Onre-enteringhisroomthethirdorfourthmorningafterhisadventattheSummitHouse,shenoticedwithsomeconcernthattherewasaslightflushonhischeekandacertainexaltationwhichsheatfirstthoughtpresagedfever。Butanexaminationofhispulseandtemperaturedispelledthatfear,andhistalkativenessandgoodspiritsconvincedherthatitwasonlyhisyouthfulvigoratlastovercominghisdespondency。Afewdayslater,thischeerfulnessnotbeingcontinued,Dr。DuchesnefollowedMissTrotterintothehall。"Wemusttrytokeepourpatientfrommopinginhisconfinement,youknow,"hebegan,withaslightsmile,"andheseemstobesomewhatofanemotionalnature,accustomedtobeamusedand——er——er——petted。"
"Hisfriendswerehereyesterday,"returnedMissTrotterdryly,"butIdidnotinterferewiththemuntilIthoughttheyhadstayedlongenoughtosuityourwishes。"
"IamnotreferringtoTHEM,"saidthedoctor,stillsmiling;"butyouknowawoman’ssympathyandpresenceinasickroomisoftenthebestoftonicsorsedatives。"
MissTrotterraisedhereyestothespeakerwithahalfcriticalimpatience。
"Thefactis,"thedoctorwenton,"Ihaveafavortoaskofyouforourpatient。Itseemsthattheothermorninganewchambermaidwaiteduponhim,whomhefoundmuchmoregentleandsympatheticinhermannerthantheothers,andmoresubmissiveandquietinherways——possiblybecausesheisaforeigner,andaccustomedtoservitude。IsupposeyouhavenoobjectiontoHERtakingchargeofhisroom?"
MissTrotter’scheekslightlyflushed。Notfromwoundedvanity,butfromtheconsciousnessofsomewantofacumenthathadmadehermakeamistake。Shehadreallybelieved,fromherknowledgeofthepatient’scharacterandthedoctor’spreamble,thathewishedHER
toshowsomemorekindnessandpersonalsympathytotheyoungman,andhadevenbeenpreparedtoquestionitsutility!Shesawherblunderquickly,andatoncerememberingthattheprettySwedishgirlhadonemorningtakentheplaceofanabsentfellowservant,inthereboundfromhererror,shesaidquietly:"YoumeanFrida!
Certainly!shecanlookafterhisroom,ifheprefersher。"Butforherblundershemighthaveaddedconscientiouslythatshethoughtthegirlwouldproveinefficient,butshedidnot。Sherememberedtheincidentofthewood;yetifthegirlhadaloverinthewood,shecouldnoturgeitasaproofofincapacity。Shegavethenecessaryorders,andtheincidentpassed。
Visitingthepatientafewdaysafterward,shecouldnothelpnoticingacertainshygratitudeinMr。Calton’sgreetingofher,whichshequietlyignored。ThisforcedtheingenuousChristomorepositivespeech。HedweltwithgreatsimplicityandenthusiasmontheSwedishgirl’sgentlenessandsympathy。"Youhavenoideaof——
her——naturaltenderness,MissTrotter,"hestammerednaively。MissTrotter,rememberingthewood,thoughttoherselfthatshehadsomefaintideaofit,butdidnotimpartwhatitwas。Hespokealsoofherbeauty,notbeingcleverenoughtoaffectanindifferenceorignoranceofit,whichmadeMissTrotterrespecthimandsmileanunqualifiedacquiescence。Fridacertainlywaspretty!Butwhenhespokeofheras"MissJansen,"andsaidshewassomuchmore"ladylikeandrefinedthantheotherservants,"sherepliedbyaskinghimifhisbandageshurthim,and,receivinganegativeanswer,graciouslywithdrew。
Indeed,hisbandagesgavehimlittletroublenow,andhisimprovementwassomarkedandsustainedthatthedoctorwasgreatlygratified,and,indeed,expressedasmuchtoMissTrotter,withtheconscientiousadditionthathebelievedthegreaterpartofitwasduetohercapablenursing!"Yes,ma’am,hehastothankYOUforit,andnooneelse!"
MissTrotterraisedherdarkeyesandlookedsteadilyathim。
Accustomedashewastomenandwomen,thelookstronglyheldhim。
Hesawinhereyesanintelligenceequaltohisown,aknowledgeofgoodandevil,andatolerationandphilosophy,equaltohisown,butasomethingelsethatwasasdistinctanddifferentastheirsex。Andthereinlayitscharm,foritmerelytranslateditselfinhismindthatshehadveryprettyeyes,whichhehadnevernoticedbefore,withoutanyaggressiveintellectualquality。Andwiththis,alas!cametheman’spropensitytoreason。ItmeantofcoursebutONEthing;hesawitallnow!IfHE,inhispreoccupationandcoolness,hadnoticedhereyes,soalsohadtheyoungerandemotionalChris。Theyoungfellowwasinlovewithher!Itwasthatwhichhadstimulatedhisrecovery,andshewaswonderingifhe,thedoctor,hadobservedit。Hesmiledbackthesuperiorsmileofoursexinmomentsofgreatinanity,andpoorMissTrotterbelievedheunderstoodher。Afewdaysafterthis,shenoticedthatFridaJansenwaswearingapearlringandasomewhatostentatiouslocket。SherememberednowthatMr。BilsonhadtoldherthattheRoanokeLedgewasveryrich,andthatCaltonwaslikelytoproveaprofitableguest。ButitwasnotHER
business。
Itbecameherbusiness,however,somedayslater,whenMr。Caltonwassomuchbetterthathecouldsitinachair,orevenloungelistlesslyinthehallandcorridor。ItsochancedthatshewaspassingalongtheupperhallwhenshesawFrida’spinkcottonskirtdisappearinanadjacentroom,andheardherlightlaughasthedoorclosed。Buttheroomhappenedtobeacard-roomreservedexclusivelyforgentlemen’spokeroreuchreparties,andthechambermaidshadnobusinessthere。MissTrotterhadnodoubtthatMr。Caltonwasthere,andthatFridaknewit;butasthiswasanindiscretionsoopen,flagrant,andlikelytobediscoveredbythefirstpassingguest,shecalledtohersharply。Shewasastonished,however,atthesamemomenttoseeMr。Caltonwalkinginthecorridoratsomedistancefromtheroominquestion。
