"No,"saidBillsullenly,"he’sameancuss。"
"Iknowhim,"saidtheHon。Fred,"letmetryhim。"Butthestrangerdeclaredthepintosuitedhimdowntothegroundandhewouldn’ttaketwicehismoneyforhim。
"Why,"heprotested,"thatthere’swhatIcallanunusualhoss,anddowninMontanaforaladyhe’dfetchuptoahundredandfiftydollars。"Invaintheyhaggledandbargained;themanwasimmovable。Eightydollarshewouldn’tlookat,ahundredhardlymadehimhesitate。AtthispointLadyCharlottecamedownintothelightandstoodbyherhusband,whoexplainedthecircumstancestoher。ShehadalreadyheardBill’sdescriptionofGwen’saccidentandofherpartinthechurch-buildingschemes。Therewassilenceforafewmomentsasshestoodlookingatthebeautifulpony。
"Whatashamethepoorchildshouldhavetopartwiththedearlittlecreature!"shesaidinalowtonetoherhusband。Then,turningtothestranger,shesaidinclear,sweettones:
"Whatdoyouaskforhim?"Hehesitatedandthensaid,liftinghishatawkwardlyinsalute:"IwasjustremarkinghowthatpintowouldfetchonehundredandfiftydollarsdownintoMontana。Butseein’
asaladyisenquirin’,I’llputhimdowntoonehundredandtwenty-five。"
"Toomuch,"shesaidpromptly,"fartoomuch,isitnot,Bill?"
"Well,"drawledBill,"if’twereafellaraswasusedtoladieshe’dofferyouthepinto,buthe’stoopizenmeaneventocomedowntotheevenhundred。"
TheYankeetookhimupquickly。"Wall,ifIweresoblanked——
pardon,madam"——takingoffhishat,"usedtoladiesassomefolkswouldliketothinkthemselves,I’dbuythattherepintoandmakeapresentofittothishereladyasstandsbeforeme。"Billtwisteduneasily。
"ButIain’tgoin’tobemean;I’llputthatpintoinfortheevenmoneyfortheladyifanymancarestoputupthestuff。"
"Well,mydear,"saidtheHon。Fredwithabow,"wecannotwellletthatgagelie。"SheturnedandsmiledathimandthepintowastransferredtotheAshleystables,toBill’soutspokendelight,whodeclaredhe"couldn’thavefacedthemusicifthattherepintohadgoneacrosstheline。"Iconfess,however,IwassomewhatsurprisedattheeasewithwhichHiescapedhiswrath,andmysurprisewasinnowaylessenedwhenIsaw,laterintheevening,thetwopartnerswiththestrangertakingaquietdrinkoutofthesamebottlewithevidentmutualadmirationanddelight。
"You’reanA1corker,youare!I’llbeblankedifyouain’tabird——asingin’bird——areg’larcanary,"IheardHisaytoBill。
ButBill’sonlyreplywasalong,slowwinkwhichpassedintoafrownashecaughtmyeye。Mysuspicionwasarousedthatthesaleofthepintomightbearinvestigation,andthissuspicionwasdeepenedwhenGwennextweekgavemearapturousaccountofhowsplendidlyBillhaddisposedofthepinto,showingmebillsforonehundredandfiftydollars!Tomylookofamazement,Gwenreplied:
"Yousee,hemusthavegotthembiddingagainsteachother,andbesides,Billsayspintosaregoingup。"
Lightbegantodawnuponme,butIonlyansweredthatIknewtheyhadrisenveryconsiderablyinvaluewithinamonth。TheextrafiftywasBill’s。
IwasnotpresenttowitnessthefinishingofBill’sbluff,butwastoldthatwhenBillmadehiswaythroughthecrowdedaisleandlaidhisfivehundredandfiftydollarsontheschoolhousedeskthelookofdisgust,surpriseandfinallyofpleasureonRobbie’sface,wasworthahundredmore。ButRobbiewasreadyandputdownhistwohundredwiththesingleremark:
"Ay!ye’renoasdaftasyelook,"midroarsoflaughterfromall。
ThenThePilot,witheyesandfaceshining,roseandthankedthemall;butwhenhetoldofhowthelittlegirlinherlonelyshackinthehillsthoughtsomuchofthechurchthatshegaveupforitherbelovedpony,heronepossession,thelightfromhiseyesglowedintheeyesofall。
Butthemenfromtherancheswhocouldunderstandthefullmeaningofhersacrificeandwhoalsocouldrealizethefullmeasureofhercalamity,werestirredtotheirhearts’depths,sothatwhenBillremarkedinaverydistinctundertone,"IcherishtheopinionthatthishereGospelshopwouldn’tbematerializin’intoitspresentshapebutforthatleetlegel,"thererosegrowlsofapprovalinavarietyoftonesandexpletivesthatleftnodoubtthathisopinionwasthatofall。
ButthoughThePilotnevercouldquitegetatthetrueinwardnessofBill’smeasuresandmethods,andwasdoubtlessallthemorecomfortableinmindforthat,hehadnodoubtthatwhileGwen’sinfluencewasthemovingspringofaction,Bill’sbluffhadagooddealtodowiththe"materializin’"ofthefirstchurchinSwanCreek,andinthisconviction,Ishare。
WhethertheHon。FredeverunderstoodthepeculiarstyleofBill’sfinancing,Idonotquiteknow。Butifheeverdidcometoknow,hewasfartoomuchofamantomakeafuss。Besides,Ifancythesmileonhislady’sfacewasworthsomelargeamounttohim。Atleast,sothelookofproudandfondloveinhiseyesseemedtosayasheturnedawaywithherfromthefirethenightofthepinto’ssale。
CHAPTERXVIII
THELADYCHARLOTTE
Thenightofthepinto’ssalewasanightmomentoustoGwen,forthenitwasthattheLadyCharlotte’sinterestinherbegan。
Momentous,too,totheLadyCharlotte,foritwasthatnightthatbroughtThePilotintoherlife。
Ihadturnedbacktothefirearoundwhichthemenhadfallenintogroupspreparedtohaveanhour’ssoliddelight,forthescenewasfullofwildandpicturesquebeautytome,whenTheDukecameandtouchedmeontheshoulder。
"LadyCharlottewouldliketoseeyou。"
"Andwhy,pray?"
"ShewantstohearaboutthisaffairofBill’s。"
Wewentthroughthekitchenintothelargedining-room,atoneendofwhichwasastonechimneyandfireplace。LadyCharlottehaddeclaredthatshedidnotmuchcarewhatkindofahousetheHon。
Fredwouldbuildforher,butthatshemusthaveafireplace。
Shewasverybeautiful——tall,slightandgracefulineveryline。
Therewasareserveandagrandairinherbearingthatputpeopleinaweofher。ThisaweIshared;butasIenteredtheroomshewelcomedmewithsuchkindlygracethatIfeltquiteateaseinamoment。
"Comeandsitbyme,"shesaid,drawinganarmchairintothecircleaboutthefire。"Iwantyoutotellusallaboutagreatmanythings。"
"Youseewhatyou’reinfor,Connor,"saidherhusband。"Itisaseriousbusinesswhenmyladytakesoneinhand。"
"Asheknowstohiscost,"shesaid,smilingandshakingherheadatherhusband。
"SoIcantestify,"putinTheDuke。
"Ah!Ican’tdoanythingwithyou,"shereplied,turningtohim。
"Yourmostabjectslave,"herepliedwithaprofoundbow。
"Ifyouonlywere,"smilingathim——alittlesadly,Ithought——"I’dkeepyououtofallsortsofmischief。"
"Quitetrue,Duke,"saidherhusband,"justlookatme。"
TheDukegazedathimamomentortwo。"Wonderful!"hemurmured,"whatadeliverance!"
