AtmidnightVaninkareturnedwithherfather。Ahiddenfeverhadbeenconsumingheralltheevening:neverhadshelookedsolovely,andshehadbeenoverwhelmedbythehomageofthemostdistinguishednoblesandcourtiers。Whenshereturned,shefoundAnnouschkainthevestibulewaitingtotakehercloak。Asshegaveittoher,Vaninkasentheroneofthosequestioningglancesthatseemtoexpresssomuch。"Itisdone,"saidthegirlinalowvoice。Vaninkabreathedasighofrelief,asifamountainhadbeenremovedfromherbreast。
Greataswasherself-control,shecouldnolongerbearherfather’spresence,andexcusedherselffromremainingtosupperwithhim,onthepleaofthefatiguesoftheevening。Vaninkawasnosoonerinherroom,withthedooronceclosed,thanshetoretheflowersfromherhair,thenecklacefromherthroat,cutwithscissorsthecorsetswhichsuffocatedher,andthen,throwingherselfonherbed,shegavewaytohergrief。AnnouschkathankedGodforthisoutburst;hermistress’scalmnesshadfrightenedhermorethanherdespair。Thefirstcrisisover,Vaninkawasabletopray。Shespentanhouronherknees,then,yieldingtotheentreatiesofherfaithfulattendant,wenttobed。Annouschkasatdownatthefootofthebed。
Neitherslept,butwhendaycamethetearswhichVaninkahadshedhadcalmedher。
Annouschkawasinstructedtorewardherbrother。Toolargeasumgiventoaslaveatoncemighthavearousedsuspicion,thereforeAnnouschkacontentedherselfwithtellingIvanthatwhenhehadneedofmoneyhehadonlytoaskherforit。
Gregory,profitingbyhislibertyandwishingtomakeuseofhisthousandroubles,boughtalittletavernontheoutskirtsofthetown,where,thankstohisaddressandtotheacquaintanceshehadamongtheservantsinthegreathouseholdsofSt。Petersburg,hebegantodevelopanexcellentbusiness,sothatinashorttimetheRedHouse(whichwasthenameandcolourofGregory’sestablishment)
hadagreatreputation。Anothermantookoverhisdutiesaboutthepersonofthegeneral,andbutforFoedor’sabsenceeverythingreturnedtoitsusualroutineinthehouseofCountTchermayloff。
Twomonthswentbyinthisway,withoutanybodyhavingtheleastsuspicionofwhathadhappened,whenonemorningbeforetheusualbreakfast-hourthegeneralbeggedhisdaughtertocomedowntohisroom。Vaninkatrembledwithfear,forsincethatfatalnighteverythingterrifiedher。Sheobeyedherfather,andcollectingallherstrength,madeherwaytohischamber,Thecountwasalone,butatthefirstglanceVaninkasawshehadnothingtofearfromthisinterview:thegeneralwaswaitingforherwiththatpaternalsmilewhichwastheusualexpressionofhiscountenancewheninhisdaughter’spresence。
Sheapproached,therefore,withherusualcalmness,and,stoopingdowntowardsthegeneral,gavehimherforeheadtokiss。
Hemotionedtohertositdown,andgaveheranopenletter。Vaninkalookedathimforamomentinsurprise,thenturnedhereyestotheletter。
Itcontainedthenewsofthedeathofthemantowhomherhandhadbeenpromised:hehadbeenkilledinaduel。
Thegeneralwatchedtheeffectoftheletteronhisdaughter’sface,andgreataswasVaninka’sself-control,somanydifferentthoughts,suchbitterregret,suchpoignantremorseassailedherwhenshelearntthatshewasnowfreeagain,thatshecouldnotentirelyconcealheremotion。Thegeneralnoticedit,andattributedittothelovewhichhehadforalongtimesuspectedhisdaughterfeltfortheyoungaide-de-camp。
"Well,"hesaid,smiling,"Iseeitisallforthebest。"
"Howisthat,father?"askedVaninka。
"Doubtless,"saidthegeneral。"DidnotFoedorleavebecausehelovedyou?"