Indeed,shewassoconfoundedthatwhenFridaappearedfromtheroomalittleflurried,butwithacertainaudacitynewtoher,MissTrotterwithheldherrebuke,andsentheroffonanimaginaryerrand,whilesheherselfopenedthecard-roomdoor。ItcontainedsimplyMr。Bilson,heremployer;hisexplanationwasglaringlyembarrassedandunreal!MissTrotteraffectedobliviousness,butwassilent;perhapsshethoughtheremployerwasbetterabletotakecareofhimselfthanMr。Calton。
AweeklaterthistensionterminatedbythereturnofCaltontoRoanokeLedge,aconvalescentman。AveryprettywatchandchainafterwardwerereceivedbyMissTrotter,withafewlinesexpressingthegratitudeoftheex-patient。Mr。Bilsonwashighlydelighted,andfrequentlyborrowedthewatchtoshowtohisguestsasanadvertisementofthehealingpowersoftheSummitHotel。
WhatMr。CaltonsenttothemoreattractiveandflirtatiousFridadidnotaspubliclyappear,andpossiblyMr。Bilsondidnotknowit。Theincidentofthecardroomwasforgotten。Sincethatdiscovery,MissTrotterhadfeltherselfdebarredfromtakingthegirl’sconductintoseriousaccount,anditdidnotinterferewithherwork。
II
OneafternoonMissTrotterreceivedamessagethatMr。Caltondesiredafewmoments’privateconversationwithher。Alittlecurious,shehadhimshownintooneofthesitting-rooms,butwassurprisedonenteringtofindthatshewasinthepresenceofanutterstranger!ThiswasexplainedbythevisitorsayingbrieflythathewasChris’selderbrother,andthathepresumedthenamewouldbesufficientintroduction。MissTrottersmileddoubtfully,foramoredistinctoppositetoChriscouldnotbeconceived。Thestrangerwasapparentlystrong,practical,andmasterfulinallthosequalitiesinwhichhisbrotherwascharminglyweak。MissTrotter,fornoreasonwhatever,feltherselfinclinedtoresentthem。
"Ireckon,MissTrotter,"hesaidbluntly,"thatyoudon’tknowanythingofthisbusinessthatbringsmehere。Atleast,"hehesitated,withacertainroughcourtesy,"Ishouldjudgefromyourgeneralstyleandgaitthatyouwouldn’thaveletitgoonsofarifyouhad,butthefactis,thatdarnedfoolbrotherofmine——begyourpardon!——hasgoneandgothimselfengagedtooneofthegirlsthathelphere,——ayellow-hairedforeigner,calledFridaJansen。"
"Iwasnotawarethatithadgonesofarasthat,"saidMissTrotterquietly,"althoughhisadmirationforherwaswellknown,especiallytohisdoctor,atwhoserequestIselectedhertoespeciallyattendtoyourbrother。"
"Thedoctorisafool,"brokeinMr。Caltonabruptly。"HeonlythoughtofkeepingChrisquietwhilehefinishedhisjob。"
"Andreally,Mr。Calton,"continuedMissTrotter,ignoringtheinterruption,"IdonotseewhatrightIhavetointerferewiththematrimonialintentionsofanyguestinthishouse,eventhoughor——
asyouseemtoputit——BECAUSEtheobjectofhisattentionsisinitsemploy。"
Mr。Caltonstared——angrilyatfirst,andthenwithakindofwonderingamazementthatanywoman——aboveallahousekeeper——shouldtakesuchaview。"But,"hestammered,"Ithoughtyou——you——lookedaftertheconductofthosegirls。"
"I’mafraidyou’veassumedtoomuch,"saidMissTrotterplacidly。
"Mybusinessistoseethattheyattendtotheirdutieshere。
FridaJansen’sdutywas——asIhavejusttoldyou——tolookafteryourbrother’sroom。AndasfarasIunderstandyou,youarenotheretocomplainofherinattentiontothatduty,butofitsresultinginanattachmentonyourbrother’spart,and,asyoutellme,anintentionastoherfuture,whichisreallytheonethingthatwouldmakemy’lookingafterherconduct’animpertinenceandinterference!IfyouhadcometotellmethathedidNOTintendtomarryher,butwashurtingherreputation,Icouldhaveunderstoodandrespectedyourmotives。"
Mr。Caltonfelthisfacegrowredandhimselfdiscomfited。HehadcometherewiththefirmbeliefthathewouldconvictMissTrotterofagravefault,andthatinherpenitenceshewouldbegladtoassisthiminbreakingoffthematch。Onthecontrary,tofindhimselfarraignedandputonhisdefensebythistall,slimwoman,erectandsmartlybuckramedinlogicandwhalebone,waspreposterous!
Butithadtheeffectofsubduinghistone。
"Youdon’tunderstand,"hesaidawkwardlyyetpleadingly。"Mybrotherisafool,andanywomancouldwindhimroundherfinger。
SHEknowsit。SheknowsheisrichandapartnerintheRoanokeLedge。That’sallshewants。Sheisnotafitmatchforhim。
I’vesaidhewasafool——but,hangitall!that’snoreasonwhyheshouldmarryanignorantgirl——aforeignerandaservant——whenhecoulddobetterelsewhere。"
"Thiswouldseemtobeamatterbetweenyouandyourbrother,andnotbetweenmyselfandmyservant,"saidMissTrottercoldly。"IfyoucannotconvinceHIM,yourownbrother,IdonotseehowyouexpectmetoconvinceHER,aservant,overwhomIhavenocontrolexceptasamistressofherWORK,when,onyourownshowing,shehaseverythingtogainbythemarriage。IfyouwishMr。Bilson,theproprietor,tothreatenherwithdismissalunlessshegivesupyourbrother,"——MissTrottersmiledinwardlyatthethoughtofthecard-roomincident,——"itseemstomeyoumightonlyprecipitatethemarriage。"
Mr。Caltonlookedutterlyblankandhopeless。Hisreasontoldhimthatshewasright。Morethanthat,acertainadmirationforherclear-sightednessbegantopossesshim,withthefeelingthathewouldliketohave"shownup"alittlebetterthanhehadinthisinterview。IfChrishadfalleninlovewithHER——butChriswasafoolandwouldn’thaveappreciatedher!
