk,Whatstraino’thestuff,whatwarpingspasttheaim!
MytimesbeinThyhand!
Perfectthecupasplanned!
Letageapproveofyouth,anddeathcompletethesame!
AGrammarian’sFuneral。
ShortlyaftertheRevivalofLearninginEurope。
Letusbeginandcarryupthiscorpse,Singingtogether。
Leavewethecommoncrofts,thevulgarthorpes,EachinitstetherSleepingsafeinthebosomoftheplain,Cared-fortillcock-crow:
LookoutifyonderbenotdayagainRimmingtherock-row!
That’stheappropriatecountry;there,man’sthought,Rarer,intenser,[10]
Self-gatheredforanoutbreak,asitought,Chafesinthecenser。
Leavewetheunletteredplainitsherdandcrop;
SeekwesepultureOnatallmountain,citiedtothetop,Crowdedwithculture!
Allthepeakssoar,butonetherestexcels;
Cloudsovercomeit;
No,yondersparkleisthecitadel’sCirclingitssummit。[20]
Thitherourpathlies;windweuptheheights!
Waityethewarning?
Ourlowlifewasthelevel’sandthenight’s:
He’sforthemorning。
Steptoatune,squarechests,erecteachhead,’Warethebeholders!
Thisisourmaster,famous,calm,anddead,Borneonourshoulders。
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He,whomweconvoytohisgravealoft,Singingtogether,Hewasamanbornwiththyfaceandthroat,LyricApollo!
Longhelivednameless:howshouldspringtakenoteWinterwouldfollow?
Tilllo,thelittletouch,andyouthwasgone!
Crampedanddiminished,Moanedhe,”Newmeasures,otherfeetanon!”Mydanceisfinished?”[40]
No,that’stheworld’sway;keepthemountain-side,Makeforthecity!
Heknewthesignal,andsteppedonwithprideOvermen’spity;
Leftplayforwork,andgrappledwiththeworldBentonescaping:”What’sinthescroll,”quothhe,”thoukeepestfurled?
Showmetheirshaping,Theirswhomoststudiedman,thebardandsage,——
Give!”——So,hegownedhim,[50]
Straightgotbyheartthatbooktoitslastpage:
Learned,wefoundhim。
Yea,butwefoundhimbaldtoo,eyeslikelead,Accentsuncertain:”Timetotastelife,”anotherwouldhavesaid,”Upwiththecurtain!”
Thismansaidrather,”Actuallifecomesnext?
Patienceamoment!
GrantIhavemasteredlearning’scrabbedtext,Stillthere’sthecomment。[60]
Letmeknowall!Pratenotofmostorleast,Painfuloreasy!
EventothecrumbsI’dfaineatupthefeast,Ay,norfeelqueasy。”
Oh,suchalifeasheresolvedtolive,Whenhehadlearnedit,Whenhehadgatheredallbookshadtogive!
Sooner,hespurnedit。
Imagethewhole,thenexecutetheparts——
Fancythefabric[70]
Quite,ereyoubuild,eresteelstrikefirefromquartz,Eremortardabbrick!
Here’sthetown-gatereached;there’sthemarket-placeGapingbeforeus。
Yea,thisinhimwasthepeculiargraceHeartenourchorus!
Thatbeforelivinghe’dlearnhowtolive——
Noendtolearning:
Earnthemeansfirst——GodsurelywillcontriveUseforourearning。[80]
Othersmistrustandsay,”Buttimeescapes!
Livenowornever!”
Hesaid,”What’stime?LeaveNowfordogsandapes!
ManhasForever。”
Backtohisbookthen:deeperdroopedhishead:
CALCULUSrackedhim:
Leadenbefore,hiseyesgrewdrossoflead:
TUSSISattackedhim。”Now,master,takealittlerest!”——nothe!
Cautionredoubled![90]
Steptwoabreast,thewaywindsnarrowly!
Notawhittroubled,Backtohisstudies,fresherthanatfirst,FierceasadragonHesoul-hydropticwithasacredthirst
Suckedattheflagon。
Oh,ifwedrawacirclepremature,Heedlessoffargain,Greedyforquickreturnsofprofit,sureBadisourbargain![100]
Wasitnotgreat?didnothethrowonGodHelovestheburthen——
God’stasktomaketheheavenlyperiodPerfecttheearthen?
Didnothemagnifythemind,showclearJustwhatitallmeant?
Hewouldnotdiscountlife,asfoolsdohere,Paidbyinstalment。
Heventuredneckornothing——heaven’ssuccessFound,orearth’sfailure:[110]”Wiltthoutrustdeathornot?”Heanswered,”Yes!
Hencewithlife’spalelure!”
Thatlowmanseeksalittlethingtodo。
Seesitanddoesit:
Thishighman,withagreatthingtopursue,Diesereheknowsit。
Thatlowmangoesonaddingonetoone,Hishundred’ssoonhit:
Thishighman,aimingatamillion,Missesanunit。[120]
That,hastheworldhere——shouldheneedthenext,Lettheworldmindhim!
