OISIN’SMOTHER
  CHAPTERI
  EVENINGwasdrawingnigh,andtheFianna-Finnhaddecidedtohuntnomorethatday。Thehoundswerewhistledtoheel,andasober,homewardmarchbegan。Formenwillwalksoberlyintheevening,howevertheygointheday,anddogswilltakethemoodfromtheirmasters。Theywerepacingso,throughthegolden-shafted,tender-colouredeve,whenafawnleapedsuddenlyfromcovert,and,withthatleap,allquietnessvanished:themenshouted,thedogsgavetongue,andafuriouschasecommenced。
  Fionnlovedachaseatanyhour,and,withBranandSceo’lan,heoutstrippedthemenanddogsofhistroop,untilnothingremainedinthelimpidworldbutFionn,thetwohounds,andthenimble,beautifulfawn。These,andtheoccasionalboulders,roundwhichtheyraced,oroverwhichtheyscrambled;thesolitarytreewhichdozedaloofandbeautifulinthepath,theoccasionalclumpoftreesthathivedsweetshadowasahivehoardshoney,andtherustlinggrassthatstretchedtoinfinity,andthatmovedandcreptandswungunderthebreezeinendless,rhythmicbillowings。
  InhiswildestmomentFionnwasthoughtful,andnow,althoughrunninghard,hewasthoughtful。Therewasnomovementofhisbelovedhoundsthathedidnotknow;notatwitchorflingofthehead,notacockoftheearsortailthatwasnotsignificanttohim。Butonthischasewhateversignsthedogsgavewerenotunderstoodbytheirmaster。
  Hehadneverseentheminsucheagerflight。Theywerealmostutterlyabsorbedinit,buttheydidnotwhinewitheagerness,nordidtheycastanyglancetowardshimfortheencouragingwordwhichheneverfailedtogivewhentheysoughtit。
  Theydidlookathim,butitwasalookwhichhecouldnotcomprehend。Therewasaquestionandastatementinthosedeepeyes,andhecouldnotunderstandwhatthatquestionmightbe,norwhatitwastheysoughttoconvey。Nowandagainoneofthedogsturnedaheadinfullflight,andstared,notatFionn,butdistantlybackwards,overthespreadingandswellingplainwheretheircompanionsofthehunthaddisappeared。"Theyarelookingfortheotherhounds,"saidFionn。
  "Andyettheydonotgivetongue!Tongueit,aVran!"heshouted,"Bellitout,aHeo’lan!"
  Itwasthentheylookedathim,thelookwhichhecouldnotunderstandandhadneverseenonachase。Theydidnottongueit,norbellit,buttheyaddedsilencetosilenceandspeedtospeed,untiltheleangreybodieswereonepuckerandlashingofmovement。
  Fionnmarvelled。"Theydonotwanttheotherdogstohearortocomeonthischase,"hemurmured,andhewonderedwhatmightbepassingwithinthoseslenderheads。
  "Thefawnrunswell,"histhoughtcontinued。"Whatisit,aVran,myheart?Afterher,aHeo’lan!Histandaway,myloves!"
  "Thereisgoingandtospareinthatbeastyet,"hismindwenton。"Sheisnotstretchedtothefull,norhalfstretched。ShemayoutrunevenBran,"hethoughtragingly。
  Theywereracingthroughasmoothvalleyinasteady,beautiful,speedyflightwhen,suddenly,thefawnstoppedandlayonthegrass,anditlaywiththecalmofananimalthathasnofear,andtheleisureofonethatisnotpressed。
  "Hereisachange,"saidFionn,staringinastonishment。
  "Sheisnotwinded,"hesaid。"Whatisshelyingdownfor?"ButBranandSceo’landidnotstop;theyaddedanotherinchtotheirlong-stretchedeasybodies,andcameuponthefawn。
  "Itisaneasykill,"saidFionnregretfully。"Theyhaveher,"hecried。
  Buthewasagainastonished,forthedogsdidnotkill。Theyleapedandplayedaboutthefawn,lickingitsface,andrubbingdelightednosesagainstitsneck。
  Fionncameupthen。Hislongspearwasloweredinhisfistatthethrust,andhissharpknifewasinitssheath,buthedidnotusethem,forthefawnandthetwohoundsbegantoplayroundhim,andthefawnwasasaffectionatetowardshimasthehoundswere;
  sothatwhenavelvetnosewasthrustinhispalm,itwasasoftenafawn’smuzzleasahound’s。
  InthatjoyouscompanyhecametowideAllenofLeinster,wherethepeopleweresurprisedtoseethehoundsandthefawnandtheChiefandnoneotherofthehuntersthathadsetoutwiththem。
  Whentheothersreachedhome,theChieftoldofhischase,anditwasagreedthatsuchafawnmustnotbekilled,butthatitshouldbekeptandwelltreated,andthatitshouldbethepetfawnoftheFianna。ButsomeofthosewhorememberedBrah’sparentagethoughtthatasBranherselfhadcomefromtheShisothisfawnmighthavecomeoutoftheShialso。
  CHAPTERII
  Latethatnight,whenhewaspreparingforrest,thedoorofFionn’schamberopenedgentlyandayoungwomancameintotheroom。Thecaptainstaredather,ashewellmight,forhehadneverseenorimaginedtoseeawomansobeautifulasthiswas。
  Indeed,shewasnotawoman,butayounggirl,andherbearingwassogentlynoble,herlooksomodestlyhigh,thatthechampiondaredscarcelylookather,althoughhecouldnotbyanymeanshavelookedaway。
  Asshestoodwithinthedoorway,smiling,andshyasaflower,beautifullytimidasafawn,theChiefcommunedwithhisheart。
  "SheistheSky-womanoftheDawn,"hesaid。"Sheisthelightonthefoam。Sheiswhiteandodorousasanapple-blossom。Shesmellsofspiceandhoney。Sheismybelovedbeyondthewomenoftheworld。Sheshallneverbetakenfromme。"
  Andthatthoughtwasdelightandanguishtohim:delightbecauseofsuchsweetprospect,anguishbecauseitwasnotyetrealised,andmightnotbe。
  Asthedogshadlookedathimonthechasewithalookthathedidnotunderstand,soshelookedathim,andinherregardtherewasaquestionthatbaffledhimandastatementwhichhecouldnotfollow。
  Hespoketoherthen,masteringhishearttodoit。
  "Idonotseemtoknowyou,"hesaid。
  "Youdonotknowmeindeed,"shereplied。
  "Itisthemorewonderful,"hecontinuedgently,"forIshouldknoweverypersonthatishere。Whatdoyourequirefromme?"
