AfterhavingattendedmylamentedfreindtoherEarlyGrave,I
immediately(tho’lateatnight)leftthedetestedVillageinwhichshedied,andnearwhichhadexpiredmyHusbandandAugustus。IhadnotwalkedmanyyardsfromitbeforeIwasovertakenbyastage—coach,inwhichIinstantlytookaplace,determinedtoproceedinittoEdinburgh,whereIhopedtofindsomekindsomepityingFreindwhowouldreceiveandcomfortmeinmyafflictions。
ItwassodarkwhenIenteredtheCoachthatIcouldnotdistinguishtheNumberofmyFellow—travellers;Icouldonlyperceivethattheyweremany。Regardlesshoweverofanythingconcerningthem,IgavemyselfuptomyownsadReflections。A
generalsilenceprevailed——Asilence,whichwasbynothinginterruptedbutbytheloudandrepeatedsnoresofoneoftheParty。
"Whatanilliteratevillainmustthatmanbe!(thoughtItomyself)Whatatotalwantofdelicaterefinementmusthehave,whocanthusshockoursensesbysuchabrutalnoise!HemustI
amcertainbecapableofeverybadaction!ThereisnocrimetooblackforsuchaCharacter!"ThusreasonedIwithinmyself,anddoubtlesssuchwerethereflectionsofmyfellowtravellers。
Atlength,returningDayenabledmetobeholdtheunprincipledScoundrelwhohadsoviolentlydisturbedmyfeelings。ItwasSirEdwardthefatherofmyDeceasedHusband。ByhissidesateAugusta,andonthesameseatwithmewereyourMotherandLadyDorothea。ImaginemysurpriseatfindingmyselfthusseatedamongstmyoldAcquaintance。Greataswasmyastonishment,itwasyetincreased,whenonlookingoutofWindows,IbeheldtheHusbandofPhilippa,withPhilippabyhisside,ontheCoachboxandwhenonlookingbehindIbeheld,PhilanderandGustavusintheBasket。"Oh!Heavens,(exclaimedI)isitpossiblethatI
shouldsounexpectedlybesurroundedbymynearestRelationsandConnections?"ThesewordsrousedtherestoftheParty,andeveryeyewasdirectedtothecornerinwhichIsat。"Oh!myIsabel(continuedIthrowingmyselfacrossLadyDorotheaintoherarms)receiveoncemoretoyourBosomtheunfortunateLaura。
Alas!whenwelastpartedintheValeofUsk,IwashappyinbeingunitedtothebestofEdwards;IhadthenaFatherandaMother,andhadneverknownmisfortunes——Butnowdeprivedofeveryfreindbutyou——"
"What!(interruptedAugusta)ismyBrotherdeadthen?TellusI
intreatyouwhatisbecomeofhim?""Yes,coldandinsensibleNymph,(repliedI)thatlucklessswainyourBrother,isnomore,andyoumaynowgloryinbeingtheHeiressofSirEdward’sfortune。"
AlthoughIhadalwaysdespisedherfromtheDayIhadoverheardherconversationwithmyEdward,yetincivilityIcompliedwithhersandSirEdward’sintreatiesthatIwouldinformthemofthewholemelancholyaffair。Theyweregreatlyshocked——eventheobdurateHeartofSirEdwardandtheinsensibleoneofAugusta,weretouchedwithsorrow,bytheunhappytale。AttherequestofyourMotherIrelatedtothemeveryothermisfortunewhichhadbefallenmesinceweparted。OftheimprisonmentofAugustusandtheabsenceofEdward——ofourarrivalinScotland——ofourunexpectedMeetingwithourGrand—fatherandourcousins——ofourvisittoMacdonald—Hall——ofthesingularservicewethereperformedtowardsJanetta——ofherFathersingratitudeforit……
ofhisinhumanBehaviour,unaccountablesuspicions,andbarbaroustreatmentofus,inobligingustoleavetheHouse……ofourlamentationsonthelossofEdwardandAugustusandfinallyofthemelancholyDeathofmybelovedCompanion。
PityandsurprisewerestronglydepicturedinyourMother’scountenance,duringthewholeofmynarration,butIamsorrytosay,thattotheeternalreproachofhersensibility,thelatterinfinitelypredominated。Nay,faultlessasmyconducthadcertainlybeenduringthewholecourseofmylatemisfortunesandadventures,shepretendedtofindfaultwithmybehaviourinmanyofthesituationsinwhichIhadbeenplaced。AsIwassensiblemyself,thatIhadalwaysbehavedinamannerwhichreflectedHonouronmyFeelingsandRefinement,Ipaidlittleattentiontowhatshesaid,anddesiredhertosatisfymyCuriositybyinformingmehowshecamethere,insteadofwoundingmyspotlessreputationwithunjustifiableReproaches。Assoonasshehadcomplyedwithmywishesinthisparticularandhadgivenmeanaccuratedetailofeverythingthathadbefallenhersinceourseparation(theparticularsofwhichifyouarenotalreadyacquaintedwith,yourMotherwillgiveyou)IappliedtoAugustaforthesameinformationrespectingherself,SirEdwardandLadyDorothea。
ShetoldmethathavingaconsiderabletastefortheBeautiesofNature,hercuriositytobeholdthedelightfulscenesitexhibitedinthatpartoftheWorldhadbeensomuchraisedbyGilpin’sTourtotheHighlands,thatshehadprevailedonherFathertoundertakeaTourtoScotlandandhadpersuadedLadyDorotheatoaccompanythem。ThattheyhadarrivedatEdinburghafewDaysbeforeandfromthencehadmadedailyExcursionsintotheCountryaroundintheStageCoachtheywerethenin,fromoneofwhichExcursionstheywereatthattimereturning。MynextenquirieswereconcerningPhilippaandherHusband,thelatterofwhomIlearnedhavingspentallherfortune,hadrecourseforsubsistencetothetalentinwhich,hehadalwaysmostexcelled,namely,Driving,andthathavingsoldeverythingwhichbelongedtothemexcepttheirCoach,hadconverteditintoaStageandinordertoberemovedfromanyofhisformerAcquaintance,haddrivenittoEdinburghfromwhencehewenttoSterlingeveryotherDay。