CHAPTERI——BARBOXBROTHERS
"Guard!Whatplaceisthis?"
"MugbyJunction,sir。"
"Awindyplace!"
"Yes,itmostlyis,sir。"
"Andlookscomfortlessindeed!"
"Yes,itgenerallydoes,sir。"
"Isitarainynightstill?"
"Pours,sir。"
"Openthedoor。I’llgetout。"
"You’llhave,sir,"saidtheguard,glisteningwithdropsofwet,andlookingatthetearfulfaceofhiswatchbythelightofhislanternasthetravellerdescended,"threeminuteshere。"
"More,Ithink。——ForIamnotgoingon。"
"Thoughtyouhadathroughticket,sir?"
"SoIhave,butIshallsacrificetherestofit。Iwantmyluggage。"
"Pleasetocometothevanandpointitout,sir。Begoodenoughtolookverysharp,sir。Notamomenttospare。"
Theguardhurriedtotheluggagevan,andthetravellerhurriedafterhim。Theguardgotintoit,andthetravellerlookedintoit。
"Thosetwolargeblackportmanteausinthecornerwhereyourlightshines。Thosearemine。"
"Nameupon’em,sir?"
"BarboxBrothers。"
"Standclear,sir,ifyouplease。One。Two。Right!"
Lampwaved。Signallightsaheadalreadychanging。Shriekfromengine。Traingone。
"MugbyJunction!"saidthetraveller,pullingupthewoollenmufflerroundhisthroatwithbothhands。"Atpastthreeo’clockofatempestuousmorning!So!"
Hespoketohimself。Therewasnooneelsetospeakto。Perhaps,thoughtherehadbeenanyoneelsetospeakto,hewouldhavepreferredtospeaktohimself。Speakingtohimselfhespoketoamanwithinfiveyearsoffiftyeitherway,whohadturnedgreytoosoon,likeaneglectedfire;amanofponderinghabit,broodingcarriageofthehead,andsuppressedinternalvoice;amanwithmanyindicationsonhimofhavingbeenmuchalone。
Hestoodunnoticedonthedrearyplatform,exceptbytherainandbythewind。Thosetwovigilantassailantsmadearushathim。"Verywell,"saidhe,yielding。"ItsignifiesnothingtometowhatquarterIturnmyface。"
Thus,atMugbyJunction,atpastthreeo’clockofatempestuousmorning,thetravellerwentwheretheweatherdrovehim。
Notbutwhathecouldmakeastandwhenhewassominded,for,comingtotheendoftheroofedshelter(itisofconsiderableextentatMugbyJunction),andlookingoutuponthedarknight,withayetdarkerspirit-wingofstormbeatingitswildwaythroughit,hefacedabout,andheldhisownasruggedlyinthedifficultdirectionashehadhelditintheeasierone。Thus,withasteadystep,thetravellerwentupanddown,upanddown,upanddown,seekingnothingandfindingit。
Aplacerepletewithshadowyshapes,thisMugbyJunctionintheblackhoursofthefour-and-twenty。Mysteriousgoodstrains,coveredwithpallsandglidingonlikevastweirdfunerals,conveyingthemselvesguiltilyawayfromthepresenceofthefewlightedlamps,asiftheirfreighthadcometoasecretandunlawfulend。Half-milesofcoalpursuinginaDetectivemanner,followingwhentheylead,stoppingwhentheystop,backingwhentheyback。
Red-hotembersshoweringoutupontheground,downthisdarkavenue,anddowntheother,asiftorturingfireswerebeingrakedclear;
concurrently,shrieksandgroansandgrindsinvadingtheear,asifthetorturedwereattheheightoftheirsuffering。Iron-barredcagesfullofcattlejanglingbymidway,thedroopingbeastswithhornsentangled,eyesfrozenwithterror,andmouthstoo:atleasttheyhavelongicicles(orwhatseemso)hangingfromtheirlips。
Unknownlanguagesintheair,conspiringinred,green,andwhitecharacters。Anearthquake,accompaniedwiththunderandlightning,goingupexpresstoLondon。Now,allquiet,allrusty,windandraininpossession,lampsextinguished,MugbyJunctiondeadandindistinct,withitsrobedrawnoveritshead,likeCaesar。
Now,too,asthebelatedtravellerploddedupanddown,ashadowytrainwentbyhiminthegloomwhichwasnootherthanthetrainofalife。Fromwhatsoeverintangibledeepcuttingordarktunnelitemerged,hereitcame,unsummonedandunannounced,stealinguponhim,andpassingawayintoobscurity。Heremournfullywentbyachildwhohadneverhadachildhoodorknownaparent,inseparablefromayouthwithabittersenseofhisnamelessness,coupledtoamantheenforcedbusinessofwhosebestyearshadbeendistastefulandoppressive,linkedtoanungratefulfriend,draggingafterhimawomanoncebeloved。Attendant,withmanyaclankandwrench,werelumberingcares,darkmeditations,hugedimdisappointments,monotonousyears,alongjarringlineofthediscordsofasolitaryandunhappyexistence。
"——Yours,sir?"
Thetravellerrecalledhiseyesfromthewasteintowhichtheyhadbeenstaring,andfellbackasteporsoundertheabruptness,andperhapsthechanceappropriateness,ofthequestion。
"Oh!Mythoughtswerenothereforthemoment。Yes。Yes。Thosetwoportmanteausaremine。AreyouaPorter?"
"OnPorter’swages,sir。ButIamLamps。"
Thetravellerlookedalittleconfused。
"Whodidyousayyouare?"
"Lamps,sir,"showinganoilyclothinhishand,asfartherexplanation。
"Surely,surely。Isthereanyhotelortavernhere?"
"Notexactlyhere,sir。ThereisaRefreshmentRoomhere,but——"
Lamps,withamightyseriouslook,gavehisheadawarningrollthatplainlyadded——"butit’sablessedcircumstanceforyouthatit’snotopen。"
"Youcouldn’trecommendit,Isee,ifitwasavailable?"
"Askyourpardon,sir。Ifitwas-?"
"Open?"
"Itain’tmyplace,asapaidservantofthecompany,togivemyopiniononanyofthecompany’stoepics,"——hepronounceditmoreliketoothpicks,——"beyondlamp-ileandcottons,"returnedLampsinaconfidentialtone;"but,speakingasaman,Iwouldn’trecommendmyfather(ifhewastocometolifeagain)togoandtryhowhe’dbetreatedattheRefreshmentRoom。Notspeakingasaman,no,IwouldNOT。"
Thetravellernoddedconviction。"IsupposeIcanputupinthetown?Thereisatownhere?"Forthetraveller(thoughastay-at-
homecomparedwithmosttravellers)hadbeen,likemanyothers,carriedonthesteamwindsandtheirontidesthroughthatJunctionbefore,withouthavingever,asonemightsay,goneashorethere。
"Ohyes,there’satown,sir!Anyways,there’stownenoughtoputupin。But,"followingtheglanceoftheotherathisluggage,"thisisaverydeadtimeofthenightwithus,sir。Thedeadesttime。Imighta’mostcallitourdeadestandburiedesttime。"
"Noportersabout?"
"Well,sir,yousee,"returnedLamps,confidentialagain,"theyingeneralgoesoffwiththegas。That’showitis。Andtheyseemtohaveoverlookedyou,throughyourwalkingtothefurderendoftheplatform。But,inabouttwelveminutesorso,shemaybeup。"
"Whomaybeup?"
