"Ultimatelyagoodharewasfoundwhichtookthefieldat……
  Therethehoundspressedher,andonthehuntarrivingattheedgeoftheclifftheharecouldbeseencrossingthebeachandgoingrightouttosea。Aboatwasprocured,andthemasterandsomeothersrowedouttoherjustasshedrowned,and,bringingthebodyin,gaveittothehounds。Ahareswimmingouttoseaisasightnotoftenwitnessed。"——/Localpaper,January/1911。
  "……Alongcheckoccurredinthelatterpartofthishunt,theharehavinglaidupinahedgerow,fromwhichshewasatlastevictedbyacrackofthewhip。Hernextplaceofrefugewasahorse-pond,whichshetriedtoswim,butgotstuckintheicemidway,andwassinking,whenthehuntsmanwentinafterher。Itwasanovelsighttoseehuntsmanandharebeingliftedoverawalloutofthepond,theeagerpackwaitingfortheirpreybehindthewall。"——/Localpaper,February/1911。
  *****
  Theauthorsupposesthatthefirstoftheaboveextractsmusthaveimpressedhim。Atanyrate,onthenightafterthereadingofit,justashewenttosleep,oronthefollowingmorningjustasheawoke,hecannottellwhich,therecametohimthetitleandtheoutlinesofthisfantasy,includingthecommandwithwhichitends。WithaparticularclearnessdidheseemtoseethepictureoftheGreatWhiteRoad,"straightasthewayoftheSpirit,andbroadasthebreastofDeath,"andofthelittleHaretravellingtowardstheawfulGates。
  LiketheMahatmaofthisfable,heexpressesnoopinionastothemeritsofthecontroversybetweentheRed-facedManandtheHarethat,withoutsearchonhisownpart,presenteditselftohismindinsooddafashion。Itisoneonwhichanybodyinterestedinsuchmatterscanformanindividualjudgment。
  THEMAHATMA[*]
  [*]Mahatma,"great-souled。""Oneofaclassofpersonswithpreter-
  naturalpowers,imaginedtoexistinIndiaandThibet。"——/NewEnglishDictionary/。
  Everyonehasseenahare,eithercrouchedorrunninginthefields,orhangingdeadinapoulterer’sshop,orlastlypathetic,evendreadful-
  lookingandinthisformalmostindistinguishablefromaskinnedcat,onthedomestictable。ButnotmanypeoplehavemetaMahatma,atleasttotheirknowledge。NotmanypeopleknowevenwhoorwhataMahatmais。Themajorityofthosewhochancetohaveheardthetitleareapttoconfuseitwithanother,thatofMadHatter。
  Thisisevendoneofmaliceprepense(especially,forobviousreasons,ifahareisinanywayconcerned)inscorn,notinignorance,bypersonswhoarewellacquaintedwiththerealmeaningofthewordandevenwithitsSanscritorigin。ThetruthisthatanincredulousWesternworldputsnofaithinMahatmas。ToitaMahatmaisakindofspiritualMrs。Harris,givinganaddressinThibetatwhichnolettersaredelivered。Either,itsays,thereisnosuchperson,orheisafraudulentscampwithnogreateroccultpowers——well,thanahare。
  IconfessthatthisviewofMahatmasisonethatdoesnotsurprisemeintheleast。Inevermet,andIscarcelyexpecttomeet,anindividualentitledtoset"Mahatma"afterhisname。Certainly/I/
  havenorighttodoso,whoonlytookthattitleonthespurofthemomentwhentheHareaskedmehowIwascalled,andnowmakeuseofitasa/nom-de-plume/。ItistruethereisJorsen,bywhoseorder,foritamountstothat,Ipublishthishistory。ForaughtIknowJorsenmaybeaMahatma,buthedoesnotintheleastlookthepart。
  Imagineabluffpersonwithastrong,hardface,piercinggreyeyes,andveryprominent,bushyeyebrows,ofaboutfiftyorsixtyyearsofage。AddaScotchaccentandameerschaumpipe,whichhesmokesevenwhenheiswearingafrockcoatandatallhat,andyouhaveJorsen。I
  believethathelivessomewhereinthecountry,iswelloff,andpractisesgardening。Ifsohehasneveraskedmetohisplace,andI
  onlymeethimwhenhecomestoTown,asIunderstand,tovisitflower-
  shows。
  ThenIalwaysmeethimbecauseheordersmetodoso,notbyletterorbywordofmouthbutinquiteadifferentway。SuddenlyIreceiveanimpressioninmymindthatIamtogotoacertainplaceatacertainhour,andthatthereIshallfindJorsen。Idogo,sometimestoanhotel,sometimestoalodging,sometimestoarailwaystationortothecornerofaparticularstreetandthereIdofindJorsensmokinghisbigmeerschaumpipe。Weshakehandsandheexplainswhyhehassentforme,afterwhichwetalkofvariousthings。Nevermindwhattheyare,forthatwouldbetellingJorsen’ssecretsaswellasmyown,whichImustnotdo。
  ItmaybeaskedhowIcametoknowJorsen。Well,inastrangeway。
  Nearlythirtyyearsagoadreadfulthinghappenedtome。Iwasmarriedand,althoughstillyoung,apersonofsomemarkinliterature。IndeedevennowoneortwoofthebookswhichIwrotearereadandremembered,althoughitissupposedthattheirauthorhaslonglefttheworld。