"Nonsense!"brokeinLadyCharlotte。"Youareturningmymindawayfrommypurpose。"
"Isitpossible,doyouthink?"saidTheDuketoherhusband。
"Notintheveryleast,"hereplied,"ifmyexperiencegoesforanything。"
ButLadyCharlotteturnedherbackuponthemandsaidtome:
"Now,tellmefirstaboutBill’sencounterwiththatfunnylittleScotchman。"
ThenItoldherthestoryofBill’sbluffinmybeststyle,imitating,asIhavesomesmallskillindoing,themannerandspeechofthevariousactorsinthescene。Shewasgreatlyamusedandinterested。
"AndBillhasreallygothisshareready,"shecried。"Itisverycleverofhim。"
"Yes,"Ireplied,"butBillisonlytheveryhumbleinstrument,themovingspiritisbehind。"
"Oh,yes,youmeanthelittlegirlthatownsthepony,"shesaid。
"That’sanotherthingyoumusttellmeabout。"
"TheDukeknowsmorethanI,"Ireplied,shiftingtheburdentohim;"myacquaintanceisonlyofyesterday;hisislifelong。"
"Whyhaveyounevertoldmeofher?"shedemanded,turningtotheDuke。
"Haven’tItoldyouofthelittleMeredithgirl?SurelyIhave,"
saidTheDuke,hesitatingly。
"Now,youknowquitewellyouhavenot,andthatmeansyouaredeeplyinterested。Oh,Iknowyouwell,"shesaid,severely。
"Heisthemostsecretiveman,"shewentontome,"shamefullyandungratefullyreserved。"
TheDukesmiled;thensaid,lazily:"Why,she’sjustachild。Whyshouldyoubeinterestedinher?Noonewas,"headdedsadly,"tillmisfortunedistinguishedher。"
Hereyesgrewsoft,andhergaymannerchanged,andshesaidtoTheDukegently:"Tellmeofhernow。"
Itwasevidentlyaneffort,buthebeganhisstoryofGwenfromthetimehesawherfirst,yearsago,playinginandoutofherfather’sramblingshack,shyandwildasayoungfox。Ashewentonwithhistale,hisvoicedroppedintoalow,musicaltone,andheseemedasifdreamingaloud。Unconsciouslyheputintothetalemuchofhimself,revealinghowgreataninfluencethelittlechildhadhaduponhim,andhowemptyoflovehislifehadbeeninthislonelyland。LadyCharlottelistenedwithfaceintentuponhim,andevenherbluffhusbandwasconsciousthatsomethingmorethanusualwashappening。HehadneverheardTheDukebreakthroughhisproudreservebefore。
ButwhenTheDuketoldthestoryofGwen’sawfulfall,whichhedidwithgreatgraphicpower,alittleredspotburnedupontheLadyCharlotte’spalecheek,and,asTheDukefinishedhistalewiththewords,"Itwasherlastride,"shecoveredherfacewithherhandsandcried:
"Oh,Duke,itishorribletothinkof!Butwhatsplendidcourage!"
"Greatstuff!eh,Duke?"criedtheHon。Fred,kickingaburninglogvigorously。
ButTheDukemadenoreply。
"Howisshenow,Duke?"saidLadyCharlotte。TheDukelookedupasfromadream。"Brightasthemorning,"hesaid。Then,inreplytoLadyCharlotte’slookofwonder,headded:
"ThePilotdidit。Connorwilltellyou。Idon’tunderstandit。"
"NordoI,either。ButIcantellyouonlywhatIsawandheard,"
Ianswered。
"Tellme,"saidLadyCharlotteverygently。
ThenItoldherhow,onebyone,wehadfailedtohelpher,andhowThePilothadriddenupthatmorningthroughthecanyon,andhowhehadbroughtthefirstlightandpeacetoherbyhismarvellouspicturesoftheflowersandfernsandtreesandallthewonderfulmysteriesofthatwonderfulcanyon。
"Butthatwasn’tall,"saidtheDukequickly,asIstopped。
"No,"Isaidslowly,"thatwasNOTallbyalongway;buttherestIdon’tunderstand。That’sThePilot’ssecret。"
"Tellmewhathedid,"saidLadyCharlotte,softly,oncemore。"I
wanttoknow。"
"Idon’tthinkIcan,"Ireplied。"HesimplyreadoutoftheScripturestoherandtalked。"
LadyCharlottelookeddisappointed。
"Isthatall?"shesaid。
"ItisquiteenoughforGwen,"saidTheDukeconfidently,"forthereshelies,oftensuffering,alwayslongingforthehillsandthefreeair,butwithherfaceradiantastheflowersofthebelovedcanyon。"
"Imustseeher,"saidLadyCharlotte,"andthatwonderfulPilot。"
"You’llbedisappointedinhim,"saidTheDuke。
"Oh,I’veseehimandheardhim,butIdon’tknowhim,"shereplied。"Theremustbesomethinginhimthatonedoesnotseeatfirst。"
"SoIhavediscovered,"saidTheDuke,andwiththatthesubjectwasdropped,butnotbeforetheLadyCharlottemademepromisetotakehertoGwen,TheDukebeingstrangelyunwillingtodothisforher。
"You’llbedisappointed,"hesaid。"Sheisonlyasimplelittlechild。"
ButLadyCharlottethoughtdifferently,and,havingmadeupherminduponthematter,therewasnothingforit,asherhusbandsaid,but"forallhandstosurrenderandthesoonerthebetter。"
AndsotheLadyCharlottehadherway,which,asitturnedout,wasmuchthewisestandbest。
CHAPTERXIX
THROUGHGWEN’SWINDOW
WhenItoldThePilotofLadyCharlotte’spurposetovisitGwen,hewasnottoowellpleased。
"WhatdoesshewantwithGwen?"hesaidimpatiently。"Shewilljustputnotionsintoherheadandmakethechilddiscontented。"
"Whyshouldshe?"saidI。
"Shewon’tmeanto,butshebelongstoanotherworld,andGwencannottalktoherwithoutgettingglimpsesofalifethatwillmakeherlongforwhatshecanneverhave,"saidThePilot。
"ButsupposeitisnotidlecuriosityinLadyCharlotte,"I
suggested。
"Idon’tsayitisquitethat,"heanswered,"butthesepeopleloveasensation。"
"Idon’tthinkyouknowLadyCharlotte,"Ireplied。"Ihardlythinkfromhertonetheothernightthatsheisasensationhunter。"
"Atanyrate,"heanswered,decidedly,"sheisnottoworrypoorGwen。"
Iwasalittlesurprisedathisattitude,andfeltthathewasunfairtoLadyCharlotte,butIforboretoarguewithhimonthematter。HecouldnotbeartothinkofanypersonorthingthreateningthepeaceofhisbelovedGwen。
TheveryfirstSaturdayaftermypromisewasgivenweweresurprisedtoseeLadyCharlotterideuptothedoorofourshackintheearlymorning。
"Yousee,Iamnotgoingtoletyouoff,"shesaid,asIgreetedher。"Andthedayissoveryfineforaride。"
Ihastenedtoapologizefornotgoingtoher,andthentogetoutofmydifficulty,rathermeanlyturnedtowardThePilot,andsaid:
"ThePilotdoesn’tapproveofourvisit。"
"Andwhynot,mayIask?"saidLadyCharlotte,liftinghereyebrows。
ThePilot’sfaceburned,partlywithwrathatme,andpartlywithembarrassment;forLadyCharlottehadputonhergrandair。Buthestoodtohisguns。
"Iwassaying,LadyCharlotte,"hesaid,lookingstraightintohereyes,"thatyouandGwenhavelittleincommon——and——and——"hehesitated。
"Littleincommon!"saidLadyCharlottequietly。"Shehassufferedgreatly。"
ThePilotwasquicktocatchthenoteofsadnessinhervoice。
"Yes,"hesaid,wonderingathertone,"shehassufferedgreatly。"
"And,"continuedLadyCharlotte,"sheisbrightasthemorning,TheDukesays。"Therewasalookofpaininherface。
ThePilot’sfacelitup,andhecamenearerandlaidhishandcaressinglyuponherbeautifulhorse。
"Yes,thankGod!"hesaidquickly,"brightasthemorning。"
"Howcanthatbe?"sheasked,lookingdownintohisface。"Perhapsshewouldtellme。"
"LadyCharlotte,"saidThePilotwithasuddenflush,"Imustaskyourpardon。Iwaswrong。Ithoughtyou——"hepaused;"butgotoGwen,shewilltellyou,andyouwilldohergood。"
"Thankyou,"saidLadyCharlotte,puttingoutherhand,"andperhapsyouwillcomeandseeme,too。"
ThePilotpromisedandstoodlookingafterusaswerodeupthetrail。
"ThereissomethingmoreinyourPilotthanatfirstappears,"shesaid。"TheDukewasquiteright。"
"Heisagreatman,"Isaidwithenthusiasm;"tenderasawomanandwiththeheartofahero。"
"YouandBillandTheDukeseemtoagreeabouthim,"shesaid,smiling。
ThenItoldhertalesofThePilot,andofhiswayswiththemen,tillherblueeyesgrewbrightandherbeautifulfacelostitsproudlook。
"Itisperfectlyamazing,"Isaid,finishingmystory,"howthesedevil-may-careroughfellowsrespecthim,andcometohiminallsortsoftrouble。Ican’tunderstandit,andyetheisjustaboy。"
"No,notamazing,"saidLadyCharlotteslowly。"IthinkI
understandit。Hehasatrueman’sheart;andholdsagreatpurposeinit。I’veseenmenlikethat。Notclergymen,Imean,butmenwithagreatpurpose。"
Then,afteramoment’sthought,sheadded:"Butyououghttocareforhimbetter。Hedoesnotlookstrong。"
"Strong!"Iexclaimedquickly,withaqueerfeelingofresentmentatmyheart。"Hecandoasmuchridingasanyofus。"
"Still,"shereplied,"there’ssomethinginhisfacethatwouldmakehismotheranxious。"Inspiteofmyrepudiationofhersuggestion,Ifoundmyselfforthenextfewminutesthinkingofhowhewouldcomeexhaustedandfaintfromhislongrides,andI
resolvedthathemusthavearestandchange。
ItwasoneofthoseearlySeptemberdays,thebestofallinthewesterncountry,whenthelightfallslessfiercelythroughasofthazethatseemstofilltheairaboutyou,andthatgrowsintopurpleonthefarhilltops。Bythetimewereachedthecanyonthesunwasridinghighandpouringitsraysfullintoallthedeepnookswheretheshadowsmostlylay。
Therewerenoshadowsto-day,exceptsuchasthetreescastuponthegreenmossbedsandtheblackrocks。Thetopsofthetallelmsweresereandrusty,buttheleavesoftheruggedoaksthatfringedthecanyon’slipsshonearichandglossybrown。Alldownthesidesthepoplarsanddelicatebirches,paleyellow,butsometimesflushingintoorangeandred,stoodshimmeringinthegoldenlight,whilehereandtherethebroad-spreading,featherysumachsmadegreatsplashesofbrilliantcrimsonupontheyellowandgold。Downinthebottomstoodthecedarsandthebalsams,stillgreen。Westoodsomemomentssilentlygazingintothistangleofinterlacingboughsandshimmeringleaves,allglowinginyellowlight,thenLadyCharlottebrokethesilenceintonessoftandreverentasifshestoodinagreatcathedral。
"AndthisisGwen’scanyon!"