"Thethreeforty-two,sir。Shegoesoffinasidin’tilltheUpX
passes,andthenshe"——hereanairofhopefulvaguenesspervadedLamps——"doesallaslaysinherpower。"
"IdoubtifIcomprehendthearrangement。"
"Idoubtifanybodydo,sir。She’saParliamentary,sir。And,yousee,aParliamentary,oraSkirmishun——"
"DoyoumeananExcursion?"
"That’sit,sir。——AParliamentaryoraSkirmishun,shemostlyDOES
gooffintoasidin’。But,whensheCANgetachance,she’swhistledoutofit,andshe’swhistledupintodoin’allas,"——Lampsagainworetheairofahighlysanguinemanwhohopedforthebest,——
"allaslaysinherpower。"
Hethenexplainedthattheportersonduty,beingrequiredtobeinattendanceontheParliamentarymatroninquestion,woulddoubtlessturnupwiththegas。Inthemeantime,ifthegentlemanwouldnotverymuchobjecttothesmelloflamp-oil,andwouldacceptthewarmthofhislittleroom-Thegentleman,beingbythistimeverycold,instantlyclosedwiththeproposal。
Agreasylittlecabinitwas,suggestive,tothesenseofsmell,ofacabininaWhaler。Buttherewasabrightfireburninginitsrustygrate,andonthefloortherestoodawoodenstandofnewlytrimmedandlightedlamps,readyforcarriageservice。Theymadeabrightshow,andtheirlight,andthewarmth,accountedforthepopularityoftheroom,asbornewitnesstobymanyimpressionsofvelveteentrousersonaformbythefire,andmanyroundedsmearsandsmudgesofstoopingvelveteenshouldersontheadjacentwall。
Variousuntidyshelvesaccommodatedaquantityoflampsandoil-
cans,andalsoafragrantcollectionofwhatlookedlikethepocket-
handkerchiefsofthewholelampfamily。
AsBarboxBrothers(sotocallthetravelleronthewarrantyofhisluggage)tookhisseatupontheform,andwarmedhisnowunglovedhandsatthefire,heglancedasideatalittledealdesk,muchblotchedwithink,whichhiselbowtouched。Uponitweresomescrapsofcoarsepaper,andasuperannuatedsteelpeninveryreducedandgrittycircumstances。
Fromglancingatthescrapsofpaper,heturnedinvoluntarilytohishost,andsaid,withsomeroughness:
"Why,youareneverapoet,man?"
Lampshadcertainlynottheconventionalappearanceofone,ashestoodmodestlyrubbinghissquabnosewithahandkerchiefsoexceedinglyoily,thathemighthavebeenintheactofmistakinghimselfforoneofhischarges。HewasasparemanofabouttheBarboxBrotherstimeoflife,withhisfeatureswhimsicallydrawnupwardasiftheywereattractedbytherootsofhishair。Hehadapeculiarlyshiningtransparentcomplexion,probablyoccasionedbyconstantoleaginousapplication;andhisattractivehair,beingcutshort,andbeinggrizzled,andstandingstraightuponendasifitinitsturnwereattractedbysomeinvisiblemagnetaboveit,thetopofhisheadwasnotveryunlikealamp-wick。
"But,tobesure,it’snobusinessofmine,"saidBarboxBrothers。
"Thatwasanimpertinentobservationonmypart。Bewhatyoulike。"
"Somepeople,sir,"remarkedLampsinatoneofapology,"aresometimeswhattheydon’tlike。"
"NobodyknowsthatbetterthanIdo,"sighedtheother。"IhavebeenwhatIdon’tlike,allmylife。"
"WhenIfirsttook,sir,"resumedLamps,"tocomposinglittleComic-
Songs——like——"
BarboxBrotherseyedhimwithgreatdisfavour。
"——TocomposinglittleComic-Songs-like——andwhatwasmorehard——tosinging’emafterwards,"saidLamps,"itwentagainstthegrainatthattime,itdidindeed。"
SomethingthatwasnotalloilhereshininginLamps’seye,BarboxBrotherswithdrewhisownalittledisconcerted,lookedatthefire,andputafootonthetopbar。"Whydidyoudoit,then?"heaskedafterashortpause;abruptlyenough,butinasoftertone。"Ifyoudidn’twanttodoit,whydidyoudoit?Wheredidyousingthem?
Public-house?"
TowhichMr。Lampsreturnedthecuriousreply:"Bedside。"
Atthismoment,whilethetravellerlookedathimforelucidation,MugbyJunctionstartedsuddenly,trembledviolently,andopeneditsgaseyes。"She’sgotup!"Lampsannounced,excited。"Whatlaysinherpowerissometimesmore,andsometimesless;butit’slaidinherpowertogetupto-night,byGeorge!"
Thelegend"BarboxBrothers,"inlargewhitelettersontwoblacksurfaces,wasverysoonafterwardstrundlingonatruckthroughasilentstreet,and,whentheownerofthelegendhadshiveredonthepavementhalfanhour,whattimetheporter’sknocksattheInnDoorknockedupthewholetownfirst,andtheInnlast,hegropedhiswayintothecloseairofashut-uphouse,andsogropedbetweenthesheetsofashut-upbedthatseemedtohavebeenexpresslyrefrigeratedforhimwhenlastmade。
II
"Yourememberme,YoungJackson?"
"WhatdoIrememberifnotyou?Youaremyfirstremembrance。Itwasyouwhotoldmethatwasmyname。ItwasyouwhotoldmethatoneverytwentiethofDecembermylifehadapenitentialanniversaryinitcalledabirthday。Isupposethelastcommunicationwastruerthanthefirst!"
"WhatamIlike,YoungJackson?"
"Youarelikeablightallthroughtheyeartome。Youhard-lined,thin-lipped,repressive,changelesswomanwithawaxmaskon。YouareliketheDeviltome;mostofallwhenyouteachmereligiousthings,foryoumakemeabhorthem。"
"Yourememberme,Mr。YoungJackson?"Inanothervoicefromanotherquarter。
"Mostgratefully,sir。Youweretherayofhopeandprosperingambitioninmylife。WhenIattendedyourcourse,IbelievedthatI
shouldcometobeagreathealer,andIfeltalmosthappy——eventhoughIwasstilltheoneboarderinthehousewiththathorriblemask,andateanddrankinsilenceandconstraintwiththemaskbeforeme,everyday。AsIhaddoneevery,every,everyday,throughmyschool-timeandfrommyearliestrecollection。"
"WhatamIlike,Mr。YoungJackson?"
"YouarelikeaSuperiorBeingtome。YouarelikeNaturebeginningtorevealherselftome。Ihearyouagain,asoneofthehushedcrowdofyoungmenkindlingunderthepowerofyourpresenceandknowledge,andyoubringintomyeyestheonlyexultanttearsthateverstoodinthem。"
"YourememberMe,Mr。YoungJackson?"Inagratingvoicefromquiteanotherquarter。
"Toowell。Youmadeyourghostlyappearanceinmylifeoneday,andannouncedthatitscoursewastobesuddenlyandwhollychanged。
YoushowedmewhichwasmywearisomeseatintheGalleyofBarboxBrothers。(WhenTHEYwere,iftheyeverwere,isunknowntome;
therewasnothingofthembutthenamewhenIbenttotheoar。)YoutoldmewhatIwastodo,andwhattobepaid;youtoldmeafterwards,atintervalsofyears,whenIwastosignfortheFirm,whenIbecameapartner,whenIbecametheFirm。Iknownomoreofit,orofmyself。"
"WhatamIlike,Mr。YoungJackson?"
