aliveintothehandsofthosewhoserelationshehasmangled。"Thoughhunger,sickness,andpoverty,thosedomesticplagues,moredreadfulthansavageenemies,mayallowawretchedcrippletoconsume,inasickbed,theprovisionsofafamilywhichcanscarcesubsistitself,yethewhohasnoconnections,whomheavenhasreducedtothenecessityoflivingalone,whosewretchedexistencecanproducenogood,whyshouldnothe,atleast,havetherightofquittingastation,wherehiscomplaintsaretroublesome,andhissufferingsofnobenefit?
Weightheseconsiderations,mylord;collectthesearguments,andyouwillfindthattheymaybereducedtothemostsimpleofnature’srights,ofwhichnomanofsenseeveryetentertainedadoubt。Infact,whyshouldwebeallowedtocureourselvesofthegout,andnottogetridofthemiseryoflife?donotbothevilsproceedfromthesamehand?towhatpurposeisittosay,thatdeathispainful?aredrugsagreeabletobetaken?no,naturerevoltsagainstboth。Letthemprovetherefore{82}thatitismorejustifiabletocureatransientdisorderbytheapplicationofremedies,thantofreeourselvesfromanincurableevilbyputtinganendtoourlife;andletthemshewhowitcanbelesscriminaltousethebarkforafever,thantotakeopiumforthestone。Ifweconsidertheobjectinview,itisinbothcasestofreeourselvesfrompainfulsensations;ifweregardthemeans,bothoneandtheotherareequallynatural;ifweconsidertherepugnanceofournature,itoperatesequallyonbothsides;ifweattendtothewillofprovidence,canwestruggleagainstanyevilofwhichitisnottheauthorcanwedeliverourselvesfromanytormentwhichthehandofGodhasnotinflicted?whataretheboundswhichlimithispower,andwhenresistancelawful?arewethentomakenoalterationintheconditionofthings,becauseeverythingisinthestateheappointed?mustwedonothinginthislife,forfearofinfringinghislaws,orisitinourpowertobreakthemifwewould?no,mylord,theoccupationofmanismoregreatandnoble。Goddidnotgivehimlifethatheshouldsupinely{83}remaininastateofconstantinactivity。Buthegavehimfreedomtoact,consciencetowill,andreasontochoosewhatisgood。Hehasconstitutedhimsolejudgeofallhisactions。Hehasengravedthispreceptinhisheart,Dowhateveryouconceivetobeforyourowngood,providedyoutherebydonoinjurytoothers。
Ifmysensationstellmethatdeathiseligible,I
resisthisordersbyanobstinateresolutiontolive;for,bymakingdeathdesirable,hedirectsmetoputanendtomybeing。
Mylord,Iappealtoyourwisdomandcandour;
whatmoreinfalliblemaximscanreasondeducefromreligion,withrespecttosuicide?IfChristianshaveadoptedcontrarytenets,theyareneitherdrawnfromtheprinciplesofreligion,norfromtheonlysureguide,theScriptures,butborrowedfromthePaganphilosophers。LactantiusandAugustine,thefirstwhopropagatedthisnewdoctrine,ofwhichJesusChristandhisapostlestakenonotice,groundtheirargumentsentirelyonthereasoningofPhaedo,whichIhavealready{84}controverted;sothatthebelievers,who,inthisrespect,thinktheyaresupportedbytheauthorityoftheGospel,areinfactonlycountenancedbytheauthorityofPlato。Intruth,wheredowefind,throughoutthewholebibleanylawagainstsuicide,orsomuchasabaredisapprobationofit;andisitnotveryunaccountable,thatamongtheinstancesproducedofpersonswhodevotedthemselvestodeath,wedonotfindtheleastwordofimprobationagainstexamplesofthiskind?nay,whatismore,theinstanceofSamson’svoluntarydeathisauthorizedbyamiracle,bywhichherevengeshimselfofhisenemies。Wouldthismiraclehavebeendisplayedtojustifyacrime;
andwouldthisman,wholosthisstrengthbysufferinghimselftobeseducedbytheallurementsofawoman,haverecoveredittocommitanauthorisedcrime,asifGodhimselfwouldpracticedeceitonmen?