  ThethingwhichhappenedwasthatmywifeandourdaughterwerecomingoverfromtheChannelIslands,wheretheyhadbeenonavisit(shewasaJerseywoman),and,and——well,theshipwaslost,that’sall。Theshockbrokemyheart,insuchawaythatithasneverbeenmendedagain,butunfortunatelydidnotkillme。
  AfterwardsItooktodrinkandsank,asdrunkardsdo。Thentheriverbegantodrawme。IhadalodginginapoorstreetatChelsea,andI
  couldheartherivercallingmeatnight,and——Iwishedtodieastheothershaddied。AtlastIyielded,forthedrinkhadrottedoutallmymoralsense。Aboutoneo’clockofawild,wintermorningIwenttoabridgeIknewwhereinthosedayspolicemenrarelycame,andlistenedtothatcallofthewater。
  "Come!"itseemedtosay。"Thisworldistherealhell,endingintheeternalnaught。Thedreamsofalifebeyondandofre-uniontherearebutademon’smockingbreathedintothemortalheart,lestbyitsuniversalsuicidemankindshouldrobhimofhistorture-pit。Thereisnotruthinallyourfathertaughtyou"(hewasaclergymanandrathereminentinhisprofession),"thereisnohopeforman,thereisnothinghecanwinexceptthedeephappinessofsleep。Comeandsleep。"
  SuchweretheargumentsofthatVoiceoftheriver,theold,familiarargumentsofdesolationanddespair。Ileantovertheparapet;inanothermomentIshouldhavebeengone,whenIbecameawarethatsomeonewasstandingneartome。Ididnotseethepersonbecauseitwastoodark。Ididnothearhimbecauseoftheravingofthewind。ButI
  knewthathewasthere。SoIwaiteduntilthemoonshoneoutforawhilebetweentheedgesoftworaggedclouds,theshapesofwhichI
  canseetothishour。ItshowedmeJorsen,lookingjustashedoesto-day,forheneverseemstochange——Jorsen,onwhom,tomyknowledge,Ihadnotseteyesbefore。
  "Evenayearago,"hesaid,inhisstrong,roughvoice,"youwouldnothaveallowedyourmindtobeconvincedbysuchargumentsasthosewhichyouhavejustheardintheVoiceoftheriver。Thatisoneoftheworstsidesofdrink;itdecaysthereasonasitdoesthebody。
  Youmusthavenoticedityourself。"
  IrepliedthatIhad,forIwassurprisedintoacquiescence。ThenI
  grewdefiantandaskedhimwhatheknewoftheargumentswhichwereorwerenotinfluencingme。Tomysurprise——no,thatisnottheword——tomybewilderment,herepeatedthemtomeonebyonejustastheyhadarisenafewminutesbeforeinmyheart。Moreover,hetoldmewhatI
  hadbeenabouttodo,andwhyIwasabouttodoit。
  "Youknowmeandmystory,"Imutteredatlast。
  "No,"heanswered,"atleastnotmorethanIknowthatofmanymenwithwhomIchancetobeintouch。Thatis,Ihavenotmetyoufornearlyelevenhundredyears。Athousandandeighty-six,tobecorrect。
  IwasablindpriestthenandyouwerethecaptainofIrene’sguard。"
  AtthisnewsIburstoutlaughingandthelaughdidmegood。
  "IdidnotknowIwassoold,"Isaid。
  "Doyoucallthatold?"answeredJorsen。"Why,thefirsttimethatwehadanythingtodowitheachother,sofarasIcanlearn,thatis,wasovereightthousandyearsago,inEgyptbeforethebeginningofrecordedhistory。"
  "IthoughtthatIwasmad,butyouaremadder,"Isaid。
  "Doubtless。Well,IamsomadthatImanagedtobehereintimetosaveyoufromsuicide,asonceinthepastyousavedme,forthusthingscomeround。Butyourroomsarenear,aretheynot?Letusgothereandtalk。Thisplaceiscoldandtheriverisalwayscalling。"
  ThatwashowIcametoknowJorsen,whomIbelievetobeoneofthegreatestmenalive。OnthisparticularnightthatIhavedescribedhetoldmemanythings,andsincethenhehastaughtmemuch,meandafewothers。ButwhetherheiswhatiscalledaMahatmaIamsureIdonotknow。Hehasneverclaimedsucharankinmyhearing,orindeedtobeanythingmorethanamanwhohassucceededinwinningaknowledgeofhisownpowersoutofthedepthsofthedarkthatliesbehindus。
  OfcourseImeanoutofhispastinotherincarnationslongbeforehewasJorsen。Moreover,bydegrees,asIgrewfittobearthelight,heshowedmesomethingofmyown,andofhowthetwowereintertwined。
  ButallthesethingsaresecretsofwhichIhaveperhapsnorighttospeakatpresent。ItisenoughtosaythatJorsenchangedthecurrentofmylifeonthatnightwhenhesavedmefromdeath。
  Forinstance,fromthatdayonwardstothepresenttimeIhavenevertouchedthedrinkwhichsonearlyruinedme。Alsothedarknesshasrolledaway,andwithiteverydoubtandfear;Iknowthetruth,andforthattruthIlive。Consideredfromcertainaspectssuchknowledge,Iadmit,isnotaltogetherdesirable。Thusithasdeprivedmeofmyinterestinearthlythings。Ambitionhasleftmealtogether;foryearsIhavehadnowishtosucceedintheprofessionwhichIadoptedinmyyouth,orinanyother。IndeedIdoubtwhethertheelementsofworldlysuccessstillremaininme;whethertheyarenotentirelyburntawaybythatfireofwisdominwhichIhavebathed。Howcanwestrivetowinacrownwehavenolongeranydesiretowear?NowIdesireothercrownsandattimesIwearthem,ifonlyforalittlewhile。Myspiritgrowsandgrows。Itisdraggingatitsstrings。
