ShefoundherhusbandallthatshehadfeltHismusictocontain。HerdaysweresetInhisasthoughshewereanamuletCasedinbrightgold。Shejoyedinherconfining;
Hereyesputoutherlooking-glasswithshining。
Charlottawassogaythatold,dulltasksWerefurbisheduptoseemlikerituals。
ShebakedandbrewedasonewhoonlyasksTherighttoserve。HerdailymanualsOfprayerwereduties,andherfestivalsWhenTheodorepraisedsomedish,orfranklysaidShehadaknackinmakingupabed。
SoAutumnwent,andallthemountainsroundThecityglitteredwhitewithfallensnow,ForitwasWinter。OverthehardgroundHerrAltgelt’sfootstepscame,eachoneablow。
OnthesweptflagsbehindthecurrantrowCharlottastoodtogreethim。ButhislipOnlyflickedhers。HisConcert-MeistershipWasfirstagain。ThiseveninghehadgotImportantnews。TheoperaorderedfromYoungMozartwasarrived。Thatolddespot,TheBishopofSalzburg,hadlethimcomeHimselftoleadit,andtheparts,stillhotFromcopying,hadbeentriedover。NeverHadanymusicstartedsuchafever。
Theorchestrahadcheeredtilltheywerehoarse,Thesingersclappedandclapped。Thetownwasmade,WithsuchagreatattractionthroughthecourseOfCarnivaltime。InwhatuttershadeAllothercitieswouldbeleft!ThetradeInmusicwouldalldriftherenaturally。
Inhisexcitementheforgothistea。
LottawasforcedtotakehiscupandputItinhishand。Butstillherattledon,Sippingatintervals。ThenewcatgutStringshewasusinggaveoutsuchatoneThe"Maestro"hadremarkedit,andhadgoneOutofhiswaytopraisehim。Lottasmiled,Hewasashappyasalittlechild。
Fromthatdayon,HerrAltgelt,moreandmore,Absorbedhimselfinwork。LottaatfirstWaspatientandwell-wishing。ButitworeUponherwhentwoweekshadbroughtnoburstOflovingfromhim。Thenshefearedtheworst;
ThathisshortinterestinherwasalightFlaredupaninstantonlyinthenight。
`Idomeneo’wastheopera’sname,AnamethatpoorCharlottalearnttohate。
HerrAltgeltworkedsohardheseldomcameHomeforhistea,anditwasverylate,Pastmidnightsometimes,whenheknocked。HisstateWaslikeaflabbyorangewhosecrushedskinIsthinwithpulling,andalldentedin。
HepractisedeverymorningandherheartFollowedhisbow。Butoftenshewouldsit,Whilehewasplaying,quitewithdrawnapart,Absentlyfingeringandtouchingit,Thelocket,whichnowseemedtoherabitOfsomegoneyouth。Hismusicdrewhertears,Andthroughthenotesheplayed,herdreadingearsHeardHeinrich’svoice,sayinghehadnotchanged;
BeermerchantshadnoecstasiestotakeTheirmindsofflove。SofarherthoughtshadrangedAwayfromhersternvow,shechancedtotakeHerway,onemorning,quitebyamistake,AlongthestreetwhereHeinrichhadhisshop。
Whatharmtopassitsincesheshouldnotstop!
