HewasparticularlyfondofAnnieColborn,whosefatherwasamagistrateandagoldcommissioner,andapersonofverygreatimportance。WhetherornotKingBillywaswiseinhisgeneration,andoutoftheunwrittenScripturesofthesomberbushhadculledamaximinculcatingthewisdomofmakingfriendsofthesonsofMammon,I
  cannotsay,buthewasalwaysgoodtoAnnie。Formyownpart,Idonotbelievethesimple-heartedoldkinghadanysuchnotioninsidehisthickantipodeanskull。Hewasgoodbecausehewasnotbad,whichistheverybestmoralityafterall,andagreatadvanceonmuchwehearof。And,besides,hewassometimeshungry,andMr。Colborn’sChinesecookwasveryhaughty,andnottobeapproachedexceptthroughanintermediary。AndwhosocapableofconciliatingWongasAnnie?Wongwouldmakehercakesevenwhenhispigtailhungdespondentlyfromhisachingheadafteranopiumdebauch,andhischeekswereshiningwithanythingbutgladness;forifyougetdrunkveryoftenonopiumyoushine。
  OldBillywasmostlytobefoundwheretherewasachanceofadrink;
  butifthefountainsweredriedup,orhehadbeeninsultedbysomedemocratic,revolutionary,king-hatingminerknockinghishighhatdownoverhiseyes,heusuallywentuptoMr。Colborn’splace,andsatonthefence,oronalogoutsidethegate。SohewasoftenverymelancholywhenAnniecameout。Onedayhishatwasvery,verybadlybulgedindeed。
  "Yourhatisverybadto-day,KingBilly,"saidsix-year-oldAnnie,asshestoodinfrontofhimcritically,withherheadononeside。
  Withoutknowingit,thechildhadcometolookuponthestateofthepoorking’shatasemblematicalofhisstateofmind。Whenitshutuplikeaclosedconcertinahisbarometerwaslow。
  "Yes,missy,"saidtheking;"whitemanknock’umovereyes,and"——
  witharubdownhisface——"skin’umnose。"
  Sheinspectedhisnosecarefully——thoughfromacertaindistance,becauseherownnosewasverygood,bothinsideandout,andsheknewthekingnevergotwashedunlessitrainedwhenhewasverydrunk。Andthiswastheendofsummer。IthadnotrainedsinceNovember。
  "Thereisnotverymuchskinoff,"saidAnnie。"Youhadbetterwashit。"
  Thekingmadeawryfaceandchangedtheconversation。
  "Yougot’umhat,MissyAnnie?Onehatbaalbrokum,allasamewhitefellowhat。Badhat,KingBillybad;blackfellow,whitefellowlaugh。"
  Hepeeredintohishat,and,tryingtostraightenitout,puthisfistthroughtheside。PoorBillylookedasifhecouldcry。
  "Youstopaminute,"saidAnnie,and,flyingindoors,shebroughtoutaverygoodhighhatindeed。"Budgeree!"thoughttheking,thatwasagoodhat。Hecouldgodownthestreetslikeakingindeed,abletoholduphisheadwithanyrichmaninBallarat。Hetriediton,andthoughitwasmuchtoobig,heknewitshone。Andthegloryofahatisinitsshiningasmuchasitsshape;evenablackfellowknowsthat。
  Butthathatverynearlyledtoserioustrouble。Foronething,Mr。
  Colbornmissedit;andneverthinkingAnniehadgivenitaway,whenhesawthekingsittingonthefencedecoratedwithit,hestoppedandinterviewedhim。
  "Wheredidyougetthathat,youoldthief?"askedthemagistrate,withoutanypolitenesstohimwhoruledthelandbeforewhitemenbrokeintothecountry。Someinauthorityarepolitetothosetheydispossess;thePrussians,forinstance,tothemiserableKingBillyswhostrutabouttheempire。ButtheAnglo-Saxononlyrespectshimself,andeventhattoalimitedextent,innewconquests。
  ThequestiontroubledKingBillygreatly。HedidnotknowthatMr。
  ColbornwouldassoonhavethoughtofmurderingAnnieasofbullyingher;soheliedpromptly:"Mebuy’um,MistahCobon!"
