"Let’sstopatthefirsthouse,then,"saidCarry。
"Thefirsthouse,"saidAddy,peeringthroughthegatheringdarkness,"isSquireRobinson’s。"ShedartedamischievousglanceatCarry,that,eveninherdiscomfortandfear,broughtthequickbloodtohercheek。
"Oh,yes!"saidKatewithgloomyirony,"certainly;stopatthesquire’sbyallmeans,andbeinvitedtotea,andbedrivenhomeafterteabyyourdearfriendMr。Harry,withaformalapologyfromMrs。Robinson,andhopesthattheyoungladiesmaybeexcusedthistime。No!"continuedKatewithsuddenenergy。"ThatmaysuitYOU;
butI’mgoingbackasIcame,——bythewindow,ornotatall。"Thenshepouncedsuddenly,likeahawk,onCarry,whowasbetrayingatendencytositdownonasnowbank,andwhimper,andshookherbriskly。"You’llbegoingtosleepnext。Stay,holdyourtongues,allofyou,——what’sthat?"
Itwasthesoundofsleigh-bells。Comingdowntowardthemoutofthedarknesswasasleighwithasingleoccupant。"Holddownyourheads,girls:ifit’sanybodythatknowsus,we’relost。"Butitwasnot;foravoicestrangetotheirears,butwithalverykindlyandpleasant,askedifitsownercouldbeofanyhelptothem。Astheyturnedtowardhim,theysawitwasamanwrappedinahandsomesealskincloak,wearingasealskincap;hisface,halfconcealedbyamufflerofthesamematerial,disclosingonlyapairoflongmustaches,andtwokeendarkeyes。"It’sasonofoldSantaClaus!"whisperedAddy。Thegirlstitteredaudiblyastheytumbledintothesleigh:theyhadregainedtheirformerspirits。"WhereshallItakeyou?"saidthestrangerquietly。Therewasahurriedwhispering;andthenKatesaidboldly,"TotheInstitute。"Theydrovesilentlyupthehill,untilthelong,asceticbuildingloomedupbeforethem。Thestrangerreinedupsuddenly。"YouknowthewaybetterthanI,"hesaid。"Wheredoyougoin?"——"Throughtheback-window,"saidKatewithsuddenandappallingfrankness。"I
see!"respondedtheirstrangedriverquietly,and,alightingquickly,removedthebellsfromthehorses。"Wecandriveasnearasyoupleasenow,"headdedbywayofexplanation。"HecertainlyisasonofSantaClaus,"whisperedAddy。"Hadn’twebetteraskafterhisfather?""Hush!"saidKatedecidedly。"Heisanangel,Idaresay。"Sheaddedwithadeliciousirrelevance,whichwas,however,perfectlyunderstoodbyherfeminineauditors,"Wearelookinglikethreefrights。"
Cautiouslyskirtingthefences,theyatlastpulledupafewfeetfromadarkwall。Thestrangerproceededtoassistthemtoalight。
Therewasstillsomelightfromthereflectedsnow;and,ashehandedhisfaircompanionstotheground,eachwasconsciousofundergoinganintensethoughrespectfulscrutiny。Heassistedthemgravelytoopenthewindow,andthendiscreetlyretiredtothesleighuntilthedifficultandsomewhatdiscomposingingresswasmade。Hethenwalkedtothewindow,"Thankyouandgood-night!"
whisperedthreevoices。Asinglefigurestilllingered。Thestrangerleanedoverthewindow-sill。"Willyoupermitmetolightmycigarhere?itmightattractattentionifIstruckamatchoutside。"BytheupspringinglighthesawthefigureofKateverycharminglyframedinbythewindow。Thematchburntslowlyoutinhisfingers。Katesmiledmischievously。Theastuteyoungwomanhaddetectedthepitiablesubterfuge。Forwhatelsedidshestandattheheadofherclass,andhaddotingparentspaidthreeyears’
tuition?
Thestormhadpassed,andthesunwasshiningquitecheerilyintheeasternrecitation-roomthenextmorning,whenMissKate,whoseseatwasnearestthewindow,placingherhandpatheticallyuponherheart,affectedtofallinbashfulandextremeagitationupontheshoulderofCarryherneighbor。"HEhascome,"shegaspedinathrillingwhisper。"Who?"askedCarrysympathetically,whoneverclearlyunderstoodwhenKatewasinearnest。"Who?——why,themanwhorescueduslastnight!Isawhimdrivetothedoorthismoment。Don’tspeak:Ishallbebetterinamoment——there!"shesaid;andtheshamelesshypocritepassedherhandpatheticallyacrossherforeheadwithatragicair。
"Whatcanhewant?"askedCarry,whosecuriositywasexcited。
"Idon’tknow,"saidKate,suddenlyrelapsingintogloomycynicism。
"Possiblytoputhisfivedaughterstoschool;perhapstofinishhisyoungwife,andwarnheragainstus。"
"Hedidn’tlookold,andhedidn’tseemlikeamarriedman,"
rejoinedAddythoughtfully。
"Thatwashisart,youpoorcreature!"returnedKatescornfully。
"Youcannevertellanythingofthesemen,theyaresodeceitfulBesides,it’sjustmyfate!"