ThatPhilippastillretainingheraffectionforherungratefullHusband,hadfollowedhimtoScotlandandgenerallyaccompaniedhiminhislittleExcursionstoSterling。"IthasonlybeentothrowalittlemoneyintotheirPockets(continuedAugusta)thatmyFatherhasalwaystravelledintheirCoachtoveiwthebeautiesoftheCountrysinceourarrivalinScotland——foritwouldcertainlyhavebeenmuchmoreagreabletous,tovisittheHighlandsinaPostchaisethanmerelytotravelfromEdinburghtoSterlingandfromSterlingtoEdinburgheveryotherDayinacrowdedanduncomfortableStage。"Iperfectlyagreedwithherinhersentimentsontheaffair,andsecretlyblamedSirEdwardforthussacrificinghisDaughter’sPleasureforthesakeofaridiculousoldwomanwhosefollyinmarryingsoyoungamanoughttobepunished。HisBehaviourhoweverwasentirelyofapeicewithhisgeneralCharacter;forwhatcouldbeexpectedfromamanwhopossessednotthesmallestatomofSensibility,whoscarcelyknewthemeaningofsimpathy,andwhoactuallysnored——。
AdeiuLaura。
LETTERthe15thLAURAincontinuation。
WhenwearrivedatthetownwhereweweretoBreakfast,IwasdeterminedtospeakwithPhilanderandGustavus,andtothatpurposeassoonasIlefttheCarriage,IwenttotheBasketandtenderlyenquiredaftertheirHealth,expressingmyfearsoftheuneasinessoftheirsituation。AtfirsttheyseemedratherconfusedatmyappearancedreadingnodoubtthatImightcallthemtoaccountforthemoneywhichourGrandfatherhadleftmeandwhichtheyhadunjustlydeprivedmeof,butfindingthatI
mentionednothingoftheMatter,theydesiredmetostepintotheBasketaswemightthereconversewithgreaterease。AccordinglyI
enteredandwhilsttherestofthepartyweredevouringgreenteaandbutteredtoast,wefeastedourselvesinamorerefinedandsentimentalMannerbyaconfidentialConversation。Iinformedthemofeverythingwhichhadbefallenmeduringthecourseofmylife,andatmyrequesttheyrelatedtomeeveryincidentoftheirs。
"Wearethesonsasyoualreadyknow,ofthetwoyoungestDaughterswhichLordStClairhadbyLaurinaanitalianoperagirl。OurmotherscouldneitherofthemexactlyascertainwhowereourFather,thoughitisgenerallybeleivedthatPhilander,isthesonofonePhilipJonesaBricklayerandthatmyFatherwasoneGregoryStavesaStaymakerofEdinburgh。ThisishoweveroflittleconsequenceforasourMotherswerecertainlynevermarriedtoeitherofthemitreflectsnoDishonouronourBlood,whichisofamostancientandunpollutedkind。Bertha(theMotherofPhilander)andAgatha(myownMother)alwayslivedtogether。Theywereneitherofthemveryrich;theirunitedfortuneshadoriginallyamountedtoninethousandPounds,butastheyhadalwayslivedontheprincipalofit,whenwewerefifteenitwasdiminishedtonineHundred。ThisnineHundredtheyalwayskeptinaDrawerinoneoftheTableswhichstoodinourcommonsittingParlour,fortheconvenienceofhavingitalwaysatHand。Whetheritwasfromthiscircumstance,ofitsbeingeasilytaken,orfromawishofbeingindependant,orfromanexcessofsensibility(forwhichwewerealwaysremarkable)Icannotnowdetermine,butcertainitisthatwhenwehadreachedour15thyear,wetookthenineHundredPoundsandranaway。HavingobtainedthisprizeweweredeterminedtomanageitwitheoconomyandnottospenditeitherwithfollyorExtravagance。Tothispurposewethereforedivideditintonineparcels,oneofwhichwedevotedtoVictuals,the2dtoDrink,the3dtoHousekeeping,the4thtoCarriages,the5thtoHorses,the6thtoServants,the7thtoAmusements,the8thtoCloathesandthe9thtoSilverBuckles。HavingthusarrangedourExpencesfortwomonths(forweexpectedtomakethenineHundredPoundslastaslong)wehastenedtoLondonandhadthegoodlucktospenditin7weeksandaDaywhichwas6Dayssoonerthanwehadintended。Assoonaswehadthushappilydisencumberedourselvesfromtheweightofsomuchmoney,webegantothinkofreturningtoourMothers,butaccidentallyhearingthattheywerebothstarvedtoDeath,wegaveoverthedesignanddeterminedtoengageourselvestosomestrollingCompanyofPlayers,aswehadalwaysaturnfortheStage。Accordinglyweofferedourservicestooneandwereaccepted;ourCompanywasindeedrathersmall,asitconsistedonlyoftheManagerhiswifeandourselves,buttherewerefewertopayandtheonlyinconvenienceattendingitwastheScarcityofPlayswhichforwantofPeopletofilltheCharacters,wecouldperform。Wedidnotmindtrifleshowever——。OneofourmostadmiredPerformanceswasMACBETH,inwhichweweretrulygreat。TheManageralwaysplayedBANQUOhimself,hisWifemyLADY
MACBETH。IdidtheTHREEWITCHESandPhilanderactedALLTHEREST。
TosaythetruththistragedywasnotonlytheBest,buttheonlyPlaythatweeverperformed;andafterhavingacteditalloverEngland,andWales,wecametoScotlandtoexhibititovertheremainderofGreatBritain。WehappenedtobequarteredinthatveryTown,whereyoucameandmetyourGrandfather——。WewereintheInn—yardwhenhisCarriageenteredandperceivingbythearmstowhomitbelonged,andknowingthatLordStClairwasourGrandfather,weagreedtoendeavourtogetsomethingfromhimbydiscoveringtheRelationship——。Youknowhowwellitsucceeded——。
HavingobtainedthetwoHundredPounds,weinstantlylefttheTown,leavingourManagerandhisWifetoactMACBETHbythemselves,andtooktheroadtoSterling,wherewespentourlittlefortunewithgreatECLAT。WearenowreturningtoEdinburghinordertogetsomeprefermentintheActingway;andsuchmyDearCousinisourHistory。"
