Holmes,butitseemedtosendachillrightdownmyback。Iwassomelittlewayoff,sothatIcouldnotmakeoutthefeatures,buttherewassomethingunnaturalandinhumanabouttheface。ThatwastheimpressionthatIhad,andImovedquicklyforwardstogetanearerviewofthepersonwhowaswatchingme。
  ButasIdidsothefacesuddenlydisappeared,sosuddenlythatitseemedtohavebeenpluckedawayintothedarknessoftheroom。Istoodforfiveminutesthinkingthebusinessover,andtryingtoanalyzemyimpressions。Icouldnottellifthefacewerethatofamanorawoman。Ithadbeentoofarfrommeforthat。Butitscolorwaswhathadimpressedmemost。
  Itwasofalividchalkywhite,andwithsomethingsetandrigidaboutitwhichwasshockinglyunnatural。SodisturbedwasIthatIdeterminedtoseealittlemoreofthenewinmatesofthecottage。Iapproachedandknockedatthedoor,whichwasinstantlyopenedbyatall,gauntwomanwithaharsh,forbiddingface。”’Whatmayyoubewantin’?’sheasked,inaNorthernaccent。”’Iamyourneighboroveryonder,’saidI,noddingtowardsmyhouse。’Iseethatyouhaveonlyjustmovedin,soIthoughtthatifIcouldbeofanyhelptoyouinany——’”’Ay,we’lljustaskyewhenwewantye,’saidshe,andshutthedoorinmyface。Annoyedatthechurlishrebuff,Iturnedmybackandwalkedhome。Allevening,thoughItriedtothinkofotherthings,mymindwouldstillturntotheapparitionatthewindowandtherudenessofthewoman。Ideterminedtosaynothingabouttheformertomywife,forsheisanervous,highlystrungwoman,andIhadnowishthatshewouldsharetheunpleasantimpressionwhichhadbeenproduceduponmyself。Iremarkedtoher,however,beforeIfellasleep,thatthecottagewasnowoccupied,towhichshereturnednoreply。”Iamusuallyanextremelysoundsleeper。Ithasbeenastandingjestinthefamilythatnothingcouldeverwakemeduringthenight。Andyetsomehowonthatparticularnight,whetheritmayhavebeentheslightexcitementproducedbymylittleadventureornotI
  knownot,butIsleptmuchmorelightlythanusual。
  HalfinmydreamsIwasdimlyconsciousthatsomethingwasgoingonintheroom,andgraduallybecameawarethatmywifehaddressedherselfandwasslippingonhermantleandherbonnet。Mylipswerepartedtomurmuroutsomesleepywordsofsurpriseorremonstranceatthisuntimelypreparation,whensuddenlymyhalf-openedeyesfelluponherface,illuminatedbythecandle-light,andastonishmentheldmedumb。SheworeanexpressionsuchasIhadneverseenbefore——suchasIshouldhavethoughtherincapableofassuming。Shewasdeadlypaleandbreathingfast,glancingfurtivelytowardsthebedasshefastenedhermantle,toseeifshehaddisturbedme。Then,thinkingthatIwasstillasleep,sheslippednoiselesslyfromtheroom,andaninstantlaterIheardasharpcreakingwhichcouldonlycomefromthehingesofthefrontdoor。IsatupinbedandrappedmyknucklesagainsttherailtomakecertainthatIwastrulyawake。ThenItookmywatchfromunderthepillow。Itwasthreeinthemorning。
  Whatonthisearthcouldmywifebedoingoutonthecountryroadatthreeinthemorning?”Ihadsatforabouttwentyminutesturningthethingoverinmymindandtryingtofindsomepossibleexplanation。ThemoreIthought,theoreextraordinaryandinexplicablediditappear。IwasstillpuzzlingoveritwhenIheardthedoorgentlycloseagain,andherfootstepscomingupthestairs。”’Whereintheworldhaveyoubeen,Effie?’Iaskedassheentered。”ShegaveaviolentstartandakindofgaspingcrywhenIspoke,andthatcryandstarttroubledmemorethanalltherest,fortherewassomethingindescribablyguiltyaboutthem。Mywifehadalwaysbeenawomanofafrank,opennature,anditgavemeachilltoseeherslinkingintoherownroom,andcryingoutandwincingwhenherownhusbandspoketoher。”’Youawake,Jack!’shecried,withanervouslaugh。
  ’Why,Ithoughtthatnothingcouldawakeyou。’”’Wherehaveyoubeen?’Iasked,moresternly。”’Idon’twonderthatyouaresurprised,’saidshe,andIcouldseethatherfingersweretremblingassheundidthefasteningsofhermantle。’Why,Ineverrememberhavingdonesuchathinginmylifebefore。
  ThefactisthatIfeltasthoughIwerechoking,andhadaperfectlongingforabreathoffreshair。I
