Whoeverexpecteditwouldbelarge?Shape?Whataquestiontoask!Noshape。Whatsortofastreet?Why,nostreet。Shops?
Yes,ofcourse(quiteindignant)。Howmany?Whoeverwentintoaplacetocounttheshops?Eversomany。Six?Perhaps。A
library?Why,ofcourse(indignantagain)。Goodcollectionofbooks?Mostlikely-couldn’tsay-hadseennothinginitbutapairofscales。Anyreading-room?Ofcourse,therewasareading-
room。Where?Where!why,overthere。Wherewasoverthere?Why,THERE!LetMr。Idlecarryhiseyetothatbitofwastegroundabovehigh-watermark,wheretherankgrassandloosestonesweremostinalitter;andhewouldseeasortoflong,ruinousbrickloft,nextdoortoaruinousbrickout-house,whichlofthadaladderoutside,togetupby。Thatwasthereading-room,andifMr。Idledidn’tliketheideaofaweaver’sshuttlethrobbingunderareading-room,thatwashislookout。HEwasnottodictate,Mr。
Goodchildsupposed(indignantagain),tothecompany。
’By-the-by,’ThomasIdleobserved;’thecompany?’
Well!(Mr。Goodchildwentontoreport)verynicecompany。Wherewerethey?Why,theretheywere。Mr。Idlecouldseethetopsoftheirhats,hesupposed。What?Thoseninestrawhatsagain,fivegentlemen’sandfourladies’?Yes,tobesure。Mr。Goodchildhopedthecompanywerenottobeexpectedtowearhelmets,topleaseMr。Idle。
Beginningtorecoverhistemperataboutthispoint,Mr。Goodchildvoluntarilyreportedthatifyouwantedtobeprimitive,youcouldbeprimitivehere,andthatifyouwantedtobeidle,youcouldbeidlehere。Inthecourseofsomedays,headded,thattherewerethreefishing-boats,butnorigging,andthattherewereplentyoffishermenwhoneverfished。Thattheygottheirlivingentirelybylookingattheocean。Whatnourishmenttheylookedoutofittosupporttheirstrength,hecouldn’tsay;but,hesupposeditwassomesortofIodine。Theplacewasfulloftheirchildren,whowerealwaysupsidedownonthepublicbuildings(twosmallbridgesoverthebrook),andalwayshurtingthemselvesoroneanother,sothattheirwailingsmademorecontinualnoiseintheairthancouldhavebeengotinabusyplace。Thehousespeoplelodgedin,werenowhereinparticular,andwereincapitalaccordancewiththebeach;beingallmoreorlesscrackedanddamagedasitsshellswere,andallempty-asitsshellswere。Amongthem,wasanedificeofdestituteappearance,withanumberofwall-eyedwindowsinit,lookingdesperatelyouttoScotlandasifforhelp,whichsaiditwasaBazaar(anditoughttoknow),andwhereyoumightbuyanythingyouwanted-supposingwhatyouwanted,wasalittlecamp-stoolorachild’swheelbarrow。Thebrookcrawledorstoppedbetweenthehousesandthesea,andthedonkeywasalwaysrunningaway,andwhenhegotintothebrookhewaspeltedoutwithstones,whichneverhithim,andwhichalwayshitsomeofthechildrenwhowereupsidedownonthepublicbuildings,andmadetheirlamentationslouder。ThisdonkeywasthepublicexcitementofAllonby,andwasprobablysupportedatthepublicexpense。
Theforegoingdescriptions,deliveredinseparateitems,onseparatedaysofadventurousdiscovery,Mr。Goodchildseverallywoundup,bylookingoutofwindow,lookinginagain,andsaying,’Butthereisthesea,andherearetheshrimps-letuseat’em。’
TherewerefinesunsetsatAllonbywhenthelowflatbeach,withitspoolsofwateranditsdrypatches,changedintolongbarsofsilverandgoldinvariousstatesofburnishing,andtherewerefineviews-onfinedays-oftheScottishcoast。But,whenitrainedatAllonby,Allonbythrownbackuponitsraggedself,becameakindofplacewhichthedonkeyseemedtohavefoundout,andtohavehishighlysagaciousreasonsforwishingtoboltfrom。ThomasIdleobserved,too,thatMr。Goodchild,withanobleshowofdisinterestedness,becameeverydaymorereadytowalktoMaryportandback,forletters;andsuspicionsbegantoharbourinthemindofThomas,thathisfrienddeceivedhim,andthatMaryportwasapreferableplace。
Therefore,ThomassaidtoFrancisonadaywhentheyhadlookedattheseaandeatentheshrimps,’Mymindmisgivesme,Goodchild,thatyougotoMaryport,liketheboyinthestory-book,toaskIT
tobeidlewithyou。’
’Judge,then,’returnedFrancis,adoptingthestyleofthestory-
book,’withwhatsuccess。Igotoaregionwhichisabitofwater-sideBristol,withasliceofWapping,aseasoningofWolverhampton,andagarnishofPortsmouth,andIsay,"WillYOU
comeandbeidlewithme?"Anditanswers,"No;forIamagreatdealtoovaporous,andagreatdealtoorusty,andagreatdealtoomuddy,andagreatdealtoodirtyaltogether;andIhaveshipstoload,andpitchandtartoboil,andirontohammer,andsteamtogetup,andsmoketomake,andstonetoquarry,andfiftyotherdisagreeablethingstodo,andIcan’tbeidlewithyou。"ThenI
gointojaggedup-hillanddown-hillstreets,whereIaminthepastrycook’sshopatonemoment,andnextmomentinsavagefastnessesofmoorandmorass,beyondtheconfinesofcivilisation,andIsaytothosemurkyandblack-dustystreets,"WillYOUcomeandbeidlewithme?"Towhichtheyreply,"No,wecan’t,indeed,forwehaven’tthespirits,andwearestartledbytheechoofyourfeetonthesharppavement,andwehavesomanygoodsinourshop-
windowswhichnobodywants,andwehavesomuchtodoforalimitedpublicwhichnevercomestoustobedonefor,thatwearealtogetheroutofsortsandcan’tenjoyourselveswithanyone。"
SoIgotothePost-office,andknockattheshutter,andIsaytothePost-master,"WillYOUcomeandbeidlewithme?"Towhichherejoins,"No,Ireallycan’t,forIlive,asyoumaysee,insuchaverylittlePost-office,andpassmylifebehindsuchaverylittleshutter,thatmyhand,whenIputitout,isasthehandofagiantcrammedthroughthewindowofadwarf’shouseatafair,andIamamerePost-officeanchoriteinacellmuchtoosmallforhim,andI
can’tgetout,andIcan’tgetin,andIhavenospacetobeidlein,evenifIwould。"So,theboy,’saidMr。Goodchild,concludingthetale,’comesbackwiththelettersafterall,andliveshappyneverafterwards。’
Butitmay,notunreasonably,beasked-whileFrancisGoodchildwaswanderinghitherandthither,storinghismindwithperpetualobservationofmenandthings,andsincerelybelievinghimselftobethelaziestcreatureinexistenceallthetime-howdidThomasIdle,crippledandconfinedtothehouse,contrivetogetthroughthehoursoftheday?