IthankedtheamiableYouthforhisentertainingnarration,andafterexpressingmywishesfortheirWelfareandHappiness,leftthemintheirlittleHabitationandreturnedtomyotherFreindswhoimpatientlyexpectedme。
MyadventuresarenowdrawingtoaclosemydearestMarianne;
atleastforthepresent。
WhenwearrivedatEdinburghSirEdwardtoldmethatastheWidowofhisson,hedesiredIwouldacceptfromhisHandsoffourHundredayear。IgraciouslypromisedthatIwould,butcouldnothelpobservingthattheunsimpatheticBaronetoffereditmoreonaccountofmybeingtheWidowofEdwardthaninbeingtherefinedandamiableLaura。
ItookupmyResidenceinaRomanticVillageintheHighlandsofScotlandwhereIhaveeversincecontinued,andwhereIcanuninterruptedbyunmeaningVisits,indulgeinamelancholysolitude,myunceasingLamentationsfortheDeathofmyFather,myMother,myHusbandandmyFreind。
AugustahasbeenforseveralyearsunitedtoGrahamtheManofallothersmostsuitedtoher;shebecameacquaintedwithhimduringherstayinScotland。
SirEdwardinhopesofgaininganHeirtohisTitleandEstate,atthesametimemarriedLadyDorothea——。Hiswisheshavebeenanswered。
PhilanderandGustavus,afterhavingraisedtheirreputationbytheirPerformancesintheTheatricalLineatEdinburgh,removedtoCoventGarden,wheretheystillexhibitundertheassumednamesofLUVISandQUICK。
PhilippahaslongpaidtheDebtofNature,HerHusbandhoweverstillcontinuestodrivetheStage—CoachfromEdinburghtoSterling:——
AdeiumyDearestMarianne。
Laura。
FinisJune13th1790。
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ToHENRYTHOMASAUSTENEsqre。
SirIamnowavailingmyselfoftheLibertyyouhavefrequentlyhonouredmewithofdedicatingoneofmyNovelstoyou。Thatitisunfinished,Igreive;yetfearthatfromme,itwillalwaysremainso;thatasfarasitiscarried,itshouldbesotriflingandsounworthyofyou,isanotherconcerntoyourobligedhumbleServantTheAuthorMessrsDemandandCo——pleasetopayJaneAustenSpinsterthesumofonehundredguineasonaccountofyourHumbleServant。
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LESLEYCASTLE
LETTERtheFIRSTisfromMissMARGARETLESLEYtoMissCHARLOTTELUTTERELL。
LesleyCastleJanry3rd——1792。
MyBrotherhasjustleftus。"Matilda(saidheatparting)youandMargaretwillIamcertaintakeallthecareofmydearlittleone,thatshemighthavereceivedfromanindulgent,andaffectionateandamiableMother。"Tearsrolleddownhischeeksashespokethesewords——theremembranceofher,whohadsowantonlydisgracedtheMaternalcharacterandsoopenlyviolatedtheconjugalDuties,preventedhisaddinganythingfarther;heembracedhissweetChildandaftersalutingMatildaandMehastilybrokefromusandseatinghimselfinhisChaise,pursuedtheroadtoAberdeen。NeverwasthereabetteryoungMan!Ah!
howlittledidhedeservethemisfortuneshehasexperiencedintheMarriagestate。SogoodaHusbandtosobadaWife!foryouknowmydearCharlottethattheWorthlessLouisalefthim,herChildandreputationafewweeksagoincompanywithDanversanddishonour。Neverwasthereasweeterface,afinerform,oralessamiableHeartthanLouisaowned!HerchildalreadypossessesthepersonalCharmsofherunhappyMother!MaysheinheritfromherFatherallhismentalones!Lesleyisatpresentbutfiveandtwenty,andhasalreadygivenhimselfuptomelancholyandDespair;whatadifferencebetweenhimandhisFather!SirGeorgeis57andstillremainstheBeau,theflightystripling,thegayLad,andsprightlyYoungster,thathisSonwasreallyaboutfiveyearsback,andthatHEhasaffectedtoappeareversincemyremembrance。WhileourfatherisflutteringaboutthestreetsofLondon,gay,dissipated,andThoughtlessattheageof57,MatildaandIcontinuesecludedfromMankindinouroldandMoulderingCastle,whichissituatedtwomilesfromPerthonaboldprojectingRock,andcommandsanextensiveveiwoftheTownanditsdelightfulEnvirons。Buttho’retiredfromalmostalltheWorld,(forwevisitnoonebuttheM’Leods,TheM’Kenzies,theM’Phersons,theM’Cartneys,theM’Donalds,TheM’kinnons,theM’lellans,theM’kays,theMacbethsandtheMacduffs)weareneitherdullnorunhappy;onthecontrarythereneverweretwomorelively,moreagreableormorewittygirls,thanweare;notanhourintheDayhangsheavyonourHands。Weread,wework,wewalk,andwhenfatiguedwiththeseEmploymentsreleiveourspirits,eitherbyalivelysong,agracefulDance,orbysomesmartbon—mot,andwittyrepartee。WearehandsomemydearCharlotte,veryhandsomeandthegreatestofourPerfectionsis,thatweareentirelyinsensibleofthemourselves。ButwhydoIthusdwellonmyself!LetmeratherrepeatthepraiseofourdearlittleNeicetheinnocentLouisa,whoisatpresentsweetlysmilinginagentleNap,asshereposesonthesofa。ThedearCreatureisjustturnedoftwoyearsold;ashandsomeastho’2and20,assensibleastho’2and30,andasprudentastho’2and40。Toconvinceyouofthis,Imustinformyouthatshehasaveryfinecomplexionandveryprettyfeatures,thatshealreadyknowsthetwofirstlettersintheAlphabet,andthatshenevertearsherfrocks——。IfIhavenotnowconvincedyouofherBeauty,SenseandPrudence,Ihavenothingmoretourgeinsupportofmyassertion,andyouwillthereforehavenowayofdecidingtheAffairbutbycomingtoLesley—Castle,andbyapersonalacquaintancewithLouisa,determineforyourself。Ah!