  Mr。Colborntookitoffofhishead,andsawthatitwashis,ashehadthought。WhathewouldhavesaidIdonotknow,forjustthenheheardavoicebehindhim:
  "Papa,itismyfault;IgaveittoKingBilly。"
  Colbornturnedroundandtookherup,lettingfallthehatashedidso。Billymadeajump,pickeditup,and,inhisagitation,brusheditcarefullythewrongway。
  "Mydear,ifyougaveittohimit’sallright。Butwhydidn’ttheoldfooltellme?"
  "He’snotanoldfool,papa,andyoumustnotsayso。He’sagoodman,andIthinkhethoughtyouwouldbeangrywithme。Didn’tyou,KingBilly?"Andtheking,withasmileofconsciousrectitude,admitteditwasso。
  Mr。Colborngavehimsixpence;andhegaveAnnieagreatmanykisses,declaring,withuncommonthoughtlessness,thatwhatevershedidwasright,andthatshecouldgivethekingallhishouse,andAustraliatoboot。WhereonKingBillysmiledasmilethatwasportentous,andshowedhisteethtotheuttermostrecessesofhisamplemouth。Lookingdown,hesurveyedtherestofhisclothes,whichinpartsresembledthechild’sdefinitionofanetasalotofholestiedtogetherwithstring,and,lookingup,heinspectedMr。Colbornasifestimatingtheresourcesofhiswardrobe。Butbeingurgentlysmittenwiththenecessityofgettingridofhissixpence,heshambledoffintothetown。Othermattersmightwait;thatadmittedofnodelay。
  ThemindofKingBillywasnotabigmind;itwouldnomorehavetakeninanabstractideathanhis/gunyah/wouldhaveaccommodatedagrandpiano。Hewasassimpleassunlight,andtoresolvehisintellectintosevencolourswouldwantthemostingeniousspectroscope。Buthecouldmakeaninferencefromapositivefact,and,havingmadeit,hedidnotallowmoreremotedeductionstotroublehislegitimateconclusion。
  HeceasedtofearMr。Colborn,andbegantolookuponthemagistrate’spropertyasifitwereatleasthalfhisown。Sohegotverydrunkonthehospitalityofanewchumminerwhohadbeensuccessful,andpresently,presumingonhisnewpossessions,gotintoafightwithhisentertainerandadisrespectfulsubkingofhisownblacks,andwasreducedtoworseragsthanever。
  Nextmorninghesatoutsidethemagistrate’shouse,onthelowestloghecouldfind,andwhenMr。Colborncameouthetackledhimwiththeairofasubjectkingdemandingredressofhissuzerain。
  "Well,Billy,whatisit?"askedthesuzerain。
  "Youbelonggublement?"saidBillytheking,withaquestion,animplieddoubt,andagreatcomplaintinhisvoice。Colbornlaughed。
  "Why,yes,Billy;Ibelongtothegovernment,Isuppose。"
  "Then,"saidBilly,"whatyousaytowhitefellowmake’umblackfellowdrunk,knock’umallabout?Callyouthatgublement?"Andheshowedhiskinglyrobe,whichhadoncebeenafrock-coat,withgreatdisgust。
  However,hemetwithnofavour,andwastoldthatheshouldnotgetdrunk——thatitservedhimright;withwhichmagisterialdecisionColborngotonhishorseandrodeofftotheflat。
  Thekingsatdownsadlyandconsideredthicklyinhisslowbrain。
  Anniedidnotcomeout,andheknewbetterthantoaskforher,forMr。Colborn’sniece,whokepthouseforhim,wasbutnewlycomefromhome,andthoughtallblackfellowscongenitalmurderers,whichindeedtheyareinsomepartsofthenorth。SoBillysatandwaited,forhewantedanewcoat。Howcouldheberespectedinonewhosenaturaldivisionswereunnaturallyextendedtotheveryneck?Itwasobviouslynecessarytogetanewgarmentatonce,andthebestchanceofagoodonelayinlittleAnnie’skindness。Butinordertoobviatetheslightestchanceofhisgirlpatron’srefusing,hemustbringhersomeoffering。Hewentoffintothebushatthebackofthetown,and,comingtowherethreeorfourblackfellowswerecamped,hesatdownandtalkedwiththem。Inspiteoftheheat,awretchedoldgin,muffledupinheronegarment,araggedblanket,heldherhandsoverthefewburningstickswhichrepresentanAustraliannative’sideaofafire。PresentlyKingBillyrose,and,takingatomahawk,wentfartherintothebush。Helookedabout,andatlastcametoatree,whichheclimbednativefashion,firstdiscardinghisclothes。Whennearthefirstbigbrancheshecametoahole,and,puttinginhishand,heextractedalivelyyoungpossumbythetail。