"Youarelikemyfather,Isometimesthink。Youarehardenoughandcoldenoughsotohavebroughtupanacknowledgedson。Iseeyourscantyfigure,yourclosebrownsuit,andyourtightbrownwig;butyou,too,wearawaxmasktoyourdeath。Youneverbyachanceremoveit——itneverbyachancefallsoff——andIknownomoreofyou。"
Throughoutthisdialogue,thetravellerspoketohimselfathiswindowinthemorning,ashehadspokentohimselfattheJunctionovernight。Andashehadthenlookedinthedarkness,amanwhohadturnedgreytoosoon,likeaneglectedfire:sohenowlookedinthesun-light,anashiergrey,likeafirewhichthebrightnessofthesunputout。
ThefirmofBarboxBrothershadbeensomeoffshootorirregularbranchofthePublicNotaryandbill-brokingtree。IthadgainedforitselfagripingreputationbeforethedaysofYoungJackson,andthereputationhadstucktoitandtohim。AshehadimperceptiblycomeintopossessionofthedimdenupinthecornerofacourtoffLombardStreet,onwhosegrimywindowstheinscriptionBarboxBrothershadformanylongyearsdailyinterposeditselfbetweenhimandthesky,sohehadinsensiblyfoundhimselfapersonageheldinchronicdistrust,whomitwasessentialtoscrewtighttoeverytransactioninwhichheengaged,whosewordwasnevertobetakenwithouthisattestedbond,whomalldealerswithopenlysetupguardsandwardsagainst。Thischaracterhadcomeuponhimthroughnoactofhisown。ItwasasiftheoriginalBarboxhadstretchedhimselfdownupontheofficefloor,andhadthithercausedtobeconveyedYoungJacksoninhissleep,andhadthereeffectedametempsychosisandexchangeofpersonswithhim。Thediscovery——
aidedinitsturnbythedeceitoftheonlywomanhehadeverloved,andthedeceitoftheonlyfriendhehadevermade:whoelopedfromhimtobemarriedtogether——thediscovery,sofollowedup,completedwhathisearliestrearinghadbegun。Heshrank,abashed,withintheformofBarbox,andlifteduphisheadandheartnomore。
Buthedidatlasteffectonegreatreleaseinhiscondition。Hebroketheoarhehadpliedsolong,andhescuttledandsankthegalley。Hepreventedthegradualretirementofanoldconventionalbusinessfromhim,bytakingtheinitiativeandretiringfromit。
Withenoughtoliveon(though,afterall,withnottoomuch),heobliteratedthefirmofBarboxBrothersfromthepagesofthePost-
OfficeDirectoryandthefaceoftheearth,leavingnothingofitbutitsnameontwoportmanteaus。
"Foronemusthavesomenameingoingabout,forpeopletopickup,"
heexplainedtoMugbyHighStreet,throughtheInnwindow,"andthatnameatleastwasrealonce。Whereas,YoungJackson!——NottomentionitsbeingasadlysatiricalmisnomerforOldJackson。"
Hetookuphishatandwalkedout,justintimetosee,passingalongontheoppositesideoftheway,avelveteenman,carryinghisday’sdinnerinasmallbundlethatmighthavebeenlargerwithoutsuspicionofgluttony,andpeltingawaytowardstheJunctionatagreatpace。
"There’sLamps!"saidBarboxBrothers。"Andbythebye——"
Ridiculous,surely,thatamansoserious,soself-contained,andnotyetthreedaysemancipatedfromaroutineofdrudgery,shouldstandrubbinghischininthestreet,inabrownstudyaboutComicSongs。
"Bedside?"saidBarboxBrotherstestily。"Singsthematthebedside?Whyatthebedside,unlesshegoestobeddrunk?Does,I
shouldn’twonder。Butit’snobusinessofmine。Letmesee。MugbyJunction,MugbyJunction。WhereshallIgonext?AsitcameintomyheadlastnightwhenIwokefromanuneasysleepinthecarriageandfoundmyselfhere,Icangoanywherefromhere。WhereshallI
go?I’llgoandlookattheJunctionbydaylight。There’snohurry,andImaylikethelookofoneLinebetterthananother。"
ButthereweresomanyLines。GazingdownuponthemfromabridgeattheJunction,itwasasiftheconcentratingCompaniesformedagreatIndustrialExhibitionoftheworksofextraordinarygroundspidersthatspuniron。AndthensomanyoftheLineswentsuchwonderfulways,socrossingandcurvingamongoneanother,thattheeyelostthem。Andthensomeofthemappearedtostartwiththefixedintentionofgoingfivehundredmiles,andallofasuddengaveitupataninsignificantbarrier,orturnedoffintoaworkshop。Andthenothers,likeintoxicatedmen,wentalittlewayverystraight,andsurprisinglysluedroundandcamebackagain。
Andthenothersweresochock-fulloftrucksofcoal,othersweresoblockedwithtrucksofcasks,othersweresogorgedwithtrucksofballast,othersweresosetapartforwheeledobjectslikeimmenseironcotton-reels:whileothersweresobrightandclear,andothersweresodeliveredovertorustandashesandidlewheelbarrowsoutofwork,withtheirlegsintheair(lookingmuchliketheirmastersonstrike),thattherewasnobeginning,middle,orendtothebewilderment。
BarboxBrothersstoodpuzzledonthebridge,passinghisrighthandacrossthelinesonhisforehead,whichmultipliedwhilehelookeddown,asiftherailwayLinesweregettingthemselvesphotographedonthatsensitiveplate。Thenwasheardadistantringingofbellsandblowingofwhistles。Then,puppet-lookingheadsofmenpoppedoutofboxesinperspective,andpoppedinagain。Then,prodigiouswoodenrazors,setuponend,beganshavingtheatmosphere。Then,severallocomotiveenginesinseveraldirectionsbegantoscreamandbeagitated。Then,alongoneavenueatraincamein。Then,alonganothertwotrainsappearedthatdidn’tcomein,butstoppedwithout。Then,bitsoftrainsbrokeoff。Then,astrugglinghorsebecameinvolvedwiththem。Then,thelocomotivessharedthebitsoftrains,andranawaywiththewhole。
"Ihavenotmademynextmovemuchclearerbythis。Nohurry。Noneedtomakeupmymindto-day,orto-morrow,noryetthedayafter。
I’lltakeawalk。"
