ShefoundherhusbandallthatshehadfeltHismusictocontain。HerdaysweresetInhisasthoughshewereanamuletCasedinbrightgold。Shejoyedinherconfining;
  Hereyesputoutherlooking-glasswithshining。
  Charlottawassogaythatold,dulltasksWerefurbisheduptoseemlikerituals。
  ShebakedandbrewedasonewhoonlyasksTherighttoserve。HerdailymanualsOfprayerwereduties,andherfestivalsWhenTheodorepraisedsomedish,orfranklysaidShehadaknackinmakingupabed。
  SoAutumnwent,andallthemountainsroundThecityglitteredwhitewithfallensnow,ForitwasWinter。OverthehardgroundHerrAltgelt’sfootstepscame,eachoneablow。
  OnthesweptflagsbehindthecurrantrowCharlottastoodtogreethim。ButhislipOnlyflickedhers。HisConcert-MeistershipWasfirstagain。ThiseveninghehadgotImportantnews。TheoperaorderedfromYoungMozartwasarrived。Thatolddespot,TheBishopofSalzburg,hadlethimcomeHimselftoleadit,andtheparts,stillhotFromcopying,hadbeentriedover。NeverHadanymusicstartedsuchafever。
  Theorchestrahadcheeredtilltheywerehoarse,Thesingersclappedandclapped。Thetownwasmade,WithsuchagreatattractionthroughthecourseOfCarnivaltime。InwhatuttershadeAllothercitieswouldbeleft!ThetradeInmusicwouldalldriftherenaturally。
  Inhisexcitementheforgothistea。
  LottawasforcedtotakehiscupandputItinhishand。Butstillherattledon,Sippingatintervals。ThenewcatgutStringshewasusinggaveoutsuchatoneThe"Maestro"hadremarkedit,andhadgoneOutofhiswaytopraisehim。Lottasmiled,Hewasashappyasalittlechild。
  Fromthatdayon,HerrAltgelt,moreandmore,Absorbedhimselfinwork。LottaatfirstWaspatientandwell-wishing。ButitworeUponherwhentwoweekshadbroughtnoburstOflovingfromhim。Thenshefearedtheworst;
  ThathisshortinterestinherwasalightFlaredupaninstantonlyinthenight。
  `Idomeneo’wastheopera’sname,AnamethatpoorCharlottalearnttohate。
  HerrAltgeltworkedsohardheseldomcameHomeforhistea,anditwasverylate,Pastmidnightsometimes,whenheknocked。HisstateWaslikeaflabbyorangewhosecrushedskinIsthinwithpulling,andalldentedin。
  HepractisedeverymorningandherheartFollowedhisbow。Butoftenshewouldsit,Whilehewasplaying,quitewithdrawnapart,Absentlyfingeringandtouchingit,Thelocket,whichnowseemedtoherabitOfsomegoneyouth。Hismusicdrewhertears,Andthroughthenotesheplayed,herdreadingearsHeardHeinrich’svoice,sayinghehadnotchanged;
  BeermerchantshadnoecstasiestotakeTheirmindsofflove。SofarherthoughtshadrangedAwayfromhersternvow,shechancedtotakeHerway,onemorning,quitebyamistake,AlongthestreetwhereHeinrichhadhisshop。
  Whatharmtopassitsincesheshouldnotstop!