This,throwshimselfonGod,andunperplexedSeekingshallfindhim。
So,withthethrottlinghandsofdeathatstrife,Groundheatgrammar;
Still,throughtherattle,partsofspeechwererife:
WhilehecouldstammerHesettledHOTI’sbusiness——letitbe!——
ProperlybasedOUN——[130]
Gaveusthedoctrineoftheenclitic`De’,Deadfromthewaistdown。
Well,here’stheplatform,here’stheproperplace:
Hailtoyourpurlieus,Allyehighfliersofthefeatheredrace,Swallowsandcurlews!
Here’sthetop-peak;themultitudebelowLive,fortheycan,there:
ThismandecidednottoLivebutKnow——
Burythismanthere?[140]
Here——here’shisplace,wheremeteorsshoot,cloudsform,Lightningsareloosened,Starscomeandgo!Letjoybreakwiththestorm,Peaceletthedewsend!
Loftydesignsmustcloseinlikeeffects:
Loftilylying,Leavehim——stillloftierthantheworldsuspects,Livinganddying——
18。overcome:passover,overhang,overshadow;usedasinMacbethIII。IV。3,”overcomeuslikeasummer’scloud”。
39,40。Newmeasures,……finished?:doyousay?notatall。
42。Allinparentheses,throughoutthepoem,isaddressedbythespeakerdirectlytohiscompanions。
57。Actuallifecomesnext:doyousay?No。Ihavemoretodofirst。
86。Calculus:thestone。
88。Tussis:acough。
95。hydroptic:hydropic,dropsical。
129。Hoti:theGreekparticle`/Oti,conj。that,etc。
130。Oun:GreekparticleOu^’n,then,nowthen,etc。
131。theencliticDe:GreekDe{Deltaepsilon};inregardtothis,thefollowingletterbyBrowningappearedintheLondon`DailyNews’
ofNov。21,1874:”TotheEditorof`TheDailyNews’。Sir,——
Inacleverarticlethismorningyouspeakof`thedoctrineoftheencliticDe’——`which,withalldeferencetoMr。Browning,inpointoffactdoesnotexist。’No,nottoMr。Browning:
butpraydefertoHerrButtmann,whosefifthlistof`enclitics’
ends`withtheinseparableDe’——ortoCurtius,whosefifthlistendsalsowith`Demeaning`towards’
andasademonstrativeappendage’。Thatthisisnottobeconfoundedwiththeaccentuated`De,meaningBUT’,wasthe`doctrine’
whichtheGrammarianbequeathedtothosecapableofreceivingit——
Iam,sir,yoursobediently,R。B。”——`BrowningSoc。Papers’,PartI。,p。56。
AnEpistlecontainingtheStrangeMedicalExperienceofKarshish,theArabPhysician。
Karshish,thepicker-upoflearning’scrumbs,Thenot-incuriousinGod’shandiworkThisman’s-fleshhehathadmirablymade,Blownlikeabubble,kneadedlikeapaste,TocoopupandkeepdownonearthaspaceThatpuffofvaporfromhismouth,man’ssoul——
ToAbib,all-sagaciousinourart,BreederinmeofwhatpoorskillIboast,LikemeinquisitivehowpricksandcracksBefallthefleshthroughtoomuchstressandstrain,[10]
WherebythewilyvaporfainwouldslipBackandrejoinitssourcebeforetheterm,——
AndaptestincontrivanceunderGod
Tobaffleitbydeftlystoppingsuch:——
ThevagrantScholartohisSageathomeSendsgreetinghealthandknowledge,famewithpeace
Threesamplesoftruesnake-stone——rarerstill,Oneoftheothersort,themelon-shapedButfitter,poundedfine,forcharmsthandrugs,Andwritethnowthetwenty-secondtime。[20]
MyjourneyingswerebroughttoJericho:
ThusIresume。Who,studiousinourart,Shallcountalittlelaborunrepaid?
Ihaveshedsweatenough,leftfleshandboneOnmanyaflintyfurlongofthisland。
Also,thecountry-sideisallonfireWithrumorsofamarchinghitherward:
SomesayVespasiancometh,some,hisson。
Ablacklynxsnarledandprickedatuftedear;
Lustofmybloodinflamedhisyellowballs:[30]
Icriedandthrewmystaff,andhewasgone。
Twicehavetherobbersstrippedandbeatenme,Andonceatowndeclaredmeforaspy;
Butattheend,IreachJerusalem,SincethispoorcovertwhereIpassthenight,ThisBethany,liesscarcethedistancethenceAmanwithplague-soresatthethirddegreeRunstillhedropsdowndead。Thoulaughesthere!