ItmattersnothinghowonedayshemetHimonabridge,andblushed,andhurriedby。
NorhowthefollowingweekhestoodtoletHerpass,thepavementnarrowingsuddenly。
Howoncehetookherbasket,andoncehePulledbackarearinghorsewhomighthavestruckHerwithhishoofs。ItseemedtheoddestluckHowmanytimestheirbusinesstookthemeachRighttotheother。Thenatlasthespoke,Butshewouldonlynod,hegotnospeechFromher。Nexttimehetreateditinjoke,AndthatsolightlythathervowshebrokeAndanswered。SotheydriftedintoseeingEachotherasbefore。Therewasnofleeing。
ChristmaswasoverandtheCarnivalWasverynear,andtrippingfromeachtongueWastalkofthenewopera。Eachbook-stallFlaunteditoutinbills,whatairsweresung,Whatsingershired。Picturesoftheyoung"Maestro"wereforsale。Thetownwasmad。
OnlyCharlottafeltdepressedandsad。
Eachdaynowbroughtastruggle’twixtherwillAndHeinrich’s。’TwixtherloveforTheodoreAndhim。SometimesshewishedtokillHerselftosolveherproblem。ForascoreOfreasonsHeinrichtemptedher。HeboreHermoodswithpatience,andsosurelyurgedHimselfuponher,shewasslowlymergedIntohiswayofthinking,andtoflyWithhimseemedeasy。ButnextmorningwouldTheStradivariusundohermood。
ThenshewouldrealizethatshemustcleaveAlwaystoTheodore。AndshewouldtryToconvinceHeinrichsheshouldneverleave,Andafterwardsshewouldgohomeandgrieve。
AllthoughtinMunichcenteredonthepartOfJanuarywhentherewouldbegiven`Idomeneo’byWolfgangMozart。
Thetwenty-ninthwasfixed。Andallseats,evenThosealmostattheceiling,whichweredrivenBehindthehighestgallery,weresold。
Theinchesofthetheatrewentforgold。
HerrAltgeltwasashadowwornsothinWithwork,hehardlyprintedblackbehindThecandle。HeandhisoldviolinMadeuponeperson。Hewasnotunkind,Butdazedoutsidehisplaying,andtherind,Thepineandmapleofhisfiddle,guardedApartofhimwhichhehadquitediscarded。
Itwokeinthesilenceoffrost-brightnights,Inlittlelights,Likewill-o’-the-wispsflickering,fluttering,Here——there——
Spurting,sputtering,Fadingandlighting,Together,asunder——
TillLottasatupinbedwithwonder,AndthefaintgreypatchofthewindowshoneUponhersittingthere,alone。
ForTheodoreslept。
Thetwenty-eighthwaslastrehearsalday,’Twascalledfornoon,soearlymorningmeantHerrAltgelt’sonlytimeinwhichtoplayHispartalone。Drawnlikeamonkwho’sspentHimselfinprayerandfasting,TheodorewentIntothekitchen,withawearywordOfcheertoLotta,carelessifsheheard。
Lottaheardmorethanhisspokenword。
Sheheardthevibratingofstringsandwood。
Shewaswashingthedishes,herhandsallsuds,Whenthesoundbegan,LongasthespanOfawhiteroadsnakingaboutahill。
TheorchardsarefilledWithcherryblossomsatbutterflypoise。
Hawthornbudsarecracking,AndinthedistanceashepherdisclackingHisshears,snip-snippingthewoolfromhissheep。
Thenotesareasleep,LyingadriftontheairInlevellinesLikesunlighthanginginpinesandpines,Strungandthreaded,AllimbeddedIntheblue-greenofthehazypines。
Lines——long,straightlines!
Andstems,Long,straightstemsPushingupTothecupofblue,bluesky。
StemsgrowingmistyWiththemanyofthem,Red-greenmistOfthetrees,AndtheseWood-flavourednotes。
Thebackismapleandthebellyispine。
TherichnotestwineAsthoughweavinginandoutofleaves,BroadleavesFlappingslowlylikeelephants’ears,Wavingandfalling。
AnothersoundpeersThroughlittlepinefingers,Andlingers,peeping。
Ping!Ping!pizzicato,somethingischeeping。
Thereisatwitteringupinthebranches,Achirpandalilt,Andcrimsonatiltonaswayingtwig。
Wings!Wings!
Andalittleruffled-outthroatwhichsings。
Theforestbends,tumultuousWithsong。
Thewoodpeckerknocks,Andthesong-sparrowtrills,Everyfir,andcedar,andyewHasanestorabird,ItisquiteabsurdTohearthemcuttingacrosseachother:
Peewits,andthrushes,andlarks,allatonce,AndaloudcuckooistryingtosmotherAwood-pigeonperchedonabirch,"Roo——coo——oo——oo——"
"Cuckoo!Cuckoo!That’soneforyou!"
Ablackbirdwhistles,howsharp,howshrill!
AndthegreattreestossAndleavesblowdown,Youcanalmosthearthemsplashontheground。
Thewhistleagain:
Itisdoubleandloud!