"Yes,"murmuredtheyounggirl。
"Well,nowhemayreturn,"saidthegeneral。
Vaninkaremainedsilent,hereyesfixed,herlipstrembling。
"Return!"shesaid,afteramoment’ssilence。
"Yes,certainlyreturn。Weshallbemostunfortunate,"continuedthegeneral,smiling,"ifwecannotfindsomeoneinthehousewhoknowswhereheis。Come,Vaninka,tellmetheplaceofhisexile,andI
willundertaketherest。"
"NobodyknowswhereFoedoris,"murmuredVaninkainahollowvoice;
"nobodybutGod,nobody!"
"What!"saidthegeneral,"hehassentyounonewssincethedayheleft?"
Vaninkashookherheadindenial。Shewassoheart-brokenthatshecouldnotspeak。
Thegeneralinhisturnbecamegloomy。"Doyoufearsomemisfortune,then?"saidhe。
"IfearthatIshallneverbehappyagainonearth,"criedVaninka,givingwayunderthepressureofhergrief;thenshecontinuedatonce,"Letmeretire,father;IamashamedofwhatIhavesaid。"
Thegeneral,whosawnothinginthisexclamationbeyondregretforhavingallowedtheconfessionofherlovetoescapeher,kissedhisdaughteronthebrowandallowedhertoretire。Hehopedthat,inspiteofthemournfulwayinwhichVaninkahadspokenofFoedor,thatitwouldbepossibletofindhim。ThesamedayhewenttotheemperorandtoldhimoftheloveofFoedorforhisdaughter,andrequested,sincedeathhadfreedherfromherfirstengagement,thathemightdisposeofherhand。Theemperorconsented,andthegeneralthensolicitedafurtherfavour。Paulwasinoneofhiskindlymoods,andshowedhimselfdisposedtograntit。ThegeneraltoldhimthatFoedorhaddisappearedfortwomonths;thateveryone,evenhisdaughter,wasignorantofhiswhereabouts,andbeggedhimtohaveinquiriesmade。Theemperorimmediatelysentforthechiefofpolice,andgavehimthenecessaryorders。
Sixweekswentbywithoutanyresult。Vaninka,sincethedaywhenthelettercame,wassadderandmoremelancholythanever。Vainlyfromtimetotimethegeneraltriedtomakehermorehopeful。
Vaninkaonlyshookherheadandwithdrew。Thegeneralceasedtospeak,ofFoedor。
Butitwasnotthesameamongthehousehold。Theyoungaide-de-camphadbeenpopularwiththeservants,and,withtheexceptionofGregory,therewasnotasoulwhowishedhimharm,sothat,whenitbecameknownthathehadnotbeensentonamission,buthaddisappeared,thematterbecametheconstantsubjectofconversationintheantechamber,thekitchen,andthestables。Therewasanotherplacewherepeoplebusiedthemselvesaboutitagreatdeal——thiswastheRedHouse。
>FromthedaywhenheheardofFoedor’smysteriousdepartureGregoryhadhissuspicions。HewassurethathehadseenFoedorenterVaninka’sroom,andunlesshehadgoneoutwhilehewasgoingtoseekthegeneral,hedidnotunderstandwhythelatterhadnotfoundhiminhisdaughter’sroom。Anotherthingoccupiedhismind,whichitseemedtohimmightperhapshavesomeconnectionwiththisevent——theamountofmoneyIvanhadbeenspendingsincethattime,averyextraordinaryamountforaslave。Thisslave,however,wasthebrotherofVaninka’scherishedfoster-sister,sothat,withoutbeingsure,Gregoryalreadysuspectedthesourcefromwhencethismoneycame。Anotherthingconfirmedhiminhissuspicions,whichwasthatIvan,whohadnotonlyremainedhismostfaithfulfriend,buthadbecomeoneofhisbestcustomers,neverspokeofFoedor,heldhistongueifhewerementionedinhispresence,andtoallquestions,howeverpressingtheywere,madebutoneanswer:"Letusspeakofsomethingelse。"