"Why,Kate,"beganCarry,inseriousconcern。
"Hush!MissWalkerissayingsomething,"saidKate,laughing。
"Theyoungladieswillpleasegiveattention,"saidaslow,perfunctoryvoice。"MissCarryTretherickiswantedintheparlor。"
MeantimeMr。JackPrince,thenamegivenonthecard,andvariouslettersandcredentialssubmittedtotheRev。Mr。Crammer,pacedthesomewhatsevereapartmentknownpubliclyasthe"receptionparlor,"andprivatelytothepupilsas"purgatory。"Hiskeeneyeshadtakeninthevariousrigiddetails,fromtheflatsteam"radiator,"likeanenormousjapannedsoda-cracker,thatheatedoneendoftheroom,tothemonumentalbustofDr。Crammer,thathopelesslychilledtheother;fromtheLord’sPrayer,executedbyaformerwriting-masterinsuchgratuitousvarietyofelegantcalligraphictriflingastoconsiderablyabatetheseriousvalueofthecomposition,tothreeviewsofGenoafromtheInstitute,whichnobodyeverrecognized,takenonthespotbythedrawing-teacher;
fromtwoilluminatedtextsofScriptureinanEnglishLetter,sogratuitouslyandhideouslyremoteastochillallhumaninterest,toalargephotographoftheseniorclass,inwhichtheprettiestgirlswereEthiopianincomplexion,andsat,apparently,oneachother’sheadsandshoulders。Hisfingershadturnedlistlesslytheleavesofschool-catalogues,the"Sermons"ofDr。Crammer,the"Poems"ofHenryKirkeWhite,the"LaysoftheSanctuary"and"LivesofCelebratedWomen。"Hisfancy,anditwasanervouslyactiveone,hadgoneoverthepartingsandgreetingsthatmusthavetakenplacehere,andwonderedwhytheapartmenthadyetcaughtsolittleoftheflavorofhumanity;indeed,Iamafraidhehadalmostforgottentheobjectofhisvisit,whenthedooropened,andCarryTretherickstoodbeforehim。
Itwasoneofthosefaceshehadseenthenightbefore,prettiereventhanithadseemedthen;andyetIthinkhewasconsciousofsomedisappointment,withoutknowingexactlywhy。Herabundantwavinghairwasofaguinea-goldentint,hercomplexionofapeculiarflower-likedelicacy,herbrowneyesofthecolorofseaweedindeepwater。Itcertainlywasnotherbeautythatdisappointedhim。
Withoutpossessinghissensitivenesstoimpression,Carrywas,onherpart,quiteasvaguelyillatease。Shesawbeforeheroneofthosemenwhomthesexwouldvaguelygeneralizeas"nice,"thatistosay,correctinallthesuperficialappointmentsofstyle,dress,mannersandfeature。Yettherewasadecidedlyunconventionalqualityabouthim:hewastotallyunlikeanythingoranybodythatshecouldremember;and,astheattributesoforiginalityareoftenasapttoalarmastoattractpeople,shewasnotentirelyprepossessedinhisfavor。
"Icanhardlyhope,"hebeganpleasantly,"thatyourememberme。
Itiselevenyearsago,andyouwereaverylittlegirl。IamafraidIcannotevenclaimtohaveenjoyedthatfamiliaritythatmightexistbetweenachildofsixandayoungmanoftwenty-one。
Idon’tthinkIwasfondofchildren。ButIknewyourmotherverywell。Iwaseditorof’TheAvalanche’inFiddletown,whenshetookyoutoSanFrancisco。"
"Youmeanmystepmother:shewasn’tmymother,youknow,"
interposedCarryhastily。
Mr。Princelookedathercuriously。"Imeanyourstepmother,"hesaidgravely。"Ineverhadthepleasureofmeetingyourmother。"
"No:MOTHERhasn’tbeeninCaliforniathesetwelveyears。"
Therewasanintentionalemphasizingofthetitleandofitsdistinction,thatbegantocoldlyinterestPrinceafterhisfirstastonishmentwaspast。
"AsIcomefromyourstepmothernow,"hewentonwithaslightlaugh,"Imustaskyoutogobackforafewmomentstothatpoint。
Afteryourfather’sdeath,yourmother——Imeanyourstepmother——
recognizedthefactthatyourmother,thefirstMrs。Tretherick,waslegallyandmorallyyourguardian,and,althoughmuchagainstherinclinationandaffections,placedyouagaininhercharge。"
"Mystepmothermarriedagainwithinamonthafterfatherdied,andsentmehome,"saidCarrywithgreatdirectness,andthefaintesttossofherhead。
Mr。Princesmiledsosweetly,andapparentlysosympathetically,thatCarrybegantolikehim。Withnoothernoticeoftheinterruptionhewenton,"Afteryourstepmotherhadperformedthisactofsimplejustice,sheenteredintoanagreementwithyourmothertodefraytheexpensesofyoureducationuntilyoureighteenthyear,whenyouweretoelectandchoosewhichofthetwoshouldthereafterbeyourguardian,andwithwhomyouwouldmakeyourhome。Thisagreement,Ithink,youarealreadyawareof,and,Ibelieve,knewatthetime。"
"Iwasamerechildthen,"saidCarry。
"Certainly,"saidMr。Prince,withthesamesmile。"Stilltheconditions,Ithink,haveneverbeenoppressivetoyounoryourmother;andtheonlytimetheyarelikelytogiveyoutheleastuneasinesswillbewhenyoucometomakeupyourmindinthechoiceofyourguardian。Thatwillbeonyoureighteenthbirthday,——the20th,Ithink,ofthepresentmonth。"
Carrywassilent。