  WhatamItolookat?Asmall,white-hairedmanwithathinandratherplaintivefaceinwhicharesettwolarge,darkeyesthatcontinuallyseemtosoftenanddevelop。Thatismypicture。AndwhatamIintheworld?Iwilltellyou。OncertaindaysoftheweekIemploymyselfineditingatradejournalthathastodowithhaberdashery。OnanotherdayIactasauctioneertoafirmwhichimportsandsellscheapItalianstatuary;modern,verymoderncopiesoftheantique,floridmarblevases,andsoforth。Someofyouwhoreadmayhavepassedsuchmartsindifferentpartsofthecity,orevenhavedroppedinandpurchasedabustoratazzaforasurprisinglysmallsum。PerhapsI
  knockeditdowntoyou,onlytoopleasedtofinda/bonafide/bidderamongstmycompany。
  Asfortherestofmytime——well,IemployitindoingwhatgoodIcanamongthepoorandthosewhoneedcomfortorwhoarebereaved,especiallyamongthosewhoarebereaved,fortosuchIamsometimesabletobringthebreathofhopethatblowsfromanothershore。
  OccasionallyalsoIamusemyselfinmyownfashion。ThussureknowledgehascometomeaboutcertainepochsinthepastinwhichI
  livedinothershapes,andIstudythoseepochs,hopingthatonedayI
  mayfindtimetowriteofthemandofthepartsIplayedinthem。Someofthesepartsareextremelyinteresting,especiallyasIamofcourseabletocontrastthemwithourmodernmodesofthoughtandaction。
  Theydonotallcomebacktomewithequalclearness,theearlierlivesbeing,asonemightexpect,themoredifficulttorecoverandthecomparativelyrecentonestheeasiest。Alsotheyseemtorangeoveravaststretchoftime,backindeedtothedaysofprimeval,prehistoricman。Inshort,Ithinkthesubconsciousinsomewaysresemblestheconsciousandnaturalmemory;thatwhichisveryfarofftoitgrowsdimandblurred,thatwhichiscomparativelycloseremainsclearandsharp,althoughofcoursethisruleisnotinvariable。
  Moreoverthereisforesightaswellasmemory。AtleastfromtimetotimeIseemtocomeintouchwithfutureeventsandstatesofsocietyinwhichIshallhavemyshare。
  Ibelievesomethinkersholdatheorythatsuchconditionsasthoseofpast,present,andfuturedonotinfactexist;thateverythingalreadyis,standinglikeacompletedcolumnbetweenearthandheaven;
  thatthesumisaddedup,theequationworkedout。AttimesIamtemptedtobelieveinthetruthofthisproposition。Butifitbetrue,ofcourseitremainsdifficulttoobtainaclearviewofotherpartsofthecolumnthanthatinwhichwehappentofindourselvesobjectivelyconsciousatanygivenperiod,andneedlesstosayimpossibletoseeitfrombasetocapital。
  Howeverthismaybe,noindividualentitypervadesallthecolumn。
  Therearegreatsectionsofitwithwhichthatentityhasnothingtodo,althoughitalwaysseemstoappearagainabove。Isupposethatthosesectionswhichareemptyofanindividualandhisatmosphererepresenttheintervalsbetweenhisliveswhichhespendsinsleep,orinstatesofexistencewithwhichthisworldisnotconcerned,butofsuchgulfsofoblivionandstatesofbeingIknownothing。
  TotakeasingleinstanceofwhatIdoknow:oncethisspiritofmine,thatnowbytheworkingsofdestinyforalittlewhileoccupiesthebodyofafourth-rateauctioneer,andoftheeditorofatradejournal,dweltinthatofaPharaohofEgypt——nevermindwhichPharoah。Yes,althoughyoumaylaughandthinkmemadtosayit,formethelegionsfoughtandthundered;tomethepeoplesbowedandthesecretsanctuarieswereopenedthatIandIalonemightcommunewiththegods;Iwhointhefleshandafteritmyselfwasworshippedasagod。
  Well,ofthisforgottenRoyaltyofwhomlittleisknownsavewhatafewinscriptionshavetotell,thereremainsaportraitstatueintheBritishMuseum。SometimesIgotolookatthatstatueandtrytorecallexactlyunderwhatcircumstancesIcausedittobeshaped,puzzlingoutthestorybitbybit。
  NotlongagoIstoodthusabsorbedanddidnotnoticethatthehouroftheclosingofthegreatgalleryhadcome。StillIstoodandgazedanddreamttillthepolicemanonduty,seeingandsuspectingme,cameupandroughlyorderedmetobegone。
  Theman’stoneangeredme。Ilaidmyhandonthefootofthestatue,forithadjustcomebacktomethatitwasa"Ka"image,asacredthing,anyEgyptologistwillknowwhatImean,whichforageshadsatinachamberofmytomb。ThentheKathatclingstoiteternallyawokeatmytouchandknewme,orsoIsuppose。AtleastIfeltmyselfchange。Anewstrengthcameintome;myshape,batteredinthisworld’sstorms,putonsomethingofitsancientdignity;myeyesgrewroyal。IlookedatthatmanasPharaohmayhavelookedatonewhohaddonehiminsult。Hesawthechangeandtrembled——yes,trembled。I
