CONTENTS:
BibliographicalMyFirstVisittoNewEnglandFirstImpressionsofLiteraryNewYorkBIBLIOGRAPHICAL
LongbeforeIbeganthepaperswhichmakeupthisvolume,IhadmeanttowriteofliteraryhistoryinNewEnglandasIhadknownitinthelivesofitsgreatexemplarsduringthetwenty—fiveyearsIlivednearthem。
Infact,IhadmeanttodothisfromthetimeIcameamongthem;butI
letthedaysinwhichIalmostconstantlysawthemgobywithoutrecordsavesuchasIcarriedinamemoryretentive,indeed,beyondthecommon,butnotsofullasIcouldhavewishedwhenIbegantoinvokeitformywork。Still,uponinsistentappeal,itrespondedinsufficientabundance;and,thoughInowwishIcouldhaverememberedmoreinstances,Ithinkmyimpressionswereaccurateenough。IamsureofhavingtriedhonestlytoimparttheminthetenyearsormorewhenIwasdesultorilyendeavoringtosharethemwiththereader。
Thepaperswerewrittenprettymuchintheordertheyhavehere,beginningwithMyFirstVisittoNewEngland,whichdatesfromtheearliesteighteen—nineties,ifImaytrustmyrecollectionofreadingitfromthemanuscripttotheeditorofHarper’sMagazine,wherewelayunderthewillowsofMagnoliaonepleasantsummermorninginthefirstyearsofthatdecade。Itwasprintednogreatwhileafterinthatperiodical;butIwassolonginfinishingthestudyofLowellthatithadbeenanticipatedinHarper’sbyotherreminiscencesofhim,anditwasthereforefirstprintedinScribner’sMagazine。ItwasthepaperwithwhichItookthemostpains,andwhenitwascompletedIstillfeltitsoincompletethatIreferredittohisclosestandmybestfriend,thelateCharlesEliotNorton,forhiscriticism。Hethoughtitwantinginunity;itwasagroupofstudiesinsteadofonestudy,hesaid;Imustdosomethingtodrawthedifferentsketchestogetherinasingleeffectofportraiture;andthisIdidmybesttodo。
Itwasthelatestwrittenofthethreearticleswhichgivethevolumesubstance,anditrepresentsmarefinallyandfullythantheothersmysenseoftheliteraryimportanceofthemenwhoselikeweshallnotlookuponagain。Longfellowwaseasilythegreatestpoetofthethree,Holmesoftenthemostbrilliantandfelicitous,butLowell,inspiteofhisforaysinpolitics,wasthefinestscholarandthemostprofoundlyliterary,ashewasabovetheothersmostdeeplyandthoroughlyNewEnglandinquality。
WhileIwasdoingthesesketches,sometimesslighterandsometimeslessslight,ofallthosepoetsandessayistsandnovelistsIhadknowninCambridgeandBostonandConcordandNewYork,Iwasdoingmanyotherthings:halfadozennovels,asmanymorenovelettesandshorterstories,withessaysandcriticismsandverses;sothatinJanuary,1900,IhadnotyetdonethepaperonLowell,which,withanother,wastocompletemyreminiscencesofAmericanliterarylifeasIhadwitnessedit。Whentheywerealldoneatlasttheywererepublishedinavolumewhichfoundinstantfavorbeyondmydesertsifnotitsown。
Therewasagooddealoftroublewiththename,butLiteraryFriendsandAcquaintancewasanendeavorformodestaccuracywithwhichIremainedsatisfieduntilIthought,longtoolate,ofLiteraryFriendsandNeighbors。ThenIperceivedthatthiswouldhavebeenstillmoreaccurateandquiteasmodest,andIgladlygiveanyreaderleavetocallthebookbythatnamewholikes。
Sincethecollectionwasfirstmade,Ihavewrittenlittleelsequiteofthekind,exceptthepaperonBretHarte,whichwasfirstprintedshortlyafterhisdeath;andthestudyofMarkTwain,whichIhadbeenpreparingtomakeforfortyyearsandmore,andwroteintwoweeksofthespringof1910。Othersofmytimeandplacehavenowpassedwhitherthereisneithertimenorplace,andtherearemomentswhenIfeelthatImusttrytocallthembackandpaythemsuchhonorasmysenseoftheirworthmaygive;buttheimpulsehasasyetfailedtoeffectitself,andIdonotknowhowlongIshallsparemyselfthesupremepleasure—pain,the"hochstangenehmerSchmerz,"ofseekingtoliveherewiththosewholiveherenomore。
W。D。H。
LITERARYFRIENDSANDACQUAINTANCE——MyFirstVisittoNewEnglandMYFIRSTVISITTONEWENGLAND
IftherewasanyoneintheworldwhohadhisbeingmorewhollyinliteraturethanIhadin1860,IamsureIshouldnothaveknownwheretofindhim,andIdoubtifhecouldhavebeenfoundnearerthecentresofliteraryactivitythanIthenwas,oramongthosemorepurelydevotedtoliteraturethanmyself。Ihadbeenforthreeyearsawriterofnewsparagraphs,booknotices,andpoliticalleadersonadailypaperinaninlandcity,andIdonotknowthatmylifedifferedoutwardlyfromthatofanyotheryoungjournalist,whohadbegunasIhadinacountryprinting—office,andmightbesupposedtobelookingforwardtoadvancementinhisprofessionorinpublicaffairs。Butinwardlyitwasaltogetherdifferentwithme。InwardlyIwasapoet,withnowishtobeanythingelse,unlessinamomentofcarelessaffluenceImightsofarforgetmyselfastobeanovelist。Iwas,withmyfriendJ。J。Piatt,thehalf—authorofalittlevolumeofveryunknownverse,andMr。LowellhadlatelyacceptedandhadbeguntoprintintheAtlanticMonthlyfiveorsixpoemsofmine。BesidesthisIhadwrittenpoems,andsketches,andcriticismsfortheSaturdayPressofNewYork,along—forgottenbutonceverylivelyexpressionofliteraryintentioninanextinctbohemiaofthatcity;andIwasalwayswritingpoems,andsketches,andcriticismsinourownpaper。These,aswellasmyfeatsintherenownedperiodicalsoftheEast,metwithkindness,ifnothonor,inmyowncitywhichoughttohavegivenmegravedoubtswhetherIwasanyrealprophet。