mydearFreind,howhappyshouldIbetoseeyouwithinthesevenerableWalls!ItisnowfouryearssincemyremovalfromSchoolhasseparatedmefromyou;thattwosuchtenderHearts,socloselylinkedtogetherbythetiesofsimpathyandFreindship,shouldbesowidelyremovedfromeachother,isvastlymoving。I
liveinPerthshire,YouinSussex。WemightmeetinLondon,weremyFatherdisposedtocarrymethere,andwereyourMothertobethereatthesametime。WemightmeetatBath,atTunbridge,oranywhereelseindeed,couldwebutbeatthesameplacetogether。
Wehaveonlytohopethatsuchaperiodmayarrive。MyFatherdoesnotreturntoustillAutumn;myBrotherwillleaveScotlandinafewDays;heisimpatienttotravel。MistakenYouth!HevainlyflattershimselfthatchangeofAirwillhealtheWoundsofabrokenHeart!YouwilljoinwithmeIamcertainmydearCharlotte,inprayersfortherecoveryoftheunhappyLesley’speaceofMind,whichmusteverbeessentialtothatofyoursincerefreindM。Lesley。
LETTERtheSECOND
FromMissC。LUTTERELLtoMissM。LESLEYinanswer。
GlenfordFebry12
IhaveathousandexcusestobegforhavingsolongdelayedthankingyoumydearPeggyforyouragreableLetter,whichbeleivemeIshouldnothavedeferreddoing,hadnoteverymomentofmytimeduringthelastfiveweeksbeensofullyemployedinthenecessaryarrangementsformysisterswedding,astoallowmenotimetodevoteeithertoyouormyself。AndnowwhatprovokesmemorethananythingelseisthattheMatchisbrokeoff,andallmyLabourthrownaway。ImaginehowgreattheDissapointmentmustbetome,whenyouconsiderthatafterhavinglabouredbothbyNightandbyDay,inordertogettheWeddingdinnerreadybythetimeappointed,afterhavingroastedBeef,BroiledMutton,andStewedSoupenoughtolastthenew—marriedCouplethroughtheHoney—moon,IhadthemortificationoffindingthatIhadbeenRoasting,BroilingandStewingboththeMeatandMyselftonopurpose。IndeedmydearFreind,IneverremembersufferinganyvexationequaltowhatIexperiencedonlastMondaywhenmysistercamerunningtomeinthestore—roomwithherfaceasWhiteasaWhiptsyllabub,andtoldmethatHerveyhadbeenthrownfromhisHorse,hadfracturedhisScullandwaspronouncedbyhissurgeontobeinthemostemminentDanger。"GoodGod!
(saidI)youdontsayso?WhywhatinthenameofHeavenwillbecomeofalltheVictuals!Weshallneverbeabletoeatitwhileitisgood。However,we’llcallintheSurgeontohelpus。
IshallbeabletomanagetheSir—loinmyself,myMotherwilleatthesoup,andYouandtheDoctormustfinishtherest。"HereI
wasinterrupted,byseeingmypoorSisterfalldowntoappearanceLifelessupononeoftheChests,wherewekeepourTablelinen。
IimmediatelycalledmyMotherandtheMaids,andatlastwebroughthertoherselfagain;assoonasevershewassensible,sheexpressedadeterminationofgoinginstantlytoHenry,andwassowildlybentonthisScheme,thatwehadthegreatestDifficultyintheWorldtopreventherputtingitinexecution;
atlasthowevermorebyForcethanEntreatyweprevailedonhertogointoherroom;welaidherupontheBed,andshecontinuedforsomeHoursinthemostdreadfulConvulsions。MyMotherandI
continuedintheroomwithher,andwhenanyintervalsoftolerableComposureinEloisawouldallowus,wejoinedinheartfeltlamentationsonthedreadfulWasteinourprovisionswhichthisEventmustoccasion,andinconcertingsomeplanforgettingridofthem。Weagreedthatthebestthingwecoulddowastobegineatingthemimmediately,andaccordinglyweorderedupthecoldHamandFowls,andinstantlybeganourDevouringPlanonthemwithgreatAlacrity。WewouldhavepersuadedEloisatohavetakenaWingofaChicken,butshewouldnotbepersuaded。
Shewashowevermuchquieterthanshehadbeen;theconvulsionsshehadbeforesufferedhavinggivenwaytoanalmostperfectInsensibility。Weendeavouredtorouseherbyeverymeansinourpower,buttonopurpose。ItalkedtoherofHenry。"DearEloisa(saidI)there’snooccasionforyourcryingsomuchaboutsuchatrifle。(forIwaswillingtomakelightofitinordertocomforther)Ibegyouwouldnotmindit——Youseeitdoesnotvexmeintheleast;thoughperhapsImaysuffermostfromitafterall;forIshallnotonlybeobligedtoeatupalltheVictualsIhavedressedalready,butmustifHenryshouldrecover(whichhoweverisnotverylikely)dressasmuchforyouagain;