"PraydonotthinkthatIamheretoreceiveyourdecision,evenifitbealreadymade。Ionlycametoinformyouthatyourstepmother,Mrs。Starbottle,willbeintownto-morrow,andwillpassafewdaysatthehotel。Ifitisyourwishtoseeherbeforeyoumakeupyourmind,shewillbegladtomeetyou。Shedoesnot,however,wishtodoanythingtoinfluenceyourjudgment。"
"Doesmotherknowsheiscoming?"saidCarryhastily。
"Idonotknow,"saidPrincegravely。"Ionlyknow,that,ifyouconcludetoseeMrs。Starbottle,itwillbewithyourmother’spermission。Mrs。Starbottlewillkeepsacredlythispartoftheagreement,madetenyearsago。Butherhealthisverypoor;andthechangeandcountryquietofafewdaysmaybenefither。"Mr。
Princebenthiskeen,brighteyesupontheyounggirl,andalmostheldhisbreathuntilshespokeagain。
"Mother’scomingupto-dayorto-morrow,"shesaid,lookingup。
"Ah!"saidMr。Princewithasweetandlanguidsmile。
"IsCol。Starbottleheretoo?"askedCarry,afterapause。
"Col。Starbottleisdead。Yourstepmotherisagainawidow。"
"Dead!"repeatedCarry。
"Yes,"repliedMr。Prince。"Yourstep-motherhasbeensingularlyunfortunateinsurvivingheraffections。"
Carrydidnotknowwhathemeant,andlookedso。Mr。Princesmiledre-assuringly。
PresentlyCarrybegantowhimper。
Mr。Princesoftlysteppedbesideherchair。
"Iamafraid,"hesaidwithaverypeculiarlightinhiseye,andasingulardroppingofthecornersofhismustache,——"Iamafraidyouaretakingthistoodeeply。Itwillbesomedaysbeforeyouarecalledupontomakeadecision。Letustalkofsomethingelse。I
hopeyoucaughtnocoldlastevening。"
Carry’sfaceshoneoutagainindimples。
"Youmusthavethoughtussoqueer!Itwastoobadtogiveyousomuchtrouble。"
"None,whatever,Iassureyou。Mysenseofpropriety,"headdeddemurely,"whichmighthavebeenoutraged,hadIbeencalledupontohelpthreeyoungladiesoutofaschoolroomwindowatnight,wasdeeplygratifiedatbeingabletoassisttheminagain。"Thedoor-
bellrangloudly,andMr。Princerose。"Takeyourowntime,andthinkwellbeforeyoumakeyourdecision。"ButCarry’searandattentionweregiventothesoundofvoicesinthehall。Atthesamemoment,thedoorwasthrownopen,andaservantannounced,"Mrs。TretherickandMr。Robinson。"
TheafternoontrainhadjustshriekedoutitsusualindignantprotestatstoppingatGenoaatall,asMr。JackPrinceenteredtheoutskirtsofthetown,anddrovetowardshishotel。Hewasweariedandcynical。Adriveofadozenmilesthroughunpicturesqueoutlyingvillages,pastsmalleconomicfarmhouses,andhideousvillasthatviolatedhisfastidioustaste,had,Ifear,leftthatgentlemaninacaptiousstateofmind。Hewouldhaveevenavoidedhistaciturnlandlordashedroveuptothedoor;butthatfunctionarywaylaidhimonthesteps。"There’saladyinthesittin’-room,waitin’forye。"Mr。Princehurriedupstairs,andenteredtheroomasMrs。Starbottleflewtowardshim。
Shehadchangedsadlyinthelasttenyears。Herfigurewaswastedtohalfitssize。Thebeautifulcurvesofherbustandshoulderswerebrokenorinverted。Theoncefull,roundedarmwasshrunkeninitssleeve;andthegoldenhoopsthatencircledherwanwristsalmostslippedfromherhandsasherlong,scantfingersclosedconvulsivelyaroundJack’s。Hercheek-boneswerepaintedthatafternoonwiththehecticoffever:somewhereinthehollowsofthosecheekswereburiedthedimplesoflongago;buttheirgraveswereforgotten。Herlustrouseyeswerestillbeautiful,thoughtheorbitsweredeeperthanbefore。Hermouthwasstillsweet,althoughthelipspartedmoreeasilyoverthelittleteeth,andeveninbreathing,andshowedmoreofthemthanshewaswonttodobefore。Thegloryofherblondehairwasstillleft:itwasfiner,moresilkenandethereal,yetitfailedeveninitsplenitudetocoverthehollowsoftheblue-veinedtemples。
"Clara!"saidJackreproachfully。
"Oh,forgiveme,Jack!"shesaid,fallingintoachair,butstillclingingtohishand,"forgiveme,dear;butIcouldnotwaitlonger。Ishouldhavedied,Jack,——diedbeforeanothernight。
Bearwithmealittlelonger(itwillnotbelong),butletmestay。Imaynotseeher,Iknow;Ishallnotspeaktoher:butit’ssosweettofeelthatIamatlastnearher,thatIbreathethesameairwithmydarling。Iambetteralready,Jack,Iamindeed。Andyouhaveseenherto-day?Howdidshelook?Whatdidshesay?Tellmeall,everything,Jack。Wasshebeautiful?Theysaysheis。Hasshegrown?Wouldyouhaveknownheragain?Willshecome,Jack?Perhapsshehasbeenherealready;perhaps,"shehadrisenwithtremulousexcitement,andwasglancingatthedoor,——
"perhapssheisherenow。Whydon’tyouspeak,Jack?Tellmeall。"
Thekeeneyesthatlookeddownintoherswereglisteningwithaninfinitetendernessthatnone,perhaps,butshewouldhavedeemedthemcapableof。"Clara,"hesaidgentlyandcheerily,"tryandcomposeyourself。Youaretremblingnowwiththefatigueandexcitementofyourjourney。IhaveseenCarry:sheiswellandbeautiful。Letthatsufficeyounow。"
Hisgentlefirmnesscomposedandcalmedhernow,asithadoftendonebefore。Strokingherthinhand,hesaid,afterapause,"DidCarryeverwritetoyou?"