Butitonlyintensifiedmyliteraryambition,alreadysostrongthatmyveinsmightwellhaveruninkratherthanblood,andgavemeahigheropinionofmyfellow—citizens,ifsuchathingcouldbe。Theywereindeedverycharmingpeople,andsuchofthemasImostlysawwerereadersandloversofbooks。SocietyinColumbusatthatdayhadapleasantrefinementwhichIthinkIdonotexaggerateinthefondretrospect。Ithadthefinalitywhichitseemstohavehadnowheresincethewar;ithadcertainfixedideals,whichwerenonethelessgracefulandbecomingbecausetheywerethesimpleoldAmericanideals,nowvanished,orfastvanishing,beforetheknowledgeofgoodandevilastheyhaveitinEurope,andasithasimparteditselftoAmericantravelandsojourn。TherewasamixtureofmanystrainsinthecapitalofOhio,astherewasthroughouttheState。Virginia,Kentucky,Pennsylvania,NewYork,andNewEnglandalljoinedtocharacterizethemannersandcustoms。
IsupposeitwastheSouthwhichgavethesocialtone;theintellectualtasteamongtheelderswastheSoutherntastefortheclassicandthestandardinliterature;butwewhowereyoungerpreferredthemodernauthors:wereadThackeray,andGeorgeEliot,andHawthorne,andCharlesReade,andDeQuincey,andTennyson,andBrowning,andEmerson,andLongfellow,andI——IreadHeine,andevermoreHeine,whentherewasnotsomenewthingfromtheothers。NowandthenanimmediateFrenchbookpenetratedtous:wereadMicheletandAbout,Iremember。WelookedtoEnglandandtheEastlargelyforourliteraryopinions;weacceptedtheSaturdayReviewaslawifwecouldnotquitereceiveitasgospel。OneofustooktheCornhillMagazine,becauseThackeraywastheeditor;theAtlanticMonthlycountedmanyreadersamongus;andavisitingyoungladyfromNewEngland,whoscreamedatsightoftheperiodicalinoneofourhouses,"Why,haveyougottheAtlanticMonthlyouthere?"couldbeanswered,withcoldsuperiority,"ThereareseveralcontributorstotheAtlanticinColumbus。"Therewereinfacttwo:myroom—mate,whowroteBrowningforit,whileIwroteHeineandLongfellow。ButIsupposetwoareasrightfullyseveralastwentyare。
II。
Thatwastheheydayoflecturing,andnowandthenaliterarylightfromtheEastswamintoourskies。IheardandsawEmerson,andIoncemetBayardTaylorsocially,atthehospitablehousewherehewasaguestafterhislecture。HeavenknowshowIgotthroughtheevening。IdonotthinkIopenedmymouthtoaddresshimaword;itwasasmuchasIcoulddotositandlookathim,whilehetranquillysmoked,andchattedwithourhost,andquaffedthebeerwhichwehadverygoodintheNest。AllthewhileIdidhimhomageasthefirstauthorbycallingwhomIhadmet。
IlongedtotellhimhowmuchIlikedhispoems,whichweusedtogetbyheartinthosedays,andIlonged(howmuchmoreIlonged!)tohavehimknowthat:
"AuchichwarinArkadiengeboren,"
thatIhadprintedpoemsintheAtlanticMonthlyandtheSaturdayPress,andwasthepotentialauthorofthingsdestinedtoeclipseallliteraturehithertoattempted。ButIcouldnottellhim;andtherewasnooneelsewhothoughttotellhim。Perhapsitwasaswellso;Imighthaveperishedofhisrecognition,formymodestywasequaltomymerit。
InfactIthinkwewereallrathermodestyoungfellows,wewhoformedthegroupwonttospendsomepartofeveryeveningatthathouse,wheretherewasalwaysmusic,orwhist,orgaytalk,orallthree。Wehadouropinionsofliterarymatters,but(perhapsbecausewehadmostlyacceptedthemfromEnglandorNewEngland,asIhavesaid)wewerenotvainofthem;andwewouldbynomeanshaveurgedthembeforealivingliterarymanlikethat。Ibelievenoneofusventuredtospeak,exceptthepoet,myroommate,whosaid,Hebelievedsoandsowastheoriginalofsoandso;andwaspromptlytold,Hehadnorighttosaysuchathing。
Naturally,wecameawayrathercriticalofourhost’sguest,whomI
afterwardsknewasthekindliestheartintheworld。Butwehadnotshoneinhispresence,andthatgalledus;andwechosetothinkthathehadnotshoneinours。
III
Atthattimehewasfillingalargespaceinthethoughtsoftheyoungpeoplewhohadanythoughtsaboutliterature。Hehadcometohisfullreputeasanagreeableandintelligenttraveller,andhestillworethehaloofhisearlyadventuresafootinforeignlandswhentheywereyetreallyforeign。HehadnotwrittenhisnovelsofAmericanlife,oncesowelcomed,andnowsoforgotten;itwasverylongbeforehehadachievedthatincomparabletranslationofFaustwhichmustalwaysremainthefinestandbest,andwhichwouldkeephisnamealivewithGoethe’s,ifhehaddonenothingelseworthyofremembrance。Butwhatthenmostcommendedhimtotheregardofusstar—eyedyouth(nowblinkingsadlytowardourseventies)wasthepoetrywhichheprintedinthemagazinesfromtimetotime:inthefirstPutnam’s(wheretherewasadashingpictureofhiminanArabburnooseand,aturban),andinHarper’s,andintheAtlantic。Itwasoftenverylovelypoetry,Ithought,andIstillthinkso;anditwasrightfullyhis,thoughitpaidtheinevitableallegiancetothemannerofthegreatmastersoftheday。Itwasgracedforusbythepatheticromanceofhisearlylove,whichsomeofitssweetestandsaddestnumbersconfessed,fortheyounggirlhemarriedalmostinherdeathhour;andwewhowerehopingtohaveourheartsbroken,oralreadyhadthemso,wouldhavebeengladofsomethingmoreoftheobviouspoetinthepopularlecturerwehadseenrefreshinghimselfafterhishourontheplatform。
HeremainedfornearlyayeartheonlyauthorIhadseen,andImethimonceagainbeforeIsawanyother。OursecondmeetingwasfarfromColumbus,asfarasremoteQuebec,whenIwasonmywaytoNewEnglandbywayofNiagaraandtheCanadianriversandcities。IstoppedinToronto,andrealizedmyselfabroadwithoutanysignaladventures;butatMontrealsomethingveryprettyhappenedtome。Icameintothehoteloffice,theeveningofafirstday’slonelysight—seeing,andvainlyexploredtheregisterforthenameofsomeacquaintance;asIturnedfromittwosmartlydressedyoungfellowsembracedit,andIheardoneofthemsay,tomygreatamazeandhappiness,"Hello,here’sHowells!"
"Oh,"Ibrokeoutuponhim,"IwasjustlookingforsomeoneIknew。I
hopeyouaresomeonewhoknowsme!"
