I
OnOctober10,1856,aboutfourhundredpeoplewerecampedinTasajaraValley,California。Itcouldnothavebeenfortheprospect,sinceamorebarren,dreary,monotonous,anduninvitinglandscapeneverstretchedbeforehumaneye;itcouldnothavebeenforconvenienceorcontiguity,asthenearestsettlementwasthirtymilesaway;itcouldnothavebeenforhealthorsalubrity,asthebreathoftheague-hauntedtulesintheoutlyingStocktonmarshessweptthroughthevalley;itcouldnothavebeenforspaceorcomfort,for,encampedonanunlimitedplain,menandwomenwerehuddledtogetherascloselyasinanurbantenement-house,withoutthefreedomordecencyofruralisolation;itcouldnothavebeenforpleasantcompanionship,asdejection,mentalanxiety,tears,andlamentationwerethedominantexpression;itwasnotahurriedflightfrompresentorimpendingcalamity,forthecamphadbeendeliberatelyplanned,andforaweekpioneerwagonshadbeenslowlyarriving;itwasnotanirrevocableexodus,forsomehadalreadyreturnedtotheirhomesthatothersmighttaketheirplaces。Itwassimplyareligiousrevivalofoneortwodenominationalsects,knownasa"camp-meeting。"
Alargecentraltentservedfortheassemblingoftheprincipalcongregation;smallertentsservedforprayer-meetingsandclass-
rooms,knowntothefewunbelieversas"side-shows";whiletheactualdwellingsoftheworshiperswererudelyextemporizedshantiesofboardsandcanvas,sometimesmerecorralsorinclosuresopentothecloudlesssky,ormoreoftentheunhitchedcoveredwagonwhichhadbroughtthemthere。Thesingularresemblancetoacircus,alreadyprofanelysuggested,wascarriedoutbyastragglingfringeofboysandhalf-grownmenontheoutskirtsoftheencampment,acrimoniouswithdisappointedcuriosity,lazywithoutthecarelesseaseofvagrancy,andviciouswithouttheexcitementofdissipation。Forthecoarsepovertyandbrutaleconomyofthelargerarrangements,thedrearypanoramaofunlovelyandunwholesomedomesticdetailsalwaysbeforetheeyes,werehardlyexcitingtothesenses。Thecircusmighthavebeenmoredangerous,butscarcelymorebrutalizing。Theactorsthemselves,hardandaggressivethroughpracticalstruggles,oftenwarpedandtwistedwithchronicformsofsmallerdiseases,ormalformedandcrippledthroughcarelessnessandneglect,andrestlessanduneasythroughsomevaguementaldistressandinquietudethattheyhadaddedtotheirburdens,werescarcelyamusingperformers。TherheumaticParkinsons,fromGreenSprings;theophthalmicFilgees,fromAlderCreek;theague-strickenHarneys,fromMartinezBend;
andthefeeble-limbedSteptons,fromSugarMill,might,intheircombinedfamilies,havesuggestedahospital,ratherthananyothersocialassemblage。Eventheircompanionship,whichhadlittleofcheerfulfellowshipinit,wouldhavebeengrotesquebutforthepatheticinstinctofsomemutualvagueappealfromthehardnessoftheirlivesandthehelplessnessoftheirconditionsthathadbroughtthemtogether。NorwasthisappealtoaHigherPoweranythelesspatheticthatitborenoreferencewhatevertotheirrespectiveneedsordeficiencies,butwasalwaysaninvocationforalightwhich,whentheybelievedtheyhadfoundit,tounregenerateeyesscarcelyseemedtoilluminetheruggedpathinwhichtheirfeetwerecontinuallystumbling。Onemighthavesmiledattheideaofthevendetta-followingFergusesprayingfor"justificationbyFaith,"buttheactualspectacleofoldSimonFergus,whoseshot-gunwasstillinhiswagon,offeringupthatappealwithstreamingeyesandagonizedfeatureswaspainfulbeyondadoubt。Toseekandobtainanexaltationoffeelingvaguelyknownas"It,"orlessvaguelyveilingasacredname,wastheburdenofthegeneralappeal。
Thelargetenthadbeenfilled,andbetweentheexhortationsacertaingloomyenthusiasmhadbeenkeptupbysinging,whichhadtheeffectofcontinuinginaneasy,rhythmical,impersonal,andirresponsiblewaythesympathiesofthemeeting。Thiswasinterruptedbyayoungmanwhorosesuddenly,withthatspontaneityofimpulsewhichcharacterizedthespeakers,butunlikehispredecessors,heremainedforamomentmute,tremblingandirresolute。Thefatalhesitationseemedtochecktheunreasoning,monotonousflowofemotion,andtorecalltosomeextentthereasonandeventhecriticismoftheworshipers。Hestammeredaprayerwhoseearnestnesswasundoubted,whosehumilitywasbuttooapparent,buthiswordsfellonfacultiesalreadybenumbedbyrepetitionandrhythm。Aslightmovementofcuriosityintherearbenches,andawhisperthatitwasthemaideneffortofanewpreacher,helpedtoprolongtheinterruption。Aheavymanofstrongphysicalexpressionsprangtotherescuewithahystericalcryof"Glory!"andatumultuousfluencyofepithetandsacredadjuration。Stillthemeetingwavered。Withonefinalparoxysmalcry,thepowerfulmanthrewhisarmsaroundhisnearestneighborandburstintosilenttears。Ananxioushushfollowed;thespeakerstillcontinuedtosobonhisneighbor’sshoulder。Almostbeforethefactcouldbecommentedupon,itwasnoticedthattheentirerankofworshipersonthebenchbesidehimwerecryingalso;thesecondandthirdrowswerespeedilydissolvedintears,untileventheveryyouthfulscoffersinthelastbenchessuddenlyfoundtheirhalf-hystericallaughterturnedtosobs。Thedangerwasaverted,thereactionwascomplete;thesingingcommenced,andinafewmomentsthehaplesscauseoftheinterruptionandthemanwhohadretrievedthedisasterstoodtogetheroutsidethetent。Ahorsewaspicketednearthem。
Thevictorwasstillpantingfromhislateexertions,andwasmoreorlessdiluvialineyeandnostril,butneithereyenornostrilboretheslightesttremorofotherexpression。Hisfacewasstolidandperfectlyinkeepingwithhisphysique,——heavy,animal,andunintelligent。
"YeoughtertrustedintheLord,"hesaidtotheyoungpreacher。
"ButIdid,"respondedtheyoungman,earnestly。
"That’sit。Justifyin’yourselfbyworksinsteado’leanin’ontoHim!FindHim,sezyou!GitHim,sezyou!Worksisvain。Glory!
glory!"hecontinued,withfluentvacuityandwandering,dull,observanteyes。
"ButifIhadalittlemorepracticeinclass,BrotherSilas,moreeducation?"
"Theletterkilleth,"interruptedBrotherSilas。Herehiswanderingeyestookdullcognizanceoftwofemalefacespeeringthroughtheopeningofthetent。"No,yermishun,BrotherGideon,istoseekHimintheby-ways,inthewilderness,——wherethefoxeshevholesandtheravenshevtheiryoung,——butnotintheTemplesofthepeople。WotsezSisterParsons?"