"Yes,butsheneverseesitnow,"Isaid,forIcouldneverridethroughwithoutthinkingofthechildtowhoseheartthiswassodear,butwhoseeyesneverresteduponit。LadyCharlottemadenoreply,andwetookthetrailthatwounddownintothismazeofminglingcolorsandlightsandshadows。Everywherelaythefallenleaves,brownandyellowandgold;——everywhereonourtrail,onthegreenmossesandamongthedeadferns。Andaswerode,leavesfluttereddownfromthetreesabovesilentlythroughthetangledboughs,andlaywiththeothersonmossandrockandbeatentrail。
Theflowerswereallgone;buttheLittleSwansangaseveritsmany-voicedsong,asitflowedinpoolsandeddiesandcascades,withhereandthereagoldenleafuponitsblackwaters。Ah!howofteninweary,dustydaysthesesightsandsoundsandsilenceshavecometomeandbroughtmyheartrest!
Aswebegantoclimbupintotheopen,Iglancedatmycompanion’sface。Thecanyonhaddoneitsworkwithheraswithallwholovedit。Thetouchofpridethatwasthehabitofherfacewasgone,andinitsplacerestedtheearnestwonderofalittlechild,whileinhereyeslaythecanyon’stenderglow。AndwiththisfaceshelookedinuponGwen。
AndGwen,whohadbeenwaitingforher,forgotallhernervousfear,andwithhandsoutstretched,criedoutinwelcome:
"Oh,I’msoglad!You’veseenitandIknowyouloveit!Mycanyon,youknow!"shewenton,answeringLadyCharlotte’smystifiedlook。
"Yes,dearchild,"saidLadyCharlotte,bendingoverthepalefacewithitshaloofgoldenhair,"Iloveit。"Butshecouldgetnofurther,forhereyeswerefulloftears。Gwengazedupintothebeautifulface,wonderingathersilence,andthensaidgently:
"Tellmehowitlooksto-day!ThePilotalwaysshowsittome。Doyouknow,"sheadded,thoughtfully,"ThePilotlookslikeithimself。Hemakesmethinkofit,and——and——"shewentonshyly,"youdo,too。"
BythistimeLadyCharlottewaskneelingbythecouch,smoothingthebeautifulhairandgentlytouchingthefacesopaleandlinedwithpain。
"Thatisagreathonor,truly,"shesaidbrightlythroughhertears——"tobelikeyourcanyonandlikeyourPilot,too。"
Gwennodded,butshewasnottobedenied。
"Tellmehowitlooksto-day,"shesaid。"Iwanttoseeit。Oh,I
wanttoseeit!"
LadyCharlottewasgreatlymovedbytheyearninginthevoice,but,controllingherself,shesaidgaily:
"Oh,Ican’tshowittoyouasyourPilotcan,butI’lltellyouwhatIsaw。"
"TurnmewhereIcansee,"saidGwentome,andIwheeledhertowardthewindowandraisedherupsothatshecouldlookdownthetrailtowardthecanyon’smouth。
"Now,"shesaid,afterthepainoftheliftinghadpassed,"tellme,please。"
ThenLadyCharlottesetthecanyonbeforeherinrichandradiantcoloring,whileGwenlistened,gazingdownuponthetrailtowheretheelmtopscouldbeseen,rustyandsere。
"Oh,itislovely!"saidGwen,"andIseeitsowell。ItisalltherebeforemewhenIlookthroughmywindow。"
ButLadyCharlottelookedather,wonderingtoseeherbrightsmile,andatlastshecouldnothelpthequestion:
"Butdon’tyouwearytoseeitwithyourowneyes?"
"Yes,"saidGwengently,"oftenIwantandwantit,oh,somuch!"
"Andthen,Gwen,dear,howcanyoubearit?"Hervoicewaseagerandearnest。"Tellme,Gwen。Ihaveheardallaboutyourcanyonflowers,butIcan’tunderstandhowthefrettingandthepainwentaway。"
Gwenlookedatherfirstinamazement,andthenindawningunderstanding。
"Haveyouacanyon,too?"sheasked,gravely。
LadyCharlottepausedamoment,thennodded。Itdidappearstrangetomethatsheshouldbreakdownherproudreserveandopenherhearttothischild。
"Andtherearenoflowers,Gwen,notone,"shesaidratherbitterly,"norsunnorseedsnorsoil,Ifear。"
"Oh,ifThePilotwerehere,hewouldtellyou。"
Atthispoint,feelingthattheywouldratherbealone,Iexcusedmyselfonthepretextoflookingafterthehorses。
WhattheytalkedofduringthenexthourIneverknew,butwhenI
returnedtotheroomLadyCharlottewasreadingslowlyandwithperplexedfacetoGwenoutofhermother’sBiblethewords"forthesufferingofdeath,crownedwithgloryandhonor。"
"YouseeevenforHim,suffering,"Gwensaideagerly,"butIcan’texplain。ThePilotwillmakeitclear。"Thenthetalkended。
WehadlunchwithGwen——bannocksandfreshsweetmilkandblueberries——andafteranhourofgayfunwecameaway。
LadyCharlottekissedhertenderlyasshebadeGwengood-by。
"Youmustletmecomeagainandsitatyourwindow,"shesaid,smilingdownuponthewanface。
"Oh,Ishallwatchforyou。Howgoodthatwillbe!"criedGwen,delightedly。"Howmanycometoseeme!Youmakefive。"Thensheadded,softly:"Youwillwriteyourletter。"ButLadyCharlotteshookherhead。
"Ican’tdothat,Ifear,"shesaid,"butIshallthinkofit。"
Itwasabrightfacethatlookedoutuponusthroughtheopenwindowaswerodedownthetrail。Justbeforewetookthedipintothecanyon,Iturnedtowavemyhand。
"Gwen’sfriendsalwayswavefromhere,"Isaid,wheelingmybronco。
AgainandagainLadyCharlottewavedherhandkerchief。
"Howbeautiful,buthowwonderful!"shesaidasiftoherself。
"Truly,HERcanyonisfullofflowers。"
"Itisquitebeyondme,"Ianswered。"ThePilotmayexplain。"
"IsthereanythingyourPilotcan’tdo?"saidLadyCharlotte。
"Tryhim,"Iventured。
"Imeanto,"shereplied,"butIcannotbringanyonetomycanyon,Ifear,"sheaddedinanuncertainvoice。
AsIleftheratherdoorshethankedmewithcourteousgrace。
"Youhavedoneagreatdealforme,"shesaid,givingmeherhand。
"Ithasbeenabeautiful,awonderfulday。"
WhenItoldthePilotalltheday’sdoings,heburstout:
"Whatastupidandself-righteousfoolIhavebeen!Ineverthoughttherecouldbeanycanyoninherlife。Howshortoursightis!"andallthatnightIcouldgetalmostnowordsfromhim。
ThatwasthefirstofmanyvisitstoGwen。NotaweekpassedbutLadyCharlottetookthetrailtotheMeredithranchandspentanhouratGwen’swindow。OftenThePilotfoundherthere。Butthoughtheywerealwayspleasanthourstohim,hewouldcomehomeingreattroubleaboutLadyCharlotte。
"SheisperfectlycharminganddoingGwennoendofgood,butsheisproudasanarchangel。Hashadanawfulbreakwithherfamilyathome,anditisspoilingherlife。Shetoldmesomuch,butshewillallownoonetotouchtheaffair。"
Butonedaywemetherridingtowardthevillage。Aswedrewnear,shedrewupherhorseandheldupaletter。
"Home!"shesaid。"Iwroteitto-day,andImustgetitoffimmediately。"
ThePilotunderstoodheratonce,butheonlysaid:
"Good!"butwithsuchemphasisthatwebothlaughed。
"Yes,Ihopeso,"shesaidwiththeredbeginningtoshowinhercheek。"Ihavedroppedsomeseedintomycanyon。"