orshouldhedie(asIsupposehewill)IshallstillhavetoprepareaDinnerforyouwheneveryoumarryanyoneelse。Soyouseethattho’perhapsforthepresentitmayafflictyoutothinkofHenry’ssufferings,YetIdaresayhe’lldiesoon,andthenhispainwillbeoverandyouwillbeeasy,whereasmyTroublewilllastmuchlongerforworkashardasImay,Iamcertainthatthepantrycannotbeclearedinlessthanafortnight。"ThusIdidallinmypowertoconsoleher,butwithoutanyeffect,andatlastasIsawthatshedidnotseemtolistentome,Isaidnomore,butleavingherwithmyMotherItookdowntheremainsofTheHamandChicken,andsentWilliamtoaskhowHenrydid。HewasnotexpectedtolivemanyHours;hediedthesameday。WetookallpossiblecaretobreakthemelancholyEventtoEloisainthetenderestmanner;yetinspiteofeveryprecaution,hersufferingsonhearingitweretooviolentforherreason,andshecontinuedformanyhoursinahighDelirium。Sheisstillextremelyill,andherPhysiciansaregreatlyafraidofhergoingintoaDecline。WearethereforepreparingforBristol,wherewemeantobeinthecourseofthenextweek。AndnowmydearMargaretletmetalkalittleofyouraffairs;andinthefirstplaceImustinformyouthatitisconfidentlyreported,yourFatherisgoingtobemarried;Iamveryunwillingtobeleivesounpleasingareport,andatthesametimecannotwhollydiscreditit。IhavewrittentomyfreindSusanFitzgerald,forinformationconcerningit,whichassheisatpresentinTown,shewillbeveryabletogiveme。IknownotwhoistheLady。I
thinkyourBrotherisextremelyrightintheresolutionhehastakenoftravelling,asitwillperhapscontributetoobliteratefromhisremembrance,thosedisagreableEvents,whichhavelatelysomuchafflictedhim——Iamhappytofindthattho’secludedfromalltheWorld,neitheryounorMatildaaredullorunhappy——thatyoumayneverknowwhatitisto,beeitheristhewishofyoursincerelyaffectionateC。L。
P。S。IhavethisinstantreceivedananswerfrommyfreindSusan,whichIenclosetoyou,andonwhichyouwillmakeyourownreflections。
TheenclosedLETTER
MydearCHARLOTTE
YoucouldnothaveappliedforinformationconcerningthereportofSirGeorgeLesleysMarriage,toanyonebetterabletogiveityouthanIam。SirGeorgeiscertainlymarried;IwasmyselfpresentattheCeremony,whichyouwillnotbesurprisedatwhenIsubscribemyselfyourAffectionateSusanLesleyLETTERtheTHIRD
FromMissMARGARETLESLEYtoMissC。LUTTERELL
LesleyCastleFebruarythe16thIhavemademyownreflectionsontheletteryouenclosedtome,myDearCharlotteandIwillnowtellyouwhatthosereflectionswere。IreflectedthatifbythissecondMarriageSirGeorgeshouldhaveasecondfamily,ourfortunesmustbeconsiderablydiminushed——thatifhisWifeshouldbeofanextravagantturn,shewouldencouragehimtopersevereinthatgayandDissipatedwayofLifetowhichlittleencouragementwouldbenecessary,andwhichhasIfearalreadyprovedbuttoodetrimentaltohishealthandfortune——thatshewouldnowbecomeMistressofthoseJewelswhichonceadornedourMother,andwhichSirGeorgehadalwayspromisedus——thatiftheydidnotcomeintoPerthshireIshouldnotbeabletogratifymycuriosityofbeholdingmyMother—in—lawandthatiftheydid,MatildawouldnolongersitattheheadofherFather’stable——。ThesemydearCharlottewerethemelancholyreflectionswhichcrowdedintomyimaginationafterperusingSusan’slettertoyou,andwhichinstantlyoccurredtoMatildawhenshehadperuseditlikewise。Thesameideas,thesamefears,immediatelyoccupiedherMind,andIknownotwhichreflectiondistressedhermost,whethertheprobableDiminutionofourFortunes,orherownConsequence。WebothwishverymuchtoknowwhetherLadyLesleyishandsomeandwhatisyouropinionofher;asyouhonourherwiththeappellationofyourfreind,weflatterourselvesthatshemustbeamiable。MyBrotherisalreadyinParis。HeintendstoquititinafewDays,andtobeginhisroutetoItaly。Hewritesinamostchearfullmanner,saysthattheairofFrancehasgreatlyrecoveredbothhisHealthandSpirits;thathehasnowentirelyceasedtothinkofLouisawithanydegreeeitherofPityorAffection,thatheevenfeelshimselfobligedtoherforherElopement,ashethinksitverygoodfuntobesingleagain。Bythis,youmayperceivethathehasentirelyregainedthatchearfulGaiety,andsprightlyWit,forwhichhewasoncesoremarkable。WhenhefirstbecameacquaintedwithLouisawhichwaslittlemorethanthreeyearsago,hewasoneofthemostlively,themostagreableyoungMenoftheage——。Ibeleiveyouneveryetheardtheparticularsofhisfirstacquaintancewithher。ItcommencedatourcousinColonelDrummond’s;atwhosehouseinCumberlandhespenttheChristmas,inwhichheattainedtheageoftwoandtwenty。
LouisaBurtonwastheDaughterofadistantRelationofMrs。
Drummond,whodieingafewMonthsbeforeinextremepoverty,lefthisonlyChildthenabouteighteentotheprotectionofanyofhisRelationswhowouldprotecther。Mrs。Drummondwastheonlyonewhofoundherselfsodisposed——LouisawasthereforeremovedfromamiserableCottageinYorkshiretoanelegantMansioninCumberland,andfromeverypecuniaryDistressthatPovertycouldinflict,toeveryelegantEnjoymentthatMoneycouldpurchase——。