Thoushaltdonomurder,saysthedecalogue;
whatarewetoinferfromthis?ifthiscommandmentistobetakenliterally,we{85}mustnotdestroymalefactors,norourenemies:
andMoses,whoputsomanypeopletodeath,wasabadinterpreterofhisownprecept。Ifthereareanyexceptions,certainlythefirstmustbeinfavourofsuicide,becauseitisexemptfromanydegreeofviolenceandinjustice,thetwoonlycircumstanceswhichcanmakehomicidecriminal;andbecausenature,moreover,has,inthisrespect,thrownsufficientobstaclesintheway。
Butstilltheytellus,wemustpatientlyenduretheevilswhichGodinflicts,andmakeameritofoursufferings。
ThisapplicationhoweverofthemaximsofChristianity,isveryillcalculatedtosatisfyourjudgment。Manissubjecttoathousandtroubles,hislifeisacomplicationofevils,andheseemstohavebeenbornonlytosuffer。Reasondirectshimtoshunasmanyoftheseevilsashecanavoid;andreligion,whichisneverincontradictiontoreason,approvesofhisendeavours。Buthowinconsiderableistheaccountoftheseevils,incomparisonwiththoseheisobligedtoendureagainsthiswill?Itiswith{86}respecttothese,thatamercifulGodallowsmantoclaimthemeritofresistance;hereceivesthetributehehasbeenpleasedtoimpose,asavoluntaryhomage,andheplacesourresignationinthislifetoourprofitinthenext。Truerepentanceisderivedfromnature;ifmanendureswhateverheisobligedtosuffer,hedoes,inthisrespect,allthatGodrequiresofhim;andifanyoneissoinflatedwithpride,astoattemptmore,heisamadman,whooughttobeconfined,oranimpostor,whooughttobepunished。Letus,therefore,withoutscruple,flyfromalltheevilswecanavoid;therewillstillbetoomanyleftforustoendure。Letus,withoutremorse,quitlifeitselfwhenitbecomesatormenttous,sinceitisinourownpowertodoit,andthatinsodoingweneitheroffendGodnorman。IfwewouldofferasacrificetothesupremeBeing,isitnothingtoundergodeath?letusdevotetoGodthatwhichhedemandsbythevoiceofreason,andintohishandsletuspeaceablysurrenderoursouls。
Sucharetheliberalpreceptswhichgood{87}
sensedictatestoeveryman,andwhichreligionauthorises。9Letusapplythesepreceptstoourselves。Youhavecondescendedtodiscloseyourmindtome;Iamacquaintedwithyouruneasiness;youdonotendurelessthanmyself;andyourtroubles,likemine,areincurable;andtheyarethemoreremediless,{88}asthelawsofhonouraremoreimmutablethanthoseoffortune。Youbearthem,Imustconfess,withfortitude。Virtuesupportsyou;advancebutonestepfarther,andshedisengagesyou。Youintreatmetosuffer;mylord,Idareimportuneyoutoputanendtoyoursufferings;
andIleaveyoutojudgewhichofusismostdeartotheother。
Whyshouldwedelaydoingthatwhichwemustdoatlast?shallwewaittilloldageanddecrepidbasenessattachustolife,aftertheyhaverobbeditofitscharms,andtillwearedoomedtodraganinfirmanddecrepidbodywithlabour,andignominy,andpain?Weareatanagewhenthesoulhasvigourtodisengageitselfwitheasefromitsshackles,andwhenamanknowshowtodieasheought;whenfartheradvancedinyears,hesuffershimselftobetornfromlife,whichhequitswithreluctance。Letustakeadvantageofthistime,whenthetediumoflifemakesdeathdesirable;andletustrembleforfearitshouldcomeinallitshorrors,atthemomentwhenwecouldwishtoavoidit。I
remember{89}thetime,whenIprayedtoheavenonlyforasinglehouroflife,andwhenIshouldhavediedindespairifithadnotbeengranted。Ah!whatapainitistoburstasunderthetieswhichattachourheartstothisworld,andhowadvisableitistoquitlifethemomenttheconnectionisbroken!
