"No,"saidSimmons;"sheain’tinnow。"
"Youain’ther’usband,areye?"
"Yus。"
Themantookhispipefromhismouthandgrinnedsilentlyandlong。
"Blimy,"hesaidatlength,"youlooklikethesorto’blokeshe’dlike,"andwiththathegrinnedagain。Then,seeingthatSimmonsmadereadytoshutthedoor,heputafootonthesillandahandagainstthepanel。"Don’tbeina’hurry,matey,"hesaid;"Icome’eret’
’avealittletalkwithyou,mantoman,d’yesee?"Andhefrownedfiercely。
TommySimmonsfeltuncomfortable,butthedoorwouldnotshut,soheparleyed。"Wotjerwant?"heasked,"Idunnoyou。"
"Then,ifyou’llexcusetheliberty,I’llinterdoocemeself,inamannerofspeaking。"Hetouchedhiscapwithabobofmockhumility。
"I’mBobFord,"hesaid,"comebackouto’kingdomcomesotosay。Measwentdownwiththe/Mooltan/——safedeadfiveyeargone。Icometoseemywife。"
DuringthisspeechThomasSimmons’sjawwasdroppinglowerandlower。
Attheendofithepokedhisfingersupthroughhishair,lookeddownatthemat,thenupatthefanlight,thenoutintothestreet,thenhardathisvisitor。Buthefoundnothingtosay。
"Cometoseemywife,"themanrepeated。"Sonowwecantalkitover——
asmantoman。"
Simmonsslowlyshuthismouth,andledthewayupstairsmechanically,hisfingersstillinhishair。Asenseofthestateofaffairssankgraduallyintohisbrain,andthesmalldevilwokeagain。Supposethisman/was/Ford?Supposehe/did/claimhiswife?Woulditbeaknock-
downblow?Wouldithithimout?——ornot?Hethoughtofthetrousers,thetea-things,themangling,theknives,thekettles,andthewindows;andhethoughtoftheminthewayofabackslider。
OnthelandingFordclutchedathisarm,andaskedinahoarsewhisper,"’Owlong’foreshe’sback?"
"’Boutanhour,Iexpect,"Simmonsreplied,havingfirstofallrepeatedthequestioninhisownmind。Andthenheopenedtheparlourdoor。
"Ah,"saidFord,lookingabouthim,"you’vebinprettycomf’table。
Themchairsan’things,"jerkinghispipetowardthem,"washers——
mine,thatistosay,speakin’straight,andmantoman。"Hesatdown,puffingmeditativelyathispipe,andpresently,"Well,"hecontinued,"’ereIamagin,ol’BobFord,deadan’donefor——gonedowninthe/Mooltan/。On’yI/ain’t/donefor,see?"AndhepointedthestemofhispipeatSimmons’swaistcoat。"Iain’tdonefor,’causewhy?
Cons’kenceo’bein’pickedupbyaol’Germansailin’-’utchan’tookto’Frisco’forethemast。I’ve’adafewyearso’knockin’aboutsincethen,an’now"——lookinghardatSimmons——"I’vecomebacktoseemywife。"
"She——shedon’tlikesmokein’ere,"saidSimmons,asitwereatrandom。
"No,Ibetshedon’t,"Fordanswered,takinghispipefromhismouthandholdingitlowinhishand。"Iknow’Anner。’Owd’youfind’her?
Doshemakeyecleanthewinders?"
"Well,"Simmonsadmitted,uneasily,"I——Ido’elp’ersometimes,o’
course。"
"Ah!An’theknivestoo,Ibet,an’thebloomin’kittles。Iknow。
W’y"——heroseandbenttolookbehindSimmons’shead——"s’’elpme,I
b’lieveshecutsyer’air!Well,I’mdammed!Jes’wotshewoulddo,too。"
HeinspectedtheblushingSimmonsfromdiverspointsofvantage。Thenheliftedalegofthetrousershangingbehindthedoor。"I’dbetatrifle,"hesaid,"shemadethese’eretrucks。No-bodyelse’uddo’emlikethat。Damme!they’rewuss’nwotyou’regoton。"
Thesmalldevilbegantohavetheargumentallitsownway。Ifthismantookhiswifebackperhapshe’dhavetowearthosetrousers。
"Ah,"Fordpursued,"sheain’tgotnomilder。An’,mydavy,wotajore!"
Simmonsbegantofeelthatthiswasnolongerhisbusiness。Plainly,’Annerwasthisotherman’swife,andhewasboundinhonourtoacknowledgethefact。Thesmalldevilputittohimasamatterofduty。
"Well,"saidFord,suddenly,"time’sshortan’thisain’tbusiness。I
won’tbe’ardonyou,matey。Ioughtprop’lytostandonmyrights,butseein’asyou’reawell-meaningyoungman,sotospeak,an’allsettledan’a-livin’’erequietan’matrimonual,I’ll"——thiswithaburstofgenerosity——"damme!yus,I’llcompoundthefelonyan’takeme’ook。Come,I’llnameafigure,asmantoman,fustan’last,nolessan’nomore。Fivepounddoesit。"
Simmonshadn’tfivepounds,——hehadn’tevenfivepence,——andhesaidso。"An’Iwouldn’tthinktocomebetweenamanan’’iswife,"headded,"notonnoaccount。Itmayberoughonme,butit’sadooty。
/I’ll/’ookit。"
"No,"saidFord,hastily,clutchingSimmonsbythearm,"don’tdothat。I’llmakeitabitcheaper。Saythreequid——come,that’sreasonable,ain’tit?Threequidain’tmuchcompensationformegoin’
awayforever——wherethestormywindsdoblow,sotosay——an’neverasmuchasseein’meownwifeaginforbetternorwuss。Betweenmanan’
man,now,threequid,an’I’llshunt。That’sfair,ain’tit?"