  NextmorninghewassittingontheColborns’fenceasusual。Athisfeetwasalittleboxwithtwoorthreeslatsnailedroughlyacrossit。Insidewasthepossum。KingBillywonderedwhatkindofacoathecouldget。Helikedafrock-coat;therewassomethingmajesticaboutit,somethingfineandample。Commonmorningcoatswouldnotdo;noonewouldinsultakingbyofferinghimtweed;evenlittleAnnieknewbetterthanthat,especiallyifhegaveheralivepossumhehadcaughthimself。AndwhenAnniedidcomeout,shewasintheseventhheavenofdelightwiththepossum,andreadytobestowanythingintheworldonKingBilly。
  "YougivepoorBillyonefellowcoat,missy,andhegodownalongstreetlikeaking。"
  Annieflewintothehouseandseizedthefirstgarmentshelaidherlittlehandson。Itwasherfather’sdress-coat。Sherolleditup,and,runningout,thrustitexcitedlyintotheking’sblackpaw。Ashewentoff,shecarriedthepossumindoors,andwasdeliriouslyhappyforhours。
  KingBillyhurriedintothebushtillhecametoawater-hole,and,strippingoffhisrags,heheldupthecoat。Hisjawfell;therewasaremarkableexiguityaboutthecoatwhichwasinexplicable。Hehadneverobservedsuchinhislife。Heputiton,and,bendingoverthesurfaceofthestillpool,tookagoodlookatthegeneraleffect。Itwasnotbadfromsomepointsofview,butBillyhadhisdoubtsastowhetherhewouldbereceivedwiththerespectduetohistitleifhewentintoBallaratclothedthus。Hetriedtobuttonit,butdiscoveredthat,ifithadeverbeenintendedforbuttoning,hecouldnotgetittomeetacrosshischest。Hepickeduphisdiscardedfrock-coat,whichwasheldtogetherbythecollar;thenhefeltthestuffofwhichthedress-coatwasmade,andthematerialpleasedhim。"Oh,why,"askedBilly,"haditnotbeenmadewithfronttails?"Hesawatlastthatthiscoatandhishighhatalonewereinsufficientforcivilisation。
  Forfulldressinacorroboreeitmightdo。Unconsciously,hewassowroughtuponbythepurposeforwhichthecoathadbeenbuiltthathedeterminedtoreserveitforpartiesintheseclusionofthebush,whereanymerrimentcouldberightlycheckedbyacrackfromhiswaddy。Heplanteditcarefullyinahollowlog,and,havinginsertedhimselfwithasmuchcareintohisdiscardedrags,hewonderedoffintothetown。Hegotveryintoxicatedthatnight,anddeterminedtohaveapartyallbyhimself。
  Nowitmayseemveryannoying,andIconfessIfinditsomyself;but,havinggotsofar,Idon’tseemywaytotelltherest,evenifAnnieColborntoldmethestoryherself。Forafterherfather’sdeathshemarriedamanwhohadasmallsheep-stationandahotelnotfortymilesfromCarabobla,inNewSouthWales。IstayedthereacoupleofdayswhenIwasgoingnorthtotheMurrumbidgee。Butthoughshetoldme,Icannottellitagain,atleastnotinbold,badprint。Still,itwilloccurtomostthatamanofKingBilly’ssweetandinnocentdispositionmightverylikelycreateasensation,whenhisnaturaldiscretionwasdrownedinbadwhisky,ifheendedhissolitarycorroboreeinthemoonlightbygoinguptoColborn’shouseinordertodeliveraspeechofgratitudethroughtheFrenchwindows。
  SoColbornandthekinghadacorroboreealltothemselvesintheopenspacebeforethehouse,whilethegoldcommissioner’sguestsroaredwithlaughtertofindoutwherethemissingdress-coatwas。NextdayKingBillyresumedthesplitfrock-coat。
