ThenI,aswasmeet,KneltdowntotheGodofmyfathers,androseonmyfeet,Andrano’erthesandburnttopowder。Thetentwasunlooped;
Ipulledupthespearthatobstructed,andunderIstooped;
Handsandkneesontheslipperygrass-patch,allwitheredandgone,Thatextendstothesecondenclosure,Igropedmywayon[20]
TillIfeltwherethefoldskirtsflyopen。ThenoncemoreIprayed,Andopenedthefoldskirtsandentered,andwasnotafraidButspoke,”HereisDavid,thyservant!”Andnovoicereplied。
AtthefirstIsawnaughtbuttheblackness;butsoonIdescriedAsomethingmoreblackthantheblackness——thevast,theuprightMainpropwhichsustainsthepavilion:andslowintosightGrewafigureagainstit,giganticandblackestofall。
Thenasunbeam,thatburstthroughthetent-roof,showedSaul。
4。
Hestoodaserectasthattent-prop,botharmsstretchedoutwideOnthegreatcross-supportinthecentre,thatgoestoeachside;[30]
Herelaxednotamuscle,buthungthereas,caughtinhispangsAndwaitinghischange,thekingserpentallheavilyhangs,Farawayfromhiskind,inthepine,tilldeliverancecomeWiththespring-time,——soagonizedSaul,drearandstark,blindanddumb。
5。
ThenItunedmyharp,——tookoffthelilieswetwinerounditschordsLesttheysnap’neaththestressofthenoontide——thosesunbeamslikeswords!
AndIfirstplayedthetunealloursheepknow,as,oneafterone,Sodociletheycometothepen-doortillfoldingbedone。
Theyarewhite,anduntornbythebushes,forlo,theyhavefedWherethelonggrassesstiflethewaterwithinthestream’sbed;[40]
Andnowoneafteroneseeksitslodging,asstarfollowsstarIntoeveandthebluefaraboveus,——soblueandsofar!
6——
Thenthetune,forwhichquailsonthecornlandwilleachleavehismateToflyaftertheplayer;then,whatmakesthecricketselateTillforboldnesstheyfightoneanother:andthen,whathasweightTosetthequickjerboaa-musingoutsidehissandhouse——
Therearenonesuchasheforawonder,halfbirdandhalfmouse!
Godmadeallthecreaturesandgavethemourloveandourfear,Togivesign,weandtheyarehischildren,onefamilyhere。
7。
ThenIplayedthehelp-tuneofourreapers,theirwine-song,whenhand[50]
Graspsathand,eyelightseyeingoodfriendship,andgreatheartsexpandAndgrowoneinthesenseofthisworld’slife——Andthen,thelastsongWhenthedeadmanispraisedonhisjourney——”Bear,bearhimalongWithhisfewfaultsshutuplikedeadflowerets!ArebalmseedsnothereToconsoleus?Thelandhasnoneleftsuchasheonthebier。
Oh,wouldwemightkeepthee,mybrother!”——Andthen,thegladchantOfthemarriage,——firstgotheyoungmaidens,next,shewhomwevauntAsthebeauty,theprideofourdwelling——Andthen,thegreatmarchWhereinmanrunstomantoassisthimandbuttressanarchNaughtcanbreak;whoshallharmthem,ourfriends?——Then,thechorusintoned[60]
AstheLevitesgouptothealtaringloryenthroned。
ButIstoppedhere:forhereinthedarknessSaulgroaned。
8。
AndIpaused,heldmybreathinsuchsilence,andlistenedapart;
Andthetentshook,formightySaulshuddered:andsparkles’gandartFromthejewelsthatwokeinhisturbanatoncewithastartAllitslordlymale-sapphires,andrubiescourageousatheart。
Sothehead:butthebodystillmovednot,stillhungthereerect。
AndIbentonceagaintomyplaying,pursueditunchecked,AsIsang,——
9。”Oh,ourmanhood’sprimevigor!Nospiritfeelswaste,Notamuscleisstoppedinitsplayingnorsinewunbraced。[70]
Oh,thewildjoysofliving!theleapingfromrockuptorock,Thestrongrendingofboughsfromthefir-tree,thecoolsilvershockOftheplungeinapool’slivingwater,thehuntofthebear,Andthesultrinessshowingthelioniscouchedinhislair。
Andthemeal,therichdatesyellowedoverwithgolddustdivine,Andthelocust-fleshsteepedinthepitcher,thefulldraughtofwine,Andthesleepinthedriedriver-channelwherebulrushestellThatthewaterwaswonttogowarblingsosoftlyandwell。
Howgoodisman’slife,themereliving!howfittoemployAlltheheartandthesoulandthesensesforeverinjoy![80]
Hastthoulovedthewhitelocksofthyfather,whoseswordthoudidstguardWhenhetrustedtheeforthwiththearmies,forgloriousreward?