Iamsensible,mylord,thatwearebothworthyofapurermansion;virtuepointsitout,anddestinyinvitesustoseekit。Maythefriendshipwhichinvitesuspreserveouruniontothelatesthour!Owhatapleasurefortwosincerefriendsvoluntarytoendtheirdaysineachothersarms,tointermingletheirlatestbreath,andatthesameinstanttogiveupthesoulwhichtheysharedincommon!Whatpain,whatregretcaninfecttheirlastmoments?Whatdotheyquitbytakingleaveoftheworld?Theygotogether;theyquitnothing。{90}
LETTERCXV。ANSWER。
THOUartdistracted,myfriend,byafatalpassion;bemorediscreet;donotgivecounsel,whilstthoustandestsomuchinneedofadvice。Ihaveknowngreaterevilsthanyours。I
amarmedwithfortitudeofmind;IamanEnglishman,andnotafraidtodie;butIknowhowtoliveandsufferasbecomesaman。Ihaveseendeathnearathand,andhavevieweditwithtoomuchindifferencetogoinsearchofit。
Itistrue,Ithoughtyoumightbeofusetome;myaffectionstoodinneedofyours:yourendeavoursmighthavebeenserviceabletome;yourunderstandingmighthaveenlightenedmeinthemostimportantconcernofmylife;ifIdonotavailmyselfofit,whoareyoutoimputeitto?
Whereisit?What{91}isbecomeofit?Whatareyoucapableof?Ofwhatusecanyoubeinyourpresentcondition?WhatservicecanIexpectfromyou?Asenselessgriefrendersyoustupidandunconcerned。Thouartnoman;thouartnothing;
andifIdidnotconsiderwhatthoumightestbe,Icannotconceiveanythingmoreabject。
Thereisneedofnootherproofthanyourletteritself。FormerlyIcoulddiscoverinyougoodsenseandtruth。
Yoursentimentswerejust,yourreflectionsproper,andIlikedyounotonlyfromjudgmentbutchoice;forI
consideredyourinfluenceasanadditionalmotivetoexcitemetothestudyofwisdom。ButwhatdoIperceivenowintheargumentsofyourletter,withwhichyouappeartobesohighlysatisfied?Awretchedandperpetualsophistry,whichintheerroneousdeviationsofyourreasonshewsthedisorderofyourmind,andwhichIwouldnotstooptorefute,ifIdidnotcommiserateyourdelirium。{92}
Tosubvertallyourreasoningwithoneword,Iwouldonlyaskyouasinglequestion。YouwhobelieveintheexistenceofaGod,intheimmortalityofthesoul,andinthefreewillofman,yousurelycannotsupposethatanintelligentbeingisembodied,andstationedontheearthbyaccidentonly,toexist,tosuffer,andtodie。Itiscertainlymostprobablethatthelifeofmanisnotwithoutsomedesign,someend,somemoralobject。Iintreatyoutogivemeadirectanswertothispoint;afterwhichwewilldeliberatelyexamineyourletter,andyouwillblushtohavewrittenit。
Butletuswaveallgeneralmaxims,aboutwhichweoftenholdviolentdisputes,withoutadoptinganyoftheminpractice;forintheirapplicationswealwaysfindsomeparticularcircumstanceswhichmakessuchanalterationinthestateofthings,thateveryonethinkshimselfdispensedfromsubmittingtotheruleswhichheprescribestoothers;
anditiswellknown,thateverymanwhoestablishes{93}generalprinciplesdeemsthemobligatoryonalltheworld,himselfexcepted。Oncemoreletusspeaktoyouinparticular。
Youbelievethatyouhavearighttoputanendtoyourbeing。Yourproofisofaverysingularnature;"becauseIamdisposedtodie,sayyou,Ihavearighttodestroymyself。"Thisiscertainlyaveryconvenientargumentforvillainsofallkinds:theyoughttobeverythankfultoyouforthearmswithwhichyouhavefurnishedthem;therecanbenocrimes,which,accordingtoyourarguments,maynotbejustifiedbythetemptationtoperpetratethem;andassoonastheimpetuosityofpassionshallprevailoverthehorrorofguilt,theirdispositiontodoevilwillbeconsideredasarighttocommitit。
Isitlawfulforyouthereforetoquitlife?