"IthinkIseetheflowersbeginningtospring,"saidThePilot。
Sheshookherheaddoubtfullyandreplied:
"IshallrideupandsitwithGwenatherwindow。"
"Do,"repliedThePilot,"thelightisgoodthere。WonderfulthingsaretobeseenthroughGwen’swindow。"
"Yes,"saidLadyCharlottesoftly。"DearGwen!——butIfearitisoftenmadebrightwithtears。"
Asshespokeshewheeledherhorseandcanteredoff,forherowntearswerenotfaraway。Ifollowedherinthoughtupthetrailwindingthroughtheround-toppedhillsanddownthroughthegoldenlightsofthecanyonandintoGwen’sroom。Icouldseethepaleface,withitsgoldenaureole,lightupandglow,astheysatbeforethewindowwhileLadyCharlottewouldtellherhowGwen’sCanyonlookedto-dayandhowinherownbleakcanyontherewasthesignofflowers。
CHAPTERXX
HOWBILLFAVORED"HOME-GROWNINDUSTRIES"
ThebuildingoftheSwanCreekChurchmadeasensationinthecountry,andallthemorethatBroncoBillwasincommand。
"WhenIputupmoneyIstaywiththegame,"heannounced;andstayhedid,tothegreatbenefitoftheworkandtothedelightofThePilot,whowaswearinghislifeoutintryingtodoseveralmen’swork。ItwasBillthatorganizedthegangsforhaulingstoneforthefoundationandlogsforthewalls。ItwasBillthatassignedthevariousjobstothosevolunteeringservice。ToRobbieMuirandtwostalwartGlengarrymenfromtheOttawalumberregion,whoknewallaboutthebroadaxe,hegavethehewingdownofthelogsthatformedthewalls。Andwhentheyhaddone,Billdeclaredtheywere"better’anasawmill。"ItwasBill,too,thatdidthefinancing,andhispassagewithWilliams,thestorekeeperfrom"theotherside"whodealtinlumberandbuildingmaterial,wassuchasestablishedforeverBill’sreputationinfinance。
WithThePilot’splansinhishandshewenttoWilliams,seizingatimewhenthestorewasfullofmenaftertheirmailmatter。
"Whatdoyouthinkovthemplans?"heaskedinnocently。
Williamswasvolublewithopinionsandcriticismandsuggestions,allofwhichweregratefully,evenhumblyreceived。
"Kindovhardtofiggeroutjesthowmuchlumber’llgointotheshack,"saidBill;"yeseethelogsmakesadifference。"
ToWilliamsthethingwassimplicityitself,and,aftersomefiguring,hehandedBillacompletestatementoftheamountoflumberofallkindsthatwouldberequired。
"Now,whatwouldthattherecometo?"
Williamsnamedhisfigure,andthenBillentereduponnegotiations。
"Iaintnomantobeatdownprices。No,sir,Isaygiveamanhisfigger。Ofcourse,thishereaintmyfuneral;besides,bein’aGospelshop,thepricenaterallywouldbedifferent。"TothistheboysallassentedandWilliamslookeduncomfortable。
"Infact,"andBilladoptedhispublictonetoHi’sadmirationandjoy,"thishere’sapublicinstitooshun"(thiswasWilliams’ownthunder),"condoocin’tothegoodofthecommunity"(Hislappedhisthighandsquirtedhalfwayacrossthestoretosignifyhisentireapproval,"andIcherishtheopinion"——(delightedchucklefromHi)——
"thatpublicmenareinterestedinthisconcern。"
"That’sso!Rightyouare!"chorusedtheboysgravely。
Williamsagreed,butdeclaredhehadthoughtofallthisinmakinghiscalculation。Butseeingitwasachurch,andthefirstchurchandtheirownchurch,hewouldmakeacut,whichhedidaftermorefiguring。Billgravelytooktheslipofpaperandputitintohispocketwithoutaword。Bytheendoftheweek,havinginthemeantimeriddenintotownandinterviewedthedealersthere,BillsaunteredintothestoreandtookuphispositionremotefromWilliams。
"You’llbewantingthatsheeting,won’tyou,nextweek,Bill?"saidWilliams。
"Whatsheetin’’sthat?"
"Why,forthechurch。Aintthelogsup?"
"Yes,that’sso。Iwasjustgoin’toseetheboyshereaboutgettin’ithauled,"saidBill。
"Hauled!"saidWilliams,inamazedindignation。"Aintyougoin’tosticktoyourdeal?"
"Igenerallymakeitmycustomtosticktomydeals,"saidBill,lookingstraightatWilliams。
"Well,whataboutyourdealwithmelastMondaynight?"saidWilliams,angrily。
"Let’ssee。LastMondaynight,"saidBill,apparentlythinkingback;"can’tsayasIrememberanyperticklerdeal。Anyovyoufellersremember?"
Noonecouldrecallanydeal。
"Youdon’tremembergettinganypaperfromme,Isuppose?"saidWilliams,sarcastically。
"Paper!Why,IbelieveI’vegotthattherepaperontomypersonatthispresentmoment,"saidBill,divingintohispocketanddrawingoutWilliams’estimate。Hespentafewmomentsincarefulscrutiny。
"Thereain’tnodealontothisasIcansee,"saidBill,gravelypassingthepapertotheboys,whoeachscrutinizeditandpasseditonwithashakeoftheheadoraremarkastotheabsenceofanysignofadeal。Williamschangedhistone。Forhispart,hewasindifferentinthematter。
ThenBillmadehimanoffer。
"Ovcourse,Ibelieveinsupportin’home-grownindustries,andifyoucantouchmyfiggerI’dbeuncommonlygladtogiveyouthecontract。"
ButBill’sfigure,whichwasquitefiftypercent。lowerthanWilliams’bestoffer,wasrejectedasquiteimpossible。
"ThoughtI’dmakeyoutheoffer,"saidBill,carelessly,"seein’asyou’reinstitootin’thetradeandtheboyshere’llallbebuildin’
moreorless,andIbelieveinstandin’upforlocaltradesandmanufactures。"Therewerenodsofapprovalonallsides,andWilliamswasforcedtoaccept,forBillbeganarrangingwiththeHillbrothersandHitomakeanearlystartonMonday。Itwasagreattriumph,butBilldisplayednosignofelation;hewasratherfullofsympathyforWilliams,andeagertohelponthelumberbusinessasalocal"institooshun。"
SecondincommandinthechurchbuildingenterprisestoodLadyCharlotte,andunderherlaboredtheHon。Fred,TheDuke,and,indeed,allthecompanyoftheNobleSeven。Herhomebecamethecentreofanewtypeofsociallife。Withexquisitetact,andmuchwasneededforthiskindofwork,shedrewthebachelorsfromtheirlonelyshacksandfromtheirwildcarousals,andgavethematasteofthejoysofapurehome-life,thefirsttheyhadhadsinceleavingtheoldhomesyearsago。AndthenshemadethemworkforthechurchwithsuchzealanddiligencethatherhusbandandTheDukedeclaredthatranchinghadbecomequiteanincidentalinterestsincethechurch-buildinghadbegun。ButThePilotwentaboutwitharadiantlookonhispaleface,whileBillgaveitforthashisopinion,"thoughshewasaleetlehighintheaction,shecouldhitanuncommongait。"
WithsuchenergydidBillpushtheworkofconstructionthatbythefirstofDecemberthechurchstoodroofed,sheeted,flooredandreadyforwindows,doorsandceiling,sothatThePilotbegantohopethatheshouldseethedesireofhisheartfulfilled——thechurchofSwanCreekopenfordivineserviceonChristmasDay。