"Twice,thankingmeforsomepresents。Theywereonlyschool-girlletters,"sheadded,nervouslyansweringtheinterrogationofhiseyes。
"Didsheeverknowofyourowntroubles?ofyourpoverty,ofthesacrificesyoumadetopayherbills,ofyourpawningyourclothesandjewels,ofyour"——
"No,no!"interruptedthewomanquickly:"no!Howcouldshe?I
havenoenemycruelenoughtotellherthat。"
"Butifshe——orifMrs。Tretherick——hadheardofit?IfCarrythoughtyouwerepoor,andunabletosupportherproperly,itmightinfluenceherdecision。Younggirlsarefondofthepositionthatwealthcangive。Shemayhaverichfriends,maybealover。"
Mrs。Starbottlewincedatthelastsentence。"But,"shesaideagerly,graspingJack’shand,"whenyoufoundmesickandhelplessatSacramento,whenyou——Godblessyouforit,Jack!——offeredtohelpmetotheEast,yousaidyouknewofsomething,youhadsomeplan,thatwouldmakemeandCarryindependent。"
"Yes,"saidJackhastily;"butIwantyoutogetstrongandwellfirst。And,nowthatyouarecalmer,youshalllistentomyvisittotheschool。"
ItwasthenthatMr。JackPrinceproceededtodescribetheinterviewalreadyrecorded,withasingularfelicityanddiscretionthatshamesmyownaccountofthatproceeding。Withoutsuppressingasinglefact,withoutomittingawordordetail,heyetmanagedtothrowapoeticveiloverthatprosaicepisode,toinvesttheheroinewitharomanticroseateatmosphere,which,thoughnotperhapsentirelyimaginary,still,Ifear,exhibitedthatgeniuswhichtenyearsagohadmadethecolumnsof"TheFiddletownAvalanche"atoncefascinatingandinstructive。Itwasnotuntilhesawtheheighteningcolor,andheardthequickbreathing,ofhiseagerlistener,thathefeltapangofself-reproach。"Godhelpherandforgiveme!"hemutteredbetweenhisclinchedteeth,"buthowcanItellherALLnow!"
Thatnight,whenMrs。Starbottlelaidherwearyheaduponherpillow,shetriedtopicturetoherselfCarryatthesamemomentsleepingpeacefullyinthegreatschoolhouseonthehill;anditwasararecomforttothisyearning,foolishwomantoknowthatshewassonear。ButatthismomentCarrywassittingontheedgeofherbed,halfundressed,poutingherprettylips,andtwistingherlong,leoninelocksbetweenherfingers,asMissKateVanCorlear——
dramaticallywrappedinalongwhitecounterpane,herblackeyessparkling,andherthorough-brednosethrownhighinair,——stoodoverherlikeawrathfulandindignantghost;forCarryhadthateveningimpartedherwoesandherhistorytoMissKate,andthatyoungladyhad"provedherselfnofriend"byfallingintoastateoffieryindignationoverCarry’s"ingratitude,"andopenlyandshamelesslyespousingtheclaimsofMrs。Starbottle。"Why,ifthehalfyoutellmeistrue,yourmotherandthoseRobinsonsaremakingofyounotonlyalittlecoward,butalittlesnob,miss。
Respectability,forsooth!Lookyou,myfamilyarecenturiesbeforetheTrethericks;butifmyfamilyhadevertreatedmeinthisway,andthenaskedmetoturnmybackonmybestfriend,I’dwhistlethemdownthewind;"andhereKatesnappedherfingers,bentherblackbrows,andglaredaroundtheroomasifinsearchofarecreantVanCorlear。
"Youjusttalkthisway,becauseyouhavetakenafancytothatMr。
Prince,"saidCarry。
Inthedebasingslangoftheperiod,thathadevenfounditswayintothevirgincloistersoftheCrammerInstitute,MissKate,assheafterwardsexpressedit,instantly"wentforher。"
First,withashakeofherhead,shethrewherlongblackhairoveroneshoulder,then,droppingoneendofthecounterpanefromtheotherlikeavestaltunic,shesteppedbeforeCarrywithapurposely-exaggeratedclassicstride。"AndwhatifIhave,miss!
WhatifIhappentoknowagentlemanwhenIseehim!WhatifI
happentoknow,thatamongathousandsuchtraditional,conventional,feebleeditionsoftheirgrandfathersasMr。HarryRobinson,youcannotfindoneoriginal,independent,individualizedgentlemanlikeyourPrince!Gotobed,miss,andpraytoHeaventhathemaybeYOURPrinceindeed。Asktohaveacontriteandgratefulheart,andthanktheLordinparticularforhavingsentyousuchafriendasKateVanCorlear。"Yet,afteranimposingdramaticexit,shere-appearedthenextmomentasastraightwhiteflash,kissedCarrybetweenthebrows,andwasgone。