"OnlythroughyourcontributionstotheSaturdayPress,"saidtheyoungfellow,andwiththesegoldenwords,thepreciousfirstpersonalrecognitionofmyauthorshipIhadeverreceivedfromastranger,andtherichrewardofallmyliteraryendeavor,heintroducedhimselfandhisfriend。Idonotknowwhatbecameofthisfriend,orwhereorhowheeliminatedhimself;butwetwootherswereinseparablefromthatmoment。
HewasayounglawyerfromNewYork,andwhenIcamebackfromItaly,fourorfiveyearslater,IusedtoseehissigninWallStreet,withanever—fulfilledintentionofgoingintoseehim。Inwhateverworldhehappensnowtobe,Ishouldliketosendhimmygreetings,andconfesstohimthatmyarthasneversincebroughtmesosweetarecompense,andnothingathousandthpartsomuchlikeFame,asthatoutcryofhisoverthehotelregisterinMontreal。Wewerecomradesforfourorfiverichdays,andsharedourpleasuresandexpensesinviewingthemonumentsofthoseancientCanadiancapitals,whichIthinkwevaluedatalltheirpicturesqueworth。Wemadejokestomaskouremotions;wegiggledandmadegiggle,intherightway;wefellinandoutoflovewithalltheprettyfacesanddresseswesaw;andwetalkedevermoreaboutliteratureandliterarypeople。Hehadmoreacquaintancewiththeone,andmorepassionfortheother,buthecouldtellmeofPfaff’slager—beercellaronBroadway,wheretheSaturdayPressfellowsandtheotherBohemiansmet;andthis,forthetime,wasenough:IresolvedtovisititassoonasIreachedNewYork,inspiteofthetobaccoandbeer(whichIwasgiventounderstandwerederigueur),thoughtheyboth,sofarasIhadknownthem,wereapttomakemesick。
IwasverydesolateafterIpartedfromthisgoodfellow,whoreturnedtoMontrealonhiswaytoNewYork,whileIremainedinQuebectocontinuelateronminetoNewEngland。WhenIcameinfromseeinghimoffinacalashfortheboat,IdiscoveredBayardTaylorinthereadingroom,wherehesatsunkeninwhatseemedasomewhatwearymuse。Hedidnotknowme,orevennoticeme,thoughImadeseveralerrandsinandoutofthereading—roominthevainhopethatbemightdoso:doublyvain,forIamawarenowthatIwasstillflownwiththeprideofthatprettyexperienceinMontreal,andtrustedinarepetitionofsomethinglikeit。Atlast,asnochancevolunteeredtohelpme,Imusteredcouragetogouptohimandnamemyself,andsayIhadoncehadthepleasureofmeetinghimatDoctor———————’sinColumbus。ThepoetgavenosignofconsciousnessatthesoundofanamewhichIhadfondlybeguntothinkmightnotbesoallunknown。Helookedupwithanunkindlingeye,andasked,Ah,howwastheDoctor?andwhenIhadreportedfavorablyoftheDoctor,ourconversationended。
Hewasprobablyastiredashelooked,andhemusthaveclassedmewiththatmultitudealloverthecountrywhohadsharedthepleasureI
professedinmeetinghimbefore;itwassurelymyfaultthatIdidnotspeakmynameloudenoughtoberecognized,ifIspokeitatall;butthecourageIhadmustereddidnotquitesufficeforthat。Inafteryearsheassuredme,firstbyletterandthenbyword,ofhisgriefforanincidentwhichIcanonlyrecallnowastheuntowardbeginningofacordialfriendship。Itwasoftenmyprivilege,inthosedays,asreviewerandeditor,totestifymysenseofthebeautifulthingshedidinsomanykindsofliterature,butIneverlikedanyofthembetterthanIlikedhim。Hehadaferventdevotiontohisart,andhewasalwaysgoingtodothegreatestthingsinit,withanexpectationofeffectthatneverfailedhim。Thethingsheactuallydidwerenoneofthemmean,orwantinginquality,andsomeofthemareofalastingcharmthatanyonemayfeelwhowillturntohispoems;butnodoubtmanyofthemfellshortofhishopesofthemwiththereader。Itwasfinetomeethimwhenhewasfullofanewscheme;hetalkedofitwithasingle—heartedjoy,andtriedtomakeyouseeitofthesamecolorsandproportionsitworetohiseyes。Hesparednotoiltomakeittheperfectthinghedreamedit,andhewasnotdiscouragedbyanydisappointmenthesufferedwiththecriticorthepublic。
Hewasatirelessworker,andatlasthishealthfailedunderhislaborsatthenewspaperdesk,beneaththemidnightgas,whenheshouldlonghaverestedfromsuchlabors。Ibelievehewasobligedtodothemthroughoneofthosebusinessfortuitieswhichdeformandembitterallourlives;
buthewasnotthemantosparehimselfinanycase。Hewasalwaysattemptingnewthings,andheneverceasedendeavoringtomakehisscholarshipreparationforthewantofearlieropportunityandtraining。
IrememberthatImethimonceinaCambridgestreetwithabookinhishandwhichheletmetakeinmine。ItwasaGreekauthor,andhesaidhewasjustbeginningtoreadthelanguageatfifty:apatriarchalagetomeoftheearlythirties!
IsupposeIintimatedthesurpriseIfeltathistakingitupsolateintheday,forhesaid,withcharmingseriousness,"Oh,butyouknow,Iexpecttouseitintheotherworld。"Yea,thatmadeitworthwhile,Iconsented;butwashesureoftheotherworld?"AssureasIamofthis,"hesaid;andIhavealwayskepttheimpressionoftheyoungfaithwhichspokeinhisvoiceandwasmorethanhiswords。
IsawhimlastinthehourofthosetremendousadieuxwhichwerepaidhiminNewYorkbeforehesailedtobeministerinGermany。ItwasoneofthemostgracefulthingsdonebyPresidentHayes,who,mostofallourPresidentsafterLincoln,honoredhimselfinhonoringliteraturebyhisappointments,togivethatplacetoBayardTaylor。Therewasnoonemorefitforit,anditwaspeculiarlyfitthatheshouldbesodistinguishedtoapeoplewhoknewandvaluedhisscholarshipandtheservicehehaddoneGermanletters。Hewasashappyinit,apparently,asamancouldbeinanythingherebelow,andheenjoyedtothelastdropthemanycupsofkindnesspressedtohislipsinparting;thoughIbelievethesefarewells,atatimewhenhewasalreadyfaggedwithworkandexcitement,werenotablyharmfultohim,andhelpedtohastenhisend。Someofuswhowerenearoffriendshipwentdowntoseehimoffwhenhesailed,asthedismalandfutilewontoffriendsis;andIrecallthekind,greatfellowstandinginthecabin,amidthosesadflowersthatheapedthetables,sayinggood—bytooneafteranother,andsmilingfondly,smilingwearily,uponall。Therewaschampagne,ofcourse,andanodioushilarity,withoutmeaningandwithoutremission,tillthewarningbellchasedusashore,andourbravepoetescapedwithwhatwasleftofhislife。
IV