  ItmattersnothinghowonedayshemetHimonabridge,andblushed,andhurriedby。
  NorhowthefollowingweekhestoodtoletHerpass,thepavementnarrowingsuddenly。
  Howoncehetookherbasket,andoncehePulledbackarearinghorsewhomighthavestruckHerwithhishoofs。ItseemedtheoddestluckHowmanytimestheirbusinesstookthemeachRighttotheother。Thenatlasthespoke,Butshewouldonlynod,hegotnospeechFromher。Nexttimehetreateditinjoke,AndthatsolightlythathervowshebrokeAndanswered。SotheydriftedintoseeingEachotherasbefore。Therewasnofleeing。
  ChristmaswasoverandtheCarnivalWasverynear,andtrippingfromeachtongueWastalkofthenewopera。Eachbook-stallFlaunteditoutinbills,whatairsweresung,Whatsingershired。Picturesoftheyoung"Maestro"wereforsale。Thetownwasmad。
  OnlyCharlottafeltdepressedandsad。
  Eachdaynowbroughtastruggle’twixtherwillAndHeinrich’s。’TwixtherloveforTheodoreAndhim。SometimesshewishedtokillHerselftosolveherproblem。ForascoreOfreasonsHeinrichtemptedher。HeboreHermoodswithpatience,andsosurelyurgedHimselfuponher,shewasslowlymergedIntohiswayofthinking,andtoflyWithhimseemedeasy。ButnextmorningwouldTheStradivariusundohermood。
  ThenshewouldrealizethatshemustcleaveAlwaystoTheodore。AndshewouldtryToconvinceHeinrichsheshouldneverleave,Andafterwardsshewouldgohomeandgrieve。
  AllthoughtinMunichcenteredonthepartOfJanuarywhentherewouldbegiven`Idomeneo’byWolfgangMozart。
  Thetwenty-ninthwasfixed。Andallseats,evenThosealmostattheceiling,whichweredrivenBehindthehighestgallery,weresold。
  Theinchesofthetheatrewentforgold。
  HerrAltgeltwasashadowwornsothinWithwork,hehardlyprintedblackbehindThecandle。HeandhisoldviolinMadeuponeperson。Hewasnotunkind,Butdazedoutsidehisplaying,andtherind,Thepineandmapleofhisfiddle,guardedApartofhimwhichhehadquitediscarded。
  Itwokeinthesilenceoffrost-brightnights,Inlittlelights,Likewill-o’-the-wispsflickering,fluttering,Here——there——
  Spurting,sputtering,Fadingandlighting,Together,asunder——
  TillLottasatupinbedwithwonder,AndthefaintgreypatchofthewindowshoneUponhersittingthere,alone。
  ForTheodoreslept。
  Thetwenty-eighthwaslastrehearsalday,’Twascalledfornoon,soearlymorningmeantHerrAltgelt’sonlytimeinwhichtoplayHispartalone。Drawnlikeamonkwho’sspentHimselfinprayerandfasting,TheodorewentIntothekitchen,withawearywordOfcheertoLotta,carelessifsheheard。
  Lottaheardmorethanhisspokenword。
  Sheheardthevibratingofstringsandwood。
  Shewaswashingthedishes,herhandsallsuds,Whenthesoundbegan,LongasthespanOfawhiteroadsnakingaboutahill。
  TheorchardsarefilledWithcherryblossomsatbutterflypoise。
  Hawthornbudsarecracking,AndinthedistanceashepherdisclackingHisshears,snip-snippingthewoolfromhissheep。
  Thenotesareasleep,LyingadriftontheairInlevellinesLikesunlighthanginginpinesandpines,Strungandthreaded,AllimbeddedIntheblue-greenofthehazypines。
  Lines——long,straightlines!
  Andstems,Long,straightstemsPushingupTothecupofblue,bluesky。
  StemsgrowingmistyWiththemanyofthem,Red-greenmistOfthetrees,AndtheseWood-flavourednotes。
  Thebackismapleandthebellyispine。
  TherichnotestwineAsthoughweavinginandoutofleaves,BroadleavesFlappingslowlylikeelephants’ears,Wavingandfalling。
  AnothersoundpeersThroughlittlepinefingers,Andlingers,peeping。
  Ping!Ping!pizzicato,somethingischeeping。
  Thereisatwitteringupinthebranches,Achirpandalilt,Andcrimsonatiltonaswayingtwig。
  Wings!Wings!
  Andalittleruffled-outthroatwhichsings。
  Theforestbends,tumultuousWithsong。
  Thewoodpeckerknocks,Andthesong-sparrowtrills,Everyfir,andcedar,andyewHasanestorabird,ItisquiteabsurdTohearthemcuttingacrosseachother:
  Peewits,andthrushes,andlarks,allatonce,AndaloudcuckooistryingtosmotherAwood-pigeonperchedonabirch,"Roo——coo——oo——oo——"
  "Cuckoo!Cuckoo!That’soneforyou!"
  Ablackbirdwhistles,howsharp,howshrill!
  AndthegreattreestossAndleavesblowdown,Youcanalmosthearthemsplashontheground。
  Thewhistleagain:
  Itisdoubleandloud!