  believehethoughtIwassomeimperialghostthattheshadowsofeveninghadcausedhimtomistakeforman;atanyratehegaspedout——
  "Ibegyourpardon,Iwasobeyingorders。IhopeyourMajestywon’thurtme。NowIthinkofitIhavebeentoldthatthingscomeoutoftheseoldstatuesinthenight。"
  Thenturningheran,literallyran,wheretoIamsureIdonotknow,probablytoseekthefellowshipofsomeotherpoliceman。InduecourseIfollowed,and,liftingthebarattheendofthehall,departedwithoutfurtherquestionasked。AfterwardsIwasverygladtothinkthatIhaddonethemannoinjury。AtthemomentIknewthatIcouldhurthimifIwould,andwhatismoreIhadthedesiretodoso。Itcametome,Isuppose,withthatbreathofthepastwhenIwassogreatandabsolute。PerhapsI,orthatpartofmethenincarnate,wasatyrantinthosedays,andthisiswhynowImustbesohumble。Fateisturningmypridetoitshammerandbeatingitoutofme。
  Forthusinthelonghistoryofthesoulitservesallourvices。
  THEGREATWHITEROAD
  Now,asIhavehinted,undertheteachingofJorsen,whosavedmefromdegradationandself-murder,yes,andhelpedmewithmoneyuntilonceagainIcouldearnalivelihood,Ihaveacquiredcertainknowledgeandwisdomofasortthatarenotcommon。Thatis,Jorsentaughtmetheelementsofthesethings;hesetmyfeetuponthepathwhichthenceforward,havingthesight,Ihavebeenabletofollowformyself。HowIfolloweditdoesnotmatter,norcouldIteachothersifIwould。
  Iamnomemberofanymysticbrotherhood,and,asIhaveexplained,noMahatma,althoughIhavecalledmyselfthusforpresentpurposesbecausethenameisaconvenientcloak。IrepeatthatIamignorantiftherearesuchpeopleasMahatmas,thoughifsoIthinkJorsenmustbeoneofthem。Stillhenevertoldmethis。Whathehastoldisthateveryindividualspiritmustworkoutitsowndestinyquiteindependentlyofothers。Indeed,beingratherfondoffinephrases,hehassometimesspokentomeof,orrather,insisteduponwhathecalled"thelonesomesplendourofthehumansoul,"whichitisourbusinesstoperfectthroughvariouslivestillIcanscarcelyappreciateandamcertainlyunabletodescribe。
  Totellthetruth,thethoughtofthis"lonesomesplendour"towhichitseemssomeofusmayattain,alarmsme。Ihavehadenoughofbeinglonesome,andIdonotaskforanyparticularsplendour。MyonlyambitionsaretofindthosewhomIhavelost,andinwhateverlifeI
  livetobeofusetoothers。However,asIgatherthattheexaltedconditiontowhichJorsenalludesisthousandsofagesoffforanyofus,andmayafterallmeansomethingquitedifferenttowhatitseemstomean,thethoughtofitdoesnottroublemeovermuch。MeanwhilewhatIseekisthevisionofthoseIlove。
  NowIhavethispower。OccasionallywhenIamindeepsleepsomepartofmeseemstoleavemybodyandtobetransportedquiteoutsidetheworld。Ittravels,asthoughIwerealreadydead,totheGatesthatallwholivemustpass,andtheretakesitsstand,ontheGreatWhiteRoad,watchingthosewhohavebeencalledspeedbycontinually。ThoseupontheearthknownothingofthatRoad。Blindedbytheirpompsandvanities,theycannotsee,theywillnotseeitalwaysgrowingtowardsthefeetofeveryoneofthem。ButIseeandknow。Ofcourseyouwhoreadwillsaythatthisisbutadreamofmine,anditmaybe。Still,ifso,itisaverywonderfuldream,andexceptforthechangeofthepassingpeople,orratherofthosewhohavebeenpeople,alwaysverymuchthesame。
  There,straightasthewayoftheSpiritandbroadasthebreastofDeath,istheGreatWhiteRoadrunningIknownotwhence,uptothoseGatesthatgleamlikemoonlightandarehigherthantheAlps。TherebeyondtheGatestheradiantPresencesmovemysteriously。ThenceattheappointedtimetheVoicecriesandtheyareopenedwithasoundliketothatofdeepestthunder,orsometimesareburnedaway,whilefromtheGlorythatliesbeyondflowthesweet-facedwelcomerstogreetthoseforwhomtheywait,bearingthecupsfromwhichtheygivetodrink。Idonotknowwhatisinthecups,whetheritbeadraughtofLetheorsomebaptismalwaterofnewbirth,orboth;butalwaysthethirsting,world-wornsoulappearstochange,andthenasitweretobelostinthePresencethatgavethecup。Atleasttheyarelosttomysight。Iseethemnomore。
  WhydoIwatchthoseGates,intruthorindream,beforemytime?Oh!
  Youcanguess。ThatperchanceImaybeholdthoseforwhommyheartburnswithaquenchless,eatingfire。AndonceIbeheld——notthemotherbutthechild,mychild,changedindeed,mysterious,wonderful,gleaminglikeastar,witheyessodeepthatintheirdepthsmyhumanityseemedtoswoon。
  Shecameforward;sheknewme;shesmiledandlaidherfingeronherlips。Sheshookherhairaboutherandinitvanishedasinacloud。
  Yetasshevanishedavoicespokeinmyheart,hervoice,andthewordsitsaidwere——
  "Wait,ourBeloved!Wait!"
