"Nothingimportant,"Churchillechoedinafaint,smallvoice。Thenhespokewithdecision:"Louis,what’sinthatbag?Iwanttoknow。"
Louislookedathimcuriously,thenlefttheroomandreturnedwithabunchofkeys。HeinsertedhishandanddrewoutaheavyColt’srevolver。NextcameoutafewboxesofammunitionfortherevolverandseveralboxesofWinchestercartridges。
Churchilltookthegripsackandlookedintoit。Thenheturneditupsidedownandshookitgently。
"Thegun’sallrusted,"Bondellsaid。"Musthavebeenoutintherain。"
"Yes,"Churchillanswered。"Toobaditgotwet。IguessIwasabitcareless。"
Hegotupandwentoutside。TenminuteslaterLouisBondellwentoutandfoundhimonthesteps,sittingdown,elbowsonkneesandchinonhands,gazingsteadfastlyoutintothedarkness。
TOBUILDAFIRE
Dayhadbrokencoldandgrey,exceedinglycoldandgrey,whenthemanturnedasidefromthemainYukontrailandclimbedthehighearth-
bank,whereadimandlittle-travelledtrailledeastwardthroughthefatsprucetimberland。Itwasasteepbank,andhepausedforbreathatthetop,excusingtheacttohimselfbylookingathiswatch。Itwasnineo’clock。Therewasnosunnorhintofsun,thoughtherewasnotacloudinthesky。Itwasaclearday,andyetthereseemedanintangiblepalloverthefaceofthings,asubtlegloomthatmadethedaydark,andthatwasduetotheabsenceofsun。Thisfactdidnotworrytheman。Hewasusedtothelackofsun。Ithadbeendayssincehehadseenthesun,andheknewthatafewmoredaysmustpassbeforethatcheerfulorb,duesouth,wouldjustpeepabovethesky-
lineanddipimmediatelyfromview。
Themanflungalookbackalongthewayhehadcome。TheYukonlayamilewideandhiddenunderthreefeetofice。Ontopofthisicewereasmanyfeetofsnow。Itwasallpurewhite,rollingingentleundulationswheretheice-jamsofthefreeze-uphadformed。Northandsouth,asfarashiseyecouldsee,itwasunbrokenwhite,saveforadarkhair-linethatcurvedandtwistedfromaroundthespruce-
coveredislandtothesouth,andthatcurvedandtwistedawayintothenorth,whereitdisappearedbehindanotherspruce-coveredisland。
Thisdarkhair-linewasthetrail——themaintrail——thatledsouthfivehundredmilestotheChilcootPass,Dyea,andsaltwater;andthatlednorthseventymilestoDawson,andstillontothenorthathousandmilestoNulato,andfinallytoSt。MichaelonBeringSea,athousandmilesandhalfathousandmore。
Butallthis——themysterious,far-reachinghairlinetrail,theabsenceofsunfromthesky,thetremendouscold,andthestrangenessandweirdnessofitall——madenoimpressionontheman。Itwasnotbecausehewaslongusedtoit。Hewasanew-comerintheland,achechaquo,andthiswashisfirstwinter。Thetroublewithhimwasthathewaswithoutimagination。Hewasquickandalertinthethingsoflife,butonlyinthethings,andnotinthesignificances。
Fiftydegreesbelowzeromeanteightyodddegreesoffrost。Suchfactimpressedhimasbeingcoldanduncomfortable,andthatwasall。
Itdidnotleadhimtomeditateuponhisfrailtyasacreatureoftemperature,anduponman’sfrailtyingeneral,ableonlytolivewithincertainnarrowlimitsofheatandcold;andfromthereonitdidnotleadhimtotheconjecturalfieldofimmortalityandman’splaceintheuniverse。Fiftydegreesbelowzerostoodforabiteoffrostthathurtandthatmustbeguardedagainstbytheuseofmittens,ear-flaps,warmmoccasins,andthicksocks。Fiftydegreesbelowzerowastohimjustpreciselyfiftydegreesbelowzero。Thatthereshouldbeanythingmoretoitthanthatwasathoughtthatneverenteredhishead。
Asheturnedtogoon,hespatspeculatively。Therewasasharp,explosivecracklethatstartledhim。Hespatagain。Andagain,intheair,beforeitcouldfalltothesnow,thespittlecrackled。Heknewthatatfiftybelowspittlecrackledonthesnow,butthisspittlehadcrackledintheair。Undoubtedlyitwascolderthanfiftybelow——howmuchcolderhedidnotknow。Butthetemperaturedidnotmatter。HewasboundfortheoldclaimontheleftforkofHendersonCreek,wheretheboyswerealready。TheyhadcomeoveracrossthedividefromtheIndianCreekcountry,whilehehadcometheroundaboutwaytotakealookatthepossibilitiesofgettingoutlogsinthespringfromtheislandsintheYukon。Hewouldbeintocampbysixo’clock;abitafterdark,itwastrue,buttheboyswouldbethere,afirewouldbegoing,andahotsupperwouldbeready。Asforlunch,hepressedhishandagainsttheprotrudingbundleunderhisjacket。Itwasalsounderhisshirt,wrappedupinahandkerchiefandlyingagainstthenakedskin。Itwastheonlywaytokeepthebiscuitsfromfreezing。Hesmiledagreeablytohimselfashethoughtofthosebiscuits,eachcutopenandsoppedinbacongrease,andeachenclosingageneroussliceoffriedbacon。
Heplungedinamongthebigsprucetrees。Thetrailwasfaint。A
footofsnowhadfallensincethelastsledhadpassedover,andhewasgladhewaswithoutasled,travellinglight。Infact,hecarriednothingbutthelunchwrappedinthehandkerchief。Hewassurprised,however,atthecold。Itcertainlywascold,heconcluded,asherubbedhisnumbednoseandcheek-boneswithhismittenedhand。Hewasawarm-whiskeredman,butthehaironhisfacedidnotprotectthehighcheek-bonesandtheeagernosethatthrustitselfaggressivelyintothefrostyair。
Attheman’sheelstrottedadog,abignativehusky,theproperwolf-dog,grey-coatedandwithoutanyvisibleortemperamentaldifferencefromitsbrother,thewildwolf。Theanimalwasdepressedbythetremendouscold。Itknewthatitwasnotimefortravelling。
Itsinstincttolditatruertalethanwastoldtothemanbytheman’sjudgment。Inreality,itwasnotmerelycolderthanfiftybelowzero;itwascolderthansixtybelow,thanseventybelow。Itwasseventy-fivebelowzero。Sincethefreezing-pointisthirty-twoabovezero,itmeantthatonehundredandsevendegreesoffrostobtained。Thedogdidnotknowanythingaboutthermometers。
Possiblyinitsbraintherewasnosharpconsciousnessofaconditionofverycoldsuchaswasintheman’sbrain。Butthebrutehaditsinstinct。Itexperiencedavaguebutmenacingapprehensionthatsubdueditandmadeitslinkalongattheman’sheels,andthatmadeitquestioneagerlyeveryunwontedmovementofthemanasifexpectinghimtogointocamportoseeksheltersomewhereandbuildafire。Thedoghadlearnedfire,anditwantedfire,orelsetoburrowunderthesnowandcuddleitswarmthawayfromtheair。
Thefrozenmoistureofitsbreathinghadsettledonitsfurinafinepowderoffrost,andespeciallywereitsjowls,muzzle,andeyelasheswhitenedbyitscrystalledbreath。Theman’sredbeardandmoustachewerelikewisefrosted,butmoresolidly,thedeposittakingtheformoficeandincreasingwitheverywarm,moistbreathheexhaled。