’Sooth,itelatesme,thusreposedandsafe,Tovoidthestuffingofmytravel-scrip,[40]
AndsharewiththeewhateverJewryyields。
AviscidcholerisobservableIntertians,Iwasnearlyboldtosay;
Andfalling-sicknesshathahappiercureThanourschoolwotsof:there’saspiderhereWeavesnoweb,watchesontheledgeoftombs,Sprinkledwithmottlesonanash-grayback;
Takefiveanddropthem……butwhoknowshismind,TheSyrianrunagateItrustthisto?
Hisservicepayethmeasublimate[50]
Blownuphisnosetohelptheailingeye。
Bestwait:IreachJerusalematmorn,Theresetinordermyexperiences,Gatherwhatmostdeserves,andgivetheeall——
OrImightadd,Judaea’sgum-tragacanthScalesoffinpurerflakes,shinesclearer-grained,Cracks’twixtthepestleandtheporphyry,Infineexceedsourproduce。Scalp-diseaseConfoundsme,crossingsowithleprosy:
ThouhadstadmiredonesortIgainedatZoar——[60]
Butzealoutrunsdiscretion。HereIend。
Yetstay!mySyrianblinkethgratefully,Protestethhisdevotionismyprice——
SupposeIwritewhatharmsnot,thoughhesteal?
Ihalfresolvetotellthee,yetIblush,Whatsetmeoffa-writingfirstofall。
AnitchIhad,astingtowrite,atang!
For,beitthistown’sbarrenness,——orelseTheManhadsomethinginthelookofhim,——
Hiscasehasstruckmefarmorethan’tisworth。[70]
So,pardonif——lestpresentlyIlose,Inthegreatpressofnoveltyathand,Thecareandpainsthissomehowstolefromme
Ibidtheetakethethingwhilefreshinmind,Almostinsight——for,wiltthouhavethetruth?
Theverymanisgonefrommebutnow,Whoseailmentisthesubjectofdiscourse。
Thusthen,andletthybetterwithelpall!
’Tisbutacaseofmania:subinducedByepilepsy,attheturning-point[80]
Oftranceprolongedundulysomethreedays;
When,bytheexhibitionofsomedrugOrspell,exorcization,strokeofartUnknowntomeandwhich’twerewelltoknow,Theevilthing,out-breaking,allatonce,Leftthemanwholeandsoundofbodyindeed,——
But,flingingsotospeaklife’sgatestoowide,Makingaclearhouseofittoosuddenly,ThefirstconceitthatenteredmightinscribeWhateveritwasmindedonthewall[90]
Soplainlyatthatvantage,asitwereFirstcome,firstserved,thatnothingsubsequentAttainethtoerasethosefancy-scrawlsThejust-returnedandnew-establishedsoulHathgottennowsothoroughlybyheartThathenceforthshewillreadortheseornone。
Andfirst——theman’sownfirmconvictionrestsThathewasdeadinfacttheyburiedhim——
ThathewasdeadandthenrestoredtolifeByaNazarenephysicianofhistribe:[100]——
’Sayeth,thesamebade”Rise”,andhedidrise。”Suchcasesarediurnal”,thouwiltcry。
Notsothisfigment!——not,thatsuchafume,Insteadofgivingwaytotimeandhealth,Shouldeatitselfintothelifeoflife,Assaffrontingethflesh,blood,bones,andall!
Forsee,howhetakesuptheafter-life。
Theman——itisoneLazarusaJew,Sanguine,proportioned,fiftyyearsofage,Thebody’shabitwhollylaudable,[110]
Asmuch,indeed,beyondthecommonhealthAsheweremadeandputasidetoshow。
Think,couldwepenetratebyanydrugAndbathetheweariedsoulandworriedflesh,Andbringitclearandfair,bythreedays’sleep!
Whencehasthemanthebalmthatbrightensall?
Thisgrownmaneyestheworldnowlikeachild。
Someeldersofhistribe,Ishouldpremise,Ledintheirfriend,obedientasasheep,Tobearmyinquisition。Whiletheyspoke,[120]
Nowsharply,nowwithsorrow,——toldthecase,——
HelistenednotexceptIspoketohim,Butfoldedhistwohandsandletthemtalk,Watchingthefliesthatbuzzed:andyetnofool。
Andthat’sasamplehowhisyearsmustgo。
Lookifabeggar,infixedmiddle-life,Shouldfindatreasure,——canheusethesameWithstraitenedhabitsandwithtastesstarvedsmall,AndtakeatoncetohisimpoverishedbrainThesuddenelementthatchangesthings,[130]
Thatsetstheundreamed-ofraptureathishand,Andputsthecheapoldjoyinthescorneddust?
Ishenotsuchanoneasmovestomirth——
Warilyparsimonious,whennoneed,Wastefulasdrunkennessatunduetimes?
AllprudentcounselastowhatbefitsThegoldenmean,islostonsuchanone:
Theman’sfantasticwillistheman’slaw。
Sohere——wecallthetreasureknowledge,say,Increasedbeyondthefleshlyfaculty——[140]