InthemeantimetheFeastofKingsarrived。ThisisagreatdayinSt。Petersburg,foritisalsothedayforblessingthewaters。
AsVaninkahadbeenpresentattheceremony,andwasfatiguedafterstandingfortwohoursontheNeva,thegeneraldidnotgooutthatevening,andgaveIvanleavetodoso。IvanprofitedbythepermissiontogototheRedHouse。
Therewasanumerouscompanythere,andIvanwaswelcomed;foritwasknownthathegenerallycamewithfullpockets。Thistimehedidnotbeliehisreputation,andhadscarcelyarrivedbeforehemadethesorok-kopecksring,tothegreatenvyofhiscompanions。
AtthiswarningsoundGregoryhastenedupwithallpossibledeference,abottleofbrandyineachhand;forheknewthatwhenIvansummonedhimhegainedintwoways,asinnkeeperandasbooncompanion。Ivandidnotdisappointthesehopes,andGregorywasinvitedtoshareintheentertainment。Theconversationturnedonslavery,andsomeoftheunhappymen,whohadonlyfourdaysintheyearofrespitefromtheireternallabour,talkedloudlyofthehappinessGregoryhadenjoyedsincehehadobtainedhisfreedom。
"Bah!"saidIvan,onwhomthebrandyhadbeguntotakeeffect,"therearesomeslaveswhoarefreerthantheirmasters。"
"Whatdoyoumean?"saidGregory,pouringhimoutanotherglassofbrandy。
"Imeanttosayhappier,"saidIvanquickly。
"Itisdifficulttoprovethat,"saidGregorydoubtingly。
"Whydifficult?Ourmasters,themomenttheyareborn,areputintothehandsoftwoorthreepedants,oneFrench,anotherGerman,andathirdEnglish,andwhethertheylikethemornot,theymustbecontentwiththeirsocietytilltheyareseventeen,andwhethertheywishtoornot,mustlearnthreebarbarouslanguages,attheexpenseofournobleRussiantongue,whichtheyhavesometimescompletelyforgottenbythetimetheothersareacquired。Again,ifoneofthemwishesforsomecareer,hemustbecomeasoldier:ifheisasublieutenant,heistheslaveofthelieutenant;ifheisalieutenant,heistheslaveofthecaptain,andthecaptainofthemajor,andsoonuptotheemperor,whoisnobody’sslave,butwhoonefinedayissurprisedatthetable,whilewalking,orinhisbed,andispoisoned,stabbed,orstrangled。Ifhechoosesacivilcareer,itismuchthesame。Hemarriesawife,anddoesnotloveher;childrencometohimheknowsnothow,whomhehastoprovidefor;hemuststruggleincessantlytoprovideforhisfamilyifheispoor,andifheisrichtopreventhimselfbeingrobbedbyhisstewardandcheatedbyhistenants。Isthislife?Whilewe,gentlemen,weareborn,andthatistheonlypainwecostourmothers——alltherestisthemaster’sconcern。Heprovidesforus,hechoosesourcalling,alwayseasyenoughtolearnifwearenotquiteidiots。Areweill?Hisdoctorattendsusgratis;itisalosstohimifwedie。Arewewell?Wehaveourfourcertainmealsaday,andagoodstovetosleepnearatnight。Dowefallinlove?
Thereisneveranyhindrancetoourmarriage,ifthewomanlovesus;
themasterhimselfasksustohastenourmarriage,forhewishesustohaveasmanychildrenaspossible。Andwhenthechildrenareborn,hedoesforthemintheirturnallhehasdoneforus。Canyoufindmemanygreatlordsashappyastheirslaves?"