Also,themanwaschewingtobacco,andthemuzzleoficeheldhislipssorigidlythathewasunabletoclearhischinwhenheexpelledthejuice。Theresultwasthatacrystalbeardofthecolourandsolidityofamberwasincreasingitslengthonhischin。Ifhefelldownitwouldshatteritself,likeglass,intobrittlefragments。
Buthedidnotmindtheappendage。Itwasthepenaltyalltobacco-
chewerspaidinthatcountry,andhehadbeenoutbeforeintwocoldsnaps。Theyhadnotbeensocoldasthis,heknew,butbythespiritthermometeratSixtyMileheknewtheyhadbeenregisteredatfiftybelowandatfifty-five。
Heheldonthroughthelevelstretchofwoodsforseveralmiles,crossedawideflatofnigger-heads,anddroppeddownabanktothefrozenbedofasmallstream。ThiswasHendersonCreek,andheknewhewastenmilesfromtheforks。Helookedathiswatch。Itwasteno’clock。Hewasmakingfourmilesanhour,andhecalculatedthathewouldarriveattheforksathalf-pasttwelve。Hedecidedtocelebratethateventbyeatinghislunchthere。
Thedogdroppedinagainathisheels,withataildroopingdiscouragement,asthemanswungalongthecreek-bed。Thefurrowoftheoldsled-trailwasplainlyvisible,butadozeninchesofsnowcoveredthemarksofthelastrunners。Inamonthnomanhadcomeupordownthatsilentcreek。Themanheldsteadilyon。Hewasnotmuchgiventothinking,andjustthenparticularlyhehadnothingtothinkaboutsavethathewouldeatlunchattheforksandthatatsixo’clockhewouldbeincampwiththeboys。Therewasnobodytotalktoand,hadtherebeen,speechwouldhavebeenimpossiblebecauseoftheice-muzzleonhismouth。Sohecontinuedmonotonouslytochewtobaccoandtoincreasethelengthofhisamberbeard。
Onceinawhilethethoughtreiterateditselfthatitwasverycoldandthathehadneverexperiencedsuchcold。Ashewalkedalongherubbedhischeek-bonesandnosewiththebackofhismittenedhand。
Hedidthisautomatically,nowandagainchanginghands。Butrubashewould,theinstanthestoppedhischeek-boneswentnumb,andthefollowinginstanttheendofhisnosewentnumb。Hewassuretofrosthischeeks;heknewthat,andexperiencedapangofregretthathehadnotdevisedanose-strapofthesortBudworeincoldsnaps。
Suchastrappassedacrossthecheeks,aswell,andsavedthem。Butitdidn’tmattermuch,afterall。Whatwerefrostedcheeks?Abitpainful,thatwasall;theywereneverserious。
Emptyastheman’smindwasofthoughts,hewaskeenlyobservant,andhenoticedthechangesinthecreek,thecurvesandbendsandtimber-
jams,andalwayshesharplynotedwhereheplacedhisfeet。Once,comingaroundabend,heshiedabruptly,likeastartledhorse,curvedawayfromtheplacewherehehadbeenwalking,andretreatedseveralpacesbackalongthetrail。Thecreekheknewwasfrozencleartothebottom——nocreekcouldcontainwaterinthatarcticwinter——butheknewalsothattherewerespringsthatbubbledoutfromthehillsidesandranalongunderthesnowandontoptheiceofthecreek。Heknewthatthecoldestsnapsneverfrozethesesprings,andheknewlikewisetheirdanger。Theyweretraps。Theyhidpoolsofwaterunderthesnowthatmightbethreeinchesdeep,orthreefeet。Sometimesaskinoficehalfaninchthickcoveredthem,andinturnwascoveredbythesnow。Sometimestherewerealternatelayersofwaterandice-skin,sothatwhenonebrokethroughhekeptonbreakingthroughforawhile,sometimeswettinghimselftothewaist。
Thatwaswhyhehadshiedinsuchpanic。Hehadfeltthegiveunderhisfeetandheardthecrackleofasnow-hiddenice-skin。Andtogethisfeetwetinsuchatemperaturemeanttroubleanddanger。Attheveryleastitmeantdelay,forhewouldbeforcedtostopandbuildafire,andunderitsprotectiontobarehisfeetwhilehedriedhissocksandmoccasins。Hestoodandstudiedthecreek-bedanditsbanks,anddecidedthattheflowofwatercamefromtheright。Hereflectedawhile,rubbinghisnoseandcheeks,thenskirtedtotheleft,steppinggingerlyandtestingthefootingforeachstep。Onceclearofthedanger,hetookafreshchewoftobaccoandswungalongathisfour-milegait。
Inthecourseofthenexttwohourshecameuponseveralsimilartraps。Usuallythesnowabovethehiddenpoolshadasunken,candiedappearancethatadvertisedthedanger。Onceagain,however,hehadaclosecall;andonce,suspectingdanger,hecompelledthedogtogooninfront。Thedogdidnotwanttogo。Ithungbackuntilthemanshoveditforward,andthenitwentquicklyacrossthewhite,unbrokensurface。Suddenlyitbrokethrough,flounderedtooneside,andgotawaytofirmerfooting。Ithadwetitsforefeetandlegs,andalmostimmediatelythewaterthatclungtoitturnedtoice。Itmadequickeffortstolicktheiceoffitslegs,thendroppeddowninthesnowandbegantobiteouttheicethathadformedbetweenthetoes。Thiswasamatterofinstinct。Topermittheicetoremainwouldmeansorefeet。Itdidnotknowthis。Itmerelyobeyedthemysteriouspromptingthatarosefromthedeepcryptsofitsbeing。
Butthemanknew,havingachievedajudgmentonthesubject,andheremovedthemittenfromhisrighthandandhelpedtearouttheice-
particles。Hedidnotexposehisfingersmorethanaminute,andwasastonishedattheswiftnumbnessthatsmotethem。Itcertainlywascold。Hepulledonthemittenhastily,andbeatthehandsavagelyacrosshischest。
Attwelveo’clockthedaywasatitsbrightest。Yetthesunwastoofarsouthonitswinterjourneytoclearthehorizon。ThebulgeoftheearthintervenedbetweenitandHendersonCreek,wherethemanwalkedunderaclearskyatnoonandcastnoshadow。Athalf-pasttwelve,totheminute,hearrivedattheforksofthecreek。Hewaspleasedatthespeedhehadmade。Ifhekeptitup,hewouldcertainlybewiththeboysbysix。Heunbuttonedhisjacketandshirtanddrewforthhislunch。Theactionconsumednomorethanaquarterofaminute,yetinthatbriefmomentthenumbnesslaidholdoftheexposedfingers。Hedidnotputthemittenon,but,instead,struckthefingersadozensharpsmashesagainsthisleg。Thenhesatdownonasnow-coveredlogtoeat。Thestingthatfolloweduponthestrikingofhisfingersagainsthislegceasedsoquicklythathewasstartled,hehadhadnochancetotakeabiteofbiscuit。Hestruckthefingersrepeatedlyandreturnedthemtothemitten,baringtheotherhandforthepurposeofeating。Hetriedtotakeamouthful,buttheice-muzzleprevented。Hehadforgottentobuildafireandthawout。Hechuckledathisfoolishness,andashechuckledhenotedthenumbnesscreepingintotheexposedfingers。
Also,henotedthatthestingingwhichhadfirstcometohistoeswhenhesatdownwasalreadypassingaway。Hewonderedwhetherthetoeswerewarmornumbed。Hemovedtheminsidethemoccasinsanddecidedthattheywerenumbed。