  "Ibegyourprotection,royalcaptain。"
  "Igivethattoall,"heanswered。"Againstwhomdoyoudesireprotection?"
  "IaminterroroftheFearDoirche。"
  "TheDarkManoftheShi?"
  "Heismyenemy,"shesaid。
  "Heisminenow,"saidFionn。"Tellmeyourstory。"
  "MynameisSaeve,andIamawomanofFaery,"shecommenced。"IntheShi’manymengavemetheirlove,butIgavemylovetonomanofmycountry。"
  "Thatwasnotreasonable,"theotherchidedwithablitheheart。
  "Iwascontented,"shereplied,"andwhatwedonotwantwedonotlack。Butifmylovewentanywhereitwenttoamortal,amanofthemenofIreland。"
  "Bymyhand,"saidFionninmortaldistress,"Imarvelwhothatmancanbe!"
  "Heisknowntoyou,"shemurmured。"IlivedthusinthepeaceofFaery,hearingoftenofmymortalchampion,fortherumourofhisgreatdeedshadgonethroughtheShi’,untiladaycamewhentheBlackMagicianoftheMenofGodputhiseyeonme,and,afterthatday,inwhateverdirectionIlookedIsawhiseye。"
  Shestoppedatthat,andtheterrorthatwasinherheartwasonherface。"Heiseverywhere,"shewhispered。"Heisinthebushes,andonthehill。Helookedupatmefromthewater,andhestareddownonmefromthesky。Hisvoicecommandsoutofthespaces,anditdemandssecretlyintheheart。Heisnothereorthere,heisinallplacesatalltimes。Icannotescapefromhim,"shesaid,"andIamafraid,"andatthatsheweptnoiselesslyandstaredonFionn。
  "Heismyenemy,"Fionngrowled。"Inamehimasmyenemy。"
  "Youwillprotectme,"sheimplored。
  "WhereIamlethimnotcome,"saidFionn。"Ialsohaveknowledge。IamFionn,thesonofUail,thesonofBaiscne,amanamongmenandagodwherethegodsare。"
  "Heaskedmeinmarriage,"shecontinued,"butmymindwasfullofmyowndearhero,andIrefusedtheDarkMan。"
  "Thatwasyourright,andIswearbymyhandthatifthemanyoudesireisaliveandunmarriedheshallmarryyouorhewillanswertomefortherefusal。"
  "Heisnotmarried,"saidSaeve,"andyouhavesmallcontroloverhim。"TheChieffrownedthoughtfully。"ExcepttheHighKingandthekingsIhaveauthorityinthisland。"
  "Whatmanhasauthorityoverhimself?"saidSaeve。
  "DoyoumeanthatIamthemanyouseek?"saidFionn。
  "ItistoyourselfIgavemylove,"shereplied。"Thisisgoodnews,"Fionncriedjoyfully,"forthemomentyoucamethroughthedoorIlovedanddesiredyou,andthethoughtthatyouwishedforanothermanwentintomyheartlikeasword。"Indeed,FionnlovedSaeveashehadnotlovedawomanbeforeandwouldneverloveoneagain。Helovedherashehadneverlovedanythingbefore。Hecouldnotbeartobeawayfromher。Whenhesawherhedidnotseetheworld,andwhenhesawtheworldwithoutheritwasasthoughhesawnothing,orasifhelookedonaprospectthatwasbleakanddepressing。ThebellingofastaghadbeenmusictoFionn,butwhenSaevespokethatwassoundenoughforhim。Hehadlovedtohearthecuckoocallinginthespringfromthetreethatishighestinthehedge,ortheblackbird’sjollywhistleinanautumnbush,orthethin,sweetenchantmentthatcomestothemindwhenalarkthrillsoutofsightintheairandthehushedfieldslistentothesong。Buthiswife’svoicewassweetertoFionnthanthesingingofalark。
  Shefilledhimwithwonderandsurmise。Therewasmagicinthetipsofherfingers。Herthinpalmravishedhim。Herslenderfootsethisheartbeating;andwhateverwayherheadmovedtherecameanewshapeofbeautytoherface。
  "Sheisalwaysnew,"saidFionn。"Sheisalwaysbetterthananyotherwoman;sheisalwaysbetterthanherself。"
  HeattendednomoretotheFianna。Heceasedtohunt。Hedidnotlistentothesongsofpoetsorthecurioussayingsofmagicians,forallofthesewereinhiswife,andsomethingthatwasbeyondthesewasinheralso。
  "Sheisthisworldandthenextone;sheiscompletion,"saidFionn。
  CHAPTERIII
  IthappenedthatthemenofLochlanncameonanexpeditionagainstIreland。AmonstrousfleetroundedthebluffsofBenEdair,andtheDaneslandedthere,toprepareanattackwhichwouldrenderthemmastersofthecountry。FionnandtheFianna-Finnmarchedagainstthem。HedidnotlikethemenofLochlannatanytime,butthistimehemovedagainsttheminwrath,fornotonlyweretheyattackingIreland,buttheyhadcomebetweenhimandthedeepestjoyhislifehadknown。