Proneonthesofa,Thomasmadenoattempttogetthroughthehours,butpassivelyallowedthehourstogetthroughHIM。Whereothermeninhissituationwouldhavereadbooksandimprovedtheirminds,Thomassleptandrestedhisbody。Whereothermenwouldhaveponderedanxiouslyovertheirfutureprospects,Thomasdreamedlazilyofhispastlife。Theonesolitarythinghedid,whichmostotherpeoplewouldhavedoneinhisplace,wastoresolveonmakingcertainalterationsandimprovementsinhismodeofexistence,assoonastheeffectsofthemisfortunethathadovertakenhimhadallpassedaway。Rememberingthatthecurrentofhislifehadhithertooozedalonginonesmoothstreamoflaziness,occasionallytroubledonthesurfacebyaslightpassingrippleofindustry,hispresentideasonthesubjectofself-reform,inclinedhim-notasthereadermaybedisposedtoimagine,toprojectschemesforanewexistenceofenterpriseandexertion-but,onthecontrary,toresolvethathewouldnever,ifhecouldpossiblyhelpit,beactiveorindustriousagain,throughoutthewholeofhisfuturecareer。
ItisduetoMr。Idletorelatethathismindsaunteredtowardsthispeculiarconclusionondistinctandlogically-produciblegrounds。Afterreviewing,quiteathisease,andwithmanyneedfulintervalsofrepose,thegenerally-placidspectacleofhispastexistence,hearrivedatthediscoverythatallthegreatdisasterswhichhadtriedhispatienceandequanimityinearlylife,hadbeencausedbyhishavingallowedhimselftobedeludedintoimitatingsomeperniciousexampleofactivityandindustrythathadbeensethimbyothers。Thetrialstowhichheherealludeswerethreeinnumber,andmaybethusreckonedup:First,thedisasterofbeinganunpopularandathrashedboyatschool;secondly,thedisasteroffallingseriouslyill;thirdly,thedisasterofbecomingacquaintedwithagreatbore。
ThefirstdisasteroccurredafterThomashadbeenanidleandapopularboyatschool,forsomehappyyears。OneChristmas-time,hewasstimulatedbytheevilexampleofacompanion,whomhehadalwaystrustedandliked,tobeuntruetohimself,andtotryforaprizeattheensuinghalf-yearlyexamination。Hedidtry,andhegotaprize-how,hedidnotdistinctlyknowatthemoment,andcannotremembernow。Nosooner,however,hadthebook-MoralHintstotheYoungontheValueofTime-beenplacedinhishands,thanthefirsttroublesofhislifebegan。Theidleboysdesertedhim,asatraitortotheircause。Theindustriousboysavoidedhim,asadangerousinterloper;oneoftheirnumber,whohadalwayswontheprizeonpreviousoccasions,expressingjustresentmentattheinvasionofhisprivilegesbycallingThomasintotheplay-
ground,andthenandthereadministeringtohimthefirstsoundandgenuinethrashingthathehadeverreceivedinhislife。Unpopularfromthatmoment,asabeatenboy,whobelongedtonosideandwasrejectedbyallparties,youngIdlesoonlostcastewithhismasters,ashehadpreviouslylostcastewithhisschoolfellows。
Hehadforfeitedthecomfortablereputationofbeingtheonelazymemberoftheyouthfulcommunitywhomitwasquitehopelesstopunish。Neveragaindidheheartheheadmastersayreproachfullytoanindustriousboywhohadcommittedafault,’ImighthaveexpectedthisinThomasIdle,butitisinexcusable,sir,inyou,whoknowbetter。’Nevermore,afterwinningthatfatalprize,didheescapetheretributiveimposition,ortheavengingbirch。Fromthattime,themastersmadehimwork,andtheboyswouldnotlethimplay。Fromthattimehissocialpositionsteadilydeclined,andhislifeatschoolbecameaperpetualburdentohim。
So,again,withtheseconddisaster。WhileThomaswaslazy,hewasamodelofhealth。Hisfirstattemptatactiveexertionandhisfirstsufferingfromsevereillnessareconnectedtogetherbytheintimaterelationsofcauseandeffect。Shortlyafterleavingschool,heaccompaniedapartyoffriendstoacricket-field,inhisnaturalandappropriatecharacterofspectatoronly。Onthegrounditwasdiscoveredthattheplayersfellshortoftherequirednumber,andfacileThomaswaspersuadedtoassistinmakingupthecomplement。Atacertainappointedtime,hewasrousedfrompeacefulslumberinadryditch,andplacedbeforethreewicketswithabatinhishand。Oppositetohim,behindthreemorewickets,stoodoneofhisbosomfriends,fillingthesituation(ashewasinformed)ofbowler。NowordscandescribeMr。Idle’shorrorandamazement,whenhesawthisyoungman-onordinaryoccasions,themeekestandmildestofhumanbeings-
suddenlycontracthiseye-brows,compresshislips,assumetheaspectofaninfuriatedsavage,runbackafewsteps,thenrunforward,and,withouttheslightestpreviousprovocation,hurladetestablyhardballwithallhismightstraightatThomas’slegs。
Stimulatedtopreternaturalactivityofbodyandsharpnessofeyebytheinstinctofself-preservation,Mr。Idlecontrived,byjumpingdeftlyasideattherightmoment,andbyusinghisbat(ridiculouslynarrowasitwasforthepurpose)asashield,topreservehislifeandlimbsfromthedastardlyattackthathadbeenmadeonboth,toleavethefullforceofthedeadlymissiletostrikehiswicketinsteadofhisleg;andtoendtheinnings,sofarashissidewasconcerned,bybeingimmediatelybowledout。
Gratefulforhisescape,hewasabouttoreturntothedryditch,whenhewasperemptorilystopped,andtoldthattheothersidewas’goingin,’andthathewasexpectedto’field。’Hisconceptionofthewholeartandmysteryof’fielding,’maybesummedupinthethreewordsofseriousadvicewhichheprivatelyadministeredtohimselfonthattryingoccasion-avoidtheball。Fortifiedbythissoundandsalutaryprinciple,hetookhisowncourse,imperviousaliketoridiculeandabuse。Whenevertheballcamenearhim,hethoughtofhisshins,andgotoutofthewayimmediately。’Catchit!’’Stopit!’’Pitchitup!’werecriesthatpassedbyhimliketheidlewindthatheregardednot。Heduckedunderit,hejumpedoverit,hewhiskedhimselfawayfromitoneitherside。Neveronce,throughthewholeinningsdidheandtheballcometogetheronanythingapproachingtointimateterms。
TheunnaturalactivityofbodywhichwasnecessarilycalledforthfortheaccomplishmentofthisresultthrewThomasIdle,forthefirsttimeinhislife,intoaperspiration。Theperspiration,inconsequenceofhiswantofpracticeinthemanagementofthatparticularresultofbodilyactivity,wassuddenlychecked;theinevitablechillsucceeded;andthat,initsturn,wasfollowedbyafever。Forthefirsttimesincehisbirth,Mr。Idlefoundhimselfconfinedtohisbedformanyweekstogether,wastedandwornbyalongillness,ofwhichhisowndisastrousmuscularexertionhadbeenthesolefirstcause。