"Ofcourseit’sfair,"Simmonsreplied,effusively。"It’smore’nfair:
it’snoble——downrightnoble,/I/callit。ButIain’tgoin’totakeameanadvantageo’yourgood-’artedness,Mr。Ford。She’syourwife,an’
Ioughtn’tto’a’comebetweenyou。Iapologise。Youstopan’’aveyerproperrights。It’smeasoughttoshunt,an’Iwill。"Andhemadeasteptowardthedoor。
"’Oldon,"quothFord,andgotbetweenSimmonsandthedoor;"don’tdothingsrash。Lookwotalossit’llbetoyouwithno’ometogoto,an’nobodytolookafterye,an’allthat。It’llbedreadful。Sayacouple——there,wewon’tquarrel,jestasinglequid,betweenmanan’
man,an’I’llstandapotouto’themoney。Youcaneasyraiseaquid——theclock’udprettynighdoit。Aquiddoesit,an’I’ll——"
Therewasalouddoubleknockatthefrontdoor。IntheEastEndadoubleknockisalwaysfortheupstairslodgers。
"Oo’sthat?"askedBobFord,apprehensively。
"I’llsee,"saidThomasSimmons,inreply,andhemadearushforthestaircase。
BobFordheardhimopenthefrontdoor。Thehewenttothewindow,andjustbelowhimhesawthecrownofabonnet。Itvanished,andbornetohimfromwithinthedoortherefelluponhisearthesoundofawell-
rememberedfemalevoice。
"Whereyegoin’nowwithno’at?"askedthevoice,sharply。
"Awright,’Anner——there’s——there’ssomebodyupstairstoseeyou,"
Simmonsanswered。And,asBobFordcouldsee,amanwentscuttlingdownthestreetinthegatheringdusk。Andbehold,itwasThomasSimmons。
Fordreachedthelandinginthreestrides。Hiswifewasstillatthefrontdoor,staringafterSimmons。Heflungintothebackroom,threwopenthewindow,droppedfromthewash-houseroofintothebackyard,scrambleddesperatelyoverthefence,anddisappearedintothegloom。
Hewasseenbynolivingsoul。AndthatiswhySimmons’sbasedesertion——underhiswife’sveryeyes,too——isstillanastonishmenttotheneighbours。
AROSEOFTHEGHETTO
BY
ISRAELZANGWILL
OnedayitoccurredtoLeibelthatheoughttogetmarried。HewenttoSugarmantheShadchanforthwith。
"Ihavetheverythingforyou,"saidthegreatmarriagebroker。
"Isshepretty?"askedLeibel。
"Herfatherhasabootandshoewarehouse,"repliedSugarman,enthusiastically。
"Thenthereoughttobeadowrywithher,"saidLeibel,eagerly。
"Certainlyadowry!Afinemanlikeyou!"
"Howmuchdoyouthinkitwouldbe?"
"Ofcourseitisnotalargewarehouse;butthenyoucouldgetyourbootsattradeprice,andyourwife’s,perhaps,forthecostoftheleather。"
"WhencouldIseeher?"
"IwillarrangeforyoutocallnextSabbathafternoon。"
"Youwon’tchargememorethanasovereign?"
"Notagroschenmore!Suchapiousmaiden!I’msureyouwillbehappy。
Shehassomuchway-of-the-country[breeding]。Andofcoursefivepercentonthedowry?"
"H’m!Well,Idon’tmind!""Perhapstheywon’tgiveadowry,"hethoughtwithaconsolatorysenseofoutwittingtheShadchan。
OntheSaturdayLeibelwenttoseethedamsel,andontheSundayhewenttoseeSugarmantheShadchan。
"Butyourmaidensquints!"hecried,resentfully。
"Anexcellentthing!"saidSugarman。"Awifewhosquintscanneverlookherhusbandstraightinthefaceandoverwhelmhim。Whowouldquailbeforeawomanwithasquint?"
"Icouldendurethesquint,"wentonLeibel,dubiously,"butshealsostammers。"
"Well,whatisbetter,intheeventofaquarrel?Thedifficultyshehasintalkingwillkeepherfarmoresilentthanmostwives。Youhadbestsecureherwhileyouhavethechance。"
"Butshehaltsontheleftleg,"criedLeibel,exasperated。
"/GottinHimmel!/Doyoumeantosayyoudonotseewhatanadvantageitistohaveawifeunabletoaccompanyyouinallyourgoings?"
Leibellostpatience。
"Why,thegirlisahunchback!"heprotested,furiously。
"MydearLeibel,"saidthemarriagebroker,deprecatinglyshrugginghisshouldersandspreadingouthispalms,"youcan’texpectperfection!"
NeverthelessLeibelpersistedinhisunreasonableattitude。HeaccusedSugarmanofwastinghistime,ofmakingafoolofhim。
"Afoolofyou!"echoedtheShadchan,indignantly,"whenIgiveyouachanceofabootandshoemanufacturer’sdaughter?Youwillmakeafoolofyourselfifyourefuse。Idaresayherdowrywouldbeenoughtosetyouupasamastertailor。Atpresentyouarecompelledtoslaveawayasacutterforthirtyshillingsaweek。Itismostunjust。
Ifyouonlyhadafewmachinesyouwouldbeabletoemployyourowncutters。Andtheycanbegotsocheapnowadays。"
ThisgaveLeibelpause,andhedepartedwithouthavingdefinitelybrokenthenegotiations。Hiswholeweekwasbefoggedbydoubt,hisworkbecameuncertain,hischalkmarkslackedtheirusualdecision,andhedidnotalwayscuthiscoataccordingtohiscloth。HisaberrationsbecamesomarkedthatprettyRoseGreen,thesweater’seldestdaughter,whomanagedamachineinthesameroom,divined,withallawoman’sintuition,thathewasinlove。
"Whatisthematter?"shesaid,inrallyingYiddish,whentheyweretakingtheirlunchofbreadandcheeseandginger-beeramidtheclatterofmachines,whoseserfshadnotyetknockedoffwork。
"Theyareproposingmeamatch,"heanswered,sullenly。
"Amatch!"ejaculatedRose。"Thou!"Shehadworkedbyhissideforyears,andfamiliaritybredthesecondpersonsingular。Leibelnoddedhishead,andputamouthfulofDutchcheeseintoit。
"Withwhom?"askedRose。Somehowhefeltashamed。Hegurgledtheanswerintothestoneginger-beerbottle,whichheputtohisthirstylips。
"WithLeahVolcovitch!"
"LeahVolcovitch!"gaspedRose。"Leah,thebootandshoemanufacturer’sdaughter?"
Leibelhunghishead——hescarceknewwhy。Hedidnotdaremeethergaze。Hisdroopsaid"Yes。"Therewasalongpause。
"Andwhydostthounothaveher?"saidRose。Itwasmorethananinquiry;therewascontemptinit,andperhapsevenpique。
Leibeldidnotreply。Theembarrassingsilencereignedagain,andreignedlong。Rosebrokeitatlast。
"Isitthatthoulikestmebetter?"sheasked。
Leibelseemedtoseeaballoflightningintheair;itburst,andhefelttheelectriccurrentstrikerightthroughhisheart。Theshockthrewhisheadupwithajerk,sothathiseyesgazedintoafacewhosebeautyandtendernesswererevealedtohimforthefirsttime。
Thefaceofhisoldacquaintancehadvanished;thiswasacajoling,coquettish,smilingface,suggestingundreamed-ofthings。
"/Nu/,yes,"hereplied,withoutperceptiblepause。
"/Nu/,good!"sherejoinedasquickly。
AndintheecstasyofthatmomentofmutualunderstandingLeibelforgottowonderwhyhehadneverthoughtofRosebefore。Afterwardherememberedthatshehadalwaysbeenhissocialsuperior。
Thesituationseemedtoodream-likeforexplanationtotheroomjustyet。Leibellovinglypassedabottleofginger-beer,andRosetookasip,withabeautifulairofplightingtroth,understoodonlyofthosetwo。WhenLeibelquaffedtheremnantitintoxicatedhim。Therelicsofthebreadandcheeseweretheambrosiatothisnectar。Theydidnotdarekiss;thesuddennessofitallleftthembashful,andthesmackoflipswouldhavebeenlikeacannon-pealannouncingtheirengagement。Therewasasubtlersweetnessinthissenseofasecret,apartfromthefactthatneithercaredtobreakthenewstothemastertailor,asternlittleoldman。Leibel’schalkmarkscontinuedindecisivethatafternoon,whichshowshowcorrectlyRosehadconnectedthemwithlove。
BeforeheleftthatnightRosesaidtohim,"ArtthousurethouwouldstnotratherhaveLeahVolcovitch?"