  Itwasahardfight,butashortone。TheLochlannachsweredrivenbacktotheirships,andwithinaweektheonlyDanesremaininginIrelandwerethosethathadbeenburiedthere。
  Thatfinished,heleftthevictoriousFiannaandreturnedswiftlytotheplainofAllen,forhecouldnotbeartobeoneunnecessarydaypartedfromSaeve。
  "Youarenotleavingus!"exclaimedGollmacMorna。
  "Imustgo,"Fionnreplied。
  "Youwillnotdesertthevictoryfeast,"Conanreproachedhim。
  "Staywithus,Chief,"Caeltebegged。
  "WhatisafeastwithoutFionn?"theycomplained。
  Buthewouldnotstay。
  "Bymyhand,"hecried,"Imustgo。Shewillbelookingformefromthewindow。"
  "Thatwillhappenindeed,"Golladmitted。
  "Thatwillhappen,"criedFionn。"Andwhensheseesmefaroutontheplain,shewillrunthroughthegreatgatetomeetme。"
  "Itwouldbethequeerwifewouldneglectthatrun,"Cona’ngrowled。
  "Ishallholdherhandagain,"FionnentrustedtoCaelte’sear。
  "Youwilldothat,surely。"
  "Ishalllookintoherface,"hislordinsisted。ButhesawthatnotevenbelovedCaelteunderstoodthemeaningofthat,andheknewsadlyandyetproudlythatwhathemeantcouldnotbeexplainedbyanyoneandcouldnotbecomprehendedbyanyone。
  "Youareinlove,dearheart,"saidCaelte。
  "Inloveheis,"Cona’ngrumbled。"Acordialforwomen,adiseaseformen,astateofwretchedness。"
  "Wretchedintruth,"theChiefmurmured。"LovemakesuspoorWehavenoteyesenoughtoseeallthatistobeseen,norhandsenoughtoseizethetenthofallwewant。WhenIlookinhereyesIamtormentedbecauseIamnotlookingatherlips,andwhenI
  seeherlipsmysoulcriesout,’Lookathereyes,lookathereyes。’"
  "Thatishowithappens,"saidGollrememberingly。
  "Thatwayandnoother,"Caelteagreed。
  Andthechampionslookedbackwardsintimeontheselipsandthose,andknewtheirChiefwouldgo。
  WhenFionncameinsightofthegreatkeephisbloodandhisfeetquickened,andnowandagainhewavedaspearintheair。
  "Shedoesnotseemeyet,"hethoughtmournfully。
  "Shecannotseemeyet,"heamended,reproachinghimself。
  Buthismindwastroubled,forhethoughtalso,orhefeltwithoutthinking,thathadthepositionsbeenchangedhewouldhaveseenherattwicethedistance。
  "ShethinksIhavebeenunabletogetawayfromthebattle,orthatIwasforcedtoremainforthefeast。"
  And,withoutthinkingit,hethoughtthathadthepositionsbeenchangedhewouldhaveknownthatnothingcouldretaintheonethatwasabsent。
  "Women,"hesaid,"areshamefaced,theydonotliketoappeareagerwhenothersareobservingthem。"
  Butheknewthathewouldnothaveknownifotherswereobservinghim,andthathewouldnothavecaredaboutitifhehadknown。
  AndheknewthathisSaevewouldnothaveseen,andwouldnothavecaredforanyeyesthanhis。
  Hegrippedhisspearonthatreflection,andranashehadnotruninhislife,sothatitwasapanting,dishevelledmanthatracedheavilythroughthegatesofthegreatDun。
  WithintheDuntherewasdisorder。Servantswereshoutingtooneanother,andwomenwererunningtoandfroaimlessly,wringingtheirhandsandscreaming;and,whentheysawtheChampion,thosenearesttohimranaway,andtherewasageneraleffortonthepartofeverypersontogetbehindeveryotherperson。ButFionncaughttheeyeofhisbutler,GarivCrona’n,theRoughBuzzer,andheldit。
  "Comeyouhere,"hesaid。
  AndtheRoughBuzzercametohimwithoutasinglebuzzinhisbody。
  "WhereistheFlowerofAllen?"hismasterdemanded。
  "Idonotknow,master,"theterrifiedservantreplied。
  "Youdonotknow!"saidFionn。"Tellwhatyoudoknow。"
  Andthemantoldhimthisstory。
  CHAPTERIV
  "Whenyouhadbeenawayforadaytheguardsweresurprised。TheywerelookingfromtheheightsoftheDun,andtheFlowerofAllenwaswiththem。She,forshehadaquest’seye,calledoutthatthemasteroftheFiannawascomingovertheridgestotheDun,andsheranfromthekeeptomeetyou。"
  "ItwasnotI,"saidFionn。
  "Itboreyourshape,"repliedGarivCronan。"Ithadyourarmourandyourface,andthedogs,BranandSceo’lan,werewithit。"
  "Theywerewithme,"saidFionn。
  "Theyseemedtobewithit,"saidtheservanthumbly"Tellusthistale,"criedFionn。
  "Weweredistrustful,"theservantcontinued。"WehadneverknownFionntoreturnfromacombatbeforeithadbeenfought,andweknewyoucouldnothavereachedBenEdarorencounteredtheLochlannachs。Soweurgedourladytoletusgoouttomeetyou,buttoremainherselfintheDun。"