"Butyoumighttalkwithher,MissTrotter,"hesaid,nowcompletelysubdued。"Evenifyoucouldnotreasonheroutofit,youmightfindoutwhatsheexpectsfromthismarriage。Ifyouwouldtalktoherassensiblyasyouhavetome"——
"Itisnotlikelythatshewillseekmyassistanceasyouhave,"
saidMissTrotter,withafaintsmilewhichMr。Caltonthoughtquitepretty,"butIwillseeaboutit。"
WhateverMissTrotterintendedtododidnottranspire。Shecertainlywasinnohurryaboutit,asshedidnotsayanythingtoFridathatday,andthenextafternoonitsochancedthatbusinesstookhertothebankandpost-office。HerwayhomeagainlaythroughtheSummitwoods。ItrecalledtoherthememorableoccasionwhenshewasfirstawitnesstoFrida’sflirtations。
NeitherthatnorMr。Bilson’spresumedgallantries,however,seemedinconsistent,inMissTrotter’sknowledgeoftheworld,withaseriousengagementwithyoungCalton。Shewasneithershockednorhorrifiedbyit,andforthatreasonshehadnotthoughtitnecessarytospeakofittotheelderMr。Calton。
Herpathwoundthroughathicketfragrantwithsyringaandsouthernwood;thefaintperfumewasreminiscentofAtlantichillsides,where,longago,agirlteacher,shehadwalkedwiththegirlpupilsoftheVermontacademy,andkeptthemfromtheshyadvancesofthelocalswains。Shesmiled——alittlesadly——asthethoughtoccurredtoherthatafterthisintervalofyearsitwasagainherbusinesstorestrainthecallowaffections。Shouldsheneverhavethematchmakinginstinctsofhersex;neverbecomethetrustedconfidanteofyouthfulpassion?YoungCaltonhadnotconfessedhispassiontoHER,norhadFridarevealedhersecret。
Onlytheelderbrotherhadappealedtoherhard,practicalcommonsenseagainstsuchsentiment。Wastheresomethinginhermannerthatforbadeit?ShewonderedifitwassomeuneasyconsciousnessofthisqualitywhichhadimpelledhertosnubtheelderCalton,andrebelledagainstit。
Itwasquitewarm;shehadbeenwalkingalittlefasterthanherusualdeliberategait,andcheckedherself,haltinginthewarmbreathofthesyringas。Heresheheardhernamecalledinavoicethatsherecognized,butintonessofaintandsubduedthatitseemedtoherpartofherthoughts。SheturnedquicklyandbeheldChrisCaltonafewfeetfromher,panting,partlyfromrunningandpartlyfromsomenervousembarrassment。Hishandsomebutweakmouthwasexpandedinanapologeticsmile;hisblueeyesshonewithakindofyouthfulappealsoinconsistentwithhislongbrownmustacheandbroadshouldersthatshewasdividedbetweenalaughandseriousconcern。
"Isawyou——gointothewood——butIlostyou,"hesaid,breathingquickly,"andthenwhenIdidseeyouagain——youwerewalkingsofastIhadtorunafteryou。Iwanted——tospeak——toyou——ifyou’llletme。Iwon’tdetainyou——Icanwalkyourway。"
MissTrotterwasalittlesoftened,butnotsomuchastohelphimoutwithhisexplanation。Shedrewherneatskirtsaside,andmadewayforhimonthepathbesideher。
"Yousee,"hewentonnervously,takinglongstridestohershorterones,andoccasionallychangingsidesinhisembarrassment,"mybrotherJimhasbeentalkingtoyouaboutmyengagementtoFrida,andtryingtoputyouagainstherandme。Hesaidasmuchtome,andaddedyouhalfpromisedtohelphim!ButIdidn’tbelievehim——
MissTrotter!——Iknowyouwouldn’tdoit——youhaven’tgotitinyourhearttohurtapoorgirl!Hesayshehaseveryconfidenceinyou——thatyou’reworthadozensuchgirlsassheis,andthatI’mabigfoolorI’dseeit。Idon’tsayyou’renotallhesays,MissTrotter;butI’mnotsuchafoolashethinks,forIknowyourGOODNESStoo。IknowhowyoutendedmewhenIwasill,andhowyousentFridatocomfortme。Youknow,too,——foryou’reawomanyourself,——thatallyoucouldsay,oranybodycould,wouldn’tseparatetwopeoplewholovedeachother。"
MissTrotterforthefirsttimefeltembarrassed,andthismadeheralittleangry。"Idon’tthinkIgaveyourbrotheranyrighttospeakformeorofmeinthismatter,"shesaidicily;"andifyouarequitesatisfied,asyousayyouare,ofyourownaffectionandFrida’s,Idonotseewhyyoushouldcareforanybody’sinterference。"
"Nowyouareangrywithme,"hesaidinadolefulvoicewhichatanyothertimewouldhaveexcitedhermirth;"andI’vejustdoneit。Oh,MissTrotter,don’t!Pleaseforgiveme!Ididn’tmeantosayyourtalkwasnogood。Ididn’tmeantosayyoucouldn’thelpus。Pleasedon’tbemadatme!"
Hereachedouthishand,graspedherslimfingersinhisown,andpressedthem,holdingthemandevenarrestingherpassage。Theactwaswithoutfamiliarityorboldness,andshefeltthattosnatchherhandawaywouldbeanimputationofthatmeaning,insteadoftheboyishimpulsethatpromptedit。Shegentlywithdrewherhandasiftocontinueherwalk,andsaid,withasmile:——
"Thenyouconfessyouneedhelp——inwhatway?"
"Withher!"