  Markwell。"OurBeloved,"not"MyBeloved。"SothereareothersbywhomIambeloved,oratleastoneother,andIknowwellwhothatonemustbe。
  *****
  Afterthisdream,perhapsIhadbettercallitadream,Iwasillforalongwhile,forthejoyandthegloryofitoverpoweredmeandbroughtmeneartothedeathIhadalwayssought。ButIrecovered,formyhourisnotyet。Moreover,foralongwhileaswereckontime,someyearsindeed,IobeyedtheinjunctionandsoughttheGreatWhiteRoadnomore。AtlengththelonginggrewtoostrongformeandIreturnedthither,butneveragaindidthevisioncome。Itswordwasspoken,itsmissionwasfulfilled。YetfromtimetotimeI,amortal,seemtostanduponthebordersofthatimmortalRoadandwatchthenewlydeadwhotravelittowardsthegloriousGates。
  OnceortwicetherehavebeenamongthempeoplewhomIhaveknown。AsthesepassmeIappeartohavethepoweroflookingintotheirhearts,andthereIreadstrangethings。Sometimestheyarebeautifulthingsandsometimesuglythings。ThusIhavelearnedthatthoseIthoughtbadwerereallygoodinthemain,forwhocanclaimtobequitegood?
  AndontheotherhandthatthoseIbelievedtobeashonestastheday——well,hadtheirfaults。
  TotakeanexamplewhichIquotebecauseitissoabsurd。TheroomsI
  liveinwereownedbyaprimoldwomanwhoformorethantwentyyearswasmylandlady。SheandIweregreatfriends,indeedshetendedmelikeamother,andwhenIwassoillnursedmeasperhapsfewmotherswouldhavedone。YetwhileIwaswatchingontheRoadsuddenlyshecameby,andwithhorrorIsawthatduringallthoseyearsshehadbeenrobbingme,taking,Iamsorrytosay,manythings,inmoney,trinkets,andfood。OftenIhaddiscussedwithherwherethesearticlescouldpossiblyhavegone,tillfinallysuspicionsettleduponthemanwhocleanedthewindows。Yes,andworstofall,hewasprosecuted,andIgaveevidenceagainsthim,orratherstrengthenedherevidence,onfaithofwhichthemagistratesenthimtoprisonforamonth。
  "Oh!MrsSmithers,"Isaidtoher,"how/could/youdoit,Mrs。
  Smithers?"
  Shestoppedandlookedaboutherterrified,sothatmyheartsmotemeandIaddedinhaste,"Don’tbefrightened,Mrs。Smithers;Iforgiveyou。"
  "Ican’tseeyou,sir,"sheexclaimed,orsoIdreamed,"butthere!I
  alwaysknewyouwould。"
  "Yes,Mrs。Smithers,"Ireplied;"buthowaboutthewindow-cleanerwhowenttojailandlosthissituation?"
  Thenshepassedonorwasdrawnawaywithoutmakinganyanswer。
  Nowcomestheoddpartofthestory。WhenIwokeuponthefollowingmorninginmyrooms,itwastobeinformedbythefrightenedmaid-of-
  all-workthatMrs。Smithershadbeenfounddeadinherbed。Moreover,afewdayslaterIlearnedfromalawyerthatshehadmadeawillleavingmeeverythingshepossessed,includingtheleaseofherhouseandnearly£1000,forshehadbeenasavingoldpersonduringallherlonglife。
  Well,Isoughtoutthatwindow-cleanerandcompensatedhimhandsomely,sayingthatIhadfoundIwasmistakenintheevidenceIgaveagainsthim。TherestofthepropertyIkept,andIhopethatitwasnotwrongofmetodoso。Itwillberememberedthatsomeofitwasalreadymyown,temporarilydivertedintoanotherchannel,andfortherestI
  havesomanytohelp。TobefrankIdonotspendmuchuponmyself。
  THEHARE
  NowIhavedonewithmyself,orratherwithmyowninsignificantpresenthistory,andcometothatoftheHare。Itimpressedmeagooddealatthetime,whichisnotlongago,somuchindeedthatI
  communicatedthefactstoJorsen。Heorderedmetopublishthem,andwhatJorsenordersmustbedone。Idon’tknowwhythisshouldbe,butitisso。HehasauthorityofasortthatIamunabletodefine。
  Onenightaftertheusualaspirationsandconcentrationofmind,whichbythewayarenotalwayssuccessful,Ipassedintowhatoccultistscallspirit,andothersastateofdream。AtanyrateIfoundmyselfuponthebordersoftheGreatWhiteRoad,asneartothemightyGatesasIameverallowedtocome。HowfarthatmaybeawayIcannottell。
  Perhapsitisbutafewyardsandperhapsitisthewidthofthisgreatworld,forinthatplacewhichmyspiritvisitstimeanddistancedonotexist。Thereallthingsarenewandstrange,nottobereckonedbyourmeasures。Therethesightisnotoursightnorthehearingourhearing。Irepeatthatallthingsaredifferent,butthatdifferenceIcannotdescribe,andifIcoulditwouldprovepastcomprehension。
  ThereIsatbythebordersoftheGreatWhiteRoad,myeyesfixedupontheGatesabovewhichthetowersmountformilesonmiles,outlinedagainstanencirclinggloomwiththeradianceoftheworldbeyondtheworlds。Four-squaretheystand,thosetowers,andfourfoldthegatesthatopentothedenizensofotherearths。ButoftheseIhavenoknowledgebeyondthefactthatitissoinmyvisions。
  IsatuponthebordersoftheRoad,myeyesfixedinhopeupontheGates,thoughwellIknewthatthehopewouldneverbefulfilled,andwatchedthedeadgoby。
  Theyweremanythatnight。SomeplaguewasworkingintheEastandunchainingthousands。ThefolkthatitloosedwerestrangetomewhointhisparticularlifehaveseldomleftEngland,andIstudiedthemwithcuriosity;high-featured,dark-huedpeoplewithapatientair。
  TheknowledgewhichIhavetoldmethatoneandalltheywereveryancientsoulswhooftenandoftenhadwalkedthisRoadbefore,andtherefore,althoughasyettheydidnotknowit,werewellaccustomedtothejourney。No,Iamwrong,forhereandthereanindividualdidknow。Indeedonedeep-eyed,wistfullittlewoman,whocarriedababyinherarms,stoppedforamomentandspoketome。
  "TheotherscannotseeyouasIdo,"shesaid。"PriestoftheQueenofqueens,Iknowyouwell;handinhandweclimbedbythesevenstairwaystothealtarsofthemoon。"
  "WhoistheQueenofqueens?"Iasked。
  "Haveyouforgottenherofthehundrednameswhoseveilsweliftedonebyone;herwhosebreastwasbeautyandwhoseeyesweretruth?Inadaytocomeyouwillremember。FarewelltillwewalkthisRoadnomore。"
  "Stay——whendidwemeet?"