Duringtheseweekstherewasmorethanchurch-buildinggoingon,forwhilethedaysweregiventotheshapingoflogs,andthedrivingofnailsandtheplaningofboards,thelongwintereveningswerespentintalkaroundthefireinmyshack,whereThePilotforsomemonthspasthadmadehishomeandwhereBill,sincethebeginningofthechurchbuilding,hadcome"tocamp。"ThoseweregreatnightsforThePilotandBill,and,indeed,forme,too,andtheotherboys,who,afteraday’sworkonthechurch,werealwaysbroughtinbyBillorThePilot。
Greatnightsforusalltheywere。Afterbaconandbeansandbannocks,andoccasionallypotatoes,andrarelyapudding,withcoffee,richandsteaming,towashalldown,pipeswouldfollow,andthenyarnsofadventures,possibleandimpossible,allexcitingandwonderful,andallreceivedwiththegreatestcredulity。
If,however,thepowersofbeliefwereputtotoogreatastrainbyataleofmorethanordinarymarvel,Billwouldfollowwithoneofsuchutterimpossibilitythatthecompanywouldfeelthatthelimithadbeenreached,andtheyarnswouldcease。ButafterthefirstweekmostofthetimewasgiventoThePilot,whowouldreadtousofthedeedsofthemightymenofold,whohadmadeandwreckedempires。
Whathappynightstheyweretothosecowboys,whohadbeencastuplikedriftwooduponthisstrangeandlonelyshore!Someofthemhadneverknownwhatitwastohaveathoughtbeyondtheworkandsportoftheday。AndtheworldintowhichThePilotwasusheringthemwasallnewandwonderfultothem。Happynights,withoutacare,butthatThePilotwouldnotgettheghastlylookoutofhisface,andlaughedattheideaofgoingawaytillthechurchwasbuilt。And,indeed,wewouldallhavesorelymissedhim,andsohestayed。
CHAPTERXXI。
HOWBILLHITTHETRAIL
When"thecrowd"waswithusThePilotreadusallsortsoftalesofadventuresinalllandsbyheroesofallages,butwhenwethreesattogetherbyourfireThePilotwouldalwaysreadustalesoftheheroesofsacredstory,andthesedelightedBillmorethanthoseofanyoftheancientempiresofthepast。Hehadhisfavorites。Abraham,Moses,Joshua,Gideon,neverfailedtoarousehisadmiration。ButJacobwastohimalways"ameancuss,"andDavidhecouldnotappreciate。MostofallheadmiredMosesandtheApostlePaul,whomhecalled"thatlittlechap。"But,whenthereadingwasabouttheOneGreatManthatmovedmajesticamidthegospelstories,Billmadenocomments;Hewastoohighforapproval。
ByandbyBillbegantotellthesetalestotheboys,andonenight,whenaquietmoodhadfallenuponthecompany,Billbrokethesilence。
"Say,Pilot,wherewasitthatthelittlechapgotmixedupintothatriot?"
"Riot!"saidThePilot。
"Yes;yourememberwhenhestoodoffthewholegangfromthestairs?"
"Oh,yes,atJerusalem!"
"Yes,that’sthespot。Perhapsyouwouldreadthattotheboys。
Goodyarn!Littlechap,youknow,stoodupandtold’emtheywereallsortsofblankedthievesandcut-throats,andstood’emoff。
Playeditalone,too。"
Mostoftheboysfailedtorecognizethestoryinitsnewdress。
Therewasmuchinterest。
"Whowastheduck?Whowasthegang?Whatwastherowabout?"
"ThePilothere’lltellyou。Ifyou’dkindo’give’emaleadbeforeyoubegin,they’dcatchontotheyarnbetter。"ThislasttoThePilot,whowaspreparingtoread。
"Well,itwasatJerusalem,"beganThePilot,whenBillinterrupted:
"IfImightremark,perhapsitmighthelptheboysontothetrailmebbe,ifyou’dtell’emhowthelittlechapstruckhisnewgait。"
SohedesignatedtheApostle’sconversion。
ThenThePilotintroducedtheApostlewithsomeformalitytothecompany,describingwithsuchvividtoucheshislifeandearlytraining,hissuddenwrenchfromallhehelddear,underthestressofanewconviction,hismagnificententhusiasmandcourage,histendernessandpatience,thatIwassurprisedtofindmyselfregardinghimasasortofhero,andtheboyswereallreadytobackhimagainstanyodds。AsThePilotreadthestoryoftheArrestatJerusalem,stoppingnowandthentopicturethescene,wesawitallandwereinthethickofit。Theragingcrowdhustlingandbeatingthelifeoutofthebravelittleman,thesuddenthrustofthedisciplinedRomanguardthroughthemass,therescue,thepauseonthestairway,thecalmfaceofthelittleherobeckoningforahearing,thequietingofthefrantic,frothingmob,thefearlessspeech——allpassedbeforeus。Theboyswerethrilled。
"Goodstuff,eh?"
"Ain’theadaisy?"
"Daisy!He’sawholesunflowerpatch!"
"Yes,"drawledBill,highlyappreciatingtheirmarksofapproval。
"That’swhatIcallaparticklerfinecharacterofaman。Thereain’tnomannerofinsecksontohim。"
"Youbet!"saidHi。
"Isay,"brokeinoneoftheboys,whowasjustemergingfromthetenderfootstage,"o’coursethat’sintheBible,ain’tit?"
ThePilotassented。
"Well,howdoyouknowit’strue?"
ThePilotwasproceedingtoelaboratehisargumentwhenBillcutinsomewhatmoreabruptlythanwashiswont。
"Lookhere,youngfeller!"Bill’svoicewasinthetoneofcommand。Themanlookedashewasbid。"Howdoyouknowanything’strue?HowdoyouknowThePilothere’struewhenhespeaks?Can’tyoutellbythefeel?Youknowbythesoundofhisvoice,don’tyou?"Billpausedandtheyoungfellowagreedreadily。
"Wellhowdoyouknowablankedsonofashejackasswhenyouseehim?"AgainBillpaused。Therewasnoreply。
"Well,"saidBill,resuminghisdeliberatedrawl。"I’llgiveyoutheinformationwithoutextracharge。It’sbythesoundhemakeswhenheopenshisblankedjaw。"
"But,"wentontheyoungskeptic,nettledatthelaughthatwentround,"thatdon’tproveanything。Youknow,"turningtoThePilot,"thatthereareheapsofpeoplewhodon’tbelievetheBible。"
ThePilotnodded。
"Someofthesmartest,best-educatedmenareagnostics,"proceededtheyoungman,warmingtohistheme,andfailingtonoticethestiffeningofBill’slankfigure。"Idon’tknowbutwhatIamonemyself。"
"Thatso?"saidBill,withsuddeninterest。
"Iguessso,"wasthemodestreply。
"Gotitbad?"wentonBill,withanoteofanxietyinhistone。
ButtheyoungmanturnedtoThePilotandtriedtoopenafreshargument。
"Whateverhe’sgot,"saidBilltotheothers,inamildvoice,"it’sspoilin’hismanners。"
"Yes,"wentonBill,meditatively,aftertheslightlaughhaddied,"it’sruinin’tothejudgment。Hedon’tseemtoknowwhenheinterfereswiththegame。Pity,too。"
Stilltheargumentwenton。
"Seemsasifheoughttotakesomethin’,"saidBill,inavoicesuspiciouslymild。"Whatwouldyousuggest?"