  THYHEART’SDESIRE
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  NETTASYRETT
  Thetentswerepitchedinthelittleplainsurroundedbyhills。Rightandlefttherewerestretchesoftender,vividgreenwheretheyoungcornwasspringing;fartherstill,oneitherhand,theplainwasyellowwithmustard-flower;butintheimmediateforegrounditwasbareandstony。Afewthornybushespushedtheirstragglingwaythroughthedrysoil,ineffectivelyasfarasthegraceofthelandscapewasconcerned,fortheymerelyservedtoemphasisethebarrenaridnessofthelandthatstretchedbeforethetents,slopinggraduallytothedistanthills。
  Thehillswereuninterestingenoughinthemselves;theyhadnograndeurofoutline,nopicturesquenesseven,thoughatmorningandeveningthesun,likeagreatmagician,clothedthemwithbeautyatatouch。
  Theyhadbeguntochange,tosoften,toblushroseredintheeveninglight,whenawomancametotheentranceofthelargestofthetentsandlookedtowardthem。Sheleanedagainstthesupportononesideofthecanvasflap,and,puttingbackherhead,restedthat,too,againstit,whilehereyeswanderedovertheplainandoverthedistanthills。
  Shewasbareheaded,forthecoveringofthetentprojectedafewfeettoformanawningoverhead。Thegentlebreezewhichhadrisenwithsundownstirredthesoftbrowntendrilsofhaironhertemples,andflutteredherpinkcottongownalittle。Shestoodverystill,withherarmshangingandherhandsclaspedlooselyinfrontofher。Therewasaboutherwholeattitudeanairofstudiedquietwhichinsomevaguefashiontheslightclaspofherhandsaccentuated。Herface,withitstightly,almostrigidlyclosedlips,wouldhavebeenquiteinkeepingwiththeimpressionofconsciouscalmwhichherentirepresencesuggested,haditnotbeenthatwhensheraisedhereyesastrangecontradictiontothisideawasafforded。Theywerelargegrayeyes,unusuallybrightandratherstartlingineffect,fortheyseemedtheonlylivethingabouther。Gleamingfromherstill,setface,therewassomethingalmostalarmingintheirbrilliancy。Theysoftenedwithasuddenglowofpleasureastheyrestedonthetranslucentgreenofthewheat-fieldsunderthebroadgeneroussunlight,andthenwanderedtowherethepurevividyellowofthemustard-flowerspreadinwavestothebaseofthehills,nowmysticallyveiledinradiance。
  Shestoodmotionless,watchingtheirmelting,elusivechangesfrompalpitatingrosetothetransparentpurpleofamethyst。Thestillnessofeveningwasbrokenbythemonotonous,notunmusicalcreakingofaPersianwheelatsomelittledistancetotheleftofthetent。Thewellstoodinalittlegroveoftrees;betweentheirbranchesshecouldsee,whensheturnedherhead,thecolouredsarisofthevillagewomen,wheretheystoodingroupschatteringastheydrewthewater,andthelittlenakedbrownbabiesthattoddledbesidethemorsprawledonthehardgroundbeneaththetrees。Fromthevillageofflat-roofedmudhousesunderthelowhillatthebackofthetents,otherwomenwerecrossingtheplaintowardthewell,theirterra-cottawater-jarspoisedeasilyontheirheads,castinglongshadowsonthesun-bakedgroundastheycame。
  Presently,inthedistance,fromthedirectionofthesunlithillsoppositealittlegroupofmencameintosight。Faroff,themustard-