"Allthisistrue,"saidGregory,pouringhimoutanotherglassofbrandy;"but,afterall,youarenotfree。"
"Freetodowhat?"askedIvan。
"Freetogowhereyouwillandwhenyouwill。"
"Iamasfreeastheair,"repliedIvan。
"Nonsense!"saidGregory。
"Freeasair,Itellyou;forIhavegoodmasters,andaboveallagoodmistress,"continuedIvan,withasignificantsmile,"andIhaveonlytoaskanditisdone。"
"What!ifafterhavinggotdrunkhereto-day,youaskedtocomebackto-morrowtogetdrunkagain?"saidGregory,whoinhischallengetoIvandidnotforgethisowninterests,——"ifyouaskedthat?"
"Ishouldcomebackagain,"saidIvan。
"To-morrow?"saidGregory。
"To-morrow,thedayafter,everydayifIliked……"
"Thefactis,Ivanisouryounglady’sfavourite,"saidanotherofthecount’sslaveswhowaspresent,profitingbyhiscomradeIvan’sliberality。
"Itisallthesame,"saidGregory;"forsupposingsuchpermissionweregivenyou,moneywouldsoonrunshort。"
"Never!"saidIvan,swallowinganotherglassofbrandy,"neverwillIvanwantformoneyaslongasthereisakopeckinmylady’spurse。"
"Ididnotfindhersoliberal,"saidGregorybitterly。
"Oh,youforget,myfriend;youknowwellshedoesnotreckonwithherfriends:rememberthestrokesoftheknout。"
"Ihavenowishtospeakaboutthat,"saidGregory。"Iknowthatsheisgenerouswithblows,buthermoneyisanotherthing。Ihaveneverseenthecolourofthat。"
"Well,wouldyouliketoseethecolourofmine?"saidIvan,gettingmoreandmoredrunk。"Seehere,herearekopecks,sorok-kopecks,bluenotesworthfiveroubles,rednotesworthtwentyfiveroubles,andto-morrow,ifyoulike,Iwillshowyouwhitenotesworthfiftyroubles。AhealthtomyladyVaninka!"AndIvanheldouthisglassagain,andGregoryfilledittothebrim。
"Butdoesmoney,"saidGregory,pressingIvanmoreandmore,——"doesmoneymakeupforscorn?"
"Scorn!"saidIvan,——"scorn!Whoscornsme?Doyou,becauseyouarefree?Finefreedom!Iwouldratherbeawell-fedslavethanafreemandyingofhunger。"
"Imeanthescornofourmasters,"repliedGregory。
"Thescornofourmasters!AskAlexis,askDanielthere,ifmyladyscornsme。"
"Thefactis,"saidthetwoslavesinreply,whobothbelongedtothegeneral’shousehold,"Ivanmustcertainlyhaveacharm;foreveryonetalkstohimasiftoamaster。"
"BecauseheisAnnouschka’sbrother,"saidGregory,"andAnnouschkaismylady’sfoster-sister。"
"Thatmaybeso,"saidthetwoslaves。
"Forthatreasonorforsomeother,"saidIvan;"but,inshort,thatisthecase。"
"Yes;butifyoursistershoulddie?"saidGregory。"Ah!"
"Ifmysistershoulddie,thatwouldbeapity,forsheisagoodgirl。Idrinktoherhealth!Butifsheshoulddie,thatwouldmakenodifference。Iamrespectedformyself;theyrespectmebecausetheyfearme。"
"FearmylordIvan!"saidGregory,withaloudlaugh。"Itfollows,then,thatifmylordIvanweretiredofreceivingorders,andgavetheminhisturn,mylordIvanwouldbeobeyed。"
"Perhaps,"saidIvan。
"Hesaid’perhaps,’repeatedGregory,laughinglouderthanever,——"hesaid’perhaps。’Didyouhearhim?"