ThethirdoccasiononwhichThomasfoundreasontoreproachhimselfbitterlyforthemistakeofhavingattemptedtobeindustrious,wasconnectedwithhischoiceofacallinginlife。HavingnointerestintheChurch,heappropriatelyselectedthenextbestprofessionforalazymaninEngland-theBar。AlthoughtheBenchersoftheInnsofCourthavelatelyabandonedtheirgoodoldprinciples,andobligetheirstudentstomakesomeshowofstudying,inMr。Idle’stimenosuchinnovationasthisexisted。Youngmenwhoaspiredtothehonourabletitleofbarristerwere,veryproperly,notaskedtolearnanythingofthelaw,butweremerelyrequiredtoeatacertainnumberofdinnersatthetableoftheirHall,andtopayacertainsumofmoney;andwerecalledtotheBarassoonastheycouldprovethattheyhadsufficientlycompliedwiththeseextremelysensibleregulations。NeverdidThomasmovemoreharmoniouslyinconcertwithhiseldersandbettersthanwhenhewasqualifyinghimselfforadmissionamongthebarristersofhisnativecountry。Neverdidhefeelmoredeeplywhatreallazinesswasinalltheserenemajestyofitsnature,thanonthememorabledaywhenhewascalledtotheBar,afterhavingcarefullyabstainedfromopeninghislaw-booksduringhisperiodofprobation,excepttofallasleepoverthem。Howhecouldeveragainhavebecomeindustrious,evenfortheshortestperiod,afterthatgreatrewardconferreduponhisidleness,quitepasseshiscomprehension。ThekindBenchersdideverythingtheycouldtoshowhimthefollyofexertinghimself。Theywroteouthisprobationaryexerciseforhim,andneverexpectedhimeventotakethetroubleofreadingitthroughwhenitwaswritten。Theyinvitedhim,withsevenotherchoicespiritsaslazyashimself,tocomeandbecalledtotheBar,whiletheyweresittingovertheirwineandfruitafterdinner。Theyputhisoathsofallegiance,andhisdreadfulofficialdenunciationsofthePopeandthePretender,sogentlyintohismouth,thathehardlyknewhowthewordsgotthere。Theywheeledalltheirchairssoftlyroundfromthetable,andsatsurveyingtheyoungbarristerswiththeirbackstotheirbottles,ratherthanstandup,oradjourntoheartheexercisesread。AndwhenMr。Idleandthesevenunlabouringneophytes,rangedinorder,asaclass,withtheirbacksconsideratelyplacedagainstascreen,hadbegun,inrotation,toreadtheexerciseswhichtheyhadnotwritten,eventhen,eachBencher,truetothegreatlazyprincipleofthewholeproceeding,stoppedeachneophytebeforehehadstammeredthroughhisfirstline,andbowedtohim,andtoldhimpolitelythathewasabarristerfromthatmoment。Thiswasalltheceremony。Itwasfollowedbyasocialsupper,andbythepresentation,inaccordancewithancientcustom,ofapoundofsweetmeatsandabottleofMadeira,offeredinthewayofneedfulrefreshment,byeachgratefulneophytetoeachbeneficentBencher。
ItmayseeminconceivablethatThomasshouldeverhaveforgottenthegreatdo-nothingprincipleinstilledbysuchaceremonyasthis;butitis,nevertheless,true,thatcertaindesigningstudentsofindustrioushabitsfoundhimout,tookadvantageofhiseasyhumour,persuadedhimthatitwasdiscreditabletobeabarristerandtoknownothingwhateveraboutthelaw,andluredhim,bytheforceoftheirownevilexample,intoaconveyancer’schambers,tomakeupforlosttime,andtoqualifyhimselfforpracticeattheBar。Afterafortnightofself-delusion,thecurtainfellfromhiseyes;heresumedhisnaturalcharacter,andshutuphisbooks。Buttheretributionwhichhadhithertoalwaysfollowedhislittlecasualerrorsofindustryfollowedthemstill。
Hecouldgetawayfromtheconveyancer’schambers,buthecouldnotgetawayfromoneofthepupils,whohadtakenafancytohim,-atall,serious,raw-boned,hard-working,disputatiouspupil,withideasofhisownaboutreformingtheLawofRealProperty,whohasbeenthescourgeofMr。Idle’sexistenceeversincethefataldaywhenhefellintothemistakeofattemptingtostudythelaw。
Beforethattimehisfriendswereallsociableidlerslikehimself。
Sincethattimetheburdenofbearingwithahard-workingyoungmanhasbecomepartofhislotinlife。Gowherehewillnow,hecanneverfeelcertainthattheraw-bonedpupilisnotaffectionatelywaitingforhimroundacorner,totellhimalittlemoreabouttheLawofRealProperty。Sufferashemayundertheinfliction,hecannevercomplain,forhemustalwaysremember,withunavailingregret,thathehashisownthoughtlessindustrytothankforfirstexposinghimtothegreatsocialcalamityofknowingabore。
Theseeventsofhispastlife,withthesignificantresultsthattheybroughtabout,passdrowsilythroughThomasIdle’smemory,whileheliesaloneonthesofaatAllonbyandelsewhere,dreamingawaythetimewhichhisfellow-apprenticegetsthroughsoactivelyoutofdoors。Rememberingthelessonoflazinesswhichhispastdisastersteach,andbearinginmindalsothefactthatheiscrippledinonelegbecauseheexertedhimselftogoupamountain,whenheoughttohaveknownthathispropercourseofconductwastostopatthebottomofit,heholdsnow,andwillforthefuturefirmlycontinuetohold,byhisnewresolutionnevertobeindustriousagain,onanypretencewhatever,fortherestofhislife。Thephysicalresultsofhisaccidenthavebeenrelatedinapreviouschapter。Themoralresultsnowstandonrecord;and,withtheenumerationofthese,thatpartofthepresentnarrativewhichisoccupiedbytheEpisodeofTheSprainedAnklemaynowperhapsbeconsidered,inallitsaspects,asfinishedandcomplete。
’Howdoyouproposethatwegetthroughthispresentafternoonandevening?’demandedThomasIdle,aftertwoorthreehoursoftheforegoingreflectionsatAllonby。
Mr。Goodchildfaltered,lookedoutofwindow,lookedinagain,andsaid,ashehadsooftensaidbefore,’Thereisthesea,andherearetheshrimps;-letuseat’em’!’
But,thewisedonkeywasatthatmomentintheactofbolting:notwiththeirresolutionofhispreviouseffortswhichhadbeenwantinginsustainedforceofcharacter,butwithrealvigourofpurpose:shakingthedustoffhismaneandhind-feetatAllonby,andtearingawayfromit,asifhehadnoblymadeuphismindthatheneverwouldbetakenalive。Atsightofthisinspiringspectacle,whichwasvisiblefromhissofa,ThomasIdlestretchedhisneckanddweltuponitrapturously。
’FrancisGoodchild,’hethensaid,turningtohiscompanionwithasolemnair,’thisisadelightfullittleInn,excellentlykeptbythemostcomfortableoflandladiesandthemostattentiveoflandlords,but-thedonkey’sright!’
Thewords,’Thereisthesea,andherearethe-’againtrembledonthelipsofGoodchild,unaccompaniedhoweverbyanysound。
’Letusinstantlypacktheportmanteaus,’saidThomasIdle,’paythebill,andorderaflyout,withinstructionstothedrivertofollowthedonkey!’