  "Whenoursoulswereyoung,"sheanswered,andfadedfrommykenlikeashadowfromthesea。
  AftertheEasternscamemanyothersfromallpartsoftheearth。ThensuddenlyappearedacompanyofaboutsixhundredfolkofeveryageandEnglishintheirlooks。Theywerenotsocalmasarethemajorityofthosewhomakethisjourney。WhenIreadthepapersafewdayslaterI
  understoodwhy。Agreatpassengershiphadsunksuddenlyinmidoceanandtheywereallcutoffunprepared。
  When,followedbyafewstragglers,thesehadpassedandgatheredthemselvesintheredshadowbeneaththegatewaytowerswaitingforthesummons,anunusualthingoccurred。ForafewmomentstheRoadwasleftquiteempty。AfterthatlastgreatstrokeDeathseemedtoberestingonhislaurels。Whenthusunpeopleditlookedaveryvastplaceliketoahugearchedcauseway,borderedoneithersidebyblackness,butitselfgleamingwithacuriousphosphorescencesuchasonceortwiceIhaveseeninthewatersofasummerseaatnight。
  Presentlyintheverycentreofthisilluminateddesolation,whilstitwasasyetfaraway,somethingcaughtmyeye,somethingsostrangetotheplace,soutterlyunfamiliarthatIwatcheditearnestly,wonderingwhatitmightbe。Nearerandneareritcame,withcurious,uncertainhops;yes,alittlebrownobjectthathopped。
  "Well,"Isaidtomyself,"ifIwerenotwhereIamIshouldsaythatyonderthingwasahare。OnlywhatwouldaharebedoingontheGreatWhiteRoad?Howcouldaharetreadthepathwayofeternalsouls?I
  mustbemistaken。"
  SoIreflectedwhilststillthethinghoppedon,untilIbecamecertainthateitherIsufferedfromdelusions,orthatitwasahare;
  indeedaparticularlyfinehare,muchsuchaoneasafriendofmyoldlandlady,Mrs。Smithers,hadoncesentherasaChristmaspresentfromNorfolk,whichhareIate。
  Afewmorehopsbroughtitoppositetomypostofobservation。Hereithaltedasthoughitseemedtoseeme。Atanyrateitsatupinthealertfashionthathareshave,itsforepawshangingabsurdlyinfrontofit,withoneear,onwhichtherewasagreyblotch,cockedandonedragging,andsniffedwithitsfunnylittlenostrils。Thenitbegantotalktome。Idonotmeanthatitreallytalked,butthethoughtswhichwereinitsmindwereflashedontomymindsothatIunderstoodperfectly,yes,andcouldanswertheminthesamefashion。Itsaid,orthought,thus:——
  "Youarereal。Youareamanwhoyetlivesbeneaththesun,thoughhowyoucamehereIdonotknow。Ihatemen,allharesdo,formenarecrueltothem。Stillitisacomfortinthisstrangeplacetoseesomethingonehasseenbeforeandtobeabletotalkeventoaman,whichIcouldneverdountilthechangecame,thedreadfulchange——I
  meanbecauseofthewayofit,"anditseemedtoshiver。"MayIaskyousomequestions?"
  "Certainly,"Isaidorratherthoughtback。
  "Youaresurethattheywon’tmakeyouangrysothatyouhurtme?"
  "Ican’thurtyou,evenifIwishedtodoso。Youarenotahareanylonger,ifyoueverwereone,butonlytheshadowofahare。"
  "Ah!Ithoughtasmuch,andthat’sagoodthinganyhow。Tellme,Man,haveyoueverbeentorntopiecesbydogs?"
  "Goodgracious!no。"
  "Orcoursed,orhunted,orcaughtinatrap,orshotalloveryourback,ortwistedupinnetsandchokedinsnares?Orhaveyouswumouttoseatodiemoreeasily,orseenyourmateandmotherandfatherkilled?"
  "No,no。Pleasestop,Hare;yourquestionsareveryunpleasant。"
  "Nothalfsounpleasantasthethingsarethemselves,Icanassureyou,Man。Iwilltellyoumystoryifyoulike;thenyoucanjudgeforyourself。Butfirst,ifyouwill,doyoutellmewhyIamhere。Haveyouseenmoreharesaboutthisplace?"