"Yes,"saidtheslaves,whohaddrunksomuchthattheycouldonlyanswerinmonosyllables。
"Well,Inolongersay’perhaps,’Inowsay’forcertain。’"
"Oh,Ishouldliketoseethat,"saidGregory;"Iwouldgivesomethingtoseethat。"
"Well,sendawaythesefellows,whoaregettingdrunklikepigs,andfornothing,youwillfind。"
"Fornothing?"saidGregory。"Youarejesting。DoyouthinkI
shouldgivethemdrinkfornothing?"
"Well,weshallsee。Howmuchwouldbetheirscore,foryouratrociousbrandy,iftheydrankfromnowtillmidnight,whenyouareobligedtoshutupyourtavern?"
"Notlessthantwentyroubles。"
"Herearethirty;turnthereout,andletusremainbyourselves。"
"Friends,"saidGregory,takingouthiswatchasiftolookatthetime,"itisjustuponmidnight;youknowthegovernor’sorders,soyoumustgo。"Themen,habituatedlikeallRussianstopassiveobedience,wentwithoutamurmur,andGregoryfoundhimselfalonewithIvanandthetwootherslavesofthegeneral。
"Well,herewearealone,"saidGregory。"Whatdoyoumeantodo?"
"Well,whatwouldyousay,"repliedIvan,"ifinspiteofthelatehourandthecold,andinspiteofthefactthatweareonlyslaves,myladyweretoleaveherfather’shouseandcometodrinkourhealths?"
"Iwouldsaythatyououghttotakeadvantageofit,"saidGregory,shrugginghisshoulders,"andtellhertobringatthesametimeabottleofbrandy。Thereisprobablybetterbrandyinthegeneral’scellarthaninmine。"
"Thereisbetter,"saidIvan,asifhewasperfectlysureofit,"andmyladyshallbringyouabottleofit。"
"Youaremad!"saidGregory。
"Heismad!"repeatedtheothertwoslavesmechanically。
"Oh,Iammad?"saidIvan。"Well,willyoutakeawager?"
"Whatwillyouwager?"
"Twohundredroublesagainstayearoffreedrinkinginyourinn。"
"Done!"saidGregory。
"Areyourcomradesincluded?"saidthetwomoujiks。
"Theyareincluded,"saidIvan,"andinconsiderationofthemwewillreducethetimetosixmonths。Isthatagreed?"
"Itisagreed,"saidGregory。
Thetwowhoweremakingthewagershookhands,andtheagreementwasperfected。Then,withanairofconfidence,assumedtoconfoundthewitnessesofthisstrangescene,Ivanwrappedhimselfinthefurcoatwhich,likeacautiousman,hehadspreadonthestove,andwentout。
Attheendofhalfanhourhereappeared。
"Well!"criedGregoryandthetwoslavestogether。
"Sheisfollowing,"saidIvan。
Thethreetipplerslookedatoneanotherinamazement,butIvanquietlyreturnedtohisplaceinthemiddleofthem,pouredoutanewbumper,andraisinghisglass,cried——
"Tomylady’shealth!Itistheleastwecandowhensheiskindenoughtocomeandjoinusonsocoldanight,whenthesnowisfallingfast。"
"Annouschka,"saidavoiceoutside,"knockatthisdoorandaskGregoryifhehasnotsomeofourservantswithhim。"
Gregoryandthetwootherslaveslookedatoneanother,stupefied:
theyhadrecognisedVaninka’svoice。AsforIvan,heflunghimselfbackinhischair,balancinghimselfwithmarvellousimpertinence。
Annouschkaopenedthedoor,andtheycouldsee,asIvanhadsaid,thatthesnowwasfallingheavily。