Didstthouseethethinhandsofthymother,heldupasmensungThelowsongofthenearlydeparted,andhearherfainttongueJoininginwhileitcouldtothewitness,`Letonemoreattest,Ihavelived,seenGod’shandthroughalifetime,andallwasforbest!’
Thentheysungthroughtheirtearsinstrongtriumph,notmuch,buttherest。
Andthybrothers,thehelpandthecontest,theworkingwhencegrewSuchresultas,fromseethinggrape-bundles,thespiritstrainedtrue:
Andthefriendsofthyboyhood——thatboyhoodofwonderandhope,[90]
Presentpromiseandwealthofthefuturebeyondtheeye’sscope,——
Tilllo,thouartgrowntoamonarch;apeopleisthine;
Andallgifts,whichtheworldofferssingly,ononeheadcombine!
Ononehead,allthebeautyandstrength,loveandragelikethethroeThat,a-workintherock,helpsitslaborandletsthegoldgo
Highambitionanddeedswhichsurpassit,famecrowningthem,——allBroughttoblazeontheheadofonecreature——KingSaul!”
10。
Andlo,withthatleapofmyspirit,——heart,hand,harp,andvoice,EachliftingSaul’snameoutofsorrow,eachbiddingrejoiceSaul’sfameinthelightitwasmadefor——aswhen,dareIsay,[100]
TheLord’sarmy,inraptureofservice,strainsthroughitsarray,Andupsoareththecherubim-chariot——”Saul!”criedI,andstopped,Andwaitedthethingthatshouldfollow。ThenSaul,whohungproppedBythetent’scross-supportinthecentre,wasstruckbyhisname。
HaveyeseenwhenSpring’sarrowysummonsgoesrighttotheaim,Andsomemountain,thelasttowithstandher,thatheldhealone,WhilethevalelaughedinfreedomandflowersonabroadbustofstoneAyear’ssnowboundaboutforabreastplate,——leavesgraspofthesheet?
Foldonfoldallatonceitcrowdsthunderouslydowntohisfeet,Andtherefrontsyou,stark,black,butaliveyet,yourmountainofold,[110]
Withhisrents,thesuccessivebequeathingsofagesuntold——
Yea,eachharmgotinfightingyourbattles,eachfurrowandscarOfhisheadthrust’twixtyouandthetempest——allhail,theretheyare!——
Nowagaintobesoftenedwithverdure,againholdthenestOfthedove,temptthegoatanditsyoungtothegreenonhiscrestFortheirfoodintheardorsofsummer。OnelongshudderthrilledAllthetenttilltheveryairtingled,thensankandwasstilledAttheKing’sselfleftstandingbeforeme,releasedandaware。
Whatwasgone,whatremained?Alltotraverse’twixthopeanddespair。
Deathwaspast,lifenotcome:sohewaited。Awhilehisrighthand[120]
Heldthebrow,helpedtheeyes,lefttoovacant,forthwithtoremandTotheirplacewhatnewobjectsshouldenter:’twasSaulasbefore。
Ilookedupanddaredgazeatthoseeyes,norwashurtanymoreThanbyslowpallidsunsetsinautumn,yewatchfromtheshore,Attheirsadlevelgazeo’ertheocean——asun’sslowdeclineOverhillswhich,resolvedinsternsilence,o’erlapandintwineBasewithbasetoknitstrengthmoreintensely:so,armfoldedarmO’erthechestwhoseslowheavingssubsided。
11。
WhatspellorwhatcharmFor,awhiletherewastroublewithinme,whatnextshouldIurgeTosustainhimwheresonghadrestoredhim?——Songfilledtotheverge[130]
Hiscupwiththewineofthislife,pressingallthatityieldsOfmerefruitage,thestrengthandthebeauty:beyond,onwhatfields,GleanavintagemorepotentandperfecttobrightentheeyeAndbringbloodtothelip,andcommendthemthecuptheyputby?