  Theleavesaresplashing,AndwaterisdashingOverthosecreepers,fortheyareshrouds;
  Andmenarerunningupthemtofurlthesails,Forthereisacapfulofwindto-day,Andwearealreadywellunderway。
  Thedeckisaslantinthebubblingbreeze。
  "Theodore,please。
  Oh,Dear,howyoutease!"
  Andtheboatswain’swhistlesoundsagain,Andthemenpullonthesheets:
  "MynameisHangingJohnny,Away-i-oh;
  TheycallmeHangingJohnny,Sohang,boys,hang。"
  Thetreesoftheforestaremasts,tallmasts;
  TheyareswingingoverHerandherlover。
  AlmostswooningUndertheballooningcanvas,SheliesLookingupinhiseyesAshebendsfartherover。
  Theodore,stillherlover!
  ThesudsweredrieduponCharlotta’shands,Sheleantagainstthetableforsupport,Whollyforgotten。Theodore’seyeswerebrandsBurninguponhismusic。Hestoppedshort。
  CharlottaalmostheardthesoundofbandsSnapping。Sheputonehanduptoherheart,Herfingerstouchedthelocketwithastart。
  HerrAltgeltputhisviolinawayListlessly。"Lotta,Imusthavesomerest。
  Thestrainwillbeahideousoneto-day。
  Don’tspeaktomeatall。ItwillbebestIfIamquiettillIgo。"AndlestShedisobey,helefther。OnthestairsSheheardhismountingsteps。Whatusewereprayers!
  Hecouldnothear,hewasnotthere,forsheWasmarriedtoamummy,amachine。
  Herhandclosedonthelocketbitterly。
  Beforeher,onachair,laytheshagreenCaseofhisviolin。ShesawthecleanSunflashtheopenclasp。Thelocket’sedgeCutatherfingerslikeapushingwedge。
  Aheavycartwentby,adistantbellChimedten,thefireflickeredinthegrate。
  Shewasalone。HerthroatbegantoswellWithsobs。Whatkeptherhere,whyshouldshewait?
  TheviolinshehadbeguntohateLayinitscasebeforeher。HeresheflungThecoveropen。WiththefiddleswungOverherhead,thehangingclock’sloudtickingCaughtonherear。’Twasslow,andasshepausedThelittledoorinitcameopen,flickingAwoodencuckooout:"Cuckoo!"ItcausedTheforestdreamtocomeagain。"Cuckoo!"
  Smashedonthegrate,theviolinbrokeintwo。
  "Cuckoo!Cuckoo!"theclockkeptstrikingon;
  Butnoonelistened。FrauAltgelthadgone。
  TheCross-RoadsAbulletthroughhisheartatdawn。Onthetablealettersignedwithawoman’sname。Awindthatgoeshowlingroundthehouse,andweepingasinshame。ColdNovemberdawnpeepingthroughthewindows,colddawncreepingoverthefloor,creepinguphiscoldlegs,creepingoverhiscoldbody,creepingacrosshiscoldface。
  Aglazeofthinyellowsunlightonthestaringeyes。Windhowlingthroughbentbranches。Awindwhichneverdiesdown。Howling,wailing。
  Thegazingeyesglitterinthesunlight。Thelidsarefrozenopenandtheeyesglitter。
  Thethuddingofapickonhardearth。Aspadegrindingandcrunching。
  Overhead,brancheswrithing,winding,interlacing,unwinding,scattering;
  torturedtwinings,tossings,creakings。Windflingingbranchesapart,drawingthemtogether,whisperingandwhiningamongthem。Awaning,lobsidedmooncuttingthroughblackclouds。Astreamofpebblesandearthandtheemptyspadegleamsclearinthemoonlight,thenisrammedagainintotheblackearth。Trampingoffeet。Menandhorses。
  Squeakingofwheels。
  "Whoa!Ready,Jim?"
  "Allready。"
  Somethingfalls,settles,isstill。Suicideshavenocoffin。
  "Giveusthestake,Jim。Now。"
  Pound!Pound!