Mr。Goodchild,whohadonlywantedencouragementtodisclosetherealstateofhisfeelings,andwhohadbeenpiningbeneathhiswearysecret,nowburstintotears,andconfessedthathethoughtanotherdayintheplacewouldbethedeathofhim。
So,thetwoidleapprenticesfollowedthedonkeyuntilthenightwasfaradvanced。Whetherhewasrecapturedbythetown-council,orisboltingatthishourthroughtheUnitedKingdom,theyknownot。Theyhopehemaybestillbolting;ifso,theirbestwishesarewithhim。
ItenteredMr。Idle’shead,onthebordersofCumberland,thattherecouldbenoidlerplacetostayat,exceptbysnatchesofafewminuteseach,thanarailwaystation。’Anintermediatestationonaline-ajunction-anythingofthatsort,’Thomassuggested。
Mr。Goodchildapprovedoftheideaaseccentric,andtheyjourneyedonandon,untiltheycametosuchastationwheretherewasanInn。
’Here,’saidThomas,’wemaybeluxuriouslylazy;otherpeoplewilltravelforus,asitwere,andweshalllaughattheirfolly。’
ItwasaJunction-Station,wherethewoodenrazorsbeforementionedshavedtheairveryoften,andwherethesharpelectric-telegraphbellwasinaveryrestlesscondition。Allmannerofcross-linesofrailscamezig-zaggingintoit,likeaCongressofironvipers;
and,alittlewayoutofit,apointsmaninanelevatedsignal-boxwasconstantlygoingthroughthemotionsofdrawingimmensequantitiesofbeeratapublic-housebar。Inonedirection,confusedperspectivesofembankmentsandarchesweretobeseenfromtheplatform;intheother,therailssoondisentangledthemselvesintotwotracksandshotawayunderabridge,andcurvedroundacorner。Sidingswerethere,inwhichemptyluggage-vansandcattle-boxesoftenbuttedagainsteachotherasiftheycouldn’tagree;andwarehouseswerethere,inwhichgreatquantitiesofgoodsseemedtohavetakentheveil(oftheconsistencyoftarpaulin),andtohaveretiredfromtheworldwithoutanyhopeofgettingbacktoit。Refreshment-roomswerethere;one,forthehungryandthirstyIronLocomotiveswheretheircokeandwaterwereready,andofgoodquality,fortheyweredangeroustoplaytrickswith;theother,forthehungryandthirstyhumanLocomotives,whomighttakewhattheycouldget,andwhosechiefconsolationwasprovidedintheformofthreeterrificurnsorvasesofwhitemetal,containingnothing,eachformingabreastworkforadefiantandapparentlymuch-injuredwoman。
EstablishedatthisStation,Mr。ThomasIdleandMr。FrancisGoodchildresolvedtoenjoyit。But,itscontrastswereveryviolent,andtherewasalsoaninfectioninit。
First,astoitscontrasts。Theywereonlytwo,buttheywereLethargyandMadness。TheStationwaseithertotallyunconscious,orwildlyraving。Byday,initsunconsciousstate,itlookedasifnolifecouldcometoit,-asifitwereallrust,dust,andashes-asifthelasttrainforever,hadgonewithoutissuinganyReturn-Tickets-asifthelastEnginehaduttereditslastshriekandburst。Oneawkwardshaveoftheairfromthewoodenrazor,andeverythingchanged。Tightoffice-doorsflewopen,panelsyielded,books,newspapers,travelling-capsandwrappersbrokeoutofbrickwalls,moneychinked,conveyancesoppressedbynightmaresofluggagecamecareeringintotheyard,portersstartedupfromsecretplaces,dittothemuch-injuredwomen,theshiningbell,wholivedinalittletrayonstiltsbyhimself,flewintoaman’shandandclamouredviolently。Thepointsmanaloftinthesignal-boxmadethemotionsofdrawing,withsomedifficulty,hogsheadsofbeer。DownTrain!Morebear!UpTrain!Morebeer。CrossjunctionTrain!Morebeer!CattleTrain!Morebeer。GoodsTrain!Simmering,whistling,trembling,rumbling,thundering。
Trainsonthewholeconfusionofintersectingrails,crossingoneanother,bumpingoneanother,hissingoneanother,backingtogoforward,tearingintodistancetocomeclose。Peoplefrantic。
Exilesseekingrestorationtotheirnativecarriages,andbanishedtoremoterclimes。Morebeerandmorebell。Then,inaminute,theStationrelapsedintostuporasthestokeroftheCattleTrain,thelasttodepart,wentglidingoutofit,wipingthelongnoseofhisoil-canwithadirtypocket-handkerchief。
Bynight,initsunconsciousstate,theStationwasnotsomuchasvisible。Somethingintheair,likeanenterprisingchemist’sestablishedinbusinessononeoftheboughsofJack’sbeanstalk,wasallthatcouldbediscernedofitunderthestars。Inamomentitwouldbreakout,aconstellationofgas。Inanothermoment,twentyrivalchemists,ontwentyrivalbeanstalks,cameintoexistence。Then,theFurieswouldbeseen,wavingtheirluridtorchesupanddowntheconfusedperspectivesofembankmentsandarches-wouldbeheard,too,wailingandshrieking。Then,theStationwouldbefullofpalpitatingtrains,asintheday;withtheheighteningdifferencethattheywerenotsoclearlyseenasintheday,whereastheStationwalls,startingforwardunderthegas,likeahippopotamus’seyes,dazzledthehumanlocomotiveswiththesauce-bottle,thecheapmusic,thebedstead,thedistortedrangeofbuildingswherethepatentsafesaremade,thegentlemanintherainwiththeregisteredumbrella,theladyreturningfromtheballwiththeregisteredrespirator,andalltheirotherembellishments。
Andnow,thehumanlocomotives,creasedastotheircountenancesandpurblindastotheireyes,wouldswarmforthinaheap,addressingthemselvestothemysteriousurnsandthemuch-injuredwomen;whiletheironlocomotives,drippingfireandwater,shedtheirsteamaboutplentifully,makingthedulloxenintheircages,withheadsdepressed,andfoamhangingfromtheirmouthsastheirredlooksglancedfearfullyatthesurroundingterrors,seemasthoughtheyhadbeendrinkingathalf-frozenwatersandwerehungwithicicles。Throughthesamesteamwouldbecaughtglimpsesoftheirfellow-travellers,thesheep,gettingtheirwhitekidfacestogether,awayfromthebars,andstuffingtheintersticeswithtremblingwool。Also,downamongthewheels,ofthemanwiththesledge-hammer,ringingtheaxlesofthefastnight-train;againstwhomtheoxenhaveamisgivingthatheisthemanwiththepole-axewhoistocomeby-and-by,andsothenearestofthemtrytogetback,andgetapurchaseforathrustathimthroughthebars。