Louisawasnaturallyill—temperedandCunning;butshehadbeentaughttodisguiseherrealDisposition,undertheappearanceofinsinuatingSweetness,byafatherwhobuttoowellknew,thattobemarried,wouldbetheonlychanceshewouldhaveofnotbeingstarved,andwhoflatteredhimselfthatwithsuchanextroidinaryshareofpersonalbeauty,joinedtoagentlenessofManners,andanengagingaddress,shemightstandagoodchanceofpleasingsomeyoungManwhomightaffordtomarryagirlwithoutaShilling。Louisaperfectlyenteredintoherfather’sschemesandwasdeterminedtoforwardthemwithallhercareandattention。
BydintofPerseveranceandApplication,shehadatlengthsothoroughlydisguisedhernaturaldispositionunderthemaskofInnocence,andSoftness,astoimposeuponeveryonewhohadnotbyalongandconstantintimacywithherdiscoveredherrealCharacter。SuchwasLouisawhenthehaplessLesleyfirstbeheldheratDrummond—house。Hisheartwhich(touseyourfavouritecomparison)wasasdelicateassweetandastenderasaWhipt—
syllabub,couldnotresistherattractions。InaveryfewDays,hewasfallinginlove,shortlyafteractuallyfell,andbeforehehadknownheraMonth,hehadmarriedher。MyFatherwasatfirsthighlydispleasedatsohastyandimprudentaconnection;
butwhenhefoundthattheydidnotmindit,hesoonbecameperfectlyreconciledtothematch。TheEstatenearAberdeenwhichmybrotherpossessesbythebountyofhisgreatUncleindependantofSirGeorge,wasentirelysufficienttosupporthimandmySisterinEleganceandEase。Forthefirsttwelvemonth,noonecouldbehappierthanLesley,andnoonemoreamiabletoappearancethanLouisa,andsoplausiblydidsheactandsocautiouslybehavethattho’MatildaandIoftenspentseveralweekstogetherwiththem,yetweneitherofushadanysuspicionofherrealDisposition。AfterthebirthofLouisahowever,whichonewouldhavethoughtwouldhavestrengthenedherregardforLesley,themaskshehadsolongsupportedwasbydegreesthrownaside,andasprobablyshethenthoughtherselfsecureintheaffectionofherHusband(whichdidindeedappearifpossibleaugmentedbythebirthofhisChild)sheseemedtotakenopainstopreventthataffectionfromeverdiminushing。OurvisitsthereforetoDunbeath,werenowlessfrequentandbyfarlessagreablethantheyusedtobe。OurabsencewashowevernevereithermentionedorlamentedbyLouisawhointhesocietyofyoungDanverswithwhomshebecameacquaintedatAberdeen(hewasatoneoftheUniversitiesthere,)feltinfinitelyhappierthaninthatofMatildaandyourfreind,tho’therecertainlyneverwerepleasantergirlsthanweare。YouknowthesadendofallLesleysconnubialhappiness;Iwillnotrepeatit——。AdeiumydearCharlotte;althoughIhavenotyetmentionedanythingofthematter,IhopeyouwilldomethejusticetobeleivethatITHINK
andFEEL,agreatdealforyourSistersaffliction。IdonotdoubtbutthatthehealthyairoftheBristoldownswillintirelyremoveit,byerasingfromherMindtheremembranceofHenry。I
ammydearCharlotteyrseverM。L。
LETTERtheFOURTH
FromMissC。LUTTERELLtoMissM。LESLEY
BristolFebruary27thMyDearPeggyIhavebutjustreceivedyourletter,whichbeingdirectedtoSussexwhileIwasatBristolwasobligedtobeforwardedtomehere,andfromsomeunaccountableDelay,hasbutthisinstantreachedme——。IreturnyoumanythanksfortheaccountitcontainsofLesley’sacquaintance,LoveandMarriagewithLouisa,whichhasnotthelessentertainedmeforhavingoftenbeenrepeatedtomebefore。
Ihavethesatisfactionofinformingyouthatwehaveeveryreasontoimagineourpantryisbythistimenearlycleared,asweleftParticularorderswiththeservantstoeatashardastheypossiblycould,andtocallinacoupleofChairwomentoassistthem。WebroughtacoldPigeonpye,acoldturkey,acoldtongue,andhalfadozenJellieswithus,whichwewereluckyenoughwiththehelpofourLandlady,herhusband,andtheirthreechildren,togetridof,inlessthantwodaysafterourarrival。PoorEloisaisstillsoveryindifferentbothinHealthandSpirits,thatIverymuchfear,theairoftheBristoldowns,healthyasitis,hasnotbeenabletodrivepoorHenryfromherremembrance。
YouaskmewhetheryournewMotherinlawishandsomeandamiable——Iwillnowgiveyouanexactdescriptionofherbodilyandmentalcharms。Sheisshort,andextremelywellmade;isnaturallypale,butrougesagooddeal;hasfineeyes,andfineteeth,asshewilltakecaretoletyouknowassoonassheseesyou,andisaltogetherverypretty。Sheisremarkablygood—
temperedwhenshehasherownway,andverylivelywhensheisnotoutofhumour。Sheisnaturallyextravagantandnotveryaffected;sheneverreadsanythingbutthelettersshereceivesfromme,andneverwritesanythingbutheranswerstothem。Sheplays,singsandDances,buthasnotasteforeither,andexcellsinnone,tho’shesayssheispassionatelyfondofall。PerhapsyoumayflattermesofarastobesurprisedthatoneofwhomI