Hesaith,”Itisgood”;stillhedrinksnot:heletsmepraiselife,Givesassent,yetwoulddieforhisownpart。
12。
ThenfanciesgrewrifeWhichhadcomelongagoonthepasture,whenroundmethesheepFedinsilence——above,theoneeaglewheeledslowasinsleep;
AndIlayinmyhollowandmusedontheworldthatmightlie’Neathhisken,thoughIsawbutthestrip’twixtthehillandthesky。[140]
AndIlaughed——”Sincemydaysareordainedtobepassedwithmyflocks,Letmepeopleatleast,withmyfancies,theplainsandtherocks,DreamthelifeIamnevertomixwith,andimagetheshowOfmankindastheyliveinthosefashionsIhardlyshallknow!
Schemesoflife,itsbestrulesandrightuses,thecouragethatgains,Andtheprudencethatkeepswhatmenstrivefor。”AndnowtheseoldtrainsOfvaguethoughtcameagain;Igrewsurer;so,oncemorethestringOfmyharpmaderesponsetomyspirit,asthus——
13。”Yea,myKing,”
Ibegan——”thoudostwellinrejectingmerecomfortsthatspringFromthemeremortallifeheldincommonbymanandbybrute:[150]
Inourfleshgrowsthebranchofthislife,inoursoulitbearsfruit。
Thouhastmarkedtheslowriseofthetree,——howitsstemtrembledfirstTillitpassedthekid’slip,thestag’santler;thensafelyoutburstThefan-branchesallround;andthoumindestwhenthesetoo,inturnBrokea-bloomandthepalm-treeseemedperfect:yetmorewastolearn,E’enthegoodthatcomesinwiththepalm-fruit。Ourdatesshallweslight,Whentheirjuicebringsacureforallsorrow?orcarefortheplightOfthepalm’sselfwhoseslowgrowthproducedthem?Notso!stemandbranchShalldecay,norbeknownintheirplace,whilethepalm-wineshallstanchEverywoundofman’sspiritinwinter。Ipourtheesuchwine。[160]
Leavethefleshtothefateitwasfitfor!thespiritbethine!
Bythespirit,whenageshallo’ercomethee,thoustillshaltenjoyMoreindeed,thanatfirstwhen,inconscious,thelifeofaboy。
Crushthatlife,andbeholditswinerunning!EachdeedthouhastdoneDies,revives,goestoworkintheworld;untile’enasthesunLookingdownontheearth,thoughcloudsspoilhim,thoughtempestsefface,Canfindnothinghisowndeedproducednot,musteverywheretraceTheresultsofhispastsummer-prime,——so,eachrayofthywill,Everyflashofthypassionandprowess,longover,shallthrillThywholepeople,thecountless,withardor,tilltheytoogiveforth[170]
Alikecheertotheirsons:whointurn,filltheSouthandtheNorthWiththeradiancethydeedwasthegermof。Carouseinthepast!
Butthelicenseofagehasitslimit;thoudiestatlast。
Asthelionwhenagedimshiseyeball,theroseatherheight,Sowithman——sohispowerandhisbeautyforevertakeflight。
No!Againalongdraughtofmysoul-wine!Lookfortho’ertheyears!
Thouhastdonenowwitheyesfortheactual;beginwiththeseer’s!
IsSauldead?Inthedepthofthevalemakehistomb——bidariseAgraymountainofmarbleheapedfour-square,till,builttotheskies,LetitmarkwherethegreatFirstKingslumbers:whosefamewouldyeknow?