"Yes,madam,"saidthegirl;"mybrotheristhere,withDanielandAlexis。"
Vaninkaentered。
"Myfriends,"saidshe,withastrangesmile,"Iamtoldthatyouweredrinkingmyhealth,andIhavecometobringyousomethingtodrinkitagain。HereisabottleofoldFrenchbrandywhichIhavechosenforyoufrommyfather’scellar。Holdoutyourglasses。"
Gregoryandtheslavesobeyedwiththeslownessandhesitationofastonishment,whileIvanheldouthisglasswiththeutmosteffrontery。
Vaninkafilledthemtothebrimherself,andthen,astheyhesitatedtodrink,"Come,drinktomyhealth,friends,"saidshe。
"Hurrah!"criedthedrinkers,reassuredbythekindandfamiliartoneoftheirnoblevisitor,astheyemptiedtheirglassesatadraught。
Vaninkaatoncepouredthemoutanotherglass;thenputtingthebottleonthetable,"Emptythebottle,myfriends,"saidshe,"anddonottroubleaboutme。AnnouschkaandI,withthepermission2668
ofthemasterofthehouse,willsitnearthestovetillthestormisover。"
Gregorytriedtoriseandplacestoolsnearthestove,butwhetherhewasquitedrunkorwhethersomenarcotichadbeenmixedwiththebrandy,hefellbackonhisseat,tryingtostammeroutanexcuse。
"Itisallright,"saidVaninka:"donotdisturbyourselves;drink,myfriends,drink。"
Therevellersprofitedbythispermission,andeachemptiedtheglassbeforehim。ScarcelyhadGregoryemptiedhisbeforehefellforwardonthetable。
"Good!"saidVaninkatohermaidinalowvoice:"theopiumistakingeffect。"
"Whatdoyoumeantodo?"saidAnnouschka。
"Youwillsoonsee,"wastheanswer。
Thetwomoujiksfollowedtheexampleofthemasterofthehouse,andfelldownsidebysideontheground。Ivanwasleftstrugglingagainstsleep,andtryingtosingadrinkingsong;butsoonhistonguerefusedtoobeyhim,hiseyesclosedinspiteofhim,andseekingthetunethatescapedhim,andmutteringwordshewasunabletopronounce,hefellfastasleepnearhiscompanions。
ImmediatelyVaninkarose,fixedthemwithflashingeyes,andcalledthembynameoneafteranother。Therewasnoresponse。
Thensheclappedherhandsandcriedjoyfully,"Themomenthascome!"
Goingtothebackoftheroom,shebroughtthenceanarmfulofstraw,placeditinacorneroftheroom,anddidthesameintheothercorners。Shethentookaflamingbrandfromthestoveandsetfireinsuccessiontothefourcornersoftheroom。
"Whatareyoudoing?"saidAnnouschka,wildwithterror,tryingtostopher。
"Iamgoingtoburyoursecretintheashesofthishouse,"answeredVaninka。
"Butmybrother,mypoorbrother!"saidthegirl。
"Yourbrotherisawretchwhohasbetrayedme,andwearelostifwedonotdestroyhim。"
"Oh,mybrother,mypoorbrother!"
"Youcandiewithhimifyoulike,"saidVaninka,accompanyingtheproposalwithasmilewhichshowedshewouldnothavebeensorryifAnnouschkahadcarriedsisterlyaffectiontothatlength。
"Butlookatthefire,madam——thefire!"
"Letusgo,then,"saidVaninka;and,draggingouttheheart-brokengirl,shelockedthedoorbehindherandthrewthekeyfarawayintothesnow。
"InthenameofHeaven,"saidAnnouschka,"letusgohomequickly:I
cannotgazeuponthisawfulsight!"