speakwithsolittleaffectionshouldbemyparticularfreind;
buttotellyouthetruth,ourfreindshiparoseratherfromCapriceonhersidethanEsteemonmine。WespenttwoorthreedaystogetherwithaLadyinBerkshirewithwhomwebothhappenedtobeconnected——。Duringourvisit,theWeatherbeingremarkablybad,andourpartyparticularlystupid,shewassogoodastoconceiveaviolentpartialityforme,whichverysoonsettledinadownrightFreindshipandendedinanestablishedcorrespondence。Sheisprobablybythistimeastiredofme,asIamofher;butassheistooPoliteandIamtoociviltosayso,ourlettersarestillasfrequentandaffectionateasever,andourAttachmentasfirmandsincereaswhenitfirstcommenced。AsshehadagreattasteforthepleasuresofLondon,andofBrighthelmstone,shewillIdaresayfindsomedifficultyinprevailingonherselfeventosatisfythecuriosityIdaresayshefeelsofbeholdingyou,attheexpenceofquittingthosefavouritehauntsofDissipation,forthemelancholytho’
venerablegloomofthecastleyouinhabit。Perhapshoweverifshefindsherhealthimpairedbytoomuchamusement,shemayacquirefortitudesufficienttoundertakeaJourneytoScotlandinthehopeofitsProvingatleastbeneficialtoherhealth,ifnotconducivetoherhappiness。YourfearsIamsorrytosay,concerningyourfather’sextravagance,yourownfortunes,yourMothersJewelsandyourSister’sconsequence,Ishouldsupposearebuttoowellfounded。Myfreindherselfhasfourthousandpounds,andwillprobablyspendnearlyasmucheveryyearinDressandPublicplaces,ifshecangetit——shewillcertainlynotendeavourtoreclaimSirGeorgefromthemanneroflivingtowhichhehasbeensolongaccustomed,andthereisthereforesomereasontofearthatyouwillbeverywelloff,ifyougetanyfortuneatall。TheJewelsIshouldimaginetoowillundoubtedlybehers,andthereistoomuchreasontothinkthatshewillpresideatherHusbandstableinpreferencetohisDaughter。Butassomelancholyasubjectmustnecessarilyextremelydistressyou,Iwillnolongerdwellonit——。
Eloisa’sindispositionhasbroughtustoBristolatsounfashionableaseasonoftheyear,thatwehaveactuallyseenbutonegenteelfamilysincewecame。MrandMrsMarloweareveryagreablepeople;theillhealthoftheirlittleboyoccasionedtheirarrivalhere;youmayimaginethatbeingtheonlyfamilywithwhomwecanconverse,weareofcourseonafootingofintimacywiththem;weseethemindeedalmosteveryday,anddinedwiththemyesterday。WespentaverypleasantDay,andhadaverygoodDinner,tho’tobesuretheVealwasterriblyunderdone,andtheCurryhadnoseasoning。Icouldnothelpwishingalldinner—timethatIhadbeenatthedressingit——。AbrotherofMrsMarlowe,MrClevelandiswiththematpresent;heisagood—lookingyoungMan,andseemstohaveagooddealtosayforhimself。ItellEloisathatsheshouldsethercapathim,butshedoesnotatallseemtorelishtheproposal。
IshouldliketoseethegirlmarriedandClevelandhasaverygoodestate。PerhapsyoumaywonderthatIdonotconsidermyselfaswellasmySisterinmymatrimonialProjects;buttotellyouthetruthIneverwishtoactamoreprincipalpartataWeddingthanthesuperintendinganddirectingtheDinner,andthereforewhileIcangetanyofmyacquaintancetomarryforme,Ishallneverthinkofdoingitmyself,asIverymuchsuspectthatIshouldnothavesomuchtimefordressingmyownWedding—
dinner,asfordressingthatofmyfreinds。
YourssincerelyC。L。
LETTERtheFIFTH
MissMARGARETLESLEYtoMissCHARLOTTELUTTERELL
Lesley—CastleMarch18thOnthesamedaythatIreceivedyourlastkindletter,MatildareceivedonefromSirGeorgewhichwasdatedfromEdinburgh,andinformedusthatheshoulddohimselfthepleasureofintroducingLadyLesleytousonthefollowingevening。Thisasyoumaysupposeconsiderablysurprisedus,particularlyasyouraccountofherLadyshiphadgivenusreasontoimaginetherewaslittlechanceofhervisitingScotlandatatimethatLondonmustbesogay。AsitwasourbusinesshowevertobedelightedatsuchamarkofcondescensionasavisitfromSirGeorgeandLadyLesley,wepreparedtoreturnthemananswerexpressiveofthehappinessweenjoyedinexpectationofsuchaBlessing,whenluckilyrecollectingthatastheyweretoreachtheCastlethenextEvening,itwouldbeimpossibleformyfathertoreceiveitbeforeheleftEdinburgh,wecontentedourselveswithleavingthemtosupposethatwewereashappyasweoughttobe。AtnineintheEveningonthefollowingday,theycame,accompaniedbyoneofLadyLesleysbrothers。HerLadyshipperfectlyanswersthedescriptionyousentmeofher,exceptthatIdonotthinkhersoprettyasyouseemtoconsiderher。Shehasnotabadface,butthereissomethingsoextremelyunmajesticinherlittlediminutivefigure,astorenderherincomparisonwiththeelegantheightofMatildaandMyself,aninsignificantDwarf。