Theleavesaresplashing,AndwaterisdashingOverthosecreepers,fortheyareshrouds;
Andmenarerunningupthemtofurlthesails,Forthereisacapfulofwindto-day,Andwearealreadywellunderway。
Thedeckisaslantinthebubblingbreeze。
"Theodore,please。
Oh,Dear,howyoutease!"
Andtheboatswain’swhistlesoundsagain,Andthemenpullonthesheets:
"MynameisHangingJohnny,Away-i-oh;
TheycallmeHangingJohnny,Sohang,boys,hang。"
Thetreesoftheforestaremasts,tallmasts;
TheyareswingingoverHerandherlover。
AlmostswooningUndertheballooningcanvas,SheliesLookingupinhiseyesAshebendsfartherover。
Theodore,stillherlover!
ThesudsweredrieduponCharlotta’shands,Sheleantagainstthetableforsupport,Whollyforgotten。Theodore’seyeswerebrandsBurninguponhismusic。Hestoppedshort。
CharlottaalmostheardthesoundofbandsSnapping。Sheputonehanduptoherheart,Herfingerstouchedthelocketwithastart。
HerrAltgeltputhisviolinawayListlessly。"Lotta,Imusthavesomerest。
Thestrainwillbeahideousoneto-day。
Don’tspeaktomeatall。ItwillbebestIfIamquiettillIgo。"AndlestShedisobey,helefther。OnthestairsSheheardhismountingsteps。Whatusewereprayers!
Hecouldnothear,hewasnotthere,forsheWasmarriedtoamummy,amachine。
Herhandclosedonthelocketbitterly。
Beforeher,onachair,laytheshagreenCaseofhisviolin。ShesawthecleanSunflashtheopenclasp。Thelocket’sedgeCutatherfingerslikeapushingwedge。
Aheavycartwentby,adistantbellChimedten,thefireflickeredinthegrate。
Shewasalone。HerthroatbegantoswellWithsobs。Whatkeptherhere,whyshouldshewait?
TheviolinshehadbeguntohateLayinitscasebeforeher。HeresheflungThecoveropen。WiththefiddleswungOverherhead,thehangingclock’sloudtickingCaughtonherear。’Twasslow,andasshepausedThelittledoorinitcameopen,flickingAwoodencuckooout:"Cuckoo!"ItcausedTheforestdreamtocomeagain。"Cuckoo!"
Smashedonthegrate,theviolinbrokeintwo。
"Cuckoo!Cuckoo!"theclockkeptstrikingon;
Butnoonelistened。FrauAltgelthadgone。
TheCross-RoadsAbulletthroughhisheartatdawn。Onthetablealettersignedwithawoman’sname。Awindthatgoeshowlingroundthehouse,andweepingasinshame。ColdNovemberdawnpeepingthroughthewindows,colddawncreepingoverthefloor,creepinguphiscoldlegs,creepingoverhiscoldbody,creepingacrosshiscoldface。
Aglazeofthinyellowsunlightonthestaringeyes。Windhowlingthroughbentbranches。Awindwhichneverdiesdown。Howling,wailing。
Thegazingeyesglitterinthesunlight。Thelidsarefrozenopenandtheeyesglitter。
Thethuddingofapickonhardearth。Aspadegrindingandcrunching。
Overhead,brancheswrithing,winding,interlacing,unwinding,scattering;
torturedtwinings,tossings,creakings。Windflingingbranchesapart,drawingthemtogether,whisperingandwhiningamongthem。Awaning,lobsidedmooncuttingthroughblackclouds。Astreamofpebblesandearthandtheemptyspadegleamsclearinthemoonlight,thenisrammedagainintotheblackearth。Trampingoffeet。Menandhorses。
Squeakingofwheels。
"Whoa!Ready,Jim?"
"Allready。"
Somethingfalls,settles,isstill。Suicideshavenocoffin。
"Giveusthestake,Jim。Now。"
Pound!Pound!