Ishouldbegladtoknowwhetheryouhaveyetbeguntolive?what!
wasyouplacedhereonearthtodonothinginthisworld?didnotheavenwhenitgaveyouexistencegiveyousometaskoremployment?Ifyouhave{94}accomplishedyourday’sworkbeforeevening,restyourselffortheremainderoftheday;youhavearighttodoit;butletusseeyourwork。WhatanswerareyoupreparedtomakethesupremeJudge,whenhedemandsanaccountofyourtime?Tellme,whatcanyousaytohim?——Ihaveseducedavirtuousgirl:Ihaveforsakenafriendindistress。Thouunhappywretch!pointouttomethatjustmanwhocanboastthathehaslivedlongenough;letmelearnfromhiminwhatmannerIoughttohavespentmydaystobeatlibertytoquitlife。
Youenumeratetheevilsofhumannature。Youarenotashamedtoexhaustcommon-placetopics,whichhavebeenhackneyedoverahundredtimes;andyouconcludethatlifeisanevil。Butsearch,examineintotheorderofthings,andseewhetheryoucanfindanygoodwhichisnotintermingledwithevil。Doesitthereforefollowthatthereisnogoodintheuniverse,andcanyouconfoundwhatisinitsownnatureevil,withthatwhichisonlyanevilaccidentally?Youhave{95}confessedyourself,thatthetransitoryandpassivelifeofmanisofnoconsequence,andonlybearsrespecttomatterfromwhichhewillsoonbedisencumbered;
buthisactiveandmorallife,whichoughttohavemostinfluenceoverhisnature,consistsintheexerciseoffree-will。
Lifeisaneviltoawickedmaninprosperity,andablessingtoanhonestmanindistress:foritisnotitscasualmodification,butitsrelationtosomefinalobjectwhichmakesiteithergoodorbad。Afterall,whatarethesecrueltormentswhichforceyoutoabandonlife?doyouimagine,thatunderyouraffectedimpartialityintheenumerationoftheevilsofthislife,Ididnotdiscoverthatyouwasashamedtospeakofyourown?Trustme,anddonotatonceabandoneveryvirtue。Preserveatleastyourwontedsincerity,andspeakthusopenlytoyourfriend;
"Ihavelostallhopeofseducingamodestwoman,Iamoligedthereforetobeamanofvirtue;Ihadmuchratherdie。"
Youarewearyofliving;andyoutellme,thatlifeisanevil。Soonerorlateryouwill{96}receiveconsolation,andthenyouwillsaylifeisablessing。Youwillspeakwithmoretruth,thoughnotwithbetterreason;fornothingwillhavealteredbutyourself。Beginthealterationthenfromthisday;
and,sincealltheevilyoulamentisinthedispositionofyourmind,correctyourirregularappetites,anddonotsetyourhouseonfiretoavoidthetroubleofputtingitinorder。
Ienduremisery,sayyou:Isitinmypowertoavoidsuffering?Butthisischangingthestateofthequestion:
forthesubjectofenquiryis,notwhetheryousuffer,butwhetheryourlifeisanevil?Letusproceed。Youarewretched,younaturallyendeavourtoextricateyourselffrommisery。
Letusseewhether,forthatpurpose,itisnecessarytodie。
Letusforamomentexaminethenaturaltendencyoftheafflictionsofthemind,asindirectoppositiontotheevilsofthebody,thetwosubstancesbeingofcontrarynature。Thelatterbecomeworseandmoreinveteratethe{97}longertheycontinue,andatlengthutterlydestroythismortalmachine。Theformer,onthecontrary,beingonlyexternalandtransitorymodificationsofanimmortalanduncompoundedessence,areinsensiblyeffaced,andleavethemindinitsoriginalform,whichisnotsusceptibleofalteration。
Grief,disquietude,regret,anddespair,areevilsofshortduration,whichnevertakerootinthemind;andexperiencealwaysfalsifiesthatbitterreflection,whichmakesusimagineourmiserywillhavenoend。Iwillgofarther;Icannotimaginethattheviceswhichcontaminateus,aremoreinherentinournaturethanthetroublesweendure;Inotonlybelievethattheyperishwiththebodywhichgivesthembirth,butIthink,beyondalldoubt,thatalongerlifewouldbesufficienttoreformmankind,andthatmanyagesofyouthwouldteachusthatnothingispreferabletovirtue。
Howeverthismaybe,asthegreatestpartofourphysicalevilsareincessantlyencreasing,theacutepainsofthebody,whentheyareincurable,mayjustifyaman’sdestroyinghimself;
{98}forallhisfacultiesbeingdistractedwithpain,andtheevilbeingwithoutremedy,hehasnolongeranyuseeitherofhiswillorofhisreason;heceasestobeamanbeforeheisdead,anddoesnothingmoreintakingawayhislife,thanquitabodywhichincumbershim,andinwhichhissoulisnolongerresident。
Butitisotherwisewiththeafflictionsofthemind,which,letthembeeversoacute,alwayscarrytheirremedywiththem。Infact,whatisitthatmakesanyevilintolerable?Nothingbutitsduration。Theoperationsofsurgeryaregenerallymuchmorepainfulthanthedisorderstheycure;butthepainoccasionedbythelatterislasting,thatoftheoperationismomentary,andthereforepreferable。Whatoccasionistherethereforeforanyoperationtoremovetroubleswhichdieofcoursebytheirduration,theonlycircumstancewhichcouldrendertheminsupportable?Isitreasonabletoapplysuchdesperateremediestoevilswhichexpireofthemselves?Toamanwhovalueshimselfonhisfortitude,{99}andwhoestimatesyearsattheirrealvalue,oftwowaysbywhichhemayextricatehimselffromthesametroubles,whichwillappearpreferable,deathortime?Havepatience,andyouwillbecured。Whatwouldyoudesiremore?