Oneofthefemalefacesdetacheditselffromthetentflaps,whichitnearlyresembledincolor,andbroughtforwardanangularfigureclothedinfadedfustianthathadtakenthevariousshadesandodorsofhouseholdservice。
"BrotherSilasspeakswell,"saidSisterParsons,withstridulousfluency。"It’sfore-ordained。Fore-ordinashunisbetternorordinashun,saiththeLord。Heshallgoforth,turnin’neithertotherighthandnorthelefthand,andseekHimamongthelosttribesandtheungodly。HeshallputasidethetemptashunofMammonandtheflesh。"HereyesandthoseofBrotherSilasherebothsoughttheotherfemaleface,whichwasthatofayounggirlofseventeen。
"WotsezlittleSisterMeely,——wotsezMeelyParsons?"continuedBrotherSilas,asifrepeatinganunctuousformula。
Theyounggirlcamehesitatinglyforward,andwithanervouscryof"Oh,Gideon!"threwherselfonthebreastoftheyoungman。
Foramomenttheyremainedlockedineachother’sarms。Inthepromiscuousandfraternalembracingswhichwereapartofthedevotionalexercisesofthehour,theactpassedwithoutsignificance。Theyoungmangentlyraisedherface。Shewasyoungandcomely,albeitmarkedwithahalf-frightened,half-vacantsorrow。"Amen,"saidBrotherGideon,gravely。
Hemountedhishorseandturnedtogo。BrotherSilashadclaspedhispowerfularmsaroundbothwomenandwasholdingtheminaponderousembrace。
"Goforth,youngman,intothewilderness。"
Theyoungmanbowedhishead,andurgedhishorseforwardinthebleakandbarrenplain。Inhalfanhoureveryvestigeofthecampanditsunwholesomesurroundingswaslostinthedistance。Itwasasifthestrongdesiccatingwind,whichseemedtospringupathishorse’sfeet,hadcleanlyerasedtheflimsystructuresfromthefaceoftheplain,sweptawaythelighterbreathofpraiseandplaint,anddrieduptheeasy-flowingtears。Theairwasharshbutpure;thegrimeconomyofformandshadeandcolorinthelevelplainwascoarsebutnotvulgar;theskyabovehimwascoldanddistantbutnotrepellent;themoisturethathadbeendeniedhiseyesattheprayer-meetingoverflowedthemhere;thewordsthathadchokedhisutteranceanhouragonowrosetohislips。Hethrewhimselffromhishorse,andkneelinginthewitheredgrass——amereatomintheboundlessplain——liftedhispalefaceagainsttheirresponsiveblueandprayed。
Heprayedthattheunselfishdreamofhisbitterboyhood,hisdisappointedyouth,mightcometopass。Heprayedthathemightinhigherhandsbecomethehumbleinstrumentofgoodtohisfellow-
man。Heprayedthatthedeficienciesofhisscanteducation,hisself-taughtlearning,hishelplessisolation,andhisinexperiencemightbeoverlookedorreinforcedbygrace。HeprayedthattheInfiniteCompassionmightenlightenhisignoranceandsolitudewithamanifestationoftheSpirit;inhisveryweaknessheprayedforsomespecialrevelation,somesignortoken,somevisitationorgraciousunbendingfromthatcoldlyliftingsky。Thelowsunburnedtheblackedgeofthedistanttuleswithdulleatingfiresasheprayed,litthedwarfedhillswithabriefbutineffectualradiance,andthendiedout。Thelingeringtradewindsfiredafewvolleysoveritsgraveandthenlapsedintoachillysilence。Theyoungmanstaggeredtohisfeet;itwasquitedarknow,butthecomingnighthadadvancedafewstarryvedettessoneartheplaintheylookedlikehumanwatch-fires。Foraninstanthecouldnotrememberwherehewas。Thenalighttrembledfardownattheentranceofthevalley。BrotherGideonrecognizedit。ItwasinthelonelyfarmhouseofthewidowofthelastCircuitpreacher。
II
TheabodeofthelateReverendMarvinHilerremainedinthedisorganizedconditionhehadleftitwhenremovedfromhissphereofearthlyuselessnessandcontinuousaccident。Thestragglingfencethatonlyhalfinclosedthehouseandbarnhadstoppedatthatpointwherethetwodeaconswhohadeachvolunteeredtodoaday’sworkonithadcompletedtheirallottedtime。ThebuildingofthebarnhadbeenarrestedwhenthehalfloadoftimbercontributedbySugarMillbrethrenwasexhausted,andthreewindowsgivenby"ChristianSeekers"atMartinezpainfullyaccentedtheboardedspacesfortheotherthreethat"UnknownFriends"inTasajarahadpromisedbutnotyetsupplied。Intheclearingsometreesthathadbeenfelledbutnottakenawayaddedtothegeneralincompleteness。
SomethingofthisunfinishedcharacterclungtotheWidowHilerandasserteditselfinherthreechildren,oneofwhomwasconsistentlyposthumous。Prematurelyoldandprematurelydisappointed,shehadalltheinexperienceofgirlhoodwiththecaresofmaternity,andkeptinherfamilycirclethefreshnessofanoldmaid’smisogynisticantipathieswithacertainguiltyandremorsefulconsciousnessofwidowhood。Shesupportedthemeagrehouseholdtowhichherhusbandhadcontributedonlytheextramouthstofeedwithreproachfulastonishmentandwearyincapacity。Shehadlongsincegrowntiredoftryingtomakebothendsmeet,ofwhichshedeclared"theLordhadtakenone。"Duringhertwoyears’widowhoodshehadwaitedonProvidence,whobyapleasinglocalfictionhadbeenmaderesponsibleforthedisusedandcast-offfurnitureandclothingwhich,accompaniedwithscripturaltexts,foundtheirwaymysteriouslyintoherfewhabitablerooms。Theprovidentialmannawasnotalwaysfresh;theravenswhofedherandherlittleoneswithflourfromtheSugarMillsdidnotalwaysselectthebestquality。Smallwonderthat,sittingbyherlonelyhearthstone,——aborrowedstovethatsupplementedtheunfinishedfireplace,——
surroundedbyhermismatchedfurnitureandcladinmisfittinggarments,shehadcontractedahabitofsnifflingduringherdrearywatches。Inherweakermomentssheattributedittogrief;inherstrongerintervalssheknewthatitsprangfromdampanddraught。
Inherapathythesoundofhorses’hoofsatherunprotecteddoorevenatthathourneithersurprisednoralarmedher。SheliftedherheadasthedooropenedandthepalefaceofGideonDeanelookedintotheroom。Shemovedasidethecradleshewasrocking,and,takingasaucepanandtea-cupfromachairbesideher,absentlydusteditwithherapron,andpointingtothevacantseatsaid,"Takeachair,"asquietlyasifhehadsteppedfromthenextroominsteadoftheouterdarkness。
"I’llputupmyhorsefirst,"saidGideongently。
"Sodo,"respondedthewidowbriefly。