"Notforallthebootsandshoesintheworld,"repliedLeibel,vehemently。
"AndI,"protestedRose,"wouldrathergowithoutmyownthanwithoutthee。"
Thelandingoutsidetheworkshopwassobadlylightedthattheirlipscametogetherinthedarkness。
"Nay,nay;thoumustnotyet,"saidRose。"ThouartstillcourtingLeahVolcovitch。Foraughtthouknowest,SugarmantheShadchanmayhaveentangledtheebeyondredemption。"
"Notso,"assertedLeibel。"Ihaveonlyseenthemaidenonce。"
"Yes。ButSugarmanhasseenherfatherseveraltimes,"persistedRose。
"Forsomisshapenamaidenhiscommissionwouldbelarge。ThoumustgotoSugarmanto-night,andtellhimthatthoucanstnotfinditinthyhearttogoonwiththematch。"
"Kissme,andIwillgo,"pleadedLeibel。
"Go,andIwillkissthee,"saidRose,resolutely。
"Andwhenshallwetellthyfather?"heasked,pressingherhand,asthenextbestthingtoherlips。
"AssoonasthouartfreefromLeah。"
"Butwillheconsent?"
"Hewillnotbeglad,"saidRose,frankly。"Butaftermother’sdeath——
peacebeuponher——therulepassedfromherhandsintomine。"
"Ah,thatiswell,"saidLeibel。Hewasasuperficialthinker。
LeibelfoundSugarmanatsupper。ThegreatShadchanofferedhimachair,butnothingelse。Hospitalitywasassociatedinhismindwithspecialoccasionsonly,andinvolvedlemonadeand"stuffedmonkeys。"
Hewasveryputout——almosttothepointofindigestion——tohearofLeibel’sfinaldetermination,andpliedhimwithreproachfulinquiries。
"Youdon’tmeantosaythatyougiveupabootandshoemanufacturermerelybecausehisdaughterhasroundshoulders!"heexclaimed,incredulously。
"Itismorethanroundshoulders——itisahump!"criedLeibel。
"Andsuppose?Seehowmuchbetteroffyouwillbewhenyougetyourownmachines!Wedonotrefusetoletcamelscarryourburdensbecausetheyhavehumps。"
"Ah,butawifeisnotacamel,"saidLeibel,withasageair。
"Andacutterisnotamastertailor,"retortedSugarman。
"Enough,enough!"criedLeibel。"Itellyou,Iwouldnothaveherifshewereamachinewarehouse。"
"Therestickssomethingbehind,"persistedSugarman,unconvinced。
Leibelshookhishead。"Onlyherhump"hesaidwithaflashofhumour。
"MosesMendelssohnhadahump,"expostulatedSugarman,reproachfully。
"Yes,buthewasaheretic,"rejoinedLeibel,whowasnotwithoutreading。"Andthenhewasaman!Amanwithtwohumpscouldfindawifeforeach。Butawomanwithahumpcannotexpectahusbandinaddition。"
"Guardyourtonguefromevil,"quoththeShadchan,angrily。"IfeverybodyweretotalklikeyouLeahVolcovitchwouldneverbemarriedatall。"
Leibelshruggedhisshoulders,andremindedhimthathunchbackedgirlswhostammeredandsquintedandhaltedonleftlegswerenotusuallyledunderthecanopy。
"Nonsense!Stuff!"criedSugarman,angrily。"Thatisbecausetheydonotcometome。"
"LeahVolcovitch/has/cometoyou,"saidLeibel,"butsheshallnotcometome。"Andherose,anxioustoescape。
InstantlySugarmangaveasighofresignation。"Beitso!ThenIshallhavetolookoutforanother,that’sall。"
"No,Idon’twantany,"repliedLeibel,quickly。
Sugarmanstoppedeating。"Youdon’twantany?"hecried。"Butyoucametomeforone?"
"I——I——know,"stammeredLeibel。"ButI’ve——I’vealteredmymind。"
"OneneedsHillel’spatiencetodealwithyou!"criedSugarman。"ButI
shallchargeyou,allthesame,formytrouble。Youcannotcancelanorderlikethisinthemiddle!No,no!YoucanplayfastandloosewithLeahVolcovitch,butyoushallnotmakeafoolofme。"
"ButifIdon’twantone?"saidLeibel,sullenly。
Sugarmangazedathimwithacunninglookofsuspicion。"Didn’tIsaytherewassomethingstickingbehind?"
Leibelfeltguilty。"Butwhomhaveyougotinyoureye?"heinquired,desperately。
"Perhapsyoumayhavesomeoneinyours!"naivelyansweredSugarman。
Leibelgaveahypocriticlong-drawn"U-m-m-m!IwonderifRoseGreen——
whereIwork——"hesaid,andstopped。
"Ifearnot,"saidSugarman。"Sheisonmylist。Herfathergavehertomesomemonthsago,butheishardtoplease。Eventhemaidenherselfisnoteasy,beingpretty。"
"Perhapsshehaswaitedforsomeone,"suggestedLeibel。
Sugarman’skeenearcaughtthenoteofcomplacenttriumph。
"Youhavebeenaskingheryourself!"heexclaimed,inhorror-strickenaccents。
"AndifIhave?"saidLeibel,defiantly。
"Youhavecheatedme!AndsohasEliphazGreen——Ialwaysknewhewastricky!Youhavebothdefraudedme!"
"Ididnotmeanto,"saidLeibel,mildly。
"You/did/meanto。Youhadnobusinesstotakethematteroutofmyhands。WhatrighthadyoutoproposetoRoseGreen?"
"Ididnot,"criedLeibel,excitedly。
"Thenyouaskedherfather!"
"No;Ihavenotaskedherfatheryet。"
"Thenhowdoyouknowshewillhaveyou?"
"I——Iknow,"stammeredLeibel,feelinghimselfsomehowaliaraswellasathief。Hisbrainwasinawhirl;hecouldnotrememberhowthethinghadcomeabout。Certainlyhehadnotproposed;norcouldhesaythatshehad。
"Youknowshewillhaveyou,"repeatedSugarman,reflectively。"Anddoes/she/know?"