"Awalk,mebbe!"saidHi,indelightedexpectation。
"Iholdtheopinionthatyouhavementionedanuncommonlyvallableremedy,better’nPainKilleralmost。"
Billroselanguidly。
"Isay,"hedrawled,tappingtheyoungfellow,"itappearstomealittlewalkwouldperhapsbegood,mebbe。"
"Allright,waittillIgetmycap,"wastheunsuspectingreply。
"Idon’tthinkperhapsyouwon’tneedit,mebbe。Icherishtheopinionyou’ll,perhaps,bewarmenough。"Bill’svoicehadunconsciouslypassedintoasternertone。Hiwasonhisfeetandatthedoor。
"ThishereinterviewisprivateANDconfidential,"saidBilltohispartner。
"Exactly,"saidHi,openingthedoor。Atthistheyoungfellow,whowasastrappingsix-footer,butsoftandflabby,drewbackandrefusedtogo。Hewastoolate。Bill’sgripwasonhiscollarandouttheywentintothesnow,andbehindthemHiclosedthedoor。
Invaintheyoungfellowstruggledtowrenchhimselffreefromthehandsthathadhimbytheshoulderandthebackoftheneck。I
tookitallinfromthewindow。Hemighthavebeenaboyforalltheeffecthisplungingshaduponthelong,sinewyarmsthatgrippedhimsofiercely。Afteraminute’sfuriousstruggletheyoungfellowstoodquiet,whenBillsuddenlyshiftedhisgripfromtheshouldertotheseatofhisbuckskintrousers。Thenbeganaseriesofevolutionsbeforethehouse——upanddown,forwardandback,whichtheunfortunatevictim,withhandswildlyclutchingatemptyair,wasquitepowerlesstoresisttillhewasbroughtuppantingandgasping,subdued,toastandstill。
"I’lllarnyouagnosticsandseveralotherkindsofticks,"saidBill,inaterriblevoice,hisdrawllengtheningperceptibly。
"Comeroundhere,willyou,andshoveyourblankedsecond-handedtrashdownourthroats?"Billpausedtogetwords;then,burstingoutinrisingwrath:
"Thereain’tnosootablewordsforsichconduct。Bythelivin’
Jeminy——"Hesuddenlyswunghisprisoneroffhisfeet,liftedhimbodily,andheldhimoverhisheadatarm’slength。"I’veanotionto——"
"Don’t!don’t!forHeaven’ssake!"criedthestrugglingwretch,"I’llstopit!Iwill!"
Billatonceloweredhimandsethimonhisfeet。
"Allright!Shake!"hesaid,holdingouthishand,whichtheothertookwithcaution。
Itwasaremarkablysuddenconversionandlastinginitseffects。
TherewasnomoreagnosticisminthelittlegroupthatgatheredaroundThePilotforthenightlyreading。
Theinterestinthereadingkeptgrowingnightbynight。
"SeemsasifThePilotwasgittin’inhiswork,"saidBilltome;
andlookingatthegrave,eagerfaces,Iagreed。HewasgettinginhisworkwithBill,too;thoughperhapsBilldidnotknowit。I
rememberonenight,whentheothershadgone,ThePilotwasreadingtoustheParableoftheTalents,Billwasparticularlyinterestedintheservantwhofailedinhisduty。
"Ornerycuss,eh?"heremarked;"andgall,too,eh?Servedhimblamedwellright,inmyopinion!"
Butwhenthepracticalbearingoftheparablebecamecleartohim,afterlongsilence,hesaid,slowly:
"Well,thatthereseemstoindicatethatit’sabouttimeformetogetarustleon。"Then,afteranothersilence,hesaid,hesitatingly,"Thisherechurch-buildin’businessnow,doyouthinkthat’llperhapscount,mebbe?Iguessnot,eh?’Tain’tmuch,o’
course,anyway。"PoorBill,hewaslikeachild,andThePilothandledhimwithamother’stouch。
"Whatareyoubestat,Bill?"
"Bronco-bustin’andcattle,"saidBill,wonderingly;"that’smyline。"
"Well,Bill,mylineispreachingjustnow,andpiloting,youknow。"ThePilot’ssmilewaslikeasunbeamonarainyday,forthereweretearsinhiseyesandvoice。"Andwehavejustgottobefaithful。Youseewhathesays:’Welldone,goodandFAITHFUL
servant。ThouhastbeenFAITHFUL。’"
Billwaspuzzled。
"Faithful!"herepeated。"Doesthatmeanwiththecattle,perhaps?"
"Yes,that’sjustit,Bill,andwitheverythingelsethatcomesyourway。"
AndBillneverforgotthatlesson,forIheardhim,withakindofquietenthusiasm,givingittoHiasagreatfind。"Now,Icallthatafairdeal,"hesaidtohisfriend;"giveseverymanashow。
Nocardsupthesleeve。"
"That’sso,"wasHi’sthoughtfulreply;"distributesthetrumps。"
SomehowBillcametoberegardedasanauthorityuponquestionsofreligionandmorals。Nooneeveraccusedhimof"gettin’
religion。"Hewentabouthisworkinhisslow,quietway,buthewasalwayssharinghisdiscoverieswith"theboys。"AndifanyonepuzzledhimwithsubtletiesheneverrestedtillhehadhimfacetofacewithThePilot。Andsoitcamethatthesetwodrewtoeachotherwithmorethanbrotherlyaffection。WhenBillgotintodifficultywithproblemsthathavevexedthesoulsofmenfarwiserthanhe,ThePilotwouldeitherdisentangletheknotsorwouldturnhismindtotheveritiesthatstoodoutsureandclear,andBillwouldbecontent。
"That’sgoodenoughforme,"hewouldsay,andhisheartwouldbeatrest。
CHAPTERXXII
HOWTHESWANCREEKCHURCHWASOPENED
When,neartheendoftheyear,ThePilotfellsick,BillnursedhimlikeamotherandsenthimoffforarestandchangetoGwen,forbiddinghimtoreturntillthechurchwasfinishedandvisitinghimtwiceaweek。Thelovebetweenthetwowasmostbeautiful,and,whenIfindmyheartgrowhardandunbelievinginmenandthings,IletmymindwanderbacktoascenethatIcameuponinfrontofGwen’shouse。Thesetwowerestandingaloneintheclearmoonlight,BillwithhishanduponThePilot’sshoulder,andThePilotwithhisarmaroundBill’sneck。
"DearoldBill,"ThePilotwassaying,"dearoldBill,"andthevoicewasbreakingintoasob。AndBill,standingstiffandstraight,lookedupatthestars,coughedandswallowedhardforsomemoments,andsaid,inaqueer,croakyvoice:
"Shouldn’twonderifaChinookwouldblowup。"
"Chinook?"laughedThePilot,withacatchinhisvoice。"Youdearoldhumbug,"andhestoodwatchingtillthelankformswayeddownintothecanyon。
Thedayofthechurchopeningcame,asalldays,howeverlongwaitedfor,willcome——abright,beautifulChristmasDay。Theairwasstillandfulloffrostylight,asifarrestedbyavoiceofcommand,waitingthewordtomove。Thehillslayundertheirdazzlingcoverlets,asleep。Backofall,thegreatpeaksliftedmajesticheadsoutofthedarkforestsandgazedwithcalm,steadfastfacesuponthewhite,sunlitworld。To-day,asthelightfilledupthecracksthatwrinkledtheirhardfaces,theyseemedtosmile,asiftheChristmasjoyhadsomehowmovedsomethingintheirold,stonyhearts。
Thepeoplewereallthere——farmers,ranchers,cowboys,wivesandchildren——allhappy,allproudoftheirnewchurch,andnowallexpectant,waitingforThePilotandtheOldTimer,whoweretodrivedownifThePilotwasfitandweretobringGwenifthedaywasfine。Asthetimepassedon,Bill,asmasterofceremonies,begantogrowuneasy。ThenIndianJoeappearedandhandedanotetoBill。Hereadit,grewgrayinthefaceandpassedittome。
Looking,Isawinpoor,waveringlinesthewords,"DearBill。Goonwiththeopening。SingthePsalm,youknowtheone,andsayaprayer,andoh,cometomequick,Bill。YourPilot。"
Billgraduallypulledhimselftogether,announcedinastrangevoice,"ThePilotcan’tcome,"handedmethePsalm,andsaid:
"Makethemsing。"
ItwasthatgrandPsalmforallhillpeoples,"Itothehillswillliftmineeyes,"andwithwonderingfacestheysangthestrong,steadyingwords。AfterthePsalmwasoverthepeoplesatandwaited,BilllookedattheHon。FredAshley,thenatRobbieMuir,thensaidtomeinalowvoice:
"Kinyoumakeaprayer?"
Ishookmyhead,ashamedasIdidsoofmycowardice。
AgainBillpaused,thensaid:
"ThePilotsaysthere’sgottobeaprayer。Kinanyonemakeone?"
Againdead,solemnsilence。
ThenHi,whowasneartheback,said,comingtohispartner’shelp:
"What’sthematterwithyoutrying,yourself,Bill?"