Oh!youwillsay,itdoublesmyafflictionstoreflectthattheywillceaseatlast!Thisisthevainsophistryofgrief!anapophthegmvoidofreason,ofpropriety,andperhapsofsincerity。
Whatanabsurdmotiveofdespairisthehopeofterminatingmisery!10Evenallowingthisfantasticalreflection,whowouldnotchusetoencreasethepresentpainforamoment,undertheassuranceofputtinganendtoit,aswescarifyawoundinordertohealit?andadmittinganycharmingrief,tomakeusinlovewithsuffering,{100}
whenwereleaseourselvesfromitbyputtinganendtoourbeing,dowenotatthatinstantincurallthatweapprehendhereafter?
Reflectthoroughly,youngman;whatareten,twenty,thirtyyears,incompetitionwithimmortality?Painandpleasurepasslikeashadow;lifeslidesawayinaninstant;itisnothingofitself;itsvaluedependsontheusewemakeofit。Thegoodthatwehavedoneisallthatremains,anditisthatalonewhichmarksitsimportance。
Thereforedonotsayanymorethatyourexistenceisanevil,sinceitdependsuponyourselftomakeitablessing;andifitbeaneviltohavelived,thisisanadditionalreasonforprolonginglife。Donotpretendneithertosayanymorethatyouareatlibertytodie;foritisasmuchastosaythatyouhavepowertoalteryournature,thatyouhavearighttorevoltagainsttheauthorofyourbeing,andtofrustratetheendofyourexistence。Butwhenyouadd,thatyourdeathdoesinjuryto{101}noone,doyourecollectthatyoumakethisdeclarationtoyourfriend?
Yourdeathdoesinjurytonoone?Iunderstandyou!YouthinkthelossIshallsustainbyyourdeathofnoimportance;youdeemmyafflictionofnoconsequence。Iwillurgetoyounomoretherightsoffriendship,whichyoudespise;butaretherenotobligationsstillmoredear,11whichoughttoinduceyoutopreserveyourlife?Iftherebeapersonintheworldwholovedyoutothatdegreeastobeunwillingtosurviveyou,andwhosehappinessdependsonyours,doyouthinkthatyouhavenoobligationstoher?Willnottheexecutionofyourwickeddesigndisturbthepeaceofamind,whichhasbeenwithsuchdifficultyrestoredtoitsformerinnocence?Arenotyouafraidtoaddfreshtormentstoaheartofsuchsensibility?Arenotyouapprehensiveleftyourdeathshouldbeattended{102}withalossmorefatal,whichwoulddeprivetheworldandvirtueitselfofitsbrightestornament?Andifsheshouldsurviveyou,arenotyouafraidtorouseupremorseinherbosom,whichismoregrievoustosupportthanlifeitself?Thouungratefulfriend!thouindelicatelover!wiltthoualwaysbetakenupwhollywiththyself?Wiltthoualwaysthinkonthyowntroublesalone?Hastthounoregardforthehappinessofonewhowassodeartothee?andcannotthouresolvetoliveforherwhowaswillingtodiewiththee?