"Yes。Infact,"heblurtedout,"wearrangedittogether。"
"Ah,youbothknow。Anddoesherfatherknow?"
"Notyet。"
"Ah,thenImustgethisconsent,"saidSugarman,decisively。
"I——Ithoughtofspeakingtohimmyself。"
"Yourself!"echoedSugarman,inhorror。"Areyouunsoundinthehead?
Why,thatwouldbeworsethanthemistakeyouhavealreadymade!"
"Whatmistake?"askedLeibel,firingup。
"Themistakeofaskingthemaidenherself。Whenyouquarrelwithherafteryourmarriageshewillalwaysthrowitinyourteeththatyouwishedtomarryher。Moreover,ifyoutellamaidenyouloveher,herfatherwillthinkyououghttomarryherasshestands。Still,whatisdoneisdone。"Andhesighedregretfully。
"AndwhatmoredoIwant?Iloveher。"
"Youpieceofclay!"criedSugarman,contemptuously。"Lovewillnotturnmachines,muchlessbuythem。Youmusthaveadowry。Herfatherhasabigstocking;hecanwellaffordit。"
Leibel’seyeslitup。Therewasreallynoreasonwhyheshouldnothavebreadandcheesewithhiskisses。
"Now,if/you/wenttoherfather,"pursuedtheShadchan,"theoddsarethathewouldnotevengiveyouhisdaughter——tosaynothingofthedowry。Afterall,itisacheekofyoutoaspiresohigh。Asyoutoldmefromthefirst,youhaven’tsavedapenny。Evenmycommissionyouwon’tbeabletopaytillyougetthedowry。Butif/I/goIdonotdespairofgettingasubstantialsum——tosaynothingofthedaughter。"
"Yes,Ithinkyouhadbettergo,"saidLeibel,eagerly。
"ButifIdothisthingforyouIshallwantapoundmore,"rejoinedSugarman。
"Apoundmore!"echoedLeibel,indismay。"Why?"
"BecauseRoseGreen’shumpisofgold,"repliedSugarman,oracularly。
"Also,sheisfairtosee,andmanymendesireher。"
"Butyouhavealwaysyourfivepercent,onthedowry。"
"ItwillbelessthanVolcovitch’s,"explainedSugarman。"Yousee,Greenhasotherandlessbeautifuldaughters。"
"Yes,butthenitsettlesitselfmoreeasily。Sayfiveshillings。"
"EliphazGreenisahardman,"saidtheShadchaninstead。
"TenshillingsisthemostIwillgive!"
"TwelveandsixpenceistheleastIwilltake。EliphazGreenhagglessoterribly。"
Theysplitthedifference,andsoelevenandthreepencerepresentedthepredominanceofEliphazGreen’sstinginessoverVolcovitch’s。
TheverynextdaySugarmaninvadedtheGreenworkroom。Rosebentoverherseams,herheartfluttering。Leibelhaddulyapprisedheroftheroundaboutmannerinwhichshewouldhavetobewon,andshehadacquiescedinthecomedy。Attheleastitwouldsaveherthetroubleoffather-taming。
Sugarman’sentrywasbrusqueandbreathless。Hewasoverwhelmedwithjoyousemotion。Hisbluebandanatrailedagitatedlyfromhiscoat-
tail。
"Atlast!"hecried,addressingthelittlewhite-hairedmastertailor;
"Ihavetheverymanforyou。"
"Yes?"gruntedEliphaz,unimpressed。Themonosyllablewaspackedwithemotion。Itsaid,"Haveyoureallythefacetocometomeagainwithanidealman?"
"Hehasallthequalitiesthatyoudesire,"begantheShadchan,inatonethatrepudiatedtheimplicationsofthemonosyllable。"Heisyoung,strong,God-fearing——"
"Hasheanymoney?"grumpilyinterruptedEliphaz。
"He/will/havemoney,"repliedSugarman,unhesitatingly,"whenhemarries。"
"Ah!"Thefather’svoicerelaxed,andhisfootlaylimponthetreadle。Heworkedoneofhismachineshimself,andpaidhimselfthewagessoastoenjoytheprofit。"Howmuchwillhehave?"
"Ithinkhewillhavefiftypounds;andtheleastyoucandoistolethimhavefiftypounds,"repliedSugarman,withthesamehappyambiguity。
Eliphazshookhisheadonprinciple。
"Yes,youwill,"saidSugarman,"whenyoulearnhowfineamanheis。"
TheflushofconfusionandtrepidationalreadyonLeibel’scountenancebecamearosyglowofmodesty,forhecouldnothelpoverhearingwhatwasbeingsaid,owingtothelullofthemastertailor’smachine。
"Tellme,then,"rejoinedEliphaz。
"Tellme,first,ifyouwillgivefiftytoayoung,healthy,hard-
working,God-fearingman,whoseideaitistostartasamastertailoronhisownaccount?Andyouknowhowprofitablethatis!"
"Toamanlikethat,"saidEliphaz,inaburstofenthusiasm,"Iwouldgiveasmuchastwenty-sevenpoundsten!"
Sugarmangroanedinwardly,butLeibel’sheartleapedwithjoy。Togetfourmonths’wagesatastroke!Withtwenty-sevenpoundstenhecouldcertainlyprocureseveralmachines,especiallyontheinstalmentsystem。OutofthecornersofhiseyesheshotaglanceatRose,whowasbeyondearshot。
"Unlessyoucanpromisethirtyitiswasteoftimementioninghisname,"saidSugarman。
"Well,well——whoishe?"
Sugarmanbentdown,loweringhisvoiceintothefather’sear。
"What!Leibel!"criedEliphaz,outraged。
"Sh!"saidSugarman,"orhewilloverhearyourdelight,andaskmore。
Hehashisnosehighenough,asitis。"
"B——b——b——ut,"sputteredthebewilderedparent,"IknowLeibelmyself。
Iseehimeveryday。Idon’twantaShadchantofindmeamanIknow——
amerehandinmyownworkshop!"
"Yourtalkhasneitherfacenorfigure,"answeredSugarman,sternly。
"Itisjustthepeopleoneseeseverydaythatoneknowsleast。I
warrantthatifIhadnotputitintoyourheadyouwouldneverhavedreamtofLeibelasason-in-law。Comenow,confess。"
Eliphazgruntedvaguely,andtheShadchanwentontriumphantly:"I
thoughtasmuch。Andyetwherecouldyoufindabettermantokeepyourdaughter?"