Gideonledhishorseacrosstheinclosure,stumblingovertheheapsofrubbish,driedchips,andweather-beatenshavingswithwhichitwasstrewn,untilhereachedtheunfinishedbarn,wherehetemporarilybestowedhisbeast。Thentakingarustyaxe,bythefaintlightofthestars,heattackedoneofthefallentreeswithsuchenergythatattheendoftenminuteshereappearedatthedoorwithanarmfulofcutboughsandchips,whichhequietlydepositedbehindthestove。Observingthathewasstillstandingasiflookingforsomething,thewidowliftedhereyesandsaid,"Efit’sthebucket,Ireckonye’llfinditatthespring,whereoneofthemfoolishFilgeeboysleftit。I’vebeenthattuckeredoutsenssundown,Iain’thadtheambitiontogoandtoteitback。"
WithoutawordGideonrepairedtothespring,filledthemissingbucket,replacedthehoopontheloosenedstavesofanotherhefoundlyinguselessbesideit,andagainreturnedtothehouse。
Thewidowoncemorepointedtothechair,andGideonsatdown。
"It’squiteaspellsensyouwoshere,"saidtheWidowHiler,returningherfoottothecradle-rocker;"notsensyerwasordained。Be’npracticin’,Ireckon,atthemeetin’。"
Aslightcolorcameintohischeek。"Myplaceisnotthere,SisterHiler,"hesaidgently;"it’sforthosewiththegifto’tongues。
Igoforthonlyacommonlaborerinthevineyard。"Hestoppedandhesitated;hemighthavesaidmore,butthewidow,whowasfamiliarwiththatkindofhumilityastheordinaryperfunctoryexpressionofherclass,suggestednosympatheticinterestinhismission。
"Thar’sadealo’talkoverthere,"shesaiddryly,"andthar’sfolksezthinksthar’sadealo’moneyspentinpicnickingtheGospelthatmightbegiventothemezwishtospreadit,ortotheirwidowsandchildren。Butthatdon’tconsarnyou,BrotherGideon。SisterParsonshezmoneyenoughtosettleherdarterMeelycomfortablyonherownland;andI’veheardtellthatyouandMeelywasonlywaitin’tillyouwasordainedtobejinedtogether。
You’llhevaneasiertimeofit,BrotherGideon,thanpoorMarvinHilerhad,"shecontinued,suppressinghertearswithacertainastringencythattooktheplaceofherlostpride;"buttheLordwillsthatsomeshouldbetriedandsomenot。"
"ButIamnotgoingtomarryMeelyParsons,"saidGideonquietly。
Thewidowtookherfootfromtherocker。"NotmarryMeely!"sherepeatedvaguely。Butrelapsingintoherdespondentmoodshecontinued:"ThenIreckonit’struewhatotherfolkssezofBrotherSilasBraggleymakin’uptoherandhispowerfulexhortin’
influenceoverherma。FolkssezezSisterParsonshezjustresignedhersoulinterhiskeepin’。"
"BrotherSilashezaheavenlygift,"saidtheyoungman,withgentleenthusiasm;"andperhapsitmaybeso。Ifitis,itistheLord’swill。ButIdonotmarryMeelybecausemylifeandmywayshenceforthmustliefarbeyondhersphereofstrength。Ioughtn’ttodragayounginexperiencedsoulwithmetobattleandstruggleinthethornypathsthatImusttread。"
"Ireckonyouknowyourownmind,"saidSisterHilergrimly。"Butthar’sfolksezmightallowthatMeelyParsonsain’tanybetterthanothers,thatsheshouldn’thavehershareo’trialsandkeersandcrosses。Richesandbringin’updon’texemptfolksfromtheshadder。ImarriedMarvinHilerouterahouseezgoodezSisterParsons’,andatatimewhenoldCyrusParsonshadn’tarooftohisheadbutthecoveroftheemigrantwagonhekemacrosstheplainsin。ImightsayezMarvinknowedprettywellwotitwastohaveahelpmeetinhisministration,ifitwasn’tvanityofsperittosayitnow。Butthefleshisweak,BrotherGideon。"Herinfluenzahereresolveditselfintounmistakabletears,whichshewipedawaywiththefirstarticlethatwasaccessibleinthework-bagbeforeher。AsitchancedtobeablacksilkneckerchiefofthedeceasedHiler,theresultwasfunereal,suggestive,butpracticallyineffective。
"YouwereagoodwifetoBrotherHiler,"saidtheyoungmangently。
"Everybodyknowsthat。"
"It’ssuthin’tothinkofsincehe’sgone,"continuedthewidow,bringingherworknearertohereyestoadjustittotheirtear-
dimmedfocus。"It’ssuthin’tolaytoheartinthelonelydaysandnightswhenthar’snomanroundtofetchwaterandwoodandlendahandtodoin’chores;it’ssuthin’toremember,withhisthreechildrentofeed,andlittleSelby,theeldest,thatvainanduselessthathecan’teventotethebabyroundwhileIdotheworkofahiredman。"
"It’sahardtrial,SisterHiler,"saidGideon,"buttheLordhasHisappointedtime。"
FamiliarasconsolationbyvaguequotationwastoSisterHiler,therewasanoccultsympathyinthetoneinwhichthiswasofferedthatliftedherforaninstantoutofhernarrowerself。Sheraisedhereyestohis。Thepersonalabstractionofthedevoteehadnoplaceinthedeepdarkeyesthatwereliftedfromthecradletoherswithasad,discriminating,andalmostwomanlysympathy。
Surprisedoutofherselfishpreoccupation,shewasremindedofherapparentcallousnesstowhatmightbehispresentdisappointment。
Perhapsitseemedstrangetoher,too,thatthosetendereyesshouldgoa-begging。
"Yertakin’aChristianviewofyerowndisappointment,BrotherGideon,"shesaid,withlessastringencyofmanner;"buteveryheartknowethitsownsorrer。I’llbegettin’suppernowthatthebaby’ssleepin’sound,andye’llsitbyandeat。"
"Ifyouletmehelpyou,SisterHiler,"saidtheyoungmanwithacheerfulnessthatbeliedanyoverwhelmingheartaffection,andawakenedinthewidowafemininecuriosityastohisrealfeelingstoMeely。Butherfurtherquestioningwasmetwithafrank,amiable,andsimplebrevitythatwasaspuzzlingasthemostartfulperiphraseoftact。Accustomedasshewastotheloquacityofgriefandtheconfidingprolixityofdisappointedlovers,shecouldnotunderstandherguest’squiescentattitude。Hercuriosity,however,soongavewaytothehabitualcontemplationofherownsorrows,andshecouldnotforegotheopportunepresenceofasympathizingauditortowhomshecouldrelieveherfeelings。Thepreparationsfortheeveningmealwerethereforeaccompaniedbyadrearymonotoneoflamentation。Shebewailedherlostyouth,herbriefcourtship,thestrugglesofherearlymarriedlife,herprematurewidowhood,herpenuriousandhelplessexistence,thedisruptionofallherpresentties,thehopelessnessofthefuture。
Sherehearsedtheunendingplaintofthoselongevenings,settothemusicoftherestlesswindaroundherbleakdwelling,withsomethingofitsstridulousreiteration。Theyoungmanlistened,andrepliedwithsoftlyassentingeyes,butwithoutpausinginthematerialaidthathewasquietlygivingher。Hehadremovedthecradleofthesleepingchildtothebedroom,quietedthesuddenwakefulnessof"Pinkey,"rearrangedthestragglingfurnitureofthesitting-roomwithmuchorderandtidiness,repairedthehingesofarebelliousshutterandthelockofanunyieldingdoor,andyethadapparentlyretainedanunabatedinterestinherspokenwoes。
Surprisedoncemoreintorecognizingthisdevotion,SisterHilerabruptlyarrestedhermonologue。
"Well,ifyouain’tthehandiestmanIeverseedaboutahouse!"