  "He’llneverwalk。Nailedtotheground。"
  Anashstickpierceshisheart,ifitbudstherootswillholdhim。
  Heisapartoftheearthnow,claytoclay。Overheadthebranchessway,andwrithe,andtwistinthewind。He’llneverwalkwithabulletinhisheart,andanashsticknailinghimtothecold,blackground。
  Sixmonthshelaystill。Sixmonths。Andthewaterwelledupinhisbody,andsoftbluespotschequeredit。Helaystill,fortheashstickheldhiminplace。Sixmonths!Thenherfacecameoutofamistofgreen。
  PinkandwhiteandfraillikeDresdenchina,lilies-of-the-valleyatherbreast,puce-colouredsilksheeningabouther。Undertheyounggreenleaves,thehorseatafoot-pace,thehighyellowwheelsofthechaisescarcelyturning,herface,ripplinglikegraina-blowing,underherpuce-colouredbonnet;andburningbesideher,flamingwithinhiscorrectbluecoatandbrassbuttons,issomeone。Whathasdimmedthesun?
  Thehorsestepsonarollingstone;awindinthebranchesmakesamoan。
  Thelittleleavestrembleandshake,turnandquake,overandover,tearingtheirstems。Thereisashowerofyoungleaves,andasudden-sprunggalewailsinthetrees。
  Theyellow-wheeledchaiseisrocking——rocking,andallthebranchesareknocking——knocking。Thesunintheskyisaflat,redplate,thebranchescreakandgrate。Shescreamsandcowers,forthegreenfoliageisaloweringwavesurgingtosmotherher。Butsheseesnothing。
  Thestakeholdsfirm。Thebodywrithes,thebodysquirms。
  Thebluespotswiden,thefleshtears,butthestakewearswellinthedeep,blackground。Itholdsthebodyinthestill,blackground。
  Twoyears!Thebodyhasbeeninthegroundtwoyears。Itiswornaway;
  itisclaytoclay。Wheretheheartmoulders,agreenishdust,thestakeisthrust。LateAugustitis,andnight;anightflauntinglyjewelledwithstars,anightofshootingstarsandloudinsectnoises。
  DowntheroadtoTilbury,silence——andtheslowflappingoflargeleaves。
  DowntheroadtoSutton,silence——andthedarknessofheavy-foliagedtrees。
  DowntheroadtoWayfleet,silence——andthewhirringscrapeofinsectsinthebranches。DowntheroadtoEdgarstown,silence——andstarslikestepping-stonesinapathwayoverhead。Itisveryquietatthecross-roads,andthesign-boardpointsthewaydownthefourroads,endlesslypointsthewaywherenobodywishestogo。
  Ahorseisgalloping,gallopingupfromSutton。Shakingthewide,stillleavesashegoesunderthem。Strikingsparkswithhisironshoes;
  silencingthekatydids。Dr。Morganridingtoachild-birthoverTilburyway;
  ridingtodeliverawomanofherfirst-bornson。Oneo’clockfromWayfleetbelltower,whatashowerofshootingstars!Andabreezeallofasudden,jarringthebigleavesandmakingthemjerkupanddown。
  Dr。Morgan’shatisblownfromhishead,thehorseswerves,andcurvesawayfromthesign-post。Anoath——spurs——ablurringofgreymist。
  Aquicklefttwist,andthegeldingissnortingandracingdowntheTilburyroadwiththewinddroppingawaybehindhim。
  Thestakehaswrenched,thestakehasstarted,thebody,fleshfromflesh,hasparted。Butthebonesholdtight,socketandball,andclampingthemdowninthehard,blackgroundisthestake,wedgedthroughribsandspine。
  Thebonesmaytwist,andheave,andtwine,butthestakeholdsthemstillinline。Thebreezegoesdown,andtheroundstarsshine,forthestakeholdsthefleshlessbonesinline。
  Twentyyearsnow!Twentylongyears!Thebodyhaspowdereditselfaway;
  itisclaytoclay。Itisbrownearthmingledwithbrownearth。Onlyflakybonesremain,laintogethersolongtheyfit,althoughnotoneboneisknittoanother。Thestakeistheretoo,rottedthrough,butuprightstill,andstillpiercingdownbetweenribsandspineinastraightline。