"Heoughttobecontentwithheralone,"grumbledherfather。
Sugarmansawthesignsofweakening,anddashedin,fullstrength:
"It’saquestionwhetherhewillhaveheratall。Ihavenotbeentohimaboutheryet。Iawaitedyourapprovaloftheidea。"Leibeladmiredtheverbalaccuracyofthesestatements,whichhehadjustcaught。
"ButIdidn’tknowhewouldbehavingmoney,"murmuredEliphaz。
"Ofcourseyoudidn’tknow。That’swhattheShadchanisfor——topointoutthethingsthatareunderyournose。"
"Butwherewillhebegettingthismoneyfrom?"
"Fromyou,"saidSugarman,frankly。
"Fromme?"
"Fromwhomelse?Areyounothisemployer?Ithasbeenputbyforhismarriageday。"
"Hehassavedit?"
"Hehasnot/spent/it,"saidSugarman,impatiently。
"Butdoyoumeantosayhehassavedfiftypounds?"
"Ifhecouldmanagetosavefiftypoundsoutofyourwageshewouldbeindeedatreasure,"saidSugarman。"Perhapsitmightbethirty。"
"Butyousaidfifty。"
"Well,/you/camedowntothirty,"retortedtheShadchan。"Youcannotexpecthimtohavemorethanyourdaughterbrings。"
"Ineversaidthirty,"Eliphazremindedhim。"Twenty-seventenwasmylastbid。"
"Verywell;thatwilldoasabasisofnegotiations,"saidSugarman,resignedly。"Iwillcalluponhimthisevening。IfIweretogooverandspeaktohimnow,hewouldperceiveyouwereanxious,andraisehisterms,andthatwillneverdo。Ofcourseyouwillnotmindallowingmeapoundmoreforfindingyousoeconomicalason-in-law?"
"Notapennymore。"
"Youneednotfear,"saidSugarman,resentfully。"ItisnotlikelyI
shallbeabletopersuadehimtotakesoeconomicalafather-in-law。
Soyouwillbenonetheworseforpromising。"
"Beitso,"saidEliphaz,withagestureofweariness,andhestartedhismachineagain。
"Twenty-sevenpoundsten,remember,"saidSugarman,abovethewhir。
Eliphaznoddedhishead,whirringhiswheel-worklouder。
"Andpaidbeforethewedding,mind。"
Themachinetooknonotice。
"Beforethewedding,mind,"repeatedSugarman。"Beforewegounderthecanopy。"
"Gonow,gonow!"gruntedEliphaz,withagestureofimpatience。"Itshallallbewell。"Andthewhite-hairedheadbowedimmovablyoveritswork。
IntheeveningRoseextractedfromherfatherthemotiveofSugarman’svisit,andconfessedthattheideawastoherliking。
"Butdostthouthinkhewillhaveme,littlefather?"sheasked,withcajolingeyes。
"AnyonewouldhavemyRose。"
"Ah,butLeibelisdifferent。Somanyyearshehassatatmysideandsaidnothing。"
"Hehadhisworktothinkof。Heisagood,savingyouth。"
"AtthisverymomentSugarmanistryingtopersuadehim——notso?I
supposehewillwantmuchmoney。"
"Beeasy,mychild。"Andhepassedhisdiscolouredhandoverherhair。
Sugarmanturnedupthenextday,andreportedthatLeibelwasunobtainableunderthirtypounds,andEliphaz,wearyofthecontest,calledoverLeibel,tillthatmomentcarefullyabsorbedinhisscientificchalkmarks,andmentionedthethingtohimforthefirsttime。"Iamnotamantobargain,"Eliphazsaid,andsohegavetheyoungmanhistawnyhand,andabottleofrumsprangfromsomewhere,andworkwassuspendedforfiveminutes,andthe"hands"alldrankamidsurprisedexcitement。Sugarman’svisitshadpreparedthemtocongratulateRose;butLeibelwasashock。
Theformalengagementwasmarkedbyevengreaterjunketing,andatlastthemarriagedaycame。Leibelwasresplendentinadiagonalfrockcoat,cutbyhisownhand;andRosesteppedfromthecabamedleyofflowers,fairness,andwhitesilk,andbehindhercametwobridesmaids,——hersisters,——atriothatglorifiedthespectator-strewnpavementoutsidethesynagogue。Eliphazlookedalmosttallinhisshinyhighhatandfrilledshirt-front。Sugarmanarrivedonfoot,carryingred-sockedlittleEbenezertuckedunderhisarm。
LeibelandRosewerenottheonlycoupletobedisposedof,foritwasthethirty-thirddayoftheOmer——adayfruitfulinmarriages。
Butatlasttheirturncame。Theydidnot,however,comeintheirturn,andtheirspecialfriendsamongtheaudiencewonderedwhytheyhadlosttheirprecedence。Afterseverallatermarriageshadtakenplaceawhisperbegantocirculate。Therumourofahitchgainedgroundsteadily,andthesensationwasproportionate。And,indeed,therosewasnottobepickedwithoutatouchofthethorn。
Graduallythefactsleakedout,andabuzzoftalkandcommentranthroughthewaitingsynagogue。Eliphazhadnotpaidup!