"AmI?"saidGideon,withsuddenlysparklingeyes。"Doyoureallythinkso?"
"Ido。"
"Thenyoudon’tknowhowgladIam。"Hisfrankfacesounmistakablyshowedhissimplegratificationthatthewidow,aftergazingathimforamoment,wassuddenlyseizedwithabewilderingfancy。Thefirsteffectofitwastheabruptwithdrawalofhereyes,thenasuddeneffusionofbloodtoherforeheadthatfinallyextendedtohercheekbones,andthenanintervalofforgetfulnesswheresheremainedwithaplateheldvaguelyinherhand。Whenshesucceededatlastinputtingitonthetableinsteadoftheyoungman’slap,shesaidinavoicequiteunlikeherown,——
"Sho!"
"Imeanit,"saidGideon,cheerfully。Afterapause,inwhichheunostentatiouslyrearrangedthetablewhichthewidowwasabstractedlydisorganizing,hesaidgently,"Aftertea,whenyou’renotsomuchflusteredwithworkandworry,andmorecomposedinspirit,we’llhavealittletalk,SisterHiler。I’minnohurryto-night,andifyoudon’tmindI’llmakemyselfcomfortableinthebarnwithmyblanketuntilsun-upto-morrow。IcangetupearlyenoughtodosomeoddchoresroundthelotbeforeIgo。"
"Youknowbest,BrotherGideon,"saidthewidow,faintly,"andifyouthinkit’stheLord’swill,andnospeshaltroubletoyou,sodo。Butsakesalive!it’stimeItidiedmyselfalittle,"shecontinued,liftingonehandtoherhair,whilewiththeothersheendeavoredtofastenabuttonlesscollar;"leavin’alonethevanitieso’dress,it’sezmuchasonecandotokeepacleanragonwiththechildrenclimbin’overye。Sitby,andI’llbebackinaminit。"Sheretiredtothebackroom,andinafewmomentsreturnedwithsmoothedhairandapalm-leafbrocheshawlthrownoverhershoulders,whichnotonlyconcealedtheravagesmadebytimeandmaternityonthegownbeneath,buttosomeextentgaveherthesuggestionofbeingacasualvisitorinherownhousehold。ItmustbeconfessedthatfortherestoftheeveningSisterHilerratherlentherselftothisidea,possiblyfromthefactthatittemporarilyobliteratedthechildren,andquiteremovedherfromanyresponsibilityintheunpicturesquehousehold。ThiseffectwasonlymarredbytheabsenceofanyimpressionuponGideon,whoscarcelyappearedtonoticethechange,andwhosesofteyesseemedrathertoidentifythemiserablewomanunderherforceddisguise。
Heprefacedthemealwithaferventgrace,towhichthewidowlistenedwithsomethingoftheconsciousattitudeshehadadoptedatchurchduringherlatehusband’sministration,andduringthemealsheatewithalikeconsciousnessof"companymanners。"
LaterthateveningSelbyHilerwokeupinhislittletrucklebed,listeningtotherisingmidnightwind,whichinhischildishfancyheconfoundedwiththesoundofvoicesthatcamethroughtheopendooroftheliving-room。Herecognizedthedeepvoiceoftheyoungminister,Gideon,andtheoccasionaltearfulresponsesofhismother,andhewasfancyinghimselfagainatchurchwhenheheardastep,andtheyoungpreacherseemedtoentertheroom,andgoingtothebedleanedoveritandkissedhimontheforehead,andthenbentoverhislittlebrotherandsisterandkissedthemtoo。Thenheslowlyre-enteredtheliving-room。Liftinghimselfsoftlyonhiselbow,Selbysawhimgouptowardshismother,whowascrying,withherheadonthetable,andkissheralsoontheforehead。
Thenhesaid"Good-night,"andthefrontdoorclosed,andSelbyheardhisfootstepscrossingthelottowardsthebarn。Hismotherwasstillsittingwithherfaceburiedinherhandswhenhefellasleep。
Shesatbythedyingembersofthefireuntilthehousewasstillagain;thensheroseandwipedhereyes。"Et’sagoodthing,"shesaid,goingtothebedroomdoor,andlookinginuponhersleepingchildren;"et’samercyandablessingforthemand——for——me。But——
but——hemight——hev——said——he——lovedme!"
III
AlthoughGideonDeanecontrivedtofindanestforhisblanketinthemouldystrawoftheunfinishedbarnloft,hecouldnotsleep。
Herestlesslywatchedthestarsthroughthecracksoftheboardedroof,andlistenedtothewindthatmadethehalf-openstructureasvocalasasea-shell,untilpastmidnight。Onceortwicehehadfanciedheheardthetrampofhorse-hoofsonthefar-offtrail,andnowitseemedtoapproachnearer,mingledwiththesoundofvoices。
Gideonraisedhisheadandlookedthroughthedoorwayoftheloft。
Hewasnotmistaken:twomenhadhaltedintheroadbeforethehouse,andwereexaminingitasifuncertainifitwerethedwellingtheywereseeking,andwerehesitatingiftheyshouldrousetheinmates。Thinkinghemightsparethewidowthisdisturbancetoherslumbers,andpossiblysomealarm,herosequickly,anddescendingtotheinclosurewalkedtowardsthehouse。
Asheapproachedthemenadvancedtomeethim,andbyaccidentordesignrangedthemselvesoneitherside。Aglanceshowedhimtheywerestrangerstothelocality。
"We’relookin’ferthepreacherthatliveshere,"saidone,whoseemedtobetheelder。"Amanbythenameo’Hiler,Ireckon!"
"BrotherHilerhasbeendeadtwoyears,"respondedGideon。"Hiswidowandchildrenlivehere。"
Thetwomenlookedateachother。Theyoungeronelaughed;theeldermumbledsomethingaboutitsbeing"threeyearsago,"andthenturningsuddenlyonGideon,said:
"P’r’apsYOU’REapreacher?"
"Iam。"
"Canyoucometoadyingman?"
"Iwill。"
Thetwomenagainlookedateachother。"But,"continuedGideon,softly,"you’llpleasekeepquietsoasnottodisturbthewidowandherchildren,whileIgetmyhorse。"Heturnedaway;theyoungermanmadeamovementasiftostophim,buttheelderquicklyrestrainedhishand。"Heisn’tgoin’torunaway,"hewhispered。"Look,"headded,asGideonamomentlaterreappearedmountedandequipped。
"Doyouthinkwe’llbeintime?"askedtheyoungpreacherastheyrodequicklyawayinthedirectionofthetules。
Theyoungerrepressedalaugh;theotheransweredgrimly,"I
reckon。"
"Andisheconsciousofhisdanger?"
"Ireckon。"
Gideondidnotspeakagain。Butastheonusofthatsilenceseemedtorestupontheothertwo,thelastspeaker,afterafewmoments’
silentandrapidriding,continuedabruptly,"Youdon’tseemcurious?"