Suddenly,thebellwouldring,thesteamwouldstopwithonehissandayell,thechemistsonthebeanstalkswouldbebusy,theavengingFurieswouldbestirthemselves,thefastnight-trainwouldmeltfromeyeandear,theothertrainsgoingtheirwaysmoreslowlywouldbeheardfaintlyrattlinginthedistancelikeold-
fashionedwatchesrunningdown,thesauce-bottleandcheapmusicretiredfromview,eventhebedsteadwenttobed,andtherewasnosuchvisiblethingastheStationtovexthecoolwindinitsblowing,orperhapstheautumnlightning,asitfoundouttheironrails。
TheinfectionoftheStationwasthis:-Whenitwasinitsravingstate,theApprenticesfounditimpossibletobethere,withoutlabouringunderthedelusionthattheywereinahurry。ToMr。
Goodchild,whoseideasofidlenessweresoimperfect,thiswasnounpleasanthallucination,andaccordinglythatgentlemanwentthroughgreatexertionsinyieldingtoit,andrunningupanddowntheplatform,jostlingeverybody,undertheimpressionthathehadahighlyimportantmissionsomewhere,andhadnotamomenttolose。
But,toThomasIdle,thiscontagionwassoveryunacceptableanincidentofthesituation,thathestruckonthefourthday,andrequestedtobemoved。
’Thisplacefillsmewithadreadfulsensation,’saidThomas,’ofhavingsomethingtodo。Removeme,Francis。’
’Wherewouldyouliketogonext?’wasthequestionoftheever-
engagingGoodchild。
’IhaveheardthereisagoodoldInnatLancaster,establishedinafineoldhouse:anInnwheretheygiveyouBride-cakeeverydayafterdinner,’saidThomasIdle。’LetuseatBride-cakewithoutthetroubleofbeingmarried,orofknowinganybodyinthatridiculousdilemma。’
Mr。Goodchild,withalover’ssigh,assented。TheydepartedfromtheStationinaviolenthurry(forwhich,itisunnecessarytoobserve,therewasnottheleastoccasion),andweredeliveredatthefineoldhouseatLancaster,onthesamenight。
ItisMr。Goodchild’sopinion,thatifavisitoronhisarrivalatLancastercouldbeaccommodatedwithapolewhichwouldpushtheoppositesideofthestreetsomeyardsfartheroff,itwouldbebetterforallparties。Protestingagainstbeingrequiredtoliveinatrench,andobligedtospeculatealldayuponwhatthepeoplecanpossiblybedoingwithinamysteriousoppositewindow,whichisashop-windowtolookat,butnotashop-windowinrespectofitsofferingnothingforsaleanddecliningtogiveanyaccountwhateverofitself,Mr。GoodchildconcedesLancastertobeapleasantplace。Aplacedroppedinthemidstofacharminglandscape,aplacewithafineancientfragmentofcastle,aplaceoflovelywalks,aplacepossessingstaidoldhousesrichlyfittedwitholdHondurasmahogany,whichhasgrownsodarkwithtimethatitseemstohavegotsomethingofaretrospectivemirror-qualityintoitself,andtoshowthevisitor,inthedepthofitsgrain,throughallitspolish,thehueofthewretchedslaveswhogroanedlongagounderoldLancastermerchants。AndMr。GoodchildaddsthatthestonesofLancasterdosometimeswhisper,evenyet,ofrichmenpassedaway-uponwhosegreatprosperitysomeoftheseolddoorwaysfrownedsulleninthebrightestweather-thattheirslave-gainturnedtocurses,astheArabianWizard’smoneyturnedtoleaves,andthatnogoodevercameofit,evenuntothethirdandfourthgenerations,untilitwaswastedandgone。
Itwasagallantsighttobehold,theSundayprocessionoftheLancasterelderstoChurch-allinblack,andlookingfearfullylikeafuneralwithouttheBody-undertheescortofThreeBeadles。
’Think,’saidFrancis,ashestoodattheInnwindow,admiring,’ofbeingtakentothesacrededificebythreeBeadles!Ihave,inmyearlytime,beentakenoutofitbyoneBeadle;but,tobetakenintoitbythree,OThomas,isadistinctionIshallneverenjoy!’
CHAPTERIV
WhenMr。GoodchildhadlookedoutoftheLancasterInnwindowfortwohoursonend,withgreatperseverance,hebeguntoentertainamisgivingthathewasgrowingindustrious。Hethereforesethimselfnext,toexplorethecountryfromthetopsofallthesteephillsintheneighbourhood。
Hecamebackatdinner-time,redandglowing,totellThomasIdlewhathehadseen。Thomas,onhisbackreading,listenedwithgreatcomposure,andaskedhimwhetherhereallyhadgoneupthosehills,andbotheredhimselfwiththoseviews,andwalkedallthosemiles?
’BecauseIwanttoknow,’addedThomas,’whatyouwouldsayofit,ifyouwereobligedtodoit?’
’Itwouldbedifferent,then,’saidFrancis。’Itwouldbework,then;now,it’splay。’
’Play!’repliedThomasIdle,utterlyrepudiatingthereply。’Play!
Hereisamangoessystematicallytearinghimselftopieces,andputtinghimselfthroughanincessantcourseoftraining,asifhewerealwaysunderarticlestofightamatchforthechampion’sbelt,andhecallsitPlay!Play!’exclaimedThomasIdle,scornfullycontemplatinghisonebootintheair。’YouCAN’Tplay。
Youdon’tknowwhatitis。Youmakeworkofeverything。’
ThebrightGoodchildamiablysmiled。
’Soyoudo,’saidThomas。’Imeanit。Tomeyouareanabsolutelyterriblefellow。Youdonothinglikeanotherman。Whereanotherfellowwouldfallintoafootbathofactionoremotion,youfallintoamine。Whereanyotherfellowwouldbeapaintedbutterfly,youareafierydragon。Whereanothermanwouldstakeasixpence,youstakeyourexistence。Ifyouweretogoupinaballoon,youwouldmakeforHeaven;andifyouweretodiveintothedepthsoftheearth,nothingshortoftheotherplacewouldcontentyou。
Whatafellowyouare,Francis!’ThecheerfulGoodchildlaughed。
’It’sallverywelltolaugh,butIwonderyoudon’tfeelittobeserious,’saidIdle。’Amanwhocandonothingbyhalvesappearstometobeafearfulman。’
’Tom,Tom,’returnedGoodchild,’ifIcandonothingbyhalves,andbenothingbyhalves,it’sprettyclearthatyoumusttakemeasawhole,andmakethebestofme。’
Withthisphilosophicalrejoinder,theairyGoodchildclappedMr。
Idleontheshoulderinafinalmanner,andtheysatdowntodinner。
’By-the-by,’saidGoodchild,’Ihavebeenoveralunaticasylumtoo,sinceIhavebeenout。’
’Hehasbeen,’exclaimedThomasIdle,castinguphiseyes,’overalunaticasylum!NotcontentwithbeingasgreatanAssasCaptainBarclayinthepedestrianway,hemakesaLunacyCommissionerofhimself-fornothing!’