Atfirsthedeclaredhewouldputdownthemoneyimmediatelyaftertheceremony。ButthewarySugarman,schooledbyexperience,demandeditsinstantdeliveryonbehalfofhisotherclient。Hardpressed,Eliphazproducedtensovereignsfromhistrousers-pocket,andtenderedthemonaccount。TheseSugarmandisdainfullyrefused,andthenegotiationsweresuspended。Thebridegroom’spartywasencampedinoneroom,thebride’sinanother,andafterapainfuldelayEliphazsentanemissarytosaythathalftheamountshouldbeforthcoming,theextrafivepoundsinabrightnewBankofEnglandnote。Leibel,instructedandencouragedbySugarman,stoodfirm。
Andthenaroseahubbubofvoices,achaosofsuggestions;friendsrushedtoandfrobetweenthecamps,someemergingfromtheirseatsinthesynagoguetoaddtotheconfusion。ButEliphazhadtakenhisstanduponarock——hehadnomorereadymoney。To-morrow,thenextday,hewouldhavesome。AndLeibel,paleanddogged,clutchedtighteratthosemachinesthatwereslippingawaymomentlyfromhim。Hehadnotyetseenhisbridethatmorning,andsoherfacewasshadowycomparedwiththetangibilityofthosemachines。Mostoftheothermaidensweremarriedwomenbynow,andthesituationwasgrowingdesperate。Fromthefemalecampcameterriblerumoursofbridesmaidsinhysterics,andabridethattoreherwreathinapassionofshameandhumiliation。
EliphazsentwordthathewouldgiveanIOUforthebalance,butthathereallycouldnotmusteranymorecurrentcoin。SugarmaninstructedtheambassadortosuggestthatEliphazshouldraisethemoneyamonghisfriends。
Andtheshortspringdayslippedaway。Invaintheminister,apprisedoftheblock,lengthenedouttheformulaefortheotherpairs,andblessedthemwithmorereposefulunction。ItwasimpossibletostaveofftheLeibel-Greenitemindefinitely,andatlastRoseremainedtheonlyorange-wreathedspinsterinthesynagogue。Andthentherewasahushofsolemnsuspense,thatswelledgraduallyintoasteadyrumbleofbabblingtongues,asminutesucceededminuteandthefinalbridalpartystillfailedtoappear。Thelatestbulletinpicturedthebrideinadeadfaint。Theafternoonwaswaningfast。Theministerlefthispostnearthecanopy,underwhichsomanyliveshadbeenunited,andcametoaddhiswhitetietotheforcesforcompromise。Buthefarednobetterthantheothers。Incensedattheobstinacyoftheantagonists,hedeclaredhewouldclosethesynagogue。Hegavethecoupletenminutestomarryinorquit。Thenchaoscame,andpandemonium——afranticbabelofsuggestionandexhortationfromthecrowd。WhenfiveminuteshadpassedalegatefromEliphazannouncedthathissidehadscrapedtogethertwentypounds,andthatthiswastheirfinalbid。
Leibelwavered;thelongday’scombathadtolduponhim;thereportsofthebride’sdistresshadweakenedhim。EvenSugarmanhadlosthiscocksurenessofvictory。Afewminutesmoreandbothcommissionsmightslipthroughhisfingers。Oncethepartiesleftthesynagogue,itwouldnotbeeasytodrivethemthereanotherday。Buthecheeredonhismanstill:onecouldalwayssurrenderatthetenthminute。
Attheeighththebuzzoftonguesfalteredsuddenly,tobetransposedintoanewkey,sotospeak。Throughthegesticulatingassemblysweptthatmurmurofexpectationwhichcrowdsknowwhentheprocessioniscomingatlast。BysomemysteriousmagnetismallwereawarethattheBRIDEherself——thepoorhystericbride——hadleftthepaternalcamp,wascominginpersontopleadwithhermercenarylover。
AndasthegloryofherandtheflowersandthewhitedraperiesloomeduponLeibel’svisionhisheartmeltedinworship,andheknewhiscitadelwouldcrumbleinruinsatherfirstglance,atherfirsttouch。Wasitfairfighting?Ashistroubledvisioncleared,andasshecamenighuntohim,hesawtohisamazementthatshewasspecklessandcomposed——notraceoftearsdimmedthefairnessofherface,therewasnodisarrayinherbridalwreath。
Theclockshowedtheninthminute。
Sheputherhandappeallinglyonhisarm,whileaheavenlylightcameintoherface——theexpressionofaJoanofArcanimatinghercountry。
"Donotgivein,Leibel!"shesaid。"Donothaveme!Donotletthempersuadethee!Bymylife,thoumustnot!Gohome!"
SoattheeleventhminutethevanquishedEliphazproducedthebalance,andtheyalllivedhappilyeverafterward。
ANIDYLOFLONDON
BY
BEATRICEHARRADEN
Itwasoneo’clock,andmanyofthestudentsintheNationalGalleryhadleftoffworkandwererefreshingthemselveswithlunchandconversation。Therewasoneoldworkerwhohadnotstirredfromhisplace,buthehadputdownhisbrush,andhadtakenfromhispocketasmallbook,whichwaslikeitsowner——thinandshabbyofcovering。Heseemedtofindpleasureinreadingit,forheturnedoveritspageswithallthetendernesscharacteristicofonewholoveswhathereads。
NowandagainheglancedathisunfinishedcopyofthebeautifulportraitofAndreadelSarto,andoncehiseyesrestedonanothercopynexttohis,betterandtruerthanhis,andoncehestoppedtopickupagirl’sprune-colouredtie,whichhadfallenfromtheneighbouringeasel。Afterthisheseemedtobecomeunconsciousofhissurroundings,asunconscious,indeed,asanyoneofthepicturesnearhim。Anyonemighthavebeenjustifiedinmistakinghimfortheportraitofaman,butthathislipsmoved;foritwashiscustomtoreadsoftlytohimself。
Thestudentspassedbacktotheirplaces,nottroublingtonoticehim,becausetheyknewfromexperiencethathenevernoticedthem,andthatallgreetingswerewastedonhimandallwordswerewantonexpenditureofbreath。Theyhadcometoregardhimverymuchinthesamewayasmanyofusregardthewondersofnature,withoutastonishment,withoutanyquestionings,andoftenwithoutanyinterest。Onegirl,anew-
comer,didchancetosaytohercompanion:
"Howillthatoldmanlooks!"
"Oh,healwayslookslikethat,"wastheanswer。"Youwillsoongetaccustomedtohim。Comealong!Imustfinishmy’BlindBeggar’thisafternoon。"