  "Itwasgoodurging,"Fionnassented。
  "Shewouldnotbeadvised,"theservantwailed。"Shecriedtous,’Letmegotomeetmylove’。"
  "Alas!"saidFionn。
  "Shecriedonus,’Letmegotomeetmyhusband,thefatherofthechildthatisnotborn。’"
  "Alas!"groaneddeep-woundedFionn。"Sherantowardsyourappearancethathadyourarmsstretchedouttoher。"
  AtthatwiseFionnputhishandbeforehiseyes,seeingallthathappened。
  "Tellonyourtale,"saidhe。
  "Sherantothosearms,andwhenshereachedthemthefigurelifteditshand。Ittouchedherwithahazelrod,and,whilewelooked,shedisappeared,andwhereshehadbeentherewasafawnstandingandshivering。ThefawnturnedandboundedtowardsthegateoftheDun,butthehoundsthatwerebyflewafterher。"
  Fionnstaredonhimlikealostman。
  "Theytookherbythethroat——"theshiveringservantwhispered。
  "Ah!"criedFionninaterriblevoice。
  "AndtheydraggedherbacktothefigurethatseemedtobeFionn。
  Threetimesshebrokeawayandcameboundingtous,andthreetimesthedogstookherbythethroatanddraggedherback。"
  "Youstoodtolook!"theChiefsnarled。
  "No,master,weran,butshevanishedaswegottoher;thegreathoundsvanishedaway,andthatbeingthatseemedtobeFionndisappearedwiththem。Wewereleftintheroughgrass,staringaboutusandateachother,andlisteningtothemoanofthewindandtheterrorofourhearts。"
  "Forgiveus,dearmaster,"theservantcried。Butthegreatcaptainmadehimnoanswer。Hestoodasthoughheweredumbandblind,andnowandagainhebeatterriblyonhisbreastwithhisclosedfist,asthoughhewouldkillthatwithinhimwhichshouldbedeadandcouldnotdie。Hewentso,beatingonhisbreast,tohisinnerroomintheDun,andhewasnotseenagainfortherestofthatday,noruntilthesunroseoverMoyLife’inthemorning。
  CHAPTERV
  Formanyyearsafterthattime,whenhewasnotfightingagainsttheenemiesofIreland,FionnwassearchingandhuntingthroughthelengthandbreadthofthecountryinthehopethathemightagainchanceonhislovelyladyfromtheShi’。Throughallthattimehesleptinmiseryeachnightandheroseeachdaytogrief。
  Wheneverhehuntedhebroughtonlythehoundsthathetrusted,BranandSceo’lan,Lomaire,Brod,andLomlu;forifafawnwaschasedeachofthesefivegreatdogswouldknowifthatwasafawntobekilledoronetobeprotected,andsotherewassmalldangertoSaeveandasmallhopeoffindingher。
  Once,whensevenyearshadpassedinfruitlesssearch,FionnandthechiefnoblesoftheFiannawerehuntingBenGulbain。AllthehoundsoftheFiannawereout,forFionnhadnowgivenuphopeofencounteringtheFlowerofAllen。Asthehuntsweptalongthesidesofthehilltherearoseagreatoutcryofhoundsfromanarrowplacehighontheslopeand,overallthatuproartherecamethesavagebayingofFionn’sowndogs。
  "Whatisthisfor?"saidFionn,andwithhiscompanionshepressedtothespotwhencethenoisecame。
  "TheyarefightingallthehoundsoftheFianna,"criedachampion。
  Andtheywere。Thefivewisehoundswereinacircleandweregivingbattletoanhundreddogsatonce。Theywerebristlingandterrible,andeachbitefromthosegreat,keenjawswaswoetothebeastthatreceivedit。Nordidtheyfightinsilenceaswastheircustomandtraining,butbetweeneachonslaughtthegreatheadswereuplifted,andtheypealedloudly,mournfully,urgently,fortheirmaster。
  "Theyarecallingonme,"heroared。
  Andwiththatheran,ashehadonlyoncebeforerun,andthemenwhowerenightohimwentracingastheywouldnothaverunfortheirlives。Theycametothenarrowplaceontheslopeofthemountain,andtheysawthefivegreathoundsinacirclekeepingofftheotherdogs,andinthemiddleoftheringalittleboywasstanding。Hehadlong,beautifulhair,andhewasnaked。Hewasnotdauntedbytheterriblecombatandclamourofthehounds。
  Hedidnotlookatthehounds,buthestaredlikeayoungprinceatFionnandthechampionsastheyrushedtowardshimscatteringthepackwiththebuttsoftheirspears。Whenthefightwasover,BranandSceo’lanranwhiningtothelittleboyandlickedhishands。
  "Theydothattonoone,"saidabystander。"Whatnewmasteristhistheyhavefound?"