"Ofwhat?"saidGideon,liftinghissofteyestothespeaker。"Youtellmeofabrotheratthepointofdeath,whoseekstheLordthroughanhumblevessellikemyself。HEwilltellmetherest。"
Asilencestillmoreconstrainedonthepartofthetwostrangersfollowed,whichtheyendeavoredtoescapefrombyfuriousriding;
sothatinhalfanhourthepartyhadreachedapointwherethetulesbegantosapthearidplain,whilebeyondthembroadenedthelagoonsofthedistantriver。Intheforeground,nearaclumpofdwarfedwillows,acamp-firewasburning,aroundwhichfifteenortwentyarmedmenwerecollected,theirhorsespicketedinanoutercircleguardedbytwomountedsentries。Ablastedcotton-woodwithasingleblackarmextendedoverthetulesstoodominouslyagainstthedarksky。
Thecircleopenedtoreceivethemandclosedagain。TheeldermandismountedandleadingGideontotheblastedcotton-wood,pointedtoapinionedmanseatedatitsfootwithanarmedguardoverhim。
HelookedupatGideonwithanamusedsmile。
"Yousaiditwasadyingman,"saidGideon,recoiling。
"Hewillbeadeadmaninhalfanhour,"returnedthestranger。
"Andyou?"
"WearetheVigilantesfromAlamo。Thisman,"pointingtotheprisoner,"isagamblerwhokilledamanyesterday。Wehuntedhimhere,triedhimanhourago,andfoundhimguilty。Thelastmanwehunghere,threeyearsago,askedforaparson。Webroughthimthemanwhousedtolivewherewefoundyou。Sowethoughtwe’dgivethismanthesameshow,andbroughtyou。"
"AndifIrefuse?"saidGideon。
Theleadershruggedhisshoulders。
"That’sHISlookout,notours。We’vegivenhimthechance。Driveahead,boys,"headded,turningtotheothers;"theparsonallowshewon’ttakeahand。"
"Onemoment,"saidGideon,indesperation,"onemoment,forthesakeofthatGodyouhavebroughtmeheretoinvokeinbehalfofthiswretchedman。Onemoment,forthesakeofHiminwhosepresenceyoumuststandonedayashedoesnow。"WithpassionateearnestnesshepointedoutthevindictiveimpulsetheyweremistakingforDivinejustice;withpatheticfervencyhefelluponhiskneesandimploredtheirmercyfortheculprit。Butinvain。
Asatthecamp-meetingofthedaybefore,hewaschilledtofindhiswordsseemedtofallonunheedingandunsympatheticears。Helookedaroundontheirabstractedfaces;intheirgloomysavageenthusiasmforexpiatorysacrifice,hewashorrifiedtofindthesameunreasoningexaltationthathadcheckedhisexhortationsthen。
Onlyonefacelookeduponhis,halfmischievously,halfcompassionately。Itwastheprisoner’s。
"Yerwastin’timeonus,"saidtheleader,dryly;"wastin’HIS
time。Hadn’tyoubettertalktohim?"
Gideonrosetohisfeet,paleandcold。"Hemayhavesomethingtoconfess。MayIspeakwithhimalone?"hesaidgently。
Theleadermotionedtothesentrytofallback。Gideonplacedhimselfbeforetheprisonersothatinthefaintlightofthecamp-
firetheman’sfigurewaspartlyhiddenbyhisown。"Youmeantwellwithyourlittlebluff,pardner,"saidtheprisoner,notunkindly,"butthey’vegotthecardstowin。"
"Kneeldownwithyourbacktome,"saidGideon,inalowvoice。
Theprisonerfellonhisknees。AtthesametimehefeltGideon’shandandtheglidingofsteelbehindhisback,andtheseveredcordshunglooselyonhisarmsandlegs。
"WhenIliftmyvoicetoGod,brother,"saidGideon,softly,"droponyourfaceandcrawlasfarasyoucaninastraightlineinmyshadow,thenbreakforthetules。Iwillstandbetweenyouandtheirfirstfire。"
"Areyoumad?"saidtheprisoner。"Doyouthinktheywon’tfirelesttheyshouldhurtyou?Man!they’llkillYOU,thefirstthing。"
"Sobeit——ifyourchanceisbetter。"
Stillonhisknees,themangraspedGideon’stwohandsinhisownanddevouredhimwithhiseyes。
"Youmeanit?"
"Ido。"
"Then,"saidtheprisoner,quietly,"IreckonI’llstopandhearwhatyou’vegottosayaboutGoduntilthey’reready。"
"Yourefusetofly?"
"IreckonIwasneverbetterfittedtodiethannow,"saidtheprisoner,stillgraspinghishand。Afterapauseheaddedinalowertone,"Ican’tpray——but——Ithink,"hehesitated,"IthinkI
couldmanagetoringinahymn。"
"Willyoutry,brother?"
"Yes。"
Withtheirhandstightlyclaspedtogether,Gideonliftedhisgentlevoice。Theairwasacommonone,familiarinthelocalreligiousgatherings,andafterthefirstverseoneortwoofthesullenlookers-onjoinedunkindlyintherefrain。But,ashewenton,theairandwordsseemedtoofferavagueexpressiontothedullloweringanimalemotionofthesavageconcourse,andattheendofthesecondversetherefrain,augmentedinvolumeandswelledbyeveryvoiceinthecamp,sweptoutoverthehollowplain。
Itwasmetinthedistancebyafar-offcry。Withanoathtakingtheplaceofhissupplication,theleadersprangtohisfeet。Buttoolate!Thecrywasrepeatedasanearersloganofdefiance——theplainshook——therewasthetempestuousonsetoffurioushoofs——adozenshots——thescatteringoftheembersofthecamp-fireintoathousandvanishingsparksevenastheluridgatheringofsavagehumanitywasdispersedanddissipatedovertheplain,andGideonandtheprisonerstoodalone。ButasthesheriffofContraCostawithhisrescuingpossesweptby,themantheyhadcometosavefellforwardinGideon’sarmswithabulletinhisbreast——theParthianshotoftheflyingVigilanteleader。
TheeagercrowdthatsurgedaroundhimwithoutstretchedhelpinghandswouldhavehustledGideonaside。Butthewoundedmanrousedhimself,andthrowinganarmaroundtheyoungpreacher’sneck,warnedthembackwiththeother。"Standback!"hegasped。"Heriskedhislifeformine!Lookathim,boys!Wantedterstandup’twixtthemhoundsandmeanddrawtheirfireonhimself!Ain’thejusthell?"hestopped;anapologeticsmilecrossedhislips。"I
cleanforgot,pardner;butit’sallright。IsaidIwasreadytogo;andIam。"HisarmslippedfromGideon’sneck;heslidtotheground;hehadfainted。
Adark,military-lookingmanpushedhiswaythroughthecrowd——thesurgeon,oneoftheposse,accompaniedbyayoungermanfastidiouslydressed。Theformerbentovertheunconsciousprisoner,andtoreopenhisshirt;thelatterfollowedhismovementswithaflushofanxiousinquiryinhishandsome,carelessface。Afteramoment’spausethesurgeon,withoutlookingup,answeredtheyoungman’smutequestioning。"Bettersendthesheriffhereatonce,Jack。"
"Heishere,"respondedtheofficial,joiningthegroup。
Thesurgeonlookedupathim。"Iamafraidthey’veputthecaseoutofyourjurisdiction,Sheriff,"hesaidgrimly。"It’sonlyamatterofadayortwoatbest——perhapsonlyafewhours。Buthewon’tlivetobetakenbacktojail。"
"WillhelivetogoasfarasMartinez?"askedtheyoungmanaddressedasJack。
"Withcare,perhaps。"
"Willyouberesponsibleforhim,JackHamlin?"saidthesheriff,suddenly。
"Iwill。"
"Thentakehim。Stay,he’scomingto。"
Thewoundedmanslowlyopenedhiseyes。TheyfelluponJackHamlinwithapleasedlookofrecognition,butalmostinstantlyandanxiouslyglancedaroundasifseekinganother。Leaningoverhim,Jacksaidgayly,"They’vepassedyouovertome,oldman;areyouwilling?"