ThenextdaywasawearyonetoJackPrince。HewasconvincedinhismindthatCarrywouldnotcome;yettokeepthisconsciousnessfromMrs。Starbottle,tomeethersimplehopefulnesswithanequaldegreeofapparentfaith,wasahardanddifficulttask。Hewouldhavetriedtodiverthermindbytakingheronalongdrive;butshewasfearfulthatCarrymightcomeduringherabsence;andherstrength,hewasobligedtoadmit,hadfailedgreatly。Ashelookedintoherlargeandawe-inspiringcleareyes,asomethinghetriedtokeepfromhismind——toputoffdaybydayfromcontemplation——keptassertingitselfdirectlytohisinnerconsciousness。Hebegantodoubttheexpediencyandwisdomofhismanagement。HerecalledeveryincidentofhisinterviewwithCarry,andhalfbelievedthatitsfailurewasduetohimself。YetMrs。Starbottlewasverypatientandconfident:herveryconfidenceshookhisfaithinhisownjudgment。Whenherstrengthwasequaltotheexertion,shewasproppedupinherchairbythewindow,whereshecouldseetheschoolandtheentrancetothehotel。Intheintervalsshewouldelaboratepleasantplansforthefuture,andwouldsketchacountryhome。Shehadtakenastrangefancy,asitseemedtoPrince,tothepresentlocation;butitwasnotablethatthefuture,alwaysthusoutlined,wasoneofquietandrepose。
Shebelievedshewouldgetwellsoon:infact,shethoughtshewasnowmuchbetterthanshehadbeen;butitmightbelongbeforesheshouldbequitestrongagain。ShewouldwhisperoninthiswayuntilJackwoulddashmadlydownintothebar-room,orderliquorsthathedidnotdrink,lightcigarsthathedidnotsmoke,talkwithmenthathedidnotlistento,andbehavegenerallyasourstrongersexisapttodoinperiodsofdelicatetrialsandperplexity。
Thedayclosedwithacloudedskyandabitter,searchingwind。
Withthenightfellafewwanderingflakesofsnow。Shewasstillcontentandhopeful;and,asJackwheeledherfromthewindowtothefire,sheexplainedtohim,how,that,astheschool-termwasdrawingnearitsclose,Carrywasprobablykeptcloselyatherlessonsduringtheday,andcouldonlyleavetheschoolatnight。
Soshesatupthegreaterpartoftheevening,andcombedhersilkenhair,and,asfarasherstrengthwouldallow,madeanundresstoilettoreceiveherguest。"Wemustnotfrightenthechild,Jack,"shesaidapologetically,andwithsomethingofheroldcoquetry。
Itwaswithafeelingofrelief,that,atteno’clock,Jackreceivedamessagefromthelandlord,sayingthatthedoctorwouldliketoseehimforamomentdownstairs。AsJackenteredthegrim,dimly-lightedparlor,heobservedthehoodedfigureofawomannearthefire。Hewasabouttowithdrawagain,whenavoicethatherememberedverypleasantlysaid,——
"Oh,it’sallright!I’mthedoctor。"
Thehoodwasthrownback;andPrincesawtheshiningblackhair,andblack,audaciouseyes,ofKateVanCorlear。
"Don’taskanyquestions。I’mthedoctorandthere’smyprescription,"andshepointedtothehalf-frightened,half-sobbingCarryinthecorner——"tobetakenatonce。"
"ThenMrs。Tretherickhasgivenherpermission?"
"Notmuch,ifIknowthesentimentsofthatlady,"repliedKatesaucily。
"Thenhowdidyougetaway?"askedPrincegravely。
"BYTHEWINDOW。"
WhenMr。PrincehadleftCarryinthearmsofherstepmother,hereturnedtotheparlor。
"Well?"demandedKate。
"Shewillstay——YOUwill,Ihope,also——to-night。"
"AsIshallnotbeeighteen,andmyownmistressonthe20th,andasIhaven’tasickstepmother,Iwon’t。"
"Thenyouwillgivemethepleasureofseeingyousafelythroughthewindowagain?"
WhenMr。Princereturnedanhourlater,hefoundCarrysittingonalowstoolatMrs。Starbottle’sfeet。Herheadwasinherstepmother’slap;andshehadsobbedherselftosleep。Mrs。
Starbottleputherfingertoherlip。"Itoldyoushewouldcome。
Godblessyou,Jack!andgood-night。"
ThenextmorningMrs。Tretherick,indignant,theRev。AsaCrammer,principal,injured,andMr。JoelRobinson,sen。,complacentlyrespectable,calleduponMr。Prince。Therewasastormymeeting,endinginademandforCarry。"Wecertainlycannotadmitofthisinterference,"saidMrs。Tretherick,afashionablydressed,indistinctivelookingwoman。"Itisseveraldaysbeforetheexpirationofouragreement;andwedonotfeel,underthecircumstances,justifiedinreleasingMrs。Starbottlefromitsconditions。""Untiltheexpirationoftheschool-term,wemustconsiderMissTretherickascomplyingentirelywithitsrulesanddiscipline,"imposedDr。Crammer。"Thewholeproceedingiscalculatedtoinjuretheprospects,andcompromisetheposition,ofMissTretherickinsociety,"suggestedMr。Robinson。
InvainMr。PrinceurgedthefailingconditionofMrs。Starbottle,herabsolutefreedomfromcomplicitywithCarry’sflight,thepardonableandnaturalinstinctsofthegirl,andhisownassurancethattheywerewillingtoabidebyherdecision。Andthenwitharisingcolorinhischeek,adangerouslookinhiseye,butasingularcalmnessinhisspeech,headded,——
"Onewordmore。Itbecomesmydutytoinformyouofacircumstancewhichwouldcertainlyjustifyme,asanexecutorofthelateMr。