Youtalkofthedutiesofamagistrate,andofafatherofafamily:andbecauseyouarenotunderthosecircumstances,youthinkyourselfabsolutelyfree。Andareyouthenundernoobligationstosociety,towhomyouareindebtedforyourpreservation,yourtalents,yourunderstanding?doyouowenothingtoyournativecountry,andtothoseunhappypeoplewhomayneedyourexistence!Owhatanaccuratecalculationyoumake!amongtheobligationsyouhaveenumerated,{103}youhaveonlyomittedthoseofamanandofacitizen。Whereisthevirtuouspatriot,whorefusedtoenlistunderaforeignprince,becausehisbloodoughtnottobesplitbutintheserviceofhiscountry;andwhonow,inafitofdespair,isreadytosheditagainsttheexpressprohibitionofthelaws?Thelaws,thelaws,youngman!didanywisemaneverdespisethem?Socrates,thoughinnocent,outofregardtothemrefusedtoquithisprison。Youdonotscrupletoviolatethembyquittinglifeunjustly;andyouask,whatinjurydoI?
Youendeavourtojustifyyourselfbyexample。
YoupresumetomentiontheRomans:youtalkoftheRomans!itbecomesyouindeedtocitethoseillustriousnames。Tellme,didBrutusdiealoverindespair,anddidCatoplungethedaggerinhisbreastforhismistress?Thouweakandabjectman!
whatresemblanceistherebetweenCatoandthee?Shewmethecommonstandardbetweenthatsublimesoulandthine。
Ahvainwretch!holdthypeace:Iamafraidtoprofane{104}hisnamebyavindicationofhisconduct。Atthataugustandsacrednameeveryfriendtovirtueshouldbowtotheground,andhonourthememoryofthegreatestheroinsilence。
Howillyouhaveselectedyourexamples,andhowmeanlyyoujudgeoftheRomans,ifyouimaginethattheythoughtthemselvesatlibertytoquitlifesosoonasitbecameaburdentothem。Recurtotheexcellentdaysofthatrepublic,andseenwhetheryouwillfindasinglecitizenofvirtue,whothusfreedhimselffromthedischargeofhisdutyevenafterthemostcruelmisfortunes。WhenReguluswasonhisreturntoCarthage,didhepreventthetormentswhichheknewwerepreparingforhimbydestroyinghimself?
WhatwouldnotPosthumushavegiven,whenobligedtopassundertheyokeatCaudium,hadthisresourcebeenjustifiable?
Howmuchdideventhesenateadmirethateffortofcourage,whichenabledtheconsulVarrotosurvivehisdefeat?Forwhatreasondidsomanygeneralsvoluntarysurrenderthemselvestotheirenemies,theytowhomignominywassodreadful,{105}andwhoweresolittleafraidofdying?Itwasbecausetheyconsideredtheirblood,theirlife,andtheirlatestbreath,asdevotedtotheircountry;andneithershamenormisfortunecoulddissuadethemfromthissacredduty。Butwhenthelawsweresubverted,andthestatebecameapreytotyranny,thecitizensresumedtheirnaturalliberty,andtherighttheyhadovertheirownlives。WhenRomewasnomore,itwaslawfulfortheRomanstogiveuptheirlives;theyhaddischargedtheirdutiesonearth,theyhadnolongeranycountrytodefend,theywerethereforeatlibertytodisposeoftheirlives,andtoobtainthatfreedomforthemselveswhichtheycouldnotrecoverfortheircountry。AfterhavingspenttheirdaysintheserviceofexpiringRome,andinfightingforthedefenceofitslaws,theydiedgreatvirtuousastheyhadlived,andtheirdeathwasanadditionaltributetothegloryoftheRomanname,sincenoneofthembeheldafightaboveallothersmostdishonourable,thatofatruecitizenstoopingtoanusurper。{106}
Butthou,whatartthou?whathastthoudone?
dostthouthinktoexcusethyselfonaccountofthyobscurity?
doesthyweaknessexempttheefromthyduty,andbecausethouhastneitherranknordistinctioninthycountry,artthoulesssubjecttothelaws?Itbecomesyouvastlytopresumetotalkofdyingwhileyouowetheserviceofyourlifetoyourequals。Know,thatadeath,suchasyoumeditate,isshamefulandsurreptitious。Itisatheftcommittedonmankindingeneral。Beforeyouquitlife,returnthebenefitsyouhavereceivedfromeveryindividual。But,sayyou,I
havenoattachments;Iamuselessintheworld。Othouyoungphilosopher!
artthouignorantthatthoucanstnotmoreasinglestepwithoutfindingsomedutytofulfil;andthateverymanisusefultosociety,evenbymeansofhisexistencealone?