Hepulledthemittenonhurriedlyandstoodup。Hewasabitfrightened。Hestampedupanddownuntilthestingingreturnedintothefeet。Itcertainlywascold,washisthought。ThatmanfromSulphurCreekhadspokenthetruthwhentellinghowcolditsometimesgotinthecountry。Andhehadlaughedathimatthetime!Thatshowedonemustnotbetoosureofthings。Therewasnomistakeaboutit,itwascold。Hestrodeupanddown,stampinghisfeetandthreshinghisarms,untilreassuredbythereturningwarmth。Thenhegotoutmatchesandproceededtomakeafire。Fromtheundergrowth,wherehighwaterofthepreviousspringhadlodgedasupplyofseasonedtwigs,hegothisfirewood。Workingcarefullyfromasmallbeginning,hesoonhadaroaringfire,overwhichhethawedtheicefromhisfaceandintheprotectionofwhichheatehisbiscuits。
Forthemomentthecoldofspacewasoutwitted。Thedogtooksatisfactioninthefire,stretchingoutcloseenoughforwarmthandfarenoughawaytoescapebeingsinged。
Whenthemanhadfinished,hefilledhispipeandtookhiscomfortabletimeoverasmoke。Thenhepulledonhismittens,settledtheear-flapsofhiscapfirmlyabouthisears,andtookthecreektrailuptheleftfork。Thedogwasdisappointedandyearnedbacktowardthefire。Thismandidnotknowcold。Possiblyallthegenerationsofhisancestryhadbeenignorantofcold,ofrealcold,ofcoldonehundredandsevendegreesbelowfreezing-point。Butthedogknew;allitsancestryknew,andithadinheritedtheknowledge。
Anditknewthatitwasnotgoodtowalkabroadinsuchfearfulcold。
Itwasthetimetoliesnuginaholeinthesnowandwaitforacurtainofcloudtobedrawnacrossthefaceofouterspacewhencethiscoldcame。Ontheotherhand,therewaskeenintimacybetweenthedogandtheman。Theonewasthetoil-slaveoftheother,andtheonlycaressesithadeverreceivedwerethecaressesofthewhip-
lashandofharshandmenacingthroat-soundsthatthreatenedthewhip-lash。Sothedogmadenoefforttocommunicateitsapprehensiontotheman。Itwasnotconcernedinthewelfareoftheman;itwasforitsownsakethatityearnedbacktowardthefire。Butthemanwhistled,andspoketoitwiththesoundofwhip-lashes,andthedogswunginattheman’sheelsandfollowedafter。
Themantookachewoftobaccoandproceededtostartanewamberbeard。Also,hismoistbreathquicklypowderedwithwhitehismoustache,eyebrows,andlashes。TheredidnotseemtobesomanyspringsontheleftforkoftheHenderson,andforhalfanhourthemansawnosignsofany。Andthenithappened。Ataplacewheretherewerenosigns,wherethesoft,unbrokensnowseemedtoadvertisesoliditybeneath,themanbrokethrough。Itwasnotdeep。
Hewettedhimselfhalf-waytothekneesbeforeheflounderedouttothefirmcrust。
Hewasangry,andcursedhisluckaloud。Hehadhopedtogetintocampwiththeboysatsixo’clock,andthiswoulddelayhimanhour,forhewouldhavetobuildafireanddryouthisfoot-gear。Thiswasimperativeatthatlowtemperature——heknewthatmuch;andheturnedasidetothebank,whichheclimbed。Ontop,tangledintheunderbrushaboutthetrunksofseveralsmallsprucetrees,wasahigh-waterdepositofdryfirewood——sticksandtwigsprincipally,butalsolargerportionsofseasonedbranchesandfine,dry,last-year’sgrasses。Hethrewdownseverallargepiecesontopofthesnow。
Thisservedforafoundationandpreventedtheyoungflamefromdrowningitselfinthesnowitotherwisewouldmelt。Theflamehegotbytouchingamatchtoasmallshredofbirch-barkthathetookfromhispocket。Thisburnedevenmorereadilythanpaper。Placingitonthefoundation,hefedtheyoungflamewithwispsofdrygrassandwiththetiniestdrytwigs。
Heworkedslowlyandcarefully,keenlyawareofhisdanger。
Gradually,astheflamegrewstronger,heincreasedthesizeofthetwigswithwhichhefedit。Hesquattedinthesnow,pullingthetwigsoutfromtheirentanglementinthebrushandfeedingdirectlytotheflame。Heknewtheremustbenofailure。Whenitisseventy-
fivebelowzero,amanmustnotfailinhisfirstattempttobuildafire——thatis,ifhisfeetarewet。Ifhisfeetaredry,andhefails,hecanrunalongthetrailforhalfamileandrestorehiscirculation。Butthecirculationofwetandfreezingfeetcannotberestoredbyrunningwhenitisseventy-fivebelow。Nomatterhowfastheruns,thewetfeetwillfreezetheharder。
Allthisthemanknew。Theold-timeronSulphurCreekhadtoldhimaboutitthepreviousfall,andnowhewasappreciatingtheadvice。
Alreadyallsensationhadgoneoutofhisfeet。Tobuildthefirehehadbeenforcedtoremovehismittens,andthefingershadquicklygonenumb。Hispaceoffourmilesanhourhadkepthisheartpumpingbloodtothesurfaceofhisbodyandtoalltheextremities。Buttheinstanthestopped,theactionofthepumpeaseddown。Thecoldofspacesmotetheunprotectedtipoftheplanet,andhe,beingonthatunprotectedtip,receivedthefullforceoftheblow。Thebloodofhisbodyrecoiledbeforeit。Thebloodwasalive,likethedog,andlikethedogitwantedtohideawayandcoveritselfupfromthefearfulcold。Solongashewalkedfourmilesanhour,hepumpedthatblood,willy-nilly,tothesurface;butnowitebbedawayandsankdownintotherecessesofhisbody。Theextremitieswerethefirsttofeelitsabsence。Hiswetfeetfrozethefaster,andhisexposedfingersnumbedthefaster,thoughtheyhadnotyetbeguntofreeze。Noseandcheekswerealreadyfreezing,whiletheskinofallhisbodychilledasitlostitsblood。
Buthewassafe。Toesandnoseandcheekswouldbeonlytouchedbythefrost,forthefirewasbeginningtoburnwithstrength。Hewasfeedingitwithtwigsthesizeofhisfinger。Inanotherminutehewouldbeabletofeeditwithbranchesthesizeofhiswrist,andthenhecouldremovehiswetfoot-gear,and,whileitdried,hecouldkeephisnakedfeetwarmbythefire,rubbingthematfirst,ofcourse,withsnow。Thefirewasasuccess。Hewassafe。Herememberedtheadviceoftheold-timeronSulphurCreek,andsmiled。
Theold-timerhadbeenveryseriousinlayingdownthelawthatnomanmusttravelaloneintheKlondikeafterfiftybelow。Well,herehewas;hehadhadtheaccident;hewasalone;andhehadsavedhimself。Thoseold-timerswereratherwomanish,someofthem,hethought。Allamanhadtodowastokeephishead,andhewasallright。Anymanwhowasamancouldtravelalone。Butitwassurprising,therapiditywithwhichhischeeksandnosewerefreezing。Andhehadnotthoughthisfingerscouldgolifelessinsoshortatime。Lifelesstheywere,forhecouldscarcelymakethemmovetogethertogripatwig,andtheyseemedremotefromhisbodyandfromhim。Whenhetouchedatwig,hehadtolookandseewhetherornothehadholdofit。Thewireswereprettywelldownbetweenhimandhisfinger-ends。
Allofwhichcountedforlittle。Therewasthefire,snappingandcracklingandpromisinglifewitheverydancingflame。Hestartedtountiehismoccasins。Theywerecoatedwithice;thethickGermansockswerelikesheathsofironhalf-waytotheknees;andthemocassinstringswerelikerodsofsteelalltwistedandknottedasbysomeconflagration。Foramomenthetuggedwithhisnumbedfingers,then,realizingthefollyofit,hedrewhissheath-knife。