Tretherick,infullyresistingyourdemands。AfewmonthsafterMr。Tretherick’sdeath,throughtheagencyofaChinamaninhisemployment,itwasdiscoveredthathehadmadeawill,whichwassubsequentlyfoundamonghispapers。Theinsignificantvalueofhisbequest——mostlyland,thenquitevalueless——preventedhisexecutorsfromcarryingouthiswishes,orfromevenprovingthewill,ormakingitotherwisepubliclyknown,untilwithinthelasttwoorthreeyears,whenthepropertyhadenormouslyincreasedinvalue。Theprovisionsofthatbequestaresimple,butunmistakable。
ThepropertyisdividedbetweenCarryandherstepmother,withtheexplicitconditionthatMrs。Starbottleshallbecomeherlegalguardian,provideforhereducation,andinalldetailsstandtoherinlocoparentis。"
"Whatisthevalueofthisbequest?"askedMr。Robinson。"Icannottellexactly,butnotfarfromhalfamillion,Ishouldsay,"
returnedPrince。"Certainly,withthisknowledge,asafriendofMissTretherick,Imustsaythatherconductisasjudiciousasitishonorabletoher,"respondedMr。Robinson。"Ishallnotpresumetoquestionthewishes,orthrowanyobstaclesinthewayofcarryingouttheintentions,ofmydeadhusband,"addedMrs。
Tretherick;andtheinterviewwasclosed。
WhenitsresultwasmadeknowntoMrs。Starbottle,sheraisedJack’shandtoherfeverishlips。"ItcannotaddtoMYhappinessnow,Jack;buttellme,whydidyoukeepitfromher?"Jacksmiled,butdidnotreply。
Withinthenextweekthenecessarylegalformalitieswereconcluded;andCarrywasrestoredtoherstepmother。AtMrs。
Starbottle’srequest,asmallhouseintheoutskirtsofthetownwasprocured;andthithertheyremovedtowaitthespring,andMrs。
Starbottle’sconvalescence。Bothcametardilythatyear。
Yetshewashappyandpatient。Shewasfondofwatchingthebuddingofthetreesbeyondherwindow,——anovelsighttoherCalifornianexperience,——andofaskingCarrytheirnamesandseasons。Evenatthistimesheprojectedforthatsummer,whichseemedtohersomysteriouslywithheld,longwalkswithCarrythroughtheleafywoods,whosegray,mistyranksshecouldseealongthehilltop。Sheeventhoughtshecouldwritepoetryaboutthem,andrecalledthefactasevidenceofhergainingstrength;
andthereis,Ibelieve,stilltreasuredbyoneofthemembersofthislittlehouseholdalittlecarolsojoyous,sosimple,andsoinnocent,thatitmighthavebeenanechooftherobinthatcalledtoherfromthewindow,asperhapsitwas。
Andthen,withoutwarning,theredroppedfromHeavenadaysotender,somysticallysoft,sodreamilybeautiful,sothrobbing,andalivewiththeflutteringofinvisiblewings,sorepleteandbounteouslyoverflowingwithanawakeningandjoyousresurrectionnottaughtbymanorlimitedbycreed,thattheythoughtitfittobringherout,andlayherinthatglorioussunshinethatsprinkledlikethedroppingsofabridaltorchthehappylintelsanddoors。
Andthereshelaybeatifiedandcalm。
Weariedbywatching,Carryhadfallenasleepbyherside;andMrs。
Starbottle’sthinfingerslaylikeabenedictiononherhead。
PresentlyshecalledJacktoherside。
"Whowasthat,"shewhispered,"whojustcamein?"
"MissVanCorlear,"saidJack,answeringthelookinhergreatholloweyes。
"Jack,"shesaid,afteramoment’ssilence,"sitbymeamoment,dearJack:I’vesomethingImustsay。IfIeverseemedhard,orcold,orcoquettishtoyouintheolddays,itwasbecauseIlovedyou,Jack,toowelltomaryourfuturebylinkingitwithmyown。
Ialwayslovedyou,dearJack,evenwhenIseemedleastworthyofyou。Thatisgonenow。ButIhadadreamlately,Jack,afoolishwoman’sdream,——thatyoumightfindwhatIlackedinHER,"andsheglancedlovinglyatthesleepinggirlatherside;"thatyoumightloveherasyouhavelovedme。Buteventhatisnottobe,Jack,isit?"andsheglancedwistfullyinhisface。Jackpressedherhand,butdidnotspeak。Afterafewmoments’silence,sheagainsaid,"Perhapsyouarerightinyourchoice。Sheisagood-heartedgirl,Jack——butalittlebold。"
Andwiththislastflickeroffoolish,weakhumanityinherstrugglingspirit,shespokenomore。Whentheycametoheramomentlater,atinybirdthathadlituponherbreastflewaway;
andthehandthattheyliftedfromCarry’sheadfelllifelessatherside。
AJERSEYCENTENARIAN
Ihaveseenheratlast。Sheisahundredandsevenyearsold,andremembersGeorgeWashingtonquitedistinctly。Itissomewhatconfusing,however,thatshealsoremembersacontemporaneousJosiahW。PerkinsofBaskingRidge,N。J。,and,Ithink,hastheimpressionthatPerkinswasthebetterman。Perkins,atthecloseofthelastcentury,paidhersomelittleattention。Thereareafewthingsthatareallynoblewomanofahundredandsevenneverforgets。
ItwasPerkins,whosaidtoherin1795,inthestreetsofPhiladelphia,"ShallIshowtheeGen。Washington?"Thenshesaidcareless-like(foryouknow,child,atthattimeitwasn’twhatitisnowtoseeGen。Washington),shesaid,"Sodo,Josiah,sodo!"