Itfelloutsomehow(perhapshemeantitshould)thatthewalktendedtotheplatformatwhichhehadalighted,andtoLamps’sroom。ButLampswasnotinhisroom。ApairofvelveteenshoulderswereadaptingthemselvestooneoftheimpressionsonthewallbyLamps’sfireplace,butotherwisetheroomwasvoid。Inpassingbacktogetoutofthestationagain,helearntthecauseofthisvacancy,bycatchingsightofLampsontheoppositelineofrailway,skippingalongthetopofatrain,fromcarriagetocarriage,andcatchinglightednamesakesthrownuptohimbyacoadjutor。
"Heisbusy。HehasnotmuchtimeforcomposingorsingingComicSongsthismorning,Itakeit。"
Thedirectionhepursuednowwasintothecountry,keepingveryneartothesideofonegreatLineofrailway,andwithineasyviewofothers。"Ihavehalfamind,"’hesaid,glancingaround,"tosettlethequestionfromthispoint,bysaying,’I’lltakethissetofrails,orthat,ort’other,andsticktoit。’Theyseparatethemselvesfromtheconfusion,outhere,andgotheirways。"
Ascendingagentlehillofsomeextent,hecametoafewcottages。
There,lookingabouthimasaveryreservedmanmightwhohadneverlookedabouthiminhislifebefore,hesawsomesixoreightyoungchildrencomemerrilytroopingandwhoopingfromoneofthecottages,anddisperse。Butnotuntiltheyhadallturnedatthelittlegarden-gate,andkissedtheirhandstoafaceattheupperwindow:alowwindowenough,althoughtheupper,forthecottagehadbutastoryofoneroomabovetheground。
Now,thatthechildrenshoulddothiswasnothing;butthattheyshoulddothistoafacelyingonthesilloftheopenwindow,turnedtowardstheminahorizontalposition,andapparentlyonlyaface,wassomethingnoticeable。Helookedupatthewindowagain。
Couldonlyseeaveryfragile,thoughaverybrightface,lyingononecheekonthewindow-sill。Thedelicatesmilingfaceofagirlorwoman。Framedinlongbrightbrownhair,roundwhichwastiedalightbluebandorfillet,passingunderthechin。
Hewalkedon,turnedback,passedthewindowagain,shylyglancedupagain。Nochange。Hestruckoffbyawindingbranch-roadatthetopofthehill——whichhemustotherwisehavedescended——keptthecottagesinview,workedhiswayroundatadistancesoastocomeoutoncemoreintothemainroad,andbeobligedtopassthecottagesagain。Thefacestilllayonthewindow-sill,butnotsomuchinclinedtowardshim。Andnowtherewereapairofdelicatehandstoo。Theyhadtheactionofperformingonsomemusicalinstrument,andyetitproducednosoundthatreachedhisears。
"MugbyJunctionmustbethemaddestplaceinEngland,"saidBarboxBrothers,pursuinghiswaydownthehill。"ThefirstthingIfindhereisaRailwayPorterwhocomposescomicsongstosingathisbedside。ThesecondthingIfindhereisaface,andapairofhandsplayingamusicalinstrumentthatDON’Tplay!"
ThedaywasafinebrightdayintheearlybeginningofNovember,theairwasclearandinspiriting,andthelandscapewasrichinbeautifulcolours。TheprevailingcoloursinthecourtoffLombardStreet,Londoncity,hadbeenfewandsombre。Sometimes,whentheweatherelsewherewasverybrightindeed,thedwellersinthosetentsenjoyedapepper-and-salt-coloureddayortwo,buttheiratmosphere’susualwearwasslateorsnuffcoloured。
Herelishedhiswalksowellthatherepeateditnextday。Hewasalittleearlieratthecottagethanonthedaybefore,andhecouldhearthechildrenupstairssingingtoaregularmeasure,andclappingoutthetimewiththeirhands。
"Still,thereisnosoundofanymusicalinstrument,"hesaid,listeningatthecorner,"andyetIsawtheperforminghandsagainasIcameby。Whatarethechildrensinging?Why,goodLord,theycanneverbesingingthemultiplicationtable?"
Theywere,though,andwithinfiniteenjoyment。Themysteriousfacehadavoiceattachedtoit,whichoccasionallyledorsetthechildrenright。Itsmusicalcheerfulnesswasdelightful。Themeasureatlengthstopped,andwassucceededbyamurmuringofyoungvoices,andthenbyashortsongwhichhemadeouttobeaboutthecurrentmonthoftheyear,andaboutwhatworkityieldedtothelabourersinthefieldsandfarmyards。Thentherewasastiroflittlefeet,andthechildrencametroopingandwhoopingout,asonthepreviousday。Andagain,asonthepreviousday,theyallturnedatthegarden-gate,andkissedtheirhands——evidentlytothefaceonthewindow-sill,thoughBarboxBrothersfromhisretiredpostofdisadvantageatthecornercouldnotseeit。
But,asthechildrendispersed,hecutoffonesmallstraggler——abrown-facedboywithflaxenhair——andsaidtohim:
"Comehere,littleone。Tellme,whosehouseisthat?"
Thechild,withoneswarthyarmheldupacrosshiseyes,halfinshyness,andhalfreadyfordefence,saidfrombehindtheinsideofhiselbow:
"Phoebe’s。"
"Andwho,"saidBarboxBrothers,quiteasmuchembarrassedbyhispartinthedialogueasthechildcouldpossiblybebyhis,"isPhoebe?"
Towhichthechildmadeanswer:"Why,Phoebe,ofcourse。"
Thesmallbutsharpobserverhadeyedhisquestionerclosely,andhadtakenhismoralmeasure。Heloweredhisguard,andratherassumedatonewithhim:ashavingdiscoveredhimtobeanunaccustomedpersonintheartofpoliteconversation。
"Phoebe,"saidthechild,"can’tbeanybobbyelsebutPhoebe。Canshe?"
"No,Isupposenot。"
"Well,"returnedthechild,"thenwhydidyouaskme?"
Deemingitprudenttoshifthisground,BarboxBrotherstookupanewposition。
"Whatdoyoudothere?Upthereinthatroomwheretheopenwindowis。Whatdoyoudothere?"
"Cool,"saidthechild。
"Eh?"
"Co-o-ol,"thechildrepeatedinaloudervoice,lengtheningoutthewordwithafixedlookandgreatemphasis,asmuchastosay:
"What’stheuseofyourhavinggrownup,ifyou’resuchadonkeyasnottounderstandme?"
"Ah!School,school,"saidBarboxBrothers。"Yes,yes,yes。AndPhoebeteachesyou?"
Thechildnodded。
"Goodboy。"
"Tounditout,haveyou?"saidthechild。
"Yes,Ihavefounditout。Whatwouldyoudowithtwopence,ifI
gaveityou?"