"No,letusstayhere!"saidVaninka,holdingherbackwithagraspofalmostmasculinestrength。"Letusstayuntilthehousefallsinonthem,sothatwemaybecertainthatnotoneofthemescapes。"
"Oh,myGod!"criedAnnouschka,fallingonherknees,"havemercyuponmypoorbrother,fordeathwillhurryhimunpreparedintoThypresence。"
"Yes,yes,pray;thatisright,"saidVaninka。"Iwishtodestroytheirbodies,nottheirsouls。"
Vaninkastoodmotionless,herarmscrossed,brilliantlylitupbytheflames,whileherattendantprayed。Thefiredidnotlastlong:thehousewaswooden,withthecrevicesfilledwithoakum,likeallthoseofRussianpeasants,sothattheflames,creepingoutatthefourcorners,soonmadegreatheadway,and,fannedbythewind,spreadrapidlytoallpartsofthebuilding。Vaninkafollowedtheprogressofthefirewithblazingeyes,fearingtoseesomehalf-burntspectralshaperushoutoftheflames。Atlasttherooffellin,andVaninka,relievedofallfear,thenatlastmadeherwaytothegeneral’shouse,intowhichthetwowomenenteredwithoutbeingseen,thankstothepermissionAnnouschkahadtogooutatanyhourofthedayornight。
ThenextmorningthesoletopicofconversationinSt。PetersburgwasthefireattheRedHouse。Fourhalf-consumedcorpsesweredugoutfrombeneaththeruins,andasthreeofthegeneral’sslavesweremissing,hehadnodoubtthattheunrecognisablebodieswerethoseofIvan,Daniel,andAlexis:asforthefourth,itwascertainlythatofGregory。
Thecauseofthefireremainedasecretfromeveryone:thehousewassolitary,andthesnowstormsoviolentthatnobodyhadmetthetwowomenonthedesertedroad。Vaninkawassureofhermaid。HersecretthenhadperishedwithIvan。Butnowremorsetooktheplaceoffear:theyounggirlwhowassopitilessandinflexibleintheexecutionofthedeedquailedatitsremembrance。Itseemedtoherthatbyrevealingthesecretofhercrimetoapriest,shewouldberelievedofherterribleburden。Shethereforesoughtaconfessorrenownedforhisloftycharity,and,underthesealofconfession,toldhimall。Thepriestwashorrifiedbythestory。Divinemercyisboundless,buthumanforgivenesshasitslimits。HerefusedVaninkatheabsolutionsheasked。Thisrefusalwasterrible:itwouldbanishVaninkafromtheHolyTable;thisbanishmentwouldbenoticed,andcouldnotfailtobeattributedtosomeunheard-ofandsecretcrime。Vaninkafellatthefeetofthepriest,andinthenameofherfather,whowouldbedisgracedbyhershame,beggedhimtomitigatetherigourofthissentence。
Theconfessorreflecteddeeply,thenthoughthehadfoundawaytoobviatesuchconsequences。ItwasthatVaninkashouldapproachtheHolyTablewiththeotheryounggirls;thepriestwouldstopbeforeherasbeforealltheothers,butonlysaytoher,"Prayandweep";
thecongregation,deceivedbythis,wouldthinkthatshehadreceivedtheSacramentlikehercompanions。ThiswasallthatVaninkacouldobtain。
Thisconfessiontookplaceaboutseveno’clockintheevening,andthesolitudeofthechurch,addedtothedarknessofnight,hadgivenitastillmoreawfulcharacter。Theconfessorreturnedhome,paleandtrembling。HiswifeElizabethwaswaitingforhimalone。ShehadjustputherlittledaughterArina,whowaseightyearsold,tobedinanadjoiningroom。Whenshesawherhusband,sheutteredacryofterror,sochangedandhaggardwashisappearance。Theconfessortriedtoreassureher,buthistremblingvoiceonlyincreasedheralarm。Sheaskedthecauseofhisagitation;theconfessorrefusedtotellher。Elizabethhadheardtheeveningbeforethathermotherwasill;shethoughtthatherhusbandhadreceivedsomebadnews。ThedaywasMonday,whichisconsideredanunluckydayamongtheRussians,and,goingoutthatday,Elizabethhadmetamaninmourning;theseomensweretoonumerousandtoostrongnottoportendmisfortune。
Elizabethburstintotears,andcriedout,"Mymotherisdead!"
Thepriestinvaintriedtoreassureherbytellingherthathisagitationwasnotduetothat。Thepoorwoman,dominatedbyoneidea,madenoresponsetohisprotestationsbutthiseverlastingcry,"Mymotherisdead!"