Thenhepointedtoatallmanwhogotoutofacarriage,andwentintoalargehouse。Hewaslargerthanyoube。Heworehisownhair——notpowdered;hadafloweredchintzvest,withyellowbreechesandbluestockings,andabroad-brimmedhat。Insummerheworeawhitestrawhat,andathisfarmatBaskingRidgehealwaysworeit。Atthispoint,itbecametooevidentthatshewasdescribingtheclothesoftheall-fascinatingPerkins:soIgentlybutfirmlyledherbacktoWashington。Thenitappearedthatshedidnotrememberexactlywhathewore。Toassisther,Isketchedthegeneralhistoricdressofthatperiod。Shesaidshethoughthewasdressedlikethat。Emboldenedbymysuccess,IaddedahatofCharlesII。,andpointedshoesoftheeleventhcentury。Sheindorsedthesewithsuchcheerfulalacrity,thatIdroppedthesubject。
ThehouseuponwhichIhadstumbled,or,rather,towhichmyhorse——
aJerseyhack,accustomedtohistoricresearch——hadbroughtme,waslowandquaint。Likemostoldhouses,ithadtheappearanceofbeingencroacheduponbythesurroundingglebe,asifitwerealreadyhalfinthegrave,withasodortwo,intheshapeofmossthrownonit,likeashesonashes,anddustondust。Awoodenhouse,insteadofacquiringdignitywithage,isapttoloseitsyouthandrespectabilitytogether。Aporch,withscant,slopingseats,fromwhicheventhewinter’ssnowmusthavesliduncomfortably,projectedfromadoorwaythatopenedmostunjustifiablyintoasmallsitting-room。Therewasnovestibule,orlocuspoenitentiae,fortheembarrassedorbashfulvisitor:hepassedatoncefromthesecurityofthepublicroadintoshamefulprivacy。Andhere,inthemellowautumnalsunlight,that,streamingthroughthemaplesandsumachontheoppositebank,flickeredanddanceduponthefloor,shesatanddiscoursedofGeorgeWashington,andthoughtofPerkins。Shewasquiteinkeepingwiththehouseandtheseason,albeitalittleinadvanceofboth;herskinbeingofafadedrusset,andherhandssolikedeadNovemberleaves,thatIfanciedtheyevenrustledwhenshemovedthem。
Forallthat,shewasquitebrightandcheery;herfacultiesstillquitevigorous,althoughperformingirregularlyandspasmodically。
Itwassomewhatdiscomposing,Iconfess,toobserve,thatattimesherlowerjawwoulddrop,leavingherspeechless,untiloneofthefamilywouldnoticeit,andraiseitsmartlyintoplacewithaslightsnap,——anoperationalwaysperformedinsuchanhabitual,perfunctorymanner,generallyinpassingtoandfrointheirhouseholdduties,thatitwasverytryingtothespectator。Itwasstillmoreembarrassingtoobservethatthedearoldladyhadevidentlynoknowledgeofthis,butbelievedshewasstilltalking,andthat,onresumingheractualvocalutterance,shewasoftenabruptandincoherent,beginningalwaysinthemiddleofasentence,andofteninthemiddleofaword。"Sometimes,"saidherdaughter,agiddy,thoughtlessyoungthingofeighty-five,——
"sometimesjustmovingherheadsortofunhitchesherjaw;and,ifwedon’thappentoseeit,she’llgoontalkingforhourswithoutevermakingasound。"AlthoughIwasconvinced,afterthis,thatduringmyinterviewIhadlostseveralimportantrevelationsregardingGeorgeWashingtonthroughthesepeculiarlapses,IcouldnothelpreflectinghowbeneficentweretheseprovisionsoftheCreator,——how,ifproperlystudiedandapplied,theymightbefraughtwithhappinesstomankind,——howaslightjostleorjaratadinner-partymightmakethepost-prandialeloquenceofgarruloussenilitysatisfactorytoitself,yetharmlesstoothers,——howamoreintimateknowledgeofanatomy,introducedintothedomesticcircle,mightmakeahometolerableatleast,ifnothappy,——howalong-sufferinghusband,underthepretenceofaconjugalcaress,mightsounhookhiswife’scondyloidprocessastoallowtheflowofexpostulation,criticism,ordenunciation,togoonwithgratificationtoher,andperfectimmunitytohimself。
ButthiswasnotgettingbacktoGeorgeWashingtonandtheearlystrugglesoftheRepublic。SoIreturnedtothecommander-in-
chief,butfound,afteroneortwoleadingquestions,thatshewasratherinclinedtoresenthisre-appearanceonthestage。Herreminiscencesherewerechieflysocialandlocal,andmoreorlessflavoredwithPerkins。WegotbackasfarastheRevolutionaryepoch,or,rather,herimpressionsofthatepoch,whenitwasstillfreshinthepublicmind。AndhereIcameuponanincident,purelypersonalandlocal,but,withal,sonovel,weird,anduncanny,thatforawhileIfearitquitedisplacedGeorgeWashingtoninmymind,andtingedtheautumnalfieldsbeyondwitharedthatwasnotofthesumach。Idonotremembertohavereadofitinthebooks。I
donotknowthatitisentirelyauthentic。Itwasattestedtomebymotheranddaughter,asanuncontradictedtradition。
Inthelittlefieldbeyond,wheretheploughstillturnsupmusket-
ballsandcartridge-boxes,tookplaceoneofthoseirregularskirmishesbetweenthemilitiamenandKnyphausen’sstragglers,thatmadetheretreathistorical。AHessiansoldier,woundedinbothlegsandutterlyhelpless,draggedhimselftothecoverofahazel-
copse,andlaytherehiddenfortwodays。Onthethirdday,maddenedbythirst,hemanagedtocreeptotherail-fenceofanadjoiningfarm-house,butfoundhimselfunabletomountitorpassthrough。Therewasnooneinthehousebutalittlegirlofsixorsevenyears。Hecalledtoher,andinafaintvoiceaskedforwater。Shereturnedtothehouse,asiftocomplywithhisrequest,but,mountingachair,tookfromthechimneyaheavily-