Thewoundedman’seyesassented,butstillmovedrestlesslyfromsidetoside。
"Isthereanyoneyouwanttogowithyou?"
"Yes,"saidtheeyes。
"Thedoctor,ofcourse?"
Theeyesdidnotanswer。Gideondroppedonhiskneesbesidehim。
Arayoflightflashedinthehelplessman’seyesandtransfiguredhiswholeface。
"YouwantHIM?"saidJackincredulously。
"Yes,"saidtheeyes。
"What——thepreacher?"
Thelipsstruggledtospeak。Everybodybentdowntohearhisreply。
"Youbet,"hesaidfaintly。
IV
Itwasearlymorningwhenthewagoncontainingthewoundedman,Gideon,JackHamlin,andthesurgeoncreptslowlythroughthestreetsofMartinezandstoppedbeforethedoorofthe"PalmettoShades。"TheupperfloorofthissaloonandhostelrywasoccupiedbyMr。Hamlinashisprivatelodgings,andwasfittedupwiththeusualluxuryandmorethantheusualfastidiousnessofhisextravagantclass。Asthedustyandtravel-wornpartytrodthesoftcarpetsandbrushedasidetheirsilkenhangingsintheirslowprogresswiththeirhelplessburdentothelace-canopiedandsnowycouchoftheyounggambler,itseemedalmostaprofanationofsomefeminineseclusion。Gideon,towhomsuchluxurywasunknown,wasprofoundlytroubled。Thevoluptuouseaseandsensuousness,therefinementsofalifeofirresponsibleindulgence,affectedhimwithaphysicalterrortowhichinhislatemomentofrealperilhehadbeenastranger;thegildingandmirrorsblindedhiseyes;eventhefaintperfumeseemedtohimanunhallowedincense,andturnedhimsickandgiddy。Accustomedashehadbeentodiseaseandmiseryinitshumblestplacesandmeanestsurroundings,thewoundeddesperadolyinginlacesandfinelinenseemedtohimmonstrousandunnatural。Itrequiredallhisself-abnegation,allhissenseofduty,allhisdeeppity,andalltheinstinctivetactwhichwasbornofhisgentlethoughtfulnessforothers,torepressashrinking。ButwhenthemiserablecauseofallagainopenedhiseyesandsoughtGideon’shand,heforgotitall。Happily,Hamlin,whohadbeenwatchinghimwithwonderingbutcriticaleyes,mistookhisconcern。"Don’tyouworryaboutthatgin-millandhash-
gymnasiumdownstairs,"hesaid。"I’vegiventheproprietorathousanddollarstoshutupshopaslongasthisthinglasts。"
Thatthiswasdonefromsomedelicatesenseofrespecttothepreacher’sdomiciliarypresence,andnotentirelytosecurecompletequietandseclusionfortheinvalid,wasevidentfromthefactthatMr。Hamlin’sdrawinganddiningrooms,andeventhehall,werefilledwitheagerfriendsandinquirers。ItwasdiscomposingtoGideontofindhimselfalmostanequalsubjectofinterestandcuriositytothevisitors。Thestoryofhissimpledevotionhadlostnothingbyreport;hatsweredoffedinhispresencethatmighthavegrowntotheirwearers’heads;theboldesteyesdroppedashepassedby;hehadonlytoputhispalefaceoutofthebedroomdoorandtheloudestdiscussion,heatedbydrinkoraffection,felltoawhisper。Thesurgeon,whohadrecognizedtheonedominantwishofthehopelesslysinkingman,gravelyretired,leavingGideonafewsimpleinstructionsanddirectionsfortheiruse。"He’lllastaslongashehasneedofyou,"hesaidrespectfully。"Myartisonlysecondhere。Godhelpyouboth!Whenhewakes,makethemostofyourtime。"
Inafewmomentshedidwaken,andasbeforeturnedhisfadinglookalmostinstinctivelyonthefaithful,gentleeyesthatwerewatchinghim。HowGideonmadethemostofhistimedidnottranspire,butattheendofanhour,whenthedyingmanhadagainlapsedintounconsciousness,hesoftlyopenedthedoorofthesitting-room。
Hamlinstartedhastilytohisfeet。Hehadclearedtheroomofhisvisitors,andwasalone。HeturnedamomenttowardsthewindowbeforehefacedGideonwithinquiringbutcuriously-shiningeyes。
"Well?"hesaid,hesitatingly。
"DoyouknowKateSomers?"askedGideon。
Hamlinopenedhisbrowneyes。"Yes。"
"Canyousendforher?"
"What,HERE?"
"Yes,here。"
"Whatfor?"
"Tomarryhim,"saidGideon,gently。"There’snotimetolose。"
"ToMARRYhim?"
"Hewishesit。"
"Butsay——oh,come,now,"saidHamlinconfidentially,leaningbackwithhishandsonthetopofachair。"Ain’tthisplayingitalittle——justaLITTLE——toolowdown?Ofcourseyoumeanwell,andallthat;butcome,now,say——couldn’tyoujustletuponhimthere?Why,she"——Hamlinsoftlyclosedthedoor——"she’sgotnocharacter。"
"Themorereasonheshouldgiveherone。"
AcynicalknowledgeofmatrimonyimpartedtohimbythewivesofothersevidentlycoloredMr。Hamlin’sviews。"Well,perhapsit’sallthesameifhe’sgoingtodie。Butisn’titratherroughonHER?Idon’tknow,"headded,reflectively;"shewassnivelingroundherealittlewhileago,untilIsentheraway。"
"Yousentheraway!"echoedGideon。
"Idid。"
"Why?"