Hearme,thourashyoungman!thouartdeartome。Icommiseratethyerrors。Iftheleastsenseofvirtuestillremainsinthybreast,attend,andletmeteachtheetobereconciled{107}tolife。Wheneverthouarttemptedtoquit,saytothyself——"LetmedoatleastonegoodactionbeforeIdie。"Thengoinsearchforoneinastateofindigence,whomthoumayestrelieve;foroneundermisfortunes,whomthoumayestcomfort;foroneunderoppression,whomthoumayestdefend。Introducetomethoseunhappywretcheswhommyrankkeepsatadistance。
Donotbeafraidofmisusingmypurse,ormycredit:makefreewiththem;distributemyfortune;makemerich。Ifthisconsiderationrestrainsyouto-day,itwillrestrainyouto-morrow;
ifnotomorrow,itwillrestrainyouallyourlife。
Ifithasnopowertorestrainyou,die!youarebelowmycare。
FINIS。
Notes2DeDivin。lib。ii。
3AgamusDieGratias,quadnemoinvitateneripotest。SEN。Epist。12。
4TACIT。Ann。libi。
5ITwouldbeeasytoprovethatsuicideisaslawfulundertheChristiandispensationasitwastotheHeathens。
Thereisnotasingletextofscripturewhichprohibitsit。Thatgreatandinfallibleruleoffaithandpracticewhichmustcontroulallphilosophyandhumanreasoning,hasleftusinthisparticulartoournaturalliberty。ResignationtoProvidenceisindeedrecommendedinscripture;butthatimpliesonlysubmissiontoillsthatareunavoidable,nottosuchasmayberemediedbyprudenceorcourage。Thoushaltnotkill,isevidentlymeanttoexcludeonlythekillingofothers,overwhoselifewehavenoauthority。Thatthisprecept,likemostofthescriptureprecepts,mustbemodifiedbyreasonandcommonsense,isplainfromthepracticeofmagistrates,whopunishcriminalscapitally,notwithstandingtheletterofthelaw。Butwerethiscommandmenteversoexpressagainstsuicide,itwouldnowhavenoauthority,forallthelawofMosesisabolished,exceptsofarasitisestablishedbythelawofnature。Andwehavealreadyendeavouredtoprovethatsuicideisnotprohibitedbythatlaw。InallcasesChristiansandHeathensarepreciselyuponthesamefooting;CatoandBrutus,ArreaandPortiaactedheroically;thosewhonowimitatetheirexampleoughttoreceivethesamepraisesfromposterity。ThepowerofcommittingsuicideisregardedbyPlinyasanadvantagewhichmenpossessevenabovetheDeityhimself。"Deusnonsibipotestmortemconscisceresivelitquodhominideditoptimumintantisvitaepaenis。"Lib。II。Cap。7。
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6Quint。Curtiuslib。VI。cap。5。
7Suet。Augus。cap。3。
8Lib。7。cap。55。
9Astrangeletterthisforthediscussionofsuchasubject!Domenarguesocoolyonaquestionofthisnature,whentheyexamineitontheirownaccounts?Istheletteraforgery,ordoestheauthorreasononlywithanintenttoberefuted?Whatmakesouropinioninthisparticulardubious,istheexampleofRobeck,whichhecites,andwhichseemstowarranthisown。Robeckdeliberatedsogravelythathehadpatiencetowriteabook,alarge,voluminous,weighty,anddispassionatebook;andwhenhehadconcluded,accordingtohisprinciples,thatitwaslawfultoputanendtoourbeing,hedestroyedhimselfwiththesamecomposurethathewrote。Letusbewareoftheprejudicesofthetimes,andofparticularcountries。Whensuicideisoutoffashionweconcludethatnonebutmadmendestroythemselves;andalltheeffortsofcourageappearchimericaltodastardlyminds;everyonejudgesofothersbyhimself。Nevertheless,howmanyinstancesarethere,wellattested,ofmen,ineveryotherrespectperfectlydiscreet,who,withoutremorse,rage,ordespair,havequittedlifefornootherreasonthanbecauseitwasaburdentothem,andhavediedwithmorecomposurethantheylived?
10No,mylord,wedonotputanendtomiserybythesemeans,butratherfillthemeasureofaffliction,byburstingasunderthelasttieswhichattachustofelicity。Whenweregretwhatwasdeartous,griefitselfstillattachesustotheobjectwelament,whichisastatelessdeplorablethantobeattachedtonothing。
11Obligationsmoredearthanthoseoffriendship!
Isitaphilosopherwhotalksthus?Butthisaffectedsophistwasofanamorousdisposition。