MissTrotterstared。"WithHER!"sherepeated。Thiswasanewidea。Wasitpossiblethatthiscommon,ignorantgirlwasplayingandtriflingwithhergoldenopportunity?"Thenyouarenotquitesureofher?"shesaidalittlecoldly。
"She’ssohighspirited,youknow,"hesaidhumbly,"andsoattractive,andifshethoughtmyfriendsobjectedandweresayingunkindthingsofher,——well!"——hethrewouthishandswithasuggestionofhopelessdespair——"there’snoknowingwhatshemightdo。"
MissTrotter’sobviousthoughtwasthatFridaknewonwhichsideherbreadwasbuttered;butrememberingthattheproprietorwasawidower,itoccurredtoherthattheyoungwomanmightalsohaveitbutteredonbothsides。Hermomentaryfancyofunitingtwoloverssomehowweakenedatthissuggestion,andtherewasahardeningofherfaceasshesaid,"Well,ifYOUcan’ttrusther,perhapsyourbrothermayberight。"
"Idon’tsaythat,MissTrotter,"saidChrispleadingly,yetwithaslightwincingatherwords;"YOUcouldconvinceher,ifyouwouldonlytry。Onlyletherseethatshehassomeotherfriendsbesidemyself。Look!MissTrotter,I’llleaveitalltoyou——there!Ifyouwillonlyhelpme,Iwillpromisenottoseeher——nottogonearheragain——untilyouhavetalkedwithher。There!Evenmybrotherwouldnotobjecttothat。Andifhehaseveryconfidenceinyou,I’mshowingyouI’vemore——don’tyousee?Come,now,promise——won’tyou,dearMissTrotter?"Heagaintookherhand,andthistimepressedakissuponherslimfingers。Andthistimeshedidnotwithdrawthem。Indeed,itseemedtoher,inthequickrecurrenceofherprevioussympathy,asifahandhadbeenputintoherlovelesspast,graspingandseekinghersinitsloneliness。
Noneofherschoolfriendshadeverappealedtoherlikethissimple,weak,andlovingyoungman。Perhapsitwasbecausetheywereofherownsex,andshedistrustedthem。
Nevertheless,thismomentaryweaknessdidnotdisturbhergoodcommonsense。Shelookedathimfixedlyforamoment,andthensaid,withafaintsmile,"PerhapsshedoesnottrustYOU。Perhapsyoucannottrustyourself。"
Hefelthimselfreddeningwithastrangeembarrassment。ItwasnotsomuchthequestionthatdisturbedhimastheeyesofMissTrotter;eyesthathehadneverbeforenoticedasbeingsobeautifulintheircolor,clearness,andhalftenderinsight。Hedroppedherhandwithanew-foundtimidity,andyetwithafeelingthathewouldliketoholditlonger。
"Imean,"shesaid,stoppingshortinthetrailatapointwhereafringeofalmostimpenetrable"buckeyes"markedtheextremeedgeofthewoods,——"Imeanthatyouarestillveryyoung,andasFridaisnearlyyourownage,"——shecouldnotresistthispeculiarlyfeminineinnuendo,——"shemaydoubtyourabilitytomarryherinthefaceofopposition;shemayeventhinkmyinterferenceisaproofofit;but,"sheaddedquickly,torelievehisembarrassmentandacertainabstractedlookwithwhichhewasbeginningtoregardher,"Iwillspeaktoher,and,"sheconcludedplayfully,"youmusttaketheconsequences。"
Hesaid"Thankyou,"butnotsoearnestlyashispreviousappealmighthavesuggested,andwiththesameawkwardabstractioninhiseyes。MissTrotterdidnotnoticeit,asherowneyeswereatthatmomentfixeduponapointonthetrailafewrodsaway。"Look,"
shesaidinalowervoice,"ImayhavetheopportunitynowforthereisFridaherselfpassing。"Christurnedinthedirectionofherglance。Itwasindeedtheyounggirlwalkingleisurelyaheadofthem。TherewasnomistakingthesmartpinkcalicogowninwhichFridawaswonttoarrayherrathergenerousfigure,northelongyellowbraidsthathungMarguerite-wisedownherback。Withtheconsciousnessofgoodlookswhichshealwayscarried,therewas,inspiteofheraffectedease,aslightfurtivenessintheoccasionalswiftturnofherhead,asifevadingorseekingobservation。
"Iwillovertakeherandspeaktohernow,"continuedMissTrotter。
"Imaynothavesogoodachanceagaintoseeheralone。Youcanwaithereformyreturn,ifyoulike。"
Chrisstartedoutofhisabstraction。"Stay!"hestammered,withafaint,tentativesmile。"Perhaps——don’tyouthink?——Ihadbettergofirstandtellheryouwanttoseeher。Icansendherhere。
Yousee,shemight"——Hestopped。
MissTrottersmiled。"Itwaspartofyourpromise,youknow,thatyouwereNOTtoseeheragainuntilIhadspoken。Butnomatter!
Haveitasyouwish。Iwillwaithere。Onlybequick。Shehasjustgoneintothegrove。"
Withoutanotherwordtheyoungmanturnedaway,andshepresentlysawhimwalkingtowardthepinegroveintowhichFridahaddisappeared。Thensheclearedaspaceamongthemattedmossandchickweed,and,gatheringherskirtsabouther,satdowntowait。
Theunwontedattitude,thewholesituation,andthepartthatsheseemeddestinedtotakeinthissentimentalcomedyaffectedherlikesomequaintchild’splayoutofherlostyouth,andshesmiled,albeitwithalittleheighteningofcolorandlivelybrighteningofhereyes。Indeed,asshesattherelistlesslyprobingtherootsofthemosseswiththepointofherparasol,thecasualpasser-bymighthavetakenherselffortheheroineofsomelovetryst。Shehadafaintconsciousnessofthisassheglancedtotherightandleft,wonderingwhatanyonefromthehotelwhosawherwouldthinkofhersylvanrendezvous;andastherecollectionofChriskissingherhandsuddenlycamebacktoher,hersmilebecameanervouslaugh,andshefoundherselfactuallyblushing!