  Yellowstillnessisonthecross-roads,yellowstillnessisonthetrees。
  Theleaveshangdrooping,wan。Thefourroadspointfouryellowways,saffronandgambogeribbonstothegaze。AlittleswirlofdustblowsupTilburyroad,thewindwhichfansithasnotstrengthtodomore;
  itceases,andthedustsettlesdown。AlittlewhirlofwindcomesupTilburyroad。Itbringsasoundofwheelsandfeet。
  Thewindreelsamomentandfaintstonothingunderthesign-post。
  Windagain,wheelsandfeetlouder。Windagain——again——again。
  Adropofrain,flatintothedust。Drop!——Drop!Thickheavyraindrops,andashriekingwindbendingthegreattreesandwrenchingofftheirleaves。
  Undertheblacksky,bowedanddrippingwithrain,upTilburyroad,comestheprocession。Afuneralprocession,boundforthegraveyardatWayfleet。Feetandwheels——feetandwheels。Andamongthemonewhoiscarried。
  Thebonesinthedeep,stillearthshiverandpull。Thereisaquiverthroughtherottedstake。Thenstakeandbonesfalltogetherinalittlepuffingofdust。
  Likemeshesoflinkedsteeltherainshutsdownbehindtheprocession,nowwellalongtheWayfleetroad。
  Hewaverslikesmokeinthebuffetingwind。Hisfingersblowoutlikesmoke,hisheadripplesinthegale。Underthesign-post,inthepouringrain,hestands,andwatchesanotherquaveringfiguredriftingdowntheWayfleetroad。Thenswiftlyhestreamsafterit。Itflickersamongthetrees。Helicksoutandwindsaboutthem。Over,under,blown,contorted。Spindriftafterspindrift;smokefollowingsmoke。
  Thereisawailingthroughthetrees,awailingoffear,andafteritlaughter——laughter——laughter,skirlinguptotheblacksky。
  Lightningjagsoverthefuneralprocession。Aheavyclapofthunder。
  Thendarknessandrain,andthesoundoffeetandwheels。
  ARoxburyGardenI
  HoopsBlueandpinksashes,Criss-crossshoes,MinnaandStellarunoutintothegardenToplayathoop。
  Upanddownthegarden-pathstheyrace,Intheyellowsunshine,EachwithabigroundhoopWhiteasastrippedwillow-wand。
  Roundandroundturnthehoops,Theirdiamondwhitenesscleavingtheyellowsunshine。
  Thegravelcrunchesandsqueaksbeneaththem,AndalargepebblespringsthemintotheairTogowhirlingforafootortwoBeforetheytouchtheearthagainInaseriesoflittlejumps。
  Spring,Hoops!
  Spitoutashowerofblueandwhitebrightness。
  Thelittlecriss-crossshoestwinklebehindyou,Thepinkandbluesashesflutterlikeflags,Thehoop-sticksarereadytobeatyou。
  Turn,turn,Hoops!Intheyellowsunshine。
  TurnyourstrippedwillowwhitenessAlongthesmoothpaths。
  Stellasings:
  "Roundandround,rollsmyhoop,Scarcelytouchingtheground,Withaswoop,Andabound,Roundandround。
  Withabumpety,crunching,scatteringsound,Downthegardenitflies;
  InoureyesThesunlies。
  SeeitspinOutandin;
  Throughthepathsitgoeswhirling,Aboutthebedscurling。
  Swaynowtotheloop,Faster,faster,myhoop。
  Roundyoucome,Upyoucome,Quickandstraightasbefore。
  Run,run,myhoop,run,Awayfromthesun。"
  Andthegreathoopboundsalongthepath,Leapingintothewind-brightair。
  Minnasings:
  "Turn,hoop,Burnhoop,TwistandtwineHoopofmine。
  Flashalong,Leapalong,Rightatthesun。
  Run,hoop,run。
  Fasterandfaster,Whirl,twirl。
  Wheellikefire,Andspinlikeglass;
  Fire’snowhiterGlassisnobrighter。
  Dance,Prance,Overandover,Aboutandabout,Withthetopofyouunder,Andthebottomattop,Butneverastop。
  Turnabout,hoop,tothetapofmystick,IfollowbehindyouTotouchandremindyou。
  Burnandglitter,sowhiteandquick,Roundandround,tothetapofastick。"
  Thehoopfliesalongbetweentheflower-beds,Swayingtheflowerswiththewindofitspassing。
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