"Pendit。"
Theknock-downpromptitudeofthisreplyleavinghimnotalegtostandupon,BarboxBrothersproducedthetwopencewithgreatlameness,andwithdrewinastateofhumiliation。
But,seeingthefaceonthewindow-sillashepassedthecottage,heacknowledgeditspresencetherewithagesture,whichwasnotanod,notabow,notaremovalofhishatfromhishead,butwasadiffidentcompromisebetweenorstrugglewithallthree。Theeyesinthefaceseemedamused,orcheered,orboth,andthelipsmodestlysaid:"Good-daytoyou,sir。"
"IfindImuststickforatimetoMugbyJunction,"saidBarboxBrotherswithmuchgravity,afteroncemorestoppingonhisreturnroadtolookattheLineswheretheywenttheirseveralwayssoquietly。"Ican’tmakeupmymindyetwhichironroadtotake。Infact,ImustgetalittleaccustomedtotheJunctionbeforeIcandecide。"
So,heannouncedattheInnthathewas"goingtostayonforthepresent,"andimprovedhisacquaintancewiththeJunctionthatnight,andagainnextmorning,andagainnextnightandmorning:
goingdowntothestation,minglingwiththepeoplethere,lookingabouthimdownalltheavenuesofrailway,andbeginningtotakeaninterestintheincomingsandoutgoingsofthetrains。Atfirst,heoftenputhisheadintoLamps’slittleroom,butheneverfoundLampsthere。Apairortwoofvelveteenshouldersheusuallyfoundthere,stoopingoverthefire,sometimesinconnectionwithaclaspedknifeandapieceofbreadandmeat;buttheanswertohisinquiry,"Where’sLamps?"was,eitherthathewas"t’othersidetheline,"or,thatitwashisoff-time,or(inthelattercase)hisownpersonalintroductiontoanotherLampswhowasnothisLamps。
However,hewasnotsodesperatelysetuponseeingLampsnow,butheborethedisappointment。NordidhesowhollydevotehimselftohissevereapplicationtothestudyofMugbyJunctionastoneglectexercise。Onthecontrary,hetookawalkeveryday,andalwaysthesamewalk。Buttheweatherturnedcoldandwetagain,andthewindowwasneveropen。
III
Atlength,afteralapseofsomedays,therecameanotherstreakoffinebrighthardyautumnweather。ItwasaSaturday。Thewindowwasopen,andthechildrenweregone。Notsurprising,this,forhehadpatientlywatchedandwaitedatthecorneruntiltheyWEREgone。
"Good-day,"hesaidtotheface;absolutelygettinghishatclearoffhisheadthistime。
"Good-daytoyou,sir。"
"Iamgladyouhaveafineskyagaintolookat。"
"Thankyou,sir。Itiskindifyou。"
"Youareaninvalid,Ifear?"
"No,sir。Ihaveverygoodhealth。"
"Butareyounotalwayslyingdown?"
"Ohyes,Iamalwayslyingdown,becauseIcannotsitup!ButIamnotaninvalid。"
Thelaughingeyesseemedhighlytoenjoyhisgreatmistake。
"Wouldyoumindtakingthetroubletocomein,sir?Thereisabeautifulviewfromthiswindow。AndyouwouldseethatIamnotatallill——beingsogoodastocare。"
Itwassaidtohelphim,ashestoodirresolute,butevidentlydesiringtoenter,withhisdiffidenthandonthelatchofthegarden-gate。Itdidhelphim,andhewentin。
Theroomup-stairswasaverycleanwhiteroomwithalowroof。Itsonlyinmatelayonacouchthatbroughtherfacetoalevelwiththewindow。Thecouchwaswhitetoo;andhersimpledressorwrapperbeinglightblue,likethebandaroundherhair,shehadanethereallook,andafancifulappearanceoflyingamongclouds。Hefeltthatsheinstinctivelyperceivedhimtobebyhabitadowncasttaciturnman;itwasanotherhelptohimtohaveestablishedthatunderstandingsoeasily,andgotitover。
Therewasanawkwardconstraintuponhim,nevertheless,ashetouchedherhand,andtookachairatthesideofhercouch。
"Iseenow,"hebegan,notatallfluently,"howyouoccupyyourhand。Onlyseeingyoufromthepathoutside,Ithoughtyouwereplayinguponsomething。"
Shewasengagedinverynimblyanddexterouslymakinglace。Alace-
pillowlayuponherbreast;andthequickmovementsandchangesofherhandsuponit,assheworked,hadgiventhemtheactionhehadmisinterpreted。
"Thatiscurious,"sheansweredwithabrightsmile。"ForIoftenfancy,myself,thatIplaytuneswhileIamatwork。"
"Haveyouanymusicalknowledge?"
Sheshookherhead。
"IthinkIcouldpickouttunes,ifIhadanyinstrument,whichcouldbemadeashandytomeasmylace-pillow。ButIdaresayI
deceivemyself。Atallevents,Ishallneverknow。"
"Youhaveamusicalvoice。Excuseme;Ihaveheardyousing。"
"Withthechildren?"sheanswered,slightlycolouring。"Ohyes。I
singwiththedearchildren,ifitcanbecalledsinging。"
BarboxBrothersglancedatthetwosmallformsintheroom,andhazardedthespeculationthatshewasfondofchildren,andthatshewaslearnedinnewsystemsofteachingthem?
"Veryfondofthem,"shesaid,shakingherheadagain;"butIknownothingofteaching,beyondtheinterestIhaveinit,andthepleasureitgivesmewhentheylearn。Perhapsyouroverhearingmylittlescholarssingsomeoftheirlessonshasledyousofarastrayastothinkmeagrandteacher?Ah!Ithoughtso!No,Ihaveonlyreadandbeentoldaboutthatsystem。Itseemedsoprettyandpleasant,andtotreatthemsolikethemerryRobinstheyare,thatItookupwithitinmylittleway。Youdon’tneedtobetoldwhataverylittlewaymineis,sir,"sheaddedwithaglanceatthesmallformsandroundtheroom。
Allthistimeherhandswerebusyatherlace-pillow。Astheystillcontinuedso,andastherewasakindofsubstituteforconversationintheclickandplayofitspegs,BarboxBrotherstooktheopportunityofobservingher。Heguessedhertobethirty。Thecharmofhertransparentfaceandlargebrightbrowneyeswas,notthattheywerepassivelyresigned,butthattheywereactivelyandthoroughlycheerful。Evenherbusyhands,whichoftheirownthinnessalonemighthavebesoughtcompassion,pliedtheirtaskwithagaycouragethatmademerecompassionanunjustifiableassumptionofsuperiority,andanimpertinence。
Hesawhereyesintheactofrisingtowardshis,andhedirectedhistowardstheprospect,saying:"Beautiful,indeed!"
"Mostbeautiful,sir。IhavesometimeshadafancythatIwouldliketositup,foronce,onlytotryhowitlookstoanerecthead。
Butwhatafoolishfancythatwouldbetoencourage!Itcannotlookmorelovelytoanyonethanitdoestome。"
Hereyeswereturnedtoit,asshespoke,withmostdelightedadmirationandenjoyment。Therewasnotatraceinitofanysenseofdeprivation。
"Andthosethreadsofrailway,withtheirpuffsofsmokeandsteamchangingplacessofast,makeitsolivelyforme,"shewenton。"I
thinkofthenumberofpeoplewhocangowheretheywish,ontheirbusiness,ortheirpleasure;IrememberthatthepuffsmakesignstomethattheyareactuallygoingwhileIlook;andthatenlivenstheprospectwithabundanceofcompany,ifIwantcompany。ThereisthegreatJunction,too。Idon’tseeitunderthefootofthehill,butIcanveryoftenhearit,andIalwaysknowitisthere。Itseemstojoinme,inaway,toIdon’tknowhowmanyplacesandthingsthatIshallneversee。"
Withanabashedkindofideathatitmighthavealreadyjoinedhimselftosomethinghehadneverseen,hesaidconstrainedly:
"Justso。"
"Andsoyousee,sir,"pursuedPhoebe,"Iamnottheinvalidyouthoughtme,andIamverywelloffindeed。"
"Youhaveahappydisposition,"saidBarboxBrothers:perhapswithaslightexcusatorytouchforhisowndisposition。
"Ah!Butyoushouldknowmyfather,"shereplied。"Hisisthehappydisposition!——Don’tmind,sir!"Forhisreservetookthealarmatastepuponthestairs,andhedistrustedthathewouldbesetdownforatroublesomeintruder。"Thisismyfathercoming。"
Thedooropened,andthefatherpausedthere。
"Why,Lamps!"exclaimedBarboxBrothers,startingfromhischair。
"Howdoyoudo,Lamps?"