  Fionnbenttotheboy。"Tellme,mylittleprinceandpulse,whatyournameis,andhowyouhavecomeintothemiddleofahunting-pack,andwhyyouarenaked?"
  ButtheboydidnotunderstandthelanguageofthemenofIreland。HeputbishandintoFionn’s,andtheChieffeltasifthatlittlehandhadbeenputintohisheart。Heliftedtheladtohisgreatshoulder。
  "Wehavecaughtsomethingonthishunt,"saidhetoCaeltemacRongn。"Wemustbringthistreasurehome。YoushallbeoneoftheFianna-Finn,mydarling,"hecalledupwards。
  Theboylookeddownonhim,andinthenobletrustandfearlessnessofthatregardFionn’sheartmeltedaway。
  "Mylittlefawn!"hesaid。
  Andherememberedthatotherfawn。Hesettheboybetweenhiskneesandstaredathimearnestlyandlong。
  "Thereissurelythesamelook,"hesaidtohiswakeningheart;
  "thatistheveryeyeofSaeve。"
  Thegrieffloodedoutofhisheartasatastroke,andjoyfoamedintoitinonegreattide。Hemarchedbacksingingtotheencampment,andmensawoncemorethemerryChieftheyhadalmostforgotten。
  CHAPTERVI
  JustasatonetimehecouldnotbepartedfromSaeve,sonowhecouldnotbeseparatedfromthisboy。Hehadathousandnamesforhim,eachonemoretenderthanthelast:"MyFawn,MyPulse,MySecretLittleTreasure,"orhewouldcallhim"MyMusic,MyBlossomingBranch,MyStoreintheHeart,MySoul。"AndthedogswereaswildfortheboyasFionnwas。Hecouldsitinsafetyamongapackthatwouldhavetornanymantopieces,andthereasonwasthatBranandSceo’lan,withtheirthreewhelps,followedhimaboutlikeshadows。Whenhewaswiththepackthesefivewerewithhim,andwoefulindeedwastheeyetheyturnedontheircomradeswhenthesepushedtoocloselyorwerenotproperlyhumble。TheythrashedthepackseverallyandcollectivelyuntileveryhoundinFionn’skennelsknewthatthelittleladwastheirmaster,andthattherewasnothingintheworldsosacredashewas。
  Innolongtimethefivewisehoundscouldhavegivenovertheirguardianship,socompletewastherecognitionoftheiryounglord。Buttheydidnotsogiveover,foritwasnotlovetheygavetheladbutadoration。
  Fionnevenmayhavebeenembarrassedbytheirtoocloseattendance。Ifhehadbeenabletodosohemighthavespokenharshlytohisdogs,buthecouldnot;itwasunthinkablethatheshould;andtheboymighthavespokenharshlytohimifhehaddaredtodoit。ForthiswastheorderofFionn’saffection:
  firsttherewastheboy;next,BranandSceo’lanwiththeirthreewhelps;thenCaeltemacRona’n,andfromhimdownthroughthechampions。Helovedthemall,butitwasalongthatprecedencehisaffectionsran。ThethornthatwentintoBran’sfootranintoFionn’salso。Theworldknewit,andtherewasnotachampionbutadmittedsorrowfullythattherewasreasonforhislove。
  Littlebylittletheboycametounderstandtheirspeechandtospeakithimself,andatlasthewasabletotellhisstorytoFionn。
  Thereweremanyblanksinthetale,forayoungchilddoesnotrememberverywell。Deedsgrowoldinadayandareburiedinanight。Newmemoriescomecrowdingonoldones,andonemustlearntoforgetaswellastoremember。Awholenewlifehadcomeonthisboy,alifethatwasinstantandmemorable,sothathispresentmemoriesblendedintoandobscuredthepast,andhecouldnotbequitesureifthatwhichhetoldofhadhappenedinthisworldorintheworldhehadleft。
  CHAPTERVII
  "Iusedtolive,"hesaid,"inawide,beautifulplace。Therewerehillsandvalleysthere,andwoodsandstreams,butinwhateverdirectionIwentIcamealwaystoacliff,sotallitseemedtoleanagainstthesky,andsostraightthatevenagoatwouldnothaveimaginedtoclimbit。"
  "Idonotknowofanysuchplace,"Fionnmused。
  "ThereisnosuchplaceinIreland,"saidCaelte,"butintheShi’thereissuchaplace。"
  "Thereisintruth,"saidFionn。
  "Iusedtoeatfruitsandrootsinthesummer,"theboycontinued,"butinthewinterfoodwasleftformeinacave。"
  "Wastherenoonewithyou?"Fionnasked。
  "Noonebutadeerthatlovedme,andthatIloved。"
  "Ahme!"criedFionninanguish,"tellmeyourtale,myson。"
  "Adarksternmancameoftenafterus,andheusedtospeakwiththedeer。Sometimeshetalkedgentlyandsoftlyandcoaxingly,butattimesagainhewouldshoutloudlyandinaharsh,angryvoice。Butwhateverwayhetalkedthedeerwoulddrawawayfromhimindread,andhealwaysleftheratlastfuriously。"
  "ItistheDarkMagicianoftheMenofGod,"criedFionndespairingly。
  "Itisindeed,mysoul,"saidCaelte。
  "ThelasttimeIsawthedeer,"thechildcontinued,"thedarkmanwasspeakingtoher。Hespokeforalongtime。Hespokegentlyandangrily,andgentlyandangrily,sothatIthoughthewouldneverstoptalking,butintheendhestruckherwithahazelrod,sothatshewasforcedtofollowhimwhenhewentaway。Shewaslookingbackatmeallthetimeandshewascryingsobitterlythatanyonewouldpityher。Itriedtofollowheralso,butIcouldnotmove,andIcriedafterhertoo,withrageandgrief,untilIcouldseehernomoreandhearhernomore。
  ThenIfellonthegrass,mysenseswentawayfromme,andwhenI
  awokeIwasonthehillinthemiddleofthehoundswhereyoufoundme。"