Butbeforehecouldcutthestrings,ithappened。Itwashisownfaultor,rather,hismistake。Heshouldnothavebuiltthefireunderthesprucetree。Heshouldhavebuiltitintheopen。Butithadbeeneasiertopullthetwigsfromthebrushanddropthemdirectlyonthefire。Nowthetreeunderwhichhehaddonethiscarriedaweightofsnowonitsboughs。Nowindhadblownforweeks,andeachboughwasfullyfreighted。Eachtimehehadpulledatwighehadcommunicatedaslightagitationtothetree——animperceptibleagitation,sofarashewasconcerned,butanagitationsufficienttobringaboutthedisaster。Highupinthetreeoneboughcapsizeditsloadofsnow。Thisfellontheboughsbeneath,capsizingthem。Thisprocesscontinued,spreadingoutandinvolvingthewholetree。Itgrewlikeanavalanche,anditdescendedwithoutwarninguponthemanandthefire,andthefirewasblottedout!Whereithadburnedwasamantleoffreshanddisorderedsnow。
Themanwasshocked。Itwasasthoughhehadjustheardhisownsentenceofdeath。Foramomenthesatandstaredatthespotwherethefirehadbeen。Thenhegrewverycalm。Perhapstheold-timeronSulphurCreekwasright。Ifhehadonlyhadatrail-matehewouldhavebeeninnodangernow。Thetrail-matecouldhavebuiltthefire。Well,itwasuptohimtobuildthefireoveragain,andthissecondtimetheremustbenofailure。Evenifhesucceeded,hewouldmostlikelylosesometoes。Hisfeetmustbebadlyfrozenbynow,andtherewouldbesometimebeforethesecondfirewasready。
Suchwerehisthoughts,buthedidnotsitandthinkthem。Hewasbusyallthetimetheywerepassingthroughhismind,hemadeanewfoundationforafire,thistimeintheopen;wherenotreacheroustreecouldblotitout。Next,hegathereddrygrassesandtinytwigsfromthehigh-waterflotsam。Hecouldnotbringhisfingerstogethertopullthemout,buthewasabletogatherthembythehandful。Inthiswayhegotmanyrottentwigsandbitsofgreenmossthatwereundesirable,butitwasthebesthecoulddo。Heworkedmethodically,evencollectinganarmfulofthelargerbranchestobeusedlaterwhenthefiregatheredstrength。Andallthewhilethedogsatandwatchedhim,acertainyearningwistfulnessinitseyes,foritlookeduponhimasthefire-provider,andthefirewasslowincoming。
Whenallwasready,themanreachedinhispocketforasecondpieceofbirch-bark。Heknewthebarkwasthere,and,thoughhecouldnotfeelitwithhisfingers,hecouldhearitscrisprustlingashefumbledforit。Tryashewould,hecouldnotclutchholdofit。
Andallthetime,inhisconsciousness,wastheknowledgethateachinstanthisfeetwerefreezing。Thisthoughttendedtoputhiminapanic,buthefoughtagainstitandkeptcalm。Hepulledonhismittenswithhisteeth,andthreshedhisarmsbackandforth,beatinghishandswithallhismightagainsthissides。Hedidthissittingdown,andhestooduptodoit;andallthewhilethedogsatinthesnow,itswolf-brushofatailcurledaroundwarmlyoveritsforefeet,itssharpwolf-earsprickedforwardintentlyasitwatchedtheman。Andthemanashebeatandthreshedwithhisarmsandhands,feltagreatsurgeofenvyasheregardedthecreaturethatwaswarmandsecureinitsnaturalcovering。
Afteratimehewasawareofthefirstfar-awaysignalsofsensationinhisbeatenfingers。Thefainttinglinggrewstrongertillitevolvedintoastingingachethatwasexcruciating,butwhichthemanhailedwithsatisfaction。Hestrippedthemittenfromhisrighthandandfetchedforththebirch-bark。Theexposedfingerswerequicklygoingnumbagain。Nexthebroughtouthisbunchofsulphurmatches。
Butthetremendouscoldhadalreadydriventhelifeoutofhisfingers。Inhisefforttoseparateonematchfromtheothers,thewholebunchfellinthesnow。Hetriedtopickitoutofthesnow,butfailed。Thedeadfingerscouldneithertouchnorclutch。Hewasverycareful。Hedrovethethoughtofhisfreezingfeet;andnose,andcheeks,outofhismind,devotinghiswholesoultothematches。
Hewatched,usingthesenseofvisioninplaceofthatoftouch,andwhenhesawhisfingersoneachsidethebunch,heclosedthem——thatis,hewilledtoclosethem,forthewiresweredrawn,andthefingersdidnotobey。Hepulledthemittenontherighthand,andbeatitfiercelyagainsthisknee。Then,withbothmittenedhands,hescoopedthebunchofmatches,alongwithmuchsnow,intohislap。
Yethewasnobetteroff。
Aftersomemanipulationhemanagedtogetthebunchbetweentheheelsofhismittenedhands。Inthisfashionhecarriedittohismouth。
Theicecrackledandsnappedwhenbyaviolenteffortheopenedhismouth。Hedrewthelowerjawin,curledtheupperlipoutoftheway,andscrapedthebunchwithhisupperteethinordertoseparateamatch。Hesucceededingettingone,whichhedroppedonhislap。
Hewasnobetteroff。Hecouldnotpickitup。Thenhedevisedaway。Hepickeditupinhisteethandscratcheditonhisleg。
Twentytimeshescratchedbeforehesucceededinlightingit。Asitflamedhehelditwithhisteethtothebirch-bark。Buttheburningbrimstonewentuphisnostrilsandintohislungs,causinghimtocoughspasmodically。Thematchfellintothesnowandwentout。
Theold-timeronSulphurCreekwasright,hethoughtinthemomentofcontrolleddespairthatensued:afterfiftybelow,amanshouldtravelwithapartner。Hebeathishands,butfailedinexcitinganysensation。Suddenlyhebaredbothhands,removingthemittenswithhisteeth。Hecaughtthewholebunchbetweentheheelsofhishands。
Hisarm-musclesnotbeingfrozenenabledhimtopressthehand-heelstightlyagainstthematches。Thenhescratchedthebunchalonghisleg。Itflaredintoflame,seventysulphurmatchesatonce!Therewasnowindtoblowthemout。Hekepthisheadtoonesidetoescapethestranglingfumes,andheldtheblazingbunchtothebirch-bark。
Ashesoheldit,hebecameawareofsensationinhishand。Hisfleshwasburning。Hecouldsmellit。Deepdownbelowthesurfacehecouldfeelit。Thesensationdevelopedintopainthatgrewacute。
Andstillheenduredit,holdingtheflameofthematchesclumsilytothebarkthatwouldnotlightreadilybecausehisownburninghandswereintheway,absorbingmostoftheflame。
Atlast,whenhecouldendurenomore,hejerkedhishandsapart。
Theblazingmatchesfellsizzlingintothesnow,butthebirch-barkwasalight。Hebeganlayingdrygrassesandthetiniesttwigsontheflame。Hecouldnotpickandchoose,forhehadtoliftthefuelbetweentheheelsofhishands。Smallpiecesofrottenwoodandgreenmossclungtothetwigs,andhebitthemoffaswellashecouldwithhisteeth。Hecherishedtheflamecarefullyandawkwardly。Itmeantlife,anditmustnotperish。Thewithdrawalofbloodfromthesurfaceofhisbodynowmadehimbegintoshiver,andhegrewmoreawkward。Alargepieceofgreenmossfellsquarelyonthelittlefire。Hetriedtopokeitoutwithhisfingers,buthisshiveringframemadehimpoketoofar,andhedisruptedthenucleusofthelittlefire,theburninggrassesandtinytwigsseparatingandscattering。Hetriedtopokethemtogetheragain,butinspiteofthetensenessoftheeffort,hisshiveringgotawaywithhim,andthetwigswerehopelesslyscattered。Eachtwiggushedapuffofsmokeandwentout。Thefire-providerhadfailed。Ashelookedapatheticallyabouthim,hiseyeschancedonthedog,sittingacrosstheruinsofthefirefromhim,inthesnow,makingrestless,hunchingmovements,slightlyliftingoneforefootandthentheother,shiftingitsweightbackandforthonthemwithwistfuleagerness。