TowhichLampsresponded:"ThegentlemanforNowhere!HowdoyouDO,sir?"
Andtheyshookhands,tothegreatestadmirationandsurpriseofLamp’sdaughter。
"Ihavelookedyouuphalf-a-dozentimessincethatnight,"saidBarboxBrothers,"buthaveneverfoundyou。"
"SoI’veheerdon,sir,soI’veheerdon,"returnedLamps。"It’syourbeingnoticedsooftendownattheJunction,withouttakinganytrain,thathasbeguntogetyouthenameamongusofthegentlemanforNowhere。Nooffenceinmyhavingcalledyoubyitwhentookbysurprise,Ihope,sir?"
"Noneatall。It’sasgoodanameformeasanyotheryoucouldcallmeby。ButmayIaskyouaquestioninthecornerhere?"
Lampssufferedhimselftobeledasidefromhisdaughter’scouchbyoneofthebuttonsofhisvelveteenjacket。
"Isthisthebedsidewhereyousingyoursongs?"
Lampsnodded。
ThegentlemanforNowhereclappedhimontheshoulder,andtheyfacedaboutagain。
"Uponmyword,mydear,"saidLampsthentohisdaughter,lookingfromhertohervisitor,"itissuchanamazetome,tofindyoubroughtacquaintedwiththisgentleman,thatImust(ifthisgentlemanwillexcuseme)takearounder。"
Mr。Lampsdemonstratedinactionwhatthismeant,bypullingouthisoilyhandkerchiefrolledupintheformofaball,andgivinghimselfanelaboratesmear,frombehindtherightear,upthecheek,acrosstheforehead,anddowntheothercheektobehindhisleftear。Afterthisoperationheshoneexceedingly。
"It’saccordingtomycustomwhenparticularwarmedupbyanyagitation,sir,"heofferedbywayofapology。"Andreally,IamthrowedintothatstateofamazebyfindingyoubroughtacquaintedwithPhoebe,thatI——thatIthinkIwill,ifyou’llexcuseme,takeanotherrounder。"Whichhedid,seemingtobegreatlyrestoredbyit。
Theywerenowbothstandingbythesideofhercouch,andshewasworkingatherlace-pillow。"Yourdaughtertellsme,"saidBarboxBrothers,stillinahalf-reluctantshamefacedway,"thatsheneversitsup。"
"No,sir,norneverhasdone。Yousee,hermother(whodiedwhenshewasayearandtwomonthsold)wassubjecttoverybadfits,andasshehadnevermentionedtomethatsheWASsubjecttofits,theycouldn’tbeguardedagainst。Consequently,shedroppedthebabywhentook,andthishappened。"
"Itwasverywrongofher,"saidBarboxBrotherswithaknittedbrow,"tomarryyou,makingasecretofherinfirmity。’
"Well,sir!"pleadedLampsinbehalfofthelong-deceased。"Yousee,Phoebeandme,wehavetalkedthatovertoo。AndLordblessus!Suchanumberonushasourinfirmities,whatwithfits,andwhatwithmisfits,ofonesortandanother,thatifweconfessedto’emallbeforewegotmarried,mostofusmightnevergetmarried。"
"Mightnotthatbeforthebetter?"
"Notinthiscase,sir,"saidPhoebe,givingherhandtoherfather。
"No,notinthiscase,sir,"saidherfather,pattingitbetweenhisown。
"Youcorrectme,"returnedBarboxBrotherswithablush;"andImustlooksolikeaBrute,thatatalleventsitwouldbesuperfluousinmetoconfesstoTHATinfirmity。Iwishyouwouldtellmealittlemoreaboutyourselves。Ihardlyknewhowtoaskitofyou,forIamconsciousthatIhaveabadstiffmanner,adulldiscouragingwaywithme,butIwishyouwould。"
"Withallourhearts,sir,"returnedLampsgailyforboth。"Andfirstofall,thatyoumayknowmyname——"
"Stay!"interposedthevisitorwithaslightflush。"Whatsignifiesyourname?Lampsisnameenoughforme。Ilikeit。Itisbrightandexpressive。WhatdoIwantmore?"
"Why,tobesure,sir,"returnedLamps。"IhaveingeneralnoothernamedownattheJunction;butIthought,onaccountofyourbeinghereasafirst-classsingle,inaprivatecharacter,thatyoumight——"
Thevisitorwavedthethoughtawaywithhishand,andLampsacknowledgedthemarkofconfidencebytakinganotherrounder。
"Youarehard-worked,Itakeforgranted?"saidBarboxBrothers,whenthesubjectoftheroundercameoutofitmuchdirtierthanbewentintoit。
Lampswasbeginning,"Notparticularso"——whenhisdaughtertookhimup。
"Ohyes,sir,heisveryhard-worked。Fourteen,fifteen,eighteenhoursaday。Sometimestwenty-fourhoursatatime。"
"Andyou,"saidBarboxBrothers,"whatwithyourschool,Phoebe,andwhatwithyourlace-making——"
"Butmyschoolisapleasuretome,"sheinterrupted,openingherbrowneyeswider,asifsurprisedtofindhimsoobtuse。"IbeganitwhenIwasbutachild,becauseitbroughtmeandotherchildrenintocompany,don’tyousee?THATwasnotwork。Icarryitonstill,becauseitkeepschildrenaboutme。THATisnotwork。Idoitaslove,notaswork。Thenmylace-pillow;"herbusyhandshadstopped,asifherargumentrequiredallhercheerfulearnestness,butnowwentonagainatthename;"itgoeswithmythoughtswhenI
think,anditgoeswithmytuneswhenIhumany,andTHAT’Snotwork。Why,youyourselfthoughtitwasmusic,youknow,sir。Andsoitistome。"
"Everythingis!"criedLampsradiantly。"Everythingismusictoher,sir。"
"Myfatheris,atanyrate,"saidPhoebe,exultinglypointingherthinforefingerathim。"Thereismoremusicinmyfatherthanthereisinabrassband。"
"Isay!Mydear!It’sveryfillyilliallydone,youknow;butyouareflatteringyourfather,"heprotested,sparkling。
"No,Iamnot,sir,Iassureyou。No,Iamnot。Ifyoucouldhearmyfathersing,youwouldknowIamnot。Butyouneverwillhearhimsing,becauseheneversingstoanyonebutme。Howevertiredheis,healwayssingstomewhenhecomeshome。WhenIlayherelongago,quiteapoorlittlebrokendoll,heusedtosingtome。
Morethanthat,heusedtomakesongs,bringinginwhateverlittlejokeswehadbetweenus。Morethanthat,heoftendoessotothisday。Oh!I’lltellofyou,father,asthegentlemanhasaskedaboutyou。Heisapoet,sir。"
"Ishouldn’twishthegentleman,mydear,"observedLamps,forthemomentturninggrave,"tocarryawaythatopinionofyourfather,becauseitmightlookasifIwasgiventoaskingthestarsinamolloncollymannerwhattheywasupto。WhichIwouldn’tatoncewastethetime,andtaketheliberty,mydear。"
"Myfather,"resumedPhoebe,amendinghertext,"isalwaysonthebrightside,andthegoodside。Youtoldme,justnow,Ihadahappydisposition。HowcanIhelpit?"