’Animmenseplace,’saidGoodchild,’admirableoffices,verygoodarrangements,verygoodattendants;altogetheraremarkableplace。’
’Andwhatdidyouseethere?’askedMr。Idle,adaptingHamlet’sadvicetotheoccasion,andassumingthevirtueofinterest,thoughhehaditnot。
’Theusualthing,’saidFrancisGoodchild,withasigh。’Longgrovesofblightedmen-and-women-trees;interminableavenuesofhopelessfaces;numbers,withouttheslightestpowerofreallycombiningforanyearthlypurpose;asocietyofhumancreatureswhohavenothingincommonbutthattheyhavealllostthepowerofbeinghumanlysocialwithoneanother。’
’Takeaglassofwinewithme,’saidThomasIdle,’andletUSbesocial。’
’Inonegallery,Tom,’pursuedFrancisGoodchild,’whichlookedtomeaboutthelengthoftheLongWalkatWindsor,moreorless-’
’Probablyless,’observedThomasIdle。
’Inonegallery,whichwasotherwiseclearofpatients(fortheywereallout),therewasapoorlittledark-chinned,meagreman,withaperplexedbrowandapensiveface,stoopinglowoverthemattingonthefloor,andpickingoutwithhisthumbandforefingerthecourseofitsfibres。Theafternoonsunwasslantinginatthelargeend-window,andtherewerecrosspatchesoflightandshadealldownthevista,madebytheunseenwindowsandtheopendoorsofthelittlesleeping-cellsoneitherside。Inaboutthecentreoftheperspective,underanarch,regardlessofthepleasantweather,regardlessofthesolitude,regardlessofapproachingfootsteps,wasthepoorlittledark-chinned,meagreman,poringoverthematting。"Whatareyoudoingthere?"saidmyconductor,whenwecametohim。Helookedup,andpointedtothematting。"I
wouldn’tdothat,Ithink,"saidmyconductor,kindly;"ifIwereyou,Iwouldgoandread,orIwouldliedownifIfelttired;butIwouldn’tdothat。"Thepatientconsideredamoment,andvacantlyanswered,"No,sir,Iwon’t;I’ll-I’llgoandread,"andsohelamelyshuffledawayintooneofthelittlerooms。Iturnedmyheadbeforewehadgonemanypaces。Hehadalreadycomeoutagain,andwasagainporingoverthematting,andtrackingoutitsfibreswithhisthumbandforefinger。Istoppedtolookathim,anditcameintomymind,thatprobablythecourseofthosefibresastheyplaitedinandout,overandunder,wastheonlycourseofthingsinthewholewideworldthatitwaslefttohimtounderstand-
thathisdarkeningintellecthadnarroweddowntothesmallcleftoflightwhichshowedhim,"Thispiecewastwistedthisway,wentinhere,passedunder,cameoutthere,wascarriedonawayheretotherightwhereInowputmyfingeronit,andinthisprogressofevents,thethingwasmadeandcametobehere。"Then,Iwonderedwhetherhelookedintothematting,next,toseeifitcouldshowhimanythingoftheprocessthroughwhichHEcametobethere,sostrangelyporingoverit。Then,Ithoughthowallofus,GODhelpus!inourdifferentwaysareporingoverourbitsofmatting,blindlyenough,andwhatconfusionsandmysterieswemakeinthepattern。Ihadasadderfellow-feelingwiththelittledark-
chinned,meagreman,bythattime,andIcameaway。’
Mr。Idledivertingtheconversationtogrouse,custards,andbride-
cake,Mr。Goodchildfollowedinthesamedirection。Thebride-cakewasasbiliousandindigestibleasifarealBridehadcutit,andthedinneritcompletedwasanadmirableperformance。
Thehousewasagenuineoldhouseofaveryquaintdescription,teemingwitholdcarvings,andbeams,andpanels,andhavinganexcellentoldstaircase,withagalleryorupperstaircase,cutofffromitbyacuriousfence-workofoldoak,oroftheoldHondurasMahoganywood。Itwas,andis,andwillbe,formanyalongyeartocome,aremarkablypicturesquehouse;andacertaingravemysterylurkinginthedepthoftheoldmahoganypanels,asiftheyweresomanydeeppoolsofdarkwater-such,indeed,astheyhadbeenmuchamongwhentheyweretrees-gaveitaverymysteriouscharacterafternightfall。
WhenMr。GoodchildandMr。Idlehadfirstalightedatthedoor,andsteppedintothesombre,handsomeoldhall,theyhadbeenreceivedbyhalf-a-dozennoiselessoldmeninblack,alldressedexactlyalike,whoglidedupthestairswiththeobliginglandlordandwaiter-butwithoutappearingtogetintotheirway,ortomindwhethertheydidorno-andwhohadfiledofftotherightandleftontheoldstaircase,astheguestsenteredtheirsitting-
room。Itwasthenbroad,brightday。But,Mr。Goodchildhadsaid,whentheirdoorwasshut,’Whooneartharethoseoldmen?’Andafterwards,bothongoingoutandcomingin,hehadnoticedthattherewerenooldmentobeseen。
Neither,hadtheoldmen,oranyoneoftheoldmen,reappearedsince。Thetwofriendshadpassedanightinthehouse,buthadseennothingmoreoftheoldmen。Mr。Goodchild,inramblingaboutit,hadlookedalongpassages,andglancedinatdoorways,buthadencounterednooldmen;neitherdiditappearthatanyoldmenwere,byanymemberoftheestablishment,missedorexpected。
Anotheroddcircumstanceimpresseditselfontheirattention。Itwas,thatthedooroftheirsitting-roomwasneverleftuntouchedforaquarterofanhour。Itwasopenedwithhesitation,openedwithconfidence,openedalittleway,openedagoodway,-alwaysclapped-toagainwithoutawordofexplanation。Theywerereading,theywerewriting,theywereeating,theyweredrinking,theyweretalking,theyweredozing;thedoorwasalwaysopenedatanunexpectedmoment,andtheylookedtowardsit,anditwasclapped-
toagain,andnobodywastobeseen。Whenthishadhappenedfiftytimesorso,Mr。Goodchildhadsaidtohiscompanion,jestingly:
’Ibegintothink,Tom,therewassomethingwrongwiththosesixoldmen。’
Nighthadcomeagain,andtheyhadbeenwritingfortwoorthreehours:writing,inshort,aportionofthelazynotesfromwhichtheselazysheetsaretaken。Theyhadleftoffwriting,andglasseswereonthetablebetweenthem。Thehousewasclosedandquiet。AroundtheheadofThomasIdle,ashelayuponhissofa,hoveredlightwreathsoffragrantsmoke。ThetemplesofFrancisGoodchild,asheleanedbackinhischair,withhistwohandsclaspedbehindhishead,andhislegscrossed,weresimilarlydecorated。
Theyhadbeendiscussingseveralidlesubjectsofspeculation,notomittingthestrangeoldmen,andwerestillsooccupied,whenMr。
Goodchildabruptlychangedhisattitudetowinduphiswatch。Theywerejustbecomingdrowsyenoughtobestoppedintheirtalkbyanysuchslightcheck。ThomasIdle,whowasspeakingatthemoment,pausedandsaid,’Howgoesit?’
’One,’saidGoodchild。
AsifhehadorderedOneoldman,andtheorderwerepromptlyexecuted(truly,allorderswereso,inthatexcellenthotel),thedooropened,andOneoldmanstoodthere。
Hedidnotcomein,butstoodwiththedoorinhishand。
’Oneofthesix,Tom,atlast!’saidMr。Goodchild,inasurprisedwhisper-’Sir,yourpleasure?’
’Sir,YOURpleasure?’saidtheOneoldman。
’Ididn’tring。’
’Thebelldid,’saidtheOneoldman。
HesaidBELL,inadeep,strongway,thatwouldhaveexpressedthechurchBell。
’Ihadthepleasure,Ibelieve,ofseeingyou,yesterday?’saidGoodchild。
’Icannotundertaketosayforcertain,’wasthegrimreplyoftheOneoldman。
’Ithinkyousawme?Didyounot?’