Thesightofthedogputawildideaintohishead。Herememberedthetaleoftheman,caughtinablizzard,whokilledasteerandcrawledinsidethecarcass,andsowassaved。Hewouldkillthedogandburyhishandsinthewarmbodyuntilthenumbnesswentoutofthem。Thenhecouldbuildanotherfire。Hespoketothedog,callingittohim;butinhisvoicewasastrangenoteoffearthatfrightenedtheanimal,whohadneverknownthemantospeakinsuchwaybefore。Somethingwasthematter,anditssuspiciousnaturesenseddanger,——itknewnotwhatdangerbutsomewhere,somehow,initsbrainaroseanapprehensionoftheman。Itflatteneditsearsdownatthesoundoftheman’svoice,anditsrestless,hunchingmovementsandtheliftingsandshiftingsofitsforefeetbecamemorepronouncedbutitwouldnotcometotheman。Hegotonhishandsandkneesandcrawledtowardthedog。Thisunusualpostureagainexcitedsuspicion,andtheanimalsidledmincinglyaway。
Themansatupinthesnowforamomentandstruggledforcalmness。
Thenhepulledonhismittens,bymeansofhisteeth,andgotuponhisfeet。Heglanceddownatfirstinordertoassurehimselfthathewasreallystandingup,fortheabsenceofsensationinhisfeetlefthimunrelatedtotheearth。Hiserectpositioninitselfstartedtodrivethewebsofsuspicionfromthedog’smind;andwhenhespokeperemptorily,withthesoundofwhip-lashesinhisvoice,thedogrendereditscustomaryallegianceandcametohim。Asitcamewithinreachingdistance,themanlosthiscontrol。Hisarmsflashedouttothedog,andheexperiencedgenuinesurprisewhenhediscoveredthathishandscouldnotclutch,thattherewasneitherbendnorfeelinginthelingers。Hehadforgottenforthemomentthattheywerefrozenandthattheywerefreezingmoreandmore。Allthishappenedquickly,andbeforetheanimalcouldgetaway,heencircleditsbodywithhisarms。Hesatdowninthesnow,andinthisfashionheldthedog,whileitsnarledandwhinedandstruggled。
Butitwasallhecoulddo,holditsbodyencircledinhisarmsandsitthere。Herealizedthathecouldnotkillthedog。Therewasnowaytodoit。Withhishelplesshandshecouldneitherdrawnorholdhissheath-knifenorthrottletheanimal。Hereleasedit,anditplungedwildlyaway,withtailbetweenitslegs,andstillsnarling。
Ithaltedfortyfeetawayandsurveyedhimcuriously,withearssharplyprickedforward。Themanlookeddownathishandsinordertolocatethem,andfoundthemhangingontheendsofhisarms。Itstruckhimascuriousthatoneshouldhavetousehiseyesinordertofindoutwherehishandswere。Hebeganthreshinghisarmsbackandforth,beatingthemittenedhandsagainsthissides。Hedidthisforfiveminutes,violently,andhisheartpumpedenoughblooduptothesurfacetoputastoptohisshivering。Butnosensationwasarousedinthehands。Hehadanimpressionthattheyhunglikeweightsontheendsofhisarms,butwhenhetriedtoruntheimpressiondown,hecouldnotfindit。
Acertainfearofdeath,dullandoppressive,cametohim。Thisfearquicklybecamepoignantasherealizedthatitwasnolongeramerematteroffreezinghisfingersandtoes,oroflosinghishandsandfeet,butthatitwasamatteroflifeanddeathwiththechancesagainsthim。Thisthrewhimintoapanic,andheturnedandranupthecreek-bedalongtheold,dimtrail。Thedogjoinedinbehindandkeptupwithhim。Heranblindly,withoutintention,infearsuchashehadneverknowninhislife。Slowly,asheploughedandflounderedthroughthesnow,hebegantoseethingsagain——thebanksofthecreek,theoldtimber-jams,theleaflessaspens,andthesky。
Therunningmadehimfeelbetter。Hedidnotshiver。Maybe,ifheranon,hisfeetwouldthawout;and,anyway,ifheranfarenough,hewouldreachcampandtheboys。Withoutdoubthewouldlosesomefingersandtoesandsomeofhisface;buttheboyswouldtakecareofhim,andsavetherestofhimwhenhegotthere。Andatthesametimetherewasanotherthoughtinhismindthatsaidhewouldnevergettothecampandtheboys;thatitwastoomanymilesaway,thatthefreezinghadtoogreatastartonhim,andthathewouldsoonbestiffanddead。Thisthoughthekeptinthebackgroundandrefusedtoconsider。Sometimesitpusheditselfforwardanddemandedtobeheard,buthethrustitbackandstrovetothinkofotherthings。
Itstruckhimascuriousthathecouldrunatallonfeetsofrozenthathecouldnotfeelthemwhentheystrucktheearthandtooktheweightofhisbody。Heseemedtohimselftoskimalongabovethesurfaceandtohavenoconnectionwiththeearth。SomewherehehadonceseenawingedMercury,andhewonderedifMercuryfeltashefeltwhenskimmingovertheearth。
Histheoryofrunninguntilhereachedcampandtheboyshadoneflawinit:helackedtheendurance。Severaltimeshestumbled,andfinallyhetottered,crumpledup,andfell。Whenhetriedtorise,hefailed。Hemustsitandrest,hedecided,andnexttimehewouldmerelywalkandkeepongoing。Ashesatandregainedhisbreath,henotedthathewasfeelingquitewarmandcomfortable。Hewasnotshivering,anditevenseemedthatawarmglowhadcometohischestandtrunk。Andyet,whenhetouchedhisnoseorcheeks,therewasnosensation。Runningwouldnotthawthemout。Norwoulditthawouthishandsandfeet。Thenthethoughtcametohimthatthefrozenportionsofhisbodymustbeextending。Hetriedtokeepthisthoughtdown,toforgetit,tothinkofsomethingelse;hewasawareofthepanickyfeelingthatitcaused,andhewasafraidofthepanic。Butthethoughtasserteditself,andpersisted,untilitproducedavisionofhisbodytotallyfrozen。Thiswastoomuch,andhemadeanotherwildrunalongthetrail。Oncehesloweddowntoawalk,butthethoughtofthefreezingextendingitselfmadehimrunagain。
Andallthetimethedogranwithhim,athisheels。Whenhefelldownasecondtime,itcurleditstailoveritsforefeetandsatinfrontofhimfacinghimcuriouslyeagerandintent。Thewarmthandsecurityoftheanimalangeredhim,andhecursedittillitflatteneddownitsearsappeasingly。Thistimetheshiveringcamemorequicklyupontheman。Hewaslosinginhisbattlewiththefrost。Itwascreepingintohisbodyfromallsides。Thethoughtofitdrovehimon,butherannomorethanahundredfeet,whenhestaggeredandpitchedheadlong。Itwashislastpanic。Whenhehadrecoveredhisbreathandcontrol,hesatupandentertainedinhismindtheconceptionofmeetingdeathwithdignity。However,theconceptiondidnotcometohiminsuchterms。Hisideaofitwasthathehadbeenmakingafoolofhimself,runningaroundlikeachickenwithitsheadcutoff——suchwasthesimilethatoccurredtohim。Well,hewasboundtofreezeanyway,andhemightaswelltakeitdecently。Withthisnew-foundpeaceofmindcamethefirstglimmeringsofdrowsiness。Agoodidea,hethought,tosleepofftodeath。Itwasliketakingananaesthetic。Freezingwasnotsobadaspeoplethought。Therewerelotsworsewaystodie。