Upaboveseetherock’snakedface,wheretherecordshallgo[181]
Ingreatcharacterscutbythescribe,——SuchwasSaul,sohedid;
Withthesagesdirectingthework,bythepopulacechid,——
Fornothalf,they’llaffirm,iscomprisedthere!Whichfaulttoamend,Inthegrovewithhiskindgrowsthecedar,whereontheyshallspendSee,intablets’tislevelbeforethemtheirpraise,andrecordWiththegoldofthegraver,Saul’sstory,——thestatesman’sgreatwordSidebysidewiththepoet’ssweetcomment。Theriver’sa-waveWithsmoothpaper-reedsgrazingeachotherwhenprophet-windsrave:
Sothepengivesunborngenerationstheirdueandtheirpart[190]
Inthybeing!Then,firstofthemighty,thankGodthatthouart!”
14。
AndbeholdwhileIsang……butOThouwhodidstgrantme,thatday,And,beforeit,notseldomhastgrantedthyhelptoessay,Carryonandcompleteanadventure,——myshieldandmyswordInthatactwheremysoulwasthyservant,thywordwasmyword,——
Stillbewithme,whothenatthesummitofhumanendeavorAndscalingthehighest,man’sthoughtcould,gazedhopelessaseverOnthenewstretchofheavenaboveme——till,mightytosave,Justoneliftofthyhandclearedthatdistance——God’sthronefromman’sgrave!
Letmetelloutmytaletoitsending——myvoicetomyheart[200]
WhichcanscarcedarebelieveinwhatmarvelslastnightItookpart,AsthismorningIgatherthefragments,alonewithmysheep!
Andstillfearlesttheterriblegloryevanishlikesleep,ForIwakeinthegraydewycovert,whileHebronupheavesThedawnstrugglingwithnightonhisshoulder,andKidronretrievesSlowthedamageofyesterday’ssunshine。
15。
Isaythen,——mysongWhileIsangthus,assuringthemonarch,and,evermorestrong,Madeaprofferofgoodtoconsolehim——heslowlyresumedHisoldmotionsandhabitudeskingly。TherighthandreplumedHisblacklockstotheirwontedcomposure,adjustedtheswathes[210]
Ofhisturban,andsee——thehugesweatthathiscountenancebathes,Hewipesoffwiththerobe;andhegirdsnowhisloinsasofyore,Andfeelsslowforthearmletsofprice,withtheclaspsetbefore。
HeisSaul,yerememberinglory,——ereerrorhadbentThebroadbrowfromthedailycommunion;andstill,thoughmuchspentBethelifeandthebearingthatfrontyou,thesame,Goddidchoose,Toreceivewhatamanmaywaste,desecrate,neverquitelose。
Sosankhealongbythetent-prop,till,stayedbythepileOfhisarmorandwar-cloakandgarments,heleanedthereawhile,Andsatoutmysinging,——onearmroundthetent-prop,toraise[220]
Hisbenthead,andtheotherhungslack——tillItouchedonthepraiseIforesawfromallmeninalltime,tothemanpatientthere;
Andthusended,theharpfallingforward。ThenfirstIwas’wareThathesat,asIsay,withmyheadjustabovehisvastkneesWhichwerethrustoutoneachsidearoundme,likeoak-rootswhichpleaseToencirclealambwhenitslumbers。IlookeduptoknowIfthebestIcoulddohadbroughtsolace:hespokenot,butslowLiftedupthehandslackathisside,tillhelaiditwithcareSoftandgrave,butinmildsettledwill,onmybrow:throughmyhairThelargefingerswerepushed,andhebentbackmyhead,withkindpower——
Allmyfaceback,intenttoperuseit,asmendoaflower。[231]
Thusheldhemetherewithhisgreateyesthatscrutinizedmine——
Andoh,allmyhearthowitlovedhim!butwhere"m.kanbaapp点com"wasthesign?
Iyearned——”CouldIhelpthee,myfather,inventingabliss,Iwouldadd,tothatlifeofthepast,boththefutureandthis;
Iwouldgivetheenewlifealtogether,asgood,ageshence,Asthismoment,——hadlovebutthewarrant,love’shearttodispense!”