TheredbegantocomeupinBill’swhiteface。
"’Taintinmyline。ButThePilotsaysthere’sgottobeaprayer,andI’mgoingtostaywiththegame。"Then,leaningonthepulpit,hesaid:
"Let’spray,"andbegan:
"GodAlmighty,Iain’tnogoodatthis,andperhapsyou’llunderstandifIdon’tputthingsright。"Thenapausefollowed,duringwhichIheardsomeofthewomenbeginningtosob。
"WhatIwanttosay,"Billwenton,"is,we’remightygladaboutthischurch,whichweknowit’syouandThePilotthat’sworkedit。
Andwe’reallgladtochipin。"
Thenagainhepaused,and,lookingup,Isawhishard,grayfaceworkingandtwotearsstealingdownhischeeks。Thenhestartedagain:
"ButaboutThePilot——Idon’twanttopersoom——butifyoudon’tmind,we’dliketohavehimstay——infact,don’tseehowwekindowithouthim——lookatalltheboyshere;he’sjustgettinghisworkinandisbringin’’emrightalong,and,GodAlmighty,ifyoutakehimawayitmightbeagoodthingforhimself,butforus——oh,God,"thevoicequiveredandwassilent"Amen。"
Thensomeone,IthinkitmusthavebeentheLadyCharlotte,began:
"OurFather,"andalljoinedthatcouldjoin,totheend。ForafewmomentsBillstoodup,lookingatthemsilently。Then,asifrememberinghisduty,hesaid:
"Thisherechurchisopen。Excuseme。"
Hestoodatthedoor,gaveawordofdirectiontoHi,whohadfollowedhimout,andleapingonhisbroncoshookhimoutintoahardgallop。
TheSwanCreekChurchwasopened。Theformofservicemaynothavebeencorrect,but,ifgreatlovecountsforanythingandappealingfaith,thenallthatwasnecessarywasdone。
CHAPTERXXIII
THEPILOT’SLASTPORT
IntheoldtimesafuneralwasregardedintheSwanCreekcountryasakindofsolemnfestivity。Inthosedays,forthemostpart,mendiedintheirbootsandwereplantedwithmuchhonorandloyallibation。Therewasoftenneithershroudnorcoffin,andintheFarWestmanyapoorfellowliesashefell,wrappedinhisownorhiscomrade’sblanket。
ItwasthemanageroftheXLCompany’sranchthatintroducedcrape。Theoccasionwasthefuneralofoneoftheranchcowboys,killedbyhisbronco,butwhenthepall-bearersandmournersappearedwithbandsandstreamersofcrape,thiswasvotedbythemajorityas"toogay。"Thatcircumstancealonewassufficienttorenderthatfuneralfamous,butitwasremembered,too,ashavingshockedtheproprietiesinanotherandmoreseriousmanner。Noonewouldbesonarrow-mindedastoobjecttothecustomofthereturnprocessionfallingintoaseriesofhorse-racesofthewildestdescription,andendingupatLatour’sinageneralriot。Buttoracewiththecorpsewasconsideredbadform。The"corpse-driver,"
ashewascalled,couldhardlybeblamedonthisoccasion。Hisacknowledgedplacewasattheheadoftheprocession,anditwasapointofhonorthatthatplaceshouldberetained。ThefaultclearlylaywiththedriveroftheXLranchsleigh,containingthemourners(aninnovation,bytheway),whofeltaggrievedthatHiKendal,drivingtheAshleyteamwiththepall-bearers(anotherinnovation),shouldbegiventheplaceofhonornextthecorpse。
TheXLdriverwantedtoknowwhat,inthenameofallthatwasblackandblue,theAshleyRanchhadtodowiththefuneral?Whosewasthatcorpse,anyway?Didn’titbelongtotheXLranch?Hi,ontheotherhand,contendedthatthecorpsewasinchargeofthepall-bearers。"Itwastheirdutytoseeitrighttothegrave,andiftheywerenotonhand,howwasitgoin’togetthere?Theydidn’texpectitwouldgitupandgettherebyitself,didthey?
Hididn’twantnoblankedmournersfoolin’roundthatcorptillitwasproperlyplanted;afterthattheymightgitintheirwork。"
ButtheXLdrivercouldnotacceptthisview,andatthefirstopportunityslippedpastHiandhispall-bearersandtooktheplacenextthesleighthatcarriedthecoffin。ItispossiblethatHimighthavebornewiththisaffrontandlossofpositionwithevenmind,butthejeeringremarksofthemournersastheyslidpasttriumphantlycouldnotbeendured,andthenextmomentthethreeteamswereabreastinaraceasfordearlife。Thecorpse-driver,havingtheadvantageofthebeatentrack,soonlefttheothertwobehindrunningneckandneckforsecondplace,whichwascapturedfinallybyHiandmaintainedtothegraveside,inspiteofmanyattemptsonthepartoftheXL’s。Thewholeproceeding,however,wasconsideredquiteimproper,andatLatour’s,thatnight,afterfullandbibulousdiscussion,itwasagreedthatthecorpse-driverfairlydistributedtheblame。"Forhispart,"hesaid,"heknewhehadn’toughttomakenocorpgitanysuchmoveon,buthewasn’tgoin’toseethattherecorptakesecondplaceathisownfuneral。
Notifhecouldhelpit。Andasfortheothers,hethoughtthatthepall-bearershadablankedsightmoretodowiththeplantin’
thanthemgiddymourners。"
ButwhentheygatheredattheMeredithranchtocarryoutThePilottohisgraveitwasfeltthattheFoothillCountrywascalledtoanewexperience。Theywereallthere。ThemenfromthePorcupineandfrombeyondtheFort,thePolicewiththeInspectorincommand,allthefarmersfortwentymilesaround,andofcoursealltheranchersandcowboysoftheSwanCreekcountry。Therewasnoeffortatrepression。Therewasnoneed,forinthecowboys,forthefirsttimeintheirexperience,therewasnoheartforfun。
Andastheyrodeupandhitchedtheirhorsestothefence,ordrovetheirsleighsintotheyardandtookoffthebells,therewasnoloud-voicedsalutation,noguyingnorchaffing,butwithsilentnodtheytooktheirplacesinthecrowdaboutthedoororpassedintothekitchen。
ThemenfromthePorcupinecouldnotquiteunderstandthegloomysilence。Itwassomethingunprecedentedinacountrywheremenlaughedallcaretoscornandsaluteddeathwithanod。Buttheywerequicktoreadsigns,andwithcharacteristiccourtesytheyfellinwiththemoodtheycouldnotunderstand。Thereisnomanlivingsoquicktofeelyourmood,andsoreadytoadapthimselftoit,asisthetrueWesterner。
Thiswasthedayofthecowboy’sgrief。TotherestofthecommunityThePilotwaspreacher;tothemhewascomradeandfriend。Theyhadbeenslowtoadmithimtotheirconfidence,butsteadilyhehadwonhisplacewiththem,tillwithinthelastfewmonthstheyhadcometocounthimasofthemselves。Hehadriddentherangewiththem;hehadsleptintheirshacksandcookedhismealsontheirtinstoves;and,besides,hewasBill’schum。Thatalonewasenoughtogivehimarighttoalltheyowned。Hewastheirs,andtheywereonlybeginningtotakefullprideinhimwhenhepassedoutfromthem,leavinganemptinessintheirlifenewandunexplained。Nomaninthatcountryhadevershownconcernforthem,norhaditoccurredtothemthatanymancould,tillThePilotcame。Ittookthemlongtobelievethattheinterestheshowedinthemwasgenuineandnotsimplyprofessional。Then,too,fromapreachertheyhadexpectedchieflypity,warning,rebuke。
ThePilotastonishedthembygivingthemrespect,admiration,andopen-heartedaffection。Itwasmonthsbeforetheycouldgetovertheirsuspicionthathewashumbuggingthem。Whenoncetheydid,theygavehimbackwithoutknowingitallthetrustandloveoftheirbig,generoushearts。Hehadmadethisworldnewtosomeofthem,andtoallhadgivenglimpsesofthenext。Itwasnowonderthattheystoodindumbgroupsaboutthehousewheretheman,whohaddoneallthisforthemandhadbeenallthistothemlaydead。
Therewasnodemonstrationofgrief。TheDukewasincommand,andhisquiet,firmvoice,givingdirections,helpedalltoself-
control。Thewomenwhoweregatheredinthemiddleroomwereweepingquietly。Billwasnowheretobeseen,butneartheinnerdoorsatGweninherchair,withLadyCharlottebesideher,holdingherhand。Herface,wornwithlongsuffering,waspale,butsereneasthemorningsky,andwithnotatraceoftears。Asmyeyecaughthers,shebeckonedmetoher。
"Where’sBill?"shesaid。"Bringhimin。"
Ifoundhimatthebackofthehouse。
"Aren’tyoucomingin,Bill?"Isaid。
"No;Iguessthere’splentywithoutme,"hesaid,inhisslowway。
"You’dbettercomein;theserviceisgoingtobegin,"Iurged。