"He’llneverwalk。Nailedtotheground。"
Anashstickpierceshisheart,ifitbudstherootswillholdhim。
Heisapartoftheearthnow,claytoclay。Overheadthebranchessway,andwrithe,andtwistinthewind。He’llneverwalkwithabulletinhisheart,andanashsticknailinghimtothecold,blackground。
Sixmonthshelaystill。Sixmonths。Andthewaterwelledupinhisbody,andsoftbluespotschequeredit。Helaystill,fortheashstickheldhiminplace。Sixmonths!Thenherfacecameoutofamistofgreen。
PinkandwhiteandfraillikeDresdenchina,lilies-of-the-valleyatherbreast,puce-colouredsilksheeningabouther。Undertheyounggreenleaves,thehorseatafoot-pace,thehighyellowwheelsofthechaisescarcelyturning,herface,ripplinglikegraina-blowing,underherpuce-colouredbonnet;andburningbesideher,flamingwithinhiscorrectbluecoatandbrassbuttons,issomeone。Whathasdimmedthesun?
Thehorsestepsonarollingstone;awindinthebranchesmakesamoan。
Thelittleleavestrembleandshake,turnandquake,overandover,tearingtheirstems。Thereisashowerofyoungleaves,andasudden-sprunggalewailsinthetrees。
Theyellow-wheeledchaiseisrocking——rocking,andallthebranchesareknocking——knocking。Thesunintheskyisaflat,redplate,thebranchescreakandgrate。Shescreamsandcowers,forthegreenfoliageisaloweringwavesurgingtosmotherher。Butsheseesnothing。
Thestakeholdsfirm。Thebodywrithes,thebodysquirms。
Thebluespotswiden,thefleshtears,butthestakewearswellinthedeep,blackground。Itholdsthebodyinthestill,blackground。
Twoyears!Thebodyhasbeeninthegroundtwoyears。Itiswornaway;
itisclaytoclay。Wheretheheartmoulders,agreenishdust,thestakeisthrust。LateAugustitis,andnight;anightflauntinglyjewelledwithstars,anightofshootingstarsandloudinsectnoises。
DowntheroadtoTilbury,silence——andtheslowflappingoflargeleaves。
DowntheroadtoSutton,silence——andthedarknessofheavy-foliagedtrees。
DowntheroadtoWayfleet,silence——andthewhirringscrapeofinsectsinthebranches。DowntheroadtoEdgarstown,silence——andstarslikestepping-stonesinapathwayoverhead。Itisveryquietatthecross-roads,andthesign-boardpointsthewaydownthefourroads,endlesslypointsthewaywherenobodywishestogo。
Ahorseisgalloping,gallopingupfromSutton。Shakingthewide,stillleavesashegoesunderthem。Strikingsparkswithhisironshoes;
silencingthekatydids。Dr。Morganridingtoachild-birthoverTilburyway;
ridingtodeliverawomanofherfirst-bornson。Oneo’clockfromWayfleetbelltower,whatashowerofshootingstars!Andabreezeallofasudden,jarringthebigleavesandmakingthemjerkupanddown。
Dr。Morgan’shatisblownfromhishead,thehorseswerves,andcurvesawayfromthesign-post。Anoath——spurs——ablurringofgreymist。
Aquicklefttwist,andthegeldingissnortingandracingdowntheTilburyroadwiththewinddroppingawaybehindhim。
Thestakehaswrenched,thestakehasstarted,thebody,fleshfromflesh,hasparted。Butthebonesholdtight,socketandball,andclampingthemdowninthehard,blackgroundisthestake,wedgedthroughribsandspine。
Thebonesmaytwist,andheave,andtwine,butthestakeholdsthemstillinline。Thebreezegoesdown,andtheroundstarsshine,forthestakeholdsthefleshlessbonesinline。
Twentyyearsnow!Twentylongyears!Thebodyhaspowdereditselfaway;
itisclaytoclay。Itisbrownearthmingledwithbrownearth。Onlyflakybonesremain,laintogethersolongtheyfit,althoughnotoneboneisknittoanother。Thestakeistheretoo,rottedthrough,butuprightstill,andstillpiercingdownbetweenribsandspineinastraightline。