’SawYOU?’saidtheoldman。’Oyes,Isawyou。But,Iseemanywhoneverseeme。’
Achilled,slow,earthy,fixedoldman。Acadaverousoldmanofmeasuredspeech。Anoldmanwhoseemedasunabletowink,asifhiseyelidshadbeennailedtohisforehead。Anoldmanwhoseeyes-twospotsoffire-hadnomoremotionthaniftheyhadbeenconnectedwiththebackofhisskullbyscrewsdriventhroughit,andrivettedandboltedoutside,amonghisgreyhair。
Thenighthadturnedsocold,toMr。Goodchild’ssensations,thatheshivered。Heremarkedlightly,andhalfapologetically,’I
thinksomebodyiswalkingovermygrave。’
’No,’saidtheweirdoldman,’thereisnoonethere。’
Mr。GoodchildlookedatIdle,butIdlelaywithhisheadenwreathedinsmoke。
’Noonethere?’saidGoodchild。
’Thereisnooneatyourgrave,Iassureyou,’saidtheoldman。
Hehadcomeinandshutthedoor,andhenowsatdown。Hedidnotbendhimselftosit,asotherpeopledo,butseemedtosinkboltupright,asifinwater,untilthechairstoppedhim。
’Myfriend,Mr。Idle,’saidGoodchild,extremelyanxioustointroduceathirdpersonintotheconversation。
’Iam,’saidtheoldman,withoutlookingathim,’atMr。Idle’sservice。’
’Ifyouareanoldinhabitantofthisplace,’FrancisGoodchildresumed。
’Yes。’
’PerhapsyoucandecideapointmyfriendandIwereindoubtupon,thismorning。TheyhangcondemnedcriminalsattheCastle,I
believe?’
’Ibelieveso,’saidtheoldman。
’Aretheirfacesturnedtowardsthatnobleprospect?’
’Yourfaceisturned,’repliedtheoldman,’totheCastlewall。
Whenyouaretiedup,youseeitsstonesexpandingandcontractingviolently,andasimilarexpansionandcontractionseemtotakeplaceinyourownheadandbreast。Then,thereisarushoffireandanearthquake,andtheCastlespringsintotheair,andyoutumbledownaprecipice。’
Hiscravatappearedtotroublehim。Heputhishandtohisthroat,andmovedhisneckfromsidetoside。Hewasanoldmanofaswollencharacterofface,andhisnosewasimmoveablyhitchedupononeside,asifbyalittlehookinsertedinthatnostril。Mr。
Goodchildfeltexceedinglyuncomfortable,andbegantothinkthenightwashot,andnotcold。
’Astrongdescription,sir,’heobserved。
’Astrongsensation,’theoldmanrejoined。
Again,Mr。GoodchildlookedtoMr。ThomasIdle;butThomaslayonhisbackwithhisfaceattentivelyturnedtowardstheOneoldman,andmadenosign。AtthistimeMr。Goodchildbelievedthathesawthreadsoffirestretchfromtheoldman’seyestohisown,andthereattachthemselves。(Mr。Goodchildwritesthepresentaccountofhisexperience,and,withtheutmostsolemnity,proteststhathehadthestrongestsensationuponhimofbeingforcedtolookattheoldmanalongthosetwofieryfilms,fromthatmoment。)
’Imusttellittoyou,’saidtheoldman,withaghastlyandastonystare。
’What?’askedFrancisGoodchild。
’Youknowwhereittookplace。Yonder!’
Whetherhepointedtotheroomabove,ortotheroombelow,ortoanyroominthatoldhouse,ortoaroominsomeotheroldhouseinthatoldtown,Mr。Goodchildwasnot,noris,norevercanbe,sure。HewasconfusedbythecircumstancethattherightforefingeroftheOneoldmanseemedtodipitselfinoneofthethreadsoffire,lightitself,andmakeafierystartintheair,asitpointedsomewhere。Havingpointedsomewhere,itwentout。
’YouknowshewasaBride,’saidtheoldman。
’IknowtheystillsendupBride-cake,’Mr。Goodchildfaltered。
’Thisisaveryoppressiveair。’
’ShewasaBride,’saidtheoldman。’Shewasafair,flaxen-
haired,large-eyedgirl,whohadnocharacter,nopurpose。Aweak,credulous,incapable,helplessnothing。Notlikehermother。No,no。Itwasherfatherwhosecharactershereflected。
’Hermotherhadtakencaretosecureeverythingtoherself,forherownlife,whenthefatherofthisgirl(achildatthattime)died-ofsheerhelplessness;nootherdisorder-andthenHerenewedtheacquaintancethathadoncesubsistedbetweenthemotherandHim。Hehadbeenputasidefortheflaxen-haired,large-eyedman(ornonentity)withMoney。HecouldoverlookthatforMoney。HewantedcompensationinMoney。
’So,hereturnedtothesideofthatwomanthemother,madelovetoheragain,dancedattendanceonher,andsubmittedhimselftoherwhims。Shewreakeduponhimeverywhimshehad,orcouldinvent。
Heboreit。Andthemorehebore,themorehewantedcompensationinMoney,andthemorehewasresolvedtohaveit。
’But,lo!Beforehegotit,shecheatedhim。Inoneofherimperiousstates,shefroze,andneverthawedagain。Sheputherhandstoherheadonenight,utteredacry,stiffened,layinthatattitudecertainhours,anddied。AndhehadgotnocompensationfromherinMoney,yet。BlightandMurrainonher!Notapenny。
’Hehadhatedherthroughoutthatsecondpursuit,andhadlongedforretaliationonher。Henowcounterfeitedhersignaturetoaninstrument,leavingallshehadtoleave,toherdaughter-tenyearsoldthen-towhomthepropertypassedabsolutely,andappointinghimselfthedaughter’sGuardian。WhenHesliditunderthepillowofthebedonwhichshelay,HebentdowninthedeafearofDeath,andwhispered:"MistressPride,Ihavedeterminedalongtimethat,deadoralive,youmustmakemecompensationinMoney。’
’So,nowtherewereonlytwoleft。Whichtwowere,He,andthefairflaxen-haired,large-eyedfoolishdaughter,whoafterwardsbecametheBride。
’Heputhertoschool。Inasecret,dark,oppressive,ancienthouse,heputhertoschoolwithawatchfulandunscrupulouswoman。
"Myworthylady,"hesaid,"hereisamindtobeformed;willyouhelpmetoformit?"Sheacceptedthetrust。Forwhichshe,too,wantedcompensationinMoney,andhadit。
’Thegirlwasformedinthefearofhim,andintheconviction,thattherewasnoescapefromhim。Shewastaught,fromthefirst,toregardhimasherfuturehusband-themanwhomustmarryher-
thedestinythatovershadowedher-theappointedcertaintythatcouldneverbeevaded。Thepoorfoolwassoftwhitewaxintheirhands,andtooktheimpressionthattheyputuponher。Ithardenedwithtime。Itbecameapartofherself。Inseparablefromherself,andonlytobetornawayfromher,bytearinglifeawayfromher。
’Elevenyearsshehadlivedinthedarkhouseanditsgloomygarden。Hewasjealousoftheverylightandairgettingtoher,andtheykeptherclose。Hestoppedthewidechimneys,shadedthelittlewindows,leftthestrong-stemmedivytowanderwhereitwouldoverthehouse-front,themosstoaccumulateontheuntrimmedfruit-treesinthered-walledgarden,theweedstoover-runitsgreenandyellowwalks。Hesurroundedherwithimagesofsorrowanddesolation。Hecausedhertobefilledwithfearsoftheplaceandofthestoriesthatweretoldofit,andthenonpretextofcorrectingthem,tobeleftinitinsolitude,ormadetoshrinkaboutitinthedark。Whenhermindwasmostdepressedandfullestofterrors,then,hewouldcomeoutofoneofthehiding-placesfromwhichheoverlookedher,andpresenthimselfashersoleresource。
’Thus,bybeingfromherchildhoodtheoneembodimentherlifepresentedtoherofpowertocoerceandpowertorelieve,powertobindandpowertoloose,theascendencyoverherweaknesswassecured。Shewastwenty-oneyearsandtwenty-onedaysold,whenhebroughtherhometothegloomyhouse,hishalf-witted,frightened,andsubmissiveBrideofthreeweeks。
’Hehaddismissedthegovernessbythattime-whathehadlefttodo,hecouldbestdoalone-andtheycameback,uponarainnight,tothesceneofherlongpreparation。Sheturnedtohimuponthethreshold,astherainwasdrippingfromtheporch,andsaid:
’"Osir,itistheDeath-watchtickingforme!"