Butshewasrecalledtoherselfassuddenly。Chriswasreturning。
Hewaswalkingdirectlytowardsherwithslow,determinedsteps,quitedifferentfromhispreviousnervousagitation,andashedrewnearershesawwithsomeconcernanequallystrangechangeinhisappearance:hiscolorfulfacewaspale,hiseyesfixed,andhelookedtenyearsolder。Sherosequickly。
"Icamebacktotellyou,"hesaid,inavoicefromwhichalltraceofhisformeragitationhadpassed,"thatIrelieveyouofyourpromise。Itwon’tbenecessaryforyoutosee——Frida。Ithankyouallthesame,MissTrotter,"hesaid,avoidinghereyeswithaslightreturntohisboyishmanner。"Itwaskindofyoutopromisetoundertakeafoolisherrandforme,andtowaithere,andthebestthingIcandoistotakemyselfoffnowandkeepyounolonger。Pleasedon’taskmeWHY。SometimeImaytellyou,butnotnow。"
"Thenyouhaveseenher?"askedMissTrotterquickly,premisingFrida’srefusalfromhisface。
Hehesitatedamoment,thenhesaidgravely,"Yes。Don’taskmeanymore,MissTrotter,please。Good-by!"Hepaused,andthen,withaslight,uneasyglancetowardthepinegrove,"Don’tletmekeepyouwaitinghereanylonger。"Hetookherhand,helditlightlyforamoment,andsaid,"Go,now。"
MissTrotter,slightlybewilderedandunsatisfied,neverthelesspassedobedientlyoutintothetrail。Hegazedafterherforamoment,andthenturnedandbeganrapidlytoascendtheslopewherehehadfirstovertakenher,andwassoonoutofsight。MissTrottercontinuedherwayhome;butwhenshehadreachedtheconfinesofthewoodsheturned,asiftakingsomesuddenresolution,andbeganslowlytoretraceherstepsinthedirectionofthepinegrove。Whatsheexpectedtoseethere,possiblyshecouldnothaveexplained;whatsheactuallysawafteramoment’swaitingwerethefiguresofFridaandMr。Bilsonissuingfromtheshade!Herrespectedemployerworeanairofsomewhatostentatiousimportancemingledwithrusticgallantry。Frida’smannerwasalsoconsciouswithgratifiedvanity;andalthoughtheybelievedthemselvesalone,hervoicewasalreadypitchedintoahighkeyofnervousaffectation,indicativeofthepeasant。ButtherewasnothingtosuggestthatChrishaddisturbedthemintheirprivacyandconfidences。Yethehadevidentlyseenenoughtosatisfyhimselfofherfaithlessness。Hadheeversuspecteditbefore?
MissTrotterwaitedonlyuntiltheyhadwellprecededher,andthentookashortercuthome。ShewasquitepreparedthateveningforaninterviewwhichMr。Bilsonrequested。Shefoundhimawkwardandembarrassedinhercool,self-possessedpresence。HesaidhedeemedithisdutytoinformherofhisapproachingmarriagewithMissJansen;butitwasbecausehewisheddistinctlytoassureherthatitwouldmakenodifferenceinMissTrotter’spositioninthehotel,excepttopromotehertotheentirecontroloftheestablishment。HewastobemarriedinSanFranciscoatonce,andheandhiswifeweretogoabroadforayearortwo;indeed,hecontemplatedeventuallyretiringfrombusiness。IfMr。BilsonwasuneasilyconsciousduringthisinterviewthathehadoncepaidattentionstoMissTrotter,whichshehadignored,sheneverbetrayedtheleastrecollectionofit。Shethankedhimforhisconfidenceandwishedhimhappiness。
SuddenaswasthisgoodfortunetoMissTrotter,anindependenceshehadsooftendeservedlylookedforwardto,shewas,nevertheless,keenlyalivetothefactthatshehadattaineditpartlythroughChris’sdisappointmentandunhappiness。Hersanemindtaughtherthatitwasbetterforhim;thathehadbeensavedanill-assortedmarriage;thatthegirlhadvirtuallyrejectedhimforBilsonbeforehehadaskedhermediationthatmorning。Yetthesereasonsfailedtosatisfyherfeelings。ItseemedcrueltoherthattheinterestwhichshehadsuddenlytakeninpoorChrisshouldendsoironicallyindisastertohersentimentandsuccesstohermaterialprosperity。
Shethoughtofhisboyishappealtoher;ofwhatmusthavebeenhisutterdiscomfitureinthediscoveryofFrida’srelationstoMr。
Bilsonthatafternoon,butmoreparticularlyofthesingularchangeithadeffectedinhim。Hownoblyandgentlyhehadtakenhisloss!
Howmuchmorelikeamanhelookedinhisdefeatthaninhispassion!Theelementofrespectwhichhadbeenwantinginherpreviousinterestinhimwasnowpresentinherthoughts。Itpreventedherseekinghimwithperfunctorysympathyandworldlycounsel;itmadeherfeelstrangelyandunaccountablyshyofanyotherexpression。
AsMr。Bilsonevidentlydesiredtoavoidlocalgossipuntilafterhismarriage,hehadenjoinedsecrecyuponher,andshewasalsodebarredfromanynewsofChristhroughhisbrother,who,hadheknownofFrida’sengagement,wouldhavenaturallycometoherforexplanation。ItalsoconvincedherthatChrishimselfhadnotrevealedanythingtohisbrother。
III
WhenthenewsofthemarriagereachedBuckeyeHill,itdidnot,however,makemuchscandal,owing,possibly,tothescantnumberofthesexwhoareapttodisseminateit,andtomanythenameofMissJansenwasunknown。TheintelligencethatMr。Bilsonwouldbeabsentforayear,andthatthesuperiorcontroloftheSummitHotelwoulddevolveuponMissTrotter,DID,however,createastirinthatpracticalbusinesscommunity。Noonedoubtedthewisdomoftheselection。EveryoneknewthattoMissTrotter’stactandintellectthesuccessofthehotelhadbeenmainlydue。Possibly,thesatisfactionofBuckeyeHillwasduetosomethingelse。SlowlyandinsensiblyMissTrotterhadachievedasocialdistinction;thewivesanddaughtersofthebanker,thelawyer,andthepastorhadmademuchofher,andnow,asanindependentwomanofmeans,shestoodfirstinthedistrict。Guestsdeemeditanhonortohaveapersonalinterviewwithher。ThegovernoroftheStateandtheSupremeCourtjudgestreatedherlikeaprivatehostess;middle-