Yellowstillnessisonthecross-roads,yellowstillnessisonthetrees。
Theleaveshangdrooping,wan。Thefourroadspointfouryellowways,saffronandgambogeribbonstothegaze。AlittleswirlofdustblowsupTilburyroad,thewindwhichfansithasnotstrengthtodomore;
itceases,andthedustsettlesdown。AlittlewhirlofwindcomesupTilburyroad。Itbringsasoundofwheelsandfeet。
Thewindreelsamomentandfaintstonothingunderthesign-post。
Windagain,wheelsandfeetlouder。Windagain——again——again。
Adropofrain,flatintothedust。Drop!——Drop!Thickheavyraindrops,andashriekingwindbendingthegreattreesandwrenchingofftheirleaves。
Undertheblacksky,bowedanddrippingwithrain,upTilburyroad,comestheprocession。Afuneralprocession,boundforthegraveyardatWayfleet。Feetandwheels——feetandwheels。Andamongthemonewhoiscarried。
Thebonesinthedeep,stillearthshiverandpull。Thereisaquiverthroughtherottedstake。Thenstakeandbonesfalltogetherinalittlepuffingofdust。
Likemeshesoflinkedsteeltherainshutsdownbehindtheprocession,nowwellalongtheWayfleetroad。
Hewaverslikesmokeinthebuffetingwind。Hisfingersblowoutlikesmoke,hisheadripplesinthegale。Underthesign-post,inthepouringrain,hestands,andwatchesanotherquaveringfiguredriftingdowntheWayfleetroad。Thenswiftlyhestreamsafterit。Itflickersamongthetrees。Helicksoutandwindsaboutthem。Over,under,blown,contorted。Spindriftafterspindrift;smokefollowingsmoke。
Thereisawailingthroughthetrees,awailingoffear,andafteritlaughter——laughter——laughter,skirlinguptotheblacksky。
Lightningjagsoverthefuneralprocession。Aheavyclapofthunder。
Thendarknessandrain,andthesoundoffeetandwheels。
ARoxburyGardenI
HoopsBlueandpinksashes,Criss-crossshoes,MinnaandStellarunoutintothegardenToplayathoop。
Upanddownthegarden-pathstheyrace,Intheyellowsunshine,EachwithabigroundhoopWhiteasastrippedwillow-wand。
Roundandroundturnthehoops,Theirdiamondwhitenesscleavingtheyellowsunshine。
Thegravelcrunchesandsqueaksbeneaththem,AndalargepebblespringsthemintotheairTogowhirlingforafootortwoBeforetheytouchtheearthagainInaseriesoflittlejumps。
Spring,Hoops!
Spitoutashowerofblueandwhitebrightness。
Thelittlecriss-crossshoestwinklebehindyou,Thepinkandbluesashesflutterlikeflags,Thehoop-sticksarereadytobeatyou。
Turn,turn,Hoops!Intheyellowsunshine。
TurnyourstrippedwillowwhitenessAlongthesmoothpaths。
Stellasings:
"Roundandround,rollsmyhoop,Scarcelytouchingtheground,Withaswoop,Andabound,Roundandround。
Withabumpety,crunching,scatteringsound,Downthegardenitflies;
InoureyesThesunlies。
SeeitspinOutandin;
Throughthepathsitgoeswhirling,Aboutthebedscurling。
Swaynowtotheloop,Faster,faster,myhoop。
Roundyoucome,Upyoucome,Quickandstraightasbefore。
Run,run,myhoop,run,Awayfromthesun。"
Andthegreathoopboundsalongthepath,Leapingintothewind-brightair。
Minnasings:
"Turn,hoop,Burnhoop,TwistandtwineHoopofmine。
Flashalong,Leapalong,Rightatthesun。
Run,hoop,run。
Fasterandfaster,Whirl,twirl。
Wheellikefire,Andspinlikeglass;
Fire’snowhiterGlassisnobrighter。
Dance,Prance,Overandover,Aboutandabout,Withthetopofyouunder,Andthebottomattop,Butneverastop。
Turnabout,hoop,tothetapofmystick,IfollowbehindyouTotouchandremindyou。
Burnandglitter,sowhiteandquick,Roundandround,tothetapofastick。"
Thehoopfliesalongbetweentheflower-beds,Swayingtheflowerswiththewindofitspassing。
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