  "Never,noranyotheranimals。No,Iamwrong,onceIsawadog。"
  TheHarelookedaboutitanxiously。
  "Adog。Howhorrible!Whatwasitdoing?Hunting?Iftherearenoharesherewhatcoulditbehunting?Arabbit,orapheasantwithabrokenwing,orperhapsafox?Ishouldnotmindsomuchifitwereafox。Ihatefoxes;theycatchyounghareswhentheyareasleepandeatthem。"
  "Noneofthesethings。Iwastoldthatitbelongedtoalittlegirlwhodied。Thatbrokeitsheart,sothatitdiedalsowhentheyshutherupinabox。Thereforeitwasallowedtoaccompanyherherebecauseithadlovedsomuch。IndeedIsawthemtogether,bothveryhappy,andtogethertheywentthroughthosegates。"
  "Ifdogslovelittlegirlswhydon’ttheylovehares,atleastasanythinglikestobeloved,forthedogdidn’twanttoeatthelittlegirl,didit?Iseeyoucan’tanswerme。Nowwouldyoulikemetotellyoumystory?SomethinginsideofmeissayingthatIamtodosoifyouwilllisten;alsothatthereisplentyoftime,forIamnotwantedatpresent,andwhenIamIcanruntothosegatesmuchquickerthanyoucould。"
  "Ishouldlikeitverymuch,Hare。Onceaprophetheardanassspeakinordertowarnhim。Butsincethen,exceptvery,veryrarelyindreams,nocreaturehastalkedtoaman,sofarasIknow。Perhapsyouwishtowarnmeaboutsomething,orothersthroughme,astheasswarnedBalaam。"
  "WhoisBalaam?IneverheardofBalaam。Hewasn’tthemanwhofetchesdeadpheasantsinthedonkey-cart,washe?Ifso,I’veseenhimmaketheasstalk——withathickstick。No?Well,nevermind,IdaresayI
  shouldnotunderstandabouthimifyoutoldme。Nowformystory。"
  ThentheHaresatitselfdown,plantingitsforepawsfirmlyinfrontofit,astheseanimalsdowhentheyareonthewatch,lookedupatmeandbegantopourthecontentsofitsmindintomine。
  *****
  Iwasborn,itsaid,orrathertoldmebythoughttransference,inafieldofgrowingcornneartoabigwood。AtleastIsupposeIwasbornthere,thoughthefirstthingIrememberisplayingaboutinthewheatwithtwootherlittleonesofmyownsize,abrotherandasisterthatwerebornwithme。Itwasatnight,foragreat,round,shiningthingwhichInowknowwasthemoon,hungintheskyaboveus。
  Wegambolledtogetherandwereveryhappy,tillpresentlymymothercame——Irememberhowbigshelooked——andcuffedmewithherpawbecauseIhadledtheothersawayfromtheplacewhereshehadtoldustostop,andgivenheragreathunttofindus。ThatisthefirstthingIrememberaboutmymother。Afterwardssheseemedsorrybecauseshehadhurtme,andnursedusallthree,lettingmehavethemostmilk。Mymotheralwayslovedmethebestofus,becauseIwassuchafineleveret,withaprettygreypatchonmyleftear。JustasIhadfinisheddrinkinganotherharecamewhowasmyfather。Hewasverylarge,withaglossycoatandbigshiningeyesthatalwaysseemedtoseeeverything,evenwhenitwasbehindhim。
  Hewasfrightenedaboutsomething,andhustledmymotheranduslittleonesoutofthewheat-fieldintothebigwoodbywhichitisbordered。
  AsweleftthefieldIsawtwotallcreaturesthatafterwardsIcametoknowweremen。Theywereplacingwire-nettingroundthefield——youseeIunderstandnowwhatallthesethingswere,althoughofcourseI
  didnotatthetime。Thetwoendsofthewirenettinghadnearlycometogether。Therewasonlyalittlegapleftthroughwhichwecouldrun。
  Anotheryounghare,oritmayhavebeenarabbit,hadgotentangledinit,andoneofthemenwasbeatingittodeathwithastick。I
  rememberthatthesoundofitsscreamsmademefeelcolddowntheback,forIhadneverheardanythinglikethatbefore,andthiswasthefirstthatIhadseenofpainanddeath。
  Theothermansawusslippingthroughandranatuswithhisstick。Mymotherwentfirstandescapedhim。Thencamemysister,thenI,thenmybrother。Myfatherwaslastofall。Themanhitwithhisstickanditcamedownthudalongsideofme,justtouchingmyfur。Hehitagainandbroketheforelegofmybrother。Stillweallmanagedtogetthroughintothewood,exceptmyfatherwhowasbehind。
  "There’stheoldbuck!"criedoneofthemen(Iunderstandwhathesaidnow,thoughatthetimeitmeantnothingtome)。"Knockhimonthehead!"
  Soleavingusalonetheyranathim。Butmyfatherwasmuchtooquickforthem。Herushedbackintothecornandafterwardsjoinedusinthewood,forhehadseenwirebeforeandknewhowtoescapeit。Stillhewasterriblyfrightenedandmadeuskeepinthewoodtillthefollowingevening,notevenallowingmymothertogotoherformintheroughpastureonitsothersideandlieupthere。
  Alsowewereintroublebecausemybrother’sforepawwasbroken。Itgavehimagreatdealofpain,sothathecouldnotrestorsleep。
  Afterawhile,however,itmendedupinafashion,buthewasneverabletorunasfastaswecould,nordidhegrowsobig。Intheendthemotherfoxkilledhim,asIshalltell。
  Mymotheraskedmyfatherwhatthemenwiththesticksweredoing——
  for,youknow,manyanimalscantalktoeachotherintheirownway,eveniftheyareofdifferentkinds。Hetoldherthattheywereprotectingthewheattopreventusfromeatingit,towhichsheansweredangrilythatharesmustlivesomehow,especiallywhentheyhadyoungonestonurse。Myfatherrepliedthatmendidnotseemtothinkso,andperhapstheyhadyoungonesalso。Iseenowthatmyfatherwasaphilosophichare。Butareyoutiredofmystory?