Ihavefollowedhimfarfromthemomentofourfirstmeeting;butevenonmywaytoveneratethoseNewEnglandluminaries,whichchieflydrewmyeyes,Icouldnotpayalessdevoirtoanauthorwho,ifCurtiswasnot,waschiefoftheNewYorkgroupofauthorsinthatday。IdistinguishedbetweentheNew—EnglandersandtheNew—Yorkers,andIsupposethereisnoquestionbutourliterarycentrewastheninBoston,whereveritis,orisnot,atpresent。ButIthoughtTaylorthen,andIthinkhimnow,oneofthefirstinourwholeAmericanprovinceoftherepublicofletters,inadaywhenitwasinarecognizablyflourishingstate,whetherweregardquantityorqualityinthenamesthatgaveitlustre。Lowellwastheninperfectcommandofthosevariedforceswhichwilllong,ifnotlastingly,keephiminmemoryasfirstamongourliterarymen,andmasterinmorekindsthananyotherAmerican。Longfellowwasinthefulnessofhisworld—widefame,andintheripenessofthebeautifulgeniuswhichwasnottoknowdecaywhilelifeendured。Emersonhademergedfromthepopulardarknesswhichhadsolongheldhimahopelessmystic,andwasshiningalambentstarofpoesyandprophecyatthezenith。Hawthorne,theexquisiteartist,theunrivalleddreamer,whomwestillalwayslikenthisoneandthatoneto,wheneverthisoneorthatonepromisesgreatlytopleaseus,andstillleavewithoutarival,withoutacompanion,hadlatelyreturnedfromhislongsojournabroad,andhadgivenusthelastoftheincomparableromanceswhichtheworldwastohaveperfectfromhishand。DoctorHolmeshadsurpassedallexpectationsinthosewhomostadmiredhisbrillianthumorandcharmingpoetrybytheinventionofanewattitudeifnotanewsortinliterature。TheturnthatcivicaffairshadtakenwasfavorabletothewidestrecognitionofWhittier’ssplendidlyricalgift;andthatheartoffire,doublysnow—boundbyQuakertraditionandPuritanenvironment;waspenetratingeverygenerousbreastwithitsflamyimpulses,andfusingallwillsinitsnoblepurpose。Mrs。
Stowe,whofaroutfamedtherestastheauthorofthemostrenownednoveleverwritten,wasprovingitnoaccidentormiraclebythefictionshewasstillwriting。
ThisgreatNewEnglandgroupmightbeenlargedperhapswithoutlossofqualitybytheinclusionofThoreau,whocamesomewhatbeforehistime,andwhosedrasticcriticismofourexpedientialandmainlyfutilecivilizationwouldfindmoreintelligentacceptancenowthanitdidthen,whenallresentmentofitsdefectswasspecializedinenmitytoSouthernslavery。DoctorEdwardEverettHalebelongedinthisgrouptoo,byvirtueofthathumor,themostinventiveandthemostfantastic,thesanest,thesweetest,thetruest,whichhadbeguntofindexpressionintheAtlanticMonthly;andthereawonderfulyounggirlhadwrittenaseriesofvividsketchesandtakentheheartofyoutheverywherewithamazeandjoy,sothatIthoughtitwouldbenolessaneventtomeetHarrietPrescottthantomeetanyofthoseIhavenamed。
Iexpectedsomehowtomeetthemall,andIimaginedthemalleasilyaccessibleintheofficeoftheAtlanticMonthly,whichhadlatelyadventuredinthefineairofhighliteraturewheresomanyotherperiodicalshadgaspedanddiedbeforeit。Thebestofthese,hitherto,andbettereventhantheAtlanticforsomereasons,thelamentedPutnam’sMagazine,hadperishedofinanitionatNewYork,andtheclaimofthecommercialcapitaltotheliteraryprimacyhadpassedwiththatbrilliantventure。NewYorkhadnothingdistinctivetoshowforAmericanliteraturebutthedecrepitanddotingKnickerbockerMagazine。Harper’sNewMonthly,thoughCurtishadalreadycometoitfromthewreckofPutnam’s,andithadlongceasedtobeeclecticinmaterial,andhadbeguntostandfornativeworkinthealliedartswhichithassincesomagnificentlyadvanced,wasnotdistinctivelyliterary,andtheWeeklyhadjustbeguntomakeitselfknown。TheCentury,Scribner’s,theCosmopolitan,McClure’s,andIknownotwhatothers,werestillunimaginedbyfive,andten,andtwentyyears,andtheGalaxywastoflashandfadebeforeanyofthemshouldkindleitsmoreeffectualfires。
TheNation,whichwasdestinedtochastiseratherthannurtureouryoungliterature,hadstillsixyearsofdreamlesspotentialitybeforeit;andtheNationwasalwaysmoreBostonianthanNew—Yorkishbynature,whateveritwasbynativity。
Philadelphiahadlongcountedfornothingintheliteraryfield。
Graham’sMagazineatonetimeshowedacertaincriticalforce,butitseemedtoperishofthisexpressionofvitality;andthereremainedGodey’sLady’sBookandPeterson’sMagazine,publicationsreallyincredibleintheirinsipidity。IntheSouththerewasnothingbutamistakensocialideal,withthemoralprinciplesallstandingontheirheadsindefenceofslavery;andintheWesttherewasafeebleandfoolishnotionthatWesterntalentwasrepressedbyEasternjealousy。
AtBostonchiefly,ifnotatBostonalone,wasthereavigorousintellectuallifeamongsuchauthorsasIhavenamed。EveryyoungwriterwasambitioustojoinhisnamewiththeirsintheAtlanticMonthly,andinthelistsofTicknor&Fields,whowereliterarypublishersinasensesuchasthebusinessworldhasknownnowhereelsebeforeorsince。Theirimprintwasawarrantofqualitytothereaderandofimmortalitytotheauthor,sothatifIcouldhavehadabookissuedbythematthatdayI
shouldnowbeinthefullenjoymentofanundyingfame。
V。
SuchwastheliterarysituationasthepassionatepilgrimfromtheWestapproachedhisholylandatBoston,bywayoftheGrandTrunkRailwayfromQuebectoPortland。Ihavenorecollectionofasleeping—car,andI
supposeIwakedandwatchedduringthewholeofthatlong,roughjourney;
butIshouldhardlyhavesleptiftherehadbeenacarforthepurpose。
IwastooeagertoseewhatNewEnglandwaslike,andtooanxiousnottolosetheleastglimpseofit,toclosemyeyesafterIcrossedtheborderatIslandPond。Ifoundthatintheelm—dottedlevelsofMaineitwasveryliketheWesternReserveinnorthernOhio,whichis,indeed,aportionofNewEnglandtransferredwithallitscharacteristicfeatures,andflattenedoutalongthelakeshore。ItwasnottillIbegantorunsouthwardintotheolderregionsofthecountrythatitlostthislook,andbecamegratefullystrangetome。ItneverhadtheeffectofhoaryantiquitywhichIhadexpectedofacountrysettledmorethantwocenturies;withitswood—builtfarmsandvillagesitlookednewerthanthecoal—smokedbrickofsouthernOhio。IhadprefiguredtheNewEnglandlandscapebareofforests,relievedhereandtherewiththeteesoforchardsorplantations;butIfoundapparentlyasmuchwoodlandasathome。
AtPortlandIfirstsawtheocean,andthiswasasortofdisappointment。
TidesandsaltwaterIhadalreadyhadatQuebec,sothatIwasnolongeronthealertforthem;butthecolorandthevastnessoftheseaIwasstilltotryuponmyvision。WhenIstoodonthePromenadeatPortlandwiththekindyoungUnitarianministerwhomIhadbroughtaletterto,andwholedmethereforamostimpressivefirstviewoftheocean,I
couldnotmakemoreofitthantherewasofLakeErie;andIhaveneverthoughtthecoloroftheseacomparabletothetenderblueofthelake。