"Well;but,mydear,"returnedLampsargumentatively,"howcanI
helpit?Putittoyourselfsir。Lookather。Alwaysasyouseehernow。Alwaysworking——andafterall,sir,forbutaveryfewshillingsaweek——alwayscontented,alwayslively,alwaysinterestedinothers,ofallsorts。Isaid,thismoment,shewasalwaysasyouseehernow。Sosheis,withadifferencethatcomestomuchthesame。For,whenitismySundayoffandthemorningbellshavedoneringing,Iheartheprayersandthanksreadinthetouchingestway,andIhavethehymnssungtome——sosoft,sir,thatyoucouldn’thear’emoutofthisroom——innotesthatseemtome,Iamsure,tocomefromHeavenandgobacktoit。"
Itmighthavebeenmerelythroughtheassociationofthesewordswiththeirsacredlyquiettime,oritmighthavebeenthroughthelargerassociationofthewordswiththeRedeemer’spresencebesidethebedridden;buthereherdexterousfingerscametoastoponthelace-pillow,andclaspedthemselvesaroundhisneckashebentdown。
Therewasgreatnaturalsensibilityinbothfatheranddaughter,thevisitorcouldeasilysee;buteachmadeit,fortheother’ssake,retiring,notdemonstrative;andperfectcheerfulness,intuitiveoracquired,waseitherthefirstorsecondnatureofboth。InaveryfewmomentsLampswastakinganotherrounderwithhiscomicalfeaturesbeaming,whilePhoebe’slaughingeyes(justaglisteningspeckorsoupontheirlashes)wereagaindirectedbyturnstohim,andtoherwork,andtoBarboxBrothers。
"Whenmyfather,sir,"shesaidbrightly,"tellsyouaboutmybeinginterestedinotherpeople,eventhoughtheyknownothingaboutme——
which,bythebye,Itoldyoumyself——yououghttoknowhowthatcomesabout。That’smyfather’sdoing。"
"No,itisn’t!"heprotested。
"Don’tyoubelievehim,sir;yes,itis。Hetellsmeofeverythingheseesdownathiswork。Youwouldbesurprisedwhataquantityhegetstogetherformeeveryday。Helooksintothecarriages,andtellsmehowtheladiesaredressed——sothatIknowallthefashions!Helooksintothecarriages,andtellsmewhatpairsoflovershesees,andwhatnew-marriedcouplesontheirweddingtrip——
sothatIknowallaboutthat!Hecollectschancenewspapersandbooks——sothatIhaveplentytoread!Hetellsmeaboutthesickpeoplewhoaretravellingtotrytogetbetter——sothatIknowallaboutthem!Inshort,asIbeganbysaying,hetellsmeeverythingheseesandmakesoutdownathiswork,andyoucan’tthinkwhataquantityhedoesseeandmakeout。"
"Astocollectingnewspapersandbooks,mydear,"saidLamps,"it’sclearIcanhavenomeritinthat,becausethey’renotmyperquisites。Yousee,sir,it’sthisway:AGuard,he’llsaytome,’Hallo,hereyouare,Lamps。I’vesavedthispaperforyourdaughter。Howisshea-goingon?’AHead-Porter,he’llsaytome,’Here!Catchhold,Lamps。Here’sacoupleofwollumesforyourdaughter。Issheprettymuchwhereshewere?’Andthat’swhatmakesitdoublewelcome,yousee。Ifshehadathousandpoundinabox,theywouldn’ttroublethemselvesabouther;butbeingwhatsheis——thatis,youunderstand,"Lampsadded,somewhathurriedly,"nothavingathousandpoundinabox——theytakethoughtforher。Andasconcerningtheyoungpairs,marriedandunmarried,it’sonlynaturalIshouldbringhomewhatlittleIcanaboutTHEM,seeingthatthere’snotaCoupleofeithersortintheneighbourhoodthatdon’tcomeoftheirownaccordtoconfideinPhoebe。"
SheraisedhereyestriumphantlytoBarboxBrothersasshesaid:
"Indeed,sir,thatistrue。IfIcouldhavegotupandgonetochurch,Idon’tknowhowoftenIshouldhavebeenabridesmaid。
But,ifIcouldhavedonethat,somegirlsinlovemighthavebeenjealousofme,and,asitis,nogirlisjealousofme。Andmypillowwouldnothavebeenhalfasreadytoputthepieceofcakeunder,asIalwaysfindit,"sheadded,turningherfaceonitwithalightsigh,andasmileatherfather。
Thearrivalofalittlegirl,thebiggestofthescholars,nowledtoanunderstandingonthepartofBarboxBrothers,thatshewasthedomesticofthecottage,andhadcometotakeactivemeasuresinit,attendedbyapailthatmighthaveextinguishedher,andabroomthreetimesherheight。Hethereforerosetotakehisleave,andtookit;sayingthat,ifPhoebehadnoobjection,hewouldcomeagain。
Hehadmutteredthathewouldcome"inthecourseofhiswalks。"
Thecourseofhiswalksmusthavebeenhighlyfavourabletohisreturn,forhereturnedafteranintervalofasingleday。
"Youthoughtyouwouldneverseemeanymore,Isuppose?"hesaidtoPhoebeashetouchedherhand,andsatdownbyhercouch。
"WhyshouldIthinkso?"washersurprisedrejoinder。
"Itookitforgrantedyouwouldmistrustme。"
"Forgranted,sir?Haveyoubeensomuchmistrusted?"
"IthinkIamjustifiedinansweringyes。ButImayhavemistrusted,too,onmypart。Nomatterjustnow。WewerespeakingoftheJunctionlasttime。Ihavepassedhourstheresincethedaybeforeyesterday。"
"AreyounowthegentlemanforSomewhere?"sheaskedwithasmile。
"CertainlyforSomewhere;butIdon’tyetknowWhere。YouwouldneverguesswhatIamtravellingfrom。ShallItellyou?Iamtravellingfrommybirthday。"
Herhandsstoppedinherwork,andshelookedathimwithincredulousastonishment。
"Yes,"saidBarboxBrothers,notquiteeasyinhischair,"frommybirthday。Iam,tomyself,anunintelligiblebookwiththeearlierchaptersalltornout,andthrownaway。Mychildhoodhadnograceofchildhood,myyouthhadnocharmofyouth,andwhatcanbeexpectedfromsuchalostbeginning?"Hiseyesmeetinghersastheywereaddressedintentlytohim,somethingseemedtostirwithinhisbreast,whispering:"Wasthisbedaplaceforthegracesofchildhoodandthecharmsofyouthtotaketokindly?Oh,shame,shame!"