Then,tobringhertoreason,theconfessortoldherthathisemotionwasduetotheavowalofacrimewhichhehadjustheardintheconfessional。ButElizabethshookherhead:itwasatrick,shesaid,tohidefromherthesorrowwhichhadfallenuponher。Heragony,insteadofcalming,becamemoreviolent;hertearsceasedtoflow,andwerefollowedbyhysterics。Thepriestthenmadehersweartokeepthesecret,andthesanctityoftheconfessionwasbetrayed。
LittleArinahadawakenedatElizabeth’scries,andbeingdisturbedandatthesametimecuriousastowhatherparentsweredoing,shegotup,wenttolistenatthedoor,andheardall。
ThedayfortheCommunioncame;thechurchofSt。Simeonwascrowded。
Vaninkacametokneelattherailingofthechoir。Behindherwasherfatherandhisaides-de-camp,andbehindthemtheirservants。
Arinawasalsointhechurchwithhermother。TheinquisitivechildwishedtoseeVaninka,whosenameshehadheardpronouncedthatterriblenight,whenherfatherhadfailedinthefirstandmostsacredofthedutiesimposedonapriest。Whilehermotherwaspraying,sheleftherchairandglidedamongtheworshippers,nearlyasfarastherailing。
Butwhenshehadarrivedthere,shewasstoppedbythegroupofthegeneral’sservants。ButArinahadnotcomesofartobe,stoppedsoeasily:shetriedtopushbetweenthem,buttheyopposedher;shepersisted,andoneofthempushedherroughlyback。Thechildfell,struckherheadagainstaseat,andgotupbleedingandcrying,"Youareveryproudforaslave。IsitbecauseyoubelongtothegreatladywhoburnttheRedHouse?"
Thesewords,utteredinaloudvoice,inthemidstofthesilencewhichpreceded,thesacredceremony,wereheardbyeveryone。Theywereansweredbyashriek。Vaninkahadfainted。Thenextdaythegeneral,atthefeetofPaul,recountedtohim,ashissovereignandjudge,thewholeterriblestory,whichVaninka,crushedbyherlongstruggle,hadatlastrevealedtohim,atnight,afterthesceneinthechurch。
Theemperorremainedforamomentinthoughtattheendofthisstrangeconfession;then,gettingupfromthechairwherehehadbeensittingwhilethemiserablefathertoldhisstory,hewenttoabureau,andwroteonasheetofpaperthefollowingsentence:
"Thepriesthavingviolatedwhatshouldhavebeeninviolable,thesecretsoftheconfessional,isexiledtoSiberiaanddeprivedofhispriestlyoffice。Hiswifewillfollowhim:sheistobeblamedfornothavingrespectedhischaracterasaministerofthealtar。Thelittlegirlwillnotleaveherparents。
"Annouschka,theattendant,willalsogotoSiberiafornothavingmadeknowntohermasterhisdaughter’sconduct。
"Ipreserveallmyesteemforthegeneral,andImournwithhimforthedeadlyblowwhichhasstruckhim。
"AsforVaninka,Iknowofnopunishmentwhichcanbeinflicteduponher。Ionlyseeinherthedaughterofabravesoldier,whosewholelifehasbeendevotedtotheserviceofhiscountry。Besides,theextraordinarywayinwhichthecrimewasdiscovered,seemstoplacetheculpritbeyondthelimitsofmyseverity。Ileaveherpunishmentinherownhands。IfIunderstandhercharacter,ifanyfeelingofdignityremainstoher,herheartandherremorsewillshowherthepathsheoughttofollow。"
Paulhandedthepaperopentothegeneral,orderinghimtotakeittoCountPahlen,thegovernorofSt。Petersburg。
Onthefollowingdaytheemperor’sorderswerecarriedout。
Vaninkawentintoaconvent,wheretowardstheendofthesameyearshediedofshameandgrief。
ThegeneralfoundthedeathhesoughtonthefieldofAusterlitz。