Hepicturedtheboysfindinghisbodynextday。Suddenlyhefoundhimselfwiththem,comingalongthetrailandlookingforhimself。
And,stillwiththem,hecamearoundaturninthetrailandfoundhimselflyinginthesnow。Hedidnotbelongwithhimselfanymore,foreventhenhewasoutofhimself,standingwiththeboysandlookingathimselfinthesnow。Itcertainlywascold,washisthought。WhenhegotbacktotheStateshecouldtellthefolkswhatrealcoldwas。Hedriftedonfromthistoavisionoftheold-timeronSulphurCreek。Hecouldseehimquiteclearly,warmandcomfortable,andsmokingapipe。
"Youwereright,oldhoss;youwereright,"themanmumbledtotheold-timerofSulphurCreek。
Thenthemandrowsedoffintowhatseemedtohimthemostcomfortableandsatisfyingsleephehadeverknown。Thedogsatfacinghimandwaiting。Thebriefdaydrewtoacloseinalong,slowtwilight。
Therewerenosignsofafiretobemade,and,besides,neverinthedog’sexperiencehaditknownamantositlikethatinthesnowandmakenofire。Asthetwilightdrewon,itseageryearningforthefiremasteredit,andwithagreatliftingandshiftingofforefeet,itwhinedsoftly,thenflatteneditsearsdowninanticipationofbeingchiddenbytheman。Butthemanremainedsilent。Later,thedogwhinedloudly。Andstilllateritcreptclosetothemanandcaughtthescentofdeath。Thismadetheanimalbristleandbackaway。Alittlelongeritdelayed,howlingunderthestarsthatleapedanddancedandshonebrightlyinthecoldsky。Thenitturnedandtrottedupthetrailinthedirectionofthecampitknew,whereweretheotherfood-providersandfire-providers。
THATSPOT
Idon’tthinkmuchofStephenMackayeanymore,thoughIusedtoswearbyhim。IknowthatinthosedaysIlovedhimmorethanmyownbrother。IfeverImeetStephenMackayeagain,Ishallnotberesponsibleformyactions。ItpassesbeyondmethatamanwithwhomIsharedfoodandblanket,andwithwhomImushedovertheChilcootTrail,shouldturnoutthewayhedid。IalwayssizedSteveupasasquareman,akindlycomrade,withoutaniotaofanythingvindictiveormaliciousinhisnature。Ishallnevertrustmyjudgmentinmenagain。Why,Inursedthatmanthroughtyphoidfever;westarvedtogetherontheheadwatersoftheStewart;andhesavedmylifeontheLittleSalmon。Andnow,aftertheyearsweweretogether,allI
cansayofStephenMackayeisthatheisthemeanestmanIeverknew。
WestartedfortheKlondikeinthefallrushof1897,andwestartedtoolatetogetoverChilcootPassbeforethefreeze-up。Wepackedouroutfitonourbackspartwayover,whenthesnowbegantofly,andthenwehadtobuydogsinordertosledittherestoftheway。
ThatwashowwecametogetthatSpot。Dogswerehigh,andwepaidonehundredandtendollarsforhim。Helookedworthit。IsayLOOKED,becausehewasoneofthefinest-appearingdogsIeversaw。
Heweighedsixtypounds,andhehadallthelinesofagoodsledanimal。Wenevercouldmakeouthisbreed。Hewasn’thusky,norMalemute,norHudsonBay;helookedlikeallofthemandhedidn’tlooklikeanyofthem;andontopofitallhehadsomeofthewhiteman’sdoginhim,forononeside,inthethickofthemixedyellow-
brown-red-and-dirty-whitethatwashisprevailingcolour,therewasaspotofcoal-blackasbigasawater-bucket。ThatwaswhywecalledhimSpot。
Hewasagoodlookerallright。Whenhewasinconditionhismusclesstoodoutinbunchesalloverhim。Andhewasthestrongest-lookingbruteIeversawinAlaska,alsothemostintelligent-looking。Torunyourevesoverhim,you’dthinkhecouldoutpullthreedogsofhisownweight。Maybehecould,butIneversawit。Hisintelligencedidn’trunthatway。Hecouldstealandforagetoperfection;hehadaninstinctthatwaspositivelygruesomefordiviningwhenworkwastobedoneandformakingasneakaccordingly;
andforgettinglostandnotstayinglosthewasnothingshortofinspired。Butwhenitcametowork,thewaythatintelligencedribbledoutofhimandlefthimamereclotofwobbling,stupidjellywouldmakeyourheartbleed。
TherearetimeswhenIthinkitwasn’tstupidity。Maybe,likesomemenIknow,hewastoowisetowork。Ishouldn’twonderifheputitalloveruswiththatintelligenceofhis。Maybehefigureditalloutanddecidedthatalickingnowandagainandnoworkwasawholelotbetterthanworkallthetimeandnolicking。Hewasintelligentenoughforsuchacomputation。Itellyou,I’vesatandlookedintothatdog’seyestilltheshiversranupanddownmyspineandthemarrowcrawledlikeyeast,whatoftheintelligenceIsawshiningout。Ican’texpressmyselfaboutthatintelligence。Itisbeyondmerewords。Isawit,that’sall。Attimesitwaslikegazingintoahumansoul,tolookintohiseyes;andwhatIsawtherefrightenedmeandstartedallsortsofideasinmyownmindofreincarnationandalltherest。ItellyouIsensedsomethingbiginthatbrute’seyes;therewasamessagethere,butIwasn’tbigenoughmyselftocatchit。Whateveritwas(IknowI’mmakingafoolofmyself)——
whateveritwas,itbaffledme。Ican’tgiveaninklingofwhatI
sawinthatbrute’seyes;itwasn’tlight,itwasn’tcolour;itwassomethingthatmoved,awayback,whentheeyesthemselvesweren’tmoving。AndIguessIdidn’tseeitmoveeither;Ionlysensedthatitmoved。Itwasanexpression——that’swhatitwas——andIgotanimpressionofit。No;itwasdifferentfromamereexpression;itwasmorethanthat。Idon’tknowwhatitwas,butitgavemeafeelingofkinshipjustthesame。Oh,no,notsentimentalkinship。
Itwas,rather,akinshipofequality。Thoseeyesneverpleadedlikeadeer’seyes。Theychallenged。No,itwasn’tdefiance。Itwasjustacalmassumptionofequality。AndIdon’tthinkitwasdeliberate。Mybeliefisthatitwasunconsciousonhispart。Itwastherebecauseitwasthere,anditcouldn’thelpshiningout。
No,Idon’tmeanshine。Itdidn’tshine;itMOVED。IknowI’mtalkingrot,butifyou’dlookedintothatanimal’seyesthewayI
have,you’dunderstand。StevewasaffectedthesamewayIwas。Why,ItriedtokillthatSpotonce——hewasnogoodforanything;andI
felldownonit。Iledhimoutintothebrush,andhecamealongslowandunwilling。Heknewwhatwasgoingon。Istoppedinalikelyplace,putmyfootontherope,andpulledmybigColt’s。Andthatdogsatdownandlookedatme。Itellyouhedidn’tplead。Hejustlooked。AndIsawallkindsofincomprehensiblethingsmoving,yes,MOVING,inthoseeyesofhis。Ididn’treallyseethemmove;I
thoughtIsawthem,for,asIsaidbefore,IguessIonlysensedthem。AndIwanttotellyourightnowthatitgotbeyondme。Itwaslikekillingaman,aconscious,braveman,wholookedcalmlyintoyourgunasmuchastosay,"Who’safraid?"