"Itisadiseasewithme,"saidBarboxBrothers,checkinghimself,andmakingasthoughhehadadifficultyinswallowingsomething,"togowrongaboutthat。Idon’tknowhowIcametospeakofthat。
Ihopeitisbecauseofanoldmisplacedconfidenceinoneofyoursexinvolvinganoldbittertreachery。Idon’tknow。Iamallwrongtogether。"
Herhandsquietlyandslowlyresumedtheirwork。Glancingather,hesawthathereyeswerethoughtfullyfollowingthem。
"Iamtravellingfrommybirthday,"heresumed,"becauseithasalwaysbeenadrearydaytome。Myfirstfreebirthdaycomingroundsomefiveorsixweekshence,Iamtravellingtoputitspredecessorsfarbehindme,andtotrytocrushtheday——or,atallevents,putitoutofmysight——byheapingnewobjectsonit。"
Ashepaused,shelookedathim;butonlyshookherheadasbeingquiteataloss。
"Thisisunintelligibletoyourhappydisposition,"hepursued,abidingbyhisformerphraseasifthereweresomelingeringvirtueofself-defenceinit。"Iknewitwouldbe,andamgladitis。
However,onthistravelofmine(inwhichImeantopasstherestofmydays,havingabandonedallthoughtofafixedhome),Istopped,asyouhaveheardfromyourfather,attheJunctionhere。TheextentofitsramificationsquiteconfusedmeastowhitherIshouldgo,FROMhere。Ihavenotyetsettled,beingstillperplexedamongsomanyroads。WhatdoyouthinkImeantodo?Howmanyofthebranchingroadscanyouseefromyourwindow?"
Lookingout,fullofinterest,sheanswered,"Seven。"
"Seven,"saidBarboxBrothers,watchingherwithagravesmile。
"Well!Iproposetomyselfatoncetoreducethegrossnumbertothoseveryseven,andgraduallytofinethemdowntoone——themostpromisingforme——andtotakethat。"
"Buthowwillyouknow,sir,whichISthemostpromising?"sheasked,withherbrightenedeyesrovingovertheview。
"Ah!"saidBarboxBrotherswithanothergravesmile,andconsiderablyimprovinginhiseaseofspeech。"Tobesure。Inthisway。Whereyourfathercanpickupsomucheverydayforagoodpurpose,Imayonceandagainpickupalittleforanindifferentpurpose。ThegentlemanforNowheremustbecomestillbetterknownattheJunction。Heshallcontinuetoexploreit,untilheattachessomethingthathehasseen,heard,orfoundout,attheheadofeachofthesevenroads,totheroaditself。Andsohischoiceofaroadshallbedeterminedbyhischoiceamonghisdiscoveries。"
Herhandsstillbusy,sheagainglancedattheprospect,asifitcomprehendedsomethingthathadnotbeeninitbefore,andlaughedasifityieldedhernewpleasure。
"ButImustnotforget,"saidBarboxBrothers,"(havinggotsofar)
toaskafavour。Iwantyourhelpinthisexpedientofmine。I
wanttobringyouwhatIpickupattheheadsofthesevenroadsthatyoulieherelookingoutat,andtocomparenoteswithyouaboutit。MayI?Theysaytwoheadsarebetterthanone。Ishouldsaymyselfthatprobablydependsupontheheadsconcerned。ButIamquitesure,thoughwearesonewlyacquainted,thatyourheadandyourfather’shavefoundoutbetterthings,Phoebe,thanevermineofitselfdiscovered。"
Shegavehimhersympatheticrighthand,inperfectrapturewithhisproposal,andeagerlyandgratefullythankedhim。
"That’swell!"saidBarboxBrothers。"AgainImustnotforget(havinggotsofar)toaskafavour。Willyoushutyoureyes?"
Laughingplayfullyatthestrangenatureoftherequest,shedidso。
"Keepthemshut,"saidBarboxBrothers,goingsoftlytothedoor,andcomingback。"Youareonyourhonour,mind,nottoopenyoueyesuntilItellyouthatyoumay?"
"Yes!Onmyhonour。"
"Good。MayItakeyourlace-pillowfromyouforaminute?"
Stilllaughingandwondering,sheremovedherhandsfromit,andheputitaside。
"Tellme。Didyouseethepuffsofsmokeandsteammadebythemorningfast-trainyesterdayonroadnumbersevenfromhere?"
"Behindtheelm-treesandthespire?"
"That’stheroad,"saidBarboxBrothers,directinghiseyestowardsit。
"Yes。Iwatchedthemmeltaway。"
"Anythingunusualinwhattheyexpressed?"
"No!"sheansweredmerrily。
"Notcomplimentarytome,forIwasinthattrain。Iwent——don’topenyoureyes——tofetchyouthis,fromthegreatingenioustown。
Itisnothalfsolargeasyourlace-pillow,andlieseasilyandlightlyinitsplace。Theselittlekeysarelikethekeysofaminiaturepiano,andyousupplytheairrequiredwithyourlefthand。Mayyoupickoutdelightfulmusicfromit,mydear!Forthepresent——youcanopenyoureyesnow——good-bye!"
Inhisembarrassedway,heclosedthedooruponhimself,andonlysaw,indoingso,thatsheecstaticallytookthepresenttoherbosomandcaressedit。Theglimpsegladdenedhisheart,andyetsaddenedit;forsomightshe,ifheryouthhadflourishedinitsnaturalcourse,havingtakentoherbreastthatdaytheslumberingmusicofherownchild’svoice。
CHAPTERII——BARBOXBROTHERSANDCO。
Withgood-willandearnestpurpose,thegentlemanforNowherebegan,ontheverynextday,hisresearchesattheheadsofthesevenroads。Theresultsofhisresearches,asheandPhoebeafterwardssetthemdowninfairwriting,holdtheirdueplacesinthisveraciouschronicle。Buttheyoccupiedamuchlongertimeinthegettingtogetherthantheyeverwillintheperusal。Andthisisprobablythecasewithmostreadingmatter,exceptwhenitisofthathighlybeneficialkind(forPosterity)whichis"thrownoffinafewmomentsofleisure"bythesuperiorpoeticgeniuseswhoscorntotakeprosepains。
Itmustbeadmitted,however,thatBarboxbynomeanshurriedhimself。Hisheartbeinginhisworkofgood-nature,herevelledinit。Therewasthejoy,too(itwasatruejoytohim),ofsometimessittingby,listeningtoPhoebeasshepickedoutmoreandmorediscoursefromhermusicalinstrument,andashernaturaltasteandearrefineddailyuponherfirstdiscoveries。Besidesbeingapleasure,thiswasanoccupation,andinthecourseofweeksitconsumedhours。Itresultedthathisdreadedbirthdaywascloseuponhimbeforehehadtroubledhimselfanymoreaboutit。
Thematterwasmademorepressingbytheunforeseencircumstancethatthecouncilsheld(atwhichMr。Lamps,beamingmostbrilliantly,onafewrareoccasionsassisted)respectingtheroadtobeselectedwere,afterall,innowiseassistedbyhisinvestigations。For,hehadconnectedthisinterestwiththisroad,orthatinterestwiththeother,butcoulddeducenoreasonfromitforgivinganyroadthepreference。Consequently,whenthelastcouncilwasholden,thatpartofthebusinessstood,intheend,exactlywhereithadstoodinthebeginning。
"But,sir,"remarkedPhoebe,"wehaveonlysixroadsafterall。Istheseventhroaddumb?"
"Theseventhroad?Oh!"saidBarboxBrothers,rubbinghischin。
"ThatistheroadItook,youknow,whenIwenttogetyourlittlepresent。ThatisITSstory。Phoebe。"
"Wouldyoumindtakingthatroadagain,sir?"sheaskedwithhesitation。
"Notintheleast;itisagreathigh-roadafterall。"