Ididnothintmydisappointmenttomyfriend;IhadtoomuchregardforthefeelingsofanEasternmantodecryhisoceantohisface,andIfeltbesidesthatitwouldbevulgarandprovincialtomakecomparisons。IamgladnowthatIheldmytongue,forthatkindsoulisnolongerinthisworld,andIshouldnotliketothinkheknewhowfarshortofmyexpectationstheseahewassoproudofhadfallen。Iwentupwithhimintoatowerorbelvederetherewasathand;andwhenhepointedtotheeasternhorizonandsaid,NowtherewasnothingbutseabetweenusandAfrica,Ipretendedtoexpandwiththethought,andbegantosoundmyselffortheemotionswhichIoughttohavefeltatsuchasight。ButinmyheartIwasempty,andHeavenknowswhetherIsawthesteamerwhichtheancientmarinerinchargeofthattowerinvitedmetolookatthroughhistelescope。Inevercouldseeanythingbutavitreousglarethroughatelescope,whichhasavicioushabitofdodgingaboutthroughspace,andfailingtobringdownanythingoflessthanplanetarymagnitude。
ButtherewassomethingatPortlandvastlymoretomethanseasorcontinents,andthatwasthehousewhereLongfellowwasborn。Ibelieve,now,Ididnotgettherighthouse,butonlythehousehewenttoliveinlater;butitserved,andIrejoicedinitwitharapturethatcouldnothavebeenmoregenuineifithadbeentherealbirthplaceofthepoet。I
gotmyfriendtoshowme"————thebreezydomeofgroves,TheshadowsofDeering’swoods,"
becausetheywereinoneofLongfellow’sloveliestandtenderestpoems;
andImadeanerrandtothedocks,forthesakeofthe"———blackwharvesandtheslips,Andthesea—tidestossingfree,AndSpanishsailorswithbeardedlips,Andthebeautyandmysteryoftheships,Andthemagicofthesea,"
mainlyforthereasonthatthesewerecolorsandshapesofthefondvisionofthepoet’spast。IamindoubtwhetheritwasatthistimeoralatertimethatIwenttorevere"——thedeadcaptainsastheylayIntheirgraveso’erlookingthetranquilbay,wheretheyinbattledied,"
butIamquitesureitwasnowthatIwanderedunder"——thetreeswhichshadoweachwell—knownstreet,Astheybalanceupanddown,"
forwhenIwasnextinPortlandthegreatfirehadsweptthecityavenuesbareofmostofthosebeautifulelms,whoseGothicarchesandtraceriesI
wellremember。
ThefactisthatinthosedaysIwasburstingwiththemostromanticexpectationsoflifeineveryway,andIlookedatthewholeworldasmaterialthatmightbeturnedintoliterature,orthatmightbeassociatedwithitsomehow。IdonotknowhowImanagedtokeepthesepreposteroushopeswithinme,butperhapsthetrickofsatirizingthem,whichIhadearlylearnt,helpedmetodoit。IwasatthatparticularmomentresolvedaboveallthingstoseethingsasHeinrichHeinesawthem,oratleasttoreportthemashedid,nomatterhowIsawthem;
andIwentaboutframingphrasestothisend,andtryingtomatchtheobjectsofinteresttothemwhenevertherewastheleastchanceofgettingthemtogether。
VI。
IdonotknowhowIfirstarrivedinBoston,orwhetheritwasbeforeorafterIhadpassedadayortwoinSalem。AsSalemisonthewayfromPortland,IwillsupposethatIstoppedtherefirst,andexploredthequaintoldtown(quainterthenthannow,butstillquaintenough)forthememorialsofHawthorneandofthewitcheswhichunitedtoformtheSalemIcaredfor。IwentandlookeduptheHouseofSevenGables,andsufferedanunreasonabledisappointmentthatithadnotagreatmanymoreofthem;buttherewasnolossinthedeath—warrantofBridgetBishop,withthesheriff’sreturnofexecutionuponit,whichIfoundattheCourt—house;ifanything,thepathosofthatwitnessofoneofthecruelestdelusionsintheworldwasratherinexcessofmyneeds;Icouldhavegotonwithless。Isawthepinswhichthewitchesweresworntohavethrustintotheafflictedchildren,andIsawGallowsHill,wherethehaplessvictimsoftheperjurywerehanged。Butthatdeath—warrantremainedthemostvividcolorofmyexperienceofthetragedy;Ihadnoneedtoinvitemyselftoasenseofit,anditisstilllikeastainofredinmymemory。
Thekindoldship’scaptainwhoseguestIwas,andwhowastransfiguredtopoetryinmysensebythefactthatheusedtovoyagetotheAfricancoastforpalm—oilinformerdays,ledmeallaboutthetown,andshowedmetheCustom—house,whichIdesiredtoseebecauseitwasintheprefacetotheScarletLetter。ButIperceivedthathedidnotsharemyenthusiasmfortheauthor,andIbecamemoreandmoresensiblethatinSalemairtherewasacoolundercurrentoffeelingabouthim。Nodoubttheplacewasnotaltogethergratefulforthecelebrityhisromancehadgivenit,andwouldhavevaluedmoretheuninterruptedquietofitsownflatteringthoughtsofitself;butwhenitcametohearingayoungladysaysheknewagirlwhosaidshewouldliketopoisonHawthorne,itseemedtothedevoutyoungpilgrimfromtheWestthatsomethingmoreofloveforthegreatromancerwouldnothavebeentoomuchforhim。
Hawthornehadalreadyhadhissay,however,andhehadnotusedhisnativetownwithanygreattenderness。Indeed,theadvantagestoanyplaceofhavingagreatgeniusbornandrearedinitsmidstaresodoubtfulthatitmightbewellforlocalitiesdesigningtobecomethebirthplacesofdistinguishedauthorstothinktwiceaboutit。Perhapsonlythelargestcapitals,likeLondonandParis,andNewYorkandChicago,oughttoriskit。Buttheauthorshaveanunaccountableperversity,andwillseldomcomeintotheworldinthelargecities,whicharealonewithoutthesenseofneighborhood,andthepersonalsusceptibilitiessounfavorabletothepracticeoftheliteraryart。
Idaresaythatitwasowingtothelocalindifferencetohergreatestname,orherreluctancefromit,thatIgotaclearerimpressionofSaleminsomeotherrespectsthanIshouldhavehadifIhadbeeninvitedtheretodevotemyselfsolelytotheassociationsofHawthorne。ForthefirsttimeIsawanoldNewEnglandtown,Idonotknow,butthemostcharacteristic,andtookintomyyoungWesternconsciousnessthefactofamorecomplexcivilizationthanIhadyetknown。Mywholelifehadbeenpassedinaregionwheremenwerejustbeginningancestors,andtheconceptionoffamilywasveryimperfect。Literature,ofcourse,wasfullofit,anditwasnotforadevoteeofThackeraytobetheoreticallyignorantofitsmanifestations;butIhadhithertocarelesslysupposedthatfamilywasnowhereregardedseriouslyinAmericaexceptinVirginia,whereitfurnishedajokefortherestofthenation。ButnowIfoundmyselfconfrontedwithitinitsancienthouses,andhearditsnamespronouncedwithacertainconsideration,whichIdaresaywasasmuchtheirdueinSalemasitcouldbeanywhere。Thenameswereallstrange,andallindifferenttome,butthosefinesquarewoodenmansions,ofatastefularchitecture,andapalebuff—color,withdrawingthemselvesinquietreservefromthequietstreet,gavemeanimpressionoffamilyasanactualityandaforcewhichIhadneverhadbefore,butwhichnoWesternercanyetunderstandtheEastwithouttakingintoaccount。IdonotsupposethatIconceivedoffamilyasafactofvitalimportthen;