’"Well!"heanswered。"Andifitwere?"
’"Osir!"shereturnedtohim,"lookkindlyonme,andbemercifultome!Ibegyourpardon。Iwilldoanythingyouwish,ifyouwillonlyforgiveme!"
’Thathadbecomethepoorfool’sconstantsong:"Ibegyourpardon,"and"Forgiveme!"
’Shewasnotworthhating;hefeltnothingbutcontemptforher。
But,shehadlongbeenintheway,andhehadlongbeenweary,andtheworkwasnearitsend,andhadtobeworkedout。
’"Youfool,"hesaid。"Goupthestairs!"
’Sheobeyedveryquickly,murmuring,"Iwilldoanythingyouwish!"
WhenhecameintotheBride’sChamber,havingbeenalittleretardedbytheheavyfasteningsofthegreatdoor(fortheywerealoneinthehouse,andhehadarrangedthatthepeoplewhoattendedonthemshouldcomeandgointheday),hefoundherwithdrawntothefurthestcorner,andtherestandingpressedagainstthepanelingasifshewouldhaveshrunkthroughit:herflaxenhairallwildaboutherface,andherlargeeyesstaringathiminvagueterror。
’"Whatareyouafraidof?Comeandsitdownbyme。"
’"Iwilldoanythingyouwish。Ibegyourpardon,sir。Forgiveme!"Hermonotonoustuneasusual。
’"Ellen,hereisawritingthatyoumustwriteoutto-morrow,inyourownhand。Youmayaswellbeseenbyothers,busilyengageduponit。Whenyouhavewrittenitallfairly,andcorrectedallmistakes,callinanytwopeopletheremaybeaboutthehouse,andsignyournametoitbeforethem。Then,putitinyourbosomtokeepitsafe,andwhenIsithereagainto-morrownight,giveittome。"
’"Iwilldoitall,withthegreatestcare。Iwilldoanythingyouwish。"
’"Don’tshakeandtremble,then。"
’"Iwilltrymyutmostnottodoit-ifyouwillonlyforgiveme!"
’Nextday,shesatdownatherdesk,anddidasshehadbeentold。
Heoftenpassedinandoutoftheroom,toobserveher,andalwayssawherslowlyandlaboriouslywriting:repeatingtoherselfthewordsshecopied,inappearancequitemechanically,andwithoutcaringorendeavouringtocomprehendthem,sothatshedidhertask。Hesawherfollowthedirectionsshehadreceived,inallparticulars;andatnight,whentheywerealoneagaininthesameBride’sChamber,andhedrewhischairtothehearth,shetimidlyapproachedhimfromherdistantseat,tookthepaperfromherbosom,andgaveitintohishand。
’Itsecuredallherpossessionstohim,intheeventofherdeath。
Heputherbeforehim,facetoface,thathemightlookathersteadily;andheaskedher,insomanyplainwords,neitherfewernormore,didsheknowthat?
’Therewerespotsofinkuponthebosomofherwhitedress,andtheymadeherfacelookwhiterandhereyeslooklargerasshenoddedherhead。Therewerespotsofinkuponthehandwithwhichshestoodbeforehim,nervouslyplaitingandfoldingherwhiteskirts。
’Hetookherbythearm,andlookedher,yetmorecloselyandsteadily,intheface。"Now,die!Ihavedonewithyou。"
’Sheshrunk,andutteredalow,suppressedcry。
’"Iamnotgoingtokillyou。Iwillnotendangermylifeforyours。Die!"
’HesatbeforeherinthegloomyBride’sChamber,dayafterday,nightafternight,lookingthewordatherwhenhedidnotutterit。Asoftenasherlargeunmeaningeyeswereraisedfromthehandsinwhichsherockedherhead,tothesternfigure,sittingwithcrossedarmsandknittedforehead,inthechair,theyreadinit,"Die!"Whenshedroppedasleepinexhaustion,shewascalledbacktoshudderingconsciousness,bythewhisper,"Die!"Whenshefelluponheroldentreatytobepardoned,shewasanswered"Die!"
Whenshehadout-watchedandout-sufferedthelongnight,andtherisingsunflamedintothesombreroom,sheheardithailedwith,"Anotherdayandnotdead?-Die!"
’Shutupinthedesertedmansion,alooffromallmankind,andengagedaloneinsuchastrugglewithoutanyrespite,itcametothis-thateitherhemustdie,orshe。Heknewitverywell,andconcentratedhisstrengthagainstherfeebleness。Hoursuponhoursheheldherbythearmwhenherarmwasblackwhereheheldit,andbadeherDie!
’Itwasdone,uponawindymorning,beforesunrise。Hecomputedthetimetobehalf-pastfour;but,hisforgottenwatchhadrundown,andhecouldnotbesure。Shehadbrokenawayfromhiminthenight,withloudandsuddencries-thefirstofthatkindtowhichshehadgivenvent-andhehadhadtoputhishandsoverhermouth。Sincethen,shehadbeenquietinthecornerofthepanelingwhereshehadsunkdown;andhehadlefther,andhadgonebackwithhisfoldedarmsandhisknittedforeheadtohischair。
’Palerinthepalelight,morecolourlessthaneverintheleadendawn,hesawhercoming,trailingherselfalongthefloortowardshim-awhitewreckofhair,anddress,andwildeyes,pushingitselfonbyanirresoluteandbendinghand。
’"O,forgiveme!Iwilldoanything。O,sir,praytellmeImaylive!"
’"Die!"
’"Areyousoresolved?Istherenohopeforme?"
’"Die!"
’Herlargeeyesstrainedthemselveswithwonderandfear;wonderandfearchangedtoreproach;reproachtoblanknothing。Itwasdone。Hewasnotatfirstsosureitwasdone,butthatthemorningsunwashangingjewelsinherhair-hesawthediamond,emerald,andruby,glitteringamongitinlittlepoints,ashestoodlookingdownather-whenheliftedherandlaidheronherbed。