"Don’tseemasifIcaredfortohearanythin’much。Iain’tmuchusedtopreachin’,anyway,"saidBill,withcarefulindifference,butheaddedtohimself,"excepthis,ofcourse。"
"Comein,Bill,"Iurged。"Itwilllookqueer,youknow,"butBillreplied:
"IguessI’llnotbother,"adding,afterapause:"Yousee,there’sthemwimminturnin’onthewaterworks,andlikeasnotthey’dswampmesure。"
"That’sso,"saidHi,whowasstandingnear,insilentsympathywithhisfriend’sgrief。
IreportedtoGwen,whoansweredinheroldimperiousway,"TellhimIwanthim。"ItookBillthemessage。
"Whydidn’tyousaysobefore?"hesaid,and,startingup,hepassedintothehouseandtookuphispositionbehindGwen’schair。
Opposite,andleaningagainstthedoor,stoodTheDuke,withalookofquietearnestnessonhishandsomeface。AthissidestoodtheHon。FredAshley,andbehindhimtheOldTimer,lookingbewilderedandwoe-stricken。ThePilothadfilledalargeplaceintheoldman’slife。Therestofthemenstoodabouttheroomandfilledthekitchenbeyond,allquiet,solemn,sad。
InGwen’sroom,theonefarthestin,layThePilot,statelyandbeautifulunderthemagictouchofdeath。AndasIstoodandlookeddownuponthequietfaceIsawwhyGwenshednotear,butcarriedalookofserenetriumph。Shehadreadthefacearight。
Thelinesofwearinessthathadbeengrowingsopainfullyclearthelastfewmonthsweresmoothedout,thelookofcarewasgone,andinplaceofwearinessandcare,wastheproudsmileofvictoryandpeace。Hehadmethisfoeandwassurprisedtofindhisterrorgone。
Theservicewasbeautifulinitssimplicity。Theminister,ThePilot’schief,hadcomeoutfromtowntotakecharge。Hewasratheralittleman,butsturdyandwellset。Hisfacewasburntandsearedwiththesunsandfrostshehadbravedforyears。Stillintheprimeofhismanhood,hishairandbeardweregrizzledandhisfacedeep-lined,forthetoilsandcaresofapioneermissionary’slifeareneitherfewnorlight。Butoutofhiskindlyblueeyelookedtheheartofahero,andashespoketouswefelttheprophet’stouchandcaughtagleamoftheprophet’sfire。
"Ihavefoughtthefight,"heread。Theringinhisvoiceliftedupallourheads,and,ashepicturedtousthelifeofthatbatteredherowhohadwrittenthesewords,IsawBill’seyesbegintogleamandhislankfigurestraightenoutitslazyangles。Thenheturnedtheleavesquicklyandreadagain,"Letnotyourheartbetroubled……inmyfather’shousearemanymansions。"Hisvoicetookalower,sweetertone;helookedoverourheads,andforafewmomentsspokeoftheeternalhope。Thenhecamebacktous,and,lookingroundintothefacesturnedsoeagerlytohim,talkedtousofThePilot——howatthefirsthehadsenthimtouswithfearandtrembling——hewassoyoung——buthowhehadcometotrustinhimandtorejoiceinhiswork,andtohopemuchfromhislife。Nowitwasallover;buthefeltsurehisyoungfriendhadnotgivenhislifeinvain。Hepausedashelookedfromonetotheother,tillhiseyesrestedonGwen’sface。Iwasstartled,asIbelievehewas,too,atthesmilethatpartedherlips,soevidentlysaying:"Yes,buthowmuchbetterIknowthanyou。"
"Yes,"hewenton,afterapause,answeringhersmile,"youallknowbetterthanIthathisworkamongyouwillnotpassawaywithhisremoval,butendurewhileyoulive,"andthesmileonGwen’sfacegrewbrighter。"Andnowyoumustnotgrudgehimhisrewardandhisrest……andhishome。"AndBill,noddinghisheadslowly,saidunderhisbreath,"That’sso。"
ThentheysangthathymnofthedawninggloryofImmanuel’sland,——
LadyCharlotteplayingtheorganandTheDukeleadingwithclear,steadyvoiceverseafterverse。Whentheycametothelastversetheministermadeasignand,whiletheywaited,hereadthewords:
"I’vewrestledontowardsheaven’Gainststorm,andwind,andtide。"
Andsoontothatlastvictoriouscry,——
"IhailtheglorydawningInImmanuel’sLand。"
Foramomentitlookedasifthesingingcouldnotgoon,fortearswereontheminister’sfaceandthewomenwerebeginningtosob,butTheDuke’sclear,quietvoicecaughtupthesongandsteadiedthemalltotheend。
AftertheprayertheyallwentinandlookedatThePilot’sfaceandpassedout,leavingbehindonlythosethatknewhimbest。TheDukeandtheHon。Fredstoodlookingdownuponthequietface。
"Thecountryhaslostagoodman,Duke,"saidtheHon。Fred。TheDukebowedsilently。ThenLadyCharlottecameandgazedamoment。
"DearPilot,"shewhispered,hertearsfallingfast。"Dear,dearPilot!ThankGodforyou!Youhavedonemuchforme。"Thenshestoopedandkissedhimonhiscoldlipsandonhisforehead。
ThenGwenseemedtosuddenlywakenasfromadream。Sheturnedand,lookingupinafrightenedway,saidtoBillhurriedly:
"Iwanttoseehimagain。Carryme!"
AndBillgatheredherupinhisarmsandtookherin。Astheylookeddownuponthedeadfacewithitslookofproudpeaceandtouchedwiththestatelinessofdeath,Gwen’sfearpassedaway。
ButwhenTheDukemadetocovertheface,Gwendrewasharpbreathand,clingingtoBill,said,withasuddengasp:
"Oh,Bill,Ican’tbearitalone。I’mafraidalone。"
Shewasthinkingofthelong,wearydaysofpainbeforeherthatshemustfacenowwithoutThePilot’stouchandsmileandvoice。
"Me,too,"saidBill,thinkingofthedaysbeforehim。Hecouldhavesaidnothingbetter。Gwenlookedinhisfaceamoment,thensaid:
"We’llhelpeachother,"andBill,swallowinghard,couldonlynodhisheadinreply。OncemoretheylookeduponThePilot,leaningdownandlingeringoverhim,andthenGwensaidquietly:
"Takemeaway,Bill,"andBillcarriedherintotheouterroom。
TurningbackIcaughtalookonTheDuke’sfacesofullofgriefthatIcouldnothelpshowingmyamazement。Henoticedandsaid:
"ThebestmanIeverknew,Connor。Hehasdonesomethingformetoo……I’dgivetheworldtodielikethat。"
Thenhecoveredtheface。
WesatGwen’swindow,Bill,withGweninhisarms,andIwatching。
Downthesloping,snow-coveredhillwoundtheprocessionofsleighsandhorsemen,withoutsoundofvoiceorjingleofbelltill,onebyone,theypassedoutofoursightanddippeddownintothecanyon。
Butwekneweverystepofthewindingtrailandfollowedtheminfancythroughthatfairysceneofmysticwonderland。Weknewhowthegreatelmsandthepoplarsandthebirchesclingingtothesnowysidesinterlacedtheirbareboughsintoanetworkofbewilderingcomplexity,andhowthecedarsandbalsamsandsprucesstoodinthebottom,theirdarkboughsweighteddownwithheavywhitemantlesofsnow,andhoweverystumpandfallenlogandrottingstickwasmadeathingofbeautybythesnowthathadfallensogentlyontheminthatquietspot。Andwecouldseetherocksofthecanyonsidesgleamoutblackfromunderoverhangingsnow-banks,andwecouldhearthesongoftheSwaninitsmanytones,nowunderanicysheet,cooingcomfortably,andthenburstingoutintosunlitlaughterandleapingintoafoamingpool,toglideawaysmoothlymurmuringitsdelighttothewhitebanksthatcurvedtokissthedarkwaterasitfled。Andwheretheflowershadbeen,thevioletsandthewind-flowersandtheclematisandthecolumbineandallthefernsandfloweringshrubs,therelaythesnow。Everywherethesnow,pure,white,andmyriad-gemmed,buteveryflakeaflower’sshroud。
Outwherethecanyonopenedtothesunny,slopingprairie,theretheywouldlayThePilottosleep,withintouchofthecanyonheloved,withallitssleepingthings。Andthereheliestothistime。ButSpringhascomemanytimestothecanyonsincethatwinterday,andhascalledtothesleepingflowers,summoningthemforthinmerrytroops,andevermoreandmoretillthecanyonrippleswiththem。Andlivesarelikeflowers。Indyingtheyabidenotalone,butsowthemselvesandbloomagainwitheachreturningspring,andevermoreandmore。
Foroftenduringthefollowingyears,ashereandthereIcameupononeofthosethatcompaniedwithusinthoseFoothilldays,Iwouldcatchaglimpseinwordanddeedandlookofhimwecalled,firstinjest,butafterwardswithtrueandtenderfeelingwewerenotashamedtoown,ourSkyPilot。