agedMissTrotterwasconsideredaseligibleamatchastheproudestheiressinCalifornia。Theoldromanticfictionofherpastwasrevivedagain,——theyhadknownshewasa"reallady"fromthefirst!Shereceivedtheseattentions,asbecamehersaneintellectandcooltemperament,withoutpride,affectation,orhesitation。OnlyherdarkeyesbrightenedonthedaywhenMr。
Bilson’smarriagewasmadeknown,andshewascalleduponbyJamesCalton。
"Ididyouagreatinjustice,"hesaid,withasmile。
"Idon’tunderstandyou,"sherepliedalittlecoldly。
"Why,thiswomanandhermarriage,"hesaid;"youmusthaveknownsomethingofitallthetime,andperhapshelpeditalongtosaveChris。"
"Youaremistaken,"returnedMissTrottertruthfully。"IknewnothingofMr。Bilson’sintentions。"
"ThenIhavewrongedyoustillmore,"hesaidbriskly,"forI
thoughtatfirstthatyouwereinclinedtohelpChrisinhisfoolishness。NowIseeitwasyourpersuasionsthatchangedhim。"
"Letmetellyouonceforall,Mr。Calton,"shereturnedwithanimpulsiveheatwhichsheregretted,"thatIdidnotinterfereinanywaywithyourbrother’ssuit。Hespoketomeofit,andI
promisedtoseeFrida,butheafterwardsaskedmenotto。Iknownothingofthematter。"
"Well,"laughedMr。Calton,"WHATEVERyoudid,itwasmostefficacious,andyoudiditsograciouslyandtactfullythatithasnotalteredhishighopinionofyou,if,indeed,hehasn’treallytransferredhisaffectionstoyou。"
LuckilyMissTrotterhadherfaceturnedfromhimatthebeginningofthesentence,orhewouldhavenoticedthequickflushthatsuddenlycametohercheekandeyes。Yetforaninstantthiscalm,collectedwomantrembled,notatwhatMr。Caltonmighthavenoticed,butatwhatSHEhadnoticedinHERSELF。Mr。Calton,construinghersilenceandavertedheadintosomeresentmentofhisfamiliarspeech,continuedhurriedly:——
"Imean,don’tyousee,thatIbelievenootherwomancouldhaveinfluencedmybrotherasyouhave。"
"Youmean,Ithink,thathehastakenhisbrokenheartverylightly,"saidMissTrotter,withabitterlittlelaugh,sounlikeherselfthatMr。Caltonwasquiteconcernedatit。
"No,"hesaidgravely。"Ican’tsayTHAT!He’sregularlycutup,youknow!Andchanged;you’dhardlyknowhim。Morelikeagloomycrankthantheeasyfoolheusedtobe,"hewenton,withbrotherlydirectness。"Itwouldn’tbeabadthing,youknow,ifyoucouldmanagetoseehim,MissTrotter!Infact,ashe’soffhisfeed,andhassometroublewithhisarmagain,owingtoallthis,I
reckon,I’vebeenthinkingofadvisinghimtocomeuptothehoteloncemoretillhe’sbetter。SolongasSHE’Sgoneitwouldbeallright,youknow!"
BythistimeMissTrotterwasherselfagain。Shereasoned,orthoughtshedid,thatthiswasaquestionofthebusinessofthehotel,anditwasclearlyherdutytoassenttoChris’scoming。
Thestrangeyetpleasurabletimiditywhichpossessedheratthethoughtsheignoredcompletely。
Hecamethenextday。Luckily,shewassomuchshockedbythechangeinhisappearancethatitleftnoroomforanyotherembarrassmentinthemeeting。Hisfacehadlostitsfreshcolorandroundoutline;thelinesofhismouthweredrawnwithpainandaccentedbyhisdroopingmustache;hiseyes,whichhadsoughtherswithasingularseriousness,nolongerworethelookofsympatheticappealwhichhadoncesoexasperatedher,butwerefilledwithanolderexperience。Indeed,heseemedtohaveapproximatedsoneartoherownagethat,byoneofthoseparadoxesoftheemotions,shefeltherselfmuchyounger,andinsmileandeyeshowedit;atwhichhecoloredfaintly。Butshekepthersympathyandinquirieslimitedtohisphysicalhealth,andmadenoallusiontohispastexperiences;indeed,ignoringanyconnectionbetweenthetwo。Hehadbeenshockinglycarelessinhisconvalescence,hadhadarelapseinconsequence,anddeservedagoodscolding!Hisrelapsewasareflectionupontheefficacyofthehotelasaperfectcure!
Sheshouldtreathimmoreseverelynow,andallowhimnoindulgences!IdonotknowthatMissTrotterintendedanythingcovert,buttheireyesmetandhecoloredagain。Ignoringthisalso,andpromisingtolookafterhimoccasionally,shequietlywithdrew。
ButaboutthistimeitwasnoticedthatachangetookplaceinMissTrotter。Alwaysscrupulouslycorrect,andevensevereinherdress,sheallowedherselfcertainprivilegesofcolor,style,andmaterial。She,whohadalwaysaffecteddarkshadesandstiffwhitecuffsandcollars,cameoutindelicatetintsandlaces,whichlentabrilliancytoherdarkeyesandshortcrispblackcurls,slightlytingedwithgray。Onewarmsummereveningshestartledeveryonebyappearinginwhite,possiblyareminiscenceofheryouthattheVermontacademy。Themasculinegueststhoughtitprettyandattractive;eventhewomenforgaveherwhattheybelievedanaturalexpressionofherprosperityandnewcondition,butregrettedatastesoinconsistentwithherage。Forallthat,MissTrotterhadneverlookedsocharming,andthefaintautumnalglowinherfacemadenooneregretherpassingsummer。
OneeveningshefoundChrissomuchbetterthathewassittingonthebalcony,butstillsodepressedthatshewascompelledsofartoovercomethesingulartimidityshehadfeltinhispresenceastoaskhimtocomeintoherownlittledrawing-room,ostensiblytoavoidthecoolnightair。Itwastheformer"card-room"ofthehotel,butnowfittedwithfemininetasteandprettiness。Shearrangedaseatforhimonthesofa,whichhetookwithacertainbrusqueboyishsurliness,thelastvestigeofhisyouth。
"It’sverykindofyoutoinvitemeinhere,"hebeganbitterly,"whenyouaresorunafterbyeveryone,andtoleaveJudgeFletcherjustnowtotalktome,butIsupposeyouaresimplypityingmeforbeingafool!"