IthinkIratherregardeditasacolortobeusedinanyaestheticstudyofthelocalconditions。IamnotsurethatIvalueditmoreevenforliterarypurposes,thanthesteeplewhichthecaptainpointedoutasthefirstandlastthinghesawwhenhecameandwentonhislongvoyages,orthanthegreatpalm—oilcasks,whichheshowedme,andwhichIrelatedtothetreethatstood"AufbrennenderFelsenwand。"
Whetherthatwasthekindofpalmthatgivestheoil,orwasasortonlysuitabletobethedreamofalonelyfir—treeintheNorthonacoldheight,Iamindoubttothisday。
Iheard,notwithoutconcern,thattheneighboringindustryofLynnwaspenetratingSalem,andthattheancienthauntofthewitchesandthebirthplaceofoursubtlestandsomberestwizardwasbecomingagreatshoe—town;butmyconcernwaslessforitsmemoriesandsensibilitiesthanforanodiousdutywhichIowedthatindustry,togetherwithalltheothersinNewEngland。BeforeIlefthomeIhadpromisedmyearliestpublisherthatIwouldundertaketoedit,orcompile,ordosomethingliteraryto,aworkontheoperationofthemoredistinctivemechanicalinventionsofourcountry,whichhehadconceivedthenotionofpublishingbysubscription。Hehadfurnishedme,themostimmechanicalofhumankind,withaletteraddressedgenerallytothegreatmillsandfactoriesoftheEast,entreatingtheirmanagerstounfoldtheirmysteriestomeforthepurposesofthisvolume。Hisletterhadtheeffectofshuttingupsomeofthemlikeclams,andothersitputupontheirguardagainstmyresearches,lestIshouldseizethesecretoftheirspecialinventionsandpublishittotheworld。IcouldnottellthemanagersthatIwasbothmorallyandmentallyincapableofthis;
thattheymighthaveexplainedanddemonstratedthepropertiesandfunctionsoftheirmostreconditemachinery,anduponexaminationafterwardsfoundmeguiltlessofhavinganythingbutafewversesofHeineorTennysonorLongfellowinmyhead。SoIhadtosufferinseveralplacesfromtheirunjustanxieties,andfrommyownwearinessoftheiringeniousengines,orelseendurethepangsofabadconsciencefromignoringthem。AslongasIwasinCanadaIwashappy,fortherewasnoindustryinCanadathatIsaw,exceptthatofthepeasantgirls,intheirEvangelinehatsandkirtles,tossingthehayintheway—sidefields;butwhenIreachedPortlandmytroublesbegan。IwentwiththatyoungministerofwhomIhavespokentoalargefoundry,wheretheywerecastingsomesortofironmongery,andinspectedtheprocessfromadistancebeyondanychancespurtofthemoltenmetal,andcameawaysadlyuncertainofputtingtheratherfinespectacletoanypracticaluse。
Amanufactorywheretheydidsomethingwithcoal—oil(whichInowheardforthefirsttimecalledkerosene)refuseditselftome,andIsaidtomyselfthatprobablyalltheotherindustriesofPortlandwereasreserved,andIwouldnotseektoexplorethem;butwhenIgottoSalem,myconsciencestirredagain。IfIknewthattherewereshoe—shopsinSalem,oughtnotItogoandinspecttheirprocesses?Thiswasaquestionwhichwouldnotansweritselftomysatisfaction,andIhadnopeacetillIlearnedthatIcouldseeshoemakingmuchbetteratLynn,andthatLynnwassuchalittlewayfromBostonthatIcouldreadilyrunupthere,ifIdidnotwishtoexaminetheshoemachineryatonce。
IpromisedmyselfthatIwouldrunupfromBoston,butinordertodothisImustfirstgotoBoston。
VII。
IamsupposingstillthatIsawSalembeforeIsawBoston,buthoweverthefactmaybe,IamsurethatIdecideditwouldbebettertoseeshoemakinginLynn,whereIreallydidseeit,thirtyyearslater。Forthepurposesofthepresentvisit,IcontentedmyselfwithlookingatamachineinHaverhill,whichchewedashoesolefullofpegs,anddroppeditoutofitsironjawswithanindifferenceasgreatasmyown,andprobablyaslittlesenseofhowithaddoneitswork。Imaybeunjusttothatmachine;HeavenknowsIwouldnotwrongit;andImustconfessthatmyheadhadnoroominitfortheconceptionofanymachinerybutthemythological,whichalsoIdespised,inmyrevulsionfromtheeighteenth—
centurypoetstothoseofmyownday。
IcannotquitemakeoutafterthelapseofsomanyyearsjusthoworwhenIgottoHaverhill,orwhetheritwasbeforeorafterIhadbeeninSalem。Thereisanapparitionalqualityinmypresences,atthispointorthat,inthedimpast;butIhopethat,forthecreditoftheirorder,ghostsarenotcommonlytakenwithsuchtrivialthingsasIwas。Forinstance,inHaverhillIwasmuchinterestedbythesightofayoungman,cominggaylydownthestepsofthehotelwhereIlodged,inpeg—toptrouserssomuchmorepegtopthanmyownthatIseemedtobewearingmerespring—bottomsincomparison;andinadaywheneveryonewhorespectedhimselfhadanecktieasnarrowashecouldget,thisyouthhadonenowiderthanashoestring,andredatthat,whileminemeasuredalmostaninch,andwasblack。Tobesure,hewasoneofabandofnegrominstrels,whoweretogiveaconcertthatnight,andhehadalighttoexcelinfashion。
Iwillsuppose,forconvenience’sake,thatIvisitedHaverhill,too,beforeIreachedBoston:somehowthatshoe—peggingmachinemustcomein,anditmayaswellcomeinhere。WhenIactuallyfoundmyselfinBoston,therewereperhapsindustrieswhichitwouldhavebeenwellformetocelebrate,butIeithermadebelievetherewerenone,orelseIhonestlyforgotallaboutthem。IneithercaseIreleasedmyselfaltogethertotheliteraryandhistoricalassociationsoftheplace。IneednotsaythatIgavemyselffirsttothefirst,anditrathersurprisedmetofindthattheliteraryassociationsofBostonreferredsolargelytoCambridge。IdidnotknowmuchaboutCambridge,exceptthatitwastheseatoftheuniversitywhereLowellwas,andLongfellowhadbeen,professor;andsomehowIhadnotrealizeditasthehomeofthesepoets。
Thatwasratherstupidofme,butitisbesttoownthetruth,andafterwardIcametoknowtheplacesowellthatImaysafelyconfessmyearlierignorance。
IhadstoppedinBostonattheTremontHouse,whichwasstilloneofthefirsthostelriesofthecountry,andImusthaveinquiredmywaytoCambridgethere;butIwasscepticalofthedirectiontheCambridgehorse—cartookwhenIfoundit,andIhintedtothedrivermyanxietiesastowhyheshouldbestartingeastwhenIhadbeentoldthatCambridgewaswestofBoston。Hereassuredmeinthelaconicandsarcasticmannerofhiskind,andwereallyreachedCambridgebytheroutehehadtaken。
Thebeautifulelmsthatshadedgreatpartofthewaymassedthemselvesinthe"grovesofacademe"attheSquare,andshowedpleasantglimpsesof"OldHarvard’sscholarfactoriesred,"thenfarfewerthannow。Itmusthavebeeninvacation,forImetnooneasIwanderedthroughthecollegeyard,tryingtomakeupmymindastohowIshouldlearnwhereLowelllived;foritwashewhomIhadcometofind。HehadnotonlytakenthepoemsIsenthim,buthehadprintedtwooftheminasinglenumberoftheAtlantic,andhadevenwrittenmealittlenoteaboutthem,whichI