  ThatwastheboywhomtheFiannacalledOisi’n,ortheLittleFawn。Hegrewtobeagreatfighterafterwards,andhewasthechiefmakerofpoemsintheworld。ButhewasnotyetfinishedwiththeShi。HewastogobackintoFaerywhenthetimecame,andtocomethenceagaintotellthesetales,foritwasbyhimthesetalesweretold。
  THEWOOINGOFBECFOLA
  CHAPTERI
  WedonotknowwhereBecfolacamefrom。Nordoweknowforcertainwhereshewentto。Wedonotevenknowherrealname,forthenameBecfola,"Dowerless"or"Small-dowered,"wasgiventoherasanickname。Thisonlyiscertain,thatshedisappearedfromtheworldweknowof,andthatshewenttoarealmwhereevenconjecturemaynotfollowher。
  IthappenedinthedayswhenDermod,sonofthefamousAeofSlane,wasmonarchofallIreland。Hewasunmarried,buthehadmanyfoster-sons,princesfromtheFourProvinces,whoweresentbytheirfathersastokensofloyaltyandaffectiontotheArd-Ri,andhisdutiesasafoster-fatherwererighteouslyacquitted。Amongtheyoungprincesofhishouseholdtherewasone,Crimthann,sonofAe,KingofLeinster,whomtheHighKingpreferredtotheothersoverwhomheheldfatherlysway。Norwasthiswonderful,fortheladlovedhimalso,andwasaseagerandintelligentandmodestasbecomesaprince。
  TheHighKingandCrimthannwouldoftensetoutfromTaratohuntandhawk,sometimesunaccompaniedevenbyaservant;andontheseexcursionsthekingimpartedtohisfoster-sonhisownwideknowledgeofforestcraft,andadvisedhimgenerallyastothebearinganddutiesofaprince,theconductofacourt,andthecareofapeople。
  DermodmacAedelightedinthesesolitaryadventures,andwhenhecouldstealadayfrompolicyandaffairshewouldsendwordprivilytoCrimthann。Theboy,havingdonnedhishuntinggear,wouldjointhekingataplacearrangedbetweenthem,andthentheyrangedabroadaschancemightdirect。
  Ononeoftheseadventures,astheysearchedafloodedrivertofindtheford,theysawasolitarywomaninachariotdrivingfromthewest。
  "Iwonderwhatthatmeans?"thekingexclaimedthoughtfully。
  "Whyshouldyouwonderatawomaninachariot?"hiscompanioninquired,forCrimthannlovedandwouldhaveknowledge。
  "Good,myTreasure,"Dermodanswered,"ourmindsareastonishedwhenweseeawomanabletodriveacowtopasture,forithasalwaysseemedtousthattheydonotdrivewell。"
  Crimthannabsorbedinstructionlikeaspongeanddigesteditasrapidly。
  "Ithinkthatisjustlysaid,"heagreed。
  "But,"Dermodcontinued,"whenweseeawomandrivingachariotoftwohorses,thenweareamazedindeed。"
  Whenthemachineryofanythingisexplainedtouswegrowinterested,andCrimthannbecame,byinstruction,asastonishedasthekingwas。
  "Ingoodtruth,"saidhe,"thewomanisdrivingtwohorses。"
  "Hadyounotobserveditbefore?"hismasteraskedwithkindlymalice。
  "Ihadobservedbutnotnoticed,"theyoungmanadmitted。
  "Further,"saidtheking,"surmiseisarousedinuswhenwediscoverawomanfarfromahouse;foryouwillhavebothobservedandnoticedthatwomenarehome-dwellers,andthatahousewithoutawomanorawomanwithoutahouseareimperfectobjects,andalthoughtheybebuthalfobserved,theyarenoticedonthedouble。"
  "Thereisnodoubtingit,"theprinceansweredfromaknittedandthought-tormentedbrow。
  "Weshallaskthiswomanforinformationaboutherself,"saidthekingdecidedly。
  "Letusdoso,"hiswardagreed"Theking’smajestyusesthewords’we’and’us’whenreferringtotheking’smajesty,"saidDermod,"butprinceswhodonotyetruleterritoriesmustuseanotherformofspeechwhenreferringtothemselves。"
  "Iamverythoughtless,saidCrimthannhumbly。
  Thekingkissedhimonbothcheeks。
  "Indeed,mydearheartandmyson,wearenotscoldingyou,butyoumusttrynottolooksoterriblythoughtfulwhenyouthink。
  Itispartoftheartofaruler。"
  "Ishallnevermasterthathardart,"lamentedhisfosterling。
  "Wemustallmasterit,"Dermodreplied。"Wemaythinkwithourmindsandwithourtongues,butweshouldneverthinkwithournosesandwithoureyebrows,"
  Thewomaninthechariothaddrawnnightothefordbywhichtheywerestanding,and,withoutpause,sheswunghersteedsintotheshallowsandcameacrosstheriverinatumultoffoamandspray。
  "Doesshenotdrivewell?"criedCrimthannadmiringly。
  "Whenyouareolder,"thekingcounselledhim,"youwilladmirethatwhichistrulyadmirable,foralthoughthedrivingisgoodtheladyisbetter。"
  Hecontinuedwithenthusiasm。
  "Sheisintruthawonderoftheworldandanendlessdelighttotheeye。"
  Shewasallthatandmore,and,asshetookthehorsesthroughtheriverandliftedthemupthebank,herflyinghairandpartedlipsandalltheyoungstrengthandgraceofherbodywentintotheking’seyeandcouldnoteasilycomeoutagain。
  Nevertheless,itwasuponhiswardthatthelady’sgazerested,andifthekingcouldscarcelylookawayfromher,shecould,butonlywithanequaleffort,lookawayfromCrimthann。
  "Haltthere!"criedtheking。
  "WhoshouldIhaltfor?"theladydemanded,haltingallthesame,asisthemannerofwomen,whorebelagainstcommandandyetreceiveit。
  "HaltforDermod!"