"Ithoughtyouwereimprudentinexposingyourselftothenightaironthebalcony,andIthinkJudgeFletcherisoldenoughtotakecareofhimself,"shereturned,withthefaintesttouchofcoquetry,andasmilewhichwasquiteasmuchanamusedrecognitionofthatqualityinherselfasanythingelse。
"AndI’mababywhocan’t,"hesaidangrily。Afterapauseheburstoutabruptly:"MissTrotter,willyouanswermeonequestion?"
"Goon,"shesaidsmilingly。
"Didyouknow——that——womanwasengagedtoBilsonwhenIspoketoyouinthewood?"
"No!"sheansweredquickly,butwithoutthesharpresentmentshehadshownathisbrother’ssuggestion。"IonlyknewitwhenMr。
Bilsontoldmethesameevening。"
"AndIonlyknewitwhennewscameoftheirmarriage,"hesaidbitterly。
"Butyoumusthavesuspectedsomethingwhenyousawthemtogetherinthewood,"sheresponded。
"WhenIsawthemtogetherinthewood?"herepeateddazedly。
MissTrotterwasstartled,andstoppedshort。Wasitpossiblehehadnotseenthemtogether?Shewasshockedthatshehadspoken;
butitwastoolatetowithdrawherwords。"Yes,"shewentonhurriedly,"IthoughtthatwaswhyyoucamebacktosaythatIwasnottospeaktoher。"
Helookedatherfixedly,andsaidslowly:"Youthoughtthat?
Well,listentome。IsawNOONE!Iknewnothingofthis!I
suspectednothing!IreturnedbeforeIhadreachedthewood——
because——because——Ihadchangedmymind!"
"Changedyourmind!"sherepeatedwonderingly。
"Yes!Changedmymind!Icouldn’tstanditanylonger!Ididnotlovethegirl——Ineverlovedher——Iwassickofmyfolly。Sickofdeceivingyouandmyselfanylonger。NowyouknowwhyIdidn’tgointothewood,andwhyIdidn’tcarewhereshewasnorwhowaswithher!"
"Idon’tunderstand,"shesaid,liftinghercleareyestohiscoldly。
"Ofcourseyoudon’t,"hesaidbitterly。"Ididn’tunderstandmyself!Andwhenyoudounderstandyouwillhateanddespiseme——
ifyoudonotlaughatmeforaconceitedfool!Hearmeout,MissTrotter,forIamspeakingthetruthtoyounow,ifIneverspokeitbefore。Ineveraskedthegirltomarryme!IneversaidtoHERhalfwhatItoldtoYOU,andwhenIaskedyoutointercedewithher,Ineverwantedyoutodoit——andneverexpectedyouwould。"
"MayIaskWHYyoudiditthen?"saidMissTrotter,withanacerbitywhichsheputontohideavague,tantalizingconsciousness。
"YouwouldnotbelievemeifItoldyou,andyouwouldhatemeifyoudid。"Hestopped,and,lockinghisfingerstogether,threwhishandsoverthebackofthesofaandleanedtowardher。"Youneverlikedme,MissTrotter,"hesaidmorequietly;"notfromthefirst!
FromthedaythatIwasbroughttothehotel,whenyoucametoseeme,Icouldseethatyoulookeduponmeasafoolish,pettedboy。
WhenItriedtocatchyoureye,youlookedatthedoctor,andtookyourspeechfromhim。AndyetIthoughtIhadneverseenawomansogreatandperfectasyouwere,andwhosesympathyIlongedsomuchtohave。Youmaynotbelieveme,butIthoughtyouwereaqueen,foryouwerethefirstladyIhadeverseen,andyouweresodifferentfromtheothergirlsIknew,orthewomenwhohadbeenkindtome。Youmaylaugh,butit’sthetruthI’mtellingyou,MissTrotter!"
Hehadrelapsedcompletelyintohisoldpleading,boyishway——ithadstruckherevenashehadpleadedtoherforFrida!
"Iknewyoudidn’tlikemethatdayyoucametochangethebandages。Althougheverytouchofyourhandsseemedtoeasemypain,youdiditsocoldlyandprecisely;andalthoughIlongedtokeepyoutherewithme,youscarcelywaitedtotakemythanks,butleftmeasifyouhadonlydoneyourdutytoastranger。Andworstofall,"hewentonmorebitterly,"thedoctorknewittoo——guessedhowIfelttowardyou,andlaughedatmeformyhopelessness!Thatmademedesperate,andputmeuptoactthefool。Idid!Yes,MissTrotter;IthoughtitmightyclevertoappeartobeinlovewithFrida,andtogethimtoasktohaveherattendmeregularly。
Andwhenyousimplyconsented,withoutawordorthoughtaboutitandme,IknewIwasnothingtoyou。"
MissTrotterfeltasuddenthrill。TherecollectionofDr。
Duchesne’sstrangescrutinyofher,ofherownmistake,whichshenowknewmighthavebeenthetruth——flashedacrossherconfusedconsciousnessinswiftcorroborationofhiswords。ItwasaDOUBLE
revelationtoher;forwhatelsewasthemeaningofthissubtle,insidious,benumbingsweetnessthatwasnowcreepingoverhersenseandspiritandholdingherfast。Shefeltsheoughttolistennolonger——tospeak——tosaysomething——togetup——toturnandconfronthimcoldly——butshewaspowerless。Herreasontoldherthatshehadbeenthevictimofatrick——thathavingdeceivedheronce,hemightbedoingsoagain;butshecouldnotbreakthespellthatwasuponher,nordidshewantto。Shemustknowtheculminationofthisconfession,whosepreamblethrilledhersostrangely。
"Thegirlwaskindandsympathetic,"hewenton,"butIwasnotsogreatafoolasnottoknowthatshewasaflirtandaccustomedtoattention。IsupposeitwasinmydesperationthatItoldmybrother,thinkinghewouldtellyou,ashedid。Hewouldnottellmewhatyousaidtohim,exceptthatyouseemedtobeindignantatthethoughtthatIwasonlyflirtingwithFrida。ThenIresolvedtospeakwithyoumyself——andIdid。Iknowitwasastupid,clumsycontrivance。ItneverseemedsostupidbeforeIspoketoyou。Itneverseemedsowickedaswhenyoupromisedtohelpme,andyoureyesshoneonmeforthefirsttimewithkindness。AnditneverseemedsohopelessaswhenIfoundyoutouchedwithmyloveforanother。YouwonderwhyIkeptupthisdeceituntilyoupromised。Well,Ihadpreparedthebittercupmyself——IthoughtI
oughttodrinkittothedregs。"
Sheturnedquietly,passionately,and,standingup,facedhimwithalittlecry。"WhyareyoutellingmethisNOW?"