worenextmyheartinmybreastpockettillIalmostworeitout;andsoIthoughtImightfitlyreportmyselftohim。ButIhavealwaysbeenhelplessinfindingmyway,andIwasstilldepressedbymyfailuretoconvincethehorse—cardriverthathehadtakenthewrongroad。Iletseveralpeoplegobywithoutquestioningthem,andthoseIdidaskabashedmefartherbynotknowingwhatIwantedtoknow。WhenIhadremittedmysearchforthemoment,anancientman,withanopenmouthandaninquiringeye,whomIneverafterwardsmadeoutinCambridge,addressedmewithahospitableoffertoshowmetheWashingtonElm。
IthoughtthiswouldgivemetimetoemboldenmyselfforthemeetingwiththeeditoroftheAtlanticifIshouldeverfindhim,andIwentwiththatkindoldman,whowhenhehadshownmethetree,andthespotwhereWashingtonstoodwhenhetookcommandoftheContinentalforces,saidthathehadabranchofit,andthatifIwouldcometohishousewithhimhewouldgivemeapiece。Intheend,ImeantmerelytoflatterhimintotellingmewhereIcouldfindLowell,butIdissembledmypurposeandpretendedapassionforapieceofthehistoricelm,andtheoldmanledmenotonlytohishousebuthiswood—house,wherehesawedmeoffablocksogenerousthatIcouldnotgetitintomypocket。IfeignedthegratitudewhichIcouldseethatheexpected,andthenItookcouragetoputmyquestiontohim。Perhapsthatpatriarchlivedonlyinthepast,andcaredforhistoryandnotliterature。HeconfessedthathecouldnottellmewheretofindLowell;buthedidnotforsakeme;hesetforthwithmeuponthestreetagain,andletnomanpasswithoutaskinghim。
IntheendwemetonewhowasabletosaywhereMr。Lowellwas,andI
foundhimatlastinalittlestudyattherearofapleasant,old—fashionedhouseneartheDelta。
Lowellwasnotthenattheheightofhisfame;hehadjustreachedthisthirtyyearsafter,whenhedied;butIdoubtifhewaseverafteragreaterpowerinhisowncountry,ormorecompletelyembodiedtheliteraryaspirationwhichwouldnotandcouldnotpartitselffromtheloveoffreedomandthehopeofjustice。Forthesakeofthesehehadbeenwillingtosufferthereproachwhichfollowedtheirfriendsintheearlierdaysoftheanti—slaverystruggle:Hehadoutlivedthereproachlongbefore;butthefearofhisstrengthremainedwiththosewhohadfeltit,andhehadnotmadehimselfmoregenerallylovedbythe’FableforCritics’thanbythe’BiglowPapers’,probably。Butinthe’VisionofSirLaunfal’andthe’LegendofBrittany’hehadwonalikingifnotalisteningfarwiderthanhishumorandhiswithadgothim;andinhislecturesontheEnglishpoets,givennotmanyyearsbeforehecametothechargeoftheAtlantic,hehadprovedhimselfeasilythewisestandfinestcriticinourlanguage。Hewasalready,morethananyAmericanpoet,"Doweredwiththehateofhate,thescornofscorn,Theloveoflove,"
andheheldaplaceinthepublicsensewhichnootherauthoramongushasheld。Ihadmyselfneverbeenagreatreaderofhispoetry,whenI
methim,thoughwhenIwasaboyoftenyearsIhadheardmyfatherrepeatpassagesfromtheBiglowPapersagainstwarandslaveryandthewarforslaveryuponMexico,andlaterIhadreadthosecriticismsofEnglishpoetry,andIknewSirLaunfalmustbeLowellinsomesort;butmyloveforhimasapoetwaschieflycentredinmyloveforhistenderrhyme,’AufWiedersehen’,whichIcannotyetreadwithoutsomethingoftheyoungpathositfirststirredinme。Iknewandfelthisgreatnesssomehowapartfromtheliteraryproofsofit;heruledmyfancyandheldmyallegianceasacharacter,asaman;andIamneithersorrynorashamedthatIwasabashedwhenIfirstcameintohispresence;andthatinspiteofhiswordsofwelcomeIsatinwardlyquakingbeforehim。Hewasthenforty—oneyearsold,andnineteenmysenior,andiftherehadbeennothingelsetoaweme,Imightwellhavebeenquelledbythedisparityofourages。ButIhavealwaysbeenwillingandeveneagertodohomagetomenwhohavedonesomething,andnotablytomenwhohavedonesomething。inthesortIwishedtodosomethingin,myself。I
couldneverrecognizeanyothersortofsuperiority;butthatIamproudtorecognize;andIhadbeforeLowellsomesuchfeelingasanobscuresubalternmighthavebeforehisgeneral。Hewasbynatureabitofadisciplinarian,andtheeffectwasfromhimaswellasinme;IdaresayheletmefeelwhateverdifferencetherewasashelplesslyasIfeltit。
Atthefirstencounterwithpeoplehealwayswasapttohaveacertainfrostyshyness,asmilingcold,asfromthelong,high—sunnedwintersofhisPuritanrace;hewasnotquitehimselftillhehadmadeyouawareofhisquality:thennoonecouldbesweeter,tenderer,warmerthanhe;thenhemadeyoufreeofhiswholeheart;butyoumustbehiscaptivebeforehecoulddothat。Hiswholepersonalityhadnowaninstantcharmforme;
Icouldnotkeepmyeyesfromthosebeautifuleyesofhis,whichhadacertainstarryserenity,andlookedoutsopurelyfromunderhiswhiteforehead,shadowedwithauburnhairuntouchedbyage;orfromthesmilethatshapedtheauburnbeard,andgavethefaceinitsformandcolortheChrist—lookwhichPage’sportraithasflatteredinit。
Hisvoicehadasgreatafascinationformeashisface。Thevibranttendernessandthecrispclearnessofthetones,theperfectmodulation,theclearenunciation,theexquisiteaccent,theelectdiction——Ididnotknowenoughthentoknowthatthesewerethegifts,thesewerethegraces,ofonefromwhosetongueourroughEnglishcamemusicsuchasI
shouldneverhearfromanyother。InthisspeechtherewasnothingofourslipshodAmericanslovenliness,butatrulyItalianconscienceandanartisticsenseofbeautyintheinstrument。
Isaw,beforehesatdownacrosshiswriting—tablefromme,thathewasnotfarfromthemediumheight;buthiserectcarriagemadethemostofhisfivefeetandoddinches。Hehadbeensmokingthepipeheloved,andheputitbackinhismouth,presently,asifhefoundhimselfatgreatereasewithit,whenhebegantochat,orrathertoletmeshowwhatmannerofyoungmanIwasbygivingmethefirstword。ItoldhimofthetroubleIhadinfindinghim,andIcouldnothelpdragginginsomethingaboutHeine’ssearchforBorne,whenhewenttoseehiminFrankfort;butIfeltatoncethiswasafalsestart,forLowellwassuchanimpassionedloverofCambridge,whichwastrulyhispatria,intheItaliansense,thatitmusthavehurthimtobeunknowntoanyoneinit;hesaid,alittledryly,thatheshouldnothavethoughtIwouldhavesomuchdifficulty;butheadded,forgivingly,thatthiswasnothisownhouse,whichhewasoutofforthetime。ThenhespoketomeofHeine,andwhenIshowedmyardorforhim,hesoughttotemperitwithsomejudiciouscriticisms,andtoldmethathehadkeptthefirstpoemIsenthim,forthelongtimeithadbeenunacknowledged,tomakesurethatitwasnotatranslation。Heaskedmeaboutmyself,andmyname,anditsWelshorigin,andseemedtofindthevanityIhadinthisharmlessenough。