Inafewminutesmostoftheworkerswerebusyagain,althoughthereweresomewhocontinuedtochatquietly,andseveralyoungmenwhoseemedreluctanttoleavetheirgirlfriends,andwhowerebynomeansencouragedtogo!Oneyoungmancametoclaimhisbookandpipe,whichhehadleftinthechargeofabright-eyedgirl,whowascopyingSirJoshua’s"Angels。"Shegavehimhistreasures,andreceivedinexchangeadark-redrose,whichshefastenedinherbelt;andthenhereturnedtohisportraitofMrs。Siddons。ButtherewassomethinginhisdisconsolatemannerwhichmadeonesuspectthathethoughtlessofMrs。Siddons’sbeautythanofthebeautyofthegirlwhowaswearingthedark-redrose!Thestrangers,strollingthroughtherooms,stoppednowandagaintopeercuriouslyatthestudents’work。Theywerestaredatindignantlybythestudentsthemselves,buttheymadenoattempttomoveaway,andevenventuredsometimestopasscriticismsofnotendercharacteronsomeofthecopies。Thefierce-lookingmanwhowascopying"TheHorseFair"deliberatelyputdownhisbrushes,foldedhisarms,andwaiteddefiantlyuntiltheyhadgoneby;butothers,wiserintheirgeneration,wentonpaintingcalmly。SeveralworkerswerepaintingthenewRaphael;oneofthemwasawhite-hairedoldgentlewoman,whosehandwastrembling,andyetskilfulstill。Morethanoncesheturnedtogiveafewhintstotheyounggirlnearher,wholookedinsomedistressanddoubt。Justtheneedfulhelpwasgiven,andthenthegirlpliedherbrushmerrily,smilingthewhilewithpleasureandgratitude。Thereseemedtobeagenial,kindlyinfluenceatwork,acertainhomelinesstoo,whichmustneedsassertitselfwheremanyaregatheredtogether,workingsidebyside。Allmadeaharmony;thewonderfulpictures,collectedfrommanylandsandmanycenturies,eachwithitsmeaninganditsmessagefromthepast;
theever-presentmemoriesofthepaintersthemselves,whohadworkedandstrivenandconquered;andthelivinghumanbeings,eachwithhiswealthofearnestendeavourandhope。
Meanwhiletheoldmanreadonuninterruptedlyuntiltwohandswereputoverhisbookandagentlevoicesaid:
"Mr。Lindall,youhavehadnolunchagain。Doyouknow,IbegintohateLucretius。Healwaysmakesyouforgetyourfood。"
Theoldmanlookedup,andsomethinglikeasmilepassedoverhisjoylessfacewhenhesawHelenStanleybendingoverhim。
"Ah,"heanswered,"youmustnothateLucretius。Ihavehadmorepleasanthourswithhimthanwithanylivingperson。"
HeroseandcameforwardtoexaminehercopyofAndreadelSarto’sportrait。
"Yoursisbetterthanmine,"hesaid,critically;"infact,mineisafailure。IthinkIshallonlygetasmallpriceformine;indeed,I
doubtwhetherIshallgetsufficienttopayformyfuneral。"
"Youspeakdismally,"sheanswered,smiling。
"Imissedyouyesterday,"hecontinued,halfdreamily。"Ileftmywork,andIwanderedthroughtherooms,andIdidnotevenreadLucretius。Somethingseemedtohavegonefrommylife。AtfirstI
thoughtitmustbemyfavouriteRaphael,ortheMurillo;butitwasneithertheonenortheother;itwasyou。Thatwasstrange,wasn’tit?Butyouknowwegetaccustomedtoanything,andperhapsIshouldhavemissedyoulessthesecondday,andbytheendofaweekIshouldnothavemissedyouatall。Mercifully,wehaveinusthepowerofforgetting。"
"Idonotwishtopleadformyself,"shesaid,"butIdonotbelievethatyouoranyonecouldreallyforget。Thatwhichoutsiderscallforgetfulnessmightbecalledbythebetternameofresignation。"
"Idon’tcareabouttalkinganymorenow,"hesaid,suddenly,andhewenttohiseaselandworkedsilentlyathispicture;andHelenStanleyglancedathim,andthoughtshehadneverseenheroldcompanionlooksoforlornanddesolateashedidto-day。Helookedasifnogentlehandhadeverbeenplacedonhiminkindlinessandaffection,andthatseemedtoheraterriblething;forshewasoneofthoseprehistoricallymindedpersonswhopersistinbelievingthataffectionisasneedfultohumanlifeasraintoflowerlife。Whenfirstshecametoworkatthegallery——sometwelvemonthsago——shehadnoticedthisoldman,andhadwishedforhiscompanionship;shewasherselflonelyandsorrowful,and,althoughyoung,hadtofightherownbattles,andhadlearnedsomethingofthedifficultiesoffighting,andthishadgivenheranexperiencebeyondheryears。Shewasnotmorethantwenty-fouryearsofage,butshelookedratherolder,and,thoughshehadbeautifuleyes,fullofmeaningandkindness,herfeaturesweredecidedlyplainaswellasunattractive。
Thereweresomeinthegallerywhosaidamongthemselvesthat,asMr。
Lindallhadwaitedsomanyyearsbeforetalkingtoanyone,hemighthavechosensomeonebetterworththewaitingfor!ButtheysoonbecameaccustomedtoseeingHelenStanleyandMr。Lindalltogether,andtheylaughedlessthanbefore;andmeanwhiletheacquaintanceripenedintoasortoffriendship,halfsulkyonhispartandwhollykindonherpart。Hetoldhernothingabouthimself,andheaskednothingaboutherself;forweeksheneverevenknewhername。
Sometimeshedidnotspeakatall,andthetwofriendswouldworksilentlysidebysideuntilitwastimetogo;andthenhewaiteduntilshewasready,andwalkedwithheracrossTrafalgarSquare,wheretheypartedandwenttheirownways。
Butoccasionally,whensheleastexpectedit,hewouldspeakwithglowingenthusiasmonart;thenhiseyesseemedtobecomebright,andhisbentfiguremoreerect,andhiswholebearingproudanddignified。
Thereweretimes,too,whenhewouldspeakonothersubjects:onthemoralityoffreethought——onBruno,ofblessedmemory,onhim,andscoresofotherstoo。Hewouldspeakofthedifferentschoolsofphilosophy;hewouldlaughathimself,andatallwho,havinggiventimeandthoughttothestudyoflife’scomplicatedproblems,hadnotreachedonestepfurtherthantheOld-Worldthinkers。Perhapshewouldquoteoneofhisfavouritephilosophers,andthensuddenlyrelapseintosilence,returningtohiswontedabstractionandtohisindifferencetohissurroundings。HelenStanleyhadlearnedtounderstandhiswaysandtoappreciatehismind,and,withoutintrudingonhiminanymanner,hadputherselfgentlyintohislifeashisquietchampionandhisfriend。Nooneinherpresencedaredspeakslightinglyoftheoldman,ortomakefunofhistumble-downappearance,orofhisworn-outsilkhatwithacrackintheside,orofhisragofablacktie,which,togetherwithhisovercoat,had"seenbetterdays。"Onceshebroughtherneedleandthread,anddarnedthetornsleeveduringherlunch-time;and,thoughheneverknewit,itwasasatisfactiontohertohavehelpedhim。
To-dayshenoticedthathewaspaintingbadly,andthatheseemedtotakenointerestinhiswork;butshewentonbusilywithherownpicture,andwassoengrossedinitthatshedidnotatfirstobservethathehadpackeduphisbrushesandwaspreparingtogohome。
"Threemorestrokes,"hesaid,quietly,"andyouwillhavefinishedyourpicture。Ishallneverfinishmine;perhapsyouwillbegoodenoughtosetitrightforme。Iamnotcominghereagain。Idon’tseemtohavecaughtthetrueexpression;whatdoyouthink?ButIamnotgoingtoletitworryme,forIamsureyouwillpromisetodoyourbestforme。See,Iwillhandoverthesecoloursandthesebrushestoyou,andnodoubtyouwillacceptthepaletteaswell。I