Then,too,themessageseemedsonearthat,insteadofpullingthetriggerquick,IstoppedtoseeifIcouldcatchthemessage。Thereitwas,rightbeforeme,glimmeringallaroundinthoseeyesofhis。
Andthenitwastoolate。Igotscared。Iwastremblyallover,andmystomachgeneratedanervouspalpitationthatmademeseasick。I
justsatdownandlookedatthedog,andhelookedatme,tillI
thoughtIwasgoingcrazy。DoyouwanttoknowwhatIdid?IthrewdownthegunandranbacktocampwiththefearofGodinmyheart。
Stevelaughedatme。ButInoticethatSteveledSpotintothewoods,aweeklater,forthesamepurpose,andthatStevecamebackalone,andalittlelaterSpotdriftedback,too。
Atanyrate,Spotwouldn’twork。Wepaidahundredandtendollarsforhimfromthebottomofoursack,andhewouldn’twork。Hewouldn’teventightenthetraces。Stevespoketohimthefirsttimeweputhiminharness,andhesortofshivered,thatwasall。Notanounceonthetraces。Hejuststoodstillandwobbled,likesomuchjelly。Stevetouchedhimwiththewhip。Heyelped,butnotanounce。Stevetouchedhimagain,abitharder,andhehowled——theregularlongwolfhowl。ThenStevegotmadandgavehimhalfadozen,andIcameontherunfromthetent。
ItoldStevehewasbrutalwiththeanimal,andwehadsomewords——
thefirstwe’deverhad。Hethrewthewhipdowninthesnowandwalkedawaymad。Ipickeditupandwenttoit。ThatSpottrembledandwobbledandcoweredbeforeeverIswungthelash,andwiththefirstbiteofithehowledlikealostsoul。Nexthelaydowninthesnow。Istartedtherestofthedogs,andtheydraggedhimalongwhileIthrewthewhipintohim。Herolledoveronhisbackandbumpedalong,hisfourlegswavingintheair,himselfhowlingasthoughhewasgoingthroughasausagemachine。Stevecamebackandlaughedatme,andIapologizedforwhatI’dsaid。
TherewasnogettinganyworkoutofthatSpot;andtomakeupforit,hewasthebiggestpig-gluttonofadogIeversaw。Ontopofthat,hewasthecleverestthief。Therewasnocircumventinghim。
ManyabreakfastwewentwithoutourbaconbecauseSpothadbeentherefirst。AnditwasbecauseofhimthatwenearlystarvedtodeathuptheStewart。Hefiguredoutthewaytobreakintoourmeat-
cache,andwhathedidn’teat,therestoftheteamdid。Buthewasimpartial。Hestolefromeverybody。Hewasarestlessdog,alwaysverybusysnoopingaroundorgoingsomewhere。Andtherewasneveracampwithinfivemilesthathedidn’traid。Theworstofitwasthattheyalwayscamebackonustopayhisboardbill,whichwasjust,beingthelawoftheland;butitwasmightyhardonus,especiallythatfirstwinterontheChilcoot,whenwewerebusted,payingforwholehamsandsidesofbaconthatweneverate。Hecouldfight,too,thatSpot。Hecoulddoeverythingbutwork。Heneverpulledapound,buthewasthebossofthewholeteam。Thewayhemadethosedogsstandaroundwasaneducation。Hebulliedthem,andtherewasalwaysoneormoreofthemfresh-markedwithhisfangs。Buthewasmorethanabully。Hewasn’tafraidofanythingthatwalkedonfourlegs;andI’veseenhimmarch,single-handedintoastrangeteam,withoutanyprovocationwhatever,andputthekiboshonthewholeoutfit。DidIsayhecouldeat?Icaughthimeatingthewhiponce。
That’sstraight。Hestartedinatthelash,andwhenIcaughthimhewasdowntothehandle,andstillgoing。
Buthewasagoodlooker。Attheendofthefirstweekwesoldhimforseventy-fivedollarstotheMountedPolice。Theyhadexperienceddog-drivers,andweknewthatbythetimehe’dcoveredthesixhundredmilestoDawsonhe’dbeagoodsled-dog。IsayweKNEW,forwewerejustgettingacquaintedwiththatSpot。Alittlelaterwewerenotbrashenoughtoknowanythingwherehewasconcerned。A
weeklaterwewokeupinthemorningtothedangdestdog-fightwe’deverheard。ItwasthatSpotcomebackandknockingtheteamintoshape。Weateaprettydepressingbreakfast,Icantellyou;butcheereduptwohoursafterwardwhenwesoldhimtoanofficialcourier,boundintoDawsonwithgovernmentdespatches。ThatSpotwasonlythreedaysincomingback,and,asusual,celebratedhisarrivalwitharoughhouse。
Wespentthewinterandspring,afterourownoutfitwasacrossthepass,freightingotherpeople’soutfits;andwemadeafatstake。
Also,wemademoneyoutofSpot。Ifwesoldhimonce,wesoldhimtwentytimes。Healwayscameback,andnooneaskedfortheirmoney。
Wedidn’twantthemoney。We’dhavepaidhandsomelyforanyonetotakehimoffourhandsforkeeps’。Wehadtogetridofhim,andwecouldn’tgivehimaway,forthatwouldhavebeensuspicious。Buthewassuchafinelookerthatweneverhadanydifficultyinsellinghim。"Unbroke,"we’dsay,andthey’dpayanyoldpriceforhim。Wesoldhimaslowastwenty-fivedollars,andoncewegotahundredandfiftyforhim。Thatparticularpartyreturnedhiminperson,refusedtotakehismoneyback,andthewayheabuseduswassomethingawful。
Hesaiditwascheapatthepricetotelluswhathethoughtofus;
andwefelthewassojustifiedthatwenevertalkedback。ButtothisdayI’veneverquiteregainedalltheoldself-respectthatwasminebeforethatmantalkedtome。
Whentheiceclearedoutofthelakesandriver,weputouroutfitinaLakeBennettboatandstartedforDawson。Wehadagoodteamofdogs,andofcoursewepiledthemontoptheoutfit。ThatSpotwasalong——therewasnolosinghim;andadozentimes,thefirstday,heknockedoneoranotherofthedogsoverboardinthecourseoffightingwiththem。Itwasclosequarters,andhedidn’tlikebeingcrowded。
"Whatthatdogneedsisspace,"Stevesaidthesecondday。"Let’smaroonhim。"
Wedid,runningtheboatinatCaribouCrossingforhimtojumpashore。Twooftheotherdogs,gooddogs,followedhim;andwelosttwowholedaystryingtofindthem。Weneversawthosetwodogsagain;butthequietnessandreliefweenjoyedmadeusdecide,likethemanwhorefusedhishundredandfifty,thatitwascheapattheprice。ForthefirsttimeinmonthsSteveandIlaughedandwhistledandsang。Wewereashappyasclams。Thedarkdayswereover。Thenightmarehadbeenlifted。ThatSpotwasgone。
Threeweekslater,onemorning,SteveandIwerestandingontheriver-bankatDawson。AsmallboatwasjustarrivingfromLakeBennett。IsawStevegiveastart,andheardhimsaysomethingthatwasnotniceandthatwasnotunderhisbreath。ThenIlooked;andthere,inthebowoftheboat,withearsprickedup,satSpot。SteveandIsneakedimmediately,likebeatencurs,likecowards,likeabscondersfromjustice。Itwasthislastthatthelieutenantofpolicethoughtwhenhesawussneaking。Hesurmisedthattherewerelaw-officersintheboatwhowereafterus。Hedidn’twaittofindout,butkeptusinsight,andintheM。&M。saloongotusinacorner。Wehadamerrytimeexplaining,forwerefusedtogobacktotheboatandmeetSpot;andfinallyheheldusunderguardofanotherpolicemanwhilehewenttotheboat。Afterwegotclearofhim,westartedforthecabin,andwhenwearrived,therewasthatSpotsittingonthestoopwaitingforus。Nowhowdidheknowwelivedthere?TherewerefortythousandpeopleinDawsonthatsummer,andhowdidhesavveourcabinoutofallthecabins?HowdidheknowwewereinDawson,anyway?Ileaveittoyou。Butdon’tforgetwhatI
saidabouthisintelligenceandthatimmortalsomethingIhaveseenglimmeringinhiseyes。
Therewasnogettingridofhimanymore。ThereweretoomanypeopleinDawsonwhohadboughthimuponChilcoot,andthestorygotaround。HalfadozentimesweputhimonboardsteamboatsgoingdowntheYukon;buthemerelywentashoreatthefirstlandingandtrottedbackupthebank。Wecouldn’tsellhim,wecouldn’tkillhim(bothSteveandIhadtried),andnobodyelsewasabletokillhim。Heboreacharmedlife。I’veseenhimgodowninadogfightonthemainstreetwithfiftydogsontopofhim,andwhentheywereseparated,he’dappearonallhisfourlegs,unharmed,whiletwoofthedogsthathadbeenontopofhimwouldbelyingdead。