loadedQueenAnnemusket,and,goingtothedoor,tookdeliberateaimatthehelplessintruder,andfired。Themanfellbackdead,withoutagroan。Shereplacedthemusket,and,returningtothefence,coveredthebodywithboughsandleaves,untilitwashidden。Twoorthreedaysafter,sherelatedtheoccurrenceinacareless,casualway,andleadingthewaytothefence,withapieceofbreadandbutterinherguilelesslittlefingers,pointedouttheresultofhersimple,unsophisticatedeffort。TheHessianwasdecentlyburied,butIcouldnotfindoutwhatbecameofthelittlegirl。Nobodyseemedtoremember。Itrust,that,inafter-
years,shewashappilymarried;thatnoJerseyLovelaceattemptedtotriflewithaheartwhoseimpulsesweresoprompt,andwhosepurposesweresosincere。Theydidnotseemtoknowifshehadmarriedornot。Yetitdoesnotseemprobablethatsuchsimplicityofconception,franknessofexpression,anddeftnessofexecution,werelosttoposterity,orthattheyfailed,intheirtimeandseason,togiveflavortothedomesticfelicityoftheperiod。
Beyondthis,thestoryperhapshaslittlevalue,exceptasanoffsettotheusualanecdotesofHessianatrocity。
TheyhadtheirfinancialpanicseveninJersey,intheolddays。
SherememberedwhenDr。WhitemarriedyourcousinMary——orwasitSusan?——yes,itwasSusan。SheremembersthatyourUncleHarrybroughtinanarmfulofbank-notes,——papermoney,youknow,——andthrewtheminthecorner,sayingtheywerenogoodtoanybody。Sherememberedplayingwiththem,andgivingthemtoyourAuntAnna——
no,child,itwasyourownmother,blessyourheart!Someofthemwasmarkedashighasahundreddollars。Everybodykeptgoldandsilverinastocking,orina"chaney"vase,likethat。Youneverusedmoneytobuyanything。WhenJosiahwenttoSpringfieldtobuyanything,hetookacartloadofthingswithhimtoexchange。
Thatyallerpicture-framewaspaidforingreenings。Butthenpeopleknewjestwhattheyhad。Theydidn’tfrittertheirsubstanceawayinunchristiantrifles,likeyourfather,ElizaJane,whodoesn’tknowthatthereisaGodwhowillsmitehimhipandthigh;forvengeanceismine,andthosethatbelieveinme。
Buthere,singularlyenough,theinferiormaxillariesgaveout,andherjawdropped。(Inoticedthathergiddydaughterofeighty-fivewassittingnearher;butIdonotpretendtoconnectthisfactwiththearrestedflowofpersonaldisclosure。)Howbeit,whensherecoveredherspeechagain,itappearedthatshewascomplainingoftheweather。
Theseasonshadchangedverymuchsinceyourfatherwenttosea。
Thewintersusedtobeterribleinthosedays。WhenshewentovertoSpringfield,inJune,shesawthesnowstillonWatson’sRidge。
Therewerewholedayswhenyoucouldn’tgitovertoWilliamHenry’s,theirnextneighbor,aquarterofamileaway。ItwasthatdreffulwinterthattheSpanishsailorwasfound。Youdon’tremembertheSpanishsailor,ElizaJane——itwasbeforeyourtime。
Therewasalittlepersonalskirmishinghere,whichIfeared,atfirst,mightendinasuspensionofmaxillaryfunctions,andthelossofthestory;buthereitis。Ah,me!itisapurewhitewinteridyl:howshallIsingitthisbright,gayautumnalday?
Itwasaterriblenight,thatwinter’snight,whensheandthecenturywereyoungtogether。Thesunwaslostatthreeo’clock:
thesnowynightcamedownlikeawhitesheet,thatflappedaroundthehouse,beatatthewindowswithitsedges,andatlastwrappeditinacloseembrace。Inthemiddleofthenight,theythoughttheyheardabovethewindavoicecrying,"Christus,Christus!"inaforeigntongue。Theyopenedthedoor,——noeasytaskinthenorthwindthatpresseditsstrongshouldersagainstit,——butnothingwastobeseenbutthedriftingsnow。Thenextmorningdawnedonfenceshidden,andalandscapechangedandobliteratedwithdrift。
Duringtheday,theyagainheardthecryof"Christus!"thistimefaintandhidden,likeachild’svoice。Theysearchedinvain:thedriftedsnowhiditssecret。Onthethirddaytheybrokeapathtothefence,andthentheyheardthecrydistinctly。Diggingdown,theyfoundthebodyofaman,——aSpanishsailor,darkandbearded,withear-ringsinhisears。Astheystoodgazingdownathiscoldandpulselessfigure,thecryof"Christus!"againroseuponthewintryair;andtheyturnedandfledinsuperstitiousterrortothehouse。Andthenoneofthechildren,bolderthantherest,kneltdown,andopenedthedeadman’sroughpea-jacket,andfound——whatthinkyou?——alittleblue-and-greenparrot,nestlingagainsthisbreast。Itwasthebirdthathadechoedmechanicallythelastdespairingcryofthelifethatwasgiventosaveit。Itwasthebird,thateverafter,amidoutlandishoathsandwildersailor-
songs,thatIfearoftenshockedthepureearsofitsgentlemistress,andbroughtscandalintotheJerseys,stillretainedthatoneweirdandmournfulcry。
Thesunmeanwhilewassinkingbehindthesteadfastrangebeyond,andIcouldnothelpfeelingthatImustdepartwithmywantsunsatisfied。Ihadbroughtawaynohistoricfragment:IabsolutelyknewlittleornothingnewregardingGeorgeWashington。Ihadbeenaddressedvariouslybythenamesofdifferentmembersofthefamilywhoweredeadandforgotten;Ihadstoodforanhourinthepast:
yetIhadnotaddedtomyhistoricalknowledge,northepracticalbenefitofyourreaders。IspokeoncemoreofWashington,andsherepliedwithareminiscenceofPerkins。
Standforth,OJosiahW。PerkinsofBaskingRidge,N。J。Thouwastoflittleaccountinthylife,Iwarrant;thoudidstnotevenfeelthegreatnessofthydayandtime;thoudidstcriticisethysuperiors;thouwastsmallandnarrowinthyways;thyverynameandgraveareunknownanduncaredfor:butthouwastoncekindtoawomanwhosurvivedthee,and,lo!thynameisagainspokenofmen,andforamomentliftedupabovethybetters。