Herosetoo,andcatchingherhandsinhis,said,withawhiteface,"BecauseIloveyou。"……
Halfanhourlater,whentheunder-housekeeperwassummonedtoreceiveMissTrotter’sorders,shefoundthatladyquietlywritingatthetable。AmongtheordersshereceivedwasthenotificationthatMr。Calton’sroomswouldbevacatedthenextday。Whentheservant,who,likemostofherclass,wasdevotedtothegood-
natured,good-looking,liberalChris,askedwithsomeconcerniftheyounggentlemanwasnobetter,MissTrotter,withequalplacidity,answeredthatitwashisintentiontoputhimselfunderthecareofaspecialistinSanFrancisco,andthatshe,MissTrotter,fullyapprovedofhiscourse。Shefinishedherletter,——
theservantnoticedthatitwasaddressedtoMr。BilsonatParis,——
and,handingittoher,badethatitshouldbegiventoagroom,withorderstorideovertotheSummitpost-officeatoncetocatchthelastpost。Asthehousekeeperturnedtogo,sheagainreferredtothedepartingguest。"Itseemssuchapity,ma’am,thatMr。
Caltoncouldn’tstay,ashealwayssaidyoudidhimsomuchgood。"
MissTrottersmiledaffably。Butwhenthedoorclosedshegaveahystericallittlelaugh,andthen,droppingherhandsomegray-
streakedheadinherslimhands,criedlikeagirl——or,indeed,asshehadnevercriedwhenagirl。
WhenthenewsofMr。Calton’sdeparturebecameknownthenextday,someladyguestsregrettedthelossofthismosteligibleyoungbachelor。MissTrotteragreedwiththem,withtheconsolingsuggestionthathemightreturnforadayortwo。Hedidreturnforaday;itwasthoughtthatthechangetoSanFranciscohadgreatlybenefitedhim,thoughsomebelievedhewouldbeaninvalidallhislife。
MeantimeMissTrotterattendedregularlytoherduties,withthedifference,perhaps,thatshebecamedailymoresociallypopularandperhapslesssevereinherreceptionoftheattentionsofthemasculineguests。ItwasfinallywhisperedthatthegreatJudgeBoompointerwasaseriousrivalofJudgeFletcherforherhand。
When,threemonthslater,someexcitementwascausedbytheintelligencethatMr。Bilsonwasreturningtotakechargeofhishotel,owingtotheresignationofMissTrotter,whoneededacompletechange,everybodyknewwhatthatmeant。AfewwerereadytonamethedaywhenshewouldbecomeMrs。Boompointer;othershadseentheengagementringofJudgeFletcheronherslimfinger。
NeverthelessMissTrottermarriedneither,andbythetimeMr。andMrs。Bilsonhadreturnedshehadtakenherholiday,andtheSummitHouseknewhernomore。
Threeyearslater,andataforeignSpa,thousandsofmilesdistantfromthesceneofherformertriumphs,MissTrotterreappearedasahandsome,stately,gray-hairedstranger,whosearistocraticbearingdeeplyimpressedafewofherowncountrymenwhowitnessedherarrival,andbelievedhertobeagrandduchessattheleast。Theywerestillmoreconvincedofhersuperioritywhentheysawherwelcomedbythewell-knownBaronessX。,andafterwardsengagedinaveryconfidentialconversationwiththatlady。Buttheywouldhavebeenstillmoresurprisedhadtheyknownthetenorofthatconversation。
"IamafraidyouwillfindtheSpaveryemptyjustnow,"saidthebaronesscritically。"Butthereareafewofyourcompatriotshere,however,andtheyarealwaysamusing。Youseethatsomewhatfadedblondesittingquitealoneinthatarbor?Thatisherpositiondayafterday,whileherhusbandopenlyflirtsorisflirtedwithbyhalfthewomenhere。QuitetheoppositeexperienceonehasofAmericanwomen,whereit’salltheotherway,isitnot?
Andthereisanoddstoryaboutherwhichmayaccountfor,ifitdoesnotexcuse,herhusband’sneglect。They’reveryrich,buttheysayshewasoriginallyamereservantinahotel。"
"YouforgetthatItoldyouIwasonceonlyahousekeeperinone,"
saidMissTrotter,smiling。
"Nonsense。Imeanthatthiswomanwasamerepeasant,andfrightfullyignorantatthat!"
MissTrotterputuphereyeglass,and,afteramoment’sscrutiny,saidgently,"Ithinkyouarealittlesevere。Iknowher;it’saMrs。Bilson。"
"No,mydear。Youarequitewrong。ThatwasthenameofherFIRST
husband。Iamtoldshewasawidowwhomarriedagain——quiteafascinatingyoungman,andevidentlyhersuperior——thatiswhatissofunny。SheisaMrs。Calton——’Mrs。ChrisCalton,’asshecallsherself。"
"Isherhusband——Mr。Calton——here?"saidMissTrotterafterapause,inastillgentlervoice。
"Naturallynot。HehasgoneonanexcursionwithapartyofladiestotheSchwartzberg。Hereturnsto-morrow。YouwillfindHERverystupid,butHEisveryjolly,thoughalittlespoiledbywomen。
Whydowealwaysspoilthem?"
MissTrottersmiled,andpresentlyturnedthesubject。ButthebaronesswasgreatlydisappointedtofindthenextdaythatanunexpectedtelegramhadobligedMissTrottertoleavetheSpawithoutmeetingtheCaltons。