havenofurtheruseforit。"
HelenStanleytookthepalettewhichheheldouttowardher,andlookedathimasthoughshewouldwishtoquestionhim。
"Itisveryhothere,"hecontinued,"andIamgoingout。Iamtiredofwork。"
Hehesitated,andthenadded,"Ishouldlikeyoutocomewithme,ifyoucansparethetime。"
Shepackedupherthingsatonce,andthetwofriendsmovedslowlyaway,hegazingabsentlyatthepictures,andshewonderinginhermindastothemeaningofhisstrangemood。
Whentheywereonthestepsinsidethebuilding,heturnedtoHelenStanleyandsaid:
"Ishouldliketogobacktothepicturesoncemore。IfeelasifI
muststandamongthemjustalittlelonger。Theyhavebeenmycompanionsforsolongthattheyarealmostpartofmyself。Icanclosemyeyesandrecallthemfaithfully。ButIwanttotakealastlookatthem;Iwanttofeeloncemorethepresenceofthegreatmasters,andtorefreshmymindwiththeirgenius。WhenIlookattheirworkIthinkoftheirlife,andcanonlywonderattheirdeath。
Itwassostrangethattheyshoulddie。"
Theywentbacktogether,andhetookhertohisfavouritepictures,butremainedspeechlessbeforethem,andshedidnotdisturbhisthoughts。Atlasthesaid:
"Iamreadytogo。Ihavesaidfarewelltothemall。Iknownothingmorewonderfulthanbeingamonganumberoffinepictures。Itisalmostoverwhelming。Onceexpectsnaturetobegrand,butonedoesnotexpectmantobegrand。"
"Youknowwedon’tagreethere,"sheanswered。"/I/expecteverythinggrandandgreatfromman。"
Theywentoutofthegallery,andintoTrafalgarSquare。ItwasascorchingafternooninAugust,buttherewassomecoolingcomfortinseeingthedancingwaterofthefountainssparklingsobrightlyinthesunshine。
"Doyoumindstoppinghereafewminutes?"hesaid。"Ishouldliketositdownandwatch。Thereissomuchtosee。"
Sheledthewaytoaseat,oneendofwhichwasoccupiedbyaworkman,whowassleepingsoundly,andsnoringtoo,hisarmsfoldedtightlytogether。Hehadalittleclaypipeinthecornerofhismouth;itseemedtobetuckedinsosnuglythattherewasnotmuchdangerofitsfallingtotheground。AtlastHelenspoketohercompanion。
"Whatdoyoumeanbysayingthatyouwillnotbeabletofinishyourpicture?Perhapsyouarenotwell。Indeed,youdon’tlookwell。Youmakemeanxious,forIhaveagreatregardforyou。"
"Iamillandsuffering,"heanswered,quietly。"IthoughtIshouldhavediedyesterday;butImadeupmymindtoliveuntilIsawyouagain,andIthoughtIwouldaskyoutospendtheafternoonwithme,andgowithmetoWestminsterAbbey,andsitwithmeinthecloisters。
Idonotfeelabletogobymyself,andIknowofnoonetoaskexceptyou;andIbelievedyouwouldnotrefuseme,foryouhavebeenverykindtome。Idonotquiteunderstandwhyyouhavebeenkindtome,butIamwonderfullygratefultoyou。TodayIheardsomeoneinthegallerysaythatyouwereplain。IturnedroundandIsaid,’Ibegyourpardon;/I/thinksheisverybeautiful。’Ithinktheylaughed,andthatpuzzledme;foryouhavealwaysseemedtomeaverybeautifulperson。"
Atthatmomentthelittleclaypipefellfromtheworkman’smouthandwasbrokenintobits。Heawokewithastart,gazedstupidlyattheoldmanandhiscompanion,andatthebrokenclaypipe。
"Cursemyluck!"hesaid,yawning。"Iwasfondofthatdamnedlittlepipe。"
Theoldmandrewhisownpipeandhisowntobacco-pouchfromhispocket。
"Takethese,stranger,"hesaid。"Idon’twantthem。Andgoodlucktoyou。"
Theman’sfacebrightenedupashetookthepipeandpouch。
"You’reuncommonkind,"hesaid。"Canyousparethem?"headded,holdingthemouthalfreluctantly。
"Yes,"answeredtheoldman;"Ishallnotsmokeagain。Youmayaswellhavethesematchestoo。"
Thelabourerputtheminhispocket,smiledhisthanks,andwalkedsomelittledistanceoff;andHelenwatchedhimexaminehisnewpipe,andthenfillitwithtobaccoandlightit。
Mr。LindallproposedthattheyshouldbegettingontheirwaytoWestminster,andtheysoonfoundthemselvesintheabbey。TheysattogetherinthePoets’Corner;asmileofquiethappinessbrokeovertheoldman’stiredfaceashelookedaroundandtookinallthesolemnbeautyandgrandeuroftheresting-placeofthegreat。
"Youknow,"hesaid,halftohimself,halftohiscompanion,"Ihavenobeliefofanykind,andnohopesandnofears;butallthroughmylifeithasbeenacomforttometositquietlyinachurchoracathedral。Thegracefularches,thesunshiningthroughthestainedwindows,thevaultedroof,thenoblecolumns,havehelpedmetounderstandthemysterywhichallourbooksofphilosophycannotmakeclear,thoughwebendoverthemyearafteryear,andgrowoldoverthem,oldinageandinspirit。ThoughImyselfhaveneverbeenoutwardlyaworshipper,Ihaveneversatinaplaceofworshipbutthat,forthetimebeing,Ihavefeltabetterman。Butdirectlythevoiceofdoctrineordogmawasraisedthespellwasbrokenforme,andthatwhichIhopedwasbeingmadeclearhadnofurthermeaningforme。
Therewasonlyonevoicewhicheverhelpedme,thevoiceoftheorgan,arousingme,thrillingme,fillingmewithstrangelonging,withwelcomesadness,withsolemngladness。Ihavealwaysthoughtthatmusiccangiveananswerwheneverythingelseisofnoavail。Idonotknowwhatyoubelieve。"
"Iamsoyoungtohavefoundout,"shesaid,almostpleadingly。
"Don’tworryyourself,"heanswered,kindly。"Bebraveandstrong,andlettherestgo。Ishouldliketolivelongenoughtoseewhatyouwillmakeofyourlife。Ibelieveyouwillneverbefalsetoyourselfortoanyone。Thatisrare。Ibelieveyouwillnotletanyloweridealtaketheplaceofyourhighidealofwhatisbeautifulandnobleinart,inlife。Ibelievethatyouwillneverletdespairgettheupperhandofyou。Ifitdoesyoumayaswelldie;yes,youmayaswell。AndIentreatyounottoloseyourentirefaithinhumanity。
Thereisnothinglikethatforwitheringuptheverycoreoftheheart。Itellyou,humanityandnaturehavesomuchincommonwitheachotherthatifyoulosepartofyourpleasureinthelatter;youwillseelessbeautyinthetrees,theflowers,andthefields,lessgrandeurinthemightymountainsandthesea。Theseasonswillcomeandgo,andyouwillscarcelyheedtheircomingandgoing:winterwillsettleoveryoursoul,justasitsettledovermine。AndyouseewhatIam。"
Theyhadnowpassedintothecloisters,andtheysatdowninoneoftherecessesofthewindows,andlookedoutupontherichplotofgrasswhichthecloistersenclose。Therewasnotasoulthereexceptthemselves;thecoolandthequietandthebeautyofthespotrefreshedthesepilgrims,andtheyrestedincalmenjoyment。
Helenwasthefirsttobreakthesilence。