  colouredjacketsandtheredturbansoftheorderliesmadevividsplashesofcolouronthedullplain。Astheycamenearer,thegunsslungacrosstheirshoulders,thecasesofmathematicalinstruments,thehammers,andotherheavybaggagetheycarriedforthesahib,becamevisible。Alittleinfront,atwalkingpacerodethesahibhimself,makingnotesashecameinabookheheldbeforehim。Thegirlatthetententrancewatchedtheadvanceofthelittlecompanyindifferently,itseemed;exceptforaslighttighteningofthemusclesabouthermouth,herfaceremainedunchanged。Whilehewasstillsomelittledistanceaway,themanwiththenotebookraisedhisheadandsmiledawkwardlyashesawherstandingthere。Awkwardness,perhaps,bestdescribesthewholeman。Hewasbadlyputtogether,loose-jointed,ungainly。Thefactthathewastallprofitedhimnothing,foritmerelyemphasisedtheextremeungracefulnessofhisfigure。Hislongpalefacewasmadepalerbytheshockofcoarse,tow-
  colouredhair;hiseyes,even,lookedcolourless,thoughtheywerecertainlytheleastuninterestingfeatureofhisface,fortheywerenotdevoidofexpression。Hehadawayofslouchingwhenhemovedthatsingularlyintensifiedthegeneraluncouthnessofhisappearance。"Areyouverytired?"askedhiswife,gently,whenhehaddismountedclosetothetent。Thequestionwouldhavebeenanunnecessaryonehaditbeenputtoherinsteadoftoherhusband,forhervoicehadthatpeculiarflattonelesssoundforwhichextremewearinessisanswerable。
  "Well,no,mydear,notvery,"hereplied,drawlingoutthewordswithanexasperatingairofdeliveringafinalverdict,afterdeepreflectiononthesubject。
  Thegirlglancedoncemoreatthefadingcoloursonthehills。"Comeinandrest,"shesaid,movingasidealittletolethimpass。
  Shestoodlingeringamomentafterhehadenteredthetent,asthoughunwillingtoleavetheouterair;andbeforesheturnedtofollowhimshedrewadeepbreath,andherhandwentforoneswiftsecondtoherthroatasthoughshefeltstifled。
  Lateronthateveningshesatinhertent,sewingbythelightofthelampthatstoodonherlittletable。
  Oppositetoher,herhusbandstretchedhisungainlylengthinadeck-
  chair,andturnedoverapileofofficialnotes。Everynowandthenhereyeswanderedfromthegaysilksofthetable-covershewasembroideringtothecanvaswallswhichboundedthenarrowspaceintowhichtheirfewhouseholdgoodswerecrowded。Outsidetherewasadeephush。Thesilenceofthevastemptyplainseemedtoworkitswayslowly,steadilyintowardthelittlepatchoflightsetinitsmidst。
  Thegirlfeltitineverynerve;itwasasthoughsomesoft-footed,noiseless,shapelesscreature,whosepresencesheonlydimlydivined,wasapproachingnearer——/nearer/。Theheavyouterstillnesswasinsomewaymademoreterrifyingbytherustleofthepapersherhusbandwasreading,bythecreakingofhischairashemoved,andbythelittlefidgetinggruntsandhalf-exclamationswhichfromtimetotimebrokefromhim。Hiswife’shandshookateveryunintelligiblemutterfromhim,andtheslighthabitualcontractionbetweenhereyesdeepened。
  Allatonceshethrewherworkdownontothetable。"Forheaven’ssake——/please/,John,/talk/!"shecried。Hereyes,forthemoment’sspaceinwhichtheymetthestartledonesofherhusband,hadawild,huntedlook,butitwasgonealmostbeforehisslowbrainhadtimetonotethatithadbeenthere——andwasvaguelydisturbing。Shelaughedalittleunsteadily。
  "DidIstartleyou?I’msorry。I"——shelaughedagain——"IbelieveI’malittlenervous。Whenoneisalldayalone——"Shepausedwithoutfinishingthesentence。Theman’sfacechangedsuddenly。Awaveoftendernesssweptoverit,andatthesametimeanexpressionofhalf-
  incredulousdelightshoneinhispaleeyes。
  "Poorlittlegirl,areyoureallylonely?"hesaid。Eventherealfeelinginhistonefailedtorobhisvoiceofitspeculiarlyirritatinggratingquality。Heroseawkwardly,andmovedtohiswife’sside。
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