  "ThereareDermodsandDermodsinthisworld,"shequoted。
  "ThereisyetbutoneArd-Ri’,"themonarchanswered。
  Shethendescendedfromthechariotandmadeherreverence。
  "Iwishtoknowyourname?"saidhe。
  Butatthisdemandtheladyfrownedandanswereddecidedly:
  "Idonotwishtotellit。"
  "Iwishtoknowalsowhereyoucomefromandtowhatplaceyouaregoing?"
  "Idonotwishtotellanyofthesethings。"
  "Nottotheking!"
  "Idonotwishtotellthemtoanyone。"
  Crimthannwasscandalised。
  "Lady,"hepleaded,"youwillsurelynotwithholdinformationfromtheArd-Ri’?"
  ButtheladystaredasroyallyontheHighKingastheHighKingdidonher,and,whateveritwashesawinthoselovelyeyes,thekingdidnotinsist。
  HedrewCrimthannapart,forhewithheldnoinstructionfromthatlad。
  "Myheart,"hesaid,"wemustalwaystrytoactwisely,andweshouldonlyinsistonreceivinganswerstoquestionsinwhichwearepersonallyconcerned。"
  Crimthannimbibedallthejusticeofthatremark。
  "ThusIdonotreallyrequiretoknowthislady’sname,nordoI
  carefromwhatdirectionshecomes。"
  "Youdonot?"Crimthannasked。
  "No,butwhatIdowishtoknowis,Willshemarryme?"
  "Bymyhandthatisanotablequestion,"hiscompanionstammered。
  "Itisaquestionthatmustbeanswered,"thekingcriedtriumphantly。"But,"hecontinued,"tolearnwhatwomansheis,orwhereshecomesfrom,mightbringustormentaswellasinformation。Whoknowsinwhatadventuresthepasthasengagedher!"
  Andhestaredforaprofoundmomentondisturbing,sinisterhorizons,andCrimthannmeditatedtherewithhim。"
  "Thepastishers,"heconcluded,"butthefutureisours,andweshallonlydemandthatwhichispertinenttothefuture。"
  Hereturnedtothelady。
  "Wewishyoutobeourwife,"hesaid。Andhegazedonherbenevolentlyandfirmlyandcarefullywhenhesaidthat,sothatherregardcouldnotstrayotherwhere。Yet,evenashelooked,ateardidwellintothoselovelyeyes,andbehindherbrowathoughtmovedofthebeautifulboywhowaslookingatherfromtheking’sside。
  ButwhentheHighKingofIrelandasksustomarryhimwedonotrefuse,foritisnotathingthatweshallbeaskedtodoeverydayintheweek,andthereisnowomanintheworldbutwouldlovetoruleitinTara。
  Nosecondtearcreptonthelady’slashes,and,withherhandintheking’shand,theypacedtogethertowardsthepalace,whilebehindthem,inmelancholymood,CrimthannmacAeledthehorsesandthechariot。
  CHAPTERII
  Theyweremarriedinahastewhichequalledtheking’sdesire;
  andashedidnotagainaskhername,andasshedidnotvolunteertogiveit,andasshebroughtnodowrytoherhusbandandreceivednonefromhim,shewascalledBecfola,theDowerless。
  Timepassed,andtheking’shappinesswasasgreatashisexpectationofithadpromised。ButonthepartofBecfolanosimilartidingscanbegiven。
  Therearethosewhosehappinessliesinambitionandstation,andtosuchaonethefactofbeingqueentotheHighKingofIrelandisasatisfactionatwhichdesireissated。ButthemindofBecfolawasnotofthistemperatequality,and,lackingCrimthann,itseemedtoherthatshepossessednothing。
  Fortohermindhewasthesunlightinthesun,thebrightnessinthemoonbeam;hewasthesavourinfruitandthetasteinhoney;
  andwhenshelookedfromCrimthanntothekingshecouldnotbutconsiderthattherightmanwasinthewrongplace。ShethoughtthatcrownedonlywithhiscurlsCrlmthannmacAewasmorenoblydiademedthanarethemastersoftheworld,andshetoldhimso。
  HisterroronhearingthisunexpectednewswassogreatthathemeditatedimmediateflightfromTara;butwhenathinghasbeenutteredonceitiseasiersaidthesecondtimeandonthethirdrepetitionitispatientlylistenedto。
  AfternogreatdelayCrimthannmacAeagreedandarrangedthatheandBecfolashouldflyfromTara,anditwaspartoftheirunderstandingthattheyshouldlivehappilyeverafter。
  Onemorning,whennotevenabirdwasastir,thekingfeltthathisdearcompanionwasrising。Helookedwithoneeyeatthelightthatstolegreylythroughthewindow,andrecognisedthatitcouldnotinjusticebecalledlight。
  "Thereisnotevenabirdup,"hemurmured。
  AndthentoBecfola。
  "Whatistheearlyrisingfor,dearheart?"