  reallythinkthatIshouldhavefaintedifIhadnotgoneout。Istoodatthedoorforafewminutes,andnowIamquitemyselfagain。’”Allthetimethatshewastellingmethisstorysheneveroncelookedinmydirection,andhervoicewasquiteunlikeherusualtones。Itwasevidenttomethatshewassayingwhatwasfalse。Isaidnothinginreply,butturnedmyfacetothewall,sickatheart,withmymindfilledwithathousandvenomousdoubtsandsuspicions。Whatwasitthatmywifewasconcealingfromme?Wherehadshebeenduringthatstrangeexpedition?IfeltthatIshouldhavenopeaceuntilIknew,andyetIshrankfromaskingheragainafteronceshehadtoldmewhatwasfalse。AlltherestofthenightItossedandtumbled,framingtheoryaftertheory,eachmoreunlikelythanthelast。”IshouldhavegonetotheCitythatday,butIwastoodisturbedinmymindtobeabletopayattentiontobusinessmatters。Mywifeseemedtobeasupsetasmyself,andIcouldseefromthelittlequestioningglanceswhichshekeptshootingatmethatsheunderstoodthatIdisbelievedherstatement,andthatshewasatherwits’endwhattodo。Wehardlyexchangedawordduringbreakfast,andimmediatelyafterwardsIwentoutforawalk,thatImightthinkthematteroutinthefreshmorningair。”IwentasfarastheCrystalPalace,spentanhourinthegrounds,andwasbackinNorburybyoneo’clock。
  Ithappenedthatmywaytookmepastthecottage,andIstoppedforaninstanttolookatthewindows,andtoseeifIcouldcatchaglimpseofthestrangefacewhichhadlookedoutatmeonthedaybefore。AsI
  stoodthere,imaginemysurprise,Mr。Holmes,whenthedoorsuddenlyopenedandmywifewalkedout。”Iwasstruckdumbwithastonishmentatthesightofher;butmyemotionswerenothingtothosewhichshowedthemselvesuponherfacewhenoureyesmet。
  Sheseemedforaninstanttowishtoshrinkbackinsidethehouseagain;andthen,seeinghowuselessallconcealmentmustbe,shecameforward,withaverywhitefaceandfrightenedeyeswhichbeliedthesmileuponherlips。”’Ah,Jack,’shesaid,’IhavejustbeenintoseeifIcanbeofanyassistancetoournewneighbors。Whydoyoulookatmelikethat,Jack?Youarenotangrywithme?’”’So,’saidI,’thisiswhereyouwentduringthenight。’”’Whatdoyoumean?”shecried。”’Youcamehere。Iamsureofit。Whoarethesepeople,thatyoushouldvisitthematsuchanhour?’”’Ihavenotbeenherebefore。’”’Howcanyoutellmewhatyouknowisfalse?’I
  cried。’Yourveryvoicechangesasyouspeak。WhenhaveIeverhadasecretfromyou?Ishallenterthatcottage,andIshallprobethemattertothebottom。’”’No,no,Jack,forGod’ssake!’shegasped,inuncontrollableemotion。Then,asIapproachedthedoor,sheseizedmysleeveandpulledmebackwithconvulsivestrength。”’Iimploreyounottodothis,Jack,’shecried。’I
  swearthatIwilltellyoueverythingsomeday,butnothingbutmiserycancomeofitifyouenterthatcottage。’Then,asItriedtoshakeheroff,sheclungtomeinafrenzyofentreaty。”’Trustme,Jack!’shecried。’Trustmeonlythisonce。Youwillneverhavecausetoregretit。YouknowthatIwouldnothaveasecretfromyouifitwerenotforyourownsake。Ourwholelivesareatstakeinthis。Ifyoucomehomewithme,allwillbewell。Ifyouforceyourwayintothatcottage,allisoverbetweenus。’”Therewassuchearnestness,suchdespair,inhermannerthatherwordsarrestedme,andIstoodirresolutebeforethedoor。”’Iwilltrustyouononecondition,andononeconditiononly,’saidIatlast。’Itisthatthismysterycomestoanendfromnow。Youareatlibertytopreserveyoursecret,butyoumustpromisemethatthereshallbenomorenightlyvisits,nomoredoingswhicharekeptfrommyknowledge。Iamwillingtoforgetthosewhicharepassedifyouwillpromisethatthereshallbenomoreinthefuture。’”’Iwassurethatyouwouldtrustme,’shecried,withagreatsighofrelief。’Itshallbejustasyouwish。Comeaway——oh,comeawayuptothehouse。’”Stillpullingatmysleeve,sheledmeawayfromthecottage。AswewentIglancedback,andtherewasthatyellowlividfacewatchingusoutoftheupperwindow。Whatlinkcouldtherebebetweenthatcreatureandmywife?Orhowcouldthecoarse,roughwomanwhomIhadseenthedaybeforebeconnectedwithher?Itwasastrangepuzzle,andyetIknewthatmymindcouldneverknoweaseagainuntilIhadsolvedit。”FortwodaysafterthisIstayedathome,andmywifeappearedtoabideloyallybyourengagement,for,asfarasIknow,sheneverstirredoutofthehouse。Onthethirdday,however,Ihadampleevidencethathersolemnpromisewasnotenoughtoholdherbackfromthissecretinfluencewhichdrewherawayfromherhusbandandherduty。”Ihadgoneintotownonthatday,butIreturnedbythe2。40insteadofthe3。36,whichismyusualtrain。
  AsIenteredthehousethemaidranintothehallwithastartledface。”’Whereisyourmistress?’Iasked。”’Ithinkthatshehasgoneoutforawalk,’sheanswered。”Mymindwasinstantlyfilledwithsuspicion。I