WhenIsaidIhadtriedhardtobelievethatIwasatleasttheliterarydescendantofSirJamesHowels,hecorrectedmegentlywith"JamesHowel,"andtookdownavolumeofthe’FamiliarLetters’fromtheshelvesbehindhimtoprovemewrong。Thiswasalwayshishabit,asIfoundafterwardswhenhequotedanythingfromabookhelikedtogetitandreadthepassageover,asifhetastedakindofhoardedsweetnessinthewords。Itvisiblyvexedhimiftheyshowedhimintheleastmistaken;
but"Theloveheboretolearningwasatfault"
forthisfoible,andthatotherofsettingpeoplerightifhethoughtthemwrong。IcouldnotassertmyselfagainsthisversionofHowels’sname,formyeditionofhisletterswasfarawayinOhio,andIwasobligedtoownthatthenamewasspeltinseveraldifferentwaysinit。
Heperceived,nodoubt,whyIhadchosentheformlikedmyown,withthetitlewhichthepleasantoldturncoatoughttohavehadfromthemanymastersheservedaccordingtotheirmanyminds,butneverhadexceptfromthaterringedition。Hedidnotafflictmeforit,though;probablyitamusedhimtoomuch;heaskedmeabouttheWest,andwhenhefoundthatIwasasproudoftheWestasIwasofWales,heseemedevenbetterpleased,andsaidhehadalwaysfanciedthathumannaturewaslaidoutonratheralargerscaletherethanintheEast,buthehadseenverylittleoftheWest。InmyheartIdidnotthinkthisthen,andIdonotthinkitnow;humannaturehashadmoregroundtospreadoverintheWest;thatisall;but"itwasnotformetobandywordswithmysovereign。"Hesaidhelikedtohearofthedifferencesbetweenthedifferentsections,forwhatwehadmosttofearinourcountrywasawearisomesamenessoftype。
Hedidnotsaynow,oratanyothertimeduringthemanyyearsIknewhim,anyofthoseslightingthingsoftheWestwhichIhadsooftentosufferfromEasternpeople,butsufferedmetopraiseitallIwould。HeaskedmewhatwayIhadtakenincomingtoNewEngland,andwhenItoldhim,andbegantoraveofthebeautyandquaintnessofFrenchCanada,andtopouroutmyjoyinQuebec,hesaid,withasmilethathadnowlostallitsfrost,Yes,Quebecwasabitoftheseventeenthcentury;itwasinmanywaysmoreFrenchthanFrance,anditspeoplespokethelanguageofVoltaire,withtheaccentofVoltaire’stime。
Idonotrememberwhatelsehetalkedof,thoughonceIremembereditwithwhatIbelievedanineffaceabledistinctness。Isetnothingofitdownatthetime;IwastoobusywiththelettersIwaswritingforaCincinnatipaper;andIwasseverelybentuponkeepingallpersonalitiesoutofthem。Thiswasverywell,butIcouldwishnowthatIhadtransgressedatleastsofarastoreportsomeofthethingsthatLowellsaid;forthepaperdidnotprintmyletters,anditwouldhavebeenperfectlysafe,andveryusefulforthepresentpurpose。Butperhapshedidnotsayanythingverymemorable;todothatyoumusthavesomethingpositiveinyourlistener;andIwasthemereresponse,thehollowecho,thatyouthmustbeinlikecircumstances。Iwasallthetimeafraidofwearingmywelcomeout,andIhurriedtogowhenIwouldsogladlyhavestaid。IdonotrememberwhereImeanttogo,orwhyheshouldhaveundertakentoshowmethewayacross—lots,butthiswaswhathedid;andwhenwecametoafence,whichIclamberedgracelesslyover,heputhishandsonthetop,andtriedtotakeitatabound。Hetriedtwice,andthenlaughedathisfailure,butnotwithanygreatpleasure,andhewasnotcontenttillathirdtrialcarriedhimacross。Thenhesaid,"Icommonlydothatthefirsttime,"asifitwereafrequenthabitwithhim,whileIremaineddiscreetlysilent,andforthatmomentatleastfeltmyselftheelderofthemanwhohadsomuchoftheboyinhim。Hehad,indeed,muchoftheboyinhimtothelast,andhepartedwitheachhourofhisyouthreluctantly,pathetically。
VIII。
WewalkedacrosswhatmusthavebeenJarvisFieldtowhatmusthavebeenNorthAvenue,andthereheleftme。Butbeforeheletmegoheheldmyhandwhilehecouldsaythathewishedmetodinewithhim;only,hewasnotinhisownhouse,andhewouldaskmetodinewithhimattheParkerHouseinBoston,andwouldsendmewordofthetimelater。
IsupposeImayhavespentpartoftheinterveningtimeinviewingthewondersofBoston,andvisitingthehistoricscenesandplacesinitandaboutit。IcertainlywentovertoCharleston,andascendedBunkerHillmonument,andexploredthenavy—yard,wheretheimmemorialman—of—warbeguninJackson’stimewasthensilentlystretchingitselfunderitslongshedinapoeticarrest,asifthefailureoftheappropriationforitscompletionhadbeensomekindofenchantment。InBoston,Iearlypresentedmyletterofcredittothepublisheritwasdrawnupon,notthatIneededmoneyatthemoment,butfromayoungeagernesstoseeifitwouldbehonored;andaliteraryattacheofthehousekindlywentaboutwithme,andshowedmethelifeofthecity。Agreatcityitseemedtomethen,andaseethingvortexofbusinessaswellasawhirlofgaiety,asIsawitinWashingtonStreet,andinapromenadeconcertatCopeland’srestaurantinTremontRow。ProbablyIbroughtsomeidealizingforcetobearuponit,forIwasnotallsostrangetotheworldasImustseem;perhapsIaccountedforqualityaswellasquantityinmyimpressionsoftheNewEnglandmetropolis,andaggrandizeditintheratioofitsliteraryimportance。Itseemedtomeold,evenafterQuebec,andverylikelyIcreditedtheactualtownwithallthedeadandgoneBostoniansinmysentimentalcensus。IfIdidnot,itwasnofaultofmycicerone,whothoughtevenmoreofthecityheshowedmethanI
did。Idonotknownowwhohewas,andIneversawhimafterIcametolivethere,withanycertaintythatitwashe,thoughIwasoftentormentedwiththevisionofaspectacledfacelikehis,butnotlikeenoughtowarrantmeinaddressinghim。
HebecamepartofthatghostlyBostonofmyfirstvisit,whichwouldsometimesreturnandpossessagainthecityIcametoknowsofamiliarlyinlateryears,andtobesopassionatelyinterestedin。Somecolorofmyprimeimpressionshastingedthefictitiousexperiencesofpeopleinmybooks,butIfindverylittleofitinmymemory。Thisislikeaweboffrayedoldlace,whichIhavetotakecarefullyintomyholdforfearofitsfragility,andmakeoutasbestIcanthefigureoncesodistinctinit。Therearethenarrowstreets,stretchingsaltworkstothedocks,whichIhauntedfortheirquaintness,andthereisFaunalHall,whichI
caredtoseesomuchmorebecauseWendellPhillipshadspokeninitthanbecauseOtisandAdamshad。ThereistheoldColonialHouse,andthereistheStateHouse,whichIdaresayIexplored,withtheCommonslopingbeforeit。ThereisBeaconStreet,withtheHancockHousewhereitisincrediblynomore,andtherearethebeginningsofCommonwealthAvenue,andtheotherstreetsoftheBackBay,laidoutwiththeirbasementslefthollowedinthemadeland,whichthegraveltrainswereyetmakingoutofthewestwardhills。ThereisthePublicGarden,newlyplannedandplanted,butwithoutthemassivebridgedestinedtomakesoungratefullylittleofthelakethatoccasionedit。Butitisallveryvague,andI
couldeasilybelievenowthatitwassomeoneelsewhosawittheninmyplace。