Hercuriositytoseeus(whichmusthavebeengreattobringhermorethanfourhundredmiles)beingnowperfectlygratified,shealreadybeginstomentiontheirreturntotown,andhasdesiredustoaccompanyher。WecannotrefuseherrequestsinceitissecondedbythecommandsofourFather,andthirdedbytheentreatiesofMr。FitzgeraldwhoiscertainlyoneofthemostpleasingyoungMen,Ieverbeheld。Itisnotyetdeterminedwhenwearetogo,butwheneverwedoweshallcertainlytakeourlittleLouisawithus。AdeiumydearCharlotte;Matildaunitesinbestwishestoyou,andEloisa,withyourseverM。L。
LETTERtheSIXTH
LADYLESLEYtoMissCHARLOTTELUTTERELL
Lesley—CastleMarch20thWearrivedheremysweetFreindaboutafortnightago,andI
alreadyheartilyrepentthatIeverleftourcharmingHouseinPortman—squareforsuchadismaloldweather—beatenCastleasthis。Youcanformnoideasufficientlyhideous,ofitsdungeon—
likeform。ItisactuallypercheduponaRocktoappearancesototallyinaccessible,thatIexpectedtohavebeenpulledupbyarope;andsincerelyrepentedhavinggratifiedmycuriositytobeholdmyDaughtersattheexpenceofbeingobligedtoentertheirprisoninsodangerousandridiculousamanner。ButassoonasIoncefoundmyselfsafelyarrivedintheinsideofthistremendousbuilding,Icomfortedmyselfwiththehopeofhavingmyspiritsrevived,bythesightoftwobeautifullgirls,suchastheMissLesleyshadbeenrepresentedtome,atEdinburgh。Buthereagain,ImetwithnothingbutDisappointmentandSurprise。
MatildaandMargaretLesleyaretwogreat,tall,outoftheway,over—grown,girls,justofapropersizetoinhabitaCastlealmostaslargeincomparisonasthemselves。IwishmydearCharlottethatyoucouldbutbeholdtheseScotchgiants;Iamsuretheywouldfrightenyououtofyourwits。Theywilldoverywellasfoilstomyself,soIhaveinvitedthemtoaccompanymetoLondonwhereIhopetobeinthecourseofafortnight。
BesidesthesetwofairDamsels,IfoundalittlehumouredBratherewhoIbeleiveissomerelationtothem,theytoldmewhoshewas,andgavemealongrigmerolestoryofherfatherandaMissSOMEBODYwhichIhaveentirelyforgot。IhatescandalanddetestChildren。IhavebeenplaguedeversinceIcameherewithtiresomevisitsfromaparcelofScotchwretches,withterriblehard—names;theyweresocivil,gavemesomanyinvitations,andtalkedofcomingagainsosoon,thatIcouldnothelpaffrontingthem。IsupposeIshallnotseethemanymore,andyetasafamilypartywearesostupid,thatIdonotknowwhattodowithmyself。ThesegirlshavenoMusic,butScotchairs,noDrawingsbutScotchMountains,andnoBooksbutScotchPoems——andIhateeverythingScotch。IngeneralIcanspendhalftheDayatmytoilettwithagreatdealofpleasure,butwhyshouldIdresshere,sincethereisnotacreatureintheHousewhomIhaveanywishtoplease。IhavejusthadaconversationwithmyBrotherinwhichhehasgreatlyoffendedme,andwhichasIhavenothingmoreentertainingtosendyouIwillgaveyoutheparticularsof。
YoumustknowthatIhaveforthese4or5DayspaststronglysuspectedWilliamofentertainingapartialitytomyeldestDaughter。IownindeedthathadIbeeninclinedtofallinlovewithanywoman,IshouldnothavemadechoiceofMatildaLesleyfortheobjectofmypassion;forthereisnothingIhatesomuchasatallWoman:buthoweverthereisnoaccountingforsomemen’stasteandasWilliamishimselfnearlysixfeethigh,itisnotwonderfulthatheshouldbepartialtothatheight。NowasI
haveaverygreataffectionformyBrotherandshouldbeextremelysorrytoseehimunhappy,whichIsupposehemeanstobeifhecannotmarryMatilda,asmoreoverIknowthathiscircumstanceswillnotallowhimtomarryanyonewithoutafortune,andthatMatilda’sisentirelydependantonherFather,whowillneitherhavehisowninclinationnormypermissiontogiveheranythingatpresent,Ithoughtitwouldbedoingagood—
naturedactionbymyBrothertolethimknowasmuch,inorderthathemightchooseforhimself,whethertoconquerhispassion,orLoveandDespair。AccordinglyfindingmyselfthisMorningalonewithhiminoneofthehorridoldroomsofthisCastle,I
openedthecausetohiminthefollowingManner。
"WellmydearWilliamwhatdoyouthinkofthesegirls?formypart,IdonotfindthemsoplainasIexpected:butperhapsyoumaythinkmepartialtotheDaughtersofmyHusbandandperhapsyouareright——TheyareindeedsoverylikeSirGeorgethatitisnaturaltothink"——
"MyDearSusan(criedheinatoneofthegreatestamazement)YoudonotreallythinktheybeartheleastresemblancetotheirFather!Heissoveryplain!——butIbegyourpardon——IhadentirelyforgottentowhomIwasspeaking——"
"Oh!praydontmindme;(repliedI)everyoneknowsSirGeorgeishorriblyugly,andIassureyouIalwaysthoughthimafright。"