  "AnengagementIhave,"shereplied。
  "Thisisnotatimeforengagements,"saidthecalmmonarch。
  "Letitbeso,"shereplied,andshedressedrapidly。
  "Andwhatistheengagement?"hepursued。
  "RaimentthatIleftatacertainplaceandmusthave。Eightsilkensmocksembroideredwithgold,eightpreciousbroochesofbeatengold,threediademsofpuregold。"
  "Atthishour,"saidthepatientking,"thebedisbetterthantheroad。"
  "Letitbeso,"saidshe。
  "Andmoreover,"hecontinued,"aSundayjourneybringsbadluck。"
  "Lettheluckcomethatwillcome,"sheanswered。
  "Tokeepacatfromcreamorawomanfromhergearisnotworkforaking,"saidthemonarchseverely。
  TheArd-Ri’couldlookonallthingswithcomposure,andregardallbeingswithatranquileye;butitshouldbeknownthattherewasonedeedentirelyhatefultohim,andhewouldpunishitscommissionwiththeverylastrigour——thiswas,atransgressionoftheSunday。Duringsixdaysoftheweekallthatcouldhappenmighthappen,sofarasDermodwasconcerned,butontheseventhdaynothingshouldhappenatalliftheHighKingcouldrestrainit。Haditbeenpossiblehewouldhavetetheredthebirdstotheirowngreenbranchesonthatday,andforbiddenthecloudstopacktheupperworldwithstirandcolour。Thesethekingpermitted,withatightlip,perhaps,butallelsethatcameunderhishandfelthiscontrol。
  ItwashlscustomwhenhearoseonthemornofSundaytoclimbtothemostelevatedpointofTara,andgazethenceoneveryside,sothathemightseeifanyfairiesorpeopleoftheShi’weredisportingthemselvesinhislordship;forheabsolutelyprohibitedtheusageoftheearthtothesebeingsontheSunday,andwoe’sworthwasitforthesweetbeinghediscoveredbreakinghislaw。
  Wedonotknowwhatillhecoulddotothefairies,butduringDermod’sreigntheworldsaiditsprayersonSundayandtheShi’
  folkstayedintheirhills。
  Itmaybeimagined,therefore,withwhatwrathhesawhiswife’spreparationsforherjourney,but,althoughakingcandoeverything,whatcanahusbanddo……?Herearrangedhimselfforslumber。
  "Iamnopartytothisuntimelyjourney,"hesaidangrily。
  "Letitbeso,"saidBecfola。
  Sheleftthepalacewithonemaid,andasshecrossedthedoorwaysomethinghappenedtoher,butbywhatmeansithappenedwouldbehardtotell;forintheonepaceshepassedoutofthepalaceandoutoftheworld,andthesecondstepshetrodwasinFaery,butshedidnotknowthis。
  HerintentionwastogotoCluaindachaillechtomeetCrimthann,butwhensheleftthepalaceshedidnotrememberCrimthannanymore。
  Tohereyeandtotheeyeofhermaidtheworldwasasitalwayshadbeen,andthelandmarkstheyknewwereaboutthem。Buttheobjectforwhichtheyweretravellingwasdifferent,althoughunknown,andthepeopletheypassedontheroadswereunknown,andwereyetpeoplethattheyknew。
  TheysetoutsouthwardsfromTaraintotheDuffryofLeinster,andaftersometimetheycameintowildcountryandwentastray。
  AtlastBecfolahalted,saying:
  "Idonotknowwhereweare。"
  Themaidrepliedthatshealsodidnotknow。
  "Yet,"saidBecfola,"ifwecontinuetowalkstraightonweshallarrivesomewhere。"
  Theywenton,andthemaidwateredtheroadwithhertears。
  Nightdrewonthem;agreychill,agreysilence,andtheywereenvelopedinthatchillandsilence;andtheybegantogoinexpectationandterror,fortheybothknewanddidnotknowthatwhichtheywereboundfor。
  Astheytoileddesolatelyuptherustlingandwhisperingsideofalowhillthemaidchancedtolookback,andwhenshelookedbackshescreamedandpointed,andclungtoBecfola’sarm。
  Becfolafollowedthepointingfinger,andsawbelowalargeblackmassthatmovedjerkilyforward。
  "Wolves!"criedthemaid。"Runtothetreesyonder,"hermistressordered。"Wewillclimbthemandsitamongthebranches。"
  Theyranthen,themaidmoaningandlamentingallthewhile。
  "Icannotclimbatree,"shesobbed,"Ishallbeeatenbythewolves。"
  Andthatwastrue。
  Buthermistressclimbedatree,anddrewbyahand’sbreadthfromtherapandsnapandslaverofthosesteeljaws。Then,sittingonabranch,shelookedwithangrywoeatthestrainingandsnarlinghordebelow,seeingmanyawhitefanginthosegrinningjowls,andthesmouldering,redblinkofthoseleapingandprowlingeyes。