"BecauseYOUwerehere。"
NeverthelessMr。Hamlindeparted,andinhalfanhourreappearedwithtwobrilliantlydressedwomen。One,hysterical,tearful,frightened,andpallid,wasthedestinedbride;theother,highlycolored,excited,andpleasedlyobservant,washerfriend。Twomenhastilysummonedfromtheanteroomaswitnessescompletedthegroupthatmovedintothebedroomandgatheredroundthebed。
Theceremonywassimpleandbrief。Itwaswell,forofallwhotookpartinitnonewasmoreshakenbyemotionthantheofficiatingpriest。Thebrilliantdressesofthewomen,thecontrastoftheirpaintedfaceswiththewaxenpallorofthedyingman;theterribleincongruityoftheirvoices,inflections,expressions,andfamiliarity;themingledperfumeofcosmeticsandthefaintodorofwine;theeyesoftheyoungerwomanfollowinghismovementswithstrangeabsorption,soaffectedhimthathewasgladwhenhecouldfallonhiskneesatlastandburyhisfaceinthepillowofthesufferer。Thehandthathadbeenplacedinthebride’scoldfingersslippedfromthemandmechanicallysoughtGideon’sagain。Thesignificanceoftheunconsciousactbroughtthefirstspontaneoustearsintothewoman’seyes。Itwashislastact,forwhenGideon’svoicewasagainliftedinprayer,thespiritforwhomitwasofferedhadrisenwithit,asitwere,stilllovinglyhandinhand,fromtheearthforever。
Thefuneralwasarrangedfortwodayslater,andGideonfoundthathisserviceshadbeensoseriouslyyetsohumblycounteduponbythefriendsofthedeadmanthathecouldscarcefinditinhishearttotellthemthatitwasthefunctionofthelocalpreacher——
anolderandmoreexperiencedmanthanhimself。"Ifitis,"saidJackHamlin,coolly,"I’mafraidhewon’tgetayallerdogtocometohischurch;butifyousayyou’llpreachatthegrave,thereain’taman,woman,orchildthatwillbekeptaway。Don’tyougobackonyourluck,now;it’ssomethingawfulandnigger-like。
You’vegotthiscrowdwherethehairisshort;excuseme,butit’sso。Talkofrevivals!Youcouldgivethatone-horseshowinTasajaraahundredpoints,andskunkthemeasily。"Indeed,hadGideonbeenaccessibletovanity,thespontaneoushomagehemetwitheverywherewouldhavetouchedhimmoresympatheticallyandkindlythanitdid;butintheutterunconsciousnessofhisownpowerandthequalitytheyworshipedinhim,hefeltalarmedandimpatientofwhathebelievedtobetheirweaksympathywithhisownhumanweakness。Inthedepthofhisunselfishheart,lit,itmustbeconfessed,onlybythescant,inefficientlampofhisyouthfulexperience,hereallybelievedhehadfailedinhisapostolicmissionbecausehehadbeenunabletotouchtheheartsoftheVigilantesbyoralappealandargument。Feelingthusthereverenceoftheseirreligiouspeoplethatsurroundedhim,thefacileyieldingoftheirhabitsandprejudicestohishalf-utteredwish,appearedtohimonlyatemptationoftheflesh。Noonehadsoughthimafterthemannerofthecamp-meeting;hehadconvertedthewoundedmanthroughacommonweaknessoftheirhumanity。Morethanthat,hewasconsciousofagrowingfascinationforthetruthfulnessandsincerityofthatclass;particularlyofMr。JackHamlin,whoseconversionhefelthecouldneverattempt,yetwhosestrangefriendshipalternatelythrilledandfrightenedhim。
Itwastheeveningbeforethefuneral。Thecoffin,halfsmotheredinwreathsandflowers,stoodupontrestlesintheanteroom;alargesilverplatebearinganinscriptiononwhichforthesecondtimeGideonreadthenameofthemanhehadconverted。Itwasanameassociatedonthefrontiersooftenwithrecklesshardihood,dissipation,andblood,thatevennowGideontrembledathispresumption,andwaschilledbyamomentarydoubtoftheefficiencyofhislabor。Drawingunconsciouslynearertothemutesubjectofhisthoughts,hethrewhisarmsacrossthecoffinandburiedhisfacebetweenthem。
Astreamofsoftmusic,theechoofsomeforgottensong,seemedtoGideontosuddenlyfillandpossessthedarkenedroom,andthentoslowlydieaway,liketheopeningandshuttingofadooruponafloodofgoldenradiance。Helistenedwithhushedbreathandabeatingheart。Hehadneverheardanythinglikeitbefore。Againthestrainarose,thechordsswelledroundhim,untilfromtheirmidstatenorvoicebrokehighandsteadfast,likeastarintroubledskies。Gideonscarcelybreathed。Itwasahymn——butsuchahymn。Hehadneverconceivedtherecouldbesuchbeautifulwords,joinedtosuchexquisitemelody,andsungwithagracesotenderandtrue。Whatwereallotherhymnstothisineffableyearningforlight,forlove,andforinfiniterest?Thrilledandexalted,Gideonfelthisdoubtspiercedandscatteredbythatilluminatingcry。Suddenlyherose,andwithatroubledthoughtpushedopenthedoortothesitting-room。ItwasMr。JackHamlinsittingbeforeaparlororgan。Themusicceased。
"ItwasYOU,"stammeredGideon。
Jacknodded,struckafewchordsbywayoffinish,andthenwheeledroundonthemusic-stooltowardsGideon。Hisfacewasslightlyflushed。"Yes。IusedtobetheorganistandtenorinourchurchintheStates。Iusedtosnatchthesinnersbald-headedwiththat。
DoyouknowIreckonI’llsingthatto-morrow,ifyoulike,andmaybeafterwardswe’ll——but"——hestopped——"we’lltalkofthatafterthefuneral。It’sbusiness。"SeeingGideonstillglancingwithatroubledairfromtheorgantohimself,hesaid:"Wouldyouliketotrythathymnwithme?Comeon!"
Heagainstruckthechords。Asthewholeroomseemedtothrobwiththemusic,Gideonfelthimselfagaincarriedaway。GlancingoverJack’sshoulders,hecouldreadthewordsbutnotthenotes;yet,havingaquickearforrhythm,hepresentlyjoinedinwithadeepbutuncultivatedbaritone。Togethertheyforgoteverythingelse,andattheendofanhourwereonlyrecalledbythepresenceofasilentlyadmiringconcourseofvotive-offeringfriendswhohadgatheredroundthem。
Thefuneraltookplacethenextdayatthegraveduginthepubliccemetery——agreenareafencedinbythepalisadingtules。ThewordsofGideonwerebriefbuthumble;thestrongestpartisanofthedeadmancouldfindnofaultinaconfessionofhumanfrailtyinwhichthespeakerhumblyconfessedhisshare;andwhenthehymnwasstartedbyHamlinandtakenupbyGideon,thevastmultitude,drawnbyinterestandcuriosity,joinedasinasolemnAmen。
Later,whenthosetwostrangely-assortedfriendshadreturnedtoMr。Hamlin’sroomsprevioustoGideon’sdeparture,theformer,inamannermoreseriousthanhishabitualcynicalgood-humor,began:"I
saidIhadtotalkbusinesswithyou。Theboysaboutherewanttobuildachurchforyou,andarereadytoplankthemoneydownifyou’llsayit’sago。Youunderstandtheyaren’taskingyoutoruninoppositiontothatGospelsharp——excuseme——that’sherenow,nordotheywantyoutorunasideshowinconnectionwithit。Theywantyoutobeindependent。Theydon’tpinyoudowntoanykindofreligion,youknow;whateveryoucaretogivethem——Methodist,RomanCatholic,Presbyterian——-ismightygoodenoughforthem,ifyou’llexpoundit。Youmightgivealittleofeach,oroneononedayandoneanother——they’llneverknowthedifferenceifyouonlymixthedrinksyourself。They’llgiveyouahouseandguaranteeyoufifteenhundreddollarsthefirstyear。"
Hestoppedandwalkedtowardsthewindow。Thesunlightthatfelluponhishandsomefaceseemedtocallbackthecarelesssmiletohislipsandtherecklessfiretohisbrowneyes。"Idon’tsupposethere’samanamongthemthatwouldn’ttellyouallthisinagreatdealbetterwaythanIdo。Butthedarnedfools——excuseme——wouldhaveMEbreakittoyou。Why,Idon’tknow。Ineedn’ttellyouI
likeyou——notonlyforwhatyoudidforGeorge——butIlikeyouforyourstyle——foryourself。AndIwantyoutoaccept。Youcouldkeeptheseroomstilltheygotahousereadyforyou。Together——
youandme——we’dmakethatorganhowl。ButbecauseIlikeit——
becauseit’severythingtous——andnothingtoyou,itdon’tseemsquareformetoaskit。Doesit?"