  "Notatall,"Ianswered;"goon,please。Itisveryinterestingtohearthingsdescribedfromtheanimal’spointofview,especiallywhenthatanimalhasgrownwiseandlearnedtounderstand。"
  "Ah,"answeredtheHare。"Iseewhatyoumean。Anditisodd,butIdounderstand。Allhasbecomecleartome。Idon’tknowwhathappenedwhenIdied,buttherecameachange,andIknewthatIwhowasbutabeastalwayshavebeenandstillamanecessarypartofeverythingasmuchasyouare,thoughmorehelplessandhumble。Yes,Iamasancientandasfar-reachingasyourself,buthowIbeganandhowIshallendisdarktome。Well,Iwillgoonwithmystory。
  Itmusthavebeenamoonorsolater,aftermymotherhadgivenupnursingme,thatIwenttolieoutbymyself。Therewasabighouseonthehillsideoverlookingthesea,andneartoitweregardenssurroundedbyawall。Alsooutsideofthiswallwasanotherpatchofgardenwherecabbagesgrew。Ifoundawaytothosecabbagesandkeptitsecret,forIwasgreedyandwantedthemallformyself。Iusedtocreepinatnightandeatthem,alsosomeflowerswithspikyleavesthatgrewroundthemwhichhadaveryfineflavour。ThenafterthedawncameIwenttoaformwhichIhadmadeunderafurzebushontheslopethatrandowntothesea,andsleptthere。
  OnedayIwasawakenedbysomethingwhite,hard,androundwhichrolledgentlyandstoppedstillquiteclosetome。Itwasnotalive,althoughithadaqueersmell,andIwonderedwhyitmovedatall。
  PresentlyIheardvoicesandthereappearedalittleman,andwithhimsomebodywhowasnotamanbecauseitwasdifferentlydressedandspokeinahighervoice。Isawthattheyhadsticksintheirhandsandthoughtofrunningaway,thenthatitwouldbesafertoliequiteclose。Theycameuptomeandthelittlemansaid——
  "There’stheball;pickitup,Ella,thelieistoobad。"
  She,fornowIknowitwaswhatiscalledagirl,stoopedtoobeyandsawmyback。
  "Tom,"shesaidinawhisper,"here’sayounghareonitsform。"
  "Getoutofthelight,"heanswered,"andI’llkillit,"andheliftedthestickheheld,whichhadatwistedironend。
  "No,"shesaid,"catchitalive;Iwantaharetobeafriendtomyrabbit,whichhaslostallitslittleones。"
  "Lostthem?Eatenthem,youmean,becauseyouwouldalwaysgoandstareatit,"saidTom。"Where’stheleveret?Oh!Isee。Now,lookout!"
  AmomentlaterandIwasindarkness。Tomhadthrownhimselfuponthetopofmeandwasgrabbingatmewithhishands。Inearlygotaway,butasmyheadpokedupunderhisarmthegirlcaughtholdofit。
  "Oh!it’sscratching,"shecried,asindeedIwaswithallmymight。
  "Holdit,Tom,holdit!"
  "Holdityourself,"saidTom,"myfaceisfulloffurzeprickles。"Sosheheldandpresentlyhehelpedher,tillintheendIwastiedupinapocket-handkerchiefandcarriedIknewnotwhither。IndeedIwasalmostmadwithfear。
  WhenIcametomyselfIfoundthatIwaswithinakindofwirerunwhichsmeltfoully,asthoughhundredsofthingshadlivedinitforyears。Therewasahutchattheendoftheruninwhichsatanenormousshe-rabbit,quiteasbigasmymother,afierce-lookingbrutewithlongyellowteeth。IwasafraidofthatrabbitandgotasfarfromitasIcould。Presentlyithoppedoutandlookedatme。
  "Whatareyoudoinghere?"itasked。"Can’tyoutalk?Well,itdoesn’tmatter。IfIgethungryI’lleatyou!Doyouhearthat?I’lleatyou,asIdidalltheothers,"anditshoweditsbigyellowteethandhoppedbackintothehutch。
  AfterthatTomandthegirlcameandgaveusplentyoffoodwhichthebigrabbitate,forIcouldtouchnothing。Fortwodaystheycame,andthenIthinktheyforgotallaboutus。Igrewveryhungry,andatnightfilledmyselfwithsomeoftheremainingfood,suchasstalecabbageleaves。Bynextmorningallwasgone,andthebigrabbitgrewhungryalso。Allthatdayithoppedaboutsniffingatmeandshowingitsyellowteeth。
  "Ishalleatyouto-night,"itsaid。
  Iranroundandroundthepeninterror,tillatlastIfoundaplacewhereratshadbeenworkingunderthewire,almostbigenoughformetosqueezethrough,butnotquite。
  Thesunwentdownandthebigshe-rabbitcameout。
  "NowIamgoingtoeatyou,"itsaid,"asIatealltheothers。Iamhungry,veryhungry,"anditproddedmeaboutwithitsnoseandrolledmeover。
  Atlastwithalittlesquealitdroveitsbigyellowteethintomebehind。Oh!howtheyhurt!Iwasneartherat-hole。Irushedatit,scrabblingandwriggling。Thebigrabbitpouncedonmewithitsfore-
  feet,tryingtoholdme,buttoolate,forIwasthrough,leavingsomeofmyfurbehindme。Iran,howIran!withoutstopping,tillatlengthIfoundmymotherintheroughpasturebythewoodandtoldhereverything。
  "Ah!"shesaid,"that’swhatcomesofgreedinessandoftryingtobetooclever。Now,perhaps,youwilllearntostopathome。"
  SoIdidforalongwhile。