Isawhimstealachunkofmoose-meatfromMajorDinwiddie’scachesoheavythathecouldjustkeeponejumpaheadofMrs。Dinwiddie’ssquawcook,whowasafterhimwithanaxe。Ashewentupthehill,afterthesquawgaveup,MajorDinwiddiehimselfcameoutandpumpedhisWinchesterintothelandscape。Heemptiedhismagazinetwice,andnevertouchedthatSpot。Thenapolicemancamealongandarrestedhimfordischargingfirearmsinsidethecitylimits。MajorDinwiddiepaidhisfine,andSteveandIpaidhimforthemoose-meatattherateofadollarapound,bonesandall。Thatwaswhathepaidforit。Meatwashighthatyear。
IamonlytellingwhatIsawwithmyowneyes。AndnowI’lltellyousomethingalso。IsawthatSpotfallthroughawater-hole。Theicewasthreeandahalffeetthick,andthecurrentsuckedhimunderlikeastraw。Threehundredyardsbelowwasthebigwater-holeusedbythehospital。Spotcrawledoutofthehospitalwater-hole,lickedoffthewater,bitouttheicethathadformedbetweenhistoes,trottedupthebank,andwhippedabigNewfoundlandbelongingtotheGoldCommissioner。
Inthefallof1898,SteveandIpoleduptheYukononthelastwater,boundforStewartRiver。Wetookthedogsalong,allexceptSpot。Wefiguredwe’dbeenfeedinghimlongenough。He’dcostusmoretimeandtroubleandmoneyandgrubthanwe’dgotbysellinghimontheChilcoot——especiallygrub。SoSteveandItiedhimdowninthecabinandpulledourfreight。WecampedthatnightatthemouthofIndianRiver,andSteveandIwereprettyfacetiousoverhavingshakenhim。Stevewasafunnycuss,andIwasjustsittingupintheblanketsandlaughingwhenatornadohitcamp。ThewaythatSpotwalkedintothosedogsandgavethemwhat-forwashair-raising。Nowhowdidhegetloose?It’suptoyou。Ihaven’tanytheory。AndhowdidhegetacrosstheKlondikeRiver?That’sanotherfacer。Andanyway,howdidheknowwehadgoneuptheYukon?Yousee,wewentbywater,andhecouldn’tsmellourtracks。SteveandIbegantogetsuperstitiousaboutthatdog。Hegotonournerves,too;and,betweenyouandme,wewerejustamiteafraidofhim。
Thefreeze-upcameonwhenwewereatthemouthofHendersonCreek,andwetradedhimofffortwosacksofflourtoanoutfitthatwasboundupWhiteRiveraftercopper。Nowthatwholeoutfitwaslost。
Nevertracenorhidenorhairofmen,dogs,sleds,oranythingwaseverfound。Theydroppedcleanoutofsight。Itbecameoneofthemysteriesofthecountry。SteveandIpluggedawayuptheStewart,andsixweeksafterwardthatSpotcrawledintocamp。Hewasaperambulatingskeleton,andcouldjustdragalong;buthegotthere。
AndwhatIwanttoknowis,whotoldhimwewereuptheStewart?Wecouldhavegonetoathousandotherplaces。Howdidheknow?Youtellme,andI’lltellyou。
Nolosinghim。AttheMayohestartedarowwithanIndiandog。ThebuckwhoownedthedogtookaswingatSpotwithanaxe,missedhim,andkilledhisowndog。Talkaboutmagicandturningbulletsaside——
I,forone,consideritablamedsighthardertoturnanaxeasidewithabigbuckattheotherendofit。AndIsawhimdoitwithmyowneyes。Thatbuckdidn’twanttokillhisowndog。You’vegottoshowme。
ItoldyouaboutSpotbreakingintoourmeatcache。Itwasnearlythedeathofus。Therewasn’tanymoremeattobekilled,andmeatwasallwehadtoliveon。ThemoosehadgonebackseveralhundredmilesandtheIndianswiththem。Therewewere。Springwason,andwehadtowaitfortherivertobreak。Wegotprettythinbeforewedecidedtoeatthedogs,andwedecidedtoeatSpotfirst。Doyouknowwhatthatdogdid?Hesneaked。Nowhowdidheknowourmindsweremadeuptoeathim?Wesatupnightslayingforhim,buthenevercameback,andweatetheotherdogs。Weatethewholeteam。
Andnowforthesequel。Youknowwhatitiswhenabigriverbreaksupandafewbilliontonsoficegoout,jammingandmillingandgrinding。Justinthethickofit,whentheStewartwentout,rumblingandroaring,wesightedSpotoutinthemiddle。He’dgotcaughtashewastryingtocrossupabovesomewhere。SteveandI
yelledandshoutedandranupanddownthebank,tossingourhatsintheair。Sometimeswe’dstopandhugeachother,wewerethatboisterous,forwesawSpot’sfinish。Hedidn’thaveachanceinamillion。Hedidn’thaveanychanceatall。Aftertheice-run,wegotintoacanoeandpaddleddowntotheYukon,anddowntheYukontoDawson,stoppingtofeedupforaweekatthecabinsatthemouthofHendersonCreek。AndaswecameintothebankatDawson,theresatthatSpot,waitingforus,hisearsprickedup,histailwagging,hismouthsmiling,extendingaheartywelcometous。Nowhowdidhegetoutofthatice?HowdidheknowwewerecomingtoDawson,totheveryhourandminute,tobeoutthereonthebankwaitingforus?
ThemoreIthinkofthatSpot,themoreIamconvincedthattherearethingsinthisworldthatgobeyondscience。OnnoscientificgroundscanthatSpotbeexplained。It’spsychicphenomena,ormysticism,orsomethingofthatsort,Iguess,withalotofTheosophythrownin。TheKlondikeisagoodcountry。Imighthavebeenthereyet,andbecomeamillionaire,ifithadn’tbeenforSpot。
Hegotonmynerves。Istoodhimfortwoyearsaltogether,andthenIguessmystaminabroke。Itwasthesummerof1899whenIpulledout。Ididn’tsayanythingtoSteve。Ijustsneaked。ButIfixeditupallright。IwroteSteveanote,andenclosedapackageof"rough-on-rats,"tellinghimwhattodowithit。IwasworndowntoskinandbonebythatSpot,andIwasthatnervousthatI’djumpandlookaroundwhentherewasn’tanybodywithinhailingdistance。ButitwasastonishingthewayIrecuperatedwhenIgotquitofhim。I
gotbacktwentypoundsbeforeIarrivedinSanFrancisco,andbythetimeI’dcrossedtheferrytoOaklandIwasmyoldselfagain,sothatevenmywifelookedinvainforanychangeinme。
Stevewrotetomeonce,andhisletterseemedirritated。HetookitkindofhardbecauseI’dlefthimwithSpot。Also,hesaidhe’dusedthe"rough-on-rats,"perdirections,andthattherewasnothingdoing。Ayearwentby。Iwasbackintheofficeandprosperinginallways——evengettingabitfat。AndthenStevearrived。Hedidn’tlookmeup。Ireadhisnameinthesteamerlist,andwonderedwhy。
ButIdidn’twonderlong。IgotuponemorningandfoundthatSpotchainedtothegate-postandholdingupthemilkman。StevewentnorthtoSeattle,Ilearned,thatverymorning。Ididn’tputonanymoreweight。Mywifemademebuyhimacollarandtag,andwithinanhourheshowedhisgratitudebykillingherpetPersiancat。ThereisnogettingridofthatSpot。HewillbewithmeuntilIdie,forhe’llneverdie。Myappetiteisnotsogoodsincehearrived,andmywifesaysIamlookingpeaked。LastnightthatSpotgotintoMr。
Harvey’shen-house(Harveyismynext-doorneighbour)andkillednineteenofhisfancy-bredchickens。Ishallhavetopayforthem。
Myneighboursontheothersidequarrelledwithmywifeandthenmovedout。Spotwasthecauseofit。AndthatiswhyIamdisappointedinStephenMackaye。Ihadnoideahewassomeanaman。
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LonMcFanewasabitgrumpy,whatoflosinghistobaccopouch,orelsehemighthavetoldme,beforewegottoit,somethingaboutthecabinatSurpriseLake。Allday,turnandturnabout,wehadspelledeachotheratgoingtotheforeandbreakingtrailforthedogs。Itwasheavysnowshoework,anddidnottendtomakeamanvoluble,yetLonMcFanemighthavefoundbreathenoughatnoon,whenwestoppedtoboilcoffee,withwhichtotellme。Buthedidn’t。SurpriseLake?
itwasSurpriseCabintome。Ihadneverheardofitbefore。I
confessIwasabittired。IhadbeenlookingforLontostopandmakecampanytimeforanhour;butIhadtoomuchpridetosuggestmakingcamportoaskhimhisintentions;andyethewasmyman,luredatahandsomewagetomushmydogsformeandtoobeymycommands。IguessIwasabitgrumpymyself。Hesaidnothing,andI
wasresolvedtoasknothing,evenifwetrampedonallnight。
Wecameuponthecabinabruptly。Foraweekoftrailwehadmetnoone,and,inmymind,therehadbeenlittlelikelihoodofmeetinganyoneforaweektocome。Andyetthereitwas,rightbeforemyeyes,acabin,withadimlightinthewindowandsmokecurlingupfromthechimney。
"Whydidn’tyoutellme——"Ibegan,butwasinterruptedbyLon,whomuttered——
"SurpriseLake——itliesupasmallfeederhalfamileon。It’sonlyapond。"
"Yes,butthecabin——wholivesinit?"
"Awoman,"wastheanswer,andthenextmomentLonhadrappedonthedoor,andawoman’svoicebadehimenter。
"HaveyouseenDaverecently?"sheasked。