GideonrepliedbytakingHamlin’shand。Hisfacewasperfectlypale,buthislookcollected。Hehadnotexpectedthisoffer,andyetwhenitwasmadehefeltasifhehadknownitbefore——asifhehadbeenwarnedofit——asifitwasthegreattemptationofhislife。Watchinghimwithanearnestnessonlyslightlyoverlaidbyhisusualmanner,Hamlinwenton。
"Iknowitwouldbelonelyhere,andamanlikeyououghttohaveawifefor——"heslightlyliftedhiseyebrows——"forexample’ssake。
IheardtherewasayoungladyinthecaseoverthereinTasajara——
buttheoldpeopledidn’tseeitonaccountofyourposition。
They’djumpatitnow。Eh?No?Well,"continuedJack,withadecentattempttoconcealhiscynicalrelief,"perhapsthoseboyshavebeensoeagertofindoutalltheycoulddoforyouthatthey’vebeensold。Perhapswe’remakingequalfoolsofourselvesnowinaskingyoutostay。Butdon’tsaynojustyet——takeadayoraweektothinkofit。"
Gideonstillpalebutcalm,casthiseyesaroundtheelegantroom,atthemagicorgan,thenupontheslighthandsomefigurebeforehim。"IWILLthinkofit,"hesaid,inalowvoice,ashepressedJack’shand。"AndifIacceptyouwillfindmehereto-morrowafternoonatthistime;ifIdonotyouwillknowthatIkeepwithmewhereverIgothekindness,thebrotherlylove,andthegraceofGodthatpromptsyouroffer,eventhoughHewithholdsfrommeHisblessedlight,whichalonecanmakemeknowHiswish。"Hestoppedandhesitated。"Ifyouloveme,Jack,don’taskmetostay,butprayforthatlightwhichalonecanguidemyfeetbacktoyou,ortakemehenceforever。"
Heoncemoretightlypressedthehandoftheembarrassedmanbeforehimandwasgone。
Passers-byontheMartinezroadthatnightrememberedamuteandghostlyriderwho,heedlessofhailorgreeting,movedbythemasinatranceorvision。ButtheWidowHilerthenextmorning,comingfromthespring,foundnoabstractionorpreoccupationinthesofteyesofGideonDeaneashesuddenlyappearedbeforeher,andgentlyrelievedherofthebucketshewascarrying。Aquickflashofcoloroverherbrowandcheek-bone,asifahotironhadpassedthere,andacertainastringentcoyness,wouldhaveembarrassedanyothermanthanhim。
"Sho,it’sYOU。Ireck’nedI’dseenthelastofyou。"
"Youdon’tmeanthat,SisterHiler?"saidGideon,withagentlesmile。
"Well,whatwiththereportofyourgoin’sonatMartinezandimprovin’theoccasionofthatsinner’sdeath,andleadin’arevival,Ireckonedyou’ldhevforgottenlowfolksatTasajara。
Andifyourgoin’tobesettledthereinanewchurch,withnewhearers,Ireckonyou’llwantnewsurroundingstoo。Thingschangeandyoungfolkschangewith’em。"
Theyhadreachedthehouse。HerbreathwasquickandshortasifsheandnotGideonhadbornetheburden。Heplacedthebucketinitsaccustomedplace,andthengentlytookherhandinhis。Theactprecipitatedthelastdropoffeeblecoquetryshehadretained,andtheoldtearstookitsplace。Letushopeforthelasttime。
ForasGideonstoopedandliftedherailingbabeinhisstrongarms,hesaidsoftly,"WhateverGodhaswroughtformesinceweparted,IknownowHehascalledmetobutonework。"
"Andthatwork?"sheasked,tremulously。
"Towatchoverthewidowandfatherless。AndwithGod’sblessing,sister,andHisholyordinance,Iamheretostay。"
SARAHWALKER
Itwasveryhot。NotabreathofairwasstirringthroughoutthewesternwingoftheGreyportHotel,andtheusualfeverishlifeofitsfourhundredinmateshadsuccumbedtotheweather。Thegreatverandawasdeserted;thecorridorsweredesolated;nofootfallechoedinthepassages;thelazyrustleofawanderingskirt,orapassingsighthatwashalfapant,seemedtointensifytheheatedsilence。Anintoxicatedbee,disgracefullyunsteadyinwingandleg,whohadbeenholdinganinebriatedconversationwithhimselfinthecornerofmywindowpane,hadgonetosleepatlastandwassnoring。Theerrantprincemighthaveenteredtheslumberoushallsunchallenged,andwalkedintoanyofthedarkenedroomswhoseopendoorsgapedformoreair,withoutawakeningtheveriestGreyportflirtwithhissalutation。Attimesadrowsyvoice,alazilyinterjectedsentence,anincoherentprotest,along-drawnphraseofsaccharinetenuitysuddenlybrokeoffwithagasp,camevaguelytotheear,asifindicatingahalf-suspended,half-articulatedexistencesomewhere,butnotdefiniteenoughtoindicateconversation。Inthemidstofthis,therewasthesuddencryingofachild。
Ilookedupfrommywork。ThroughthecameraofmyjealouslyguardedwindowIcouldcatchaglimpseofthevivid,quiveringblueofthesky,theglitteringintensityoftheocean,thelongmotionlessleavesofthehorse-chestnutintheroad,——allutterlyinconsistentwithanythingasactiveasthislamentation。I
steppedtotheopendoorandintothesilenthall。
Apparentlythenoisehadattractedtheequalattentionofmyneighbors。Avaguechorusof"SarahWalker,"inquerulousrecognition,of"OLord!thatchildagain!"inhopelessprotest,rosefaintlyfromthedifferentrooms。Asthelamentationsseemedtoapproachnearer,thevisitors’doorsweresuccessivelyshut,swiftfootstepshurriedalongthehall;pastmyopendoorcameamomentaryvisionofaheatednursemaidcarryingatumultuouschaosoffrilledskirts,flyingsash,rebelliousslippers,andtossingcurls;therewasamoment’srallyingstrugglebeforetheroomnearlyoppositemine,andthenadooropenedandshutuponthevision。ItwasSarahWalker!
Everybodyknewher;fewhadeverseenmoreofherthanthispassingvision。Inthegreathall,inthedining-room,inthevastparlors,inthegarden,intheavenue,onthebeach,asoundoflamentationhadalwaysbeenfollowedbythissamebriefapparition。
Wasthereasuddenpauseamongthedancersandasubjugationoftheloudestbassoonsintheearlyevening"hop,"theexplanationwasgiveninthewords"SarahWalker。"Wasthereawildconfusionamongthemorningbathersonthesands,peoplewhispered"SarahWalker。"Apanicamongthewaitersatdinner,aninterruptionintheSundaysacredconcert,adisorganizationoftheafter-dinnerpromenadeontheveranda,wasinstantlyreferredtoSarahWalker。